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aroacettorney · 8 months

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for a character with a reputation of being extremely rational and logical, many of ludger's actions are actually quite emotionally motivated. even when he stays oblivious to his true emotions, there are still many instances where we can see how they unknowingly manifest in his actions and subtly influence his biases. i think ludger's second most toxic trait is that he tends to subconsciously cook up a seemly logical reason to spontaneously cover up his emotional ass because he cannot admit to himself that he feels emotions intensely.

exhibit A: his vengeance for arte's death required him to admit that he had a strong attachment to the kid, so he stated that eliminating the evil and offering solace to the victims were the actual reasons. counter: there were many better ways to deal with delica's incidents if his goal was simply enacting justice. even hans realised that this was a weak excuse to conceal his regrets.

exhibit B: his mercy towards aiden required him to admit his unwillingness to eliminate him, so he covered it up by reasoning that it would be too risky to take a student's life. counter: we know very well that he's fully capable of eliminating someone without leaving a trace if he puts his mind to the task.

exhibit C: his sparing casey's life twice required him to admit his disinclination to kill her, so instead, he reasoned that she was more useful alive and that her excessive pride wouldn't let her easily expose him to the public anyway. counter: strategically speaking, turning her against blackdawn was an obvious blunder. he didn't even need her to deal with them. plus, somehow he conveniently forgot at the moment that casey could still have told her best friend, terinna, about his identity regardless of the matter of pride and subjected him to even worse danger.

exhibit D: his taking owens under his wings and founding u.n. owen required him to admit his emotional bonds to them, so he claimed that he needed a strong fortress for his goals and his own protection, especially against the bretus. counter: considering his op-ness, he had never really needed protection. he also mainly tasked owens with leg work while dealing with most of the dangers by himself. he even ended up disbanding them to confront bretus on his own and telling them to prioritize their lives over his goals.

at first glance, his reasoning might seem sound and logical, but if we look at them for more than ten seconds, they are actually quite flimsy and contradictory. this is not to say he's inherently an idiot or a terrible liar. ludger's capability of reasoning is proven comparable to that of casey. he is also an excellent liar when it comes to deliberately lying to someone. but how does one reason or lie about feelings that they themselves are not even aware of?

my hypothesis:

when his suppressed emotions subconsciously influence his biases and/or manifest into his actions, ludger needs to convince himself that he is still being logical, and thus, without even realising it, he tries to rationalize them and grab onto whatever reason that momentarily sounds in his mind: why was he so dedicated to teaching his students? he couldn't get caught half-assing his job, and he wanted to earn the trust of the president. why did he save esmeralda? quasimodo annoyed him, so he had to step in. why did he delay the first princess' orders and prioritize the students' safety during the attacks on the capital? it was the princess' trusted blade himself who suggested saving the students, and not him. why did he accept casey's companionship during his moriarty's era? it was an act, and he was simply getting into his character.

whether ludger wants to admit it or not, he has always been a person moving according to his emotions. and the actual reason why we see so many inconsistencies and hypocrisies in his actions when aligning all of them together with his own logic is that his reasonings are only flimsy excuses that his subconsciousness makes up on the fly to rationalize away his repressed emotions, i.e. his strong attachments to this world.

#academy's undercover professor #academy's undercover professor spoilers #ludger cherish #ludger is a very unreliable narrator #because what he actually wants and what he thinks he wants are two very different subjects #it says a lot when even tho his end goal is breaking the cage and reclaiming his past he still ended up risking everything to save grander #trust not his words but his actions #if you ever find his reasoning for his actions contradictory/hysterical there r good odds that he's lying his ass off without even knowing #conveniently he also tends to not think about these excuses for more than ten seconds #you may also see some of this behaviors in casey bc thats how alike they are #food for thought: what does this mean for the fiances arc?#ahem. that will be left as an exercise for the readers.

