#sami zayn my beloved

[samijey]

I'm kind of emotional about Samis touch because I'm thinking of when Roman gave Jey that almost paternal headscratch post HIAC and just left Jey to cry in the ring. Or post backlash when he clutched him close because Jey saved the match. It was always with a cost. This time, though, Sami touches him so gently, tell Jey he's proud just because this time Jey chose himself.

Sami never expected anything in return for his support of Jey - he's always understood the decisions Jey made and was compassionate all the way through (even going as far as telling Jey that he would understand if he chose to stay with Roman). Honestly, his love for Jey is so selfless it just kills me every time I start thinking about it!!!

[kyleoreillylover]

samijey, we have missed you 🫶 saving this edit for when they reunited

tagged: @afterdarkprincess @southerngirl41 @judgementdaysunshine @whatdoeseverybodywant

[afterdarkprincess]

Love Jey putting his lil fingers on Sami's leg to help. He got that healing touch 😩

sweet boy!!!!!! he gotta be there for his man and help anyway he can 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

[canondownfall]

a rough draft at but a we grew together relationship >>>

[bikenny]

Roman, to The Bloodline: Alright, listen up you little shits.

Roman: Not you Sami, you're an angel and i'm glad you're here.

[ur-local-anxious-fiend]

ALL OF MY BAES WORKING TOGETHER ❤️❤️❤️

[daddyhausen]

told ya’ll i’d fuckin’ do it. if anything blame my beloved @wrestlezaynia

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{ masterlist } | { wwe masterlist } | { sami zayn masterlist } | { kevin owens masterlist }

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{ warnings } — 18 + { minors do not interact }, mlm, friends to lovers handjobs, public sex, multiple orgasms, male orgasms submissive/dominant dynamic, anal sex, rough sex, penetrative sex, internal cumshots, anal creampie, cockwarming

{ word count } — 679

{ pairing } — kevin owens x sami zayn

{ genre } — smut

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“we can’t…” sami’s breath caught in his throat, his oesophagus tightening as his tried to force his moans back down. mouth running dry as kevin’s large palm pressed against his still-clothed cock. small whimpers left sami’s lips, pursed together in a thin line, still trying to desperately cling onto whatever sanity he had left, still avoiding eye contact with his best friend

“who says we can’t?” kevin’s voice rumbled with such a delicious baritone, one that only made itself known when only sami was present, and one that definitely warmed the younger canadian’s loins. it wasn’t the most secluded of settings, the seemingly empty hallways of an arena, surrounded but sparsely placed crates and boxes, barely large enough to shield the modesty of the two men.

kevin’s hand reached into sami’s sweatpants, softly beginning to stroke his half-hard cock, adoring the way sami’s whimpers bled from his parted lips at the slightest touch. sami was still reserved, afraid someone was catch the two of them, hesitant to succumb to the urges that had plagued him for months. he could not even hold a conversation with kevin without getting hard, poor thing would have to rub one out in the bathrooms afterward.

“w-what if someone sees us…?” sami stuttered his sentence through a choked moan, kevin’s hand now firmly wrapped around the base of sami’s shaft, managing to free it from the restraints of his sweatpants, admiring the sight of sami’s leaking cock, pre-cum dripping down the tip, coating kevin’s knuckles, the appendage so sensitive to his touch.

“then let them stare.” kevin’s lips captured sami’s with feverish kisses, the loose gym shorts kevin had been wearing now felt tight as his own erection pressed up against the thin fabric. he felt sami collapse into his chest, finally letting his guard down and letting those sinful urges take over.

“please…” sami whined, kevin’s grip on sami’s cock released, the red head breathed an exhilarated sigh as kevin pressed him up against the wall, his breath ghosting against the base of sami’s neck. kevin let a glob of spit pool in his palm, slowly beggining to stroke his cock with the makeshift lubricant. the two remained silent, kevin slipped inside sami with ease, feeling the tightness of the red head around his thick cock, instantly burying himself to the hilt with a breathless moan.

