#or burnt down im not picky

[phoenixharp-05]

wishijg my school gets cancelled

[danidoesathing]

End of year content meme: 📝 a line or paragraph i’m really happy with | 😔 a gifset i wish had gotten more notes

📝 a line or paragraph i’m really happy with

"The desert sun hits greets you like a fist. The light is blinding after a lifetime under the earth and the heat threatens to burn your flesh off your bones a second time, but you claw towards it in all it’s blazing salvation. You break through the surface into a barren wasteland of scorched earth and burnt husks of homes. You are void of it’s desolation. Your hands - the same ones that built your family’s home and the same ones that pulled your wife into a dance and the same ones that had held your daughter for the first time and the same ones you saw char and melt into bones trying to break down the same door you had built - are unchanged. Your skin is unmarred and your heart still beats in your chest. By some miracle or curse, you are alive. But you are not the same. You feel the heat of a inferno raging underneath, an awful, hungry thing that threatens to swallow the world whole in its hatred. The oppressive fever of the desert is nothing to the hellfire shaping your bones.

You are born again in a graveyard next to your wife and daughter."

More of the tma au that but this one isnt statements as much as it is a bunch of snippets about different avatars. take a crack at what avery might be

😔 a gifset i wish had gotten more notes

I cant be too picky with how small the fandom is really but i do wish my Fav shots one because its pretty and im biased as well as the Strange Trails teaser and a majority of my Lonesome Dreams ones as they never did super great, but specifically this one.

also not necessarily a gifset but i do wish my Twenty Long Years endless loop got more attention. i still its really cool

[rebecca-lotto]

ngl i want kumoko in isekai quartet b/c of the possible friendship she could have with ainz.

like kumoko could evolve through out the consecutive episodes , and start off the special in her base form.

she's just chillin' on ainz's shoulder , like she's a weird lookin' spinarak.

as for when arachne kumoko comes into the picture ...

im i got 3 ideas ; karaoke episode , cooking class(es) episode , or aqua opens up a can of 8 legged whoop-ass.

karaoke episode is self explanatory , i wanna hear yuuki aoi sing sono chi no sadame. (or bloody stream , ya girl ain't too picky)

a cooking special could delve into the wonderful friendship kumoko would develop with the nazarick crew. kumoko should get to cook tasty food, and in her her arachne form she has opposable thumbs , so let's see what she can do~!

and tbh the last option is just pure fanservice for myself ; turn off chibi mode and enjoy the fight.

like , aqua does something so damn stupid , kumoko's getting bad flashbacks of the times her homes got burnt down .

so time for the epic fight scene

[adhddarling]

auctober huge post

hello, i have decided to speed run doing the auctober thingy because i am bored and need to do something. so, let's get down to it.

STIMS omg where do i start. i fucking love stimming. my main stims i do with my hands. flapping, moving my hands in fists, doing crab claws, tippy tappy fingers, touching nice textures, doing a surfer dude hand thing and shaking my hand, etc. most of my stimming is done using my body, but i also love visual stims! i'm very picky about what visual stims i like, though.

INFO DUMPING im a pain in the arse for this. thank god for my partner who puts up with my constant info dumping. my current interests are the gnostic gospels, and ancient christian religion as a whole. my long term SpIns have been greek mythology, the victorian era and anatomy.

COLLECTIONS i collect books, stationery, and crystals! i love all of them so much. i kinda have an issue with stationery, particularly pens, because my dyspraxia makes my handwriting terrible so i much prefer to type- however, i keep buying pens i don't need!

ANIMAL FRIENDS i love dogs, when i'm not overstimulated. i prefer stuffed animals to real ones, though. cats make me happy, because of their general chill-ness, and they're much more palatable when i'm having a hard time as they require less attention and are less stimulating.

MUSIC my biggest obsession is music. i love most genres, i love all different types of music. i usually hyperfixate on a song that i then listen to for days, and then move onto a new one when the previous one stops being stimulating. the only time i don't want to listen to music is literally only when i'm having a meltdown.

STIM TOYS stim toys are awesome! i love fidget cubes and tangles, but like chewellery the most.

HYPERFOCUS god, the stuff i've got done when i'm hyperfocused. i did all of my studying for my a level exams (british exams for the last year of school before university aged 18 ish) in about a week, and i hyperfocused SO FUCKING HARD. i forgot to eat, forgot to drink, didn't sleep much, just worked. i do not endorse this behaviour, i was horribly burnt out after. however, hyperfocus can be a superpower! i've had some of my best creative ideas when i'm hyperfocusing.

DIVERSE i think it's really important that the autistic community, and more widely the neurodiverse community, is more inclusive of poc who are autistic. there's a serious problem with the whitewashing of autism, partially down to media representation and also due to misdiagnosis of autistic people of colour with other disorders.

COMFORT FOOD bread <33 chicken nuggets <33 chips <33 pasta <33 rice <33 anything plain and not overwhelming.

SELF-CARE god, self-care is difficult. i procrastinate doing self care all the time, even with basic hygiene. something that helps me is having a sticker chart for when i complete basic self-care tasks like brushing my teeth, showering, etc.

NEURODIVERGENT COMMUNITY there's a lot of problems with the nd community, but also a lot of positive aspects. i find misinformation is a big problem, especially on tiktok- like, sitting with your hand under your chin does not make you autistic (genuinely seen someone say this). however, the spreading of awareness that autism doesn't just present as a white cis straight boy with a genius level IQ and who acts 'robotic', and instead that autism presents itself in lots of different ways, especially in women and AFAB people.

SENSORY EUPHORIA woodpecker. sounds. i can't express to you, how happy this sound makes me.

ALTERNATIVE COMMUNICATION i use sign language when i lose speech, and also write things down. i'm privileged to not lose speech regularly, only when i'm very overwhelmed, and so i only really use these methods of alternative communication when i need to.

VERBAL STIMS i like to copy tiktok sounds, tbh, and famous vines. it's fun. i also say 'beep', buzz like a bee, and make other sounds that would not be considered neurotypical when i'm happy.

AU-DHD i have both autism and adhd, and having both makes it so that for some of my behaviours it is difficult to identify where they come from. what's helped me is learning to accept that it doesn't matter exactly what disorder causes which symptom, but instead learning how to cope with the symptom itself, if that makes sense? having autism and adhd can feel very polarising at times, with two disorders that can feel like they conflict so often, but with proper management life can get easier.

UNMASKING i'm working on this one. as a moderate support needs autistic, to some extent, i can't mask. i can't appear neurotypical all the time. even when i'm masking as hard as i can, people can still notice that there's something different. this has caused me a lot of self hatred and internalised ableism, which is something i'm working with a therapist to undo.

SENSORY PROFILE i flip-flop between being sensory seeking and sensory avoidant. depends on whether i'm under or overstimulated, tbh.

LGBTQ+ i identify as queer, and pansexual as a collective. due to being a system, my gender is all over the place, but i like xenogenders and neopronouns a lot.