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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why didn't anyone tell me that Hannibal is a comedy

#its absolutely Absurd lmfao #'you wouldnt like me psychoanalyzed' SIR????????#what is he??? autistic hulk??? s i r ?????#i really didnt expect them to reveal Yeah Hannibal is The Cannibal literally in his first appearance #i thought it was gonna be like... Hinted at... maybe the reveal is in the season finale or a later season #NOPE. they were immediately like 'yeah heres our main villain. hes a therapist. everyone likes him. hes so sus but no one picks up on it'#and then. fuckin. will didn't make it One Episode before eating human meat #will describing the 'copycat' killer's work as Art etc & then we cut to hannibal smiling at this description #motherfucker isnt slick. this is hysterical #every five minutes theres a reference to the copycat or cannibals or whatever #and immediately theres a shot of hannibal standing off to the side like 🧍#HES SO FUNNY AND FOR WHAT #absolutely unprompted #god and hannibal. like. bringing link sausages to feed will's dogs. what in the cartoony ass villain fuckery is this #its Also funny how like three different people - including hannibal - are trying to rizz up will #so far the only one actively succeeding from what i can tell is hannibal #and then - then fuckin. will is all like 'i feel responsible for abigail 🥺' and lowkey hinting that he wants to take care of her #smash cut to hannibal making her his murder kid. the fuck. hes so transparent #hannibal 'abigail is a bit like both of us<3' lecter #and him continuously having dinner with jack and jack being like Ohhhh This Dinner Is So Good Whats The Meat #hannibal: *suspicious pause* rabbit #theres just so many funny moments from all of the characters #all functionally unintentional. but still. love this show #i was gonna finish naruto or watch warrior nun but fuck!!! didnt do that!!! watching the gay subtext cannibal show!#literally in the first ep when will was like 'this guy is killing and eating women bc he loves them' i was Immediately like #ohhhh so this is like A Killer Per Episode show. bc theres no way thats hannibal lmfao #also jack and wills dynamic... jacks like 'this is my special little guy <3' and then points to will whos huddled shaking in the corner #this show is so entertaining. i expected it to be boring. its fuckin weird and i Like It #i hope it gets sooooo fucked up. cant wait for hannibal to really lean into the manipulation to convert will to Murderism. its already begu

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widowshill · 3 months

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joyful posting time. i genuinely love love the way everyone in the dark shadows fandom has their arc and the characters and/or actors they cherish and just post crazy about their special guys. it's so much fun to me to see every time. yeah that's my mutual's guy from the soap opera.

#genuinely i can't think of a comparable fandom experience that i've been in. everyone has favorite characters out of any given #work of fiction of course; but there's something really unique about dark shadows.#because the time periods are so distinct? the cast of characters regularly shifting entirely?#because (and I think this is probably likely) there's just so many eps that it lends itself to focusing in on one section #or a handful of characters?#also this is true even with people i just see posting in the tags. real. i see your heartfelt adoring art it is the Good Work.#i'm fairly conscious that i focus in on the pre-barnabas stuff more than the fandom average (and r/v in particular) but.#tbh i think that's the fun of it. i'm ur guy if you want to know the make and model of roger collins' several sportscars #or if you would like an itemized list of every shared r/v touch.#tortie has seduced me with her love of burke and jeremiah. renee with her love for nick + humbert. kaz has liz and bill.#like it's so beautiful 2 me.#➤ ooc. ┊ she’s nauseous，she’s hysterical，and exhausted.

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specks-of-time · 2 years

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hey Babel fandom can we just talk about

#laughing hysterically but also crying i just #babel #babel an arcane history #robin swift #griffin harley #griffin lovell #rf kuang #r. f. kuang #ok maybe that usage was not around in the 1830s but #hskdjfksjfksjfksjf

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bestworstcase · 1 year

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i do think the key to how things will fall out regarding death on remnant is the jabberwalker, bc like

the brothers created death by creating him

the god of light, fearing they had disrupted the balance, tried to get rid of him. the god of darkness refused to countenance this, and they fought about it.

they leave the ever after. jabber remains, implying one of three possibilities: 1. dark ‘won’ the argument and both brothers agreed to let jabber live, 2. dark recreated jabber one last time in secret before they left, or 3. jabber came back later a la modern humans. given light’s general inflexibility my inclination is 2 or 3.

in any case the tree seems to accept jabber as part of the ever after and the presence of his figurine on the blacksmith’s worktable implies that he will continue to exist in some form.

during the creation of remnant, the brothers agree that death will be permanent. their reasons are not yet fully clear, but light was the only one concerned about enforcing this rule; i think it is almost certainly a rule that originated with the god of light.

“but balance cannot be restored by force or calculation; true balance finds its own equilibrium”

force = destroying jabber. calculation = creating a new world with permadeath.

