#seir the familiar

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*giggles and twirls my finger through my hair* Sooo, do our lovely LI have any kinks and what are they?

oh lots but we gotta keep it short and snappy, dont we?

Book 1:

L Rawlins- It's a secret, but Primal Play. They act like they're too in control and good to want to resort to animalistic ways but god, they're so repressed and would love to fuck the MC in werewolf form.

Seir- Worshiping but in a humiliating/degrading way. Cooing at their master for their lovely hole, their pretty chest, perfect for being used, all the while dragging their claws over their sides.

V De Winters- Big part is knifeplay. They enjoy watching you squirm as they press the cold blade against your skin, but wouldn't want to hurt you. Also loves watching you squirm against restraints.

Z Chambers- They adore sensory play. They're also a switch, so if you want to take turns being blindfolded, they're ALL for it. Also gags, bondage, anything that adds to the experience.

S Della Rovere- Public sex. If they're not allowed to tuck their hand into your undergarments in the corner of a bar, then what's the point? They love risky sex.

Book 2:

Saleos- Petplay. They want to be the one in charge of taking care of you, they want to become the master and you their familiar. They want you in a collar at all times, even a subtle one.

Starling Knight- Clothed sex, usually semi public that's rushed. They're busy but god, they could kiss you if you come visit them and you two can have a quickie.

A. Lancaster- Predator and Prey. Look, they help hunt down the Witch. What makes them think that A doesn't want to do the same in a relationship? You get an hour to escape into the forest or the town. And no matter what, they'll truss you up and have their way with you. Safeword and tap system in hand though.

Book 3:

Quincy Beaumont: God, what AREN'T they into? They're the kinkiest. They love toys, they love public sex, they love all pleasure. But most of all, they love marking. They need you covered in hickeys and bites at all times.

D. Woolf: Slow, intimate sex. They're not that kinky, and in fact, the most submissive of the group. Just use them. Use them however you want. Fuck them, sit on their face, ruin them. Please.

E. Rawlins: They love taking you to extremes. Edging to overstimulating. Scenting you by rubbing their cum into your skin. Biting and making sure to ruin you for anyone else.

[inkyquince]

My god I'm still stunned so many of y'all like Seir. They're one of the most popular little bitches of the book 1 romance. Good god.

[elordilover]

Hii! Could you write a walker scobell x actress reader fic where she's new to acting and her first acting role is in the pjo show? Thank you!!

i love this!! thanks so much for the request! 💐

more than best friends

pairing: walker scobell x fem!reader

summary: you are casted as annabeth for the pjo series and become best friends with your co-star, walker.

warnings: nothing really! not proof read, reader plays annabeth in the seires, half social media

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yourusername- i am so honored to finally tell you that am part of this project! this cast has become family. i’m so excited for everyone to watch it, meet you at camp half-blood: december 20th 🌩️⚡️🌊

walkerscobell- so honored to be able to work with you, and call you my best friend 💐♥️

percyjacksonseries- ⚡️⚡️⚡️

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everyone on the cast just announced their spots in the series, it was your first time doing this so you were a bit nervous. you watched your phone as all the positive comments started to roll in.

you heard the door to your trailer open and saw a familiar face, walker. you would never admit this to anyone, but you did sort of have a crush on him. but you had to put the admiration to the side now that he was your co-star.

“Y/N, do you want to go grab food since we’re done shooting for the day?”, he asked you.

“sure! where are we going?”, you replied as you got up and started exiting your trailer.

“i don’t know, in-n-out?”

“yeah, sure”, you said as you walked to the car.

the whole car ride was filled with scream-singing to one direction songs, it was amazing. the light that shined through his hair made you admire him even more. how the sunshine made his eyes sparkle. the way his smile grew when you were both singing along to the music that shaped both of your childhoods. you had always dreamed of nights like this, now they became your reality. your only wish was that he would see you as more than a friend.

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the next day you arrived to set early and we r straight to the hair and makeup trailer, which was were walker was also. you couldn’t wait to see him.

“hey Y/N, how are you?” walker asked as you walked through the door.

“i’m good, a little tired tho, how about you?” you replied.

“i’m good!”, he said.

you two fell into easy conversation while getting makeup done, or getting your hair fixed. it was always easy with him, you always felt safe and at home while you were with walker. it was just something about him.

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“action!”, you heard and immediately started to act out your scene with walker. it was going to be in the finale episode, where you place your necklace around his neck. it was supposed to be a little romantic, but it shouldn’t have affected you this much.

walker’s deep blue eyes stared you down, your cheeks immediately turned a deep shade of red. it was embarrassing, everyone on set would notice your admiration toward walker.

walker started laughing, most likely from your eye contact. almost every scene you guys shot together ended up like this, you and walker would burst out laughing. almost every scene had to be reshot many many times.

you shot the scene again and again until it was perfect. your cheeks still burning many minutes after.

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after many long hours of shooting, walker entered into your trailer to hang out with you. it had become a nightly ritual for you guys. you would lay on your couch and scroll on tiktok, showing each other the funniest ones.

after minutes of scrolling walker tilted his phone toward you. you noticed the tiktok featured you and walker. it was an edit shipping you two. it used clips from different moments from the press tour, and red carpet events.

“i mean… it’s a good edit”, you said nervously. you secretly loved seeing tiktok’s like these.

