#plus a lot of personal venting

[puppyeared]

mascot

[faineant-girl]

i wish all addicts, in recovery or not, a life free of sorrow forever

[thethingything]

god we are so fucking brain foggy and our face won't stop hurting and I also have a migraine but I think I'm probably in a lot more pain than I realise and am just dissociating from it which is... not great.

we didn't do much yesterday but kind of accepted that since we got showered we wouldn't have the energy to do much, but then today we've also barely done anything and honestly we're probably still worn out from showering yesterday but doing so little is making me feel like shit because it's both that we haven't done any tasks we needed to do, but also haven't really done anything fun either.

and now we're at the point where we feel too worn out to actually do much so I need to take pain meds and find something that doesn't take much energy or concetration so we at least don't just dissociate for the rest of the night

[scoliosisgoblin]

gyat damn it dude, I joking called my friend's drawing Peter (cause he had a round head) and bro said he was gonna play me a video going over the allegations of Fuboo and her fucked up husband????

[llitchilitchi]

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[seungbo-today]

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[sampilled]

paper bag by fiona apple playing while I'm in urban outfitters <333 trying and failing to find a cute dress that will fit me <33333 they really want me to kill myself :)

[aceofstars16]

Ugh, I want to write but also just...don't want to do anything at all...

[evilkitten3]

tbh one of my pet peeves in fanfiction is when a character who doesn't have a mom in canon is given one by the author and she's the least interesting cardboard cutout of a person you've ever seen. like there's zero thought put into her whatsoever, she's just a couple of vaguely mom-esque magazine clippings stitched together, and she clearly has no purpose in the story other than set dressing.

like genuinely it would be more interesting if the character's dad had just married a sexy lamp

[cinna-bunnie]

bleh

[forest-hashira]

ah, yes. apparently it's time for the semi-annual reminder that according to a lot of society i am fundamentally undesirable. how lovely.

[skhardwarevers1]

I think my main issue is I wanna be in love but I’m too scared of getting into a relationship that hurts me again

[lesenbyan]

Hi!! I'm welcome to like actually talking to you about the Israel/palestine conflict and the entire conflict is that it's zionism, not antisemitism that's the issue. Palestine is getting airstriked and bombed endlessly by Israel, and if it were just because of Hamas maybe people would be understanding but Israel is bombing the WEST BANK, where Hamas has no control, so they just have no excuse there. It's up to you to believe what you believe but I'm just here to provide a bit more information.

I js realized I forgot smh oops but like yes what Hamas is doing *is* bad, but Israel is going as normal. There was a reporter there who recently pretended to be hiding from bombs and yet there were people cycling in the background. Hamas is also only fighting back because Israel has been occupying their land for years, literally taking their homes and staying there and then killing them. IS what Hamas is doing bad? yes. But if Palestine stops fighting there will be no more Palestine. If Israel stops fighting there will be peace. Palestine has no electricity, no more places to put bodies. those in Israel are making bread and making tiktoks on how they have water. If you have a different opinion, then id love to see why and actually discuss. But its important to know these things :)) thanks for hearing me out!

while much more polite about it, you've made the same assumption as the anons I blocked before turning off the option; I'm not saying you should support Israel. I'm not even saying I'm pro-Israel. What I know about the conflict is that there's a lot more going on than I think I've the capability to understand and definitely a lot more going on than can be summarized in two asks.

You, and the two anons i blocked, are responding to a post I made venting about a specific person and a specific post, without the context of the person or post. While I appreciate your attempt to educate, I don't even know enough for what you're saying to be any kind of explanation. I do not know what is going on, I do not think I am capable of understanding what is happening, esp since I can't understand a lot of politics in the US already which is arguably less of a minefield.

I was responding to a post that phrased it as tho there were only teo sides; Israel and Hamas and was publicly calling someone out fo being pro Israel which in turn sounded like they were calling for support for Hamas. Which is also very not good bc they are actively antisemitic. I've not watched the Jews I follow mourn and panic this last week or so for you to say it's not about that. It might not only be about that, but it is a factor.

I also, notably, said nothing about Palestine itself in the post. from what little I understand, yeah Palestine should defend itself and nothing I said in the post said or even implied differently.

While I understand this is an attempt at good faith education, and do appreciate that intent, you have also made a number of assumptions that get in the way of that. I don't have a different opinion bc I don't know enough to have an opinion past "Hamas bad." I've deleted the posts bc I've spent enough time with my OCD obsessing about if I said the wrong thing or whatever. I have freely admitted the fact I don't know things and the attempts I've made to understand have not worked. I do not think I am capable of understanding. I'm going to listen to the Jews I follow and follow their lead.

I apologize if this sounds rude or terse or anything, as stated my OCD's being spiraling and panicking about being misunderstood on that post since the anons and I've not been sleeping well and woke up to this. I don't mean to sound rude, simply further explain that I know barely anything.

[thethingything]

we went from "wow I'm drawing so much and have so many ideas" to once again getting art block which like, okay fair enough, I'll deal with it, but it's still frustrating

[palebirdqueen]

Tw abuse, self harm..

Thinking about how someone could believe they are entirely innocent when they would threaten suicide on multiple occasions if I wanted to break up with them, I felt trapped. Oh, “I can't finish school if you leave me; I can't live without you,” etc., the time I hung out with a friend, and she picked me up from her house and told me it made her feel like she wanted to die. I tried to apologize for the entire ride where we were looking for food, and we pulled over in a McDonald's parking lot, and then she started freaking out on me and banging her head on the steering wheel. This is not the only time this fucking happened; too, she did this in a Target parking lot when I mentioned therapy for us cause I seriously did love her despite everything. I wanted to make this work like there's so much that happened that I don't even talk about the cause. Personally, it's tough, and I blamed myself for so so long. I apologized a million times because (people pleaser). However, bro, she messed me up so bad I am still scared to open up to someone new in a relationship since I'm afraid they're not being authentic. She seemed like she genuinely loved me but then turned into someone I don't even recognize, but anyway, she makes me sick!

[crazy-fruit]

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