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the god of light conceives of balance as a fragile order that must be meticulously maintained or else fall apart: his purpose, as he sees it, is to maintain order. everything he does comes from this. he cannot tolerate change because he lives in abject fear of ‘disrupting the balance’ again—as he believes they have already done once, by creating jabber.

so there is a certain narrative equivalency being drawn here between removing jabber and making death permanent for remnant. both decisions are predicated on a fundamental misunderstanding of what balance is.

thus the problem of death is not that it exists, per se. the problem is that death is the locus of light’s anxiety about change.

he first attempts to fix the ‘problem’ by getting rid of jabber, eliminating death. but he can’t, because dark won’t let him. so plan b is to leave the ever after and create a new world where death is part of the design—which isn’t contradictory at all if the intention is to prevent disruption of the existing order.

and something to keep in mind here is that 1. the cat and the jabberwalker were both deathless and unable to ascend, and 2. the brothers created death by mistake. for light these are crucial factors that must be accounted for in the new design. the only way to ensure that the disruptive introduction of death can never happen again is to include death from the start, transforming the accident into a deliberate choice.

which is all well and good except for one teeny, tiny wrinkle: for humans, death is not actually annihilative. they don’t simply cease to exist when they die.

i think it’s extremely likely that wasn’t supposed to happen. in a system where death is final and forever, spiritually immortal humans pose an obvious risk of disruption—and the ‘afterlife’ is evidently just permanent unconscious stasis, so it doesn’t seem like human souls were preserved for any purpose.

if your aim is to design an orderly system that can be maintained exactly as-is forever, and one of your core building blocks is that death is permanent, no exceptions, then why would you ever create beings capable of rising from the dead? you wouldn’t!

but once humans with immortal souls exist you’re sort of stuck with them, aren’t you? and i think that dilemma makes the most sense of why light’s afterlife is… like that. the souls of the dead ‘resting’ in everlasting oblivion in another realm that living humans cannot enter is the same in practice as annihilative death as long as every being capable of reaching the afterlife follows the stated rules.

the instant dark decides to make an exception, the whole system collapses. it reveals to salem that death isn’t inherently final or forever—that this is an arbitrary rule that the brothers decided, and one of them is open to the idea of changing those rules. then the gods make her immortal and light reprimands her for failing to understand how important his rules are (rules his brother just broke with no consequence except that light got mad), but ultimately what she learns is that the brothers are fallible and their rules can be changed. her rebellion is underpinned by this revelation.

the divine order suffers one small disruption and almost immediately, catastrophically fails, just as the god of light feared.

but that failure did not happen because of the disruption; the system failed because it was artificial. the brothers designed it a certain way and then light focused all of his efforts to keeping it that way, unchanging, forever—because their world wasn’t an ecosystem so much as it was a lawn in arizona. that lawn can only exist for as long as someone is doing the work to keep it on life support.

anyway the point i’m getting to is that remnant still isn’t in stable equilibrium, largely because of salem’s immortality and ozma’s reincarnations but also in the more general sense: the people of remnant are spiritually immortal but made to spend the vast majority of their existence essentially comatose because One God is afraid of change.

you can’t bring remnant into equilibrium by eliminating death: killing the jabberwalker isn’t the right answer. and you can’t restore balance by restoring the old system of divine rule and rigid adherence to the original design, because that system was a spindly papier-mâché machine that imploded the second somebody breathed on it wrong. and you can’t just yank the dead back to ameliorate your grief because that isn’t your choice to make, that’s an ethical position the narrative has made very clear.

which… really leaves changing the nature of the afterlife as the likeliest direction. death isn’t the problem, the afterlife of eternal stasis is. death isn’t the problem, light’s refusal to allow beings with immortal souls to keep going after their first life ends because the rules say death is final is the problem. because that finality is just… not reality. a person’s soul persists after death, ipso facto death isn’t the end.

but the reverse idea that death shouldn’t happen at all is not reality either. salem can’t die and her immortality is isolating and endlessly painful. ozma can’t stay dead and it’s eroded him down to a miserable shell of who he used to be. afterans choose to leave their memories behind when they ascend—nothing can happen to you in the tree except what you want to happen. without destruction, creation stagnates. death is part of life, not its enemy.

