#phase and istg it sucked

[isame-allen]

I have to stop myself from making more dreamswap au because I can’t keep track of all

[kabukibun]

Your characterization of the scara and kabuki phases is always perfect istg

Mommy should be quite stern with kabuki when her tits get sore, like i can only imagine the pain she feels after hours of him latching onto her :( they'd probably get really sore so her baby asks to rub some moisturizer on her nipples with that stupid little look on his face, he really can't stay away from them..

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thank sm! i'm glad you're enjoying it <3

Even though he looks so cute with that satisfied look as he's nursing, mommy has to pull him away because it's starting to hurt with every sucking motion. Kabukimono was falling asleep anyways but as soon as he feels his mommy's nipple being pulled away, he wakes up. "Nooo, mommy. I still want more." He says, glossy lips trying to chase after you.

"Sorry, baby, but they're starting to hurt. I'll let you back on when they feel better." Kabukimono gets sad but then he gets a great idea! He scurries after some moisturizer. He knows you do this yourself after watching you once, and now he'll do it for you!

He's grinning from ear to ear because he'll get to touch mommy even more. Even though he's got that perverted smile on his face, you let him. He somehow makes it look very cute despite his intentions. At least, he's very gentle. His soft hands rub the cream onto your skin, fingers lightly feathering over your nipples so they won't hurt. By the end of it, you're all hot and bothered and Kabukimono is more than willing to help.

[nerice]

recovery day 93 (roughly three months) and i can finally say, cautiously, things are looking up? japan did not fix me but after coming back i started going on runs (once a week for now bc my knees aren't happy.) & i'm not going to claim A Singular Run fixed me but that first day felt palpably different. i've also completely stopped doing physio bc it is simply too soon, it was making me worse. for now i'm adhering to the rsi website's guys regimen for phase 2 (he does not recommend strengthening exercises until phase 4 and says himself he got started on physio too soon initially) istg this guy deserves an honorary phd for his work & i almost feel like i ripped him off bc the book version of his site cost only 3eu.

anwy. was hoping i could look for a job with the new year but i think i'll give myself grace on this and not get caught up in another imaginary perfect start/end date and go the full 6 months recovery process that he says it can easily take in severe cases. i'll stick to the phase 2 regimen until i can do it consistently & at a rough estimate of giving myself a month for each phase i'll be at phase 5 which is the final stage of near-recovery/transition to preventative measures in march which will also be the six month mark. no even looking at the job market no pushing myself until then. it sucks so bad but on god we are getting out of this hell

[dirtymaidpanties]

My making almost everyone of my ocs a demon of some sort phase is coming back to haunt me, istg you can see that a lot in my ocs..I don't remember the last time I made a oc that was fully human..daisy and deesa don't count because FUNFACT their made out of McDonalds food.

But I might make this silly chick some kinda troll demon thing that lives in a cave or sum

Lil oc dump warning below

Daisy is made from all the sweets from the McDonald's menu but it was from a trash bin..along with a dead man's leg..so thats why shes a lil cray

Deesa is just made purely out of disgusting McDonald's trash which explains why she's such a dick

Both of them were errors since all the other clones are normally made out of ACTUALLY cooked and fresh McDonald's food. They also gained more of a consciousness and more sentient than their robotic like clones which caused them both to get the privilege to actually leave the McDonald's building which they lived in for a good half of their life's..they mainly got kicked out because their basically partners in crime so imagine..but they still gotta work at micky dees and live in a shitty motel deesa bought.

I talk took much but STAN BLACK DRESSES OR SUCK MY NUTS!!!(cringe)

[rrxnjun]

THE HAPPIEST OF BIRTHDAYS TO UUUU!!! I HOPE U HAVE THE BEST DAY EVER AND HAVE FUN!!!!! U ARE JUST SUCH A LOVELY PERSON SO I HOPE THIS YEAR WILL TREAT U WELL!!!!!🥳🥳🥳💕💞💗💘🩷🌷🌷

tbh idk if we have discussed this but i was born in 2003 as well😎 (tbh i think i might have just seen u saying that u were born in the same year as treasure doyoung so i was like crazy we are bringing in the same year but never really thought about saying it 🤣😶) well i want to learn knitting that's my plan for the summer but i do embroidery and i love painting baking and reading so i'm ready for the grandma life (tbh i also braid bracelets but i don't think many grandmas do that 🫣)

U CAN DO IT!! I BELIEVE!!! but godddamn u are a king for that istg like getting an a after that u are just too powerful!!! and thank u💗🩷

ooo man☹️☹️☹️ that just sucks☹️☹️i almost couldn't go i had to beg my one friend to just come with me and convince her that it will be fun😭so i somewhat understand the pain it's hard out here not having friends with the same music taste😔👊

LMAO SORRY DIDNT MEAN IT AS A THREAT JUST AS A WARNING U KNOW🥲🤣 oh my u are really getting deep with treasure then:o AND LIKE MANS HAS THAT EFFECT ITS LIKE A SUPERPOWER ISTG JUST SO GREAT FOR THE PARASOCIAL MINDS

U DO DESERVE ALL OF THIS!!! but u know if u want to repay me with the drabble i won't complain 🫣 AND I ACTUALLY HOPE THAT U WILL HAVE MUCH FUN AS A 20YEAR OLD AND U SPEND IT WITH DOING STUFF THAT U LOVE!!! MUCH LOVE HIHI🩷💕 (liebestraum anon💗💘)

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! 🥺🥺 awh you are such a lovely person too, this means a lot ❣❣

AYYY 03 LINE BESTIES 😌✊ (i lowkey freaked out when i found out abt doyoung but also the fact that both of us are older than him by a few months😭 also his bday is on my name day LMAO 😭😭😭 speaking of doyoung btw he be hitting different lately but u didnt hear that from me) omg you must have a lot of patience to do embroidery but thats so cool !!!! painting, baking and reading are my fav acitivities too so i guess im a grandma too😌 i am also a big plant enthusiast so that adds up too (send me a friendship bracelet pls)