“yeah i agree, it’s one of the better ones i’ve seen. we look pretty good together, we make a great team”, walker replied not knowing how that last sentence would effect you.

“we sure do”, you agreed as both you and walker’s cheeks turned red.

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the other members of the cast had noticed how close you and walker had gotten, when you weren’t together, you guys were texting, and if you weren’t texting, you were probably asleep. aryan had brought it up to you last week, he said how everyone saw how you guys looked at each other, and how you were both always blushing when you had scenes together. you didn’t believe him though.

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filming had come to an end and you were definitely going to miss your new best friends, especially walker. you two had agreed to call and text as much as you could till you could be back together for the press tour.

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yourusername- filming this show was the best experience of my life, thank you to everyone who was involved in creating this amazing series. love you all ♥️

the first two episodes are out now! 🌩️⚡️🌊

walkerscobell- SO EXCITED‼️‼️‼️

percyjacksonseries- oh my god

walkerfan- Y/N’s feeding us with this bts content

Y/Nfan- it’s sooooooo good

walkerscobell- first two episodes. out now. 🌩️🌊

i love everyone on this cast so much, they have become my family, so so so thankful for everyone who got me here

yourusername- GO BEST FRIEND ‼️‼️‼️

percyjacksonseries- watching rn.

walkerfan13- PERCYBETH 😭😭😭

Y/Nfan- Y/N X WALKER CONTENT 🎉

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after the cast party, you decided to go over to walker’s place before your parents came and got you.

“hey Y/N, i kind of wanted to tell you something”, walker said nervously, “ever since i first met you you’ve inspired me so much and i just wanted to say that i really like you, in more than a friend way”, he rambled out.

you thought you were dreaming, no way he just said that. you stared at him for a second before kissing him, it was just a simple peck but you hope it got your point across.

“wait, you like me too?”

“of course, of course i do” you replied, noticing how red walker’s cheeks were.

he leaned in and gave you another kiss, you couldn’t believe this was real life.

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after a couple of months, many interviews, many nights on facetime, many ship edits being sent to each other, many days of secretly dating. you both decided to make your relationship public.

yourusername- my mom approves

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walkerscobell- percybeth irl

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she looks so pretty (chapter one) - Alessia Russo x reader

warnings: just two awkward girlies hehe, suggestive? kinda?, if you squint lol

hiya guys!, im back (kinda??) im gonna try post more frequently, but no promises lmao

anyways hope you enjoy this first part to a lil seires im gonna be working on, enjoy!

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“Come on girls!”

You hear the crowd erupt as you took the first steps at the emirates, as much as many times as you'd step out onto the incredible stadium you'd always get goosebumps at the sound of the thousands of fans cheering you on.You look around taking it all in as you stand in line with the rest of your team, you watch kim little and mary Earps shake hands and follow the line of your teammates to shake hands with the familiar manchester united players.

you watch the heads in the line pass you when you see the spiky ponytail, you look up and meet the eyes of Alessia Russo, piercing blue eyes meeting with yours for a second, you grab each other's hand and just like that, she's gone.

You'd never properly spoken to Alessia, but the 2 times you’d played against man united this season you felt her eyes on you during the game, and when you'd catch her, she would immediately look away and as soon as the whistle blew, you would try avoiding her and go straight for the changing rooms, scared that if you did end up talking to her, you'd say something stupid to embarrass yourself, so avoiding her was the next option.

You jogged over to the team circle, wrapping your arms around Beth and Kaite, Kim gave her speech and you all put your hands in the middle of the circle and lifted your arms up.

“Arsenal!”

Arsenal end up beating united  2-1, you and viv both scoring absolute worldies, you'd all gone around taking pictures and signing shirts when you feel a tap on your shoulder, you turn around and once again meet light blue eyes, you hear your heart in your ears as you snap out of it once you hear her relaxing voice.

“Nice goal before, was an amazing chip” Alessia praised you while wearing one of her pretty toothy smiles.

“Oh thank you, it was nothing really, Leah's assist set me up” you laughed rubbing your neck to hide the slight redness rising from your nervousness.

“Hmm true but that finish took skill, you cut through all our defenders” Alessia giggled playing with the hem of her shirt.

You both stayed talking a while longer when you heard Katies voice calling your name.

“y/n!, come on you slowpoke hurry yer ass over before i make ya” katie says looking between the two of you.

“Sorry, gotta get to the shower, i'd rather not get her to drag me over” you laugh.

“No worries, I'll see you at Lottes party this weekend?” Alessia asked, sounding hopeful.

“Yeah, for sure,i'll be there” you replied 

“Ah nice, see you there then” Alessia smiled and waved starting to walk away

“Y-yeah, you too!” you said while she walked back to hear teammates. You turned around and slapped your forehead.

“Realy y/n?, ‘you too’?, for fucks sake” you shook your head at yourself as you walked into the changing rooms.

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an hour later your walking with leah to the car park, since youd signed with arsenal a few months ago youd moved in with leah until you could find a place of your own, but it was nice having her around, you werent a fan of being on your own a lot, so having her to talk to is something your grateful for.

you both got in the car, leah driving and you in shotgun, as she pulled out of the parking she began talking.

"saw you and lessi talking earlier" leah said smirking

"oh shush it was nothing, just some friendly chat thats all" you rolled your eyes at her.

