#rly gr8 way to start the day

[twinknote]

venting cw serious illness, parental end of life shit, vague abuse mention, vague alcoholism mention

sooo i just learned that my stepdad has approximately one billion serious medical things going on (his bloodwork is shit, he has big issues w several important organs, they don’t know the cause yet) and a couple weeks ago my dad told me his cancer has come back And my mom has been in cancer treatment for years now.

it’s just really difficult to process and very complicated bc i’ve only recently (semi) come to terms with the fact that my stepdad and mom are emotionally abusive and neglectful in many aspects. and honestly i think my stepdad is a piece of shit and his alcoholism has given me Sooo much trauma. Which has part of me like Ha ur kidneys are fucked up, wonder why!!! but obv on the whole it’s still really sad and makes me feel like i need to put energy into comforting and helping him when i barely even have energy for myself (i KNOW my cfs/me is gonna be completely overshadowed by their health issues and they’re probably gonna push me to help out more when it would really negatively affect my health) and i also still rly need to get Several forms of medical treatment that now i’m like Hmm is this as important as theirs, is it worth the money?

i also just fucking hate being 24 and having parents going into their 70’s bc idk anyone else who’s going thru smth like this. i feel rly alone and altho i’m v thankful and looking forward to being able to process w my therapist (love u diamond xoxo) i just feel so heavy and alone yk?

it’s also just hitting rly hard rn bc i Really love my bio dad So much and he has Actually been trying really hard to improve his health and i just value his presence in my life So much. and i feel like i never have the energy to see him or connect with him and it makes me feel like i’m missing out on so much that i’m never gonna be able to get back and also like i’m a shit child. and then i’m over here stuck living with my stepdad who has hurt me so much and has not given a shit abt his health for Decades and is p much resigning himself to rotting away in his recliner and i’m supposed to be nice to him???

idk thx for reading if u got this far and if you’ve been thru something similar i would love some solidarity/support 🖤🖤🖤

[userastarion]

for the spooky asks

witch, nighttime, and 🕸 crunchy leaves or acorns?

witch - what was your favorite costume from past years?

okay so i have had some solid bangers - my grandma made me a full medieval dress with multiple layers to wear when i was 12 - but honestly most recently i have to say when i was a modernized witch in 2019!! it was all normal clothes but i felt very cool, and i was in NYC so i walked around with a moon on my face and shit all day. i went to the MET like that. it was great & im obsessed w the aesthetic

(i just loved the vibe bc i looked like that at the MET. and also the shawl was super warm which was gr8 for fall in new york. please ignore the fact that these are both from my instagram stories 😂 i had a hat originally but i don’t think it fit in my suitcase when we traveled)

nighttime - favorite halloween movie?

so i only rly started coming back to these in recent years but i think i have to say twitches!!! altho i watched hocus pocus for the first time in a looooong time last year and had an absolute blast so maybe that one too

🕸️ - crunchy leaves or acorns?

crunchy leaves all the way. the leaves don’t really change color much where i live but i love the colors when they do, and the SOUND?? unmatched

spooky season asks!

[cozymochi]

I already know this, but it’s worth asking-

What are elements of the soft retcon you love and what elements do you still prefer from the original continuity?

AFTER OUR BINGE, I noticed a lot of things.

but im too scared to blast this to the masses cuz it involves some tinfoil hats on my part so 😭 It’s kind of long and dumb.

The soft retcon stuff I like is definitely the design overhaul. I dunno. I really like the more saturated and bright look. Both for the aesthetics and the characters. Though I’ve seen people rly hate that. …Not my problem though!

A BIG THING I LIKE: I think I like the soft-retcon Membrane family waaaay better.

After watching the main series’ I kinda noticed how much harder it was to root for Dib, or how kiiinda flat the other members of the family were. Don’t get it twisted, I liked ‘em fine as they were. They just didn’t really do anything for me. It’s definitely evident that JV and co didn’t quite pin down what they wanted for them yet. (This kinda thing is pretty normal for anyone I think, sometimes ur characters are just gonna be wips for a while, and IZ was cut off really fast)

The overhauls in the soft retcon (primarily in ETF) such as making Dib’s general motivation more personally driven, or making the family dynamic a little better (and cooler in some cases) I think makes them all a bit more palatable as characters? I dunno. Lol. I just like seeing more positive things. (I don’t view this as in-universe “character development” tho that’s kinda weird imo, sometimes it really just is easier to say that somebody just changed their mind). The Membranes in ETF definitely feel like a fleshed-out culmination of stuff that was getting rolling in the comics.

Even if the gainax ending in ETF punches me in the face.

(And believe me i got a myriad of issues with the comics, but those guys aren’t really one of them) 

The stuff I prefer in the original continuity though is pretty much everything and anything having to do with the Irkens and other aliens.

BECAUSE THAT STUFF WAS PRETTY GREAT and I think it got shafted pretty badly in the comics and ETF. I can see why though. I read some JV interview from 2015 (I think on IGN? Idfk. I should’n’t have been on incognito), around the time the IZ comics were getting started. Long story short, he wanted to use the comics as a means to address all the problems he had with the Membranes in the og series and kinda… revise them. Which, gr8 yay, they needed it imo

As for Zim? He said Zim wouldn’t change.

Call it my tinfoil hat moment, but I think that that mindset was exactly the issue… Zim and co. were VERY defined and fleshed out by the og series end (as wack as some later eps were gonna be), but I think just leaving them to the wayside like that as characters that don’t need change (i.e. that much attention) is exactly why Zim, The Tallest, and much of the other space-centric stuff kinda got warped and flanderized. Or, hell, not referenced altogether. Zim got dumber, the Tallest got dumber, and a lot of the other space things specifically involving ID2 kinda… phased out.

Sometimes what you remember a character being like, wasn’t what they were like at all. And if u don’t reaaally work with them, ur gonna exaggerate or even forget whole things. The Membranes were worked on with the intent of fleshing them out and reworking them to what we end up seeing in ETF.

Zim? He wasn’t. He was just considered fine as he was, and while I agree with that on principle, in the comics execution he doesn’t quite feel the same. He feels more like… maybe a caricature is too harsh? But. Definitely weird. I’m just not nearly as invested. :( (There are a couple exceptions, but. Meh)

But I should also mention in that same interview the point of the comics wasn’t really for lore or continuing setups from season 2, but just random anthologies and a sandbox to fix up some characters *cough* the membranes. Unfortunately, that didn’t include the titular one. Meh. What can ya do.

SO YEAH. ORIGINAL CONTINUITY ZIM AND CO? Yes. They WERE more fleshed out and defined. But plz, that doesn’t mean nothing else can be done with them! ya gotta actually work with them! Character expansion happens naturally. …Eh. What would I know? I don’t have a dang series.

This is kind of an aside: But I really don’t like the idea of trying to make the soft retcon retroactively fit into the old continuity yet have both things play out in the exact same way. Sometimes it makes sense, other times it just makes something get framed a whole a lot worse unintentionally by trying to deem it as “unseen character development.” Trying to tie everything together under a single path is kinda dumb imo. There’s no way to do that without making something a lot more FUCKEDDDD. Or way more complicated. IZ was workshopped waaay too much in it’s run to do that jfhfhchv

And, personally, I don’t really like making things more complicated tbh. Sometimes— as dumb as this sounds— not looking into stuff is much easier to swallow than trying to make everything work as a single unit.

All a soft retcon is is just: “things pretty much are setup the same they just played out a bit differently.” You may as well call ETF a soft retcon of Zim Issue #1 /s There’s just no way, man. God forbid this go into anime territory with “HERE IS A DIFFERENT TIMELINE” OH GOD NO!!

It’s ok guys really. Sometimes… things just be like that aight…

and that’s why at the end of the day we hand-wave it by not getting too deep, or pick and choose what we like and head out :DD

and let’s be real despite what i praise i don’t enjoy everything from the soft retcon, if my zim rant wasn’t enough. Like how i don’t enjoy everything from the comics or OG series. And despite my wording I actually don’t take all of this that personally.

…But it’d sure be nice if i could have all the good stuff from all of it mushed together. Gimme the alien lore from the og series, gimme the membranes and earth from ETF, and—

…

well idk wtf i’d take from the comics lmaooo maybe the Gaz plots.

[chocosvt]

hello tiny butterfly! 👋🏼 how are you? i just come here to say that your blog are beautiful and i admire your writing. do you have any tips for someone who wants to start to write? what are the steps to create such a beautiful art as your fics?

i hope you have a good day/night! 🤎

omg i can’t believe you just called me a tiny butterfly 😭💗 that is such a cute nickname dare i say my heart skipped a beat 🦐 hehe thnk you so much !! hmm let me see, i will try to think up some good helpful tips for you!

i guess i would preface my advice with: BE KIND TO URSELF! trust me – ur writing is going to change the more you continue to practice. there will be times when you feel rly inadequate or uninspired or burnt out, all of which is normal! so always be patient, and keep in mind that no matter how much you improve, you’ll still have off days :_) it’s no worry at all!

okay tip two: i would say to NOT force ur writing! each time i’ve forced myself to finish a piece i always have regrets. additionally, forcing urself to do a leisurely activity will strip away its fun 😢 i’ve found the best thing to do is just step away from it for a few days, a week if need be, work on other projects in the meantime if you’re still feeling the urge to write. but try to avoid that particular piece and wait for ur interest to come back naturally.

tip three: don’t feel pressured to write smth fantastic and gripping and never seen before! writing simple plots that have been around for a long time is a gr8 way to practice (eg: coffee shop!au’s, soulmate!au’s, uni/college!au’s). i kinda see these as the building blocks to expanding ur little creative universe. they’re small but necessary in a way!

tip four: try challenging urself with a speedrun! a lot of the times when we write, we backpedal and make so many clicks, constantly replace words and delete paragraphs. just for fun, try writing a scene without thinking abt it too heavily. i tried this a few times in honey boy and it helped me blast through a couple scenes. besides, you can always return to them later to tidy up when you proofread.