THANK YOU AHAH i hope so!!! And i am glad your friend agreed to go✊✊ you have to send me all the pics (esp calums 👁) after and tell me how u liked it!!! 💓💓

THANKS FOR THE WARNING!!! IT DID NOTHING TO COMFORT ME ❤ /j yesyes i am getting deep into treasure unfortunately DHSJ i am in the hyperfixation phase rn 😔😔 JIHOON IS SO GOOD FOR THE PARASOCIAL RELATIONSHIP GIRLIES but he's literally perfect i- when i saw him covering ko ko bop in ygtb i lost my shit lowkey

okay i will try to write the drabble then 😌 AND THANK YOU SOSO MUCH i hope 20 is kind to me ❣ (and you too, but i'll wish you that on your bday. Altho idk how to contact u i will just post it for everyone to see ig LMAO)

[leavemycandyalone]

I would like to thank my mother for not even hesitating to say yes when i asked her if she would kick me out of i was gay or trans yesterday.

Like it sucks to know that i am going to keep hiding for like another decade, but at the same time it firmly kicked out the idea of me coming out generally. (I mean i already told some of my friends and my dad because unfortunately i had brain worms and for some reason i was filled with this need to just tell people, but it wasn't completely horrible actually so it was okay)

I've been online so much with so many supportive people that i did need a dose of reality. And it hurts, but i'm grateful.

I do wanna go to pride and dress the way i want and look the way that makes me feel comfortable, but for now i'm just gonna focus on making it to a point where i can actually do that.

And even i do get to that point, i don't think i'm gonna come out come out. Like c'mon people, context clues.

A big reason i wanted to come out was because i am so fucking tired of being called by the wrong name and being referred to as a girl, and yes that stings. It makes my blood boil and i want to be very violent sometimes.

And in my head i have always known that you are queer whether or not you're in the closet, but it finally sunk in today. I am queer even if i'm closet, even if i tell people i'm not, even when people misgender me and use the wrong name. People may not acknowledge it, but I am queer. I am queer and you can't take that away from me.

[death-himself]

Listen I don’t care who you are if you used to listen to the old Set It Off songs you have the lyrics still ingrained into the back of your mind

I’m talking about the Cinematics and Duality albums, I haven’t listened to those songs in probably over a year by now and I remember the lyrics to all of the songs perfectly

Like even Plastic Promises, I never even listened to that song a whole lot and I know most of the lyrics I don’t understand

[bonny-kookoo]

Strong Girl 🔞☁️❤️🎀

🍧 Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x Reader

🍧 Genre: Good Girl AU!, slice of Life AU, non-Idol AU, smut

🍧 Warnings: DD/LG themes, so much love it's gross istg, a home accident if that makes you uncomfortable but we aint having a full on world's end dw, hero! Reader, no other way to put it, Koo is so proud, so so proud, showers her in kisses yes please, nsfw themes because it's me what did yall think this was gonna be, finger sucking (forgive me lord for I have sinned-), reader being cute, injuries (mentioned and described), praise kink, oral (oral f. rec.), size kink, strength kink, manhandling, subspace, Dom! Jungkook, Sub!Reader, protected sex because you won’t ever catch me slip HAH!

🍧 Summary: Jungkook is not just your boyfriend- he's your absolute hero, your knight in shining armor, your protector and personal simpBodyguard when he needs to. But sometimes, even little girls can be heroes. And they always get rewarded, in the end.

This is part of the Good Girl Universe! (But can be enjoyed on its own)

Good Girl || Sweet Girl || Smart Girl || Brave Girl || Pretty Girl || Charming Girl || Enticing Girl || Bad Girl || Tempting Girl  || Strong Girl

Taglist: @sweetenedcooky @ggukkieland @btsismybias22 @darkgvk @daddypkj @flowerprincess24 @crazylittlemay @zeharilisharaban @teresaisla @tangledsparkles @dammit-jjk

The first time you said it, it made his heart beat faster.

It was on your way home from grocery shopping, a small bag in your hand as Jungkook held your hand, walking silently. You and him had been slowly but surely become a couple like the one's you always dreamt of being when you were younger- the one that fought sometimes, yes, but would ultimately be together at the end of the day, doing simple tasks such as what you did just now. Jungkook somehow made even boring things such as buying mere groceries interesting, not just by making fun of other customer's outfits, but also by explaining things you didn't know. He loved that he somehow made your eyes light up in wonder whenever he told you about a certain dish he could try out with a vegetable you've never tasted before. Or that awkward moment you said you hated brocolli, just so he could correct you and explain to you that no, you've eaten it a lot actually- he was just really good at making food taste how you liked it. He felt proud when you told him, with magic in your eyes, that he was incredible.

Because when you said it, he really felt like he was.

It all happened so suddenly, you didn't even notice yourself slip out of fear and shock- and even Jungkook didn't notice at first. A stray dog had walked up to you, but, contrary to all those cheesy movies where you'd pet it and it would be on its way quick after, it turned out to be not a stray at all; because the man that owned the big dog was desperately trying to catch up to it, leash in his hand- collar still attached to the hook.

Jungkook had never reacted so quickly in his life before, as he pushed you behind him, sucessfully shielding you from the violently barking saint bernard in front of him. You held onto his jacket in complete terror, mind filling with nothing but the loud barks as you were sure this was a nightmare. Don't get it wrong, you loved dogs- but this one wasn't so sweet.

"I'm so sorry!" The man yelled, slipping the collar back around his dog's neck, making it a bit tighter to make sure his pet was secure this time. "He just slipped out, are you two okay?" He said, and Jungkooks voice spoke out, calm, but firm in its tone.

"We're good, but please make sure to boy a harness or something, sir." He said, and the man apologized again, hurrying on his way while the dog still pulled violently and untamed at the leash.

