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unkindnessoffriendlyravens · 2 years

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Well today has been a total nightmare!

Please disregard the rest of this if you don't want to hear me bitch

#vent post #i woke up and felt like shit #mannaged to get myself to school on time but was totally disconnected from my hand so being there fucking sucked #life drawing class is awful if you for some reason cannot draw today #ended up somehow crying in class #my teacher was very nice about it though #she moved me to the back and let me use her materials so i didn't have to go get mine from my original spot #but then current events got me while i was already feeling bad #so then I'm double upset #and I've been having higher pain these last few days which is currently even worse #plus my room is a mess #And i have an 8 am class tomorrow which is now less than 6 ½ hours away #And i have an English project due later tomorrow that i am not even sure what to do with #so like #having a rough go at it

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generic-internet-name · 9 months

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Hey remember when i bound the first half of from the archives? well i've finally done the rest! and honestly i am so proud of it. i tried some new things with the binding, and i am almost completely happy with how it turned out! the only improvement for next time would probably be actually measuring things.

thank you @sixteenth-days for writing something so good i needed to physically bite it.

#ignore the mess in the pictures my desk is the one place in my room that has good lighting and the lamp doesn't like to stay up #it took some finagling #the hermit archives #bookbinding #fanbinding #from the archives #i also spent a lot of time figuring out that handwriting for pix only for it to end up just like mine but loopier #fun though!#it's really strange to look at the first and second parts side by side because the difference in quality is marked #mostly the fabric i was using for the cover was not good! and i should have just gotten some good cotton!#please admire how neat this lettering on the cover is. i am so proud of it #also i need to go back to the first one what with the pix thing in the end and maybe add a note of him donating it to joe. cause that's fun #and i already put the stamp in it #the watchers publishing doesn't mean anything just ''hehe spooky'' basically #plus i put orion publishing on eskew and i figured it would be cool to have something like that on all my books #forgive all this rambling it's like 10 pm

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witheredbouquet · 6 months

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drawn for the dragonyule gift exchange on twt, so glad that i could join this year! thank you for hosting, saint starfall ♥

i hope that everyone has a wonderful dragonyule & a happy new year!

#dragalia lost #dragalia lost fanart #fanart #dragonyule gift exchange #my art #if you saw this already no you didn't LOL #sorry i don't post/use tumblr much and i messed up orz #my recipient was ritte! i dunno their socials or anything so i can't tag/link em - but i hope they it c:#food is based on stamina consumables in dragalia lost! chibi beast volk is based off his dragalia mini comic appearance!#anyway. been a while since i've taken the time to “finish” up a piece (and well. have the time to draw at all) so i'm glad i could do this!#i think i'm proud of the final result even though i still have lotsa room for improvement #(desperately trying not to nitpick things and ultimately regret posting this urghghghhhng)#one of the first times i've drawn food! i feel okay with the result hehe #learned that there's a more active DL community on tw*tter for fanart and stuff and i've never been more tempted to join shjdakfasa #plus so many zines are twitter only and i can't see most of the posts without an account #but yeah no thanks just tumblr is overwhelming enough LOL #anyway happy dragonyule/happy holidays to anyone reading this! we've made it through another year—i couldn't be more proud of us!

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permanentreverie · 17 days

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my roommates dog absolutely decimated the living room and i am so fucking tempted to just leave it till she comes home so she can clean it up

#yesterday when she slept in (so the house was quiet) of course i wasn’t able to sleep in and woke up for some reason at 7:30 #and that was when her dog was quietly sleeping in the living room #but today when she gets up and goes to the gym and is around the house and Loud i fall back asleep every time #AND WAKE UP AT 11 DESPITE HER DOG TEARING THE LIVING ROOM APART?!#when she gets home at work i’ll be gone for my shift since i work this evening #and like she can assume that it happened when i was gone??#i mean this morning i heard some noise downstairs but i didn’t get up to check it out cause i Didn’t Care #plus i was exhausted and had trouble falling asleep last night (hello depression!)#i’ve cleaned up this dogs messes before and he’s fucking annoying #lindsay.text

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caterpillarinacave · 1 month

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i really need a hug

#I've got stuff (I'm supposed to be good at) being objectively judged tomorrow #and I feel like I haven't prepped at all and I'm pretty much at the point where its late enough that I should just go to bed #but I have zero self confidence #and I'm really discouraged about my writing because ive written a lot #I just cant post any of it because I haven't written any of the transitions between parts #plus there's the normal I gained seven pounds and someone commented on it my room is a mess and my skin is breaking out #and the I'm tired and sad and lonely and have the worst headache in the world #the world is so beautiful and I want to feel it all so badly I could just cry

