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es rarepair week 2024 day 1 | AU/future
lil ghostic au of mine!!! yuzuru and the rest of fine are long since trapped souls in an abandoned mansion of which rst come across while looking for shelter during a storm :] it doesnt um. particularly end well
#doodles#duck scribbles#es rarepair week 2024#midoyuzu#yuzumido#i Was gonna do the stardew au but then it made me kind of sad. actually this is even worse in that aspect but im in a mood#enstars#midori finds his diary of which details the life of and events leading to yuzuru and the rest of the residents' deaths and w it slowly#becomes able to see/interact with (to an extent) yuzurus spectre himself#midori takamine#yuzuru fushimi#ghostswere initially rather aggressively hospitable in order to keep lost strangers there to eventually die and become a lost soul like the#but most w time grew to just want to be freed and be able to pass on in peace. more hostile ghosts become vague wisps of what they were bef#ore once theyve lost their tether to humanity but those with a strong will still have more control and effect on their surroundings somewha#yuzuru specifically was determined to maintain the mansion and has for decades and maybe centuries kept it orderly hence the clarity of his#spirit!!! having been one of those hostile spirits himself before has moved on to gently guiding guests away from the more dangerous areas#and assisting them so as to ensure their safe leave#they look for a way to break the curse on the mansion together so as to free all their souls!! unfortunately for midori she fell in love w#someone who has long since died 👍#the lil ballroom scene was a funny thing i dreamed about a while ago actually. i like to think watarus ghost put on some music unprompted#oh and since the rest of rst is also there technically you can expect chiaki is Not having a very good time
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don't talk to me or my son ever again
#de conceptualization#conceptualization#disco elysium#disco elysium skills#de skills#voliart#still trying to finalize a design for her (conceptualization not tangela hjkdshd)#i thought it'd be cool to put them in a frame? im still figuring out the logistics i want it to have. decided things (subject to change):#1) frame can shrink or grow as needed 2) frame floats 3) part of xer must always be passing through or touching the frame#4) frame is always aligned how the Square is aligned (so if the frame is facing horizontal the Square is also horizontal)#i might play with the canvas in the frame changing colors to suit her mood. it would be yellow here since xe's happy about tangela :)#i might also play with if xe can just hide parts of her body in the frame and not have them show on the other side?#maybe the frame grows with higher levels? and she just breaks out of the frame and goes fucking wild at max level. thats cool :]#anyway sidenote almost finished a different piece so thats exciting :3 i took a break and doodled a bunch of these little fellas#and then i drew this one with a tangela and laughed too much at it to not post it. this is so amusing to me hkdjd THE MOST CREATURE EVER!!
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This should not bother me as much as it does.
#to be fair I spend way too much time planning on how to make celeborn an actual character#so to see him passed over again bothers me#i’m fearful for my boy tyelpe#the teaser had me more hopeful than the trailer#but maybe I’m just in a bad mood right now#will watch again tomorrow se if it changes things#celeborn
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Thor tries to pick up the designated driver pilot role after feast parties and off-realm adventures following Loki’s death but it soon becomes apparent that the only decent pilot left on the team is Fandral and he’s insufferable if you drink excessively and don’t let him join
#Thor not tending to be in the mood to drink after Loki dies bc his emotions drop and he hates it btw#or worse his body sees it as an excuse to start feeling things and that’s almost worse#so anyway better to just avoid it for a while#so he volunteers to fly everyone back home#they all know how to pilot of course#it just becomes very clear very soon that knowing how does not make one good at it#passable sure but when everyone has a headache or is on the verge of passing out you don’t want a ride that upsets any stomaches#you don’t want people losing their balance or clutching their heads from spinning when you’re driving in a straight line back to the palace#aaaand Volstagg is throwing up over the side of the skiff. oh no not again this is unbelievable#maybe walking would be better next time#but no one wants to walk after that!!!#what if they abruptly need to use a bathroom#it’s not acceptable to use the side of a road in Asgard I think#let alone when you’re a group of prestigious warriors#of course we have members of the group with a piloting licence!!! we just WANTED to walk!!!
