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YEZI 🐾 MIMEW
#Yezi#Fiestar#kgoddesses#kpopggedit#kflops#idolady#ggnet#ksoloists#underratedgirlsedit#heysae#usermairin#userdahyun#lucieblr#pls feel free to ignore if you don't like her!#easily one of my top songs/mvs in kpop#she goes on repeat
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License to Kitty.
#dungeon meshi#izutsumi#marcille donato#chilchuk tims#I still stand by my tags on the Izutsumi character study piece I did in January - but I will repeat myself on a few lines here:#I *really* love this character. I love that all of the dungeon meshi crew are complicated and have difficult to love components.#But Izutsumi is a particular kind of hard to love. I foresee a lot of people being turned off by her abrasiveness and lack of teamwork.#She is very self-centered and openly goes against what the party agrees on.#She's a picky eater in a story that is 50% about eating good and healthy food!#It is in part about her growth but admittedly even *then* she remains rather true to her self-centeredness.#Even though she isn't as nice or funny or compassionate as the others...Izutsumi is still someone worth loving.#Even the more difficult people are someone worth loving.#And those people in turn are people who have something and someone they love.#She may be a girlcat but she is the most human of them all.#I hope that if you are an anime only watcher and are feeling put off by her at the moment; you'll give her a chance.#By the way: *yes* I worked very hard to draw that skateboard pose. It was worth it.#EDIT: HAPPY 500th POST OF POORLY-DRAW-MDZS!!! What a comic to commemorate the milestone with!
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truly i think amy manages to stomach thirties new york for like three months before she goes of the deep end in ways she never has before. because it used to be that going of the deep end for her just meant getting married to rory or killing herself or murdering someone that one time and now she cant do any of that and the first two are the whole reason shes in thirties new york anyway. so now shes gotta like become an alcoholic and a deadbeat wife and mother. she only speaks to her husband and daughter just like she did when she was seven and even then its only ever an argument. and i bet she's living in a tiny shitty apartments and terrorising the neighbours. and through all of this shes writing bestselling childrens books and that seems whimsical and heartwarming but theyre just monuments to the last time she actually enjoyed herself and theyre full of thinly veiled barbs at aforementioned husband and daughter.
#she is NEVER moving on. not in a world where the only familiar faces are her childhood friends (see: husband and daughter)#and her job is to retell all of her childhood stories#middle aged burn out still stuck being little amelia i bet she goes mental i bet she hits someone with her car or sets a house on fire#and i know deep in my heart that amy and river never get on post-tatm like#repeated arguments about how river comes and goes as she pleases but amy is stuck here#and what is the point of having a time traveller for a daughter if she cant get her out of here (her house with her husband and child)
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SORRY this is MORE dialogue from lucanis’ recruitment quest i just need people to be going through this with me




#combined with the sort of wondering way he repeats ‘caterina’ back to you when you first meet him if you’re not a crow#like it’s something far away he. well. barely remembers#man.#lucanis dellamorte#veilguard spoilers#and even with his memories of her shot through#and a year of imprisonment and torture behind him and a literal demon in his head. he still gets up and goes to work#because she asked!!#because he *heard* that she asked#and she was never even good to him.#rooks line is catastrophic here btw did laugh#oh you dont want to talk about your torturer. thats fine. lets talk about (spins wheel) the woman who used to beat you and withhold food and#water from you#jesus christ rook think of anyone else#i guess they don’t know. still!#sorry please excuse all of this.#october is going to be a very normal month for me
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every time i read a fic where lily evans is upheld as a paragon of justice and the underdogs and the vulnerable, i die a little inside
bc,,,,are we talking ab the same gal who kept defending snape for atleast five years of hogwarts and however many before that? who overlooked his bigoted actions, even when others called it/her out on it?
ugh
(now james, on the other hand? we have such clear evidence that he fits this archetype but ofc that’s overlooked isn’t it. gonna shut up here but will take the rant into the tags)
#james potter#reading another fic#where it goes#‘ur sense of justice is all lily harry she cared so much’#uhhhhh no?#she only cared about snape?#her entire problem w the marauders was that they picked on *snape*#one throwaway comment sn j hexing people does not a champion make#in fact my reading of lily actually puts her as extremely not empathetic actually#the way she behaved towards young petunia was also. hm.#she always seemed stuck up and righteous#idk where we got this impression of her from#but!!!!!! u know what we do have!!!!!#JAMES as the paragon of VIRTUE and JUSTICE#it is so obvious it’s almost too much#this dude was friends w a werewolf and a disgraced pureblood scion and a loser#he was so against blood purity politics he couldn’t even repeat the word mudblood#he joined a war bc it was the right thing to do n not bc he’s personally affected#his spirit animal is a STAG#a noble honourable protector like cmon how much more obvious can it get???#but ofc we have to Gender our headcanons in all instances w/o even realising it#so we end up w this clusterfuck of a characterisation#ugh#can u tell it annoys me a lot lmaoo#pen’s yapping#oh also i found my previous tag lol#pen’s whining#what do i do now
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Addition to the Fantasy High pirate AU that I forgot to include:
Due to her willful nature, panic attacks, and occasional flashes of the future that she can't fully explain, Adaine is branded as "the mad princess" of her kingdom, which really only heightens her status as the spare that everyone would rather forget about. And, fun fact, this is how the Chosen One of Helio wound up working as her lady-in-waiting when she's not even from the elven country---Kristen heard about Adaine and decided that for her first official mission for the church, she was going to "give her guidance..." which, well, was talking-to-the-church-elders-speak for "I think she needs a friend, and I'd like to be hers."
