They’re doing all this stupid shit with A FUCK TOJ OF DEAD PEOPLE AROUND THEM. A CITY IS ON FIRE. THE ONE PERSON WHO KNOWS WHAT HAPPENED FUCKING DIED. THE ONE WHO CAN HELP IS LIKE PISSESSED AND KILLING EVERYONE IN SIGHT
I tend to headcanon that Astarion tends to like his men sweet and his women bloodthirsty. And finding someone who fits in both of those categories will drive him crazy. 😏
Okay so APPARENTLY that thing where you know you're *capable* of talking but the idea of it makes your throat close up and your skin crawl and everything gets heavy and awful and exhausting and you feel like if you make a noise you'll either scream of throw up is what "going nonverbal" is??? (EDIT: I have been informed that "losing speech" is a preferable term for this) And I just thought this whole time, "well, if I can force myself to speak, it's not really anything at all, I'm just an asshole", but like?? I straight up *CAN* warn people in advance, "it's hard for me to talk sometimes" and that's IT?? It doesn't need to be a big dumb thing??? I'm sorry if this was obvious information to everyone else but my life is changing in real time rn this is amazing
sometimes I think I’m normal about nygmobblepot but then I’m watching gotham and everytime they’re on the pier I feel short of breath like girl that’s not normal what is going on