“oh fuck-“ kevin gasped through gritted teeth, beginning to move with short quick thrusts, now allowing sami a second to adjust to his size. kevin’s hand reached around once more, resuming its actions beforehand, stroking sami’s length. the sensation was almost too much to bare, sami’s eyes kept darting back and forth between the two ends of the hallway, hoping and praying that no one would dare walk in on the sight, although the thought was arousing he’d rather save himself the embarrassment of explaining.

“kev…you’re so big…” sami hummed, face pressed against the wall by kevin’s large palm, feeling himself about to buckle under the weight of his own orgasm, desperate chasing down his release. kevin gave a silent smirk, simply adoring how sami seemed to collapse completely under his touch.

sami had no need to announce his orgasm, more so he did not have enough time to react as his seed dripped down kevin’s knuckles, an act of which made a heat rise to sami’s already flushed cheeks. kevin merely hummed in response, sending his own orgasm nearing. his movement became rougher, more relentless, burying his size deep inside sami with reckless intent, determined to please the red head even further.

“fuckfuckfuck-“ sami panted, cock sensitive and overstimulated from kevin’s hand. kevin have a small, primal growl upon release, filling sami to the brim with his hot seed. remaining inside him for a moment, kevin adored the way sami’s cum leaked down his tattooed knuckles, bringing his fingers up to his lips in order to taste his new-found lover’s seed, shuddering with delight as the sweet taste mingled with his tastebuds. sami peered behind him for a moment, meeting kevin’s gaze, sami’s muscles twitching lightly with exhaustion

“please…again…”

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[thlayli-ra]

Okay, every time I watch RAW/Smackdown I start wondering who's a valet and who's a dominant out of the new(er) guys and who's paired up and who's single... Indulge my curiosity, pleeeease? 😄

This is pretty much my default setting LOL - I exclusively judge wrestlers based on how they fit in the valetverse, so will I indulge? Absolutely!!!

Raw Roster:

(Let's start with the easy ones)

Cody Rhodes (valet) is still married to Randy Orton (dominant) but they've since divorced from Ted DiBiase Jnr. (They also have a kid in the valetverse now)

CM Punk (valet) is still married to The Undertaker (dominant) and they have Frankie Calaway.

Seth Rollins (valet) is still married to Roman (dominant) and Jon Moxley (valet) but their marriage is a bit shaky after the events at Wrestlemania (which I will go into in future fics). No kids.

Drew McIntyre (dominant) is still married to Jinder Mahal (dominant) but he's... having a bit of a crisis just now involving a certain Second City Saint.

Sami Zayn (valet) recently remarried Kevin Owens (dominant)

Damian Priest (dominant) is married to Finn Balor (valet, beloved husband), Dominik Mysterio (valet, who's been sniffing around elsewhere recently) and JD McDonagh (valet, but is actually more Finn's boyfriend)

Chad Gable (valet) is married to Otis (dominant). For now...

Kofi Kingston (valet) and Xavier Woods (valet) are both married to Big E (dominant)

Gunther (dominant) is married to Ludwig Kaiser (valet), recently divorced from Giovanni Vinci (valet)

Rey Mysterio (dominant, had to think hard about this one. He ticks all the right boxes for a valet but the more I think about it, the more I see him as a really short dominant) is married to Joaquin Wilde (valet) and Cruz del Toro (valet). Recently betrayed by bestie Carlito (dominant, who Dirty Dom has been sniffing around).

Karrion Kross (dominant) is a tricky one for me because he needs a Scarlet imo - his harbinger of doom! But whether this role is filled with another wrestler on the roster or a 'gender-bender' version of Scarlet, I can't decide. I'd love to hear some suggestions?

Sheamus (dominant) is recently divorced from Ridge Holland (valet) and Pete Dunne (valet).

Everybody else on the Raw roster is single, as far as I can see (but then I only watch Raw sporadically when Punk is on) and is split like this;

Valets:

Akira Tozawa, Dragon Lee, Ilja Dragunov, Jey Uso, The Miz, Ricochet, R-Truth, Tyler Bate

Dominants:

Akam, Braun Strowman, Bron Breaker, Bronson Reed, Brutus Creed, Dijak, Ivar, Julius Creed, Odyssey Jones, Rezar,

Smackdown Roster:

LA Knight (valet) is still married to Bobby Lashley (dominant)

Baron Corbin (dominant) has divorced from Bo Dallas (valet, who has since vanished...???? Hmmm 🤔)

Angelo Dawkins (dominant) is married to Montez Ford (valet)

Santos Escobar (dominant) is married to Angel (valet) and Berto (valet)

Karl Anderson (valet) has long been married to Luke Gallows (dominant)

Johnny Gargano (valet) is married to Tomasso Ciampa (dominant)

Everybody else is single and is split like;

Valets:

AJ Styles, Apollo Crews, Ashante 'Thee" Adonis, Austin Theory, Carmelo Hayes, Cedric Alexander, Elton Prince, Grayson Waller, Kit Wilson, Logan Paul, Tonga Loa (so far, maayyy change my mind on that depending on what he does the next wee while)

Dominants;

Andrade, Shinsuke Nakamura, Solo Sikoa, Tama Tonga

Phew! Considered yourself indulged! 🤣

[mostlikelythedevil]

Haunted. | [Chapter Three]

Pairing(s): Kevin Owens x Fem!Zayn!Reader, Solo Sikoa x Fem!Zayn!Reader

Warning(s): Explicit Language, Angst

Word Count: 1,482

Chapter Summary: The Bloodline saw a small piece of The Reader’s spat with Kevin, and she’s not quite in the right state of mind to be calm about that.

Link(s): AO3, Masterlist

Note(s): This, for one reason or another, was an extremely hard chapter for me to write, so I apologize for the short content. I rewrote this three times in varying levels of aggression, but I am ultimately content with how this turned out (which is funny because it is the complete opposite of my outline). I hope you all enjoy!

Tag(s): @crowleysqueenofhell @raeluvshammett

There is no chance that Sami had nothing to do with the phone call — or, at the very least, telling Roman and his kin of your supposed feelings for their bitter enemy — so seeing the dumbstruck expression lacing his features is enough to send you into a blind, bitter rage; the added sight of Roman Reigns smirking is just fuel to your fire.

Footsteps echo through the corridor as you close in on the group of incognizant men, carrying with them the sound of your misery and ire. Laughter and smirks fade from otherwise contented expressions as you come more into view; the sight of viscous clumps of foundation and eyeliner melded to your cheeks, of strands of ginger hair clinging wildly to the wet streaks accompanying the ruined make-up, of the swollen red encompassing your eyes to the point of near blindness, the sight of your absolute ruin was enough to hush The Bloodline — even the amusement on Roman faded.

Though difficult to see the small details, you can see that Roman is much more intense at the sight of your disarray. His lips, first curled up at the idea that you would approach them — rather, him —  with such aggression, were now a thin line on his strong, stoic canvas. In his eyes, though you cannot trust your own to be entirely accurate, you can see a glint of pride; there is no sense to be made as to why such an emotion would cross him at the sight of you, regardless of the situation.

“How could you do this to me?” The hoarseness of your voice causes a sting of pain in the back of your throat as you try to holler, eyes trained hard on your brother. “How could you?”

Sami, distraught at the sight of you, reaches out both hands defensively. “I don't— I don't know what's going on,” he stumbles over his words as you approach him.

As soon as you are within reach of your brother, your palm comes heavy across his cheek and without warning. Sami stumbles, tripping over his own feet, into the arms of Paul Heyman. “Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted, Sami?” Fresh tears bubble in your eyes as your brother smooths a hand across his stinging, reddened cheek in absolute shock.