#obviously this is a classic case of elitist people looking down on mental illness#and of course the abernant parents exaggerated adaine's “troubled mind” in order to shove their mistreatment of her under the rug#(i've been watching cinderella's castle on repeat could you tell)#but i think adaine decides to lean a little into her reputation as a madwoman when she goes full witch-pirate#because my girl is both a voice of reason and a loose cannon and we love that for her#dimension 20#fantasy high#adaine abernant#kristen applebees#fantasy high au
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hm..... pomni taking peoples hand as a repeating image in the show..... happens in ep 1, with ragatha, its kinda evoked with her reaching for the final exit door, ep 2 is pretty blatant with it i dont need to say anything else on that, and in episode 3 the scene with kinger..... episode 4 doesnt have anything with this i dont think (i COULD technically say her raising her hand at the beginning of the ep but that is a MASSIVE stretch and doesnt fit with what the other instances seem to be representing. her waving at gummigoo MAYBE but the image just really isnt present in the episode, looking at it realistically) but im thinking about this...... cus i feel like its probably notable in the dream sequence in ep 2 that its her arm that gets all fucked up
#tadc#i need to look thru all these and note which of her hands it is these happen w...#i ALSO still need to make my color theory and my door theory#well... less of a theory#more me overanalyzing specific repeated images in the show for possible motifs HAHA#its not really theories... but it is fun!#also my color thing has to do w the idea that diff colors in the show represent different things#i think red blue and green in particular are EXTREMELY important#it feels intentional that the only of the main cast with green as a constant in their design is caine and gummigoo...#and now that i think abt it caines blue eye lines up with ragathas button eye#PLUS . pomnis eyes being red and blue...#i think blue has to do w the game and green has to do w... smth?#i gotta think on it more#and the door thing is that like#i feel like doors are a repeating image in the show too#all the diff doors pomni opens trying to find caine. the exit doors. the bedroom doors (and pomni opening hers to ragatha).#the normal and scary doors. the gate to the dumbwaiter. the door out of the hall of the damned. the door to zoobles room#the front door of spudsys. (the lack of doors in wherever it is jax goes). the door out of caines office#theres probably a case for the portals to the adventures being related butttt waves hand#look doors are normal in fiction doors are a normal thing but LOOK. if youre gonna spend the whole pilot talking about doors#and then make it a big component of ep 3#im gonna get suspicious that youre using it as a symbol for smth ok....#(or repeatedly showing visuals of pomnis hand reaching other ppls hands)#(maybe the hole to the basement too but thatsss more of a stretch. but its certainly an entryway)#(smth smth its not shown visually in ep 4 because it happens more explictitly than in other eps. maybe?)#(...or maybe ep 3 was supposed to be the last usage of that imagery buuuut i dont think so i think itll come back... eventually. maybe ep 9#the door to spudsys gets a special shoutout bc like#i feel like the show is very obviously doing some things when it shows pomni behind it as it gets closed#something something. gummigoo is content and can 'leave' and she cant and shes accepting that#i mean i think shes given up on going home by this ep so i feel like its more of like. a letting go of gummigoo
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Knowing how hyper aware and caring Ja’Marr is he probably recommended her to Tee due to all the injuries how sweet and thoughtful of him . God this man shouldn’t have this hold on me
you are sooo rightttt arghrgrhhh ja’marr is so!!! health conscious!!! talked about it a bit here on how ja'marr takes note of people's health and injuries so seriously and pushes them to get healthy over playing through their injuries :(((
he cares soooo deeply for people he keeps close and tee had all those deep tissue injuries that kept him back from playing with ja’marr :(( he’s gotta be vibrating with the need to mother hen the ever living shit out of tee and mentions his usual clinic but like forcefully because he can’t be casual about it and tee's like ok sure and ja’marr drags him to her like a pup trying to keep their favorite toy safe asking their owner to stitch up their ripped stuffing 💔💔💔
like imagining ja'marr being all fussy and pushy about tee going to her, who he knows and trusts and has seen actual results from in himself so he feels comfortable and confident in actually getting tee to do a session with her, and tee being exasperated at this loud little shit who would not shut up about him getting better so he goes partly because he trusts ja'marr and that he has his best interest at heart and he knows that the rehab session would be good for him but also in other part just to shut and soothe ja'marr up lmao.