i doubt very much that the endgame here is for afteran ascension to be directly ported over into remnant—these are different worlds, different peoples, different systems, and while people from remnant can spiritually connect with the tree they are still fundamentally not part of it. afterans are emanations of the tree; humans and faunus are not. when afterans ascend they return to the roots of the tree and flow upward to blossom again from its crown, and that is, to put it mildly, not a system of reincarnation that physically makes sense for remnant, where things reproduce and have babies instead of new lives budding from the cosmic tree. if reincarnation brings equilibrium to remnant then it will presumably happen in a manner more natural to remnant’s people, and may not even involve passage through the tree at all.

it’s also not the only possibility: for example, there’s no reason that remnant’s afterlife has to be eternal sleep. it could just be… a new realm, a new world to live in after your life on remnant is ended. the brothers’ departure from the ever after into the boundless potential of the unknown is as likely a model as ascension. maybe remnant’s dead can’t return except by an act of god, but “gone from remnant forever” can coexist with the afterlife being… alive, as opposed to cold storage for inconveniently immortal souls.

basically the narrative setup isn’t toward rejecting death, it’s toward rejecting the state of affairs where you die and then millions of years later a god wakes you up and you have no awareness or memory of your existence since the moment of your death because you were kept unconscious until that god needed a servant. the point is that death isn’t the natural end of existence (because souls are immortal, on remnant as in the ever after) and remnant’s dead shouldn’t be held in stillness by light’s futile effort to make the facts of reality conform to his intended design.

the jabberwalker has existed for eons without bringing the ever after to ruin; the balance shifted, things changed a little, and life went on. remnant is existentially threatened by the factual reality of life-after-death only because light is so convinced of this danger that he is determined to prohibit it by any means necessary, including “demolish everything and start over from scratch.”

even a god can tilt at windmills.

#it’s also just darkly hilarious in a way #afterans are eternal #the cat was immortal #jabber was immortal and light TRIED and FAILED to unmake him #the b r o t h e r s a r e e t e r n a l #they make a world where death is supposed to be The End #and then fill it with beings #MADE OF THEMSELVES!#MADE WITH THEIR OWN NATURE!#light rattling the cosmic blueprints #what do you mean humans are eternal #WE AGREED THAT THINGS SHOULD DIE #THIS IS A DISASTER #dark like you SAID you wanted to make them like US #sorry for listening to you bro it won’t happen again #by the way i gave them magic instead of eradicating the grimm like you asked #they’re exploding beowolves with fireballs now it’s awesome #light like WHY ARE YOU THIS WAY #it’s hysterical. the divine blorbos

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dnangelic · 6 months

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i have like 5 icons per muse on my dnangel multi meanwhile i opened up like 30 pages to make icons for postcanon dai and already have 100 if you round up. shows how much i care /j

#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#some of these panels r hysterical cause u- its all sugisaki u cant even tell the difference #sometimes #also how come naito gets the line 'its all thanks to my detective luck! ^_^' o ok naito gets detective luck while daisuke gets #THE CURSE AND THE HORRORS

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quietwingsinthesky · 1 year

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I think Jack Kline & Abigail Hobbs should be besties

#they can bond over their murder families <3 #Jack: I’m a hunter :3 || Abigail: :) me too. in a way.#just two very normal friends. so so normal #also because it is hilarious to me to imagine a situation in which Hannibal Lecter has to have the Winchesters (and their plus ones) over #Will is loving it. He enjoys watching gay on gay violence. or inciting it.#Abigail knew this would go badly. she is causing problems On Purpose. Jack is just happy to be here #are they eating people? maybe but that’s not the point.#actually no wait they figure it out and Sam & Dean are like 😨#meanwhile Jack is like :/ so? u were gonna let me eat angels? what’s so different?#castiel (hypocrite) trying to explain why. Lucifer (camp) pointedly asks Hannibal for a recipe.#Hannibal breaks his second wine glass. will is in hysterics. Abigail is so so pleased with herself.#if a fight breaks out she and jack r gonna go to her room and paint each other’s nails #spn #hannibal #jack kline #abigail hobbs

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gay-jewish-bucky · 1 year

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some of yall have to reflect on why you're so hostile to teenagers existing in the same spaces as you, like this isn't saying you can't have boundaries, but good lorddddd