ECHOLALIA i used to get in so much trouble for doing this. learning that suppressing my stims like echolalia could lead to an increased risk of burnout has led to a wakeup call for me, and has really helped me to learn to accept who i am and the way i stim.

SPECIAL INTERESTS greek mythology, ancient religion, the victorian era.

COMFORT MEDIA good omens, doctor who, marauders era harry potter (fuck jk tho)

SELF-ADVOCACY unfortunately, being autistic and afab has meant that i've had to really learn to advocate for myself while with medical professionals. it's a difficult journey, and i wish so much love and support to anyone going through the medical system.

DISABLED i identify as disabled, and also Mad. disabled isn't a bad word. there is nothing wrong with disabled people. we exist, we take up space, and we have inherent worth.

OKAY I'M DONE FOR NOW. HAVE A GOOD DAY Y'ALL.

[tobebrutal]

                  THE UNFORTUNATE DETAILS IN HOW  DEEDS  RUNS THIS BLOG

about speed

fluctuates from day to day.    i’m not so much a  busy  person as i am a  chronically exhausted  one.    i do try to keep people updated on when i’m not going to be around or when i don’t plan on sitting down and putting my fingers to keys.    this can also be dictated by where my brain is at the time.    i may be lightning with one muse and a snail with another.    it  rarely  has to do with my partners and more to do with brainrot and my unwillingness to force out content.    but sometimes a scrub just..  needs a break, too.

regarding replies   

on a  good  day when i’m feeling my oats for all the characters on my roster(s), they come out in order and i’m just ocd enough to  match word/letter counts  to keep my sanity stable.    one a  bad  day though ?    i’ll hyperfixate on one or two muses and the rest could take weeks+ to be got to.    again, this isn’t a matter or me not liking the storyline or my partner, i just know how i am and if i want to write something i will.    if i don’t ?    i know it’s not going anywhere and so long as my partners are okay with me jumping around ?    we’ll be hunky dory. xo

hot take on starters   

woof.    okay, so here’s the pickle with starters of late, for me at least ;   i get pretty burnt out when i write them, they get a like, and then there’s never any activity on it again.    it makes me feel like there’s some  what’s the point  tension in there and i do get kind of irritated after that with the partners who do it.    i don’t always write for my own amusement.    that said,  i can whip out a starter at the drop of a hat.    i don’t always need a subject and i can usually wing it enough to make sense, timelines be damned.    but for me to hunker down and get to that ?    i like to know the person/people i’m writing them for will, y’know, make something of it.    this has grown into a nasty trend and it’s draining.    i can feel myself slipping.    sos.

the inbox

meeeeeemes.    memes.    i love me a good meme or two.    or three.    this takes a step more effort than liking a starter call, y’know ?    it shows a bit more interest in writing with me and i’m more inclined to crank something out for them.    i’m also all about combining memes.    whether they’re from the same prompt list or i’m frankensteining together a real metal setup to hit homers with.    they’re good icebreakers.    another note,  i keep my anonymous off at all times  because we cause drama like men here, faces out.    if you ever want to ask me something privately, my ims are on and open.    ...also i sometimes close my inbox because i’m a fool who gets overwhelmed.    also y’all are cute.

selectivity

high.    it’s nothing personal, i just know me and i know i don’t have the social battery to really keep up with a high tally of folks.    i’m not concerned with aesthetics,  though i like to pretend mine is noice.    i don’t care about icons or if you format your replies.    i like a partner who  puts their all into their writing above all else.    someone i can tell, by looking, is committed to their muse(s) and will be around for the long haul if we plot something out.    because i’m so picky though, i do a good deal of softblocking and the occasional hardblock if someone keeps following me back with no payout.    i’ve been neck deep in this hobby for a very long time and i don’t have the same patience i used to.

a wishlist  

everything.    the end.    seriously though, i know there’s a wishlist tag somewhere on my blog.    it’s usually for  shippy stuff  though.    of which i’m always down to clown with.    usually i’m pretty upfront with what i want from a connection though.    if i have an idea, i’ll seek out the mun/muse i think it’ll work with best and float it by them.    we’re here for instant gratification.

one final honest note

i am not good at maintaining conversation out of character.    i will, at some point, go quiet and, if you want to give me a poke, please do.    this rarely ever translates to my eagerness or willingness to write with a person though.    as said before, the social battery is low and after a while, for the sake of unwinding, i’ll clam up.    i also just ???    rather  focus myself on getting replies  and the like done when i’m typing ?    chitchat sometimes can feel monotonous and i see it as a distraction.    now, plotting ?    if something is real ripe and juicy, i probably won’t shut up and then i’m sorry for that, too. :l

i stole this from  @pagetorn​  and now i’m making it all y’all’s homework for today.    this is a really nice way to let people know i’m never getting better and it’s all downhill from here. :)))

[cremeberrys]

“I’m not joking sophie, put it down.” / no angst or im divorcing u - dimitri to sophie.

DIMITRI, LOVE OF SOPHIE'S LIFE.

if   you   really   think   about   it,   their   relationship   is   pretty   much   cat   &   dog   －   & obviously,   sophie   is   the   puppy   who   keeps   annoying   him   for   his   attention.   it’s   their   everyday   married   life,   &   today   is   just   an   example   of   it.

it's   the   weekend,   so   it's   both   their   days   off.   they   usually   spend   it   lounging   at   home   with   the   kids,   or   watching   movies   until   their   butts   are   sore,   or   playing   video   games   until   sophie   gets   bored   (   or   frisky,   whichever   mood   comes   first).

today,   though,   sophie   wanted   to   try   baking   again.   cooking,   she's   gotten   the   hand   of,   but   baking?   she   still   has   a   lot   of   work   to   do   to   really   pull   it   off   without   repeatedly   looking   at   the   cookbook.   but   regardless,   if   she   fails   －   which   is   constantly,   by   the   way   －   she   enjoys   the   process.   she's   not   picky   with   sweets,   either,   so   unless   the   food   is   burnt,   sophie's   eating   whatever's   coming   out   of   the   oven.

dimitri,   on   the   other   hand,   is   a   lot   more   disciplined   when   it   comes   to   things   like   this   ...   which   is   why   they've   been   arguing   for   the   past   ten   minutes,   because   dimitri's   been   insisting   on   sophie   not   eating   the   sugary   sweet   cookie   dough   with   peanut   butter,   lotus   biscoff   spread,   &   you   guessed   it,   ice   cream.   sophie,   of   course,   is   refusing   otherwise.

❛   it's   not   like   i   eat   it   everyday!   ❜   she   counters,   but   dimitri   doesn't   look   convinced.   ❛   okay,   i   will   eat   it   everyday,   but   come   on.   ❜

dimitri's   face   &   body   language   clearly   states   that   he's   not   backing   down.   sophie   knows   him   too   well.   it's   what   being   married   for   four   years   gets   you.

sophie   purses   her   lips   &   sighs,   placing   the   dessert   down   with   a   loud   huff.   ❛   fine,   ❜   she   gives   in.   ❛   but   you   owe   me   a   kiss.   or   else.   ❜

give   &   take   －   that's   their   married   life,   after   all.   &   once   she   gets   the   kiss   she   asked   (   demanded   )   for,   sophie   smiles,   suddenly   forgetting   the   cookie   dough   cake   she   even   made   in   the   first   place.

