#so I guess I’ll have to wait 😭😭😭🤧

[nattinatalia]

Jack Harlow x Reader : Instagram AU

Read this first 👉🏻 🩵

A/N : I changed the lyrics from “Is that Ight” so it can fit my story!!!!!!

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yourusername Celebrating my husbands new album. Prepare to be sick of me because this will be the only thing I’ll be listening to all year long.

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neelamthadhani 🙌🏼🥳

jackharlow I love you 😘

jackharlow All the cards stacked against her, but she learning how to deal 🤞🏼

jackandynaremyparents 🥺🥺🥺

urbanwyatt 🎥 by me 😏

yourusername Always 🙌🏼 thank you Urb.

yourbestiename Bitch you look hot!!!!!! Wish I was there!!!!! But congratulations to your hubby, love the album, he did amazing.

yourusername Miss youuu, & thank you babe, I’ll let him know 😘

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jackharlow And I’m cumming in my girl like I’m sterile.

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yourusername 🙈 🙈 🤭🤭🤭 Baby Harlow number 2 loading…..

urbanwyatt huh?

claybornharlow WAIT WHAT????

cozane UNCLE TWO TIMES!!!!

urbanwyatt No way this is how we’re finding out that y/n is pregnant. There’s no way!!!

neelamthadhani She was drinking tonight idiots, so obviously not pregnant.

yourusername 😭😭😭😭 They’re a little slow, but that’s okay.

jackharlow 🤦🏼‍♂️

user Not the security looking at y/n like that 🤣

yourusername Not at me lol, my cousin was behind us acting a fool 😂 but we love her.

nemoachida You two clean up nice 🥶

yourcousinname Thank you for inviting me tonight. Had a blast. Jack, this album is everything and more!!!!!

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yourusername “10 children and 1 wife, That’s how I wanna live my life, is that Ight?” Well you better because I’m not letting you leave anytime soon, or ever!!!!!! 1 down 9 to go I guess 🤭🤭🤭😏😏😏😏

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jackharlow 😂😂��😂 I knew you were going to call me out on this one!!!!

yourusername 👀 You know me too well.

claybornharlow 10 Harlow kids? Damn I’m not ready to be uncle to ten kids!!!!!!!

jackharlow You’ll have time to get used to it.

druski Mia is a menace enough, imagine 9 more of her????

jackharlow My little girl is nothing but nice, so I don’t know what you’re talking about.

neelamthadhani I knew that line was for you 🙌🏼

yourusername I mean for who else would it be for?????? 🤔

jackharlow 🫣🫣🫣🫣

nemoachida 💀💀💀💀💀

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yourusername JACKMAN OUT NOW!!!!!!!!!! I feel like everyday you amaze me, your craft and how you handle everything around you amazes me. We listened to the album in our bed, just us two. The world couldn’t prepare me for the wave of emotions that would come crushing down on me. Baby, you deserve every bit of of happiness, success and praise. After we listened to it, I asked you if it was okay for me to listen to it on my own. I can’t say what I feel right now, all I know is that I promise you to hold you extra tight, to love you the way you deserve to be loved. If I haven’t said it enough, I’M SO FUCKING PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!!!! I knew it, I knew the world wasn’t ready for Jackman, because quite frankly, I don’t think I was either! I LOVE YOUUUUU 🩵🩵🩵🩵

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jackharlow Babe 🥺

jackharlow I fucking love you so much. Always thankful for having you in my life. The nonstop support and love from you, doesn’t go unnoticed. Without a doubt, the love of my life, my soulmate.

yourusername 🥺🥺🥺 Stop making me cry.

druski Seriously stop already, seeing her cry at the release party last night was enough. I had to order a box of tissues for her ass.

yourusername Leave me alone. But also thanks for the tissues 🤧

yourbestiename Me when??? 🥺🥺🥺🥺

urbanwyatt 👀

neelamthadhani Your guys love story is my favorite.

yourusername Mine too 😊💜

allabouttheharlows 🥺 My parents are the cutest ever!!!!!

claybornharlow 🩶

applemusic 🔥 🔥

djdrama You were right, the world wasn’t ready!!!!!!