heres one of their sessions that's like my favorite because wow ja'marr really answered the door like that huh. like loooook at him arhrghrgrrhhrh..........legs swinging listening to her in the beginning </3 and then fighting with her on whose nails are longer boy enough 😭 (insane ass size difference btw begging you all to pause at 1:19)
AND WOW OKAY SO i assumed this before but like wasn't 100% sure but -> pretty sure this is a home visit right and that background's literally where tee did his session SO. what I'm saying is. tee did his session at ja'marr's place. at the same day probably so when one was being metaphorically smushed to pieces and stabbed with tiny little needles the other was sitting on the couch next to them probably yapping endlessly trying to make them laugh and getting yelled at by dr. ashley to keep their mouth shut.
just. ja'marr had added tee to his usual sessions </3 probably already had a usual date and time set up for himself for his weekly (?) resets and asked if she could add tee to her schedule so he can do his own rehab session and that kind of fucks me up deep inside because what do you mean he made tee do his usual rehab with him so tee would be healthier....what do you mean..........what do you meannnnnnn
here's another ja'marr session where he did the entire thing in his beanie btw <3 miss him in braids in a beanie 😔
#ask#like that's his fireplace right or am i tripping#dr. ashley blanche btw i should put all the respect on her name for keeping these boys healthy lol#anyway for another ask in case i don't finish it today but i can't keep it in and also talked at length with casey with#tee would be ja'marr's best man and justin would be joes for a joemarr wedding idc idc#ja'marr chase#tee higgins#god they're really like this#what's yours is mine kind of deal etc etc#ja'marr making sure tee is taken care of 😔 probably aggressively lmao#tee switching to ja'marr's agents and now doing a session with his therapist i feel so fucked up over it like they're really doing this#all in or nothing with ja'marr argrjrgrhrhhr#teemarr meta#is it 😭#teemarr#ALSO its hilarious to watch jamarrs interactions with dr ashley he keeps annoying her 😭#asking him to breath and he just grunts or goes 'ooooh' she had to keep repeating herself 😭
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I look you in the eyes, grab your shoulders and shake you while yelling “ THE ASSOCIATED RISK BETWEEN FATNESS AND CERTAIN HEALTH CONDITIONS CAN BE EXPLAINED BY THE FACT THAT THESE CONDITIONS CAUSE WEIGHT GAIN NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. NOT TO MENTION FAT PEOPLE EXPERIENCE SO MUCH WEIGHT STIGMA AND DISCRIMINATION THAT DRS DELAY TESTING AND TREATMENT FOR THINGS LIKE CANCER UNTIL ITS TOO LATE. THERE IS SO MUCH RESEARCH SHOWING ALL THE DIFFERENT WAYS WEIGHT STIGMA NEGATIVELY IMPACTS HEALTH BUT WE DON’T ADDRESS IT BECAUSE THE WEIGHT LOSS INDUSTRY LOBBIES OUR GOVT TO KEEP US THINKING THAT HEALTH IS ALL ABOUT MAINTAINING A BMI. ITS ALL PROPAGANDA TO MAKE YOU BELIEVE YOU NEED THINGS LIKE DIET FOOD AND WEIGHT LOSS DRUGS. YOU’VE BEEN LIED TO. YOU’VE BEEN LIED TO. YOU’VE BEEN LIED TO.