[padfootdaredmetoo]

Sleepover - Wade X Reader

Wade X fem reader

Reader is a mutant with telekinetic abilities. Wade invites her over for one of their usual movie marathons expect this time there isn't any movie watching....

Warnings: SMUT, Kinky sex, The word daddy isn't said but damn it's implied. Good after care.

Part two: https://padfootdaredmetoo.tumblr.com/post/663986564339286016/sleep-over-pt-2-wade-x-reader

It was a rare weekend off and you were going to spend it at Wade’s place. He had invited you over for Mexican and movies, normally events like this turned into you staying the night so you had your overnight bag packed. Memories of an easier time filled with sleepover parties ran through your mind.

Sleepovers with Wade were just as fun as they were painful. There was always a thick tension around you that was bearable when running around the city or when you were working on a task. Sitting on the couch next to him was a whole world of heightened senses… You thought about backing out as anxiety swirled in your stomach. As if he knew, you looked down at your phone buzzing.

WW: bb u on da way?

Y/N: Yessss just leaving

It was decided then. You shouldered your bag and headed out into the evening sun. The city looked sticky and lively at the same time.

To prevent everyone from getting burnt out, all the supers in New York put together a schedule. This weekend and week onward everything that went down in the city was the Fantastic 4’s problem. This was more of a relief to you and Peter as it was to Wade. So far with his free time he had taken up lots of little hobbies. This week's goal was knitting….

Just as you suspected pushing his door open, there was a rainbow tangle of yarn all over the place. A small smile crept on your face as you shut the door and placed your bag down in the cluttered entry.

“Honey I’m home” You called out in a sing-song voice and followed the deep laugh radiating from the kitchen. You walked in to see Wade in a tight faded T-shirt and hello kitty bottoms.

“I hope you brought your PJ’s babe because you are not going to be able to walk after this.” He gestured to two giant paper bags stuffed with delicious smelling food.

You laughed and felt your face get hot.

“I better get changed then.” You said with a wink

“Did you bring stuff? If not, I got some stuff that I can lend you.” He said while grabbing some glasses down from the cupboard.

The thought of lying your way into one of his giant comfy shirts crossed your mind… But you also knew how picky Wade was with materials that didn't bother his skin, and once that shirt was on your body there was no way he was getting it back.

“Yeah I know how these nights end. I’m prepared.” They didn't end the way you longed for, but they were a lot of fun nonetheless.

You grabbed your bag and changed in the bathroom. Having half the side of the house being windows normally by this hour the apartment was sweltering. Looking down at your tiny cotton shorts, you realized it was relatively chilly.

You walk down the narrow hall into the living room to see Wade outstretched on his spot on the couch.

“Why is it so chilly?” You said climbing into your spot on the other end of the couch. Settling in cross legged you saw that your half of the food was laid out in front of you on the coffee table.

“I finally got around to fixing the fucking AC. Turns out it wasn't as hard as i thought it would be”

“Really? What was wrong with it?” You started in on your food, while Wade scrolled through Netflix.

“Oh by not so hard I mean I looked at it and gave up. BUT the guy I got to come by and fix it was delightful.” Wade said absently. You couldn't help but feel a bit of jealousy slide through you. Wade flirted with absolutely everyone, everywhere, and damn was he good at it.

“Hmm” You said in response with a mouthful of food.

“Hmm is right. Okay I’m feeling -insert movie here bc im trash - Hot dude, great car chase, at least three semi realistic explosions, and i'm pretty sure there's a hot & sexy make out scene for you in there somewhere”

You choked. Wade just laughed and slapped his hand on your back.

“Yeah I know what you like. Horn-dog” Or at least your 80% sure that's what he said because 99% of your brain was calculating the size of his hand and how good it felt pressed into your back. The majority of it was placed above the line of your tank top between your shoulder blades. Wade finally got over showing you his skin, but he never touched you. Ever. you’d never felt his skin before. So far it felt rough, and electrically charged.

When you registered his deep voice calling out to you, your face got even redder realizing your position probably made you look like a frozen T-rex holding a burrito.

“Yeah sorry, I'm good. Just. yeah sounds good. Who doesn't like a good make out scene.”

He tossed you a strange look but you kept your eyes glued to the TV.

“You're uncomfortable.” He stated in a low tone. No trace of his normal animated self.

“No. Nope. I'm not. I'm good.” you stammer out. He removed his hand from your back and winced at the loss of contact.

“Ah. I’m, uh, its not contagious. But I understand if you want me to cover up.” He said eyes unfazed staring at the tv.

“What?! Nono this has nothing to do with your skin.” You said trying to touch his arm, he moved it away before you had the chance. As if someone hit the restart button. He let out a laugh. But not one that made you relax any.

“Here you start, I’ll be right back and I’ll grab you a blanket.” Panic raced through you as your realized 6 months of progress was about to slip out of your fingers.

Not thinking with any portion of sanity, you thrust yourself towards him before he could stand up.

Great, literally throw yourself at the guy. That always works.

Obviously he saw you coming and decided to catch you, instead of standing up letting you flop on the couch, which was a good sign. You squirmed, righting yourself and ended up straddling his lap. Looking up at him his eyes were wide, eyebrows raised, with a slightly amused smirk on his face. You realized he was probably waiting for you to say something. Or maybe do something. You shuttered.

“Ugh. Your skin doesn't bother me. Really I don't mind one bit, I feel lucky that you trust me.” you whispered staring up in his eyes. For a moment there was a flash of hurt that ran through the deep blue.

“Well something bothered you.”

“Ugh just sometimes you flirt with me? Or like around me? Idk and i just-”

“So the flirting makes you uncomfortable” his forehead scrunched together and you could feel the concern radiating off of him. You’d always reciprocated, often pushing dirty jokes further.

“No. lord no don't stop that” You mentally slapped yourself. There was no way out of this that wasn't going to cause confusion and hurt. Honestly it is. You take a deep breath. He was still staring into your eyes so you know that he's witnessed your internal conflict.

“That only leaves me with one other possibility and I know it's not that so, why lie?” His eyes were sharp and yet he was chuckling. Cruel feelings made themselves at home, twisting like hot knives in your stomach. Fuck. You could feel tears start to prickle. This was such a mistake. You refused to meet his eyes, you could tell you had been caught.

“No, no way. Me. really?!” He asked lightheartedly like it was the world's funniest joke. Wade always found it hilarious when you would shoot down peoples advances, make all kinds of jokes about how you were saving yourself for the perfect person. Deciding you’d had enough of him watching you crumble, you made to get up. Thick arms held you in place.