tip five: if you’re someone who struggles to write off the cuff (as in, you hardly plan and have a spontaneous approach to ur plots) i would suggest outlining ur plot in bulletpoints before you begin to write. i’ve found that using the bulletpoint strategy allows you to write nonchronologically (idk if that’s a word LOL but whatev) and skip scenes which may be giving you a hard time. it’s pretty efficient too! also makes it easier to cut out/replace scenes ahead of time rather than typing it all out before you realize it’s kinda pointless or saying nothing.

tip six: don’t be afraid of words like “SAID” or “SAYS” djjsjsjska which may seem like a stupid tip but sometimes it’s easy to lose the reader when you’re too focused on flowery language. i say this from experience bc i WAS THAT WRITER so consequently i had to learn the hard way. i think it’s important to be mindful of the language you’re using, eg: am i inserting all these fancy hoo ha words to create the preception i’m a wordsmith VS should i place them appropriately in places where they would be more impactful and grab the reader’s attention. i think this can be sort of difficult for new writers to comprehend instantly, so sometimes it’s good to have a beta reader who might catch those hard-to-read blocks!

tip seven: the world is ur freaking oyster okay. writing has no boundaries!! you can litrally design ANYTHING you want🌜you can bring worlds to life!! so pls HAVE FUN WITH IT 💗 i think the first tip of not forcing urself is so important bc writing can be the best stress reliever, but only if you listen to what ur mind and body r saying. the reason i haven’t gotten tired of writing after all these yrs is bc i don’t try to pull the motivation out when it’s not there. i just do it when i feel like it and i luv it 👽

[staysocky]

answering a handful of asks under the cut !!

answers & replies here are generally:

brush settings

misc. responses

(MANY OF THESE I’M ANSWERING...VERY LATE.... IM SO SORRY FOR THE DELAY I JUST WANTED TO WAIT A BIT SO I COULD COMPILE EVERYTHING ALL TOGETHER.....)

Anonymous said: Hello friend may I ask about your brush settings? Because I am in love with your colouring and line work!

Anonymous said: Your art is so cute! What brushes do you use?

Answer: i main SAI2 now, but here are the same settings when i was using them in the original SAI!! 

(i just copied my own settings in SAI2 now so they should work the same... also sometimes i use the marker tool for doodling nowadays)

Anonymous said: do you post speedpaints anywhere? i'd love to see your painting process! your art style is phenomenal hngh 

Anonymous said: Do you have a youtube channel? Just wondering, since I can't seem to find it. I'd like to watch some speedpaints or something .u.

Anonymous said: could do you a tutorial on how you color hair??? its so pretty and baffles me all the time

Anonymous said: Would you ever do a tutorial showing how you draw? I've see you post on how you color but not lineart (ps your style is super duper cute!!)

Anonymous said: Ayy ;3c hello stocky, your art is amazing ;; how is your process for color your drawings? Plz need to know! God bless you♥

Anonymous said: How do you color soooo well? Can I get some tips? ( ;n; )

Answer: i’ve sometimes done lil art streams for friends before! i could use the same capture software to make speedpaints sometime.... i’ve been considering it for a while actually! 

my process can be a lil sloppy when i try to break it down into steps for tutorials so i think the best way to show + explain is through art streams (& video process)... 

i was thinking of starting art streams on twitch in the near future too... it’s just when i’ll finally be able to get setup finally that i’d be able to set a streaming schedule

Anonymous said: I never played Megaman but I used to watch my older brother play it, and I finally started playing it because of your art too lmao (i love it)

Answer: MEGAMAN GOOD!!! im so glad you’re enjoying the series now too!!

Anonymous said: Socky, will you restock the sanic charms (the knuckles and tails link one) or make other characters?? i love them !

Answer: THANK YOU i’m glad u like em!! each time they sell out i do plan to restock them so no worries!! 👍 I AM AIMING TO MAKE MORE CHARMS OF OTHER SONIC CHARACTERS TOO they’ll come eventually when i’m able to make the designs & get them ordered!!

Anonymous said: ((whispers, this may have been asked before and I wasn't sure where to ask it, but what does "i tried my best x5" mean? is it a reference to something? ;;))

Answer: OH NO WORRIES I’LL CLEAR IT UP!! it’s in reference to a youtube user’s rp comments as “kagamine len”. i’ve seen it MANY years ago & at that time it became sorta an inside joke between me & my friends. 

later i referenced/used it as a response a few times on my len askblog to keep it going.

it’s a small lil thing i guess but i’ve sorta adopted the saying now haha

Anonymous said: socks r gr8 doncha think

Anonymous said: ookay im going to sleep now sorry

Answer: no come back you are valid !!

Anonymous said: your aRT gives me heARTATTACKKKS

Answer: BREATHE, ANON

Anonymous said: I JUST FOUND YOUR BLOG AND I LOVE YOUR ART STYLE! <3

Anonymous said: Wanted to say I absolutely love your art and how you draw the Kagamines. Please keep it up!

Anonymous said: HELLO I JUST. WANNA SAY I ADORE YOUR ART AND BLOGS !! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK AND I ALSO WISH YOU ALL THE BEST !!

Anonymous said: your art makes me cry out of joy. I am actually crying because your style makes me so happy!!!! keep up the good work!! <3

Anonymous said: your artstyle. CUTE

@transjackatlas​ said: you art style is absolutely adorable 💙💚💕

@emmi-san​ said: I only wanted to say that I love your art style and the cute representations of the vocaloid songs ✨💕

@tyranart​ said: Your arts wonderful and I hope your day is full of nothing but enjoyment

@thekillermarti​ said: how do you draw so cute?!

@neykoart​ said: YOUR ARTSTYLE IS SO CUTE OH MY GOD YOUR TETO DRAWING WARMS MY HEART SO MUCH

@dumiz-hyper-saiyan​ said:  Hiya! I wanted to ask, how is your art so great!? You are so so talented (I know it’s not really a question but I love your drawings so much! I hope we can be friends cause you seem to be a amazing person!) hehe!♥️

@seraphofivorylight​ said:  (￣▽￣) i just found ur blog today and i want to say i really love how soft ur art is !! its super pleasing to look and i definitely wish i could have some of these as prints to slap onto my wall of posters ✨ keep doing ur good work !! i hope ur doing well !!

Answer: THANK YOU SO MUCHHCH!!!!! i’m glad y’all are enjoying my art u folks are the MVPs & it’s super motivating to get your nice feedback _(┐「ε:)_ 💕 💕 //sends you all my lov e

@moderndayoutsider​ said: Just thought I'd shoot a message and say that I absolutely ADORE your art and you're one of my inspirations <3 God bless! Keep on doing what you're doing! :D

Anonymous said: ahh i wana say that ive been a fan of you for years and youve inspired my own art sm T_T... bout time i told you how much i love ur stuff 💖💖💖

Anonymous said: Woah, I'm a bit new to your blog and I just want to say how cute your art is. I'm literally so glad this was on my recommended. If I hadn't clicked on your blog then I don't know where I would be. To be honest, I would send you this on my real account but I'm actually really afraid to talk to you, and plus I'm really shy heheh. But keep up the good work! You're an inspiration to us all.

Anonymous said: Hi socky!!! I just wanna drop by and say that I love ur art so so so much !! The coloring and shape of it is so appealing and sometimes I spend hours at a time on your social media just marveling your art. It's really pretty!! Keep up the good work ✨✨✨

Answer: sdfgFDGDdsf knowing that u folks are inspired by my works makes it all worth it, i hope u know (;__;💕 💕 thank you so much for sticking around & enjoying!!! it really means A LOT pleas y’all have a lovely week!!

Anonymous said: Do you take commissions?

Anonymous said: Commission?

Answer: I SORTA HAVE COMMISSIONS OPEN tho i take them by a commission form which puts you on a waitlist. i’m more active on my twitter and tweet updates, & handle most contact about them there...

here’s a link to the tweet about my current commission info + the link to the form is inside --> [comm info]

Anonymous said: Where are you from? Your art is so clean and stylish!! 💖✨

@mysticmangaanimepainter​ said: What year u start drawing???😮 

Answer: started drawing wayyy back when i was able to first hold a crayon haha. tho i sorta started paying attention to what i was doing around middle school? started drawing digitally between middle & high school iirc... im from the US also !!

AAAND AGAIN A LOT OF THESE WERE ASKED/SENT VERY LONG AGO.....  & IM SORRY FOR JUST NOW ANSWERING THEM... o+<

but to all who’s sent me nice messages & words of encouragement, thank you so much 😭💕💕💕 i rly appreciate em all & even tho i’m not very responsive here on tumblr i rly like to look at and read the messages from time to time;;;💖

[bonbongiveshell]

all the even questions!

2. Are relationships ever worth it?

Yeah, anything that makes you happy is worth it

4. Are you in a relationship?

I am in a queerplatonic relationship

6. Are you single this year?

yeup

8. Describe your crush

I have a crush on everybody who’s ever been nice to me ever

10. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Nah

12. Do you forgive betrayal?

Nop

14. Do you have a crush on anyone?

See #8

16. Do you have any tattoos?

No :(

20. Do you shower every day?

No I have depression

22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

My mom and sister are likely thinking about if I will be on time to pick them up and I know for sure my dog is thinking that she’d like me to let her in the house

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

No and tbh I wouldn’t want to be

26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

My mom has expressed that sentiment

28. Have you ever been cheated on?

Not sure

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?

I’d get top surgery and there was a time I would have killed for liposuction

32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?

See #8

34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?

I’ve never had sex

36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?

See #8

38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

hmmmmmmm yes

40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?

Yes, they weren’t as into it as I’d hoped

42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?

Maybe 3 seconds

44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?

Just one boyfriend

,,,,maybe one and a half

46. How many times did you have sex last year?

0 of the times

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

I would say they should tell that person and that I’m glad they’ve found someone who makes them happy

50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

Nah, he’s not rly my type anymore

52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?