#personcole #yall have got the proeugenics r/ch*ldfree brainrot #also if you think “minors dni”/“minors fuck off” is going to ward them away #*laughs hysterically*#addendum: if you think that disclaimer protects you legally #idk who told you that but it was a lie #and im not saying you can't curate your space

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livelylambs · 2 years

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Have I lost my mind

#do I have brainrot or am I right. I think I’m right.#it’s about the blonde guy square coloured glasses cigarettes twink legs #the blue accents and constant dress clothes #but then it’s also about the tough guy demeanour. the murder smile.#the horrifying reputation and the hysterical strength phenomenon #combining Cook and Sake Lover to achieve the powerful Fired Bartender #I’m right.#one piece #durarara #drrr #keep an eye on ur zosan lovechild this halloween… they r putting shizuo in the candy!!!!!

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bloodigutz · 9 months

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i think it's funny you said "le evil terfs are just like that chuck mcgill rant!" it's like you missed the point of that scene.

the man was pushed to the edge and wronged his whole life, the offending party has set it up so no one will believe him and he looks hysterical, but he's objectively correct.

maybe like chuck mcgill you should all set yourselves on fucking fire.

#youre also missing how chuck failed to see he was wrong #< abt a lot of stuff #youre failing to see that at the end of the day he still cheated ppl behind their backs(#(even for what he argued was “good reason”)#and also the fact he was severely mentally ill and just didnt realise it #you think its funny i compared you to him? you wanna compare yourself as well?? commit to the bit.#he doesn't LOOK hysterical the man WAS hysterical #notice how i used a screenshot of the scene from the chicanery scene?? the one where hes giving off an inherently false rant that ppl tried-#-to correct?? how much does that remind you of t//rfblr.#if you don't wanna be compared to cunts then dont be one #when you all go off about all trans women being r/pists you sound the same as he did in the fucking courtroom #also??? my original reblog was saying you SOUNDED like him when he was yelling in front of everyone #did it HAVE to be a full fucking literary analysis? was it not enough to just say you all rave like the 'lunatics' u hate sm?#miss me with that shit.#the only women you care about are the ones you manage to indoctrinate.

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toastsnaffler · 1 year

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homemade apple crumble (<- with fresh apples from my mums garden that she gave me to take back w me) + a smidge of pistachio ice cream (not homemade. sorry) yall wish u were me rn

#and yes..... it has cinnamon in it.....#i actually made it yesterday im just reheating the leftovers bc im sad but its ok apple crumble fixes everything 😌#just aaaargh. feeling rl stupid abt smth i dont even wanna talk abt bc 😐 but ive dealt w it before and its not as bad this time but still #i haaaate having good gut instincts it doesnt pair well w being paranoid and insecure bc being right just reinforces it!!#but its ok. apple crumble baby. and im going to watch some more adventure time and then lie in bed thinking abt werewolves #ik im midway thru my cycle at the moment bc i had a Moment yesterday when i got so sad werewolves dont exist i cried real tears #and then i cried again bc someone was posting kitten pics and i want one to cuddle but we cant have cats here 😭😭😭😭#i keep finding things hysterically funny to the point of tears and im extra sweaty and sooooo tired #and also not to be tmi but im STUPIDLY horny. what ovulation does to a mf. not complaining tho i can handle that one easy 🥴#sometimes its kind of a relief to be so strongly influenced by my own hormones like at least theres usually an explanation #anyway. love using tumblr like a journal slash period tracker u guys r welcome lmao im gonna go EAT #.diaries

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tbcanary · 1 year

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yet again i say everyone who argues about what is and is not in character for jason needs to stop fighting each other and unite against our common enemy, scott fucking lobdell