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[xopinkroses]

Big brain Nero head cannon time!

I loved the "Can I spend my life with you?" fic and it got me thinking... Nero would be so soft around little kids! 🤧 Chaotic but soft! Like playful and fully engaged with whatever they are doing and 1000% down to play with dolls or putting on makeup or a full on nerf war or a foam sword fight or even just chasing the kid around, cackling like a gremlin while the kid screams and giggles! 😭

It would be so precious to watch and my heart can't handle how cute it is!!!

Playtime (Nero x Reader & Their Child)♥

(Dad Nero has my heart💖💖😭 Both baby and Reader are gender neutral for maximum self insertion haha~ I based this on my younger family members and how I mess around with them! (◠‿◠✿) Thank you for the request!! xo)

Summary; Nero playing with your toddler! Word Count; 575 Warnings; None! :)

MASTERLIST🌸

From the second your child was born, Nero’s ‘dad mode’ was unlocked and he hasn't looked back since. Dad jokes, tea parties and telling stories with dramatic voices to make an actor jealous– Nero gladly let go of any pride he had before in order to see his baby smile. That gummy smile and the tiny, cooing giggles when he would make faces and animatedly speak to the tiny baby in his arms… It just made everything worth it. 

“I’m gonna get youuu∼!” 

“No you won’t–!”

You watch on as the two most important people in your life cause absolute chaos in your living  room, couch cushions and toys strewn over the floor and the sound of delighted squealing and giggling warming your heart. Nero is pretending to chase after your toddler, dramatically parkouring over furniture, pretending to be some kind of monster… or maybe a dinosaur? You can’t really be sure, the game changes every few minutes and you’ve given up trying to keep up with the switch ups. He always makes sure to be just unable to reach your child, who squeals and yells for the monster to go away as they run a few feet away– but you know Nero is as eagle eyed as ever, subtly herding them away from potential dangers without pausing the game.

Nero takes playtime very seriously. Sometimes you have to ask yourself whether you have one baby or two– because father and child are on the exact same wavelength when it comes to playing. This is a game of life or death!

“I’m gonna steal all your hugs– give them to meeee∼!” Nero rushes towards your child, hands outstretched in a tickling motion. They scream and run behind the couch, peeking over it with sparkling eyes.

“Nuh-uh! None for youuuu–!” They declare, giggling and waiting for their daddy’s next move. “Monsters don’t get hugs!”

Nero gasps in offence, “What do you mean monsters don’t get hugs?”

“No hugs for monsters!” The child doubles down, grinning as Nero puts a hand to his chest and puts on an indignant expression.

“But what if I’m a nice monster?” Nero challenges, creeping closer to the couch.

“Nope, nuh-uh– no hugs for you!” They see Nero’s approach and starts mirroring his actions so that the two of them are circling the couch. 

“Is that so?” Nero grins mischievously.

They giggle, “Mm-hmm! My hugs, you can’t have them!” 

You already know what's coming before it even happens, having seen this scenario play out many times before. Nero nods sadly, looking thoughtful. “Hmm, okay… I guess I’ll just have to go without then….” 

And then he lunges– vaulting over the couch and capturing the toddler in his arms, lifting them into the air like a trophy. They squeal and kick their arms and legs out in an attempt to ‘free themself’, their cheeks flushed and white hair a mess. 

“Gotcha–!” He tosses them into the air before hugging them tightly to his chest. His arms are strong and protective around your child, and they lean into his embrace despite still screaming out in defeat at having been caught by the monster. “All your hugs are mine!”

That's when you decide to make your presence known, wrapping your arms around the two of them and nuzzling your cheek against the soft white hair of your baby’s head. A sneak attack to win you the game!

“-- And now both of your hugs are mine!”

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[aller-geez]

Hello, yes! I finally pulled myself from my writers slump, and just had to have this RemixLevi fic after seeing this snz prompt by @blooming-trees the other day..