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neige-de-mars · 2 months

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I've always said that i was going to prepare for my future baby by being so organized and disciplined, but yo, I've been the laziest for the last few months

#i gained 7 kg in 4 month and ive lost a big portion of my flexibility and athletic skills and my room is a mess #school and a full time job drains you plus being pregnant is not as beautiful as people always say 😂#during first trimester you feel like shit 24/7 and dont even dare to get sick bc it makes you miserable #thankfully im 13 weeks and the nausea is almost completely gone

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syncrovoid-presents · 10 months

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I will continue being gone for a few days, sadly my original al plan of releasing the newest chapter of The Consequence Of Imagination's Fear has also been delayed. My apologies

Can't go into detail because its hush hush not-legally-mentionable stuff but today is my fifth 12 hour no-break work day. I'm also packing to move too in a fortnight (which is a Big Yahoo!! Yippee!! I'll finally have access to a kitchen!! And no more mold others keep growing!!! So exciting!!!)

#syncrovoid.txt #delete later #OKAY SO! this makes it sound like i have a super important job but really we are understaffed and ive barely worked there a year now #graduated college a few years early 'cause i finished high school early (kinda? it's complicated)#now i am in a position where i am in the role of a whole Quality Assurance team (testing and write ups)#a Task Manager/Planner #Software Developer and maybe engineer? not sure the differences. lots of planning and programming and debugging ect ect #plus managing the coworker that messed up and doing his stuff because it just isnt good enough. which i WILL put in my end day notes #our team is like 4 people lol. we severely need more because rhe art department has like 10 people??#crunch time is.. so rough..#its weirdddddd thinking about this job since its like i did a speedrun into a high expectations job BUT in my defense i was hired before #i graduated. and like SURE my graduating class had literally 3 people so like there was a 86%-ish drop out rate??#did a four year course in 2 BY ACCIDENT!! i picked it on a whim. but haha i was picked to give advice and a breakdown on the course so it #could be reworked into a 3 year course (with teachers that dont tell you to learn everything yourself) so that was neat #im rambling again but i have silly little guy privileges and a whole lot of thoughts haha #anywho i am SO hyped to move!! I'll finally get away from the creepy guy upstairs (i could rant for days about him but he is 0/10 the worst)#it will be so cool having access to a kitchen!! and literally anything more than 1 singular room #(it isnt as bad as it sounds i just have a weird life. many strange happenings and phenomenons)#<- fun fact about me! because why not? no one knows where i came from and i dont 100% know if my birthday is my birthday #i just kinda. exist. @:P #i mean technically i was found somewhere and donated to some folks (they called some different people and whoever got there first got me)#but still i think it is very silly! i have no ties to a past not my lived one! i exist as a singularity!#anywho dont think about it too hard like i guess technically ive been orphaned like twice but shhhhhhhh #wow. i am so sleep deprived. i am so so sorry to anyone who may read this #i promise im normal #@:|

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winterrose42 · 4 months

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The frustration of i want to do things and get things done but i dont have everything i need to fully complete it. Cant complete it so whats the point of working at all. Need to do things now so im not overwhelmed doing All Of It later. I dont have everything i need yet so i cant complete it and it looks bad. Cant complete it so whats the point-

#winter speaks #the point is i have some sort of chronic fayigue thing so foing little bits where i can instead of needing to do it all at once is necessary #but fighting against my brain for days on end to do even little things so im notbtired layer is exhausting itself #and things being so messy is triggering panic bc im gonna get in trouble even thiugh im not but oooh my god #why i hated moving why i eill hate moving and why i loathe room rearranging #itll be so.much better and object impermanence friendly and space saving plus my beds gonna be up high #and that eill be so much better mental health wise but The Process is making me want to itch my skin off #itchy itchybitchy and my head hurts and i wanna nap but i refuse and thats not good either and euuugh #and i just know my bed frame will be packed with styrofoam. the ridiculous amount of dread just from that #by march itll be done and my space will be livable agaim post depressive episode mess turned complete reorganization #and i can start my schedule things and figure shit oyt but right now i am miserable and itchy

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raksh-writes · 9 months

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I got my results today, so Im back to uni starting tomorrow (yay!), but at the same time it has not assuaged my stress levels whatsoever sooo yeah, that's fun 🙈

Damn you, anxiety!

