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thedreamingpiscesfangirl42 · 4 months

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Carmilla would 100% be that Mom who thinks she’s ready for her daughters to start not wanting to do stuff with her all the time, but then absolutely starts crying and be in mental anguish because she’s afraid they’re never gonna want to do stuff with her EVER AGAIN

Clara and Odette would have to constantly tell her different for awhile before she stops being sad all the time and actually enjoys all the extra time to herself

#hazbin hotel #carmilla #carmilla carmine #clara carmine #odette carmine #Carmilla just loves her girls so much #she really enjoys doing stuff with them #Clara and Odette still believe she’s the best mom ever #There’s still Zestial #she won’t be alone all the time #they’ll come to visit almost every day

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ahsokatanohno · 9 months

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HERA AND LEIA ARE PALS. AHSOKA AND EZRA AND SABINE REUNITED. AHSOKA IS HOPEFUL AND THRIVING. THREEPIO IS HERE ON BEHALF OF SENATOR AND DEFENSE COORDINATOR LEIA ORGANA. ZEB IS TRAINING RECRUITS. MY HEART IS FULL.

#Ahsoka #Ahsoka spoilers #Ahsoka spoiler #I only need one more thing and that’s Hera reunites with her boy now #if I see Zeb and Ezra reunited I will be through the moon #but I NEED Hera to see and hold her boy after all this time #it will only take that and my skin will be clear my crops will be watered my faith will be restored #it’s a simple request #a humble plea #as I sit here screaming crying losing my marbles #can we talk about leia and Hera being friends tho #can we imagine the wine nights #please someone write Hera and Leia’s conversation about this #can we talk about Mon Mothma looking like an exasperated mom friend #‘NOW what have the pair of you gone and done’#‘I can’t leave you two alone for two seconds’#‘I’m relieved you won’t be arrested but I’m going to kill you both’#Mon mothma’s voice going soft as soon as she saw threepio #that did something to my heart #Hera’s SMILE when she saw him #teva having enough of chopper’s respect that he could hold a hand up to him and not be murdered #Zeb is training recruits 😭😭😭😭#do you think they remind him of young Ezra #and Ahsoka #can we TALK about Ahsoka #look how much better she’s doing #how much more confident #and hopeful #and involved and emotional and HAPPY #I’ve run out of TAGS

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ilovefredjones · 5 months

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i wish i had more collected and intellectual thoughts on jim and la’an. instead my brain just screams about them all the time

#ohhhh what if i was so cynical of everything. what if i was frigid and closed off and so afraid of other people #and i met someone with a passion for the universe. who loved everything and saw the beauty in it all. and just wanted to explore.#now am i talking about jim or la’an #my fave thing 2x03 does is subvert their traditional roles/characterisations #jim is suddenly that hardened survivalist who needs no one; la’an is wide eyed optimist who believes in the universe’s beauty #bc au jim is from another time!! where there is no earth for him to love!! there is so spock to keep him steady!! he’s lost his brother!!#and his planet!! and in turn his hope and awe #vs la’an from trek’s usual “”utopia“” who now has to convince jim HER timeline is worth saving #‘you could be an explorer’….. she says it with such wistfulness. wanting that role for herself in her own timeline #and YES ofc au jim is also full of whimsy and la’an is still very stiff but that hotel scene makes me crazyyyyyyy #i love how they make jim into the battle hardened soldier. and la’an has to become the beacon of hope #i think that makes her realise a lot about herself :)#i could talk about this episode alone for hours lol but i won’t bc i was meant to go to bed soon #me being like oh maybe i can get an early night :) BOOM struck down by noonirk thoughts #star trek #star trek snw #james kirk #la’an noonien singh #noonirk #ka’an #kirk x la'an

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chiritori · 22 days

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it would be pretty cool if my brain could be normal for 1 (one) second

