#probably gonna delete this later

[gaylizzard070]

OMG EVERYONE SHUT UP. BRIM AS CATS??

I love them

Original creator @stampsthemeow

[ellemj]

I’m working on the last part of Flustered to post tomorrow BUT I have a question for you all…

I’ve been trying to learn how to make edits. Let’s say I make a Tiktok account to post edits with original dialogue from previous/upcoming fics, sort of like teaser trailers for my fics…would anyone actually be into that?

I added a very rough example below 🫣

[noodl3s4dayz]

Alright so basically the whole concept of this came to me while i was doing a photo study of a gymnast using fabric for like a routine or something and my body horror obsessed self went “oh hey! That’s kinda cool! Wouldn’t it be funny if i drew something like this but with a ‘gut rope?’” Yeah this isn’t me trying to be edgy so much as just drawing stuff I enjoy

And I DID try to draw clothes on him at some point but they kind of got in the way of the focus of my composition so I was all like “oh well, artistic nudity it is”

[darkestwings-hellishsoul]

I do not understand why I will get gendered correctly at work for months, only to turn around and have everyone treat me like a woman at the drop of a fucking hat. I can lift more than half the cis guys in there and STILL these fucking old women feel the need to treat me like a weak little girl. I get that they all use the systemic misogyny to their advantage by making "the boys" do the hard or dirty jobs in the plant, but I AM ONE OF THE BOYS GOD DAMMIT. I'm so fucking tired of this.

[mumms-the-word]

one thing that upsets me about the BG3 fandom in particular is that if you talk about characters in a way that references their trauma/victimhood but don’t do it in one hyper-specific way or you do it in a way that doesn’t neatly align with the fandom’s Most Popular Fan Analysis of that character you get crucified as being someone who doesn’t know that character well enough or who doesn’t care about that character at all

this applies to general theories about the game too but is particularly dicey in regards to characters and their traumas, tragic backstories, actions, reactions, etc

when the reality is, as with every other piece of media that exists, people are going to interpret characters differently because we all bring our own unique experiences to the table when we fall in love with these characters or these stories

i just wish we presented fan analyses as ways of exploring various interpretations and equipping other fans with new knowledge to shape their own ideas, rather than trying to prove that Our Idea is the Only Correct Idea

because that’s not how interpretation works

the beauty of interpretation is that you can shape your ideas and fit them into a nuanced, unique little box of understanding meant just for you and it doesn’t have to be perfect

interpretation is never meant to be perfect

[routine-pain]

felt cute today idk idk idk

[gaylizzard070]

Dying laughing cause bro has his grippers out while watching Jay sleep. Kinda fruity ngl...

[star4daisy]

hooking up with men after hooking up with women makes me think I'm a lesbian

[tulipsie-art]

i’m having an unbelievably slow day at work and i’d really appreciate some asks 👉👈

[mister-girl]

You haven’t hit rock bottom as a midnight mass fan until you’ve thought about fucking geriatric Monsignor Pruitt

[bumpintheroad]

🌟 10/10 🌟 review of my nudes hehehe

[1337wtfomgbbq]

Best fucking alarm clock is the Police calling you because your baby sister had a bicycle accident.

[suratan-zir]

long rant, very personal

nothing new honestly, I know y'all are sick of hearing the same lame story over and over again

sorry

You know how sometimes certain sounds, images or even smells can evoke some nostalgic memories from the past? It happens to everyone, right? To me, it doesn't matter if these flashbacks good or bad, it means I'm screwed either way. It's even worse when the memories are happy, because so many things are gone forever and there is no going back.

Recently I've been playing sims, and they were listening to the radio. I forgot that a long time ago I put some of my favorite songs in one of the folders, so the "Pop" station in the game has some real songs along with Simlish ones. I haven't listened to some of those songs in years.

Then that one song started playing, and an entire part of my life flashed before my eyes. I listened to that song a lot while on the road, during my weekly travels from my hometown in Donetsk oblast (where I was born and lived 'till I was 16) to Donetsk city, where my grandmother and other relatives lived, and where I attended some courses before the uni. I also listened to it on the road to another town, where my other grandma and my best girl friend lived, so I visited her every long holiday.

Why all these boring details are significant in any way?

Both intercity bus stations in Donetsk, which used to be my destination, no longer exist. "Zapadnyi" and "Pulitovskyi" they were called. "Zapadnyi" was located near the airport, so it was completely destroyed in battles for Donetsk airport back when russia first invaded us, in 2014. It wasn't even fully finished before being destroyed.

No buses or passengers there anymore.

"Pulitovskyi" station was not that far too, russian militants even blew up the bridge connecting the station with the city. To be honest, even when I lived in Donetsk, I no longer visited that part of the city, it was just too sad.

I know that it's not important on a surface level, all these places are just decorations, it's not the end of the world. But our memories, our lives consist of such decorations, random places on the map. When everything around falls apart and changes so suddenly, it feels weird and disorienting, most of the time I try to avoid direct contact with these changes, but I can't control my memory.

Fast forward to today, I will probably never be able to return to the city that I used to love so much. And my grandma no longer lives in Donetsk, she's "russian" now, along with brainwashing that often comes with such status. You already know it if you for some reason read my posts. She thinks that russia and putin are saving and liberating us here in Ukraine. I no longer call her "grandma" or call her at all, I have her blocked on my phone, our chat deleted. Funny enough, my ex friend also lives in russia now. Or so she was the last time I checked.

My other grandma from the town in Donetsk oblast left the country and is a refugee now. I have so many great memories of that town, if the russians will advance further in the Donbas (which they are trying to do) the town will become another Bakhmut, Vuhledar, etc. This is Mar'inka now, very close to the aforementioned town:

(and yes, this is a russian tank firing at a house, or what's left of it)

There was a town, now it's a lifeless desert.

I don't have that many memories, because I never had too much going on in my life. I know, it's embarrassing. Not only have I never been to other countries, I haven't even traveled much in Ukraine. My whole life until 2021 was in the Donbas region. Even my vacations were there, we didn't have money to travel. Every summer we would go to the Azov sea, which is now completely under the control of russia. What I wouldn't give to be once again on the shore of that godforsaken sea, even though I can now afford something better. I remember its smell and miss it so much. I was 18 when russia first came to my home to tear it apart. I couldn't live normally, I couldn't plan anything, I couldn't even buy furniture for my apartment because I only dreamt about leaving, and it was impossible to bring anything big with us through all the military posts from Donetsk. Years later, when we thought we are about to finally start living, traveling, enjoying everything that was taken from us for so long… yeah, you know the story.

Now life suddenly seems so short, it's passing by and I'm helpless to change anything. I'm so sick of living through this shit. Sick of the russians stealing my youth, my life, our lives, poisoning our memories, ruining everything around us.

I swear, I held it together before that fucking song started playing. I probably shouldn't post this, I have to at least disable reblogging, it's too embarrassing.

[bloodieststreethawk]

Tired af. But answers will follow.

Just give me some time to fight the gravity of my bed...

[katscigarette]

My dad just bought that out of no where. Tori kinnies, do I need to explain more?

[crescent-co]

I think William afton is so queer and gay

And Clara is too tbh

She slays sm istg

They r both queer as hell and cover for each other bc it’s the homophobic 1900s!! And they’re slay!!

Also Henry emily is also queer

Will and Hen r also mentally ill asf

+ Autism!!