Yeah. She only wanted me around when she didn’t have anything better to do

54. Is there someone you will never forget?

Yeah, I miss her :(

56. State 8 facts about your body

It’s a broken husk of thing

It is sturdy

My bones don’t grow right

I am hourglass leaning towards pear shaped

I can withstand much pain

I have a lot of scars

It is a good place for animals to nap on

My feet point outwards instead of straight on

58. What are five ways to win your heart?

See #8

Be gender nonconforming

Be talented/hardworking at your vocation

Be very clear about your feelings

Be passionate about something

60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?

About 2-3 years maybe?

62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?

Choke meeeeeee

64. What is your definition of cheating?

Breaking the terms upon which the relationship was founded specifically with regard to another person

66. What is your favourite roleplay?

I love pretending to be like a rly powerful mysterious entity like a vampire or something who sought me out and placed themselves under my power

68. What is your sexual orientation?

Asexual lesbian

70. What turns you on?

Not a damn thing

72. What words do you like to hear during sex?

I like to hear about how  gr8 and hot and amazing I am and what kinds of things all my great and powerful and amazingness makes them want to do and how it makes them feel

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?

Long hair. I like to pull~

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?

I’ve never done a nice thing in my entire life

78. What’s your dirtiest secret?

I read hentai but don’t get off on it

80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

I told my sister I loved her a few hours ago

82. Who is the last person you hugged?

Probably my mom last Thursday

84. Why did your last relationship fail?

I wasn’t worth it to him anymore

[lunarpanda]

I finally finished all of Battle Spirits! I’m gonna dump some thoughts about the individual seasons and then rank them after all the text. Big text dump so under the cut!

Shounen Toppa Bashin: Pretty good, kind of a lighthearted slice of life type of anime but with card games in it. The game doesn’t take up much of the episode like maybe the last 5 minutes, which is good considering I don’t think the card game is the interesting. Love the characters, love the cute critter mascots, love the cute art style. The style for the spirits kinda suck tho, they get better later on but this is the ugly phase for them IMO. 

Shounen Gekiha Dan: Also pretty good. It’s more series and they play the card game for half the episode so you’ll get 10 minutes of plot and then 10 minutes of card game and that’s essentially gonna be how long the card game goes from now on. Characters are pretty strong too, Clackey Ray being my fave (helps that Daisuke Ono voices him so it’s like a flirtatious Jyushi.) It’s still a little on the lighter side of things but it’s more of an adventure show than Toppa.

Brave: This one is where I kinda... stopped paying attention kinda. It’s a continuation of the Dan season but stakes are higher, and shit’s a lot more serious. There’s not a lot of humor and that’s kinda boring to me. *shrug* Doesn’t help that best boy Clackey gets pushed aside to other characters. I hear that this is the best series but I don’t agree, but then again I prefer lighter fair. Plus considering my brain just turns to mush when the card game happens it’s just like... “shit happens on screen and all of a sudden, it’s over and I don’t absorb a thing that happened in the battle.”

Heroes: Heroes goes back to being a somewhat lighter slice of life series. Card game still goes on longer but it’s more comedic and there’s no big bad or anything. Just a series of tournaments sprinkled in every so often. Characters aren’t bad, but they could be a little better. Best charas are Chihiro, an aspiring card artist, Tegamaru, a serious rival but is nicer than he looks (lowkey reminds me of Paul from Pokemon D/P but not a piece of shit) and voiced by Jun Fukuyama, Mika, the card shopkeeper that constantly cosplays as either a Penta or a panda (so you know... the best character), and of course, Safari, best pupper. All in all, pretty good. I don’t think it’s better than Toppa Bashin since they focus on the card game more but still, worth a watch.

Sword Eyes: Similar to Dan it’s another adventure/fantasy season. I don’t think it’s THAT good, I do kinda prefer the Dan characters over the Sword Eyes characters but not all of the SE characters are that bad. I like Kitzakura and Hagakure just fine but there’s a lot of them that don’t get good characterization. It’s also not as serious as Brave but I think it was a touch more serious than Dan. But it’s just kinda meh. 

Saikyou Ginga Ultimate Zero: This is ultimately the best season IMO. The characters are great and the art is great. It’s another adventure series but in space! I enjoy how the main boy Rei, instead of being the obligatory “main chara must use red and be a little hot-headed”, he’s primarily a cheerful dude that uses all colors depending on the day. One of his starting colors is red though, but it’s still refreshing to not have the main dude just use red. There’s also a couple little dragons who are essentially the mascots of the series but can also be summoned into battle which is a first for the series. I think having them be actual characters is way better than just them being mindless monsters that just show up for the battles. The other characters aren’t that bad either, there are two tag along kids that joins Rei, but they aren’t terrible IMO. Salt is gr8 (but there’s my JunFuku bias), there’s a Team Rocket-esque group that are pretty fun, and the rivals are pretty good too. The art is rly nice, bright colors, different locations almost every episode and they’re all pretty sweet. While the story kinda goes to shit later on (esp in the last 5 or so episodes when the actual big bad shows up) but the majority of the show is super good. Def worth a checking out.

Burning Soul: It’s weird how the best season is followed by the worst season. The story is predictable and boring once the tournament is set up, the art isn’t that special. The characters aren’t interesting at all (save for Kanna who doesn’t battle at all and is just there for explanation, and Hanzou who battles like 3 times), and tbh... the worst of all is that it’s ALL battles. There’s a couple eps in the beginning that doesn’t have battles in the episode, but this is the first series that has battles that go on the entire episode. So if you’re not into the card game this is gonna be a bad and long one. One notable thing about this show is that it’s the only time where a protag from a previous series is involved. For the New Year’s special they bring back Bashin for a tag battle. But other than that, there’s not rly a lot of noteworthy things about it IMO. Pretty bad.

Double Drive: This is the last of the main Battle Spirits series and possibly the hardest to find? The person who was subbing BS (heh) got so burnt out by Burning Soul that they stopped subbing the series and so Double Drive isn’t fully available at the time of this writing. And it might be for a good reason. While Drive is a touch better than Soul, it’s kinda weak. Characters keep losing their prized Zodiac cards in battles so they have to get it back the next episode and it goes back and forth like that. The characters are OK, like Sandrat and Mei are fine, Mofumofu and Shaushau get the seal of mascot approval from me but some characters like.... Eto and Kinoto do mostly nothing (besides heal and steer the ship) and aren’t particularly interesting. The humor on it is a little better, it’s lighter than Burning Soul being mostly serious but still. I prolly wont be back to watch it in case the entire series finally does get subbed and put up.

Brave Saga: A continuation of Brave, it’s a small mini series that spans 3 episodes and I think that works best IMO. After Ultimate Zero, the standard 50 episode length series was wearing on me so having something I could finish in an afternoon is good for BS and I think the writers knew that considering this is the first BS animation after 2 or so years after Double Drive (I assume Soul and Drive didn’t do so well generally). But anyways, it’s not bad. I wasn’t burned out from it and I was looking forward to seeing Clackey again. I also enjoy that some characters from Dan that were omitted in Brave like Zungurii and Magisa make a come back. So if you finished Dan and Brave then Brave Saga is something to check out. 

The next series called Kakumei no Gallette isn’t out yet, but it looks to be similar to Brave Saga where it’s a small OVA series so that’s excellent! I’m looking forward to it~ Anyways onto the ranking from best to worst.

Saikyo Ginga Ultimate Zero

Shounen Toppa Bashin

Heroes

Shounen Gekiha Dan

Brave Saga

Sword Eyes

Brave

Double Drive

Burning Soul

I hope all of this was a good read. I don’t make... a lot of these big text posts because my brain can’t think good and I’m no reviewer. But anyways, those are my BS opinions. (heh)

Oh also, for something more concise there’s also this post too!

[alias-b]

NSFW ALPHABET with Billy and Camille pretty please bc I love them and how you write their relationship! 🍒

AHHHH YEAH  😍 OKAY HERE GOES ❤️ 

Smutty Smut Alphabet ~ under the cut for Billy Hargrove and Camille Harper from my fic, Without the Lights. (((Thanks for asking and also anyone can ask me anything about my fic bc I will TALK all day)))

NSFW ALPHABET: Billy & Camille :)))

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

   LISTEN Billy and Camille are touched starved as hellll. They both were into flings where there wasn’t really a whole lot happening after besides getting the fuck outta there. Camille is a rich girl with loving at times but also distant parents. Billy especially is conditioned for aggressive touch in either the form of abuse or lust. So, cuddling was new to him. Camille loves to nestle in and hold him. Tricking Billy into playing little spoon is her fav hobby and he’ll always fall for it. Lazy kisses and lots of tracing her fingertips along his skin and into his hair. Oh, how that boy purrs. Sometimes, he’ll light up and share a quick cigarette with her. If the sex was especially intense or rough, they curl around each other and come down from the high. He loves to massage her when she’s extra sensitive post-coitus bc he’s a little tease. Sometimes that leads to another round. But these two tangle together like they’re caught in a spider’s web and they LOVE the aftercare.

B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)  

   Billy knows he’s a good looking dude, so he’s feeling all of himself most of the time. Boy can flex. Can I also say oral fixation?? He can appreciate a good set of titties but man does he adore the curve of Camille’s ass and hips. Being trapped by her thighs is a win for him any time of day. He’s a muscly fucker and Camille loves the hard weight of him against her. Looooves it. His arms rly do it for her but, she’s happy covering his neck and jaw with kisses bc the boy is sensitive there. Eye contact is also a must annnd can I just say that any time she can appreciate the little dusting of freckles he has….is a good day. ;D

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)

   Dirty Birdies. Billy Hargrove will come on anything. You could throw a plate across the room and this boy already fucked and came on it before it hit the ground. Seeing his spunk drip from her swelled lips after a round drives him wild though. They always always always kiss as dirty as they can after any kind of oral sex. Tongues and spit, the whole mess. Unwritten rule. Camille is big on protection, the girl had an abortion at fifteen with a guy who refused to use condoms. Luckily, Billy has them to spare and is fine coming into them when he’s inside her. She eventually starts birth control and they’re both nervous so he uses the pull out method which is great because he jerks himself onto her ass, tits, or stomach. Until one night, they get into it and he comes inside her and seeing it spill out while she’s twitching post orgasm was unspeakably hot. He’s possessive.