#i am so tired of being sad & upset over this but it just won’t stop #like i just want to understand why they’re doing this! what did i do wrong? i thought we were friends!#every time they watch my instagram story while continuing to ignore my text it’s like the wound reopens #like hello? why are u watching my story if ur ignoring me? do they not realize how hurtful that is?#do they not realize how hurtful all of this is?#i really thought they were a good person but if they’re the type to ghost their friends for no good reason clearly i thought wrong #and part of me is like. still in denial about it #like i feel like there has to be a better explanation than ‘i don’t like you and i want you to leave me alone’#or ‘i don’t give a shit about you and your feelings’#like there has to be another explanation! there has to be!#i really need to bring this up to my friend who i met them through cause she’s the only one who can maybe provide me w some clarity here #cause the lack of closure is actually driving me mental. it’s like there’s been a raincloud over my head for the past 6 days #vent

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wavesoutbeingtossed · 26 days

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#warning: rant about parent ahead #I’m so so so so so empathetic to mental health struggles #like exceedingly so #but it’s just so exhausting being on the receiving end of someone’s self-loathing #and to be clear I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT ANYONE HERE #you are all my phone besties and I have so much empathy for your struggles and know that i love you all #and wish i could say the right thing to support you all always and you are always welcome to share whatever is going on #and to quote the bard herself i wish i could take the bombs in your head and disarm them #but when my mother gets into these moods she just seems to use it as a way to get a rise out of us #she’s pulling the ‘well maybe you don’t want to do x with me because it’s not fun because I’m a terrible person and you’re scared of me #and i ruin everything so maybe you would just rather i do everything alone’#and i don’t doubt she feels horrible and i know she has intrusive thoughts etc #but that is so manipulative!!!! she then puts the onus on us to reassure her that she is not!!!! But that is not what she wants!!!!#which we then do profusely and remind her that we do love her and we do do things together and whatever the fuck is the problem of the day #but of course she won’t hear it #so yes it makes us scared of her because we are always worried we’re going to say the wrong thing in a given moment!!!!#i just shut the fuck up at all times now #but my dad tries to use reason with her and of course it just ends in her lashing out and projecting all this shit on him #’oh you maybe you actually hate me maybe you want to leave me’ etc #THEY’VE BEEN MARRIED DECADES HE’S THE MOST LOYAL AND KINDEST PERSON IN THE WORLD HE NEVER ONCE HAS #i honestly don’t know how he lets this roll off his back because i am so fed up with it #It’s just so so so so hard because one minute she’s ‘herself’ and the other she’s this inferno #and we just have to ride whatever wave she’s on and it sucks all the air out of the room #it’s like the one and only time i tried to very gently bring up that something she said was hurtful *after she’d brought it up herself*#she went on a ‘oh I’m a terrible person/terrible parent’ rant and it then turned into me reassuring her that she isn’t #i was just trying to show her how the language/behaviour she uses was hurtful to me #so anyway that was lesson learned that even if she invites it i will never speak of it and luckily she hasn’t since and that was years ago #But it’s just… i know bad thoughts can’t be helped and again i feel so much pain on her behalf for what she struggles with #and i wish i could help but there’s absolutely nothing i can do #AND SHE’S GONE OFF ALL HER MEDS SO THE ONE SOURCE SHE DID HAVE ISN’T THERE ANYMORE EITHER

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theamazingannie · 4 months

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Kinda crazy how people will call out celebrities for not speaking up on political issues and then a celebrity WILL speak up on that political issue but doesn’t do it in exactly the way these people want so they’ll call THEM out too and it’s like why tf would anyone want to do anything these days if every action they take gets them called out???

#specifically referencing Annie Lennox this time but I’ve seen it so many times just on this issue alone #she called for a ceasefire at the fucking Grammys and all pro Palestine people praised her #and then she made a non aggressive post about it on Twitter that still called for ceasefire but didn’t praise hamas #and people are shaming her and calling her a coward #another time I read someone say Bella Ramsay signed the hostage release letter right after Oct 7 #but has since been outspoken about pro Palestine #but that that’s not enough and they’re still bad for doing that first thing #when they’re an actor not an activist and nobody really understood what was going on back then #like this is exactly why I won’t be one of the people calling on celebrities to be posting on every issue #cuz even people more well informed are called out for being wrong about stuff #I’ve been following this issue since 2019 and I still don’t feel fully comfortable doing more than sharing stuff from better informed people #cand calling out hypocracies and bad arguements (something I studied in college)#I can’t expect someone who didn’t know anything before four months ago and doesn’t actively follow it now #to feel comfortable taking a strong side on an issue where no matter what you do you’re gonna get death threats from SOMEONE #pro Israel pro Palestine neural stance silence #every single choice makes people mad at you so it’s really safer to go with the last #this isn’t ‘register to vote’ or ‘this issue directly affects me and I’m therefore better informed so I’ll talk about it’#this is an extremely hot button sensitive issue #and I’m tired of people acting like social media activism is where we should start and end #call our your politicians not your actors and singers for gods sake

