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i hate that people can't get her name right
#and the hyphen is all wrong????#wtf#mate#this has real dill-hoskin elliott vibes#dell-dorris day dalton#adele doris day dalton academy#adele doris-day#it's NELL or NELLIE#nellie MD#nellie m-d#or nell morris-dalton#when she's at work tending to the patients she's nellie MD#she's only a nurse though
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Charles being down for being called an angel, going by his desire to call the night nurse charlie, should not be as endearing to me as it is. Chase your dreams you funky little ghost boy.
#dead boy detectives#mutterings into the void#this thought is brought to you courtesy of me finally watching the latest charlies angels film#it was fine#i did spend most of the film paying far more attention to staring at kristen stewart than to plot though so dont ask me for details#Edwin would absolutely murder anyone who even thinks about attempting to call him an angel#but if night nurse learns anything about earth it needs to be that she has every right to call charles angel if he calls her charlie#it's only fair#silly thoughts I have before sleep
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okay so as a gen 5 stan who does adore the story in bw and bw2, and now that gen 5 has experienced both a vicious hatedom that wouldnt hear a single positive thing about the games, and now a super protective fandom that insists they were perfect and had zero flaws... can we admit now that the bw1 story at least was. a little mid.
#just a little. just a little.#i am saying this as someone who adores it and loves the characters a lot#...... but good god team plasma kinda sucks ass as an evil organization#bw2 is sorta better about them with the split factions but in the first game theyre so obnoxious and come across as strawmen#the game talks about how the world is nuanced and not black and white and its not good to take extreme sides#but then. it sorta does that with the protagonists? by refusing to talk about abused pokemon that werent hurt by team plasma?#obviously they are wrong. the game hammers it in with a mallet. but is it really nuanced if our stance is ''ha ha thats silly''#and yeah groups like plasma exist irl but like. as someone who cares abt animal rights and stuff a lot. i feel like they fumbled it here#the answer shouldnt have been ''well ig some pokemon get hurt. we wont talk about them though. watch the grunt kick a munna''#it shouldve been about animal welfare. like maybe instead of becoming assistant professor; bianca couldve become a nurse joy#or she couldve joined some organization that rescues and rehabilitates pokemon from abusive trainers. maybe the reformed plasma from bw2#and before someone goes ''erm its a kids game they cant do that :/ thats too complicated'' first of all- the anime showed a malnourished te#tepig#kids can handle a bit of text next to a skittish lillipup thats like ''its scared of humans'' or something and its being cared for by someo#someone''#plus the side games were tackling much heavier shit at this point#also again they were apparently fine with a grunt kicking a munna and bragging about how he loves doing that so.#like even as a kid i felt like that scene was really over the top and stupid#team plasma feels less like an attempt to do commentary on harmful animal rights ideas that lead to ecofascism and dont care abt the animal#true needs#and more like gamefreak read a lot of obnoxious critical pokemon posts like ''lmao training is like dogfighting'' and ''this promotes anima#abuse!'' and just made a strawman out of those people. and like i agree thats all stupid but it sorta hurts the message of the game#that the world is very nuanced and taking extremes is bad and reductive.#and this isnt getting into poor story and gameplay integration and other stuff like underutilized characters (you know exactly who i mean)#idk. again i still adore the story and have a huge soft spot for it. but i think the only reason people say its perfect is out of defensive#defensiveness and not having engaged with a ton of video game stories. and pokemon stories not being fantastic in general#like i think pla is better put together story wise than this game and its got less going on than this#echoed voice
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Can't wait to see what the consistently uncooperative nurse who answers my GP's messages has to say, if she messages me back. I bet you twenty bucks right now her reply makes it obvious that she didn't even glance at the rest of the thread.
Lady, you have way more going on than me. I know you're busy. I also know I am annoying. I'll stop bothering you if you tell me what you need from me so I can move on to the next step because until you do, I can't. Stop wasting your own time.
#if she flubs the next response i will have to call and insist to talk to someone backstage#which sucks because they're never available and there is for some reason no voicemail so if nobody answers the phone I just get disconnecte#and have to call again and again because even though it's the only way to reach anyone#leaving a message with the front desk only works about every fifth time#so calling and waiting all day for a response x 5 = 1 week#calling the front desk repeatedly eventually gets me connected with someone actually helpful but it takes days usually#the portal summons this woman who does usually answer but is often utterly unhelpful#i would jump clinics but this doctor is good and the nurse i usually see is good#and I CANNOT handle the hassle of getting set up in their system with the right name and pronouns#setting up a new portal#and disclosing that I have PTSD to even more people#I know I don't have to give details and I do not (I did have to call out a woman once for pressing for them inappropriately)#but I do need to let them know so they aren't surprised when I show up having a bad day#or tell them not to do a thing or that I won't do a thing#so they don't brush it off which is rude or try to pressure me which will eventually get them snapped at for what seems like no reason#they DESERVE to be warned so they don't perceive my behavior as targeted at them because that feels shitty to both of us#so yeah#i don't want to have that conversation again when I just had it in a very triggering way and will have to do that again very shortly#also where the fuck do i go when nobody at a good clinic is seeing new patients?