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

  The first time Camille undresses him and spends time just running her hands along his body def ruined him. He’s never been worshiped like that after being lusted after and used by other women young and old. She rubs along his thighs and gives him head. Doesn’t neglect his balls which he appreciates. He thinks about all the ways he wants to fuck her most of the time. Day dreams a lot about fucking her on his workout bench or eating her out while he’s lying down with her sitting on his face. Camille also relishes how strong he is. Billy will pick her up, position her however, pin her, or tug her across the bed. She goes mad. Finally, you can also bet that if Camille is wearing a skirt on the shorter side, his hand’s going up it. Public places be damned.

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

    Billy Hargrove and Camille Harper both wrote books and sequels on the art of fucking. Uh, yES. They know what they’re doing. These two melt together when they get into it. I like to think they bicker about control during the act which leads to a game of submit where they’re both trying to make the other weak in the knees until they give up control. She rolls over him and rubs herself against his dick while she’s kissing his neck. But, he turns her back and slips fingers inside her panties. Tugs her thighs open to eat her out. Scoreboard is pretty even.

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)

  He’s a hot shot who loves to be on top and she goes nuts when he covers her so missionary is standard but maaaaan when Billy lets her into his lap to play. It’s over. He could watch her bounce for hours and that’s after she’s given him great head. Another dirty trick he plays is fucking her from behind on the couch in his room so he can face the mirror and make her watch him undo her completely. ((He likes to watch himself make his gf feel fucking amazing too, the boy is a narcissist what can I say, he good.))

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

   More so serious, they have intent fuck sessions. Usually looking to let out some steam too. Camille is more likely to soften him up with a laugh or joke. They’re vocal fucks.

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

  Ha. Carpet matches drapes for both. Billy takes care of himself and trims just a bit. Kissing down his happy trail is something she loves to do. Camille grooms some but her nasty ex made her shave everything down there so she doesn’t do that anymore being free of his gross ass. They shower often and like being clean but Billy fills his hair with more products than she does so he always smells of them and his hairspray. Camille loves his cologne & aftershave, esp how he dots some above his dick. Billy spends time running his lips and nose along her skin because all her lil lotions and perfumes are to die for.

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

     They loveee just touching and caressing, esp during foreplay. Both huge teases too! Almost more than hard kisses because they get to watch each other’s faces and he thrives off seeing what he can do to poor Camille. So they take time appreciating each other’s bodies. Billy takes Good care of her sexually, often bringing her to orgasm before he comes. Partly a pride thing. She doesn’t mind it when he comes first even if she doesn’t, they have great sex. Frankly, it turns him on more to watch her unhinge when he plays with her so they both win.

J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)

   Ahhhh the answer is just yes. They’re horny 17-18 year old teens. Billy jerks it anytime of day and can still go on to have great sex later. Frankly, they learn early that they love watching each other masturbate as foreplay so they can have sessions of just That when they’re worked up and trying failing to study for a test coming up.

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

   CALLOUT POST: Billy Hargrove has the biggest praise kink in history. If Camille is telling him how gr8 he is and begging, he’s getting off big time. Reason he teases is just to get pleas out of her so he’ll rub his tip along her entrance until she’s wild. Camille telling him how she wants to be fucked, whewww, he’s about it. He plays a dominate bf in bed and pretends he doesn’t like being ordered about by his gf like okay boy u tried. Also, if Camille is wearing tights or panties and not getting them off fast enough, you bet he’s ripping them. Her little cry and the sound of fabric tearing is a major turn on.

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

  Cliche bed bugs when the house is empty bc then they can be loud. Back of his Camaro is a big place up top some cliff over Hawkins where teens go to make out. But, Billy is Billy and will try it in any public place. Pool after dark. Dressing rooms in Starcourt. Hidden spot in library. Hands under the table kind of boy. Likes to fuck her up against the wall/shelves/dressers in her room to see how much shit he can knock down. Camille is game most days. However, she isn’t into shower sex at all, shower time is for private thought. He can pout about it.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

  These two are eye fucking champs. Consider them both worked up most of the time, esp when Camille’s life starts to go sideways. Billy can tease but maaan does Camille own it. A quick smirk in one look, a flash of thigh, or her hand grazing him. Billy already has a Semi. Camille blushing is also a big turn on bc it’s hard to make Queen Bee blush and Billy is the only one who can do it. He also likes to see her wearing his jacket or shirt, again it’s a possessive bf pride thing.

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

   Spanking is as far as they’ll go and even that isn’t much. NO BELTS. She also refuses to get into things like taking dirty pics or anal bc her ex made her do that. Not rly consensual about it either. Restraints are also a no like they’ll get rough and hold each other down but bsdm is not for either of them. Billy was also freaked out to let her be on top after what happened to him in CA but trusted her and now he’s into it. They experiment but read each other’s limits well.

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

   OHHH MAN. OH BOY. Yes. Another huge yes. Billy, Oral Fixation, Hargrove does more with his tongue than most boys do with their whole body. He loves to go down on her. Loves to make her come with his mouth and he’s obscene and messy about it. Makes sounds and moans and spits into her pussy. Fingers her too. Fastest way to make Camille his was with that tongue. Camille, likewise, gives great head. Loves to choke, lap, and suck on his cock. Balls too. Always tries to swallow. There’s a sweet spot just under his tip that she teases and he loses it. Billy comes undone. She’ll do it at the movies or in the car and he’s a goner.

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

   Rough and intense, they both don’t pull any punches when going at it. Billy slams into her and relishes how her legs wobble when she gets up after to go pee. The only reason he’s slowing it is to tease her or draw it out, thus working up his poor gf until she’s squirming.

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

  They both built sex lives on quickies but prefer now to have a proper session where they can go a few rounds. He drags it out and makes her come multiple times if he can. Quickies happen when they’re sneaking around Neil for sure. Lot of them occur during the summer when they have different jobs and schedules!

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

       Billy will try to get her off in just about any public setting. Just bc of pride and bc he Can. Nuff said.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

       They’re active teens with a healthy sex life. My mans can and will last a while. If the time is right and they persist, usually Camille can have her orgasm and then a few smaller ones but she def gets fucked out before him.

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

      See, hard one, bc I feel like Camille would have one and CLICHE but Billy would find it and be jealous and teasing but then use it for real on her and oh……oh my…..does he like That.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

    Not sure I can make this anymore clearer. Too much! These dummies try so hard at times to prolong teasing and heavy petting during the foreplay but it always turns to hard fucking. They playfully tease because they’re both sensitive so he’ll linger to play with her breasts or slip fingers against her clit while she’ll kiss along his body until he can’t take it. She gets a little giggly/smug and he always has to do something about That Noise in turn.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

   Billy is vocal to the point of sounding truly pornographic. He will coax every cry, plea, and moan he can out of her. He loves attention. Loves to make people rebel against their usual ways. Again, praise kink, so there is a lot of him asking her to speak up and telling him how she wants him to play with her. Camille makes him feel like a fucking god when they’re doing the deed, girl can hit notes. Both huge on dirty talking.

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

   Camille loves lipstick. Her signature pinks and red are known. So she will cover her boyfriend in as many lipstick kisses as she can. Face, neck, chest, and cock. He usually has a smear of it on his jean jacket or shirt collar. Billy always smiles when he sees them in the mirror bc he loves her and she’s lowkey possessive too.

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

    Y’all remember that gif of New York saying “oh I know his dick is big.” Yeah that. Billy his hung. He knows it. He has that “oh shit I got to get used to this for a moment” girth. Something to choke on. Side note, if he really wants to make Camille blush, he’ll tell her how wet and pink she is. Spread her folds and just look at how pretty she is and that drives her insane.

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

   Self explanatory. Higher than high. They wake in the middle of the night and can start a heavy petting session easily. Both always going to be down for some sex if that mood hits. And it usually does. :)))

Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

  Camille definitely is more likely to curl up and catch up on some sleep. Billy stays awake and caresses her until she slips away. Loves to watch her snooze. It’s a comfort thing when his gf looks safe and sound then he feels alright curling into her to sleep after contemplating that he’s one lucky guy and thanking every star above Hawkins, Indiana.

[jan-uinely]

hot takes continued

here we go. season 12 episode 12. 

so. it’s time to chit chat about drag race. if u dont like my opinions sry. 

this is gonna get bigger than one episode or one season. this is meta drag race. 

but first i guess the episode. right. so. obviously it was a “musical” so obviously i wanted to see jan sing and obviously she did not. I do think that this challenge [not necessarily placed in this episode] would have been a great time to do a like returning queens. but i digress.

i think that it was a little muddled. like it wasn't like any of the “girl group” numbers where it’s just the verse and chorus. all of the verses were placed in different spots throughout the show. I also think it’s ironic that this whole episode is to promote this live vegas show which is obviously not happening right now. but alas. 

i agree with bob in that i liked jackie’s verse the best. 

i did not love gigi’s outfit in the challenge. you couldn't make out the heart as easily bc the red was all the same color. I also think the material used was too chunky- it was quilted. i would have rather had the heart be quilted, not have a corset underneath it, and have the rest of the top part not be quilted. i thought it was a good concept but i would have preferred different #choices. i also would have rather the hair been straight instead of curled.

i did not have a huge issue w crystal’s orange and green outfit. i also appreciated the callback stars and stripes hair. though maybe not together?

jaida was good as per usual. i want her to win, but we will get to that later. 

also let us note the basketball wives hair that made a comeback [gigi, jackie]

runway time.