"Baby? He's gone, you can let go now." Jungkook says with the hint of a smile in his voice, one that quickly vanished however once he feels you sniffling against the fabric of his jacket, as your head shook in denial. "Sweetheart I can't check up on you if you hide like this." He explains calmly, glad that your apartment building was already in sight. He knew that you had probably slipped, and he was unsure how to deal with that in public; it wasn't like he was ashamed of it, but he knew that others would judge you quick and easy, and he didn't want to push you into such a bad situation. "Can Kookie check up on you, baby? You're worrying me." He says, and at that, you slowly let go of the fabric, as he turns around. His heart clenches at the sight, tear stained cheeks and nose all red already. He quats down in front of you for a second as he rubs your arms comfortingly. "There we go, everything's fine, yeah?" You nodded after a moment, but refused to speak. "That was scary, wasn't it?" He asked, and you nodded, still quiet. "Let's go home, okay? We can continue that puzzle we've started yesterday, alright? And Miri is waiting, too!" He said, and at that, you nodded more excitedly, even though you still seemed timid.

But you still held his hand tightly, only letting go once you were in the safety of your own home- calling him your hero with a quiet voice he almost didn't catch.

Jungkook really enjoyed both sides of you.

Just like he did now, searching for the right puzzle pieces to place, silently watching your innocent, concentrated face. In a way, it was healing for him; since he never truly had a good childhood himself, this was somehow like a chance to enjoy all of these things he missed with you- a fact that made all of these experiences even more special to him. "Baby, I don't think that fits there." He chuckled, correcting your placement of a piece that didn't fit the edges of the picture it was trying to build. You huffed, before yawning, eyes glossing over with sleep. "Hm, this one is hard, isn't it?" He asked, running his hand over your head before pushing some hair behind your ear. "I think my baby needs to recharge her batteries, hm?" He asked, but you shook your head after a moment, making him raise his brow in question. "Oh really? Miri, what do you think?" He asked, the dog immediately skipping over, excited to be given attention so suddenly. She immediately went to sniff your face, making you giggle. "See! I knew she'd agree with me!" He said, and you laughed full on when the dog went to lick your cheek. "Alright then, Miri, off!" He called out, the dog immediately stopping her actions at the sound of his voice. Jungkook had been unsure on how to train a puppy at first, but overall, he'd done a pretty good job at keeping her fierce temper under control.

Even throughout her violent phase of chewing on pretty much every fucking thing.

So after making sure you were comfortable on the couch, he simply sat down at the puzzle laid out on the living room floor to continue silently. However, shuffling could be heard as he look towards the couch, where you'd previously been laid down on; your tired form talking towards him with eyes barely open. He chuckled when you simply flopped down close to him on the floor with your blanket, head on his thigh as you sighed in comfort. It was second nature to him almost, the way his hand immediately found your head, gently stroking your hair as you drifted off.

Days like this were nice, he decided.

Typically when you came home, Jungkook would greet you at least with a call. Today however, you heard nothing; something that immediately set something off inside you.

Searching for him wasn't a long process- after unleashing Miri into the apartment, you went straight into the bedroom where he's usually be if he's not feeling too well. And sure enough, there he was- weirdly pale and visibly uncomfortable, even in his sleep. Squatting down in front of the bed, you gently felt his forehead, just to simply detect that he was slightly sweating, but had no fever whatsoever. "Koo?" You asked, and he stirred a little, opening his eyes, a little red looking.

"You're home? I didn't even hear you." He said, before he ran a hand over his face. "Sorry, I think I'm coming down with something." He explained, and you nodded, simply telling him to lay back down and take it easy. You made a mental note to maybe cook something light since he never really had much of an appetite when he was sick.

"Is it just me or is it cold in here?" You asked, brows furrowed as you noticed how chilly it was inside the apartment, despite the heater being set pretty high. Jungkook simply groaned, too tired to move much as he asked you to please close the curtains. You followed his request, worried figure dissapearing out of the bedroom.

However, something didn't sit well with you.

Maybe it was a simple gut feeling, but when the night slowly crept over the town, and you were slowly growing mildly dizzy yourself, you decided to make sure that your suspicions were correct, slowly walking towards the heater in the living room. It was chilly, but the heater was set to full power. And somehow, after looking at Miri whining in her bed, aimlessly pacing around, it seemed to click inside your head.

Jungkook had been home all day since last evening.

The apartment was cold, the heater's on.

Miri was already looking just as bad- and your own headache told you that this was exactly what you thought it was.

You instantly shot up from the couch, knocking your knee into the edge of the table which made you fall- the edge of the table ripping at your skin on your arm, painfully scratching it open. But it was as if you didn't feel it. Ripping the bedroom door open clumsily, you immediately opened the window, turning the heater off, before you went to wake Jungkook- or at least, try. "Kookie! Jungkook, wake up, come on!" You begged, shaking his shoulder as he slowly somehow came to his senses. He wasn't really awake- but he wasnt unconscous either. "Fuck.." You whispered under your breath, grabbing his phone and calling an ambulance- the dispatcher telling you to try and get him outside or to a place with fresh air.

But this was Jeon-I-love-working-out-Jungkook.

There was no way you could carry him all those stairs.

So you ran out the door, uncaring to close it, and knocked at your neighbours door- a familiar face looking at you with surprise. "Y/N?" He asked, visibly stunned to see you; teary eyed, with a bleeding arm, and clearly distressed.

"Namjoon, I think we have a gas leak in our apartment.. Jung-Jungkookie- they said I should get him outside but he's too heavy-" You pressed out, last words a little unclear as you finally broke. Namjoon simply went inside to grab his shoes and keys, before he closed the door, running towards your apartment, where he instantly grabbed Jungkooks arms, trying to somehow get him on his back.

"Jesus christ how much does he fucking weigh-" He swore under his breath, until he got a somewhat secure hold on the younger boy, walking out the door while you grabbed the dog, running after the two with the puppy in your arms.