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Nearly 3K words, RemixLevi snzfic with Remi as the sneezer bc obviously I’m a little bit partial 🫠🫠 Pls enjoy 🖤 would love feedback if you have any! 😭🤧

I’ll Make You A Deal…

A RemixLevi snzfic 🖤

“Remington! What the hell!?” Levi shrieked in frustration as he stormed in from the kitchen, waving around a few different food items in each hand and flinging droplets of water everywhere as he did so. The leopard was greeted by a very lethargic looking wolf who laid stomach down on their shared bed, his mouth hanging open slightly as his dull green eyes remained locked on the screen of their tv and the Xbox controller already clacked away loudly in his hands despite it being 9 am. Both Remi’s eyes and his nose were rimmed with the same matching red, moisture glistening from his septum as he gasped out ragged breaths from his spot the bed. With a liquidy yet unproductive sniffle, the large man finally paused his game to look over at the cat with an eyebrow raised.

“What’d I do?” Remi asked in a low, hoarse voice.

“Did you forget to close the fridge last night after you made your late night snack?” Levi crossed his arms across his chest as he waited patiently for his mate’s reply, almost like a mom after receiving a bad report card.

The wolf visibly thought for a second, trying to imagine himself making his toasted peanut butter and jelly sandwich at 2 am the night before, although everything was pretty fuzzy. Drinking the entire bottle of NyQuil to finally be able to sleep through the constant buzzing in his sinuses probably wasn’t his smartest idea; although he did finally manage to fall asleep afterward, so the canine couldn’t complain too much. “Uh, I don’t remember?”

Levi held the items in his hands out in front of him, waving them around a little with a frustrated scowl. “No, you left it open all night and now all of this food we bought for this whole trip is spoiled!”

A flash of guilt passed over the large man’s features, and he sighed softly before muttering a couple of deep, chesty coughs into his balled up fist. “I’b sorry, Levi, that’s by bad.. I guess it’s doordash for the week, huh?” Remi offered, hoping to try and make a little light of the shitty situation he caused.

Levi gasped and shook his head quickly, a look of horror on his face at the thought of Door Dash for every meal for the next eight days, when they had a perfectly good kitchen to cook in right inside their bus. “Ummm.. no.. we’re going to find the grocery store and get FOOD.”

“Levi, combe od..” The wolf nearly whined, suddenly looking equally horrified thinking of having to be anywhere around people right now in his current condition. As if on cue, Remi’s chapped, dampened nose twitched to life, the tickle quickly becoming too intense to ignore and he could only duck his head down towards the bed weakly. “Hh'IISHH! —hd’ISCHhh!! —h’dtTISHh!!”

A mist of contagious droplets coated the bedspread in front of him, the wolf was left sniffling thickly while scrubbing at his septum with an index finger knuckle. “Nngh. How the hell are we godda do that? Just drive there and park our giadt blue bus in the parkigg lot?” Remi slowly began to rise to a full sitting position, and once he sat on the edge of the bed, his long fingers snatched a few tissues from the box on the nightstand. With a thick gurgle, the wolf drenched the ball of tissues in his hands in one blow, grimacing before tossing it in the trash can and clearing his throat.

“There’s one not super far from here, but I can’t read the directions at the same time as watching the mountain roads..” The leopard thought out loud, taking a second to ponder, before his face lit up mischievously. “I know! Since you left the fridge open all night, your punishment is giving me directions~” Levi giggled with a cheeky grin, sticking the tip of his tongue out towards the very unenthusiastic wolf.

“Levi.. you kdow I dod’t feel good..” The canine whimpered with a defeated exhale, the other’s stern parental -like expression softening slightly when his icy blue orbs met with Remi’s dim green ones.

“I’ll make you a deal.. If you can help me with the directions there, I’ll go in and do all of the shopping and you can go back to bed, okay?” The leopard offered with a gentle smile, to which Remi shrugged his shoulders with a quick eye roll.