“Look at me” He whispered, but there was nothing soft about the way he asked. Your wet eyes met his, but you couldn't understand his expression.

“Take a deep breath and calm down.” You hadn't realized that you were shaking.

“Look I have feelings for you. I have for a long time. Can you not be a dick about it?” You snapped without thinking. He met your fiery tone with an amused expression.

“Gosh don't be a dick. What kind of grand confession is this, don't you know how to treat a lady right?”

“Well this was forced out of me I was still scheming a way to tell you.” You replied shyly.

“Excuses.” You snorted, but before you could retort and fall back in your usual charged banter, your eyes fell on his pink lips. Just barely out of reach, you could easily force past his grip around your waist and take what you wanted.

“Look babe. I have no idea what's happened to you that would make you stoop this low. BUT, I'm a good friend and I would be happy to pay for your therapy. When you're in a better place I’ll even wing-man you around.” His tone was joking but his eyes held years of pain you had only caught glimpses of in passing stories he had opened up about.

“Don't want anyone else. And fuck you. I’m doing fine, I don't need therapy.” The last part was a lie. After 24 years of fighting and watching people die you were not probably not the poster child for being well balanced.

“You sure?” he pressed his forehead against yours. You closed your eyes leaning forward.

"I've never been so sure about something in my whole life." You whispered. His nose brushed yours and electricity shot through your body. You felt dizzy sharing the same air, every inhale thick with his scent. You were sure the whole apartment building could hear your heart hammering.

He leaned back. Your eyes shot open, you know you looked wrecked and nothing had even happened yet.

"Babe, I want this, trust me, I've wanted you since I met you. But I can't. I won't do this to you." He kissed your forehead

"You're going to end up hurt like everyone else-" the statement ran through your mind.

"Wade, I know what's at stake with these kinds of situations. Trust me I have lost plenty over the years."

"You're still so young though, you shouldn't know about all that, you shouldn't know what you want" His eyes were sad again.

"Does my age bother you?" You knew he was older than you by a bit but you never wanted to ask him. He snorted.

"No but it probably should." He said giving you a squeeze. Your whole body went on edge causing your heart rate to rise. Your eyes met again and he let out a sigh.

"You ever gonna give this up?" he asked softly

"As long as you don't specify that you don't like me that way. No chance. I'll follow you everywhere" He moved back in nice and slow putting your body back into is spastic state, breath hitched, eyes wide and blown out. This time he didn't pull away.

Chapped lips softly brushed yours causing your whole body to tighten. He kissed you like he was afraid you were going to break. You squeezed your thighs, and put your hands on his shoulders trying to move in closer but his arms kept you there in an iron grip. It was clear that the pace was non negotiable, and he was in charge. This concept only made you more desperate. He chuckled.

"Slow down, this is all new." He broke the kiss to whisper in your ear. Embarrassment flushed through you. It really wasn't new, you'd been with a few people before, nothing ever felt like this though. Were you that bad?

"It's not new to me" you slurred quietly. He kissed down your neck and sunk his teeth into flesh at the bottom of your neck. You let out a loud moan.

"It's been so long since someone looked at me like that." He placed a soft kiss over the spot.

"Just wanna take my time with you"

You let out a strangled sound in response. His words caught you off guard. No one had ever been this soft with you, it's definitely not what you were expecting from Wade.

You had never felt this naked. Strong hands ran up along your sides causing you to shiver. His thumbs came up to brush along your cheek bones and settled on either side of your face. The kiss shifted to something deeper. His tongue slowly made its way into your mouth causing you to let out a deep moan. You could feel the edges of his mouth pull into a smirk.

He knew he had complete control, a thought that made you fall even deeper into this hot mess and made you feel a little afraid. You were momentarily grateful that he didn't just let you rip his clothes off like you'd wanted. You could barely breathe as it was.

Reading you like a book he pulled away so you could catch your breath. He tilted your head back getting better access to your throat. You could feel every nip and open mouth pull on your skin right down to the core of your stomach. Your moans only made him bite harder.

"You still sure about this? Unlike you I know how to treat a lady. I wanna do this right. Take you out and stuff." His voice was deep and husky.

"Technically you bought me dinner" you said giving a sly smile.

"That was before all of this. So it doesn't count" he motioned between the two of you.

"So then this" you copied his movement "Is an official thing" you had an idea what the answer was but you wanted him to say it. A part of you knew that he still had doubts.

"You think I'd play tonsil hockey like that with just anyone?!" His voice was filled with mock offense. You thought about it for a second.

"Well. Yeah kinda actually."

"You're right. See not special enough."

You laughed and he caught your lips into another heavy kiss. He finally pulled your hips in close enough that you could move against him with delicious friction. This time it was his turn to moan. A sound that almost made you faint.

He rolled you both so he was laying on his back with you still straddling him. This left room for even more grinding. It wasn't long till you were out of breath again. He looked at you with hungry eyes, his hands were on your hips. You bit your lip when you felt the rough skin of this thumbs sliding across your skin to sit just under your waistband.

"This okay?"

"Mmmhmmm" you hummed, holding your breath.

"Not good enough. I wanna hear you say it" he replied in a dark tone.

"Please Jesus"

"Not the name I normally go by, but hey I'm not gonna judge you if you're into some kinda kinky biblical stuff"

"WADE I SWEAR TO G-" his thick fingers made their way down into your shorts and through your folds causing your voice to get stuck in your throat.

"Fuck" you breathed followed by a bunch of incoherent noises.

"Good girl" he whispered in your ear and you let your forehead fall to rest on the arm of the couch next to his. You were not going to last long.

"Wade Wade ah" he got the idea and you had a fleeting moment of peace, before those fingers traveled south and dove into the hot wet mess they had made. Slowly two thick fingers made their way deep inside you causing you to bite down onto his shoulder. You could feel the texture of his scars and it only made you hungrier for him to fill you properly.

You wanted to verbalize this need. Rip his pants off and take what you wanted, but before your hands could start their own path of destruction, his hand was around the base of your neck. All the air rushed out of your lungs.

"Stay put. Don't worry about me." He practically growled, his fingers loosened around your neck.

"No don't -" you panted, his fingers tightened again and you felt yourself start to float.

"Fuck your so hot baby. So tight, n sensitive. Fucking your self on my fingers" His words only pushed your further. His fingers shifted their position inside you and you felt his thumb start moving against your clit. You screamed out, and begged him not to stop. You could feel the tightness inside you start to become overwhelming.

“Wade - Please - can - ah - fuck - cum” Your voice didn't sound like yours anymore

“Such a good girl for asking. Course you can baby, cum for me baby girl.” He coaxed while tightening the grip around your neck. It was everything you needed to crash over the edge. Your whole body seized up for what felt like forever, burning heat spreading through you.

Suddenly the twisting grip inside you lessened leaving you to return to your body, the hand around your neck changed from gripping, to cradling the base of your head, your face tucked into the crook of his neck. You felt him slide out of you, snapping your waist band loudly before licking his fingers clean.