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nooooo don't think about kuwabara picking up smoking when yusuke leaves for makai as something to remember him by you're so sexy hahah
#''i don't smoke except for when i'm missing you'' headass#god. it's just one of those days#he comes home from school. he hasn't seen kurama in a while but he'll probably swing around some time#he can't explain it. it's not like the day had been terrible. it was productive even. killed it during his presentation#but of course there's always something missing. he just doesn't usually feel it as much as today.#shizuru is smoking on the steps. and he asks her for a cigarette. she stares at him. ''you don't smoke.''#even so she hands it over. maybe she sees something that tells her it's pointless to question or even refuse#her brother used to nag her for her smoking constantly. now he's joining her. she puts her own out suddenly not in the mood. she watches.#kazuma coughs but not too much. he's practically a natural. shizuru is gonna kill that urameshi.#she doesn't of course. kazuma is too happy to see him. lucky brat. she sees the guy pat his pockets before kazu passes him a cig#yusuke looks at him strangely. ''since when do you smoke?'' ''i don't.'' it's not like kazuma to lie. though she supposes#it's not like him to smoke either. besides...something tells her that as long as yusuke's here it's not a lie at all#didn't mean to drabble in the tags but i had to share my vision
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and yet, you persist
#you persist!!! look at you! look at us!!#having a mood swing. honestly probably getting my period lol but!! it will pass!!!!#things can be good again! maybe it'll be different but it can still be good and worth it!!
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hi
#hi#i am just popping on here for a second bc i’m not in the mood to be back yet but my queue is getting quite full#so i think i might have to unpause it soon#maybe tomorrow idk yet#just a heads up in case i seem active again i’m not really i just had a lot of stuff piling up 😭#it will be a Huge shuffled mess so patience is appreciated!!#i apologize if you’re waiting on me but thank you for waiting regardless#please keep using my tracked tag for your creations#i will be back for real eventually#my mental health is quite terrible lately i still need time#it’s about to be a year since the last time i saw my sister before she passed so like. my grief is going through a crazy stage#i’m still not getting a ton of sleep#my brain is just Bad things all day#it’s all just really sucky but i’m trying to do my best 🙃#i hope you are all well i miss you#i will respond to messages at some point too#there are very few which..well it puts things into perspective and validates certain feelings ig lol#it’s all good that’s something i’m working on internally#hopefully i get there#bye again for now 💕
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"Ahaha Daemon is so dumb for believing the old man is the one actively poisoning him when the weird goth witch giving him weird concoctions is right there."
May I introduce you to a beautiful concept known as sleep deprivation ? Man's only gotten poor quality sleep (if any at all) for weeks for all we know. Mood swings and paranoia are bound to go hand in hand with that one. Logical thinking ? Nope. Not happening. You add the fucking hallucinations further messing up his mind to the mix and you get exactly what we see.
