#sharing my EMO thoughts

[vinnyandthephenomena]

i like to think of jam as such a “would you love me in another universe” type of relationship. or what could’ve been? that’s what feels so tragic to me. like - jay could’ve been the only other somewhat close relationship tim had in his life other than brian. or if they had met under different circumstances, would it have been healthier? or even how jay felt? he said it himself he wasn’t exactly doing anything pre-mh. hmm. he felt less alone; but i can only wonder how else it could’ve gone if they were close in another scenario. or ; if they could’ve met in a less depressing part of their lives. they are like a book with the last pages ripped out!

[misfithive]

Rojda on Edvin and Omar’s Chemistry

[theloveinc]

i’m sorry if this is overdone but i just need to be alpha!kiri’s housewife!omega, I need tender cuddling while we sleep.. heavy.. heavy amounts of scenting.. to the point where u have to stop for a bit bc ur perfume is being blocked out by his natural scent of sandalwood n vanilla..

I need him to come home to our house filled with the sound of our rowdy-ass children’s laughter.. to the sight of me in the kitchen.. and for him to feel oh so fulfilled..

Need him to want to cover me in his sweat.. to push him away and send him to the bath with the sternest stare a lil tiny n chubby omega like me can give.. not before kissing his forehead n letting him get one sweaty hug in.

Need him to scarf down the massive meals i make for our family.. making sure our youngest eats their veggies and resolving any bickering between siblings..

need him to hold doors open for me.. to keep me safe from creeps while he takes me on a weekend shopping trip..

need him to fuck me in the changing room.. to give me drooling kisses and tight grips on my belly <3

Precious housewife omega🥺🥺🥺 MAKES me think that once an alpha gets a good one, they'll do anything to make them stay and keep them safe from others trying to court them... and for Kiri, the habits all just stuck.

He's so territorial but also sooooo gentle and sweet, you wouldn't know it you didn't see it (and for betas, it's even harder to detect), but rubbing you with his nasty, sweaty goodness is like... thee mark of having it all. I feel like even just being around you kinda makes him reek to other people because he's so !!!!!!!!! about seeing you and being around you and making it known to everyone that you're his.

(it's really funny because it annoys other alphas beyond belief and makes them jealous but also very frustrating because you've had omegas coming up to u both on your shopping trips or wherever to see if he's not mated... bark bark woof hiss LMFAOOOO.)

and the pups that you have, too🥺🥺🥺 i feel like you guys have two regular-sized litters who are just like their daddy and then one baby who comes out alone... hence why they're so picky abt everything LOL. definitely bakugo's favorite niecphew bc they for sure have a 'tude with everyone in the house (despite their size, everyone says they must've eaten the other pups in the litter in the womb LOOOL).

BUT YEAH. you definitely go through two loafs of french bread a night w/ kiri and his spawn in your house LOL. even the toughest, most desperate alphas fall at your feet when they learn what a big 'n protective family you have🥺

[thefrogdalorian]

Since the last neurodivergent!Din post I made provoked so much thoughtful discussion (thank you for that, if you interacted!) I've been thinking about the possibility of Din potentially being nd more and more. Specifically, the way his upbringing in his covert would have impacted on him if he is indeed neurodivergent and I have some thoughts.

I think the way Din was raised would definitely have helped mask his autistic traits successfully in some ways, but also made them stand out more once it came to interacting with people from outside his covert.

Think about it... once he was taken from Aq Vetina and raised by the Children of The Watch, from a very young age he never had to show his face to anyone, ever again. So the tribe that adopted him never got to see the pain and terror that he was experiencing due to the trauma of losing his parents. Which, if he is neurodivergent, I can imagine his new caregivers not realising how upset he was. It's heartbreaking to think about Din experiencing incredible emotional pain following the trauma of losing his parents, yet struggling to communicate it to anyone in his tribe. You tend to realise a kid is upset based on how they look and if the tribe couldn't see his face... I can't stop thinking about baby Din crying behind his helmet and it hurts.

Plus, because he swore the Creed and had to hide his face forever, there was no need to make eye contact or pressure to learn that skill. Which granted, is a skill he doesn't need, but it's still a part of communicating with others that he never learned. When we see him at the beginning of the series, the way he communicates is very direct which was probably fine in his covert but outside of it, he could be viewed as rude. To me, at the start of the show, it feels like he doesn't necessarily see the point of talking, beyond the bare minimum. Which is a mood. Even though he talks far more as the series progress, it's still quite direct communication and he doesn't really participate in small talk. He speaks a lot to Grogu, a child who cannot communicate back to him.

When it comes to adults in the show, every time we've seen Din interacting with groups, it always feels as though he doesn't quite fit in. His covert don't seem to like him that much, he didn't fit in on Sorgan with Omera, he didn't fit in with Xi'an and co in The Passenger, he didn't really fit in with Greef (and Cara) on Nevarro in Season 2. The last scene of season three is not him on a unified Mandalore... once again, he's alone. He's always been an outsider.

Also, the way he was raised by being hidden away on Concordia, it formed the views that we see beginning to be tested throughout the series. The fact the formative years of his life were spent with a tribe with a very strict Creed, it means he learnt what Mandalorians are from his covert and nowhere else. To an autistic person, who can have very rigid and literal patterns of thought, he might have truly believed the Way he follows is the only way to be Mandalorian. I think this is also why he's so certain that Bo-Katan is not Mandalorian when they first meet, because to him, she can't possibly be. But actually, the more he learns about her and other Mandalorians, the more he's happy to admit he's wrong. Something that neurotypicals often fail to do with grace.

I think season three more than proved that Din is not a zealot, he's actually incredibly compassionate, tolerant and accepting of difference. And there's a possibility that the reason for that somewhat sudden shift is that he could be autistic.

That's why, again, I think his open-mindedness is precisely why he is such a comforting character for neurodivergent people or indeed anyone who doesn't fit in with the norm... because it really does feel as though we could be our true selves around him and he wouldn't judge us or make us feel bad for being different.

Please please let me hug him.

[trashartgalleries]

... ... okay, so maybe I've been playing Stardew Valley wrong since I first found out about it

Before I fell asleep, last night, I watched an animation on YouTube called "Stardew Valley Animated" (which is really funny and cute, by the way) and I'm assuming that the animator was animating his experiences with his farmer in the game

Watching it made me think about how I played (and currently playing after watching it lolz) might completely wrong lolz:

I don't buy SHIT unless it's seeds that I can't get from cutting grass, not even food

I skip over the majority of the festivals year 1

I barely interact with the villagers year 1

i spent most of my time in the mines and the adventure's guild after i unlocked it

On my very first playthrough of this game, i didn't get married to Sebastian until damn near year 4 going on 5 and, on current data i'm playing on, my farmer's single as fuck and has like... no friends yet and it's winter XD

Anyway, this is just me sharing my thoughts and poop... good morning everyone who sees this :D

[hana-mural]

guess who!!? (99.999999% of purseowner fans fail!!)

[crepusculum-rattus]

yeah

[darlingfella]

My makeup last night was almost as cute as my hairy thighs 🖤

(He/They)

[jankwritten]

hi hello I saw hockey au in your tags and came as fast as I could. hand it over

OAIOSUdoiaSUDoiASUdoAISduAISODu Oh buddy it's my. PJO OMG Check Please crossover fic right. Consuming my life. The thing is it's like, over 600 pages but it's nowhere NEAR ready to see the light of day *i am hiding* but i will give a summary synopsis because oh my god i love it so fuCKING MUCH

Percy and Nico are on the Falcs alongside the canon OMGCP Falcs, and there are 2 sides to the story - Percy and Will's side, and Jason and Nico's side. Lately I've been focusing on Jason and Nico's side.

It's kind of just following them in their lives. Jason is the top prospect for the upcoming draft, Nico is the backup goalie for the Falcs who got drafted the year before (he's like, UNREALISTICALLY good because I wanted to make him Special oaiudsoaisudaoiuds) and they meet in a bar in Vegas after the Falcs get their asses kicked by the Aces. Jason, unsurprisingly, is friends with/mentored by Kent Parson, they met once after an Aces game and the rest is history. Jason and Nico are both like, trying to teach each other about hockey and falling in love but they're not boyfriends but they want to be but they can't and they're supporting each other even though Shit keeps Happening.