“Fuck you taste good.” You didn’t realize that your whole body and most of the apartment were shaking.

“Ah sorry” You tried to get up, but his second arm found its place holding you down across your back.

“Just relax.” He murmured. You tried to relax your muscles but couldn't stop the shaking. He sat up taking you with him and stood up carrying you. On the tour to wherever he was taking you, you could see the mess you made of the place, items rattling harder the more embarrassed you got.

He placed you on an incredibly soft bed, your muscles seized at the thought of him leaving you. One hand on your chest the other found something in a drawer. You didn't understand what was happening till you felt a soft washcloth sliding down between your legs. He pulled your shorts back into place and slid into bed next to you. Heavy blankets were pulled up over you and you were pulled and pressed against Wade’s body.

“Sorry I don't know what happened I just-” you mumbled into his warm chest.

“Shhh none of that. Don't take this the wrong way but you don't really seem to relax. Like ever.”

“It's hard for me. But people haven't ever been like that with me before either.” You felt your body shutter as the thoughts of what he was like ran through you. No one ever made you feel small, or this safe.

“Like what?” Wade seemed oddly tense.

“Just soft. But also really not soft. Like you're in charge, but not scary like.”

“And you like that?”

“A lot. Too much. You made me feel all floaty and I guess I accidentally took everything in your place with me.”

“It was quite the show.” He laughed.

“Did you like it? I haven't even - you - i should-” You tried to move but those delicious muscles fired around you keeping you in your place, you couldn't help butler out a soft moan. Wade laughed.

“Babe we got all night. Technically an entire week. I mean you’d be taking me away from my knitting, but considering that no one’s corrupted you with the world of kinky shit, I'm willing to make an exception.”

“Oh really, strictly for educational purposes”

“Of course”

“You're so generous.”

“Just you wait.” He pressed his lips into your forehead. You just laid there like a cat in a sunbeam, basking in his warmth.

[spyoikawa]

still on that saiki k brainrot so hear me out-

metori, saiki, teruhashi, aren and hairo with an s/o who really loves to bake/cook-

no thoughts just Reader learning how to make coffee jelly for saiki (like maybe they make him a tower of coffee jelly for an anniversary or his birthday-). no thoughts just Reader cooking something for metori who pretends to not want to eat it cause it’s ‘peasant food’ but ends up really enjoying their cooking. no thoughts just cooking/baking date with teruhashi. no thoughts just teaching aren how to cook/bake and having a food trade with him, bringing him lunch/a snack to school. and no thoughts just hairo hyping Reader up while they cook/bake and making stuff for him to bring to class rep meetings-

thank you! <3

the excitement I got got I saw teruhasi- i don't see a lot of writing for her and I get happy when I get to do less than common things! Thanks!

I'm running low on creative juices, so please I hope you don't mind if I use the exact scenarios you suggested 💀

Note: some of the things I wrote felt really rude so please don't mind the tone tags in parentheses, also i have not edited this yet

Saiki, Teruhasi, Hairo, Aren, and Saiko with an S/O who can cook/bake

♡romantic♡

Saiki Kusuo (italics = saiki telepathy)

Although it was undeniably tasty, your boyfriend's obsession with coffee jelly was not only getting out of hand but also quite expensive-

I mean he spent 3,000 yen for one serving-

But yanno what it's ok, coffee jelly is easy to make, and this gives you an excuse to hang out (not that you need one)

"Ok Ku, i had an idea"

I like it, just make sure you teach me how to do it too

"Rude. I wasn't finished"

You did in your head

As endearing as it could be sometimes, Saiki's mind-reading could be a pain occasionally

You wound me.

"Good. (/j)"

After a long debate over recipes and serving sizes, there it was, in all its glory, your first batches of coffee jelly

it was heaven

You did end up sharing the recipe with him, but it still became a little tradition to make the coffee jelly together

It just tastes better that way :)

Kokomi Teruhashi

In the midst of your TV and cuddles date, Kokomi huffed and turned off the TV

But of course it was rude to just turn off the TV, so she offered to play a board game instead

You did play with her, but your curiosity was begging as to why she wanted to change the activity

"Hey Kokomi, this game is fun, don't worry... but why'd you turn off the TV so suddenly?"

"Oh, it was nothing! I just thought you would like this game, and I wanted you to enjoy yourself more!"

Now, that's the answer the most perfect girl in the world would give

But Kokomi is still human, there's gotta be something wrong

You spent a while thinking to yourself about what you were watching, you two agreed on a documentary, then after the documentary, the channel played a cooking show with a guest baker/cook Makoto Teruhashi- oh.

So that was it

At the end of the round, you stood up and offered your hand to pull up Kokomi with you.

"Hey, wanna make a bet?"

She looked up with a bit of curiosity.

"I bet you, I can make your favorite dish, far better than Makoto can"

She smiled a bit, "sure!"

Her favorite food was simple, so you taught her to cook it and added in some other things just for fun (and so she can't recreate it without your secret ingredients)

Now you guys have cooking dates often and always find ways to spice up foods (and beat Makoto at whatever he was doing on tv)

Hairo Kineshi

my thoughts and prayers go to you

we all saw what happened when he tried to make crepes

but in his mind, it was a learning opportunity

You guys were taking an after-school stroll, the weather was really nice, it would be a shame if you two just went home and did nothing. Walks like these tend to get sentimental and nostalgic, so your conversation subconsciously started to drift towards school life.

"And do you remember that time we had to get kuboyasu, kaido, and nendo to play on a baseball team? Oh my god thank god it didn't go too poorly, that one player really pulled through at the end..." you laughed out

"Haha I do remember that, I can't believe we got them to play, it really could've gone worse" He smiled as he remembered that day, but then his eyes drifted up to a bakery across the road. "Speaking of poor experiences..."

after he explained to you he and kaido's crepe disaster, you couldn't help but tease fun at him for a bit

but you did agree to teach him more about cooking and baking

he's a bit too passionate about cracking eggs, but hey, at least you can work faster

after many, many burnt crepes and pans, there it was, a fallen appart, incorrectly folded, but still a properly cooked crepe sat there in all its beauty

it kinda looked like this

Although he does learn many different things with you, crepes will be the thing he makes over and over again, even when he has it down to a science, just because it's the first thing you taught him, and he will keep that sweet memory forever (get it. sweet? Cause crepes? Im funny i swear.)

Aren Kuboyasu

He actually knows how to cook pretty well

He's not really sure when he picked up cooking, its kinda just stuck around, but he enjoys it, it makes him seem more goody

and he can treat you :)

I will die on my "aren lives for the most basic/domestic activities hill"

cooking with him is always an experience, he will play music in the background, and pull you aside to dance at random times

also does that really hot thing where he stands behind you, reaches around to hold your hands, and basically has you in a cage while showing you how to do something

it's one of those spontaneous things to do, if there's nothing else to do, might as well make something to eat

firm believer in "if you have to eat to live, you might as well eat delicious foods" so he will always try out new things with you if its healthy and tasty

"bab look at this show" you called out from where you were sitting, there was a cooking show/food documentary on, and it was showing a special food. "it says this chicken has a secret sauce they dip it in"

he walked over to the tv and watched it for a couple seconds, thinking a bit.