“Fide.. But I’m goidg to be extra addoyidg..” The wolf chuckled softly, but his laugh was quickly cut short by a deep, painful coughing fit that echoed through the small living space. Once able to catch his breath, he pulled his hood over his head and came to his feet. Remi managed yet another sigh, and Levi rolled his eyes playfully at how dramatic his mate could be for such an otherwise extremely intimidating guy. The two made their way up to the front where Remi lazily plopped himself down in the passenger seat, and Levi shimmied his way into the drivers seat, keys in hand.

“Here, I pulled it up on my phone already, just tell me as the turns come up?” Levi smiled graciously again towards his mate, passing him his phone with the screen already open on the route. Remi took it, leaning back a little in his seat to try and make himself more comfortable for the 20 minute drive, sniffling sharply against one of his wrists. “Nnngh, my dose is so stuffed up..” He complained hoarsely, to which Levi passed him a quick, empathetic expression.

“I’m sorry love, I’ll get you some more NyQuil at the store if you take it how it’s supposed to be taken..” The cat chuckled breathily, slipping the keys into the ignition and turning them. The bus engine roared to life, and Levi rubbed the steering wheel gently with a smile. “Good job May, let’s get going!” He cheered happily, quickly clicking his seatbelt on. With an almost inaudible grumble from the wolf, they were off.

Only a few moments after leaving the gravel road of the rest stop they had been staying at, the bus finally made it to the main road, coming to a full stop at the stop sign.

Levi took the opportunity to turn to his mate to make sure he was still paying attention to navigating as the other had a habit of getting distracted, but was met with the wolf’s fluttering eyelids, and quickly flaring reddened nostrils that gleamed with moisture. Before words could come out of the cat’s mouth, Remi pitched to the side, one arm weakly lifting towards his face in a half assed attempt to cover his sneezes, although he failed miserably.

“hh'IETSH’UE! HI’DTSCHIEW!” The wolf sneezed harshly into the open space of the cab, spraying not only himself and the air around him, but even Levi was a casualty, placed perfectly in Remi’s ‘Splash Zone’. Without a word, the cat swiped away a few particularly large droplets that had landed on his arm, although he was used to it after being with the large, immune deficient man for so long.

Remi snorted thickly, before scrubbing at his nose in quick, circular motions, a soft clicking sound echoing loudly above the low hum of the vehicles engine as he did. “Nnngh, by bad..” he grumbled again, finally able to focus his eyes on Levi’s phone.

Seeing Remi relax once again took some of the edge off for the leopard, exhaling silently and looking back towards the road with a smile. Pushing forward, they traveled onward for a bit, before the wolf cleared his throat suddenly.

“Turdn left odn Naglee Road up here.” He instructed, looking up at Levi to see that he had heard him. The smaller man nodded with a grin, thankful Remi wasn’t too preoccupied to get them lost, and did as he was told. The bus cruised around the corner smoothly, and the map on the phone in his large hand updated accordingly.

The wolf attempted to snort back some of the congestion that was beginning to make his face throb, although at this point, it was pretty much useless. He whined softly, pinching just under his bridge piercing as another tickle began to bloom deep within his sinuses. Every sneeze felt like it would make his head pop with the pressure, and he REALLY wanted to go lay back down..

Suddenly, Remi’s mouth began to curl up into its own mischievous smirk. To be fair, he told Levi he would be extra annoying if he had to be up here.. Why not make it fun?

Sniffling softly a few times to tease the building tickle from his nose, the wolf wouldn’t have had time to cover even if he wanted to with how fast it completely took over.

“—HEH’TXSSHhh’ih! Hd’IZTSSHHhhh’ih!” The two forceful sneezes tore from the large man’s throat, a large cloud of contagious mist filling the space between them again, and coating the other’s freckled arm. When Levi’s eyebrows furrowed to try and concentrate more on the road, Remi’s smirk got a little bigger. Even someone as sweet and patient as Levi was had to have their breaking point, right? Anyone else would have already been done with Remi’s childish behavior.

Snuffling wetly, he leaned back in his seat again, this time with his sock clad feet up on the dashboard, to which Levi gave him a quick side eye. The wolf grunted, slipping them off again and thumping back on the bus floor.