"mhm, for now" she said laughing.

"your so annoying did you know that?" you said jokingly

"its my hobby to pester you" she shrugged smiling, you roled your eyes and laughed with her.

"if you keep rolling your eyes they are gonna end up at the back of your head"

"Leah!"

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Later that day you are cooking dinner at your shared apartment with leah, some spaghetti, nice and plain for leah and you add some spices to your own since your not as picky as her, you set the two plates at the dinner table when you hear your phone ping on the kitchen counter, you walk up to it and tap on the screen, your eyes widen and your heart starts racing.

‘Alessiarusso99 started following you’

You start jumping up and down in the kitchen giggling when Leah walks in on you.

“What's gotten you so happy?” she asks, smiling with one eyebrow raised.

“Oh it's nothing’ u say pushing your phone away.

“Let me see” she reaches over your shoulder and grabs your phone and taps the screen, she looks down at it and then smirks up at you.

“B’out time one of you guys made the first move foken’ ell” she says laughing

“Oh shush we hadn't spoken until today, and plus she doesn't see me like that” you say snatching your phone off her and rolling your eyes.

“Mhm, whatever you say y/n/n” she teases, walking out of the kitchen.

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Saturday comes around and you're getting ready for the party, straightening your hair in your vanity, you'd never taken so long to choose an outfit, usually you're very quick when it comes to it, but tonight you found yourself struggling to find something you liked, or more so, something she would like. Once your done you grab your phone and spray on your expensive ‘going out’ perfume and head to the front door.

“God you look like your about to throw up” leah laughed at you

“Lee, stop it, im stressin’ man” you whined as leah shook her head.

“Come on romeo let's get in the car”

Once you get to the place Lotte rented out you hear the music blasting even from outside. you feel your chest tighten and your hands get sweaty, leah then puts her hand on your shoulder.

“Hey, relax, breathe” you nod at her words and start breathing slowly.

“You're gonna be fine, just be yourself okay?” she smiles at you, you return the gesture and begin walking inside.

You and Leah make your way through the crowd and the mist, disco lights flashing in your eyes and sweaty bodies bumping into you, you then see Katie,Caitlin,Beth and Viv by the bar and walk up to them.

“Leah,y/n, you're finally here, god what took you so long” beth said slurring over her words you laughed at her and gave her a hug.

“Lessi asked about you before, she was wondering where you were” Beth giggled, wiggling her eyebrows.

“Did she?” you said, your heartbeat once again starting to increase, beth nodded at your words. You then decided you needed some alcohol in your body so you'd gain the confidence to actually talk to her.

“Leah, you want a couple shots?”

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After around 20 minutes of dancing  you started to feel lighter, not drunk since you wanted to remember everything tonight.

You then scanned the crowd, looking for a specific blonde through the hundreds of heads.

“Look who's finally here” you turn around at the familiar voice and smile.

“Hey, i was just looking for you actually” you said matter of factly as she smiles at you

“I've been wanting to dance with you” she said looking up and down at you

“Is that so?” you say smirking at her, liking how confident she's acting. She smiles at you and grabs your hand, pulling you into the crowd of sweaty bodies.

Alessia starts screaming as ‘mr saxobeat’ starts playing,you laugh and start dancing with her, you watch how she dances, she looks good, really good, the way the simple black dress hugs her curves is driving you crazy, the disco lights shine on her skin, making her glow, you look at her in awe.

You then step closer to her, she smiles at you and grabs your wrists, placing your hands on her waist, you pull your bodies together, moving to the beat of the music, her arms go on your shoulders, your eyes not leaving each other, she lifts her drink in the air as you both sing along to the words of ‘she knows’, your fingers start tracing shapes on her waist and you feel her slightly shiver at your touch, you smirk at her and lean into her ear.

“You like that?” you whisper

“Shut up” she giggles, you then dig your fingers deeper into her waist, her laughing stopping as she lets out a shaky breath.

“Fuck” she curses softly, you laugh through your nose and relax your fingers, rubbing your hands up and down her waist trying to calm her down.

“Don't wanna move too fast now hm?” you whisper looking into her hooded eyes.

“Hmm yeah, let's take it slow” she smirks,her eyes locked on yours as she slots her leg between both of yours, putting slight pressure on your core, you let out a low groan.

“Oh fuck you” you laugh as she removes her leg. She giggles and creates some space between both of you.

“Let's go find lotte” Alessia suggests, you nod agreeing and let her hold your wrist, pulling you through the crowd.

It's gonna be a long night.

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a/n:

soso sorry for the lack of fics, ive been quite busy and tbh ive had 0 motivation, please feel free to drop some requests ( i rly need some lol) or just any random questions :)

part 2 coming soon! xx

[kitchenisking]

Seires Fic Rec Part 13

Eighth Night of Chunnuka

Hot Nerd Alert by alisvolatpropiis - (Hot Nerd Alert) - (Rating: Not Rated, Words: 4,537, sterek)

Derek can't believe he's actually doing this: taking a selfie snap of the guy he’s been crushing on for weeks to prove to Danny that one, yes, he really does exist, and two, he really is that hot and thus he is totally justified in being too scared to make a move.

Or you know, even talk to the guy outside of the class they share.