“Damn,” one of the twins half-shouts.

Eyes wide, hand soothing his stinging cheek, Sami cannot find the words to respond. You have never — never — struck him before; not when he had thrown your favorite plush down into the depths of a lake in the middle of a mild, yet still freezing, Canadian winter as a child; not when he told you that you looked like a fool during your first match as a teenager; not when he accidentally ruined one of your keepsakes by sitting on it. How could you strike your own brother, now, without telling him why? How could you strike him as if he were nothing — as if he were not your beloved brother?

“Answer me, damn it! Tell me this is what you wanted.” You reach out to push Sami as you speak, though he hardly moves. “Tell me this is what you wanted, you fucking coward!”

“Please stop,” is all Sami can manage — a feeble, sad whisper.

A strong, thick arm wraps around your waist as you push Sami once more, pulling you firmly back and away from your brother. “Let me go,” you half-sob, half-scream as you kick the air with enough force to hurt your knees.

With little resistance, the person holding you slips around to your front before releasing the hold on your waist. In front of you, through your blurred vision, is Solo Sikoa. His hands are wrapped across his chest, showcasing the muscles of his arms; it’s no wonder that you found it impossible to break free from his hold.

“I can see that you’ve had a long night already,” the voice of Roman Reigns breaks your attention away from Solo, who you heavily considered slapping for touching you — truthfully, you should be thankful Roman stopped you from doing something so terribly unhinged. “But I need you to calm down and use your words, sweetheart.”

The tears dry at the sight of Roman standing just behind Solo — at the sound of his voice commanding you to be calm. Your chest heaves, heavy with the burden of controlling your erratic breathing, and you can feel your body shaking with adrenaline that you were previously unaware of. Despite the immense amount of anger and heartbreak and humiliation, there’s truth in that you need to calm yourself. Hearing it from Roman, though, is the least calming thing that could have happened.

“Go to hell,” you spit, lunging at Roman. Solo throws his arm out, almost lazily, keeping you trapped behind him; even then, you push your body against his arm, straining to look Roman in the eye.

Roman, feeling generous, ignores your outburst. “I’m going to assume that this is about your little spat with Kevin, right?” His tone is little more than mocking. “Sami had nothing to do with that.”

You continue to push against Solo, fighting against his arm as you stare at Roman over his shoulder. “Fucking liar,” you growl, eyes leaving Roman in search of Sami.

In the background, largely shielded from your view, the twins are working to calm Sami down from your aggression. Now that you’re paying attention, you can hear sniffling and the quiet, patience voices of the twins as they shield your brother from you. He cannot comprehend your anger with him. It hurts. God, it hurts, and that’s all that he can think.

“You weren’t opening your eyes to Sami’s gentle warnings,” Roman continues as if he did not hear your brash words, “and as Sami’s sister, and therefore an extension of The Bloodline, I could no longer stand by idly and allow Kevin to manipulate you against your brother.”

“You had no fucking right,” you strain to holler again, eyes returning to Roman. “I’m not an extension of your group of viscous, self-centered, good-for-nothing pricks. I never fucking will be.”

You do not notice the footsteps behind you. “E— Excuse me,” the meek voice of a crew member interjects before you can continue to berate Roman, “Miss Zayn, you’re needed in the guerrilla position for your match in— five minutes.”

Fuck — the match. You forgot about the match. God, you’re a mess. How are you supposed to go out in front of all of those people for such an important match looking like this? You’re not even in the mental state to do it anymore. Fuck.

“I’ve forgiven you for your words against me tonight — your blatant disrespect — because I understand the grief that you’re in. As your Tribal Chief, it falls to me to make the difficult decisions, and as someone who has not yet been predisposed to the expectations of being a member of The Bloodline, you are forgiven this once.” Roman speaks with such authority, staring you down as if you are prey in the arms of his cousin.

The crew member runs off as soon as he is acknowledged with a nod from Roman.