crystal and ******’s outfits did not fit the way i wanted them too, and the problems were both in the hips. when i saw them i thought the hips should be exaggerated, but instead they both looked weirdly deflated. and crystal’s torso section could have been brought in. [i did see on instagram that the person who made crystal’s look [casey caldwell who is a nyc based designer, works w a lot of neoprene/thick materials- just look up on instagram caseyyalater] actually made it for dragcon and crystal bought it right there, so it wasn’t tailored] 

in the dior v dior battle, i thought gigi won. jackie’s dress was just i think a little too large [not in terms of tailoring, in terms of diameter] but it was very jackie

gigi said that her outfit was quintessential gigi, which i think it interesting bc if you look up showgirls performances, it very much is. however in terms of the character portrayed on drag race i didn’t think it was. it was very well made, etc. but it just didn’t fit the “perfectionist trope” of the show. 

jaida is once again wearing a gown with a presequinned fabric, which i am not mad at. it is quintessential jaida. 

critiques. 

again ooh we have to nitpick bc we accidentally cast too many winners on this season blah blah blah. i was not a fan of when they said oh well we will have to look at report cards. as if they didnt intentionally load up gigi and ****** with wins at the start of the show. 

and then it’s like oh well jackie and crystal have to lip sync blah blah blah. and you know that jackie is going home. bc the judges absolutely love crystal, all because of that mullet. 

to quote bob “I used to be really upset at queens who won the judges with their personality” and that is still mostly true for me. i don’t think her placement is unjust or whatever, but like if ru didn’t like the mullet, she would not have been given the confidence boost to turn her trajectory around, compared to jackie and widow and jan, who did most things right but just were not rupaul’s fave, and must have had a much more difficult time mentally on the show. 

and FWIW heidi falls into this category as well. race chaser i think said it - all of her success comes from ru’s ideas. and being naturally funny and charismatic and having ru like you as a person is a huge gift and huge talent, but the inability to wrangle it...  that being said i think she deserves the world and will grow [and has already grown] from this experience.

and the thing is that crystal also keeps going back to the same stuff which could have been funny if the episodes were more than one apart or if she didn't do it twice in one episode but. idk. 

now, who will win, who should win, hmm hmm hmm. tbh i don’t think it will be crystal. they just crowned the oddball and they like to mix it up, or at least try to. also why looking at the history of dusted or busted scores [and s/o to jan for coming in @ 4 [after the disqualification]] crystal is at a 2, and bebe won with the lowest score at a 3 [w 2nd and 3rd place at 4 and 5], and that was in season 1, which was a whole other ballgame. leaving us with jaida and gigi. i am team jaida. i think that she is much more developed as an artist and performer than gigi, and I think that she will bring us something new.

[here comes the meta part]

the title is america’s next drag superstar. and i think in the beginning of the show, they decided that that had to mean something new and exciting, something that pushed the boundaries of what drag could be [which is rly ironic coming from them but]. which has developed this culture of what is the formula to be successful on drag race. and some people were more overt about this [jan] and some people were more subtle about this [gigi and jackie]. 

but for some reason, the [Black] pageant queens will make it to the top and then never win. - and they’ve had overt conversations regarding pageants and pageant culture on the show before - but balls and pageants were like the building blocks of drag culture in the us [from what i understand]. so inherently that means it’s no longer “new” and exciting. but the thing is that so many of these fashion [/nyc] queens work so exclusively with these high end designers to produce these looks [i think bob said it can cost like 10K to prep all your stuff for drag race] and with that the ability to design and sew falls away. 

and i think that is reflected in the challenges and how they have changed. this season there was one design challenge. and that is just so disappointing to me bc i think the design challenges really separate who has a full understanding of their persona and who does not. 

and with fewer and fewer design challenges, you have more and more designer items, and the ability to create something has fallen to the wayside. personally [and i will probably make another post about this later] i want to bring back the design challenges in one of two ways. 1. have an all designers season. where drag designers work to make elaborate costumes based on a prompt and given certain materials. bc on the show designers are not credited as much [that part comes on instagram]. 2. i want to have a drag race blank slate competition. where contestants audition and are given a list of prompts but cannot bring anything except like a notebook. no prepared outfits. you can sketch designs to the prompts, but all the materials are provided. contestants still have a main challenge and a runway, but rather than 2 days, they are given a full week to execute the challenge and the outfit. this would totally change the game in my mind. like one you wouldn't have to have money or take out loans to compete, you could just come and show who you are. and two the audience could see more of what goes into this stuff. AND if drag race really wants to feed us, they could do like a wed. ep and a friday ep. to spread things out. 

my favorite challenges are design challenges, and while i think the first challenge this season gave us a better introduction to who the contestants are, the design challenge is a really good thing to have at the front. 

i do think that if they had not had the debate that there would have been another design challenge in the mix, but bc it was an election year. 

anyways, i want jaida to win bc she’s excellent at what she does. and at this point there is something new and exciting about making all your own clothes and being polished and knowing who you are.  and tbh gigi doesn’t bring anything new to the table. sure the ability to sew and design is good, but compared to aquaria and violet the designs were not as diverse or inventive. on top of that, the fact that gigi is outwardly apolitical [and doesn’t understand the connotation of “privilege” in today’s times] is just not a good look. I also think that it is interesting that gigi came in as the look queen but actually did better in the acting challenges. 

idk my main takeaway is that gigi is really really good at playing other people, and with that comes a lack of self awareness. striving so hard to be perfect can come at the cost of not knowing who you are as an artist. like gigi’s brand is literally “im that bitch/bitch” which again, just isn’t what i want in a winner. 

and tbh the gigi bug bit early but ended when ru gave her the win on the madonna episode. [i will say that jackie could have won snatch game but tbh i was annoyed w her for being a little dickish to the safe girls that week [though what she said was totally understandable] and also i <3 jackie cox [and chelsea piers we stan chelsea piers in this house] i think there is something so gr8 abt being a nerd and being prepared and being on brand about it. also jackie is always the one to hop on the dolls’ lives and comment their venmo. hashtag cool aunt jackie. [though that here for cox t-shirt and the promo photos make me uncomfy though i get it]]

re jackie coming back to complete the top 4... IDK it’s nice and all but they've already established that they don’t want her to win- otherwise she would not have been eliminated. 

also in my mind there are only 12 places so jan actually came in 7, widow 6, heidi 5, jackie 4. 

anyways these are my thoughts. as usual, raw and unedited. 

[cnc-hoebayb]

Springtime antics with the boys

Weather is getting nice and lovey here so I’m rly in the mood for dis

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Zabdiel

-Long walks around the park for hours

-Would also be the gross romantic that likes to paint in the park

-He’d pick you up and you notice the canvases and paint in the back along with a picnic basket

-He sets you guys up on the side of the big green grass field right under a shady tree

-Feeds you grapes and snacks like a little lovesick loser and just plays around

-He’d hide his painting from you the whole time and keep pretending like it’s his “own personal masterpiece”

-Paints a stripe down your arm when you give him attitude that yours is already better and you don’t even gotta see his

-Something would happen like the sprinklers turn on in the middle of it all and you have to gather everything and run away

-But you’re already both drenched so you sit nearby in the park and dry off

-Something off topic but

-He’d sit with you in the backyard/porch/wherever you like to lounge in the sun

-Make you some smoothies or iced tea and help you paint your toes and sunbathe

-Read books together and chill outside

-Back massages in the grass

-On rly energetic days maybe he’d take you to the carnival

-Ride every single ride at least twice, share a funnel cake and just hold each other in silence on the Ferris wheel

-Would def win you the giant stuffed dog at the ring toss station

-Ends the night making out in the backseat of his car like a freaking teenager

Erick

-Also another park scenario lol

-He’d take you to the park- but not to walk around, y’all are like actually playing n shit

-Pushes you on the swings, rides down the slide with you

-Teens and older adults are kinda judging you, but a lot of people are actually watching and laughing/admiring how cute you’re being

-A couple kids come over and ask to play with you

-You honestly are expecting him to be like “naw kids go away” but instead he’s like “okay but you’re it first” and zooms away

-So you play tag with a hugee group of small children and they’re all in love with the fun grown ups

-And like once it gets late and the kids need to go home, a couple parents come up and slip y’all 5 bucks for watchin their kids and a little wink or sweet pieces of early love advice aw

-Play wrestling in the field

-Biting his ear while he tugs your hair and shoves grass down your shirt

-Movie night back at his house in his room or maybe the basement

-Cuddled up with a bunch of snacks and buried under blankets

-You end up falling asleep in his arms and he gently rearranges you so that you’re both comfy

-Kisses your forehead and plays with your fingers or ends of your hair til he falls asleep

Joel

-Takes you to brunch

-Orders bottomless mimosas and y’all get lit at like 11 am

-Stumble out and walk it off in the fresh air

-Buys you a mangonada and himself elote as you guys come across the soccer field across the street

-He would also take you somewhere fun and simple like the museum or aquarium

-Takes annoying goofy pictures of him like imitating a funny fish face or squeezing a statues nipples/butt cheeks

-Argues with little kids in a cute stubborn way

-“hey u take that back about the puffer fish u brat”

-“Joel that kid is literally 10 and all they said is that the fish was a lil ugly”

-Takes candids of you when you’re not paying attention

-Some are really cute actually, but the other half are of you mid sneeze or cryin about the shark with the funny eyes

-GOLDEN HOUR SELFIES

-Rly high quality pics of sun kissed skin and smooches uwuwu

-Would blow dandelions in your face for a cute picture but then gets carried away and starts pinning little flowers in your hair

-Forgets about picture taking and just continues to cover you in pretty flowers for his eyes only

-Play out movie scenes and improv a musical/concert on park tables

Richard

-Sleeps in super late with you in his arms

-Until it gets way too hot and you have to pry yourself out of his grips

-Would definitely stay like half naked through the day

-So the agenda for what y’all do would be along the lines of park, pool, something outside and acceptable for him to be kinda nakey

-Which it’s kinda hard to take such a beautiful naked man out in public so y’all stay home with Aaliyah instead

-Make a homemade water park in the backyard

-Slip n slide, one of those tiny baby pools, sprinklers, water balloons, water guns, you name it

-He would totally bust ass trying to dump you in the baby pool and slips on the slick grass and falls into all of the prepared water balloons

-You and Aaliyah almost pee yourselves laughing bc the sight of such a big goofy man contemplating his life in a wet pile of broken rubber

-He’d also do something dumb to make you smile like break dance sloppily on the slip n slide

-Picnic outside in the backyard or the park nearby after all the playtime tones down

-The sun sets slowly as you finish eating and Aaliyah begs you to push her on the swings for the rest of the time aww

-ok but on a more intimate personal level....