In his defense, this isn’t just any guy. This THE guy. Hot Nerd. The utterly adorable but still somehow insanely sexy freshman in his twentieth century American Lit class who he’s been lusting over since the first day of the semester. If there were ever a time for him to be that person who tries to be subtle while taking snaps of other people, this is it. 

Inspired by this super cute fanart by prettiestalpha.

This is Home by JoMouse - (This is Home) - (Rating: T, Words: 3,451, sterek)

Derek gets a letter carrying a familiar scent from an unknown person. He drops everything and returns to Beacon Hills for the first time in fifteen years.

Written for A Very Sterek Summer. Day 5, Theme: Reunion.

If the ley lines you should follow by forestofbabel - ( Ley Lines ) - (Rating: T, Words: 52,111, sterek)

And Derek just stood there, staring at Stiles like he was a ghost.

“Dude, I know it’s been a while but you don’t have to look at me like you’re that surprised I’m hung over in the woods. It’s practically a tradition at this point.”

“Stiles?” Derek whispered, the name falling from his lips like a punch to the gut. Stiles watched, confused, as Derek took a deep breath in and took a shaky step forward then back again. “You’re not- you can’t be. Who are you?”

All I Ever Wanted by gabby227 - (Presidential Stiles and First Husband Derek) - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 24,297, sterek)

Based on a request on tumblr: 

In the midst of all of the Election 2016 craziness, I have discovered that I need President & First Husband Sterek. Either could have either position, but I’m really desperate for the ‘First Husband’ to be more interested in continuing their current career than getting involved in anything political. They show up for the really important stuff, but they don’t put much stock in the whole the ‘President’s spouse must do a political song and dance for the masses’. 

Or, rather, the first of several stories surrounding presidential!Stiles and first husband!Derek.

Reunion by Rising_Phoenix - (The New Hale Pack) - (Rating: G, Words: 5,221, sterek)

Stiles is in Beacon Hills, just in time for his ten-year high school reunion. Having been convinced to show up there, he meets the last person he wants to me, one Scott McCall, the werewolf who once had been his best friend, his brother, before he had told him that humans can not be part of a pack and abandoned him after graduation. But it's Scott who will be surprised by not only Stiles being there, but also by the backup that has decided to show up supporting him...

Pretty Little Wolf by ItsMe_Basil  - ( Pretty Little Wolf) - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 82,164, sterek)

Derek has heard stories about the Spark -the kind of stories that would have his younger self cowering under the blankets. The kind of stories that had Derek stick close to the pack. But when Derek is in trouble, and the pack isnt around, Derek finds himself in the care of said Spark, and he finds out fairly quickly that he's not all he seems to be. Stiles, he finds out, isn't a villain at all. Derek's only heard one side of the story for four years, and now it's time for him to hear the other side from his mate. *-* "Pretty little wolf," he hummed, stepping closer and kneeling beside Derek. Even in his death fogged brain, he recognized the words spoken. The words that were tattooed along his hip bone. The man reached a hand out, long bony fingers brushing against Derek's jaw. That's when recognition dawned on him. He knew this boy -not personally, but he'd seen pictures. This was the Spark. The one Scott had warned him about since Derek had returned to Beacon Hills four years ago. His mate. "Fuck me," Derek gasped out, dropping his head on the step. "Let's get you better, first, shall we, Puppy?" The Spark hummed.

Not Quite According to Plan by Phlinting - (A Spark of Hope and the Butterfly Effect ) - (Rating: Mature, Words: 23,261, sterek)

It's been eleven years since Scott was bitten by a feral werewolf and, despite his pack's many victories along the way, Gerard Argent's influence lives on. As the knowledge of the supernatural spread to the general population so did the hatred and fear of the unknown. The McCall pack has been picked off one by one and Stiles, Sheriff Stilinski, and Peter Hale are the only three left, on the run and barely surviving.

But Stiles has found a spell. He has the magic, the spark, and his belief. He has his dad and Peter to help power it and he has the will and desperation to succeed.

He's going back to the Hale fire and this time he's going to stop it ALL before it starts.

It's the perfect solution. Too bad things never go quite according to plan...

Another Alpha by ThePornFairy - (Wash your hands) - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 1,147, sterek)

When Stiles comes home with news, things don't exactly go as planned.

or

Wash your hands as thoroughly as Derek scrubs another alpha's scent off of Stiles skin

Blue Light (i'm waiting for it, that) by zanni_1 (zanni_scaramouche) - (In Your Eyes (the light, the heat) - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 19,743, sterek)

Derek pays him to dance, Stiles enjoys the sex on the side, and that’s all that ties them together. Whatever else the enigmatic man does is none of Stiles’ fucking business.

Stiles works at a club owned by infamous Derek Hale, leader of the largest criminal organization this side of the country. As they twirl closer together police and rival gangs start to gain the upper hand, forcing everyone's loyalty to be questioned.

Body On My by nymphe - (Losin’ All My Innocence) - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 2,333, sterek)

“I’m serious, Derek. Like really sensitive,” Stiles says, a little muffled by where he’s shoving his face into Derek’s shirt.

Stiles’ neck is sensitive. Derek takes advantage of it.