Will and Percy's side of the story is kind of similar, except Percy has been with the Falcs for a few years. I honestly need to rewrite their side because So Much has changed in my views of their characters and the characters involved with their side that it's just not accurate anymore. There are moments where it crosses over with Jason and Nico's side too which don't align anymore since I've edited it to death, but basically Will and Percy's side is like, meetcute moment turns into a weirdly coincidental second meeting which turns into an "are you stalking me?" third meeting kind of vibe (Will works for the Stars and Percy just doesn't pick up on the Stars being in town every time he bumps into Will LMAO). It deals a lot with Percy figuring some shit out about himself and his past and his emotional situation.

I'm half considering adding more of the actual demigods from PJO in as the other characters on the Falcs/Aces - right now I have OCs, because it seemed easier and gave me more room to play with, but also the idea of like. Frank being the Aces goalie is....very fun, even though I also HC that Swoops is the Aces goalie

All the ages are fucked with because I Wanted To - all the Falcs/Aces are like, as old as they would be in 2018/19, but then the PJO characters are ALL fucked up. Percy Annabeth and Will are all around the same age, Jason and Nico are 18, Hazel is 16ish, and then I haven't really used any other PJO characters (though Leo and Piper have made an appearance in a side story that is becoming more and more canon, they are also both 18-19 ish). Frank is also around Jason's age I think, but he was only ever mentioned in reference to Jason's backstory and never in the actual story (yet).

SO YEAH HOCKEY AU MY BIG PROJECT MY BABYGIRL MY EMOTIoNAL SUPPORT FIC I have written up a full Falcs roster of OCs and have made timelines of events and even created my own hockey team set in Maine specifically so if I ever wanted to make this into an original fiction piece one day I could.

[spaceratprodigy]

next week on friday I'll post the full lil faith and max mm au illustration :]

[el-yon]

aa, thanks @jushiro-ukitake for the 10 song tag - I’m following your lead and sharing something Bleach-related. This is a sample of my sunshine-Sunday playlist that ~ also ~ happens to be my Karakura Gang/Six Hearts upbeat writing list (yes I also have a gloomy one).

1. Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz

2. Piazza, New York Catcher - Belle and Sebastian

3. Wild Stare - Giant Rooks

4. Dirty Paws - Of Monsters and Men

5. Hot Air Balloon - Owl City

6. Oxford Comma - Vampire Weekend

7. The Next Time Around - Little Joy

8. Mistério do Planeta - Novos Baianos

9. Human Behaviour - Bjork

10. Dimanche à Bamako/Beaux Dimanches - Amadou & Mariam

for the life of me I’m a weirdo who cannot tag people so, anyone who wants to join, please do ✨💕

[astrxealis]

my ocs..... i love you

[valleyfthdolls]

Shuichi Saihara is not emo btw. Are you really gonna tell me this mf is an emo ass boy? Listening to mcr and fir and shit?? Nah he’s fuckin’ nu-goth. He listens to darkwave and the cure and bela lugosi’s dead. Don’t lie to me

[whimsyprinx]

I am always so worried that people r going to judge my music taste

[wee00]

hello i love being a trans

demi guy? maybe? ,, I know that i love who i am and i love what i am doing for myself. since transitioning i feel more connected with myself and with my body then i ever thought could be possible. poking myself with a needle every week is scary but not even comparable to the idea of missing out on this. the divine act of human creation ya know ?

i used to refuse to label myself as trans because i thought it meant that you had to fully transition to male or female, and then i realized that there is more than just 1 trans experience, no 2 are alike. you can transition to whatever you feel is the most you.

you can be any amount of man or woman you like, or neither, or something else. i am so happy to be who i am and i would not change this experience for anything in the world. i’ve had a rough year. the bumpiest and hardest in my life, but when i think about being me, and when i think about my connection to the gay community and all of the beautiful people that formed it long before i was born… I want to love myself for all of the gay people who couldn’t and all of the gay people who still cant. i want to live for all of the trans people who couldn’t.

i know that deep down far beyond all of my fear and insecurities, i truly love myself and no matter what, that is always something that i can have to love about myself.

being trans is like having a little light inside of myself. a cushion to always fall back on. warm open arms, somewhere that I am always welcome. there is nothing more warm and beautiful than the act of discovery

[ghosttoasties]

gonna get vagued for sharing character headcanons again but it's inevitable so whatever. i think grimsley would listen to bauhaus and other post punk, depeche mode and alt rock like arctic monkeys. like, I can't help but think of him when I listen to their stuff and it enhances every day just a little more even on a bad day.