-Take you to an outdoor party or family kinda get together

-Dances bachata with you and spins you around in the moonlight

-...but will also turn you around and literally grind into you til ur begging 4 him to take u home ... what sry

-Also the type to just get slightly drunk together alone at the crib

-Get lit to his favorite playlist and just be goofy n dance or sing to each other

Christopher

-ive said it once and I’ll say it again

-He on that hooligan type shit

-He’d take you on late night car rides with the top dropped, letting the warm spring air rush over you

-End up in the abandoned old skate park and you graffiti the nasty grey concrete

-Tells you scary stories as you sit on top of his car high asf

-Hide and seek at the park in the dark with all your friends

-ok but get this

-y’all hop the fence of ur old school or maybe someone u hates neighborhood to like go egg it or tp that bitch

-get caught and have to run from the cops or somethin

-so when y’all get home safe your energy and adrenaline is MAD HIGH

-and y’all have the best freaking sex like it’s so high energy and wiLd sorry I’m an adrenaline junkie

-Late night junk food runs and then you’re back in the car watching the stars in the sunroof

-King of gr8 conversations tbh

-Like every convo you have late at night while you’re out chillin is sooooo amazing

-It ranges from like conspiracies, stupid observations he makes when he’s stoned, real deep talks abt life n love, or even talking about ur favorite music

-I bet springtime brings out the romance in him even more tho

-So he sets up fun spicy little dates out in the hot tub

-Or opens all the windows to let the warm air rush in, the moonlight and pretty scented candles being the only light dimming your room as he leaves sweet kisses over your neck

[scige-archive]

welcome 2 my twisted mind ex dee ?

PREFERRED NAME — james uwu

PRONOUNS — she/they

AGE — 20

TIMEZONE — est

HOW OFTEN ARE YOU ONLINE? — everyday all day usually hjfdnkmg

HOW DID YOU HEAR OF WATERSHED? — i actually first found lockwood while going through the recommended blogs on mobile when you search up things via it (i think it was ‘new rp’ tht i searched) n then the next i checked they’d gone ovr to watershed n then there were Other Things bt i didnt end up joining until a few weeks or like a month later impulsively n now its been many months n im still here BJDNSKFMG love u guys

DISCORD — sniff #3644 where im also always online

OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA YOU’D LIKE TO SHARE — musing @svrgcnts​ n my pinterest is ‘big tid’ or offbrandsodapop uuuhh i dont think theres anything else!

MYER-BRIGGS — infp turned istp we call tht character growth

HP HOUSE — i honestly dont know anymore ive gotten all of the houses before bt ive just taken a test n i got slytherin so like :///

ZODIAC — aquarius!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? — not to the point where it dictates who i like / dislike

DO YOU ENJOY ASTROLOGY? — ya im a slut for when things tell me what im supposed to be like bc i dont have a sense of identity

HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU STARTED RPING ON TUMBLR — uh like 19 bt ive been rping since i was 10

WHAT YEAR WAS IT? — early 2018 so actually i might’ve been 18 for a lil bit DJNKFLG

NAME A RANDOM ROLEPLAY THAT STICKS OUT IN YOUR MEMORY — listen i’ve had many, many good experiences bt for some reason what came to mind first was a weird owner/slave smut rp tht i stumbled across (never joined bc im ... not like that) n i was just rly baffled by the concept even tho ik its a Thing bc i thought smut rps died out like in 2017 BJDNFKMG

WHAT WEIRD ANIMAL WOULD YOU HAVE AS A PET IF IT WAS REALISTIC — i want a fucking capybara

WHAT PET DO YOU GENUINELY CONSIDER GETTING SOMEDAY? — i want a cat even though im rly allergic to them

NAME THE FIRST SONG ON YOUR DISCOVER WEEKLY ON SPOTIFY OR THE FIRST SONG THAT COMES ON APPLE MUSIC / ITUNES SHUFFLE — the apocalypse made me brave by girlfriends

NAME A BOOK THAT YOU READ IN SCHOOL THAT YOU SURPRISINGLY LIKED — um probably like ,,, the crucible ,,,

NAME A BOOK YOU HATED THAT MOST PEOPLE LIKED — god i dont know i’m not hard to please bt i wont lie i also like ... didn’t finish half the books i was supposed to read in high school. of mice & men maybe ... i hated books that didn’t do much n just wrote a whole bunch of nothing even tho i like those books now ... i think bc they were for school ... outside of school i hated the hazelwood n i think that the grisha trilogy is a bit. weak. bt i love six of crows. n also the um. theres this one YA series tht i never read bt i can tell i dont like NJKSMDFFDG

WHAT TV SHOW DID YOU RECENTLY BINGE? WOULD YOU RECOMMEND IT? — schitt’s creek DSJKNFDGF um i’ve also been watching gossip girl a lot & also asoue & also also i just started watching um end of the f***ing world n its very good so ?? i watched the first episode of his dark materials n i liked it n i havent finished looking for alaska bt its also very good

WHAT FILM DID YOU LAST WATCH? DID YOU LIKE IT? — uuuhh i think it was scream tbh ??? and ya it was p swell

FAVOURITE QUOTE — im a slut for anne carson bt i cant name any quotes directly rn i have rocks for brains

LINK TO A VINE / TIK TOK / VIDEO THAT EXUDES YOUR ‘ENERGY’ — this immediately came to mind

DO YOU WRITE OUTSIDE OF RP? WHAT DO YOU WRITE? — i used to write outside of rp bt i havent in ages bt when i do its usually like modern magic / urban fantasy / whatevr those kinda elements n abt faeries bc i like faeries

THREE YOUTUBERS YOU STILL LOVE & TRUST — jenna marbles, micarah tewers, and uh ,,, claire frm bon apetit

A CELEBRITY CRUSH THAT JUST WON’T QUIT — cary elwes ... andrew scott ... anne hathaway ... first three tht came to mind

EVER MEET A CELEBRITY? SHARE YOUR STORY — no bt david dobrik was in miami and i was NOT and im UPSET bc i want his MONEY

WHAT’S YOUR PICTURE-PERFECT NIGHT? — i am not in pain. thats it thats all

A CONSPIRACY THEORY YOU KINDA BELIEVE IN — jeffrey epstein was murdered haha jk thats not a conspiracy theory thats FACTS

ARE ALIENS REAL? — ya sure why not

PLAY ANY PHONE GAMES? WHICH ONES? — lily’s garden please play im level 1241

PLAY ANY OTHER GAMES? WHICH ONES? — i played all the bioshock games n rly enjoyed them ... deponia the entire series which is still my favorite video game 2 this day

WHAT’S A FILM YOU LOVED WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG AND RECENTLY WATCHED, ONLY TO FIND OUT YOU DON’T ANYMORE — i never finished my rewatch of the golden compass bt thats just bc i didnt feel like finishing it uuuh ... i dont know i enjoy things too easily

DO YOU COLLECT ANYTHING? — buttons n seashells and rocks and flowers until theyre dead and then i collect dead flowers and then empty glass bottles that look kinda cool and jewelry boxes or tin containers and i used to kiss an index card every time i wore lipstick and kept it, i had over 100 filed away for no reason at all bt i lost them & then i also collect condoms :/

WHAT’S SOMETHING YOU WANT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT BUT YOU’RE TOO LAZY? — i wna learn how 2 make jewelry n like ,,, embroidery bt i know how to embroider i just wanna get back into it n i wna learn like. knowledge. academic stuff too bt im also too lazy and im just a dumb old horse so :/

THREE LANGUAGES YOU DON’T SPEAK, BUT WISH YOU COULD — italian n french n ig spanish too

MOVIE YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN 5 TIMES — shrek ? austin powers ? princess diaries / elle enchanted ?? halloweentown n all the sequels ??

NAME A FICTIONAL CHARACTER FROM TV/FILM/MOVIE/GAME/BOOK THAT YOU FIND YOURSELF PROJECTING ON / YOU RELATE TO — shawn spencer frm psych, veronica mars, penelope garcia frm criminal minds, mike myers’ cat in the hat, dr. evil frm austin powers bt also his son scott evil, scooby doo probably, daria ??? i relate to my dog bodhi :/ puddles the clown

IS THERE ANY MEDIA (BOOK/MOVIE/GAME/TV SHOW) YOU FEEL CHANGED YOU IN SOME WAY? — six of crows / fleabag / deponia theyve all made me cry before bt like. continuously cry.

DO YOU FOLLOW ANY SPORTS? WHO DO YOU ROOT FOR? — no.

HOBBIES BESIDES WASTING AWAY HERE? — um. redacted

PLUG A TV SHOW / MOVIE / BOOK / VIDEO GAME / ETC… YOU WISH MORE PEOPLE WOULD CHECK OUT — big fish directed by tim burton go stare at danny devito’s bare ass do it do it do it i never even finished the movie i dont think BJNSKDMLFG

TEAM EDWARD OR JACOB? (IF NOT APPLICABLE, WHO DO YOU LIKE MOST IN THE TWILIGHT SERIES) — edward

LAST MOVIE SEEN IN THEATRE — um thts rly hard bc i dont know bt i have a ticket so let me just check ,,, the joker i went n saw the joker

DO YOU STILL READ FOR FUN? — occasionally bt i dont have motivation so

IF SO, WHAT ARE YOU CURRENTLY READING? — n/a BDKFJ

ON A SCALE OF 1-10, HOW MUCH DID YOU HATE FILLING THIS OUT? – 5 bt thats just bc im not feeling gr8 today

[ursoself-satisfying]

do you think eugene is maybe scared of long boat trips? i was thinking about it the other day, maybe he plans on going on holiday with his s/o and the only way to go abroad would be on a boat right? but maybe he would get a little (a lot? im not an expert on this) ptsd while being on the boat and his s/o supporting him but not fully understanding because lets be honest, no-one apart from the soldiers fully understand this sort of stuff, and maybe there's another veteran on-board who helps him?

