#ripaugustames

[juanochaland]

Sup dudes! Gonna drop another track for y’all tomorrow! That sound cool!? Y’all okay with that!? :3 Check out my last track ‘it felt fine’ on my soundcloud as well if you haven’t! Link’s in my Bio! Thank you for those that have heard it and given feedback, it means the world to me! I can’t wait for you guys to hear this next one! ❤️ #CoolCoolCoolTightTightTight #indiepop #indie #indiemusic #greasy #riplilpeep #ripaugustames soundcloud.com/vcoolvtight

[hueykratos]

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Just a snippet of something from August Ames. What do you guys think ? #ripaugustames #augustames @august._.ames_ #rip #SoundCloud #hiphop #rapper #porngirls #spotify #itunes #gonebutneverforgotten #elevatormusic #trap #trapmusic #trapstar #perfectplug #rap #soundcloudrapper #clout #hiphop #membersonly #rapper #youtube #music #rap #rapper #album #albumcover #channelo #mtv #tracetv #tracetvafrica #tracetvurban #tallracks https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsw688wlvRT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=h2sf6yhpm7zu

[adamide-blog]

#RIPAugustAmes This beautiful woman took her own life because of cyberbullying on Twitter. These people would kill to live one day in her shoes. She won two awards from @avn and was one of the most successful adult actresses today. She can decide who she works with. It's her choice. Let other people live their life and live your own. Maybe if these people had done that she'd still be alive, brightening people's lives like I know she did. Also, this story is getting no national attention. A 23-year-old woman took her own life, and it seems like no one cares, like the people that bullied her. She's a human being. Just because she's a pornstar doesn't mean when she dies it should be swept under the rug. You know this thing everyone loves called the internet? Well it wouldn't exist w/o the porn industry and all the people that make it successful, like beautiful August. Cyberbullying doesn't describe the amount of backlash she received. The actor she didn't want to work with told her to apologize or take a cyanide pill. Unbelievable. #Repost @avn (@get_repost) ・・・ Rest In Peace @msmaplefever

[namphan1983]

#ripaugustames (at New York metropolitan area)

[thepunkerslut]

PART IV of V It feels like this is everything and this is how it's going to be. They feel broken and stuck. No matter how much you try to intervene as an outsider, it seems like we are shouting positive-reassurement into a void.  Now, you may be sitting there thinking "I've been depressed. I have been through these things and felt these things but I snapped out of it. They can too." Crab mentality aside, every human being is different. The emotional and cognitive tools we are armed with are often the result of luck and circumstances out of one's own control, such as the environment we were raised in. That, and some people physically have a smaller hippocampus than others, but we don't need to go down the neuroscience path too much.  In short: Every person is different. Every person feels things differently. Every person's ability to deal with those feelings is different. Depression manipulates a person to think that the only relief is death itself. As fucked up as this sounds: This is normal. You are normal. If you feel like suicide is the only way out, you and your organs, and your neurochemical transmitters and receivers, and your brain, and your hormone release system are all working perfectly normal. Yes, it feels like shit. Yes, it's fucking agony that I wish not on even my worst enemy. But you're normal. Dysfunction isn't abnormal. You're not broken or weird. Dysfunction is the only logical response to fucked up, immensely disturbed, circumstances. You don't hit a person in the fucking head with a sledgehammer and ask why it didn't make them smarter. So why do we hold people to fucked up standards as if we are all the same person and expect them not to feel like shit? It's society that's fucked. Not you. You're fine. The world is a fucking horrible place that aims to chew us up and spit us out. And that's not even just a metaphor. Naive naturalists love to wax poetic about how much mother nature provides, but even out there in the tangible, natural, physical world - this Earth is not kind. CONTINUED ON NEXT POST... #RIPAugustAmes For Immediate Help Call 1-833-456-4566

[cosafinatattoo]

RIP August Ames 🙏🏻 Se ha ido una de las más grandes estrellas del cine de adultos. Fue un orgullo que vieras los trabajos que hice con tus fotografías de @vixenxofficial y que te gustaran tanto. Espero que te encuentres como puse en uno de ellos: “Welcome to Paradise” Descansa en paz @august._ames @msmaplefever #augustames #ripaugustames #rip http://ift.tt/2nF5oOg

[thepunkerslut]

PART V of V There's an old quote I've taken with me over the years, and I heard it first so long ago that I cannot for the life of me remember where I heard it, or even if I'm remembering it accurately. But essentially:  "Insanity and psychosis aren't wrong. Insanity and psychosis are perfectly normal responses of the human brain when subjected to very unhealthy stimuli."  So again, you are not broken. You are not wrong. You are normal. You are responding perfectly reasonably to bad shit. You are allowed to feel horrible. Just remember that it passes. Be fucking kind to each other. No matter how experienced we are, we never truly can fully understand the pains of those around us. Remind your loved ones that they are loved. Hug them. Remind them that they can call upon you for help whenever needed. Express gratitude for their friendship. Tell them that you love them, because none of us escape this world alive, and, very easily, they can be gone tomorrow. You're going to be okay. Even if you're completely broken right now, you are normal and you are going to be okay. No matter how bad it feels, remember that it passes. It always passes. If you ever hold me to one thing that I have ever said ever it is that: IT. ALWAYS. GETS. BETTER. Again: You are going to be okay. I love you all. Hit me up if you ever need anything. I'm here for you. #RIPAugustAmes For Immediate Help Call 1-833-456-4566 Chat: http://www.crisisservicescanada.ca/en/ Texting: 45645