[nicosraf]

Hi! First of all - I adooore ABM! I instantly bought the revised version after reading the previous one (I liked it even more for all the little extra scenes, my heart bursted reading the Michael x Lucifer kissing scenes). Also, I really need to know what happens to Rosier and Asmodeus after the fall ahhh. Your writing is magnificent, I really look forward to part 2. But anyway! To my question - where did you collect all the background information on the demons? To be frank, I'm so interested in them, but there's tons of (false) information out there and I thought maybe dear Rizzfael could recommend a reliable source for curious cats?

Aghhh thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed!! The Michael x Lucifer kiss bits were fun to add — they're also so embarrassing. They're both so embarrassing to me.

So — I got my information on demons mostly from the canon Bible. Baal is in the Bible, so is Beelzbub, who he is usually conflated with; Beelzebub is often translated as "Lord of the Flies", hence I decided Baal was the angel of flight.

Asmodeus is from the Book of Tobit, which I'm very familiar with given my very Catholic upbringing. He is associated with lust, given what occurs in his story.

Mammon and Moloch I got from Paradise Lost, but theyre in the Bible as well. They're in the Bible, though they're not "really" demons and seem to be representations of money and a Canaanite god who liked child sacrifice. I made them the angels of gold and gift-giving, naturally.

Ishtar is not mentioned by name, but there are allusions to him/her as a goddess in Jeremiah 7:18. With Ishtar, I was just looking for another instance of a foreign god treated as a demon in the Bible.

Gemory and Seir are non-biblical. As much as I'm a stickler for sticking to the Bible, I did want to make a reference, even if small, to demonology. Gemory and Seir are from The Lesser Key of Solomon, which is probably the most famous demonology text or, well, its one of the Big ones.

(I actually used to confuse The Lesser Key of Solomon and The Testament of Solomon, both foundational demonology texts. Asmodeus being good at construction is taken from The Testament of Solomon. On that note, The Key of Solomon is also a pretty foundational text — demonologists love Solomon!)

And Rosier was taken from a random book I found in the medieval studies section at my library. He's not biblical, he's barely even in demonology.

I may be the wrong person to ask given I'm not super into demonology itself, but reading the Solomon texts is a good place to begin if you're looking for footing!

[nuritawa]

Akhir-akhir ini aku menyelesaikan bacaan dari buku terbaru Mba Urfa Qurrota Ainy, perihal menghadapi duka ditinggal kepergian orang tua. Awalnya aku seperti merasa punya trust issue soal kematian, perasaan tidak ingin membuka memori lama karena aku berpikir sudah saatnya berjalan lebih jauh.

Aku merasa sudah sembuh.

Tapi yang terjadi setelah melewati lembar demi lembar malah membawa ku pada cerita masa lalu yang masih hangat dalam ingatan. Hampir dua tahun ibu berpulang tapi kejadian itu terlihat begitu jelas dalam benak kepala ku.

Bukan salah dari buku ini, tetapi seperti inilah perasaan berduka yang kupahami. Kejadian itu tidak akan pernah lupa sampai kapan pun, akan menjadi pengalaman duka yang kadang sulit aku pahami, apakah aku benar-benar selesai dengan perasaan ini, atau tidak?

Yang jelas luka itu memudar seiring berjalannya waktu. Membawa pandangan ku terhadap kematian berubah, dan tentu saja rasa dukanya berubah rasa tak sesakit sejak awal kepergian beliau.

Hari ini adalah tahun ke tiga ramadhan tanpa ibu. Ada perasaan kosong, hilang, sepi, sunyi bahkan perasaan berjarak yang begitu jauh dengan pertemuan. Anehnya meski digempur dengan perasaan yang cukup familiar dari tahun sebelumnya, aku belum menangis sama sekali. Tidak ada reaksi yang menandakan aku sedih menghadapi kenyataan ini. Padahal postingan soal sepinya ramadhan tanpa ibu berseliweran disemua beranda akun sosmed ku.

Bahkan anehnya saat ziarah kubur, aku hanya memandang gundukan tanah itu tanpa ada perasaan mendayu-dayu cemas, ketakutan, atau perasaan khawatir yang sempat ku rasakan dulu. Dan sampai pada malam ke dua ramadhan ini, belum ada satu tetes air mata ku yang jatuh untuk menggambarkan sepinya ramadahan ini tanpa beliau. Kadang aku berpikir, apakah aku sudah sepenuhnya sembuh dari luka berduka? atau apa mungkin sebenarnya aku sudah mati rasa? meninggalkan cerita dimasa lalu karena terbiasa tanpa adanya beliau?

Mungkin aku sudah cukup selesai pada semua emosi berduka. Aku melihat bahwa perjalanan ini sudah saatnya dimulai dengan melihat banyak hikmah dari segala kehidupan yang ibu berikan padaku.

Karena entah kenapa, aku seolah melihat ibu dijalan-jalan kampung, disudut rumahku, di dapur sederhana kami, di berbagai surau dekat rumah, dari berbagai alat masak atau alat makan, sederhananya rasa masakan, bahkan dari sisa alat sholat beliau yang tetap ku pertahankan sampai saat ini. Aku melihat beliau dalam bentuk pengajaran, ilmu, dan kasih sayang.

Mumpung Tuhan masih memberi ku ingatan pada setiap perjalanan bersama Ibu, selama ramadhan ini aku ingin mengabadikannya dalam tulisan. Kadangkala, pikiran ku tidak muat untuk memikirkan betapa luar biasa pengajaran beliau dalam merawatku selama ini.

semoga cerita sederhana ini bisa menjadi tabungan memori, sekaligus perjalanan healing terapi menerima perjalanan duka. Dan semoga, jika ada kebaikan didalamnya bisa menjadi amal jariyah yang panjang untuk beliau.

ps. ya, sebenarnya aku tidak bisa berjanji akan selalu tepat menulis cerita-cerita ini, tapi aku akan usahakan sebaik mungkin. Ohya, ternyata aku menangis juga ketika menulis ini. memang benar, aku perlu mengenal diriku lebih dalam lagi.

Banyuwangi, 12 Maret 2024 | nuritawa

[delphi-dreamin]

Tagged by @yourboyhack ! Thank you darling! This should be a fun one to play with tomorrow!

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! Tag as many people as you have WIPS.

Document (10)

I Just Wanna Be (The Girl You like)

Writing Warm Ups

IJWB Outtakes

Document (9)

Document (4)

Delphi sighs

Inexperience - Dabi

Document2

Dabi - Fill Me

Mermaid!Lucifer AU

Meeting - Dabi

Line Cook Dabi

Luci early morning sex

Deidara smut

Broken

Love Bunny

Hybrid AU

Document (2)

Love of My Life 🖤

Combined Royal AU

Dabi Shibari

Late Night

Heat-Rut AU

BNHA Crossover

Mephisto teasing

Guardian Angel Simeon

Missing You - Video Call

Tattoo

Dabi Thigh Riding

Model

Lesson 38

Dragon AU

Pervy Simeon

Anniversaries

First Times

Send Nudes 3

Mermaid AU

Birthday Present - Asmo

The Proposal (old)

Pact Marks 2

Delphi's a thirsty bitch

Hc's - Catching Him Reading

HBD Asmo

Sandwich

After the Festival

After the Festival Alt

Sleepover - Attic Club

Sleepover

Nightbringer Lucifer

Vampire shit

Innocent Beel

Courting Rituals

Lucifer Jerk Off Fic

Threesome Headcanons

Mammon request

Familiar

Seir Stories

Asmo Corruption kink

Disappeared

Cum

A Different Kind of Dancing

Mammon Pool Table

Mephisto Hate Sex

5&1 Ass Smacking

Beel prone bone x.x

Camboy!Lucifer

Corrupt

Karaoke

Sleepover Exchange

Beel's Day on the Farm

Before You Go

A Tournament of Champions - Simeon

Woop! That's a bitch ton of WIPs. I'm not gonna tag that many people because uh. I don't think I know that many people! 🤣

Tagging, no pressure: @sassykattery @lvminy @attic-club-sandwich @scarlett-vixen @meggsngrits @vampyrsm @touyaspeach @consolationblog @jeschalynn

[purple-the-turtle]

TW// Mentions of Character Death, Non-Graphic Descriptions of Blood

Casey is having the worst day of his life.

Well, one of the worst days of his life. This belongs right on his top ten, right up there with the day Uncle Tello died and the way Master Leonardo and Michelangelo lost part of their smiles, and the day they died. Just below it, is the abstract feeling of losing his mom, and the worst and simultaneously the best birthday present he had ever gotten.

It just. Hurts. 

Seeing Raphael, the looming, faintly familiar giant, so… small, in Casey’s memories. He was practically Casey’s dad as a kid. And Casey forgot about him.

But now, he won’t make the same mistake again. He’s bringing his family together, no matter what it takes. 

He tumbles through more memories, blood spilling through the cracks, trying to ignore the carapace pieces that stab at his legs. It’ll all be worth it. If he did this for Uncle Tello, he can do it now. He has to. 

Please, he thinks, as he sees a familiar picture book float by. Why is this taking so long? With Uncle Tello, it didn’t take this long. Not even going off two data points! A familiar voice echoes in the back of his mind. He smiles hysterically. Maybe this won't be so bad.

Then, he hears it—a creaking noise.

Casey rushes forward, trudging through the blood and- is that oil?- tripping over wires, before reaching the zenith of the tangled mass. Gasping for breath, his legs aching-

He sees Raphael. 

And he runs.

I will say, this is a WIP! I just thought I'd show the first part. As a treat :)

for @somerandomdudelmao 's Cass Apocolapse Seires! Raph and Casey's part was my favorite and made me cry like a baby <33

[rotting-ink]

How the ros eep? On their side? Back? Bunch of pillows? One pillow? Blankies? PLUSHIES?

Gets a solid 8 hrs? Only catches 3hrs on a good night? Takes naps?

-not qui at 3am >< mwah!

L. Rawlins- Stock still. Grumbles in their sleep every now and then. On their back, hands on their stomach. Perfect for you to sleep in their side, on top of them, maybe even try to scooch under them. They don't move a muscle. Deep sleep that lasts about 6 hours.

S Della Rovere- During the daytime, they're out like a light, wherever they decided to sleep that night. Probably on some settee, on the floor pillows, rarely their bed.

Z Chambers- They don't sleep.

V De Winters- They're a side sleeper, always fitful. They never sleep longer than 4 hours at most. They usually drink quite a bit to get to sleep too. They're a gripper. Once you are near them, they're gripping your side or your clothes to keep you near.

Seir- They pretend to sleep just to see you coo at their animal form.

Saleos- Nope, not sleeping. Just likes to lie there and look pretty for you to shake your knees at.

Starling Knight- Usually sleeps in their office. Naps when they have a moment to. Needs a tea to go to sleep these days. Tosses and turns in a bed, and dead still in a chair.

A Lancaster-Back and side sleeper. Has a good routine, very hard to stir once asleep unless you use magic nearby them, then they spring up. Sleeps 7 hours and gets grumpy if they get used to you lying there with them and then wake up and you're not there.

E Rawlins- On their stomach, on top of a bunch of pillows, arm slung carelessly across the sheets, probably drooling and every now and then kicking their feet like they're chasing something. With a partner, they're fully practically on top of you, arm thrown over you and chest over most of you. Still kicks a bit but now might also sleepily chew on your shoulder.

Quincy Beaumont- Sleeps very little but doesn't seem like it affects them at all. Does their lotions and potions and powders and brew before bed, with their intricate hair and face routine. Sleeps soundly, quietly, looking majestic. Complains if you're gone too long from them.

D Woolf- Tosser and turner. Mumbles in their sleep.Jerks themselves awake and blearily reaches out for something, or someone. Usually you. Gets 5 hours of sleep roughly.

[angrelysimpping]

IM SO VERY NORMAL ABOUT ROT OF WITCHWOOD MHM MHM @rotting-ink can confirm, I promise

Contents: GN Seir, they/them; GN Saleos, they/them; GN Reader/Witch, you/your; fingering, reader receiving; caught; slight voyeurism; main pairing is Seir/Witch with implied Saleous/Witch, could be one sided on Sal's side or could be building up to the love triangle

Words: 137

Squirming on Seir's fingers, knees hooked over their thighs. On display to anyone who might wander to your cottage. And that's exactly what Seir wants, a smile curling across their face as they sense Saleos approaching.

Maybe you sense it too, twisting in Seir's lap, pressing your face into the crook of their neck. It makes the scene Saleos walks into both tender and obscene in equal measure. Sloppy squelching of your hole getting mercilessly stretched open, stuffed full by your familiar's fingers. Yet, panting into Seir's neck, slurred words of praise and encouragement, pressing the occasional kiss to their throat.

Seir's silver eyes flash, victorious and gleeful, as Saleos scowls. Yet, there's a stubborn light in the other demon's gold eyes as they slink further into the room instead of scurrying away as Seir had wanted.

[giantratarts]

I um. made a mairuma oc

that time Purson said "I wanna have a girlfriend, maybe with golden wings" in chapter 149 has never left my mind and I needed to make a girlfriend for him

her name's Destiny Seire and her bloodline ability is weather manipulation

she's usually indifferent to annoying people but when she gets really mad at someone she likes drenching them with rain clouds lol she would not survive in the misfit class

the demon I named her after rode around on a winged horse so that's what her familiar is

also she has a height complex and wears platform boots cause she's baby emo 😌

[acupofdisaster]

Winter Blues

Belakangan ini lagi merasa hal-hal yang aku jalani lagi berada dalam status quo. Semuanya sedang baik-baik aja (Alhamdulillah), tapi entah kenapa ada pemikiran-pemikiran yang ‘mengganjal’. Emang sih, lagi banyak hal yang harus dipikirkan, tapi semuanya bisa diatur, semuanya terkontrol dengan baik, hanya saja belakangan ini suka tiba-tiba kepikiran satu-dua hal yang malah memicu nestapa.

Seperti hari ini, lagi berdiri di peron kereta pulang dari kantor, terus tiba-tiba merasa kota ini asing sekali…..Aku ga merasa menjadi bagian keramaian arus balik orang-orang ini, aku merasa ganjil dan terjebak dalam duniaku sendiri. Seharian berinteraksi dengan bahasa asing, bertemu orang sana-sini, membuat aku membutuhkan kesempatan untuk duduk tenang dengan orang yang wajahnya familiar dan bahasa yang tak perlu aku terjemahkan. Aku rindu banyak orang.....aku tiba-tiba saja mengharapkan momen-momen sederhana seperti pulang kerja dan disambut papa mama yang bertanya gimana kerjaanku hari ini, atau sampai rumah ganggu adik dan kakakku sebentar hanya untuk melepas penat, atau berkesempatan untuk makan malam bersama teman-temanku, menertawakan ini itu, melepas hiruk piruk setelah seharian mengadu nasib di bilik yang dulu jadi mimpiku.

Lara yang aku rasakan semakin menjadi karena tiba-tiba setelah seharian menjalani peranku dan berkutat dengan ini dan itu, aku hanya ingin berkesempatan untuk melihatmu di tengah keramaian. Aku hanya ingin tak sengaja menemukanmu di antara orang-orang yang berbondong-bondong masuk kereta, dengan wajah letihnya, atau dengan laptop di tangan kanannya. Aku sungguh hanya ingin melihat wajah yang familiar di sudut kota ini, dan rupanya jauh di alam bawah sadarku, menemukanmu dalam keramaian adalah sebuah ketidakmungkinan yang masih terus aku harapkan. 

Mungkin aku hanya rindu orang-orang….ternyata memang tidak semua kedinginan obatnya adalah jaket tebal atau minuman hangat, kadang kehangatan dari orang-orang terdekat atau yang diharapkanlah yang jadi pelipur lara. 

Meskipun perasaan-perasan di atas cuman sekejap aku rasain, aku jadi sadar dibalik status quoku, aku sedang tidak baik-baik saja…..berlama-lama di sini tidak membuatku menjadi ahli dalam menaklukan winter blues yang tiba-tiba datang dan pergi. Terbiasa jauh tidak membuatku jadi punya kendali menaklukan perasaan-perasaanku yang bergejolak pilu menahan rindu. 

Tapi aku sadar suatu hal, dari perasaan-perasaan tidak nyaman inilah aku terus bertumbuh jadi manusia utuh. Seiring berjalannya waktu, aku semakin bijaksana menafsirkan emosi yang tiba-tiba muncul ketika winter blues. Aku teringat aja dulu aku pernah merasa winter blues ini aneh, apa hubungannya musim dengan emosi manusia, kenapa kita harus ngebiarin diri kita dikontrol faktor eksternal yang jelas-jelas di luar kendali kita? Tapi sekarang aku malah menggunakan ini sebagai sinyal untuk berhenti sejenak dan mendengarkan apa yang badanku dan hatiku rasain.

Seiring berganti musim, aku udah ga menolak segala rupa emosi yang bergejolak ketika dingin menyelimutiku, aku malah berdamai dan jadi lebih lembut terhadap diriku dan perasaan-perasaan yang berlalu-lalang silih berganti. Aku belajar tidak menyulitkan diriku dengan memberikannya ruang untuk merasakan apa yang perlu aku rasakan, aku berusaha mendengarkan nestapa yang bergemuruh dengan seksama, walaupun ini hanya sesuatu yang ’seasonal’.

"Aku benar rindu, di sini asing, entah harus mulai dari mana, tapi yang jelas aku ingin berteleportasi dan berada di kota yang familiar bagiku dengan orang-orang yang familiar pula. Kalaulah itu terlalu rumit, aku hanya ingin menemuimu di peron kereta selepas aku pulang kerja."

Dan perasaan ini valid, bukan karena aku sedih berlarut, lemah tak berdaya, atau tidak bersyukur.

Perasaan dan penerimaan ini bentuk nyata bahwa aku sedang berproses sebagai manusia yang akan memanusiakan manusia.

[a-cup-of-honey]

Hati dan Rumah

Tidak ada langit yang lebih indah kecuali langit pagi tanggal 19 April 2023. Dari jendela kaca kereta, pagi terasa jauh lebih damai dari biasanya. Entah karena suasana pagi itu atau memang hatiku. Rasa gembira yang sangat menyesakkan. Aku seakan tersadar bahwa bahagia seorang anak yang sedang menuju ke rumah adalah perasaan yang sangat familiar namun sedikit mahal. Ketika sekolah, perpisahan dengan rumah hanya terhitung oleh jam. Seiring dewasa, perpisahan dengan rumah ternyata terhitung jarak dan waktu yang lama, bisa berbulan-bulan atau bahkan tahunan. 

Semakin jauh kakiku melangkah, semakin aku sadar bahwa dekat dengan rumah akan menghadirkan ketenangan yang tidak dapat dibeli. Suasana rumah tidak menjajikan kedamaian setiap waktu, tapi berada di balik selimut di kamar sendiri adalah tempat paling aman dari tempat persembunyian perang manapun. Ada rasa aman ketika suara ibu mengingatkan untuk makan dan mandi. Seolah si umur 24 tahun ini masih seperti balita yang malas mandi. Tidak takut perut bunyi karena hidangan selalu ada di balik tudung saji. Suara bersin ayah yang sangat kencang seolah meriuhkan suasana yang ada. 

Rumah. Semoga aku segera kembali. Didekatkan dengan rezeki yang menenangkan hati. Didekatkan dengan jodoh yang dapat melengkapi. Didekatkan dengan suasana yang menghangatkan jiwa. Dekatlah, dekatlah, dekatlah aku dengan sang Ilahi.

[inkyquince]

11 ROS? TAKE MY FUCKING MONEY NOW 💳💳

Just know you’ve got some fans already (I will wait a thousand years just to support this game)

I DONT WANNA REVEAL TOO MUCH, SO IMMA JUST

so, you decide the gender of the RO's, depending if you like men, women or dont care. But the romances in the first game:

[[Loralei~Luther Rawlins]]- The Leader

[[Seir- The Familiar]]

[[Sienna~Simeone della Rovere]]- The Rogue

[[Victoria~Victor DeWinters]]- The Count

[[Zaniyah~Zachariah Chambers]]- The Reaper

(u can tell i copied and pasted this straight from my coding notes lmao)

for the second game its:

[[Saleos]]- The Runaway

[[Starling Knight]]- The Doctor

and the third game:

[[Emilia~Emil Rawlins]]- The Younger Sibling

[[Dorothea~Dietrich Woolf]]- The Hermit

[[Quincy Beaumont]]- The Opera Singer

[[Amber~Ambrose Lancaster]]- The Hunter

So, some of these options are poly, and im gonna code in if you're their usual type, like if they have a history of dating women and you're playing a man etc etc etc

Then there would be the fourth game, where there is no romance, but is the culmination of the series.

[shuihuzhuan]

Aggie try not to get annoyed and have people overly friendly with seir. IMPOSSIBLE CHALLENGE

exhibiting "im not mad" disease over someone with like 10 mutuals taking their overly familiar comments and running with them