"...wanna figure it out?"

"yes. I'll make the chicken if you figure out the sauce?"

"deal."

will you ever know if you got the secret sause? Nope, but you did figure out a chicken recipe that is good as hell

he probably writes down all the recipes you "invented" together for safekeeping and so he can return to it later, but he refuses to show it to anyone

Saiko Metori

as much as I love him, we all saw in that one episode how picky he is while eating, and is probably a bitch to please while cooking/baking

so after a lot of convincing, you got him to sit in the kitchen with you so he can watch you bake for the two of you

in reality, all you have to do is give the dish a fancy rich-sounding name, you just have to be really careful with what you say

like this 💀

you decided to bake for him today, baking is a lot more "by the book" than cooking, so you thought he would take a bit of comfort in knowing it was done in a professional way

"alright tori, so I think I'll make a heavy pastry made with fine cacao and extracts, baked into a rich dessert for a fine sweet palette"

"you're making brownies aren't you"

"🧍‍♂️"

Told you, you have to be as specific as possible

He does eventually get interested in what you're doing though, as he never really sees his personal chef cook, and wants to help you by the end

He really did enjoy it! It quickly became one of his favorite treats

But funny enough, no matter how many bakeries he tried or how many times his chef tried, they never tasted the same

(you put in special spices as your own little mark on the treat)

so he ends up having you over for more cooking dates

Which he really does enjoy btw

as a tsundere he will look all annoyed and probably call you a plebe, but these are his favorite types of dates

[kazuwhora]

hi kc!! i saw that your requests are opened so is it okay if i ask for a matchup 👉🏼👈🏼 feel free to ignore this if not!!

i go by any pronouns and im an infp(i think) and my zodiac is cancer!! i would say that im much more on the introvert side but with close friends and family im much more extroverted. most of the things i do heavily depend on my mood? like if i feel happy on a certain day i’ll have no problem talking with strangers and if im feeling shitty then i would prefer being left alone. im someone who tries their best to make sure everyone around me has a positive image of me, i get highly anxious when i hear someone dislikes me for any particular reason. im also highly aware of the things i do because im insecure and im afraid of judgement jwjsnd. i get random bursts of energy like with friends one moment i’ll be acting like a total crackhead and the next i’ll be super quiet and tired since my social battery drains too quickly for my liking. im not one to open up about myself but i feel like i do talk a lot about what happens in my life to the point where i feel annoying lmao. i dont like they way i act sometimes? because i feel like im a very toxic person so i can be self critical. im kind of stubborn too like youre gonna have to give me a ten page essay on why i should not be doing a certain thing. im the type of person who always finishes what they started because i cant stand not completing a certain project or goal i end up hating myself jwns. oh im a very picky eater too and i have this tendency to chew on ice cubes eheh

uhmm as for interests i dont really have a fixed interest? because i lose interest in stuff really quickly but i do enjoy playing games, writing, drawing, daydreaming and sleeping. im tired 24/7 but when i sleep at like 4am in the morning. i used to do embroidery too but i mainly lost motivation to do it oops

my love language would be physical touch i love love love shit like holding hands and nice hugs esp when they swing your hands while holding them aaa but tbh all of the love languages appeal to me and i do a lil bit of all of them too

really what i look for is someone who can vibe with me since i do stupid crap but at the same time knows how to tone it down when my social battery runs out. as long as theyre funny, respectful and understanding, i’ll be falling head first for them😩

uhh and yeah thats about it!! im sorry if its too long and thank you sm if you do this love you <3

NOT ME READING THIS PANICKING THAT YOU MIGHT HAVE THOUGHT I DECIDED TO IGNORE IT LAFHLIURHGWUHG pls forgive me IM SO SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG

you sound very much like an infp and that's why I'm gonna say that your best match is honestly mikey and im not even saying this bc I know you love him IM SAYING IT BECAUSE IT MAKES SENSE and here is why

in cases where introverts get really burnt out sometimes by interactions, I almost ALWAYS scream intp because it just ??? works ?? mikey is an intp and by nature he's an ambivert. the type to really need someone to help reel him in and relax and not worry about being so social, the type to struggle with expressing his emotions and showing them, the type that NEEDS an infp to encourage that aspect of him. and between you two he's so self critical that experiencing your own self criticisms makes him frustrated and when he realizes that this is how you feel when he criticizes himself in the same way, he'll take a step back and re-evaluate how he goes about things. I think he's the type to really encourage you to tap into the nurturing sense of an infp, which in turn has an effect on how you view yourself and the role you play in people's lives. mikey knows this too, and that's why he's so grateful for your presence.

also physical touch?? mikey needs it. he'll pretend at first like he doesn't care and doesn't like being touched, but if you force him to cuddle he'll give in to his neediness and melt in your arms because really he never had anyone to just hug him and let him get lost in himself and the comfort of someone else. poor baby

[strfd]

if you feel inspired, my url? 😇

send URL for opinion. always open.

small note : i just wanted to say that it took me a while to redo yours cause the ORIGINAL reply got deleted when i accidentally zoomed in while trying to edit the coding & it erased like 2k words that i had for you . so please forgive me if it isn’t as long or if things are different . because i REALLY liked what i had written for you before but it’s all been lost & i was trying to find the motivation to rewrite everything . im sorry bby !

MY OPINION ON ;

character in general / how the play them : i mentioned this before but i wanna combine these two together for now until we’ve talked more about your precious little girl & i can have a better that these two parts can be separated . but for now they will be staying together . my apologies !

that being SAID , i do want to say that i love & adore most children muses . i do think it takes a lot of heart & dedication to WRITE a child muse but not only that , people often forget that children DO think vastly different than adults . i have seen far too many children muses ( both canon & OC ) just horribly written because people just don’t KNOW how to write them . they dont understand them . & they aren’t really realistic by any means . 

like sure , i get some kids being incredibly bright or smart or quick on their toes , but the fact of the matter is that they are still children . they still have that part of innocent & playful nature to them . regardless of if they are shy or not - & yes , you can see this up in their teens as well . yes , i have also seen far too many people judge a teenager for their behaviour when , in reality , they're also KIDS . like i hate to burst people’s bubbles , but its the sad & hard truth , which is why i’m just generally picky when it comes to people writing kids of any age . younger kids are easier though , i would assume - but in that same regard , i think people need to understand that they are really simple minded often times as well . what i am trying to get at is that writing kids is a VERY special feat , in my opinion because , yea , i would LIKE to see something really realistic .

in your case , from what i have seen , though , i think ari is VERY cute . she’s adorable , she’s sweet , & honestly ? she’s wholesome & real ! i was genuinely really excited to have your promo come across my dash because i love & adore children muses a lot & ari is just ??? cute . cute cute cute CUTE ! honestly , please forgive me because i really did have so much more to say , but my words are just LOST since im still struggling to try to remember what i wrote 3 days ago for you ...