“What’s the next turn?” Levi asked over his shoulder, clearly unamused by his mates shenanigans.

“Turn right on Belbourde Street in a half mile.”

“On.. what street?” Levi questioned, his eyes flickering to his mate’s face for a second before returning to the road in front of them.

“…..Belbourde.. Bel—“ The congestion behind Remi’s eyes continued to increase, leaving all of his words rounder than intended, and he sighed in frustration. “BMELBORNDE” he barked finally, crossing his arms in front of his chest with a self conscious huff, and Levi couldn’t help but laugh gently.

“Okay baby, we should be almost there. I think there’s one more turn off after the Melbourne exit.” The white haired man smiled, quick to reassure his mate, despite how much of a brat he’d been. But then again, that was just who Levi was.

The wolf huffed again from his seat, coming to the quick conclusion that the extra 10 minutes he would get if he was told to go lay down now weren’t as worth while as he thought, and the canine gave up the grocery sabotage entirely.

Again Levi turned the bus around the next corner with ease, driving the huge vehicle expertly around the tight, windy roads down the mountain a little ways, seemingly in his element as he remained completely focused on the task at hand. After a second, the cat waved one thin hand out towards Remi to get his attention again. “Hey, the last turn off shouldn’t be too far off from this one.. what’s the name again?”

The wolf blinked towards Levi for a moment, his brain fighting for its life against his raging fever that flushed his cheeks and forehead, but he slowly began to register the question he was asked. His dim emerald eyes shifted down to the leopard’s phone screen that sat face up on his lap, squinting to try and read the words through his double vision. When he still couldn’t make out the number or the name of the exit, Remi began to get frustrated again, swiping the phone from his lap and bringing it up close to his face.

“Oh, found it..” he mumbled, Levi passing him slightly anxious glances as more and more exits began to fly by their window.

“Okay, it’s.. Hehh..” The canine’s breath snagged sharply, the intense buzz within his nose returning full force.

God, his nose tickled SO damn badly…

As his thick eyelashes began to flutter ever so slightly, he quickly clamped one large hand over his nostrils to squeeze them shut with a loud squelch , although his breath still hitched helplessly while his jaw hung very slightly slacked.

“Hiihhh.. it’s.. f-fuck.. hhheh—hold on..” Remi’s eyes began to water from the effort it took to fight off such an intense tickle that was burning white hot within his quivering nostrils, although still trying his best to do what Levi had asked of him.

Levi’s gaze flashed back and forth between Remi, and the road, even attempting a quick snatch of his phone from Remi’s otherwise occupied hands, but he was unsuccessful. “Rem!” The cat grumbled loudly.

“Th—huhhh.. The n-nehhhh..” the wolf gasped, raising one finger to point out of his window at a passing sign, and Levi thankfully was able to catch a glimpse of it before it flew by their vehicle.

“I turn off on Pacific Road!?” The leopard raised his voice a little in a panic as the exit sign got closer and closer.

The wolf couldn’t do anything other than nod exuberantly, afraid of the repercussions that would come from removing the hand he had pinching his nostrils closed, but as Levi whipped Maybelle around the corner to be able to make the exit, Remi’s hand slipped from its position in order to brace himself on the door of the bus.

As soon as the fresh air flooded into his reddened, sensitive nose, he gasped an enormous breath of air into his lungs, trying to mentally prepare himself for the hammer to the temples.

“hih’AESSSHH’ue!! HA’AETTCCCHH’uh! Hihhh— hiiih’AETTCHH’uh!! Hhah’AETTTSHH’uh!” Remi sneezed so loudly that the bus windows shook, his poor nose desperate for a release, one way or another and eardrums be damned.

The smaller man let out a startled squeal as the whole right side of his body was sprayed by the canine’s mess, flashing a look over at the disheveled wolf riding passenger who was still frozen in place. Both hands were in front of his face, and his long body was doubled up on itself, hugging his own knees with his feet planted on the floor. Remi dared not move, dared not even breathe lest his nose might have something else to say about it. He stayed frozen for so long, that when the leopard finally pulled into the parking lot at the local grocery store a minute later and carefully brought the bus to a stop in one of the parking spots, the wolf still hadn’t even picked his head up.