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cuteniaarts · 2 months

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Fanny, my sweet, beautiful girl

17.11.2012 – 14.04.2019

#my art #artists on tumblr #I cannot accept that it has been 5 years already #I know covid messed with everyone’s sense of time but it simultaneously feels so much longer and so much shorter than that #exactly five years ago I was holding onto my mom for dear life and sobbing as we watched lilo and stitch together #not the best movie to watch when you’ve just lost your first ever pet you know #and then I cried myself to sleep at the next morning we never mentioned her again #I know it’s because it was way too painful for everyone involved. but I do wish I was allowed to process that grief properly #instead of bottling it up and pretending everything was okay until I was reminded of her #feeling like my heart was being shattered over and over again every single time #well anyway. enough of that. I’ve allowed myself a nice long cry today and got most of it out of my system #and once I was feeling okay I decided to draw her #and I can count the number of times I’ve drawn animals on one hand so.. I’m not too sure about the result #but it felt like to commemorate her in some way.#so yeah. here she is. my dear girl. the best dog in existence. she was always so affectionate and kind #which I didn’t always appreciate bc of how young I was. when you’re a kid it feels like pets will live forever #never barked. never bit anyone. her only crime was chewing on my mlp and lps toys that I left out on the floor #but I’m grateful she did that. it taught me not to leave my toys lying around and to clean up after myself #she really was taken from me way too soon. ideally she could still be alive right now. but I’ve been down the road of guilt and regret #there was nothing I could do. I was a child. I can only hope that she knew she was loved right until the very end #even if I didn’t know how to show it properly. and great. now I’m tearing up again #I suppose it’s unavoidable. April 12th will always be a melancholy day. and maybe that’s not such a bad thing #it’s good to have a day when I can freely remember her and cry if I need to. it’s healthy. it’s better than crying every day #she never liked it much when I cried. always tried to comfort me. that’s the kind of dog she was. I miss her so much #when I move apartments and get a dog of my own I’m getting a spaniel. just like she was #well. maybe a different colour so I don’t end up sobbing every time I look at it. but spaniels really are the perfect breed #I mean. cavaliers especially were bred for love and warmth. that’s just what I need. it will be nice to have someone waiting for me at home #and while I don’t necessarily believe in the afterlife… I do hope that Fanny’s watching over me #spiritually comforting me when I feel all alone in the world. it’s a nice thought for sure #and hopefully she won’t mind me getting another spaniel too much. it will be done in her honour after all. to make up for my past mistakes

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thedeadthree · 1 year

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lila thoughts under the read more <3 🥀✨🌹🎸

lila getting with griffin / g reign and having their little thing in “secret” not only bc it’s what her parents did to each other to get back at the other for slights and arguments but also bc she wanted to not only get back at seven but also to be like “oo look at me i can pull griffin freaking reign i won teehee.” and then the clown catches real feelings for griffin and calls jazz near in tears bc she’s just like her mom 🥀✨🎸🤡 and using someone she loves to get back at someone who she loved may or may not have even loved (i think she did but loved more the idea ? it’s complicated!) but loved the IDEA of seven loving her? dear you know it everyone knows it you want to be loved so bad!!!!!! the sooner you admit that lila the sooner you’ll be much happier my love! so excited to see where things go for her ! and things for her and her beloved g!!!!!