#i'm looking back through outlaws for an edit #and like i have such. feelings. i have so many feelings.#this is the first comic i read! and there are parts of it i still genuinely enjoy and which tug at my emotions in certain ways!#but going back to it now after having read other things is so. like.#what the fuCK #WHAT THE FUCK !!!#it's funny to me. it's honestly hysterical. like i'm not mad about it to be clear i've been cackling over it for an hour #i think it's so. like. why did they do this. why did they give jason evil-sensing blades and a background with a magical monk society #why did they do roy so dirty. why did they do KORI so dirty.#i love the three of them as a relationship and a dynamic but so much of this comic is absolute nonsense kjvnxkbjngk #anyway. ANYWAY.#i will die on the hill of like. the reason why everyone has such warped views of jason is because his rewrites have completely changed him #like every single aspect of him #multiple times #and so it's really hard actually to get a grip on who he is! because like. do you want the bloodthirsty one who kept trying to kill tim.#or do you want the somewhat relatable (weakly written) young lost man looking for love and family wherever he can get it #or do you do what i do and treat them as two separate characters in two separate boxes in your mind closet #so that you don't have to consider the fact that everything about him is absolute jumbled fucking nonsense #this also goes for j/a/y/r/o/y. a ship i absolutely adore and love.#it's very like. ok which version of jason tho. which version of roy. it had better not be outlaws roy i will gut you--#i have so many feelings about this little trio. this post is brought to you by jason saying kori would never have to know life without him.#THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO BE PLATONIC. ALLEGEDLY. NORMAL BESTIE MOMENTS.#ugh. ugh ugh guhhhhgiuuhbngjkn ugh.#don't cancel me for enjoying some parts of outlaws ok. i have a complicated relationship it's not uncritical it's just that i love them.#text.tb

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widowshill · 8 months

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hello thinking about 147 and roger, vicki, and david's coordinating check patterns, the similarity of their silhouettes with their shirt collars and lapels, vs laura as very distinct — a different silhouette entirely with her scarf, floral probably? but definitely non-geometric.

#[holds out my hand] get coded as a family unit through our similar costumes with me.#very idle midnight thoughts.#➤ ooc. ┊ she’s nauseous，she’s hysterical，and she’s exhausted.#i had the r/v outfit match written down but i hadn't remembered that david is *also* wearing check in this scene.. wow.#that they not only find likeness in each other but that david finds likeness with them – that it is upon their image he's modeled. that #his mother is not only a stranger to him now but something different entirely. not part of this world –#not part of the interpersonal structure as communicated through symbols worn directly on the body; framing our face.#it's david / roger / and vicki who form the mock family unit #(which can only ever be an imitation or inversion of the nuclear family. david is not his son by blood though he is by name #vicki is not his mother though she's the one raising him. roger and vicki who aren't married and can't be.#vicki who is not literally a collins but is more truly apart of them than laura – who is a collins)#man i just think it's neat. they knew what they were DOING fr.#thank u ohrbach's.

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aicidos · 2 years

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𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘢𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘤 : 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌.

𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨. being unable to stop smiling. laughter. bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around. dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laughter lines. childlike playfulness. skipping. talking more. affection. cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice. squealing. jumping around. clapping.

𝙨𝙖𝙙𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨. tearing up. self-hugging. one-arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat. a runny nose. turning away. deep breaths. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object. covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. voice breaking. a distant or empty stare. monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering. depression. abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.

𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧. furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm. headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability. jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing. making risky decisions. middle finger.

𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧. wanting to flee or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause (as a teen). pretending to be brave. nail-biting. lip-biting. scratching skin. a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks. exhaustion. substance abuse. tics. rushing adrenaline. face draining of colour. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot. making body as small as possible. staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering. gripping something or someone. stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.

𝙚𝙭𝙝𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣. constantly yawning. slurring words together. dark circles or lines under eyes. mood swings. hallucinations. calling people by the wrong name. dizziness. denying they’re tired. slow blinking. trouble concentrating. stumbling. leaning on a doorframe for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things. “i’m awake, i’m fine.” (mostly directly post-altissia tbh). shaking so bad they spill their drink. fall asleep in their clothes. lay their head on the table because they’re so tired. passing out.

tagged by: @manusregis / @vergili GRABS YOUR HEAD N FORCES YOU TO READ THE HUSBAND’S RESULTS<3 tagging: @yeshens can you PLEASE do this for min...... @militus hi again mika can you humor me n take this for cloud,, @fire2fuse ANSWER THIS FOR PROMPTO RIGHT NEOW❗❗❗

#m. noctis.#i feel like i jsut ran a psychiatrist test on this little guy.. deserve #my beloved he has every illness #some of these r so cute.. sleepy noctis (when it's not depression-related exhaustion) is sooo endearing #also the happiness ones.. contently sighing and childlike playfulness (screaming crying hysterically clawing at my face )#yes im ignoring the rest. they don't need unpacking we all know what's up with them😍

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