Before we get into it I wanna say I totally agree n that unless u actually have experienced that ur rly not gonna understand what the person is going thru n this applies to all kinds of trauma but just bc u dont understand doesnt mean u cant do ur best to or that u cant still love support n help them handle it n it doesnt mean they're not gr8tful for ur involvement even if u dont understand,, writing for post war eugene is always tricky cus I dont wanna assume ik how any of this goes or the extent of what it entails i havent done this I've barely done any research its heartbreaking tho n unfair n I just wanted to say all that before u get into this cus it's a combo of both asks but also more of a touchy subject than I feel like I've addressed here so that's just a heads up but enjoy!!

Omg eugene my bby

I def think hes still afraid of boats big time,, so when the two of u decide to go abroad for ur honeymoon it's a big decision for u two to make one w lots of beforehand discussions n considering all ur other options but in the end the push of ur families n the pull of the convenience of a boat eases u both into the decision, even tho nothing about it u kno is going to be easy,, Eugene is p nervous cus I mean the nightmares have lessened n u both have been learning how to handle his flashbacks n the like but u had never tried anything like this yet so on one hand it could be a good time to test the waters but on the other hand neither of u have any idea how itll actually go

Even just in the car on the way there he starts to get shakey n then on the dock it gets a bit worse but ur hands r on him somehow the whole time either locked in his or on his leg or arm or stuck in his pocket n that comforts him, ur touch anchors him n keeps him from drifting to worse thoughts it keeps him thinking about u instead,, its till hard tho just thinking about it being back on that boat forcing himself to remember hes going to France n it's not occupied n hes not alone n hes going to get to see the sights w his wonderful wife n thoroughly enjoy those bright French mornings n that it's going to be quiet, no more bombs or raids or alarms just u n him under thin sheets hot n sticky n just together n safe

But first,, the boat

On the boat? It was rough,, every bit of turbulence n every odd sway made him anxious n as much as u tried to entice him to enjoy more of the boats activities like a cabaret show or even just playing some chess out on the deck n tho u could get him out a few times n he did enjoy himself,, he spent most of his time in the cabin trying to ignore the fact he was on a boat at all,, the rest of his time not being coaxed out by u he spent napping in a deck chair w u often lounging beside him n watching over his sleep carefully, also making sure he didnt burn n lathering her exposed skin in sunblock as much as u could as he slept

U two kept busy in the cabin tho I mean it was ur honeymoon after all ;;;))) so he ravaged u as often as he could bc not only were u a comfort but also a distraction,, u did other things as well tho like laying n listening to ur favourite radio shows or playing guitar to him or sketching him or dancing together or once even doing a silly little fashion show where he def tripped after putting on ur heels

He did have a few attacks tho but u had prepared as best u could n even if some of ur cabin took a beating in an outburst u had always managed to talk him down n he spent a lot of time in ur arms

His breakdowns btw would come suddenly when something would trigger him like a sudden movement or a splash against ur window n then he would get angry n scared n become protective of u until his aggression bubbled over into hot tears drowned out by ur soft words of confirmation trying to tell him u were on a modest cruise liner n u were going to Europe n that the guns n the bombs n the tropical climate were all far away n u would pull him into a cold shower w u n he would often (fuck u hard first then) just cling to u n cry until he could calm down n fall asleep n if he stirred in his sleep u would repeat the process until he could sleep soundly

He was gr8tful to finally be off the boat n back on land tho n once in Paris the two of u could rly enjoy ur honeymoon beginning w breaking in ur hotel bed ;;;)))

But then the two of u got to see the Eiffel Tower n the Seine n the Louvre n Notre dame n it was all so amazing!!!! U spent half the time w ur head in ur sketchbook n he spent all his time taking photos of u w ur head in ur sketchbook lol

The photos were brilliant n sweet n excessive n there were def a few of u bare n freshly fucked (pardon my french) w the Parisian skyline out the window behind u, the morning like shining thru ur messy hair like a halo,, but there were also many of him from the perspective of u kneeling over him n many more of both of u playfully holding up the tower or picnicking in front of a cathedral w u plucking at ur guitar or him w a bottle of wine at his lips

It was all v picturesque n romantic n perfect n u thought he deserved nothing less n he thought the same for u ::""))

U spent about 4 weeks there together n he had throughly used his time to fuck u in every way possible n use every toy u brought with but then it was suddenly time to go home n u were concerned about eugene being back on the boat but he seemed less nervous when u got on n he admitted to feeling a lot better after the first trip n this time he actually went out w u n u played board games w other passengers n danced in the halls n sang w the cabaret n he still sunbathed n napped n made love to u n wrecked ur cabin n u still listened to all ur radio shows n drew n sang but ur lives felt more full somehow after this experience

Oh n u def showed off everything u had bought is Paris n as much as he loved that silk dress on u he loved peeling it off u even more ;;;)))

He rly did feel better when u were finally home to ur little cottage for the first time together as a globetrotting married couple ::"")) he felt better that he hadnt handled it nearly as bad as hed expected n urs n his trip abroad left u feeling loved n cultured n more experienced in life plus u both had taken a huge chance n now u were better for it n felt more capable n confident that he was getting better n it was an affirmation that u would take care of him n that u would always be there for him, just as u had said in ur vows ::""))

He was happy to consummate ur new marriage in ur own bed for the first time tho lol n on top of that gr8 feeling it was just gr8 that he felt less held back w u there w him especially after the boat experience

So yeah a quick note I rly do think he would be terrified of ever stepping foot on a boat again n would refuse it n be vvv adamant about not doing it again for a vvv long time but I think he could be worn down n would EVENTUALLY be ok w it but maybe not this fast n tho I dont feel like I go into much detail here he def has a hard time on the boat as well like hes just agitated the whole time n probably was prescribed some medication for it if just some motion or sea sickness meds n maybe anxiety but i would say it prolly makes him drowsy so hes kinda out of it which keeps him calm but doesnt stop certain flashbacks n maybe he lashes out n hurts someone once in a while cus it's incredibly traumatic returning to that environment but anyway yeah he would be v fidgety n not like it but in this scenario hes willing to take a chance given how well hes been recovering n how much he trusts u n how much u have helped him n the option had pull so that's why but rly I dont think irl he would have gone back on a boat anywhere near that soon but this is romantic fiction so ::))

Also I have a v specific image of who eugene is w if u cant tell lol so I'm sorry for that specificity but I'm so whipped for him n his gal I lov sm I hope u enjoy n guys I'm so motivated to finally write out the storyline I have for him I'm gonna finally get out his fic ok I promise

[lustingtc]

27th June 2019

I keep finding memes of T 😳😳 there so gr8🥴

Anyways rly important life changing news in this one today 😱😱😱😱

My day... started with a 😳😳😳😳

PAIN IN MY HEART💔💔

Bc one of those SLUTTY RATTY English teachers were in T’s room along with M 😳😳

All happened bc some kid got pushed into the door lmao sksjsksksk

Anyways T was really angry at the kids 🥴🥰🥰 we love a angry man🤪🤪🤪🤪

Also 🤢🤢🤢 English teacher looked 😷😷😷 G A M M Y 🤮🤮🤮🤮

ANYWAYS OHMYGOD!!!!!

T came into our class!!!!!

FOR 30 MINUETS!!!!

He was sat RIGHT behind me on the table 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 he’s so cute like aaaaa!!!

I missed him so much 😔😔😔😔

Miss tried to get by and he like L’s his legs and 💝💞💓💗💖💘💕 aksjsksksksk 🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴💝💞💓💗💖💘💕

BUT IT WASNT EVEN FUNNY!!!!

My heart went at like,,, 💝💞💓💗💖💘💕

1,000,000,0000 bpm 😰😰😰 like deadass I thought I was gonna have a heart attack 😵😵

He’s just!!!!!! 💝💞💓💗💖💘💕💝💞💓💗💖💘💕💝💞💓💗💖💘💕!!!!!!

Miss asked him abt translation and how they’re important to our GCSE,,

& T was like

“I mean- at this point, translation isn’t that important... you just learn it as you go.”

Miss was like 😬😬😬😬 lmao love that uwu

ANYWAYS IMPORTANT!!!

MISS IS LEAVING

AND SO.... NEXT YEAR....

I MIGHT HAVE T AS MY TEACHER!!! 💝💞💓💗💖💘💕AAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

I’m so excited,, I hope he is our teacher!!! I miss his teaching and his cute dorky face and personality 🥰🥰🥰🥰💝💞💓💗💖💘💕

G 0 D!!!!!

But like yea,,, I’m so excited,, like I cannot!!! But I’ll also miss Miss 😔😔😔 I’ll miss her biscuit breaks 🥺🥺🥺

Also my mum said that my HOY is probably shitting herself bc of this lmfao, she asked me to just get a “normal crush” on a celebrity lmao

But so like...

Dogman, huh?

Like always.

Kinda angry. Kinda nice... 😔😔😔

He said good work to us again tho 🥰🥰🥰

Cuz we did like a whole page 😳😳😳😳😳

So yeyeyeye 🤠🤠🤠🤠🤠

My DT teacher called me out 😳😳😳

She was talking abt sports day and how she loved my way of handling the ball

(I spent a full minute throwing and tryna catch it cuz I’m cute clumsy gf hehehe nyaaa :333)

N she was like “We all know you only like handball bc T’s head of it!” 😳😳😳

ATTACKED!!!!!

