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[doyoueverfeelme]

04.04.2024 - 2128 - King of Losers

Yes, thats me. king of the losers. i lost everything. i lost. im the loser. i have this aching pain in my chest, now that i accept, i lost. im a loser. i lost so hard in love. i even lost count of how many times i lost. am i ugly?

i'm listening to karma police now. i couldnt find a song named king of the losers but maybe i should make that song myself. as soon as i got my dj set, i will make a song named king of the losers.

im horrible, horrible, horrible, feeling horrible, horrible,horrible. why why why.

no answers, no help again. im back to my 16. i was seeking for help desperately, no one came to help me no one came to save me. now im 24, again im in need of big help. now only difference is that i know no help is coming, no one will save me, now i know so my pain is colder. not as hot as 16. but still hurts. and people make babies. retarded people. who wants to live through all these pain? why would i sacrifice my beloved child by giving birth to it. why would i create another human. to get through all these suffering? cruel and im not gonna be cruel to my own child. so no babies.

im listening radiohead. arabesk rock. lol.

this year, i think i failed 15 relationships. im not sure about the exact number. first one lasted 4 months and i left him in a random they where i understood we're not compatible.

then i find a few narcicst psychos, each lasted 1 month max. then i left them all.

then i fell in love in june, hardest love of my life. i was sure he loved me back, but he left me. then i went to him again, just to see he has a girlfriend now. my heart shattered. why did you ask to be with me again if you have a girlfriend, why do you touch and hug to my soul and rip inside my heart, if youre not gonna love me properly. people are so cruel. im so soft. i tried to kill the soft in me, sometimes it comes back to life. but my soft has to die, so that i can live. i can't survive in this horror world as a kindest softest soul.

then this asshole, i just learned that he has a girlfriend too and wants to be with me as well, this asshole is someone i know for 5 years. i left him too. i dont think looking back after this point ever.

no body deserves my greatness. but im so alone. so alone. im okay with being alone, but im scared of myself. my mind is trying to drive me crazy. my mind wants to be lost. my mind is scaring me. im scared of myself. im scared of my capabilities. all therapist are retarded losers and they all suck. i couldn't find a threapist that i trust. i couldn't find someone to be with. i couldn't find good friends. i always thought im the issue but i dont think this anymore. im truly great. maybe i did mistakes, but this is not what i deserve.

is everyone this lonely? do i have to suffer all my existence? i had suffered from my own thoughts since the beginning of my conciseness. i'm strong, very strong. but its so hard. its ripping me apart. this is so so hard.

i keep praying, but god never answers. im not sure if someone hears me, i keep talking to myself. there is no one in and out of me. i keep falling and falling, getting up and falling again. getting up just to fall back again. im so tired of gettin up myself. so tired of holding my own hand. even tired of eating drinking sleeping and breathing. this life is a prison. my mind and my body is a prison. existence is a torture. i can but i cant at the same time. im so sad. so sad. so sad.

my heart is burning like a fire

[decksaredark]

Who the heads and why they radio they they the head the

[galactustheviking]

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[doublism]

once i did a bracket-type thing to narrow down my absolute favourite radiohead song and the best i could narrow it down to was a top twelve. they’re just all so fucking good. thrilled to see that ur hail to the thiefing, a wolf at the door/where i end and you begin/there there absolutely up there with my all time favourites

if the gun was to my head right the fuck now. i think it’d be jigsaw falling into place bc it makes me feel like my blood is fizzing. also the most radioheadfan thing to say but the 2005 bonnaroo edition videotape is …. indescribably good.

also the trickster. i really came into ur ask box like you can pick ONE and i’ve mentioned like six lmao sorry

do not even apologize i'm thrilled by this ask! jigsaw falling into place fantastic pick that's been my favorite off in rainbows for a while

[distantnoises-othervoices]

Here’s a Colin Greenwood interview in Spin Magazine in 1997.

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[that-sad-bi-bitch]

im coming out..

as a radiohead fan. i love radiohead. i am a fan of rh and i shamelessly think platinum blonde thom yorke is fit as fuck.

i am a radiohead stan.

httt: love it, heartbroken there wasnt more deep voice thom like a wolf at the door.

the bends: my favourite song oat is high and dry but the whole album is sexy.

amsp: PLEASE INJECT IT INTO MY VEINS!! what i would do for this album with its sad sexiness to become drug form

okc: SUBTERRANEAN HOMESICK ALIEN OMFG. i first listened to paranoid android at 13 and it changed who i am as a person forever.

kid a/amnesiac: dont listen to much, think ive only properly listened to both a couple of times but radiohead is radiohead

in rainbows: “omg i love weird fishes” but i do. it slaps. and all i need? the perfect combination of sad and beautiful

pablo honey: least fave cause of creep but creep is iconic.

cannot rank a single one of these albums i love them all<3

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[delakidd-blog]

Karma Police.

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Radio head 🎸🎥 Radiohead are an English rock band formed in Abingdon-on-Thames in 1985. The band consists of Thom Yorke (vocals, guitar, piano, keyboards), brothers Jonny Greenwood (lead guitar, keyboards, other instruments) and Colin Greenwood (bass), Ed O'Brien(guitar, backing vocals) and Philip Selway (drums, percussion). They have worked with producer Nigel Godrich and cover artist Stanley Donwood since 1994. After signing to EMI in 1991, Radiohead released their debut single "Creep" in 1992. It became a worldwide hit after the release of their debut album, Pablo Honey(1993). Their popularity and critical standing rose in the United Kingdom with the release of their second album, The Bends (1995). Radiohead's third album, OK Computer (1997), brought them international fame; noted for its complex production and themes of modern alienation, it is often acclaimed as a landmark record of the 1990s and one of the best albums in popular music. Kid A(2000) and Amnesiac (2001), recorded simultaneously, marked a dramatic change in style, incorporating influences from experimental electronic music, 20th-century classical music, krautrock, and jazz. Kid A divided listeners but was named the best album of the decade by Rolling Stone, Pitchfork and The Times. Hail to the Thief (2003) mixed rock and electronic music with lyrics inspired by the War on Terror, and was Radiohead's final album for EMI. Their subsequent releases have pioneered alternative release platforms such as pay-what-you-want and BitTorrent; Radiohead self-released their seventh album, In Rainbows (2007), as a download for which customers could set their own price, to critical and chart success. Their eighth album, The King of Limbs (2011), an exploration of rhythm, was developed using extensive looping and sampling. A Moon Shaped Pool (2016) prominently featured Jonny Radiohead had sold more than 30 million albums worldwide by 2011. Their work places highly in both listener polls and critics' lists of the best music of the 1990s, 2000s, and 2010s. They were inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame in 2019. #rockband #radiohead #rockmusic #radioheadfans #carmapolice (at London, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/music_factory_x/p/ByoDxS3isD-/?igshid=1jf1a689lwurw

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