#like I know the writing is bad#I am not a fan of the harrenhall arc#but you cannot complain about a character not using his braincells while actively also not using your braincells#kinda contradicting if you ask me#n e ways#talking from experience here btw#throwback to that one week of suffering from tension headaches so bad I thought my skull was going to explode#painkillers did nothing#sleeping was impossible for four (4!!!!!!) entire days#after that I managed to pass out for an hour or two every once in a while as the headaches ever so slowly started getting better#my brain was fucking mush on day 3#there was no being reasonable and thinking logically anymore#I had the worst mood swings#like constant mood swings#I was about ready to kill the next person who as much as made a sound#I snapped at everyone who checked up on me#worst fucking week of my life#do not recommend#anyways#you can hate the character#you can criticize the direction the writers have taken for him this season#but maybe stop being hypocritical little shits about it :)#whatever. I'll lose followers for this one and I do not give a fuck.#got mad scrolling the tag.#will go back to regular posting now.#can we talk about the fact that the acting was fucking phenomenal in that scene#daemon targaryen#hotd spoilers#putting this in the tag actually pls feel free to get openly mad at me I would love to have a free blocklist <3#much love <3
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fr is he, you know.............................................repeatedly described as being Impersonable and Lacking Charm and Pedantic and confused / bothered by things he supposedly shouldn't be while inspiring confusion / botherment in others in ways he supposedly shouldn't and like 99.9% of the grief he's given is over All That while he's just sitting or standing there rather than the like intimidatingly efficient hitman georg thing he has going on. which is in fact The Skill That Makes Him Useful Despite It All and also perhaps the least foothold in interactions because [worried he can & may kill you] affords power when otherwise just being the weird guy nobody likes(tm)
bonus mordecai balling
#lackadaisy#not exactly Necessarily intentional but like oh you don't say#something something liking patterns & order; though that overlaps w/the like fastidiousness that's just tied to backstory#but that even when picking up that particular trait he was apparently always Peculiar in the deemed Not Personable Way#like oh you don't say#can't really even truly hone in on 9000 murders/day when like. everyone's blowing people away out here. ya gotta#or certainly other people are doing it too lol. mordecai's Mostly differentiated from anyone else's hitmanning by demeanor/affect#and that demeanor/affect has everyone going sicko mode antagonizing him while he's decidedly just sitting there#like oh you don't say....epic mood re: the [how would mordecai approach being tasked with infant childcare] joke#held a baby once maybe twice and both times an exercise in simply like ah christ don't drop this thing countdown to passing it along#great minicomic lmao found in the uhh. gallery under....mini comics; penultimate one w/the baby cat jimmy carter as pictured as thumbnail#supporting his mystery contributions too....gotta be for real abt mitzi not shooting anyone but sure he may have noscoped atlas#though maybe also he did not; but we know they have some secret concerning atlas; even probably involving his death....#vaguely wondering if atlas got whatever warning about [mystery thorn in marigold's side] as asa sweet mentions over that brunch#and perhaps would have chosen to back out of the business but mitzi was not about that & would arrange a Murder to inherit lackadaisy....#but mordecai would have to have some reason to go along with that. Maybe as an out for working for atlas forever; but now he's at marigold#not exactly that different yet [themes re: The Other Paths Are Closed To You Forever for everyone out here]#while it might also be true that he left for marigold to try to figure out what's going on over there from the inside; as suggested....#and whatever he's got going on he's Very Motivated about it as per the most recent comic pages. bold moves#anyways another accidentally autistic cat out here. for april. always a classic lol fr everyone leave him alone or else shoot at him yknow#i do support the mordecai & the savoys dream team there. reiterating i think nicodeme espesh could/should be the like surprise bestie & etc
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I still think Lana and Shad would really get along. Mythical lady who’s been watching history for all time and a goofy historian with silly socks. Absolute missed opportunity by the developers.
#sorry I’m in a hw mood and I will not shut up about it today#rambles from the floor#hyrule warriors#still mad they didn’t put the resistance in hw#it would have been PERFECT#and instead they put the bug girl sjdjdjdhdhshdh#which I would maybe forgive if she was a good fighter but I don’t even like her attacks all that much#I still haven’t passed that one adventure mode level where you have to be her and fight Link/zelda ough#at least her parasol is kinda pretty
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Hi im back . For some time
#.mimiming ❜#um . hi im gonna slee soon but i missed you all so much#umm first of all im trying to ccut down in screentime because my therapist told me to#second. after two or three months of convincing myself that i literally do not care im only going to school for just a few more days (onl#y today and wednesday) i literally do not care#i almost keep crying . because well um#idk. i was originally planning on cutting off contact with everyone#because of stuff thats happened before#but my friends. my current friends dont just treat me as a therapist or something so#also one of my wives would probably hunt me down and kill me if i tried to cut off contact#but ill still miss this stupid class and this stupid school and all the stupid teachers and students#and the horrible tasting canteen food#and the playground ive played in eight times total despite being here for 12 years#idk man#also because of my periods my mood swings were so much worse#and i just ..idk i needed a break ig#anyways im back for sometime then ill start looking for a job#me friend said maybe we can do something together#idk#you can always send me asks and dms tho 👍👍#im not really sure . like about anything right now#ill try to get the drawing requests done soon maybe#wild how time passes huh#god i need to stop acting like such a grownup im literally three years old
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Gonna go sit in my grumpy little blanket cave and vent my emotions into a pillow.