“I’m not in The Bloodline, you stupid fuck. I want nothing to do with you,” your voice has lost the resolve it had, thoughts too consumed with the idea of your contendership match being so soon among all of the drama.

Roman huffs out a laugh. “You’re welcome to come to our locker room after your match to talk like the grown-up that you’re supposed to be,” the smile that crosses his lips lacks all warmth. “Otherwise, stay out of our way until you can find it in yourself to thank me for saving you from yourself — because we both know that you know Kevin never cared about you, you just don’t know what to do with yourself for being so goddamn wrong about him while your brother screamed and pleaded and begged for you to come to your senses.”

“I—,” the words catch in your throat.

“Good luck on your match, Little Zayn. Remember what I said: you get one pass, and that’s tonight,” Roman turns away from you, collects the twins and Sami and Paul, and heads in the direction of The Bloodline’s locker room.

Solo looks over his shoulder, only stepping away from you when the rest of The Bloodline are secure behind the doors of their locker room — which happens to be just down the corridor from your own. He turns back to you, scrutinizing you under his stone expression, before turning completely to join the rest of The Bloodline in their shared locker room.

In the distance, you can hear Liv Morgan’s music drowning out the cheering of the crowd.

[samijey]

supportive bf sami zayn my beloved 💚

[shanie]

WWE/Wizard101 AU Crossover Ideas

Sami Zayn

Sami Zayn is the life-iest LIfe Wizard in the spiral. Like, his primary focus is "nobody is dying on my watch EVER" and his secondary focus is "I'm gonna smack you with a Forest Lord buffed so hard your head will spin". He's not the biggest dog in any fight, nor is he the strongest, but he tends to get underestimated a in duels by the damage schools who automatically assume the red haired life wizard who is still wearing Wizard City school-emblem garb can't hurt them... only to be quickly wrecked with a centaur that somehow does 5000+ damage. But his true passion is healing. He loves with his whole heart (but often not wisely) and has been known to use his spells to save the lives of opponents who he has bested in the hopes that they will find a better path in life, rather than simply let them die. He's a graduate of Ravenwood, but started out as a transfer student. His parents, unable to afford Ravenwood's tuition, tried to send him to Pigswick. However, when he mastered the Pigsie spell within two months of being there, and put on a stellar showing at the Spiral Cup despite having poor spell knowledge at his disposal, he was granted a scholarship to Ravenwood where he breezed through his studies, both in Wizard City and abroad, and graduated two days after his 18th birthday. However, that was over 20 years ago and since then he's spent his free time when he isn't working as a full time healer (he has an office on the outskirts of Wizard City where he sees patients) traveling the spiral, championing causes for justice, and dueling in competitive tournaments for fun. (Sometimes he even wins!)

Sami was one of the healers that Sylvia Drake was sent to when she got sick. Sami tried his hardest to save her and, when she passed away, Sami took it personally. He fell into a deep depression, something that was only made worse when Malistaire turned evil in the wake of Sylvia's death. It caused Sami to grow disillusioned with the spiral and it was only by meeting a hotheaded storm wizard named Jey Uso (whose raging, angry exterior Sami could tell masked the kindest of hearts) that he realized there were still reasons to continue fighting through life.

Sami DESPISES the Marleybonians and will speak out against them on a regular basis. Beyond that, on the few trips he's taken to Marleybone, he's been known to offer his services to the local cats and rats to try and heal their wounds from when the Yarders have unfairly targeted them just for being different. (He *really* hates cops.) He also isn't too fond of what Merle Ambrose has been up to lately, sending kids to fight battles that should be handled by adults, and actually ended his association with Ravenwood after 20 years in protest. He now lives in a quiet villa in Wysteria where he tends to his vast garden and spends most of his time with his beloved (if constantly angry) necromancer, Kevin Owens.