(x) for the divider <3

#oc: lilia laurent #long tags bc lila brainrot I APOLOGIZE 🥀✨😭 (i need to rb that ask game i need to yell about these dears🌹❣️!!!)#baby girl you literally wrote to live and die in la / aka gibson girl by ethel bc you wanted griffin to HEAR IT and pique his interest like #AND YOU DIDNT THINK YOU WOULD FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM???? and it’s the song you auditioned with too?#and jazz was likely like UHH I SAW THIS COMING ! she’s literally lilas voice of reason soizjxxh #caroline catch lila calling halle too at like 3 am sosjjzhx in the bathroom of griffins trailer akzjjzjx she’s a hot mess !!!!!! truly!#she has a panic moment because she’s just like her mother and now has to face to consequences of her actions! yikes!#i think she owns up to it you know? god i want to write a fic of that so bad too AHH #i am still going to be gaming HARD for vic and her to be friends at the end of it all u know?#and some more lore that’s a tad unrelated but maybe has some insight into why she does what she does to cope with things?#her parents spent more time socializing with their friends and playing mind games traveling and the etc then being parents to her?#so she spent a lot of time in beautiful homes alone throwing parties as they did because she was bored and that’s what they did too?#for someone who didn’t want to be her aristocratic messy parents she’s scared she’s turned into them 🥀✨😖#she’s like a nepo baby u wouldn’t think was a nepo baby bc her parents almost never are seen with her outside of a fashion campaign or too #or a tabloid RUMORING they had a daughter (those hurt her more than she admits) it bites to have famous supermodels for parents 🥀😵‍💫#she wants friends and parental figures more badly than she cares to admit (she won’t akzjzjjz but! she does! really bad!)#this baby girl can fit SO many parental issues 🥀✨😌#(also aj she might yank griffin along to visit Flor and her grandma bc of that 🥀✨😖)#leg.txt #your not as much of a manipulative snake as you think you are lila ! you want to be loved !!!!! really bad!#ofc this all could change as the story develops and her arc unfolds but oh my god i love lila so much thats my hot mess express!#jazz being like ‘you aren’t going to like this you’ll block me for a months for this but u need to hear this.. ur a mess my dear’ SHES RIGH #(me hoping this isn’t too ooc GAHH 🥀✨😭)

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flowercrowngods · 11 months

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I don't know what that was, but please don't delete it. Not just because that's exactly what so many people try to capture and depict with their words and illustrations. But because it's speaking for the ones who know what that's like. It's sad, and it hurts, and it made me cry, and your words are appreciated. You depicted that hollowness from a loss that's just so familiar. You put something close and raw here so beautifully. Thank you for doing what I can't.

it’s just love, unrequited as it is.

#it’s dreaming of her on the second day of knowing her. it’s telling her and making her smile #it’s the physical restraint from reaching out and touching all the time knowing that you’re alone with it.#it’s all of that and more that leaves a hollowness i could not have been prepared for #they say when you love someone you gotta tell them. but all tragedy stems from vulnerability and sincerity #blah #not st #it’s been two years. and i wonder if she knows. if she knows that she could just come back if she wanted to #and i wonder if she knows that i know that she won’t #nonnie do not enable this omg this is what you get. go read the yearning hours at least they have a happy ending for the same feelings #i’m being so dramatic omg

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dutybcrne · 8 months

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After starting getting back in the swing of being an Archon and gaining the respect of her nation, for some time, Nahida was fully unable to be alone for certain period of time. Her centuries in isolation made her feel incredibly anxious each time it happened, to the point where she would actively seek out people to chat with, even when she herself felt a bit worn out. And sure, she could linger in dreams, but that in and of itself is too reminiscent of the way things used to be. Ideally, she’d have someone’s hand to hold, to better ground her and set her mind at ease, but she’s content enough just having others around her too.

