#please dont reb/og

[biteinsane]

Hi I have not been doing too much lately

Not sure when and how that will change in the future cause 2023 had been uh...not fun year for me. And its taking so much for me to tell myself it is not my fault. My meds have been upped, I am going to go back to the gym, cleaning my room before christmas, and getting back into watercolors.

Might actually disappear for a bit while I build up stuff again! (like I always try) Will be posting things here and there dont you worry, I still like posting to tumblr.

I am trying more on PATERON gonna start a monthly sticker! An excuse to make more stickers! Starting this Wednesday!

But please, enjoy the one of many bot messages I get weekly:

DON//T REB//OG

[cuteiemonster]

WIP - PLEASE DONT REB|OG

since ive posted this to instagram i might as well post this here as well. im having fun ^-^

[cryptids]

SORRY for venting..... but I just cancelled my health insurance in order to save money and for some reason its making me so nervous and stressed 😭 and even though I wasn’t using it, everything that had gone into the account for years being gone now feels like a huge amount of money just vanished or something and its making me want to cry jdfgfdhgfdgbdfg... that and feeling like all those payments were wasted I guess, but at the same time nervous bc now I don’t have that option if something does happen. My mother was against it too but I did it anyway and now I’m just like

EVEN THOUGH I know it was the right choice bc it was a drain on our money that I never got to use bc the hospital we were paying for is in the city on the other side of the country and I barely ever go there, in a way it was almost stupid to keep paying it.... it still feels like.... bad I dunno djhbdfgdfg.... like it’s making me feel panic for some reason

ough 😭

[princekirijo]

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[trollcafe]

no tell corpse shhhh

they didnt give me a scar reference and told me to just go ham </3 homophobia </3

[arcadequeerz]

I dont thnk its wise of me to stay silent on this. but if you supprt that eggy-b person- dont fucking follow me. Eat shit- fuck you- stay the hell away from me. Eggy i hope you fucking choke- you disgusting fucking person.

[infinitystation]

saw an unironic shipping pride flag in my youtube recommended, life is great :’)

[louisthewarlock]

I'm so much better off alone, I always end up hurting the people I care about on accident anyways

[baalzebufo]

stuff isnt great right now but im getting there

i have people i can talk to about things im embarrassed about. i can like things, openly, and i know my friends wont make fun of me for it or tell me im stupid

i can rant about stuff and not be scared of being mocked and i feel like i can be more open than ever before about things

not that my previous friend groups werent welcoming, but at the time i was still dealing with someone in my life who was constantly telling me things i liked were stupid. its taken a long time to get over that and im still not over it. i dont think ill ever be totally able to enjoy things without some guilt, but

im getting there yknow

i didnt think it was possible but life is.. getting easier. its getting easier to stay alive. to get up in the morning and go out. bad days happen sure and i dont think im near to what would be considered ‘normal’ but

about 5 or 6 years ago, i didnt think id still be alive in 2018. i didnt think id get to 20 years old. i felt like life was totally over. but its not. im rebuilding and its slow and its hard but

lifes worth living even when it doesnt feel like it

[corpse-rat]

I never truly knew the appeal of cutting until now. The skin is already a beautiful canvas as it is, but the dramatic addition of such a vibrant red can make it glorious. And to start it to my own feels like I'm starting something that will be a masterpiece to rival the pantheon of creators.

[justlarajean]

i want something to take my breath away. i want to feel like i���m standing on top of a mountain. i want my chest to feel full, bursting with elation and hope and wonder. i want to stand at the edge of the ocean with the spray of salt curling my hair and the water gliding over my toes. i want to scream, scream, scream, until there’s nothing left, like the rain washed it all--the anxiety, the hate, the loneliness--away. i want to feel something other than this hollowness that chases me into my dreams, which are full of life and color and love and laughter, that my reality forgot existed. 

[cuteiemonster]

i wanna do a draw this in your style but i dont know if any of yall would participate vnajsdv

[chronicallyfarming]

Being sick is really impacting my education and it's so difficult to describe to my parents but I'm trying so hard but struggling and even failing to do the bare minimun in college. Its a vicious cycle where my physical health takes a toll on my mental health, making it much harder to keep up with my physical health. Plus going to college full time and working part time. I can't do it anymore, something has to give.

[princekirijo]

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[punkdeaf]

an older family member was discovered "crossdressing" and everyone in my family who knows is having a mental breakdown. oh my gd. can cishets get over themselves please

vaguely considering reaching out to them but i also dont know if they like. voted for trump or not. and ive always felt verrrrry neutral about them in the past

dont reb/|og

[loverdudearchive]

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