[himbos-hotline]

Ok so we know nothing about wrestling except what we’ve seen you post about, say we wanted to get into it what should we know and where to start? No pressure to answer this right away ! We’ve become very intrigued because you seem so into it and it looks really cool honestly

Hello friend! So you wanna get into the gay theatre that is wrestling! Where you never know if youre talking about horror movies, wrestlers or a porno.

Advice from my friends is just find someone your brain finds cool. They dont need to be anything spectaular or anything, they dont need a cool gimmick or have to be cool or anything like that just someone whose neat. Find their socials, follow them, dont try to gather all storyline details. Little things. Talk to other followers on tumblr about it and learn about things! Watch as little or as much of their matches as you like.

Learn about the terms. Theres wrestling terms like face and heel, gimmick and reciept, Here is a link to a list of wrestling terms

A list of some of my favourite wrestlers [blorbos my beloved] include:

Kenny Omega

'Hangman' Adam Page

Wheeler Yuta

Danhausen

The Young Bucks

Adam Cole [Baybay] [you have to add the baybay its wrestling law /j]

Maxwell Jacob Friedman [hes better than you and you know it]

Jon Moxley

Taz

HOOK

Sami Zayn

Kevin Owens

Alexa Bliss

Dr Britt Baker DMD

Paige [Saraya]

Seth Rollins

The Dark Order [RIP Brodie Lee]

For the love of god let people have people they like, that goes for ships too, oh!! Read fanfic because some of the best fanfics I have read have been this fandom, join discord servers if you can, make friends! Learn about the drama or dont! DO whatever! write smut read smut, put your blorbos in a snowglobe and shake them!!

The wrestling fandom [at least the side im on] is so full of kind and wonderful people and I love them so much!!

Watch video essays or top ten lists, follow wrestling news sites, read fanfics, read different opinions and posts, reblog the same gifset over and over again.

These are very few of my favourite matches! [with two from my friends in the wrestling and writing server] [if any of you guys are reading this ILY]

some of my favourite matches include [CW:BLOOD]

CM Punk vs MJF- dog collar match

Kenny Omega VS Hangman adam page

kenny and hangman VS the young bucks

kenny omega vs kazuchika okada [all their matches are fuckin AWESOME]

Adam page VS adam cole- texas death match [I cannot find a fuckin link to this I have it downloaded on my laptop]

BCC VS JAS- blood and guts

Kenny vs Jon Moxley

fellow wrestling fans are allowed to reblog to add things and stuff! Welcome to the community

[mondaysaglitch]

"you are a weak little man"

sami zayn my beloved

[kayfabebabe]

Hi Mitch, i hope you're well. Commentary and Face for the wrestling asks.

Hallo M! I'm doing awesome and I hope you're doing okie - Thank you so much for the Ask <3

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Commentary - Your favorite commentators/announcers/interviewers?

We're heading back to the mid-2000's for this answer. I grew up hearing Taz's commentary on SmackDown each week so, in my head, his voice is the voice of my earliest wrestling memories. I never knew that Taz was a wrestler until I got back into wrestling a couple of years ago.

Face - Your favorite and/or least favorite good guy/girl wrestler?

Thanks to Zaynee, I have a new found fondness for Sami Zayn. He is rightly beloved by everyone.

[shanie-the-toyaddict]

Hey, I usually don't do follow forevers because I feel like I'm always leaving people out.

But screw it, I'm unmedicated, here goes.

First of all, my beloved @wrestlezaynia. I don't know what or where I would be without you. You wanna talk about Zowens? Without you, there would be no me. Literally. I can't tell you how many times just the thought of you has gotten me through the darkest moments. I legit wouldn't be here now if it wasn't for you, so from the bottom of my heart, thank you and I love you.

Next. @mrwrestlingkevinsteen. My... God, I don't know what you even are at this point. You're just... so much for me. To me. If Zaynee is the Kevin Owens to my Sami Zayn, you are the Kevin STEEN. You just mean the friggin world to me and to think, I was afraid you wouldn't like me. I was afraid to talk to you or approach you and now look at me. I can't shut up around you. I love you forever, I'm giving you so many smooches, I'm just gonna hold you for awhile OK?