Lmao nah but like it was funny, she always calls me out for shit like that sksjsksks ☺️☺️✌🏻✌🏻

[daeneryses]

so it’s past midnight and I still have so much material to revise but i’ve decided to share a lil fun story with y’all

let’s go back to when 8x04 aired

when i tell u i was in p a i n.....i MEAN it

so, I literally could NOT stop thinking about GoT, and not in a joyful way, I was in PAIN, I was rly suffering (which is....lame but so am I) I had stress-induced anxiety, I couldn’t eat and I couldn’t sleep

so I needed a fucking distraction (even tho I was literally still at school, like.....girl do ur fucking homework lmao). and god listened to me. he sent a hell of a distraction.

u see, i was just at class minding my own business when the teacher announced he needed two students for a project he was working on, and that we only had a few weeks to complete it before a local contest. so what did my dumb ass did? ofc, I signed tf UP! 

then i realized it had been a huge mistake bc now i had a shit ton of additional work (besides my usual lab reports, homework and exams) AND I WAS STILL THINKING ABOUT ARYA STARK 24/7 SO IT DIDN’T EVEN EASE MY PAIN. so i was working while in emotional distress (that’s a rather dramatic way to put it but it’s the TRUTH) and somehow I thought it was a gr8 moment to start giffing and editing again???? i really have one braincell left.....maybe that’s the reason i’ve been sleeping 4 hours a day for like a month now....wow

ANYWAY the contest was a week ago, and we presented it and all that, and today they announced the winners, who pass to the next phase (the regional phase)

bitch

WE WON

so, in conclusion, I joined an academic project because I was grieving over GoT and I somehow succeeded

i wanna thank queen cersei of the house lannister for making me the bad bitch i am today

[lunarpanda]

1,4,5,10,11,25,27,29

1. Are you of the “Tom Nook is a crook” or “Tom Nook is an honest businessman” opinion?

I’m definitely in the Tom Nook is a good dude category. I never rly thought he was that bad... I barely remember anything bad he said in the original game... Like... I think he might be a little snappy but he’s not terrible IMO. 

4.  Who were your first villagers?

Deirdre and Louie. Louie left a week ago I think, but that was more or less because I’d rather have Stitches in and I had a full town and just decided Louie needed to leave. I mean... he’s not a bad character, I’m just not into the gorilla/monkey species... 

5.  Preferable method of earning bells?

Fishing... always fishing. I’ve been fishing since the Gamecube days and tbh, I think it’s the best way to earn munz. I know lots of people do the stalk market thing, this is the first game I’m trying it and I’m... not that big of a fan tbh.

 It also helps that CJ and Flick are like... my two new faves, mostly so I can dump whatever high value critters I can find on them so I can get cash. I think when CJ came by the other day, he gave me 85,000 bells for like... 3 oarfish and 2 barreleyes and it’s amazing~

10.  Take medicine or save & restart?

Take medicine. I don’t think you can save and restart wasp stings in NH...

11. Where is your favorite spot in your village?

Vaporwave waterpark!!!! Hell ye!!!!

25. Favorite time of day to play?

TBH... I don’t rly know. I kinda access AC at random times. I mean, I could say night time so I can have pretty views like the pic above. But I also like the day time so I can have the babbies buy my stuff at a good price instead of 80% value... 

27.  Favorite KK song?

K.K. Disco is my go-to in general, but one of the new invalid songs just bangs so fucking hard. The fact that it’s just an invalid song breaks my heart so badly since it’s highly similar to Sparkle by Tatsuro Yamashita which is super good!!! I’m really hoping that the aircheck gets dropped in an update and we don’t have to wait for like 5 years until the next AC game so I can get that gem...

29. If you’ve played Animal Crossing before, are there any animals you’re nostalgic for? If this is your first game, has any animal in particular left some effect on you?

Ugh... there’s too many...

Kiki, Nate and Purrl from the Gamecube game were like my first villagers. Kiki lived right next to me and she was the first one I ever met. Her house was dumb but I loved her anyways. She was gr8<3 Nate’s super cute<333 He’s an orange bear and his house was super comfy<333 Purrl was a gr8 kitty too aaa<333 I don’t remember if she ever warmed up to me but she was cool.

Wild World... I had like.... a girl gang. It was me, Baabara, Gladys and Rosie. We were the best of friends and I always ALWAYS made sure I’d talk to them every day and every time I see them walking around. Also Pierce, he was my AC boyfriend. I remember one time he asked me to go get a nurses’ uniform for him to wear and I did my best trying to get one and I think that favor timed out because I couldn’t get it on the same day. ;; Aaa...

New Leaf, I looooooooooooove Celia<3333 She was so cute and nice<333 Same thing with Pekoe. Pekoe moved away when I started playing X tho... I miss her a lot.... Same thing with Hamlet... Hamlet was one of my starters and I was so excited to have a hammie on the island. Then he moved away.... After a while I started playing AC off and on and I kept meeting rly cute friends but it was kinda hard playing the game since everyone wouldn’t shut up about controls... Other cuties I met were Clay, Graham, and Chester and I LOVE THEM!!! Another unexpected cutie was O’Hare. At first I didn’t rly think much of him. I think he joined in after I left but I think it was the first time I participated in a birthday event and it was a good time. :3c And then he moved away I think (Jacques is now in his place I think) but I think he moved away to go live in my new current town because he was my mandatory Smug villager. I’m not gonna get rid of him now, he’s a new hamigo! 

[getwebbed-a]

i’ve .... i’ve literally been here for like a month ; and there’s 9 0 0 + of you now ??? ngl, it’s really fuckin’ overwhelming. there’s this pressure to portray peter well & all that, & i get anxious every once in a while, but other than that, this is wild !!! everybody came here for one reason or another — i can’t speak for all of you — but this is just absolutely insane. oddly incredible, but insane. i never thought i’d reach monumental milestones like this on an RP blog, but man, here i am. lmao. everybody here loves their characters so much, and everybody i follow are just lovely, supportive folks ? like THANK YOU for being kind, decent human beings. i never feel like i don’t want to be on tumblr bc of the people i follow or the things i see on my dash, so that’s gotta mean something l o l

anyway, i sort of hate doing these bc people may feel left out, but y’know in light of recent events, i’m just gonna do it to spread some love to the people i’ve met since starting this blog that have literally become like ??? a family. a home away from home. it’s gonna be cheesy & i hate cheesy, & i’m never this nice, so like ... fucking CHERISH IT U LIL SHITS. but overall to all my mutuals & followers, a massive thanks for giving me a chance, for welcoming me, for watching my growth from a distance or even if we already talk / do IC things. ok let’s get this show on the road my frens. admire my diminishing desire to write properly.

@fllowershop / @spngld : um ??? holly thank u sm for just being a staple in my daily life. i remember when we followed each other at the start, n i was just this anxious ball bc u were like wAY more established than i was, but u would leave lil comments here n there on my shitposts. n then i finally worked up the courage to talk to u n ur literally like. one of my closest friends on this hell site ?? like bless u. thank u for being there to listen to me rant / talk shit ; i’ll always be there for u if u need a shoulder to lean on. or u can just insult me idc i’ll take whatever i can get

@reddeathed : ok other mom. can u believe ?? we live near each other ??? somewhat. icb we literally have each other’s phone numbers now. talking on the daily. rping on discord. we’re some real trash when it comes to the relationships between connat & then peter & nat. tbh idk why u endure me; maybe it’s just bc u want to rile me up.  (  fuck u btw. )  not literally. n sometimes i know u need a big fat cry n thats ok n if u ever need to talk shit just come to me. i will say out of context things to help. i will be there !! also when holly visits u we’re all gonna go downtown toronto ok that’s official

@pleasureofmyself / @empantis : i was gonna tag scott too but im lazy. anyway like ?? wow yohan !!! i love u !! ur such a good bean, n u play ov.erwatch w me even if u suck bc u play ps4 more often than pc — it’s ok tho bc we both suck in the end n we lose. WE DIE LIKE MEN !! but boi i love talking to u and rping w u !! we got these ongoing inside jokes  ( are they rly inside jokes tho idk i mean eggs amirite  )  that r the greatest things ever n just !!! ur a loser but a good loser. my type of loser u kno what i mean

@notacircusmonkey : MELA !!!! i know sometimes  (  by sometimes i mean that one time  )   i say we get divorced bc u end up saying some A++++ angsty shit n then i get emotional, but !! u r the love of my life ok. like thank u for indulging me w all the s.tony. ur so nice n every time ur gone to take care of uni n rl stuff i miss u, but when u come back, here’s a nice mssg for u to read, right ?? i hope life is treating u well, and that ur birthday was perfect, bc u r just . u deserve it !! if life isn’t doing a good for u then im gonna kICK all that bad aura away from u n make sure u deserve some Good.

@bornsoldier : lmao bronson we’ve literally known each other for like 5 days but bitch ily. i hope those storms pass soon n the sun can come out bc u r like the actual sun. except like, u don’t blind me when i look at u. ur like a dimmed down sun ? ok my analogies n metaphors make no fuckin sense, but like. homie. bro. ur gr8 but never call ur alfredo fettuccine breakfast when it’s past 12pm ok at least call it BRUNCH u uneducated slut  (  sry did i mention i love u ? i do i promise  )

ok this is getting long n im literally running on no energy after being Fucked by work so i’m just gonna end that there for now.

honourable mentions  (  more people i admire or have known for a while prior to this blog in no particular order  )

@elataan , @atimebomb , @hookedcop / @silverstays , @countrylcved , @i-stark , @suitofarmxr , @auntlarb , @rumdaydreams , @iingloriious , @ebvenom , @piraticalwit , @marveliing , @boybcnd , @emeritvspidey , @mercnry , @dieamonster , @chooseboth , @stormwielding , @webwiings , @beastblooded​ , @smaugiiisms

so im sry if i missed anybody but i’m low on energy juice in my body, but if we’re mutuals i p much love u so ya. also thank u to all my followers who aren’t mutuals, bc wow idk what ur sticking around for when there r so many good spideys out there, but !! yeah thank u for all ur love n support n this sounds like some fucking oSCARS SPEECH IM GONNA SHUT UP NOW BYE