the mun : oh you are honestly such a sweetheart i am not gonna lie . i want you to know that i had like 5 paragraphs for you all written down in the last one and i got so sad because im burnt out now , im so sorry ! but here , allow me to , at the very least , sum up what i had typed up before .

it’s quite rare for me to find another mun who talks JUST as much as me HRNGH . i tend to like overexplain a lot of things , & i get worried that im being annoying or overbearing for a lot of people cause i HAVE been told that in the past & i just go FBLKSDHFG cause of it . cause i dont MEAN to . so when i saw that you do the same thing ??? damn it was like omg same hat same hat same h -

no really i got GENUINELY excited .

anyway , you are very VERY sweet & soft & kind . you remind me of the cute little flowers that i used to see when i was in uni . like daisies actually ! i get awee whenever i see you on the dash or get a message from you . i think ... honestly , i can relate to you in many ways . just the idea & concept of wanting to be kind & wanting to communicate with others .

oh ! also !!! honestly ??? so like i love how you put emojis in your messages a lot !! it’s honestly a very unique & very expressive way of talking to others . while i have other very expressive friends , this is the first time i have seen somebody be THIS expressive in their text & honestly it is just a LOVELY ray of sunshine ! i love it so so SO much ~ i LOVE talking to you , i swear . i promise . im only sad that we met at like the most UNFORTUNATE time since i get REALLY bad burnout during the holidays & i have been excessively burnt out since march of this year & havent been able to recoup T^T . i don’t regret it at all though , im only sorry that i haven’t really reached out more .

anyway . you are a sweat bean ! i look forward to talking to you more . i love your winnie the pooh icons / theme you have going . i grew up with pooh bear & co ( tigger , rabbit , & owl were my favourites growing up & when i was in uni , eeyore had come to be my all time favourite character so like i have a BIG fondness for winnie the pooh )

DO I ;

RP with them : not yet no . but i want to !!

want to RP with them : of course ! i think its a bit funny cause i had JUST talked to somebody else not to long ago ( before i spoke to you ) about how cloud does have a soft spot for kids , he’s just BAD at interacting with them HRNGH . but really im genuinely interested in interacting with you because i think it would be just very neat to have cloud interact with more kids . one of my favourite chapters in the remake was when you get to help out the kids HFBDSALKDHB . funny cause i don’t like kids but i personally think that kids still deserve the best . they’re precious little things . anyway ... yes . please . RP , plot , just TALKING about them would be fine for me . p - please ? 

WHAT IS MY ;

overall opinion : a precious bean . 10 / 10 , 5 stars , & 2 enthusiastic thumbs up ! an actual sweetheart . like really . 

**Note: Mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. Don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty

[jojolovenotes]

Could I,,,,perchance request a love note? Work has been whiping me out and honestly it'd be nice to have some motivation...It can be from anyone, im not picky! I'm just feeling really burnt out and down today :(

🔥 Beth,

I heard you’re feeling down and burnt out. Please make sure you’re staying hydrated and taking breaks! Please be kind to yourself, You can’t be at your best if you aren’t getting enough rest! Practicing self care is also important, please try to do something you enjoy today! Get some nice fresh air too if you’re able to! If you need anything from me please don’t hesitate to ask, you know I’m always available for you! I want to make you smile! You’re going to get through this! You’re amazing!

Love,

Avdol 

[comfy-mlms]

lemon, golden deep, violet, burnt umber, and umber?

lemon: whats your comfort food?

probably pasta but like.  good pasta.  im picky haha

golden deep: favorite season?

fall! is pretty and not too cold/too hot and everything is comfy

violet: is there any place in particular youd like to settle down?

i am drawn to certain neighborhoods and feelings, but i dont have a specific place in mind, i do really like Yellowsprings though

burnt umber: something you plan to do before the day is over to take care of yourself?

maybe nap more? i dont know today is kinda weird

umber: have you drank enough water today?

so far!

[kadywicker]

late but with good taste- lemon, burnt sienna, scarlet👀, ruby, violet, prussian azure, turquoise blue!!!

what’s your comfort food? oooh. man. pasta. always pasta.

is there a painting that brings you peace when you look at it? hm. HM. u kno not any specific ones but i do so love going to the art institute of chicago and looking at the renaissance paintings like i could LIVE there

describe your current crush/es: you gay ass biTCH. smh. what if i just described jude law right now? ANYWAY. look away u cant read this. top secret beeswax. my crush is a dork hes my bf whom i love v much. hes got THE most handsome face in the world and the prettiest eyes ive ever seen. he makes fun of me all the time hes cruel :( but also the funniest person honestly. we share a brain u kno constantly saying shit at the same time. an EXCELLENT writer and artist. very kind and loving its nice to be Appreciated and hes v good at it. UH WHAT ELSE? OTHER THAN HANDSOME? LIGHT OF MY LIFE? GAY AS FUCK? 

what does your ideal first date look like? ur rlly being so gay w these questions huh babe. u kno im not picky like any first date w u would be fantastic but i AM fond of fun things that make good memories like. fun places. but also simple things u kno fuckin. stargazing bc im unfortunately gay. ooooh ice skating. always a great one. beach walking at night. city walking at night (which chicago is good for. the good parts. obviously i dont want to get murdered). FOOD. museums i do love a good museum. 

is there any place in particular you’d like to settle down? look....... i fucking love colorado. its gorgeous. i’d love to live there again. its so fucking pretty and niiiice.

what’s your favorite scent? ooooh campfire.

if you could start a garden, what would you plant? you KNOW im awful w plants fasfjasdjf but like. probably some fruits and veggies u kno. fuckin. herbs. practical things i’d love to cook with. 

watercolor asks

[amokincsis-blog]

[ KIM NAMJOON, HE/HIM, CISMALE ] ↦ [ YU HANSOL ] is a child of [ EROS ] with the power of [ AMOKINESIS ]. They’re [ TWENTY-FIVE ] and have been on the island for [ FIVE YEARS ]. If you want to meet them, they’re usually around the island [ RELAXING OR ATTENDING CLASSES ]; you could also try [ THE ISLAND SQUARE ].

hey demons, it’s me, ya girl, gem, i’m 21+, i go by she/her pronouns and i live in cst! i am a hot mess who loves causing her characters pain & angst…. i also love ruining their lives on a daily basis.

this is my trash son hansol and you can find basic stats / bullet point bio / basic personality info / basic plot ideas & stuff like that for him under the cut! if you want more in depth info message me bc honestly this intro post is … oof !!! 

but i am super excited to be here and i can’t wait to plot with ya’ll & love your babies !!!! if you’d like to plot, please feel free to IM me on here, or add me on discord ( 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾 𝕆𝕆𝔽.#9330  ) OR smash that like and i’ll come to you !!