#personal #Raksh posts #vent #*shaking my fist angrily at my ridiculous anxiety and overthinking brain*#classes start tomorrow but also I gotta like Officialy sign with my paperwork and all first #plus the internet sign ins start at the same time classes do and I have no idea when I'll get access to the platform so #fun #it's all stressing me out so much grrrr #Ive prepped some food already tho and Im gonna finish up the paperwork now #get an outfit ready and get my old backpack out of my closer oooof #I'll have some hours before I'll have to leave for the train tho so thars for making some sandwiches and buying tickets #tho that one might be better to get now hmmmm #at this point Im just venting anythinf and everything hoping it'll help with the stress 🙈#sorry to anyone that's still reading this rambling mess 😅#its gonna be a long and stressful day tomorrow and even a longer one on thursday #(god the fact I'll prob have to wake up for a train that leaves at 5.50 Im gonna hate it so much 😭)#my commute depending on the day might add up to a total of 3h so big OOF #but still cheaper than trying to find a room in the city prob 😬#and I get wednesdays and fridays off so that's nice #maybe I'll try looking for something part time for those days later on too who knows #for now gotta survive this week and see where it goes 😅

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bundlebrent · 8 months

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My life is such a fucking mess rn and I want to SCREAM

#getting booted off my health insurance for making $300 more a month that the cut off #which means I’m most likely losing my therapist and my access to my medication #had to take my dog to the vet - she has an infection it cost $300 to get antibiotics and the exam #plus it took all fucking day I sat around in my car for an hour waiting for a room #then I sat in the tiny exam room for 2 hours wondering if they’d forgotten me #before the exam started #my car is acting up again #and my dad is probably coming to visit to help me figure that all out #which would be great except my house is a mess #and on top of all that I have to deal with my boss

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arlo-venn · 9 months

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I’m not sure if I’ve mentioned, but we’ve been keeping Juni and Banjo separate from each other for the past several weeks due to an increase in fights (we think it’s from moving Arlo upstairs so it’s a weird transition period for them). They do still get to play outside in the yard together bc there aren’t any triggers out there for them, but inside they’ve been mostly apart and closely monitored. There is some resource guarding involved but mostly it’s that Juni gets pushed over threshold and then Banjo’s barking right next to her at the same trigger causes Juni to redirect toward her. Juni punctured Banjo AND Tyrell during the big fight that caused the separation (because Arlo passed by the other side of the door). They’re doing better though. We have long lines in the living room so we can all be in the same room together without them being able to reach each other (Not Arlo, none of them are ready for that), which seems to work for them.

Anyway, that’s why this picture is so cute. It’s been a long time since we’ve seen them laying together.

#if Tyrell wasn’t funding my survival then she could get a behaviorist for Juni #I feel bad about that #I think she’s considering anxiety meds #Juni is rarely anxious when it’s just me and her #I do not experience much anxiety #Tyrell is an anxious mess though 100% of the time and I think Juni really picks up on that #The difference in the dogs when I walk them vs when Tyrell does is extreme #well Banjo is the same no matter who’s walking her #but Juni and Arlo are both anxious walking with Tyrell but fine walking with me #i’m glad Juni and Banjo still get to see each other in the yard #they still love each other #they insist on being in the same room when home alone (Juni crated Banjo loose in same room #w door closed)#we tried keeping them in separate rooms when we’re away but then they both scream and scream and scream all day #Juni can’t get Banjo from inside her crate so it’s ok #plus I’m almost always home so I can hear if anything occurs #dogblr #Juni #banjo

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tvrningout-a · 1 year

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i am surrounded ( trapped ) by 26 years’ worth of my own belongings and the floor installation people still aren’t gone. they still aren’t gone and i so very badly need to move stuff outta here and get food. they still aren’t gone and i’m going a lil stir crazy. help ;;n;;

#they cannot see the heinous amount of stuff i managed to shove into my room okay asdfgh #i need to start a yearly cleaning of my closet bc there was stuff in there from?? high school y’all #what a hot mess #plus i had so much space stolen by luggage???? why didn’t i store that in the garage????#today has just been a series of me going ‘wtf???’ at past bel #what does holding onto stuff and allowing clutter to build up say about me? i don’t think i wanna know #anyway ilu all and hope the day has been kind to you!!#pray for me maybe bc i think i might need it asdf #get ready to ramble | ooc #tbd

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obscenitymoving · 2 years

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me calling my mom asking her how to fix the wifi:

her: omg its so easy just follow the cords

the cords: