how do you call it when someone is neither pro-something nor against it but not neutral, just indecisive? Like one word for it I nead it for a title of a text dfkjsfsdjk
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For reijeanweek day 5, I'd like to offer something for the prompt soulmates - something that can be barely classified as headcanons, just a very rough draft of something that might have taken place if aot world had soulmates.
My go-to soulmate subtrope for this outline is the soulmate's name appearing on the hand.
While Reiner and Jean do have each other's names written on their hands, therefore making them soulmates, but the problem is that Marley and Paradis are using different alphabets so they are unable to read each other's names since it looks like gibberish to them.
That is, until Reiner is sent to the Paradis and as a preparation for the invasion, he is taught Paradisian alphabet and can finally read the name. The revelation throws Reiner through a loop — since he realizes that his true love is actually one of the "Island Devils" that he is supposed to hate — but ultimately sows the future seeds of his disenchantment with the Marleyan propaganda.
Two years must pass after the Fall of Shiganshina before Reiner could finally meet Jean who, admittedly, doesn't make a great first impression but due to soulmate magic Reiner is head over heels for him nonetheless. Revealing the soulmate's name written is not very common (especially amongst the teenage boys who seem to be allergic to being vulnerable) and the fact that Reiner's name is not written in Paradisian alphabet would definitely raise some suspicions for Jean so Reiner decides not to reveal their soulmate bond to him, instead opting for pining for him by spending time during trainings and missions together.
Meanwhile, Jean has zero knowledge of the existence of the other alphabets so he is doomed to forever assume that the supposed name of his soulmate is nothing but gibberish. Ultimately Jean concludes that the one true love for him doesn't exists and becomes disenchanted with the concept of soulmates. That is, until Jean meets Reiner in the Cadet Corps. Unaware that one of his closest companions is, in fact, his soulmate, Jean begins to develop feelings for someone he believes is not destined for him. This leads him to contemplate the concept of serendipity, pondering the idea that he is free to love anyone of his choosing, rather than someone preordained by fate.
That belief is quick to change, though, once Reiner reveals his true allegiance and subsequently betrays Jean's feelings for him. After two battles against the Warriors — first within the interior of Wall Maria and second in Shiganshina — Jean finds himself completely heartbroken. In an attempt to cope, he comforts himself with the notion that love is ultimately not for him. Over the four years that follow, as Jean attempts to forget his feelings for Reiner and channel his sense of betrayal into hatred, he is utterly failing in both (in actuality it's just the soulmate bond the two of them have established over the year doing its magic).
Until the time comes for the Survey Corps to venture out onto the Continent where much later they start preparing for a raid on Liberio. Seeing as Jean was chosen to be one of the Paradis spies, he has to blend in with the Marleyan society which, of course, includes him learning the alphabet. And only then, seven years after their first encounter and living in ignorance, Jean realizes that Reiner was his soulmate all along. Many thoughts race through Jean's head at the onset of this revelation. Some of them are relief that he is in fact entitled to love in his life. Some of them are justified frustration with Reiner that never told him about this despite presumably finding out about that years in ahead. Yet, the most persistent thought lingering in his mind is the anticipation of their impending encounter in Liberio — an encounter that won't resemble the reunion of lovers in the slightest.
(But Jean will find him and make it work, at least one of them has to be decisive, after finally getting their chance to experience love again)
And that's essentially where it concludes, since I find myself at a loss for a fitting ending to this narrative. Consider this my collection of musings. It will await the insight of someone wiser who may craft a more logical ending for all of this.
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⁀ ────── DYNAMICS ⋆ my babies .
durante o tempo em que morou no chalé de hermes, hwon sabia que aquele não era seu lugar. muitas vezes, ele fez oferendas e chorou, implorando para que seu pai ou mãe olimpiano o reclamasse, desejando finalmente ter uma família. quando jackson obrigou os deuses a reclamarem seus filhos, hades ainda esperou que o chalé treze fosse construído e que nico estivesse no acampamento para reclamá-lo. hwon e nico poderiam ser mais próximos, se o mais novo permitisse uma relação mais sólida, o que sempre magoou o coreano. por outro lado, ele ganhou kitty e sasha quase como um presente. ele os adorou desde o primeiro segundo e, desde então, tem feito de tudo para ser o melhor irmão possível e imaginável para ambos. às vezes, ele precisa assumir o papel de irmão mais velho e dar bronca, mas mesmo assim tenta fazer isso sem ser duro demais. basta uma lágrima de @kittymook para que ele, que não é nada agressivo, queira bater em quem teve a ousadia de machucar sua irmã. ou uma reclamação de @littlfrcak para que ele sugira fazerem alguma pegadinha sem noção como vingança. por isso, ultimamente, está ainda mais empenhado nos treinos, para que possa cuidar dos dois quando a guerra eclodir.
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looking for places to make a blog (like, the old-fashioned type) but i don't really now where to start looking and i know i've seen tumblr posts abt it but my memories are too vague to find them w the accursed tumblr search so...
if anyone has a post abt this on hand and/or recommendations i would be eternally grateful!!
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i think the main sign of me actually needing to drop out is that the urge doesn't go away even from food, exposure to fresh air and sunlight, or human connection. like damn girl it really is serious huh
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*sees non-brazilians talking shit about the Brazil's NT and making fun of 7x1*
me: shut the fuck up you fucking gringo, do you even know what is it like to win one, let alone five world cups, fuck you
*sees other brazilians talking shit about the women's NT*
me: VAI TOMAR NO SEU CU FILHO DA PUTA, OS MARMANJOS LEVARAM SETE NO CU E NÃO HONRARAM AS PORRA DAS CINCO ESTRELAS JOGANDO EM CASA, O TIPO DE DESGOSTO QUE AS MENINAS NUNCA VÃO DAR, VAI SE FUDER SEU BOSTINHA
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