[hueykratos]

Gone but not forgotten RIP August Ames. #ripaugustames #augustames @august._.ames_ #rip #SoundCloud #hiphop #rapper #porngirls #spotify #itunes #gonebutneverforgotten #elevatormusic #trap #trapmusic #trapstar #perfectplug #rap #soundcloudrapper #clout #hiphop #membersonly #rapper #youtube #music #rap #rapper #album #albumcover #channelo #mtv #tracetv #tracetvafrica #tracetvurban #tallracks https://www.instagram.com/p/BqFx7ObjZ3m/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1oydic9sa5ctq

[thepunkerslut]

PART III of V Of course, it is temporary because when you hurt yourself you're not actually changing the circumstances that caused the stress in the first place, so, unfortunately, the self-harm route becomes repetitive and addictive. (Note, that all mammalian stress responses are very similar, and this is the same reason why dogs who are mistreated and kenneled for too long lick themselves or chew themselves to the point of bleeding. Stress reduction. Self-harm exists in nature too.) Another thing about stress and depression that most people don't tell you about, is that they come with a cyclical grief and guilt. That does not mean grief and guilt that may have been reasons to contribute to the depression to begin with, but grief and guilt about the depression itself. The sufferer asks themselves why they are so deeply impacted by whatever induced this state, which adds to the worry and induces more stress. Sex, sleep, and appetite are negatively impacted, so other tiers of the sufferer's life such as family relations and performance at work become reminders that the sufferer is becoming a burden to those around them, or that they are failing themselves. Those who suffer depression often beat themselves up due to how depression is expected to be socially perceived, regardless of how supportive their social environment may be. It's repetitive. It's cyclical and self-sustaining. It's hell. Here's another thing about stress and depression that most people don't tell you about: Depression induces delusion. All of that guilt about not being well, and worry that you're not going to get better, gets the sufferer over- and under-interpreting facts to the point of distortion. This isn't melodrama. It's science. The cyclical stress of having been so deeply impacted by something - matter what it was - makes a person so hyper-analytical about themselves, their situation, their social standing, etc., that they often suffer a specific form of madness with their depression. It feels absolute.  CONTINUED ON NEXT POST... #RIPAugustAmes For Immediate Help Call 1-833-456-4566

[hueykratos]

Gone but not forgotten RIP August Ames. #ripaugustames #augustames @august._.ames_ #rip #SoundCloud #hiphop #rapper #porngirls #spotify #itunes #gonebutneverforgotten #elevatormusic #trap #trapmusic #trapstar #perfectplug #rap #soundcloudrapper #clout #hiphop #membersonly #rapper #youtube #music #rap #rapper #album #albumcover #channelo #mtv #tracetv #tracetvafrica #tracetvurban #tallracks https://www.instagram.com/p/BqFxyzaDIbH/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1dolb5tk6tl3d

[thepunkerslut]

PART II of V There is a scale called "The Holmes-Rae Stress Inventory" that summarizes and grades the most stressful events humans can experience. Looking at them all, and very few are things are things we were forced to deal with during the hundreds of thousands of years in between "humans existing" and "inception of civilization, society, and technology". No mortgage debt.  No cheating spouses. No job loss. No dopamine-draining social media addiction. No imprisonment. No car crashes. No divorce. No bullying. We will never know exactly what was going on through August's head and heart the moment that she took her own life, but considering the stigmas and troubles that adult performers are too often exposed to, and considering the events leading up to her passing, it's almost certain that they were ones brought on by social constructs. These are all very new things to us as a species, so our stress response systems are not properly wired to deal with them. The response your body is priming you for (specifically by releasing the stress-induced release of hormones called "glucocorticoids") is running away from the predator that's trying to eat you.  The reason you lose sleep when you're stressed and depressed is because your body thinks it's time to run from a predator, not stop to sleep. The reason you lose appetite when you're stressed and depressed is because your body thinks it's time to run from a predator, not stop to eat. The reason you lose libido when you're stressed and depressed is because your body thinks it's time to run from a predator, not stop to fuck. The reason self-harm "works" as a temporary stress reliever, is because the same hormone that is released to tell your body "I have run as much as I could, my muscles have maxed out and ache, you can stop sending me stress hormones now" is the same hormone that is released from pain. The pain tells your body "I've exerted myself to the point of pain, we must be out of trouble if I am still alive", and you literally stop receiving the stress hormone that is priming your body. CONTINUED ON NEXT POST... #RIPAugustAmes For Immediate Help Call 1-833-456-4566