                                          BASIC INFORMATION.

full name: yu hansol. nickname(s): han, hannie ( kinda pronounced like honey ), sol. age: twenty-five. date of birth: tbd birthplace: daegu, south korea. ethnicity: korean. nationality: korean. gender: cismale. pronouns: he/him/his. orientation: bisexual. language(s) spoken: english, korean, chinese, japanese, spanish, greek, thai & french.            

                               PHYSICAL APPEARANCE.

face claim: kim namjoon ( rm ) of bts. hair color: changes occasionally, currently dark brown. eye color: brown. height: 5'9". weight: 169. build: athletic. tattoos: tbd. piercings: tbd.

                                                   HEALTH.

physical ailments: seasonal allergies. neurological conditions: n/a. allergies: pollen, mold. sleeping habits: 4-5 hours a night, usually restless. eating habits: varies depending on his mood, loves going to small diners to pig out on greasy food but also loves going to very high end restaurants. exercise habits: boxes as a form of exercise, cardio is usually a once a week thing.  body temperature: hot-natured. addictions: alcohol, tobacco, drugs, sex, gambling. drug use: frequent. alcohol use: frequent.

                                       PERSONALITY. ( PT 1. )

label: the sybarite. positive traits: adventurous, charismatic. negative traits: hedonistic, blunt. fears: large bodies of water. hobbies: boxing, card games, video games, reading, cooking. habits / quirks: tba.

                                               FAVORITES.

season: fall. color(s): sliver, red, matte black. music: not picky. movies: action, horror, suspense. sport(s): tbd. beverage(s): whiskey, dr pepper, iced tea, arnold palmers. food: steak, burgers, pizza, fries, kimchi. animal: dogs.

                                                    FAMILY.

father: eros. mother: tba. sibling(s): tbd. children: n/a. pet(s): tbd. family’s financial status: upper class.

                                                      EXTRAS.

zodiac sign: tbd. mbti: entp-a. ( the debater ) enneagram: type eight. ( the challenger ) temperament: choleric. hogwarts house: slytherin. moral alignment: chaotic neutral. primary vice: lust. primary virtue: pride. element: fire.

                                               BIOGRAPHY.

i don’t have like a full bio for him worked out yet but…

there's two sides of him, though most people only get to see one side.

which happens to be the sarcastic, cocky... tiny bit of an asshole side of him.

however, inside he's just a goofy soul, loves to joke around & have fun.. play pranks on people, go out on snack runs at all hours of the night.

if you'd like to know more about like his background, pls message me bc this is the worst thing i think i've ever written dkjfghsd

honestly he's a cupcake that's rlly burnt around the edges which makes him seem bad but deep down he's still okay.

                                         PERSONALITY. ( PT 2. )

hides behind a wall of sarcasm, cockiness, and lust.

but will also tease and mess with literally everyone.

wears glasses to read and mess w computers, but hates them a lot and probably won’t wear them if people are around.

is ….stubborn as hell and refuses to ask for help with anything.

hotmess

fluent in a lot of languages, loves flaunting that skill.

lowkey worried that people will figure out that he’s actually v soft and goofy on the inside because that’ll cause him to start having to deal with his feelings, and he doesn’t wanna do that.

is the biggest flirt you will ever meet??

will try to get everyone to go to bars n parties with him ?? that's kinda His thing tbh.

plays piano / violin & all that jazz.

drinks..heavily..  like every night?? it’s a problem tbh.

he cares…

god he cares so much about people and the world but he pretends to hate everything because it’s easier than letting people in !!

owns a book that is full of nothing but blank pages and keeps it on his coffee table because he ‘relates’ to it.

is a highkey hoe ( oof )

super into fitness

loves boxing so much and can be seen at the gym quite a bit.. also has bruised knuckles 24/7 because of it as it’s a way to take out his aggression and feelings out on a punching bag?

can have a tendency to be short-tempered.

actually super kind and caring once you’re able to see get past his wall?? which is really hard to do but if u do it he’ll cherish you forever.

has a bad habit of smoking whenever he’s stressed out, which is usually all of the time so he smokes…. more than he should. not just cigarettes either.

he tries his best to pretend he's this big butthead just so he doesn't have to get close to people but at the same time he's super cool with just letting his other side show here and there.

loves to read, loves comic books & video games. a nerd on the inside.

                                                 PLOT IDEAS.

bad influence. ( on your muse. )

best friends.

childhood friend.

confidant.

current hook up(s).

drinking buddies.

drunken hook up.

enemies.

exes who ended on bad terms.

flirtationship.

frenemies.

friends with benefits.

good influence. ( on hansol. )

one night stand(s). ( past & present. )

party buddies.

past hook up(s).

ride or die.

trouble makers.

[pinoy54]

lol i had another title but then this became a rant

lol its been a few days since my last post. i said i was gonna post more on here again but really this week has been pretty meh so far. not too much going honestly. working has been pretty up and down. some days have been busy, other days not so much. still working on job apps.  i just wish it was more consistent, thats one thing i miss about having an normal job. is the consistency. still trying to find the right opportunity for a new job. 

maybe im being too picky. but i really REALLY dont want to get trapped at another shit job. my last job was cool for a little bit but the last several months, basically all of 2021, became really unbearable. each day was getting worse and worse with really no support from the higher ups and no sign for things to get better. business was picking back up after lockdown but the company basically laid off more than half of our staff and didnt rehire anybody or hire anyone new. literally everyday we were drowning and were hours behind on the days work. i would come on for the night shift and the first half of my day was to pick up the day shift’s work. the only solution management gave us was to beg everyone to put in overtime so that there were more people on a given shift even though literally everyone in our office was already burnt tf out...  also my first raise in 2.5 years was basically an extra 50 cents an hour. in my exit meeting i told them you don’t pay us enough, it was a drag to come in to work, and working extra shifts is not worth it. and literally after i left there were at least 3 more people that left within the next month  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

^^ that was the main reason i left. dont even get me started on the terrible hours and the other team having their heads so far up their asses. everyone knew the other team was full of dickheads lmao. 

well... that turned into a rant but it feels good to get that off my chest LOL bruh that place was dreadful. 

[balancesoflight-blog]

(for @osbcrned​, continued from here!)

Peter groans, reading Harry’s texts. He has every right to come over, or else more than likely it will end up Peter’s apartment is going to burn down if he doesn’t come and save Peter now. [text: harry o: no its uh...............its fine, harry. pinky promise] He’s a terrible liar. They both know he is. [text: harry o: aunt may told me it would be easy to make!!! she wrote it all out and i really don’t know what happened] [text: harry o: im FINE at living on my own i just suck at cooking, there’s a difference] Peter slumps against the cabinets in his kitchen, shaking his head at himself now as he types out one last text for Harry now, sending it off and keeping the windows open -- trying to circulate some fresh air into his otherwise cramped, tiny apartment that now smells (rather terribly) of burnt pasta. [text: harry o: fine. or you could pick up some of that take out i like but im not picky.]