Outside, the ambulance had just arrived, immediately attending to the both of you.

Seems like you owe Namjoon twice now.

Jungkook woke up with stinging smells and bright lights around him, some birds chirping outside the opened window. His arm felt heavy, fingers tingling slightly, and as his eyes adjusted to his new surroundings, he saw the cause of it.

You, with a bandaged arm, sleeping with your hands grasping his in your slumber.

He gently moved his arm, waking you, as you sleepily looked up at him, eyes suddenly widening as they glistened- a tell-tale sign that you were going to cry. "Thank god!" You said, head burying itself into his chest as he chuckled, a little confused on what was actually happening.

"What happened?" He said, partially also referring to your arm clad in white cloth, his inked hand gently touching it.

"We had a gas leak in our apartment." You explained, sniffling. "At first I thought you were just not feeling well, but then I started to feel unwell too, and Miri.." You went on, his hand running over your head to soothe you a little, noticing how you were getting wound up again. "And then I- I checked online and thought better be safe but you were sleeping, and you looked so bad so I called an ambulance and they said I should get you outside and I really tried-" You explained, and even though it hurt him to see your tears, he couldn't help but chuckle at that in amusement.

"Baby, you tried to carry me?" He asked, and you nodded. "My strong girl!" He teased, full on laughing when you playfully hit his arm to make him stop, a small smile on your lips. "But I highly doubt you got me even out of bed baby." He said, and a familiar voice chimed in from the door of his hospital room.

"No, but she was smart enough to get someone who could." Namjoon explained, casual clothes telling you that he wasn't there for work purpose. "I'm seriously questioning your body though. How the hell do you look like a yoga instructor but weigh as much as a professional wrestler?" Namjoon teased, making Jungkook groan in annoyance.

"Oh my god, now I owe him twice!" He said, playfully exagerating his reaction to the fact that Namjoon had helped them for the second time by now. "Please someone lay me back in my bed, I wanna die!" He said, and you hit his chest.

"No!" You said. "You're ready to leave me and Miri like that?" You said, playfully pouting as you turned away from him.

"Oh baby no, I take it back- nooo, look at me!" He whined out, making grabby hands for your just-out-of-reach sweater you wore, Namjoon laughing as he watched the scene unfold.

A couple of days later, Jungkook and you were sitting in your home again- with the pipes fixed, and plans of moving into a different apartment. For some reason, you didn't truly trust the apartment anymore- but maybe that would settle after a while.

"Hm.." Jungkook mumbled, looking at you as if checking for something, until he moved from his place on the couch, sitting up from his previously laying position. Without many words, he moved you onto his lap, his back resting against the couch, as he held you in place on his thighs. "You know everything's fixed right?" He asked, and you nodded- but he knew you simply answered to reassure him, not yourself. "Baby, I promise we can think about moving if you're really not comfortable- but let's settle down first, yeah?" He said, and you sighed.

"I know its stupid-" You began, but he quickly placed his pointer and ring finger to your lips, effectively shutting you up. You already knew that he'd argue that you weren't stupid, and you knew that- sometimes phrases like these just slipped out. So you playfully snapped after his fingers, making him shoot you a dark glance; a glint in his eyes that told you clearly that he was definitely up to play with you.

"Hm, did they never tell you to not bite the hand that feeds you?" He said, voice deep as he suddenly, and without warning, pulled you closer by your thighs, the abrupt movement forcing you to brace yourself against his chest with your hands, face inches away from his. "Or the hand that gets you off, in our case." He added, making you blush from his words.

You should be used to this by now, but somehow, as weird as it sounded, being together with Jungkook was never the same as the time before. He always found ways to make things different- either by taking it slow, or by introducing you to kinks and fantasies you never even knew were a thing. He loved excitement, loved to try out new things, even if sometimes they would turn out to be something he or you didn't enjoy. Somehow, he always managed to steer things around even if that happened however, turning an awkward situation into a sweet memory in the blink of an eye.

He groaned out lowly when you took his hand again, never breaking eye contact with him while you slowly guided his hand towards your lips- Jungkook instantly taking the hint, as he pushed his first two fingers between your lips, pushing down your tongue;

oh what a sight to see.

Both of his hands wandered towards your neck, never putting pressure- simply touching, holding you, and enjoying just how sweet you were being just for him. He loved these moments with you, these reminders that no matter how useless he felt whenever something didn't go his way, for you, he was always a hero. A knight in shining armor, your Master-

He could feel his pants getting uncomfortable at the thought of those words tumbling from your lips.

He'd probably introduce you to that someday else, because in that moment, he was way too impatient to think clear enough. He'd probably miss important clues that were sometimes so small that he himself wondered how he saw them- because you were dangerously submissive to him. He knew that if he asked, you'd do anything.

Even if you didn't like it.

"Hm.. I wonder if my baby can ride me this time?" He hummed, and you nodded, making him grin as he searched behind him for his hidden condoms in the couch- something you found quite funny at first, but by now you've gotten used to it. "Fuck." He groaned, noticing that there was no contraceptive hidden like it usually was.

"Thats a bad word, kookie." You playfully said, teasing him as he grabbed your behind quite roughly, raising his brow as his jaw clenched.

"Oh I'll make you scream out some bad words." He said, before standing up, throwing you over his shoulder in a manner that seemed to practiced to be simply winged out of nowhere. After all, this wasn't just a one time thing- he loved showing off his strength over you, and you loved it just as much in return.

Your body hitting the matress, Jungkook immediately grabbed your thighs again, pulling you to the edge of the bed where he already kneeled- placing your legs over his shoulders after almost rushing to get your clothes off. There was no gentle touching, no foreplay, he simply dived right in, pitch black eyes darkly watching you as you squirmed, back arching off the mattress every now and then in pleasure once he added the first two fingers into the game he was playing. "No smart words now, hm?" He hummed from his spot between your legs, amusement clear on his face at the sight of your trembling body. "But I'm not gonna let you suffer tonight, baby." He said, licking his lips before crawling over your body, hand reaching for the bedside table where he knew he had condoms stored in. "Take it as-" He said, while shedding his clothes before wrapping his length in the clear protection. "As a reward." He said. "For being my personal guardian angel." He said sweetly, before leaning down to connect his lips with yours. What was an innocent gesture at first, turned heated quite quick however; you would've never guessed, but Jungkook was a pretty messy kisser- open mouthed and tongue running over your lips, all while he guided his length inside you.