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love waiting for a phone appointment and the clock ticks past the set time....... 15 min now.... is her day busy and delayed, will she call in a sec or in half an hour instead? is she for some reason not calling at all but I didn’t get notified? has she forgotten? no idea and there's no way for me to call so I just have to wait.....
#it's a nurse checking in about the antidepressants#she's been lovely so far but i've felt anxious about it today for some reason#and now this#what....am i just supposed to go about my day until she calls??? sounds fake#i'll just be anxiously doing nothing while waiting#EDIT UPDATE: she was just late and also I almost cried at one point#not necessarily related to the depression but another personal Thing and even though what she said was broad and not something new really#I just.... a medical professional saying I'm far from the only one and I'll get there and just#ah yeah crying now#and i might not get another appointment with her :( fingers crossed tho that the doctor want her to check in instead of him#and fingers crossed even tighter that the psychologist won't just offer group therapy again I DON’T WANT THAT IT DIDN’T WORK LAST TIME
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More random head children musings (aside from the really sad one because that deserves better than a throwaway post):
Honestly I think it’s very fortunate that Dism’s team isn’t *entirely* comprised of lucid dreamers.
#just pav things#they’re teenagers that haven’t lived with using their powers their whole lives. they have no innate control over it#They’re FAR more likely to push themselves psychologically because of their emotional issues#And they don’t know when too far is. So they face their punishments for overtaxing themselves as a result ✨#And like. Dism wants to play hero and be the MOST useful so he overcompensates and takes on too much#Doesn’t delegate tasks/responsibility in battle to anyone else at all#And because he’s wielding that persona Inigo also overcompensates because he doesn’t want Dism to get injured#something something lingering thoughts of Archie y’know ✨#And the poor coordination that Dism and Inigo both have in Arcs 1-3.5 means Idyllia#who secretly feels she’s done a terrible job of protecting the people she cares about her whole life#then uses her healing powers to an unnecessarily high degree#because there is one borderline-suicidal not-even-dodge-tanking-as-supposed-to idiot and#trying-to-fulfill-a-misguided-social-agenda idiot 🌈#What are the ultimate results of this?#Well you have ~75% of the party who are barely holding onto this plane of existence#Dism who can barely walk or speak because he can’t *time* any movements of his body correctly#Idyllia who’s left generally shaky weak and extremely fatigued— her life and vitality disappearing into vapid traces#And Inigo who loses his senses and any bearing on reality at all. Even the most basic tasks unintuitive to him#The chances of a TPKO would be absolutely certain if not for Cynthia being able to nurse and protect them while they’re recovering 😭❤️#Honestly they are coasting by on a LOT of luck and it shows#If the end of Arc 2 was any indication…..#They do get better though <3#And that’s how they manage to pull off the successful rescue operations for Idyllia and Archie later :D We love some good teamwork :)#Now you may be thinking— how does this same concept pertain to Archie’s kids?#Theon exhibits the same symptoms as Inigo… or that’s what I would say#He’s so scared of repeating history’s mistakes that he only uses his intuition for guiding his aim and not anything like#scanning for weaknesses or seeing the future. ESPECIALLY THE LATTER#So Theon actually doesn’t tax himself much at all#Consequences for Ewan include a sheer rejection of rationality and logic and positivity#Too much light is blinding! Leaving him blind to everything but his baser impulses
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so many things happening in my life in the next couple months and it feels like my life is turning around compared to how I felt this time last year which was complete and utter dread and burn out in every sense of the word
#ME WHEN I GIVE MYSELF MORE SPACE AND TIME TO HEAL AND BE OKAY AFTER A SCHOOL YEAR#there are several factors as to why i don't feel like the human-ish equivalent of the swamp monster#mostly though it's because I'm going into homeschooling so the overwhelming fear of the next school year and all the expectations and#running around and will i get a good teacher and do i have to change my schedule and oh god am i gonna be able to get my 504 in check and#are my teachers even going to follow it and all of that isn't present#I'm gonna meet my teacher here soon and i she's a special ed teacher and i won't have to run between classes#or worry about my principal suddenly making a rule that we can't go to the bathrooms during class hours#and everything else that comes with going to school i did#and also the reason i don't feel like shit is i haven't done much this summer!!! literally everything was fighting for my time and attention#last summer and i felt like i barely had a moment to breathe#one moment I'm in Tennessee with my aunt and the next I'm back in Oklahoma running a convention#and then less than a week later I'm at counselor in training camp for two weeks (would've been three but i got sick due to overworking#myself while at the camp)#and then as soon as all of that was done i had only about a week before school started again#this year i only went to one convention instead of working at one and I'm going to two camps#one was at the start which was a day camp that i work at#and the second one is like next weekend (not this one but the next) and it's an overnight but again only a weekend instead of two weeks#and I'm a camper at that second camp since it's meant for lgbtq+ teens :3#and that's it!!!!#then i have school and in October i have the dan and phil terrible influence tour in Colorado#which means i get to visit my aunt and uncle and my cousin#and i have my nurse gerard costume for halloween#and then at the end of January i have my first furry convention which I'm making a fursuit for currently!!!!!