“Rem? You okay? Those were some pretty big ones..” the leopard’s eyes were filled with concern for his mate as he stretched out one thin freckled hand to rub his mate’s shoulder gently.

Remi opened his mouth to reply, but the scratchiness of his voice overwhelmed his already sore throat, plunging the weakened man into yet another thick, chesty coughing fit that made him tremble slightly from the force. ‘Nnnngh…” the wolf whimpered after a few seconds, followed by a loud snort that still did almost nothing for the congestion packed into his raw sinuses. “Okay.. I gave you directiodns, and dow we’re here… I’b goigg back to bed dow..” he nearly whispered, his head completely reeling and every inch of his body pouring sweat.

The leopard’s face was taken over by an empathetic, caring expression as he eyed his sickly mate, nodding his head in agreement. “Of course baby, thank you so much for your help. Go ahead and go get comfy in bed, and I’ll rent us a couple Redbox movies, and get us some lunch, okay? If you want, I can even rub some of that vaporub on your chest if you think it helped last time?” Levi leaned down to kiss Remi’s very damp forehead, and the wolf sighed happily this time, his gaze slowly raising to meet the icy blue pools of his mate’s.

“I definitely won’t argue with you.. that all sounds so nice..” the large man’s voice was breathy and exhausted, followed by a few loose coughs that didn’t make it out with the others, and a forceful, deep snuffle as he ever so slowly rose to a standing position. As the canine trudged weakly back to bed, he turned just in time to catch Levi as he was pocketing his wallet right before heading out the door.

“Don’t take too long, okay?” Remi called out hoarsely in an uncharacteristically needy tone that made the leopard’s heart almost explode out of his chest with pure love and admiration for the big wolf.

With a thoughtful smile, Levi nodded as he quietly pulled open the door of the bus, the crisp early afternoon air caressing his face as he stepped out. “Wouldn’t dream of it, Acushla…”

The End…

Thank you so much for reading if you made it this far, it really means a lot to me! 🥺🖤

Hope you enjoyed my snz-y, needy boy as much as I enjoyed writing him 🥺

[gyuhanniescarat]

Um for starters, I hope you don't have covid and if so, I wish you a safe recovery and I hope you get better soon.

Secondly, I was re-reading one of my PyeongHongNovember fics.

Yes, I read my own fics because I write them FOR ME.

And it was Hongjoong and the readers first time and omg, he would be so gentle and loving with you!

'You look so pretty underneath me, you feel so good, I love you so much'

Hi my darling Ruby!

for starters, it unfortunately IS covid 😭😭🤧🤧😭🤧😭😭😭🤧😭 thank you luvvie, i'm hoping this sht will pass soon. i've mainly had a dry ass cough and a fever, but it's been hell on earth for the past week about. i guess after 3 years of no covid... the streak had to come to an end at some point 😔

YES!! I love that you read and re-read your fics, I think we need to normalize writers consuming their own media. because yes. as you said, my luvvie. We. Write. For. US.

Hongjoong would be THE BEST person to have your first time with! I just know that man would absolutely do you so right. You could 💯 trust Hongjoong with your virginity bc he would make sure your first time together would be nothing but magical and special. He would be the most gentle, loving, considerate man in this setting.

Love Talk — R18+

kim hongjoong (ateez) x fem! reader, fluff, smut (MDNI — if you're not 18+, see the door n let it kick ya on the way out), conversation about sex, late bloomer reader (for all my late bloomers out there, you are not broken, ain't nothing wrong with waiting to have sex), first-time sex, slice of life, hongjoong being a love drunk simp for his girl

You trust Hongjoong in every aspect of your life. You’ve never trusted someone as much as you do Hongjoong. But that doesn’t make you any less nervous, after all, no matter how much you love and trust the man standing in front of you, there is still very much a nerve-filled aura around such an intimate act.