#current mood#a play i was exciting about and almost got a part in was canceled#and now i am surprisingly upset#so blankets and comfort while the emotions pass is the way to go me thinks#might delete this later#but its Tumblr so maybe the mood is fine?
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I know some of classicsblr dislikes the way Madeline Miller modernized the Illiad for Song of Achilles but I loved Circe and I'm really liking this one so far
#you need modern pop culture titles to comp to so even if I didn't love Circe I would still read it#gay version of a tragic greek myth that's popular on tiktok = good comp title for a queer Helen of Troy retelling#I might have to rebrand to it being an Eris retelling tho#because of that Helen/Cassandra book that came out a few weeks ago#it looks good I'm just scared it will crush my hopes and dreams#possible other comp title is It Ends With Us bc it also involves intimate partner violence (Eris is a bad girlfruend)#while being popular on tiktok#but uh#what ive seen of that book is#how do I put this#bad#bad prose#misleading marketing#weird goofy details that derail the tone rather than lightening the mood#helen you deserve better than colleen hoover#eris you t--on second thought you might you apple rotten right to the core from all the things passed down from all the apples coming before#maybe i'll think of something better Idk#Song of Achilles × It Ends With Us just sounds more marketable than anything else I've come up with#i need to engage with booktok more#this is your writing ramble tm for the day
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ohhh i get it now! the things that are happening to me are doing irreparable damage on my psyche!
#vent post#negative#i just made a very long vent post and deleted the whole thing so now you're getting this#long story short yall i'm not doing ok lol#my mood did a complete 180 just thinking about Everything in passing#i want to get out of this year. 2025 fucking save me. please please please please#the good news tho is i at least realized i am stressed and going to be stressed out of my mind BEFORE i had a complete mental breakdown#the bad news is i don't know how to fix this.#the bad news is i don't know if i can even hope things will get better.#this year has dashed my hopes across the floor over and over and over and over and over and over and it just. keeps. getting. worse.#and i have to do laundry#and just be normal about having to do laundry#just one day at a time i guess.#i don't. i don't really want to plan more than a day or two in advance anymore#i cannot let myself believe something won't go wrong and make these plans obsolete#i'm getting so tired of being scared.#well. i can't focus on this for any longer. i need to finish my comic page work.#if i hadn't spent the last 30 minutes crying i maybe could've spent some extra time doing another task#but it is what it is.
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Alright! Because I can’t do sketchy designs of several MH characters without the main ghouls designs nailed down, I have to draw them now, but they’ll only get individual, colored art when I get to them in The List. Because that’s only fair.
#I tried to resist my urge to keep everyone’s hair realistically long because Y’Know their dolls for you to brush the hair of#it I was in the mood to take another pass I’d lengthen Draculaura Frankie Lagoon and Spectra’s hair for that reason#I think Draculaura’s ponytails need to reach at least her armpits#Frankie’s should be about mid back so you see it behind her elbows when she emotes#I really like lagoona’s hair short but maybe I could just fully fill the space behind her back and have it like shoulder-blade height?#Spectra I’m also not sure how much longer to work with her design but she needs more#ugh anyway#my art#monster high redesign
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I love fucked up fleshy robots a lot
A machine that, when opened, reveals it's partially built on something... more organic. Bones keeping it's frame together, veins, guts and organs running along the wires and electrical components. Something being Very wrong with the construction of the whole thing, yet keeping it running regardless.
Bonus points if sentient and a cute girl
#i have an oc project based on this sorta stuff but desiigns#i would need to draw them to properly elaborate#text#latenightposting :3#tonights mood is stacking absurd amounts of sleep deprivation and being unable to sleep regardless#so im posting about robot gore 👍 soon maybe other types of bodyhorror as well#if i dont manage to pass out sometime soon
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