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grief is such a weird emotion bc i can be fine most of the time even if it think about it, but then sometimes thinking about it digs it up all over again
#in regards both to my cat and my grandma though i was mostly thinking about my grandma when i wrote this#i was fine the next day after she died bc like. it was expected. she was in hospice for several months#and a nurse had been staying with her 24/7 for the last 2 days. the nurse told us it probably wouldnt be long on the last day.#we knew it was coming so i didnt feel too bad right after it happened. it was only when the mortician showed up that it sunk in#but the next day i was fine. if she got brought up in conversation id get a bit sad but i was mostly fine after that day#and its been. like. a little more than 3 months since then#i havent been thinking about it much but idk. sometimes it just pops into your head and you get reminded that she isnt here anymore#sometimes i still feel like shes still there when i walk into that room. it still partially smells the same#i turn on the light and feel like im somewhere im not supposed to be until i realize that we cleared out her stuff months ato#you wouldnt know that someone was bedridden and in hospice in there just from looking at it#but sometimes i just get that mental image of her being in there. or when she was in a nursing facility for a time and mostly normal#when we thought she was just almost septic and not nearing the end#the stupid doorbell we had her ring when she needed something that made us all jump whenever we heard a similar sound#the fact that the last blanket she ever started crocheting is still in that room and never finished#her rocking chair that has been sitting empty for probably over a year now#the haunted lamp in what used to be her bedroom pre-hospice that keeps turning on#the fact that her cars no longer in the driveway#idk. thinking about it doesnt like. actively make me cry or anything. but it is like. a lurking feeling#like ive been aware and fine with the fact that shes gone. and has been gone#but sometimes i really... remember that shes gone#i still forget that its like. a permanent thing and that shes not just in the hospital again#i wouldnt say i feel too much grief about her dying. i feel more about my cat that died 8 years ago.#but it is a weird feeling to recognize. maybe i only felt sadder about my cat bc (to me) it was unexpected#idk.
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got a rx for t!!!!
also found out that ive been on the worst possible birth control a lupus patient can be on for the past like 4 years and i should stop taking it immediately!
but the most important part is the t!!!
#messages from the ouija board#the appt was pretty long but everyone was very nice and cool#much more painless than i was anticipating! not physically bc they did do a blood draw#one of the nurses looked so much like one of my coworkers though that for a bit i was genuinely like#why is MARY here??? she only knows about like. the four humors.
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sorry for not posting anything art related guys. short attention span stuff happens.
anyway have this cortex fanart i did weeks ago (looking forward to draw him more again)
#crash bandicoot#fanart#neo cortex#dr neo cortex#dizzy#crash bandicoot fanart#comet's blasted bandicoot buffoonery#oh yeah also fun fact: Before Ryonna became playable (and still currently) in Team Rumble... Ryonna plays the role of a nurse!#but the problem is... she only heals cortex and the other bad guys on his team (except N. Tropy...)#she also heals dingodile. not always but in some occasions even though he's not a villain anymore (he's her crush but shhhhh)#cartoon dizziness#slapstick#artists on tumblr#art
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janesol with any panel that'd work or smthn
thought this'd be fun :> was right !
-mod davesprite
#mod davesprite#homestuck#homestuck panel edit#sollux captor#jane crocker#soooo anyway#didnt get diagnosed adhd because i did too well in school apparently.#may i remind you. this is NOT BECAUSE I PAID ATTENTION!#if i described my school experience to someone who didnt know i did well youd go oh so you got shit grades then?#she prescribed me strattera though. four weeks of it. her3s the thing#not only does strattera only affect hyperactivity (not my problem). it takes 4-8 weeks to work. AND EVEN THEN. only works ~50% of the time#so i called the doctors like hey uhh. so this is super not gonna do anything? got transferred five times and told theyd call me back#finally did and got told by a nurse ''doctor said the strattera would treat your symptoms'' and so went okay. did she say which ones?#aaaand the answer was no. so i am convinced they dont actually know/care abt my symptoms. siiiiiiiigh.