One thing Jungkook loved, was just how utterly small you looked underneath him. Not just that- but the way he could feel his own dick move inside you underneath his inked hand placed on your lower belly made him growl deeply as he rolled his hips in a forward motion, eyes fixed on the view he had of your cunt swallowing him as if it was nothing.

You were his.

For a long time, he didn't quite get the hype about saying that your partner belonged to you. For him, that was stupid- you couldn't 'own' a person, so why say that? But nowadays, he finally understood that no, this wasn't about ownership. It was about being able to simply have situations like these; moments of pure emotions and nothing else, with a person so devoted to yourself that you felt as if your entire life had their name.

He was yours.

Because even if he took on a more dominant role in the relationship, and a leading force in the bedroom, you had him in your hands at the end of the day. He was so utterly in love with you it sometimes hurt him to even think about it; the way you looked at him with so much adoration made him melt, the way you touched him with so much care made him feel so loved. He'd glady give his life to you if he had to choose between you and him.

"So sweet, just look at you." He mused, out of breath as he smiled, leaning over you again before kneading your soft breasts with his hands, kissing the delicate skin sweetly as he picked up his pace. "All mine, aren't you?" He said, and you nodded, mewling out something he didn't quite catch- but that was okay. "Gonna fuck you stupid, pretty girl-" He huffed out, biting the skin on your shoulder as he grew more and more sloppy. "Come on baby, cream on my cock," He grunted out, making you squirm- and open your mouth in a silent scream as Jungkooks hand found its way between your bodies, viciously moving his fingers over your most sensitive spot. The quick movement and the pressure of his length inside you finally made you come undone, hands desperately reaching for his arms as if that could save you. The orgasm you experienced made your vision bright, and unbeknownst to you, Jungkook came quickly after, panting to catch his breath, before he discarded the condom.

It took a moment for you to come back around, but when you did, the first thing you noticed was, that you were practically laying across his chest- his hand gently running up and down your arm, kisses being place on the top of your head as he bathed you in praise. "You're so sweet.." He hummed, before he noticed your eyes on him. "Welcome back princess." He grinned cockily, before placing a kiss ontop of your nose. "Come on baby, lets get you washed up and into bed, yeah?" He said, and you simply nodded.

Too tired to talk, and too comfortable in his arms to really move on your own. But that was fine.

He loved carrying you around anyways.

"You know.." Jungkook said, while you were both at the table, eating dinner. "I know I said I was uncomfortable with you calling me daddy, and I still stand by that." He said, and you nodded, unsure where he was going.

"I mean, yeah, you've said that but what does that have to do with-"

Suddenly, he leaned forwards after finishing his plate, eyes sparkling mischieviously. "I wouldn't mind hearing you call me 'Master' though." He hummed out.

And you choked on your fries.

[koishua]

I hate the fact that it's come to this. I'm literally a year younger than Riki and if I can apologize for my comments that I did not know affected a large variety of people, he can too. they're the first group I stanned but if some of the members are so ignorant about an issue that affects most (and if they know this is an issue, lurking around with their secret twt accs), either someone educate then and make them apologize then and there, or get an official apology

tw: fatphobia, fat shaming, food disorders, bullying

fr. i just KNOW they know that we're pissed about their behaviour regarding the situation. especially this time, since the uproar is much bigger than ever (rightfully so, bc it's time to end this shit istg) i don't know them irl, that's obvious, and i don't claim to. i don't know what goes on behind the scenes and whatnot, so i can't be talking all personal as if i know how they are off cam, but like.... if it's this bad on cam, i truly wonder what goes on off footage?? they're not bad people (at least, i don't think so and i hope not), but my gosh if this ain't a bad habit they have developed oml. it's not just sunoo they're making fun of. although he is the recipient, their words have such a big effect on those who watch them and we can't stress that enough. it's only correct if they apologize to sunoo AND the fans/non fans who've heard their remarks and have personally felt the weight of their careless words.

a long and personal rant ahead regarding my own feelings and experiences

as someone who has faced those types of comments and remarks all throughout their growing phase— from being an eight year old child to soon being an eighteen year old girl— that shit affects you and it affects you bad. spending countless nights trying to quietly do all sorts of exercises in my bedroom, to trying to lie my way out of a family dinner, to skipping breakfast and lunch and even dinner at times when i could get away with it, to endless moments of shame and disappointment at looking the way i look? i am FAR from being overweight. i am healthy now. i WAS healthy, but my own family member poking at my chubby cheeks and the little meat on my arms when i was literally eight, nine, ten and still growing? for fucks sake my own father called me his potato princess for such a long time and it became so ingrained in me that i developed an unhealthy way of thinking. having a complex over the way you look and no matter what you do, you can't change it? it fucking sucks. it's detrimental. i was born with round cheeks. no matter how much thinner i get, i will always have round cheeks and i can't change that. it's horribly damaging, that way of thinking. recently my current close friend's younger sister has started calling me potato face and i can't escape that label no matter how hard i try. it got to me. i relapsed all because of that one word that a six year old said. what an insensitive child, but an actual child nonetheless. she can't think for herself properly. not yet. her brain isn't developed enough and she still needs to be taught social manners. riki, however isn't a child. he can think for himself.

im working on getting better and feeling okay about myself, but it's hard and seeing how some of my favourite people treat each other just packs a big, big blow.