#hc; nahida #//She misses the Traveler dearly #//With them; she even felt safe napping alongside; without worrying she’ll wake up alone #//Made her feel very safe and loved #//They’re as good as family to her; with how much she adores them. Then and Paimon #//Select others also have the right to see her so vulnerable; namely those who were at the forefront of saving her #//Of them all; she really wants to nap curled up with Tighnari’s tail #//Thinks it would be so nice and warm #//Wanderer; she might take a bit to let him that close #//She loves him lots too; but then there’s the matter of his own comfort #//At least with sb like Alhaitham; she has excuse and reason to be around her for work before drifting to find sb else once he’s had enough #//Wanderer; for a time; she would unsure just how much he wants to be around her as is without peeking into his mind; but napping near him?#//She feels he’d take his leave immediately. wouldn’t fault him for it; but it’s not what she needs #//So she’d keep their interactions to more comfortable casual extent #//Up until they get closer; in which case; she’ll regard and treat him like the traveler #//He may already be her nephew; but she won’t treat him like family until he himself is completely comfortable in that #//And she does keep an eye out for indications of it

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victory-cookies · 9 months

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school starts tomorrow and I’m trying to be okay

#I think this year will be lonely #my best friend who just moved away has already made friends on campus #and I can just tell between her busy schedule and the people she’ll want to hang out with there she’s not gonna have a ton of time to call #or to watch stuff together #and my one friend I have at uni here is an engineering student and is absurdly busy #so I only really get to see her when we carpool bc we live close #but I just found out she’s moving and won’t be able to carpool with me anymore #so chances are I’ll be seeing her even less #and then the other friends I have are in a group that’s falling apart and I don’t really hang out with any of them individually #plus they’re all taking vacations bc it’s their gap year #I just. I didn’t handle last year too well and that was with people still able to spend time with me #my classes this year aren’t really more close knit either so I don’t really feel like I have a good likelihood of making friends there #Bc I’m bad at it. I’m really shy #I just don’t want to go through this year pretty much alone but I think I will #And it sucks. It really sucks #vent #sorry

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fingertipsmp3 · 5 months

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I’m not sure if the seasonal depression is hitting especially hard this year or if I’m just grieving for Mabel or if I’m finally going irreparably insane or if life/people is being unfair towards me or all of the above

#i cry super hard every day now. sometimes multiple times a day #sometimes something sets it off specifically (like arguing with my mom earlier)#but sometimes i just think about mabel too much and start sobbing #i thought i was okay. i mean i knew i wasn’t okay but i knew time would do its thing #the first few weeks were the worst but earlier this month i felt like i’d kind of plateau’d #like i was still sad but i could look at photos and videos and talk about her without crying. i was even laughing #now… now i can’t even think of her. again #it just feels so fucking unfair that i’ll NEVER see her again. like what the fuck do you mean. what do you MEAN #what do you mean i have to live out my whole life… god knows how fucking long i’ll live; and N E V E R see her again. shut the fuck up.#that’s so fucking unfair. and everyone else is okay. i’m like how can you POSSIBLY just go about your life #the best dog in the world is dead and she’s going to stay dead and i won’t see her again for however many fucking stupid cursed decades #i live and i might not even see her when i die. how the HELL am i supposed to be okay with that. is that a joke #and there’s a part of me that’s like ‘maybe i could adopt another dog’ but i don’t know #i think i’d feel better and worse at the same time. i wouldn’t feel so alone but they wouldn’t be mabel #i put in an application for a terrier that’s at a local rescue but if i don’t get him i’m not trying again. i’ll take it as a hint #cats aren’t an option btw i found out i’m allergic. which was brand new information.. i’ve been around cats that didn’t set my allergies #off at all. but i guess there’s a difference between spending an hour at your friend’s house who has one cat #and living 24/7 with a cat that gets fur and dander and saliva everywhere #and i don’t think other pets would suit me. i just don’t feel comfortable caring for any animal i haven’t done research on #i had hamsters when i was a teenager but… tbh never again. they are so much fun but i have anxiety dreams about them now #so it’s dogs (well.. one dog) or nothing #i do have plans to speak to my doctor about my depression btw because i genuinely find this unsustainable #like i do think it’s situational (seasonal/grief/everyone around me seeming to want to argue with me lately) but i still need #mood stabilisers while i’m in this situation lol #personal

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teruthecreator · 10 months

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trying so hard to be normal but i really don’t think i could survive going to the psych ward and i’m rlly like. bothered my siblings are pushing it so hard