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so so sleepy cause i was up till 2am being a freak
#i had this crush on a girl in a psych class SEVEN YEARS AGO#and recently realized i had forgotten her name#so i spent several hours last night trying to find attendance lists for that class or find graduation records for the college#i did eventually figure it out#i promise i'm not a creepy stalker 😭#she was just so beautiful i was imagining our full lives together even though i only ever talked to her twice#cause i was soooo scared she would know i was into her and i would be a creep and she would hate me#also. this was coming off 9 years of homeschooling. i didn't know how the fuck to talk to people#didn't figure that out until my last year of college 😅#anyway.... i would like to remember her full name and like look her up#she wanted to be a nurse and i wonder if she ever made it#but i don't remember her last name and i don't want to be a total creep#DANIELLE IF YOU ARE OUT THERE I COULD TREAT YOU SO RIGHT
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Love the way that I'm so sick I want to die but I still have to go to school even though last I check most doctors didn't recommend that
#like i feel nauseous and i cant breat#im coughing like a horse stelped on my lungs#but who cares that most doctors tell you to rest and take medicine#i got spanish work to do :D#...all lf that was sarcasm...i wish i was at home...laying down...resting#because what sucks is that...i can dl so much of my school work at home so if i have the opportunity to stay home#and work and feel better....why not take it#i think my mother thinks im faking it#which can we talk about that#how come when im sick at home over the weekend we all believe im sick and need to rest but the second i wake up that Monday morning and#still feel sick its all “you can still work” and like...i feel sick fucking walking#idk if you know this but i have to do alot of walking...mostly very far distances#we were all fine with me laying down all day yesterday feeling sick but the second i want to rest on a school day its illegal...#...my mother told me that i can go to the nurse....only if i#ima put a warning for the mention of throw up (though its only the word...i. not getting into detail) but its mostly for my sake#anyway she said i can go to the nurse only if i throw up....when she fucking knows im scared of throwing up#my fear of throwing up...even fucking feeling nauseous makes me feel 1000 times sicker then i normally feel
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Very comfortable with etiquette at western funerals. Not very comfortable with tangi. Weird how when you're The Doctor everyone treats you as something special, went with my nurse who is whānau/hau kainga at the marae and they treated me as more important than her
#people really care when their doctor comes to the funeral though#I've only done it twice#i didn't really know the family (other than our nurse of course) but i really liked this patient so i wanted to go#she was a good time
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no what I think the thing is is there is so much very visceral violent imagery for Benze and Crab. a FOUNDATION of their relationship is that Benze unintentionally causes pain when he's checking out Crab's months-old injury. do you trust me. and Crab doesn't realize how difficult words and touch can be for Benze and unintentionally causes pain that way before they start to figure things out. I wish we could talk. I wish I'd known you before. they're so so drawn to each other from the get go but there are so many barriers they have to get through, of pain (physical and emotional) they have to work to try and ease, mistrust and miscommunication. it's like that blood transfusion post. it isn't compatible with how much the love each other. I'd give you my very blood but it would kill you. it's better to let it bleed out. you can only survive without me. there's so much capacity for pain and hurt, but they choose to love instead.
#sorry I'm just crying about the doctor and his nurse at the mo I need to write about them soon or I shall pass away#she speaks!#ddas#and the idea of ''I wish I'd known you before'' is coming from benze; but it isn't a ''i wish I knew you before you were disabled'' thing#(even though that's how crab initially takes it)#it's a ''i wish I had been there to help'' kind of thing bc benze only meets crab AFTER the injury. AFTER the chance of a full#recovery is gone. and as a doctor and as a friend that's REALLY REALLY FRUSTRATING#he could have done something!! he could have made it better!! but he didn't KNOW#maybe that's a scene I should write. just on its own outside of any larger story#just... that scene. idk
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Oh no, I remembered my Sherlock Holmes reimagining idea where Holmes and Watson are crossdressing lesbians again...
#sherlock holmes#idk i just think it would be fun if sherlock was an androgynous woman#who decided she didn't care for the strict gender rules of victorian society#and so dresses up as a man to run around london detectiving#and mycroft doesn't particularly care about her genderfuckery#and quite frankly having a brother running around crime solving is less embarrassing than his spinster sister doing the same#so he reluctantly hides away the records of him having a sister and lets sherlock get on with it as long as she doesn't get into trouble#he pulls in watson hoping that a female companion will calm her down#only to instantly regret this decision when it turns out that joan quite likes the idea of pretending to be a man actually#because she's fully qualified as a physician goddammit but she's prevented from practicing as anything other than a nurse by her gender#(she's not all that keen on the false moustache though)#(it itches 😫)#crossdressing lesbian sherlock holmes
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