#correlation is not causation but somehow when it comes to weight all scientific rigor goes out the window#fatness didn’t kill your grandma diabetes did and if her Dr wasn’t so obsessed with her weight she would’ve gotten better care#instead of just being told to diet all her life which probably made the diabetes worse#type 2 diabetes has an even stronger genetic association than type 1 and we’re still repeating the lie that you get it from too many cookies
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'a dream where they are "walking seperate paths"' seems to imply that they are all witnessing the same dream from their own perspectives, however it's also very vague so the moment they're walking seperate paths could be anywhere between vbs just never forming to the group actually disbanding after what happened with taiga to them focusing solely on rad blast and having nowhere to go after that so. yeah that's it. however I really doubt it's that last one and I can't see vbs just quitting at a point like lutf (those kids are STUBBORN and also want to support their friend) so I guess we're going with no vbs ever land. which should be fun. (lying I am shaking)
#because it could mean “kohane never goes to weekend garage and bad dogs inevitable fight is inevitable”#so kohane is left convinced she can never hold a dream for herself. an is left searching for a partner but now without akitoya around her#akito. may still be singing. or may have quit shortly after (repeat of football essentially...). toya may also still be singing but...#probably not on vivid street. which may make it harder for him...#however it may also mean “vivids forms briefly but kohane doesn't get the help from miku/len and inevitable bad dogs breakup is inevitable”#so. akitoya are still fairly the same if maybe haunted by the actions that caused kohane to drop out/an to lose her partner#but also. kohane who now has the belief that she really can't commit herself to something. because she has tried and look what happened.#and an who probably is also beating herself up over what happened. she couldn't be a good partner. and now the three people she knew#who at least wanted to follow along with the fantasy of surpassing rad weekend are gone. and nagi is gone. and who else will possibly get it#it probably fits better with the card names in that case... “sunset-coloured smile” is no doubt something to do with anhane#(because an shiraishi is the sun. an shiraishi is KOHANE'S sun. the girl who breathed life into her world. the girl she doesn't deserve)#and “accepting the sadness”... the daunting truth that in this world an shiraishi could never do it alone.#however an is also the last in the lineup and every card name can very easily be attributed to a group moment. so it could be vbs accepting#what could have been. and being grateful they're here right now#y'know. if they're seeing everyone's perspectives or just their own. that's also interesting. hit akito with the guilt beam he deserves it#bagel's rambles
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my mom told me I needed to just rest in the fact that I am a good teacher and I don’t need to be constantly on the lookout for improvement at every single second. it really helped tbh.
#I am very driven to get better and fill in all the gaps in my teaching#but also she’s so right. and also I am so often driven by anxiety#and really trying to cover every base so nothing ever goes wrong/I never get attacked#because the job is scary! and vulnerable.#but actually anxiety is not the answer here I do need to kind of just … rest in it and keep doing what I’m doing#I am reaching the kids and they are learning. I don’t need extra force and pressure on top of that.#I think it only hurts! me the kids my teaching#all of it.#have to learn how to let go and trust more#anyway just reflecting#we’re at about 6 weeks in and it takes soooo much energy to get going?#and also my awareness of things and of all the work I have to do has deepened#and that’s a good thing! but it can and has made me frantic sometimes#and it’s just. time to breathe a bit#I teach with the foot on the GAS so much of the time lol#and it’s good! but it also can burn me out fast#anyway just reflecting and repeating myself#so thanks for listening
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hey look, the gang's all here
#dropping the coldest edit rn fr#bro this song goes so hard im listening to it on repeat for the past few weeks#okay but like ACTUALLY why does ethan always have a gun???#like upon further rewatch it's always himmm#benny gets a gun but no screen time with ittttt#also i need to do more erica edits she doesnt have enough screen time here :((((#ugh i love these guys#dudeee its past 3 am i need to sleep#mbav#my babysitters a vampire#my babysitter's a vampire#my babysitter’s a vampire edit#mine#mbav edit#rory keaner#ethan morgan#erica jones#sarah fox#benny weir
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hey you should listen to this
#i have had it on repeat for hours#and holy FUCK this album goes hard#she just jumps around 5 different genres for funsies#maya album recs#rico nasty#lethal#Spotify
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Now liv why would Nia be jealous because of dom LMAO
#wwe raw#there she goes again repeating the same thing#that has nothing to do with Nia so why say it again lmao
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#it's stupid but im a highly anxious person#and i wishhhh i wasnt#but anyway the doctor at the psychiatric TOLD ME to make an appt at the hospital#to get bloodwork done. she told me i had to make that appt myself#so now i have one for tmrw#but their webpage repeats over and over that they only accept referrals#and i dont *have* one#i am guessing that this is a case of doctors telling u to make an appt to take blood#bc for several reasons (they cant do it at their clinic / u need to do it at a specific time etc)#and then the doctors send referrals to the hospital so they know what to test for#nobody has told me anything plus they dont include this information anywhereeeee#so now im just so anxious that i'll get there tmrw#and they'll 1) be mad at me for wasting their time and 2) i'll have to pay for an appt i dont even get to have#i'll just see how it goes i know but it makes me anxious as hell#plus i have no idea where it is !!! and the website just says level -1 :)#and im like?!? the hospital is big af which entry am i suppose to go to?!?! helloooo why are they so bad at informating?!?#em's.diary.📓💬♡
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Singing the butthole song while I check my elderly cat for crumbs.
#unsanitary#shes so old she sometimes needs help getting clean#it goes like 'butt hole butthole baby' on repeat until she gets mad at me
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