@himbos-hotline. In a perfect world, I would have adopted you by now. The way you always tag my posts brings the biggest smile to my face. I simply adore you and I want you to know that, for 2023, I'm wrapping my big squishy arms around you and holding you close and keeping you safe. Please, when you're having bad days, even if I'm not around, remember that I am rooting for you and I love you and that my life would be so much darker without you in it. *hugs*

@baysexuality. My Lexie. You have offered me so much support this year that I don't know what I would do if you hadn't. You know I've been going through ish lately and you don't judge me or berate me and I am so grateful for that. I love you so so so sooooo much and I hope 2023 is just the best year ever for you.

@adampage. I feel like you are the unsung bestie at times. I feel like I don't give you enough attention for how much I love you and I'm sorry for that. Because I do, you know? I do love you, LOTS. You always make me smile with your posts and your gifs and I hope you can have everything you want for 2023 because you deserve it. You're such a wonderful person and I want the best for you always.

@colesterstrudel. I love you. Love you love you love you. You make me squee with joy when I see you on my dash lusting after Michael Cole (justified, tbh), and Sports Laura brings me more joy than you could ever imagine. I love the way you are passionate about things and I hope that someday I can find that same passion for doing the things I want to do, rather than them just living inside my head spinning like a damn rotisserie chicken.

@low-x-battery. I know we don't talk much anymore but I want you to know that when we do talk it means the world to me. You have changed my life, even just recently. I'm doing better since the last time we chatted and I'm pretty sure it's because of you. Your words make me want to be better and take care of myself and I hope in 2023 I can give back even a little bit of the care you have inspired in me. Love you.

@the--blackdahlia. You are... amazing. You are so amazing and you don't even know it. Your fanworks are so inspiring to me. I dream of having the kind of drive you do and I've already told you how much your stuff means to me. I hope that 2023 treats you so much better because you don't deserve to have people being mean to you ever. You're just the bestest, sweetest, most incredible person and I love you forever.

@smashthegiantkiller. My favorite arms dealer. First of all, keep being gorgeous, OMG how are you so gorgeous, yes, good, keep doing that, GOOD! Second, you make me smile whenever I see you on here so if I can continue doing that, then 2023 is gonna be a great year. Never change and hope you have the best upcoming year ever!

@honoraryuce. I'm just starting to get to know you, but I hope that 2023 is our year baybay. I'm gonna give you so many hugs this year and then when new years 2024 comes, I'm smooching you right on the cheek. Actually, screw that, not waiting. *SMOOCH*

@imswitchbabemox. I'm so happy I've gotten to know you better. You're just amazing and one of these days I'm gonna get to binging on your fanfic. Your passion for your works and your stuff is so inspiring I wish I had your creativity and drive. Also, I love you. I feel like I don't tell you that enough, so, yeah. *hugs*

Shoutout to @jamie-55, @bakurapika, @randomnessoffiction, and @nierthesheepdestroyer. How you guys put up with my non-stop wrestling nonsense, I have no idea, but I love you forever for it. I am so grateful for it though and here's hoping for another year where you don't unfollow me.

And, while I'm sure I'm missing so many people, I'll end with the OG.

@aquilalorelei. We've been through a lot. Together and separately. You've had the shittiest 2022 that I think anyone on planet earth could possibly imagine. Somehow, you survived. That makes you so FUCKKING strong. I pray, wish, vibe, hope, whatever that the world is kinder to you this year. Please, universe. I'm begging. For both our sakes.

Anyway, if I have forgotten anyone, I'm so sorry. It's late and I'm sleepy. Please forgive. I really do love all of you.

Here's to a great 2023.

Happy New Year.

[beardedbarba]

ko and sami zayn my beloveds