[quillsink]

lmao what more phases did you have

bestie let’s see

My ever after high phase in primary school, me and my friend invented like 17 OCs, wrote out the plot of a movie, this lasted for about a year. Oh we mailed the plot and OCs to the company lmao.

My Anne phase where I was obsessed with the anne of green gables book series, I’d reread all the books, Anne’s House of Dreams is fucking underrated.

My YouTube phase, I used to watch Wengie a lot?? I don’t know man I liked YouTube lmao.

My YouTube animator phase, lasted about a year, I used to watch TheOdd1sOut and Jaiden Animations all the time, I started learning how to animate as well but I suck at it lmfaoo, but yeah I’d rewatch their videos all the time! I know too much about James Rallison’s life.

My digital art phase, I learned how to use Procreate, ArtWithFlo and other Youtubers.

My art phase, I learnt basic anatomy from Jazza, this coincided with my digital art phase, I used to draw a lot lol.

My YouTuber phase, lasted about a year or two, I had two or three youtube channels with vlogs and challenges and shit, I’d put around 3 hours into filming and 8 hours into editing the average 10 minute video. I gave up because I realised I was doing it only for approval and I didn’t enjoy it lmao. That’s also why I gave up art and athletics!

My Little Women phase: I also read books like Anne of Green Gables, An Old Fashioned Girl, and Jo’s Boys, and I used the underlying messages of hiw to be good and stay positive to cope with my depression: see: me almost turning to christianity because of this.

My Gravity Falls phase, I got the journal and everything, got into fan content, obsessed with ciphers, I rewatched the episodes a LOT (i know the s2e1 almost by heart istg)

My The Owl House phase lasted for about a month and I got obsessed with it lmao. I’d watch edits and lumity compilations a lot.

Wait shit yeah there was also my Gilmore Girls phase! Didn’t really get into fan content for that but I loved it lmao.

My Hamilton musical phase, which lasted from october 2020 to january 2021, was at its peak in december. This is when I started reading a lot of fanfic, primarily on wattpad. I watched edits and would haunt the comments section on animatics, you betcha I’ve watched almost every Hamilton animatic by Ziksua and Szin. I used to scroll thru the Hamilton subreddit daily 😭

There was my Shera phase, lasted about a month.

My Kipo phase wasn’t that long, maybe a few weeks but yeah it’s worth mentioning.

In late Jan my Turn phase started, I watched AMVs and shit and was obsessed with the characters.

This is when my amrev phase started as well! And you know how that goes lmao

In around July/August this year my Friends phase started!

I probably missed out on a lot but yes, I’ve had many obsessions lmfao.

[fembutchboygirl]

(Character opinion bingo) what do ya think of the twins from Gravity Falls?

Also hi! How's it doing?? :D

Hi!! I'm mostly okay! How are you? :D

Dipper first:

Almost bingo!! Dipper is literally me and i love him so much. I even dressed up as him for last halloween!! I have his cap!! We have so much in common, I could make a list and then I'd show him that list amd we'd become best friends. We also both have great taste in women. He's amazing but i have to admit his character wouldn't shine nearly as much without Mabel there. And i'm going to personally hit with a baseball bat whoever invented 🅱️illdip <3

Now onto mabel!!

Ok. Hear me out. What if they're both literally me

Seriously though i've literally been through that "i fall in love with literally every person who is nice to me for 15 minutes" phase it was both great and SUCKED and now i'm questioning wether i'm arospec so. Arospec questioning mabel who's starting to wonder if she really was crushing on all those boys she met or if it was just a misinterpretation of her feelings caused by her obsession with having a summer romance. Yeah. I feel like she could have gotten neater closure on that subplot which is why i ticked off wasted potential. Also, same as Dipper with the dynamic part, they both just bring the best out of each other's characters istg!!!

[curseofaphrodite]

guess which bitch is back

✨me✨

lmao sorry for not being active lately. moving on w shitty life story i fell down the stairs while coming from tuition yesterday. my back hands and legs hurt like a bitch. i think i traumatized the guy who was behind me. bc he was like "bitch tf you did??" he was literally shook deadass was in trance and he stared at me like i'm some alien (probably i am-) me 🤝 traumatizing people since 1989 bc yes i told my guy friend about it and he was like "shit why wasn't i there pls can you fall tomorrow too? xoxo" BITCH OK I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS BUT CLEARLY NOT he was joking i hope for the sake of our friendship

SYDNEY SWEENY IS SO BEAUTIFUL 😍

today we had "blessing ceremony" and nyasa and my other friend ditched left me alone to deal w tina #sad but i j said her hi and then ignored her so hehehe girlboss

anyways i don't need alcohol to be chaotic moi makes bad decision without drinking 🥱💅‼️

i brought a teddy bear and it's pronouns are he/they. he's name twins w nyasa s teddy both of them are called andy 💗👼✨ ofc they're named after the loml andrew garfield just remembered i never told you my pronouns lmao i use she/her and i'm a raging bisexual you can tell i'm a ✨material gworl✨💅💋

ANYWHORE MY BF IS SO HOT LIKE WHAAAAAT???? we were randomly hanging out in his room my family is friends w his family since like forever so they don't care if we're alone in a room or not #coolindianparents itna trust i could never- moving on out of no where he's like "garmi ho rahi naa?" (translation: it's getting hot in here?😼" and he proceeds to remove his t shirt and omg so seggsy?? mf was shirtless (he does gym mf has abs but not very muscle-y? my mans a skinny legend lmao do you get what i'm saying probably not) and j wearing *drum rolls* *dramatic pause* 🥁🥁🥁 ✨GREY SWEATPANTS✨ istg he'll be the death of me

i think i'm in my ✨bridgerton✨ brothers phase antony and benedict omg so hot

i love you tori mwah mwah

goodbye lover i swear i don't do drugs

🔮(pretty emoji)

girl you need to be cellotaped to a human sized pillow. i do not trust you with walking anymore. omg yes stop traumatizing the poor dude 😭😭 hehe your friend better be joking or im taking out my knives. jjk.

AAA SHE IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFULLL. omg noo not tinaaa. GOOD FOR YOU THO SCREW HER SHE SUCKS.

believe me bestie i know. still i dont think alcohol would help w your decision making either djsk 😩😩 [ jk we're getting drunk together 4 years from now when im out of uni w hopefully a job ]

HAHA YOURE NOT JUST A RAGING BISEXUAL YOURE A CHAOTIC BISEXUAL. dude i love the teddys gib one to me ���🔪

OMGG GOOD FOR YOU ISTG HE DID THAT ON PURPOSE HE WANTED TO GET A COMPLIMENT OUT OF YOU THAT SMOOTH FUCKER.

i still need to watch that show and i oop. i should probably start likr ern.

AA THATS SO BEAUTIFUL

i love you more

omg i dont have any color pallette coordination fml.

GOODBYE LOVE YOU SURE YOU DONT DO EM??? WHO KNOWS ANYMORE

[threeletterslife]

Chana! What are some stories that have stayed with you through the years, and writing that has impacted your own?

ooh nice question! i wasn’t sure if you meant some of mY stories or others’ stories, so i’ll answer it both ways! (this post is crazily long i’m so so sorry)

some of my own stories that have stayed with me through the years: you & me both, over the moon and insurrection/the exam

y&mb was the first full-on angst story i’ve ever published. (before publishing that, i was actually known for being a fluff writer 🤡 i know, crazy, right??) but y&mb sits in a very special place in my heart. when i was writing it, i was happy with where my life was going (i’d finally gotten out of the slumps) and the topics showcased in the story actually really hit close to home so i was also seriously invested in the characters too. overall, it was my best work for a while. but looking back, i feel like i could’ve written it so much better. it was only like what? less than a year ago? but idk i love it but hate it at the same time. the kind of thing where i laugh and cry at the memories from it, but also would HATE to read it again. still, the plot of y&mb was something i developed for YEARS before i even attempted to write it, so yes, it did stay with me through the years. and i know for a fact it’ll stay with me for longer in the future

otm is an interesting one. i finished the series this year i think (which sounds so crazy,, it feels so long ago). but the plot i planned for years! i always save my *special* plots until i think i’m capable of writing them. i still think i should’ve waited a lil longer when i wrote otm because i’m not 100% sure that was my best work ever. but otm just makes me reflect back on the crazy times. like the characters in the story, i also felt so confused and unsure and NUMB when i was writing otm—mostly because the pandemic had just gotten serious in my country and things had started to become like a mf SHITSHOW :(( i connect so much with the characters in otm... (i mean, who doesn’t love an intj mc qUEEN??) so yeah. i also LOVE oc and yoongi’s relationship in otm. their romance is actually something i want with my future s.o. LOL (something subtle, something steadfast and most importantly—STEADY). i wish i could rewrite it now fsjfjj but that goes for all of my stories

insurrection/the exam kinda go together. i’ve had the idea for insurrection the longest out of ALL of these stories lol. i think i mentioned it before but i always felt so intrigued by a ‘school revolt’ kind of idea. so i always kinda wanted to write a lowkey satirical(?) story full of morally ambiguous characters and questionable academic organizations. that turned out to be insurrection, which i waited for (i think? three to four years?) before i finally wrote it. AGAIN, it could’ve been better, but at this point, let’s just accept the fact that i’ll never be satisfied LOL. insurrection’s welton high school is based on my own high school,,, so you can tell how shitty my experience with education was in my high school years 🥳anyways, that’s why insurrection is so important to me. i feel like, in a way, it tells my story (and my friends’ stories too). the exam is a less optimistic (more satirical) view on the education system. while insurrection focused more on the students (their passions, their will to rebel and ‘cheat’ the shitty system), the exam focused more on the unfairness that students’ intelligence could be scored with fucking TESTS. one test that determines your whole future. utopia and dystopia respectively represented privileged children (who were more likely to succeed in the exam) and the lesser privileged children (who would inevitably fail the exam because they were never given the resources). yeah, i think the exam could’ve been executed better, but i think the overarching theme was there, which i’m pretty satisfied with. i’m passionate about screaming that the american education system sucks (as you can tell by this painfully long paragraph) lol i’m thinking of writing a fic in the future about an education system that actually works!!

ANYWAYS I’M SO SORRY I WROTE SO MUCH FUCK. BUT THERE’S MORE,,, HANG ON

others’ stories and writings that have impacted my own!!

starting with published authors! i’m a huge HUGEJFLKDJFLSDJ fan of louis sachar (i’m convinced this man is a genius lol). i LOVED holes, i LOVED small steps, i LOVED fuzzy mud, i LOVEDDD the whole wayside school series. he’s so witty? and creative??? like i owe all my outrageous ideas to him because he probably single-handedly taught me creativity when i was a kid LOL another author i LOVE is fredrik backman. he writes the best slice of life/coming of age stories. i’m particularly fond of a man called ove and my grandmother asked me to tell you she’s sorry (which inspired nothing a lil green can’t fix!!). honorable mentions go to ishiguro’s never let me go, faulkner’s as i lay dying, juster’s the phantom tollbooth. omfg i also had a HUGE shannon hale phase (the goose girl, enna burning, rapunzel’s revenge)—very fairy tale-esque but so magical and charming and CAPTIVATING!! i owe all of these authors a huge motherfucking THANK YOU. because they built me up this far 😭😭😭i love authors who are able to fully develop their characters or have the most amazing world-building ever. i think that’s why i put so much emphasis on my characters too. i rlly learned from the best 😭😭

as for internet authors!! i actually IDOLIZED this one author from wattpad (she was SERIOUSLY underrated). and i know there’s a stigma around wattpad authors (lowkey rightfully so; there’s some nasty stuff on there) but chloe was so SO talented. she wrote like a poet. it was insane. i never saw anyone who had a way with words like her. we were actually pretty close for a while but lost touch over the years. anyways, she wrote this beautiful, heartbreaking story called chrysanthemum,,, she deleted her account though so it’s not there anymore. (i know. i agonized over this for hours). she also wrote a horror fic (creatures) that STILL chills me to the bones. she inspired me to try writing horror too (in the future, i will!) 

other than that, i love all of @inktae​’s fics! she’s also an AMAZING writer. (her writing style is so eloquent and elegant and ugh! perfection!) her stories will make you feel nostalgic and lowkey heartbroken. she also writes a lot about nature/being around nature—it’s such a nice, beautiful, serene feeling. (she’s also the master of bittersweet endings!) i think i became obsessed with bittersweet endings because of her LOL some of her works that literally breathed LIFE into me: the blue notebooks, below thunder showers, written on the sky, first light (all of them are worth reading. her fics make you want to become a novelist—the inspiration i get from them is amazing!)

another legend is @jimlingss​!! i still keep up with literally all of her works because istg she never disappoints. she has such a simple but fluent writing style, which i LOVE! it’s engaging through and through. and man, she has a talent for storytelling! but the one thing no other internet author can top is kina’s characters. some published authors can’t even develop a single protagonist in the 456 book pages they wrote yikes. (but just saying, kina can do it in like 9k words.) i have no idea how she does it but her characters just feel human—even if they're not, they STILL FEEL REAL??? (sorry i’m just fangirling) but like i’m serious, she really did inspire me to start putting more depth to my characters. after all, why would the reader be invested in a story if they don’t give two shits about the bland-ass characters?? her pivotal works that made ME wanna pIVOT my whole writing career: tears of a villain, flames and floe, game of temptation, head over heels to hell, a voyage to liberation, ghost in the machine, the weekend massacre, love pages, moirai, a piece of the moonlight

i mean look, i’d put down way more fics of kina’s that inspired me to become the writer that i am now,,, but i don’t wanna make this long ass ask even longer so ummm i’ll have to stop 😭😭but i am literally in love with all of these published and internet authors. i just don’t understand how they are so talented. i really DO learn from the best. and i learned different things from each author too!! 

all of these stories (mine and others) have impacted my writing in some way or another. from my own, i learned from my mistakes lol. from others, i learned how to be a better writer. you can only write as much as you read. i stand by that fact to this day

anyways i’m so sorry you had to read this whole fucking essay 😭😭😭😭

[nourlemaz]

So for my last self development project of 2018, I did something not really new but I definitely poured my heart and soul into it and really felt like I invested myself in it.

For the month of December, I performed my dhuha prayers everyday without fail, alhamdulillah. That is until I got my period la lol

I moved back home in JB because I will start a new temporary job soon, insha Allah.

Everyday that I was at home, I could feel my anxiety spiking, I was still rigorously on Jobstreet finding work just in case this job didn’t work out, I couldn’t sleep sometimes thinking about my situation, like I would literally stay awake the whole night stressing over stuff like this and would only fall asleep at 4 or 5, and at some point I would stay up until Subuh and only fall asleep then. Only for me to of course, wake up around Zuhur lol

This is mostly due to the fact that I have been to countless interviews and get great feedback only to never hear from any of them. So I was always really really anxious about it. You’d know if you read my previous posts.

Come December, I was like, this feeling sucks. I need more control of my life. So instead of sleeping really late and wake up really late, I made the conscious effort to sleep early and wake up early and pray Dhuha.

I have always observed my Dhuha prayers before but idk I guess this whole SAD phase really made me not want to wake up in the morning. But glad I took control and continued to practice it.

I find purpose to wake up in the morning, I find purpose to sleep! And after I pray, sometimes I would continue doing house chores (I say sometimes because I still lazy to do that hahaha so I just let my sister do it lol), I write in my journal, I catch up on shows, literally you can accomplish a lot of you don’t sleep in lmao.

And in the midst of it all, I managed to secure myself a permanent job starting February, I am going to see BTS in concert in Bangkok soon, and Istg, I feel so much lighter and happier and more hopeful now, alhamdulillah!

Pray Dhuha, guys! It’s the key to sustainable happiness ❤️❤️

Funny story though, so before buying the BTS tickets, I prayed Dhuha. Not praying for the tickets but it was just something I started practicing again. My sisters thought I was praying solat hajat for the tickets?? 😂😂 this is what happens when you don’t pray Dhuha often and only talk about BTS lol

[sukunoon]

hear me out,, i have phases. mammon is always kinda my favorite, but for a while i was in love with levi, satan, belphie, simeon, solomon, and kinda lucifer (in that order 💀) hmm i don’t think there’s any that i don’t like. asmo isn’t my favorite, although there have been some times when he was cute. levi also gets annoying sometimes admittedly but i honestly just think it’s the fact that i got far in the game and he just.. doesn’t stop levi lovers don’t come for me pls

how about you? :D like who’s your favorite or your least favorite heheh :)

- 🍓

no bc same💀 i have phases too it's bad-

mammon is def a big fav of mine, but more like- bestie favorite rather than romantic favorite iykwim?? like me and mammon would be the most chaotic pair😭

now lucifer on the other hand will always be my fav romantically bc that man is just something else <3 i love him sm

beel has been slowly growing on me bc it's beel how can you not love him but belphie just hit me like a truck and now i love him bc he's so cute and for what?? i love his attitude sm😩

and now satan and i blame you for my love for him😭💀 now i can't stop thinking about him <//3 now i have to write something for him specifically a selfship post

levi and asmo tho can suck my dick i dislike them with a passion, levi is just too annoying and asmo just makes me angry whenever he gets screen time. satan or simeon could be getting that screen time but no. it had to be asmo🙄 same with levi

simeon has also been growing on me bc pinterest <//3 manz is just too pretty istg

[mischiefsemimanaged]

Okay so istg i do actually read all your wonderful comments and tags but I just suck at replying. ill go through phases where I reply to everything and then nothing, bit see it! Love yall!