“Hongjoong, I- I trust you with my life. I know… I know you would never do anything that could hurt me, but I���m still a bit… well anxious.” You shyly express, hesitating to look up into your boyfriend’s eyes out of worry your words somehow offended him. To which the fairly average-height, platinum-blond-haired man responds, by taking you into his embrace and quelling your fears with words of love. 

“Darling, that’s a perfectly normal feeling. I think I’d be more worried if you weren’t slightly anxious. Of course, I won’t. I don’t ever want to do or ask you to do anything that could potentially hurt you. As long as you trust in me, I promise I will do everything in my power to treat your first time with the dignity and respect you deserve, baby.” Hongjoong coos, gently caressing your cheek while smiling brightly at you. His touch on your cheek working to further soothe the ever-racing spirals going on in your mind. 

»»———-　　———-««

“Hongieee, I- I want… I want you to be my first. Will you teach me? I want you to make love to me, Hongjoong.” You more confidently remark. “Gladly, baby. I’ll love you all night long.” He smirks, bringing his lips to yours in a passionate kiss. Before you can even catch up, the kiss is already deepening as he picks you up and guides you toward his bedroom. Kisses being exchanged as a trail of clothing is being shed along the way. 

Once you reach the bedroom, Hongjoong gently deposits you on his bed. Not even giving you a second to overthink, the hem of his shirt is immediately being lifted over his head, drawing your attention away from any potential triggers and directly up toward his upper torso. “Something caught your eye, yeah, darling? Should we take your pretty little top off now, baby? It’s only fair right?” He grins, tongue poking out just ever so slightly. 

Reaching back, you slowly unzip your top, taking your time to slide your arms out. Teasingly, you hold the fabric up against your chest, as you capture Hongjoong’s full attention. “Baby…” The look in his eyes screams ‘don’t play with me’, but humor and brattiness is your way of pushing down the fears inside. You give him a mischievous grin in return before flinging your shirt in his direction. Mesmerized by your beauty, the man stands there for a minute, frozen in place. Making a ‘come-hither’ motion with your finger, your eyes invite him closer, as your hands pat the empty space of the bed. Like a man under a sorceress's spell, Hongjoong glides over to where you are. 

“Fuck, you’re beautiful. You’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid my eyes on, y/n… Tell me what you want and I’ll give it to you. Anything you want, baby.” Hongjoong comments, taking the moment to commit your beautiful soul to memory. You whine, hands desperately trying to pull him in closer, “You. I want you, Hongieee. I want you to touch me, and make me feel good. I want to feel you deep inside me. Please, Hongjoong, Please?”

“Don’t worry, I got you. I’mma take care of you, angel. Thank you for trusting me to be the first, and hopefully, only one, to share in this intimate moment with you. Relax, I got you, baby. Just trust me, okay? I’m going to kiss you some more, and touch you first, okay.” Hongjoong comments, looking for your consent. You smile and enthusiastically nod in agreement. Leaning above you, hands resting against the mattress, on either side of your head, He pulls you into another quickly growing passionate kiss. Your hands come up into his hair and pull tightly against the strands. 

Throwing your head back against the pillows and moaning out from the arousal coursing through your veins, Hongjoong shifts his focus and his kisses towards the crook of your neck. Biting down and then soothingly licking the skin, he leaves his love bites across your body, as his hands continue downwards towards the valley of your breasts. “May I, princess?” He asks, gesturing to your soft pink-laced bra, one hand hovering close to the clasp at your back. “Yes, Hongiee. Take it off me, take it all off me, babe.” You moan, granting him the permission he needs. 

Hongjoong finally reaches for the clasp and pulls the garment away from your chest. Your hands move down towards your hips and pull the matching laced panties down your legs, before throwing them off the bed. Hongjoong’s gaze is locked in on your eyes despite your clothless state. “I can’t believe your mine.” 

»»———-　　———-««

“Ohh, my god. I-I… Oh my god. Yes! Y-you, You’re making me feel so good, Hongieee. I love it, I love it, I love it so fucking much!” Your back arching off from the mattress as a response to the sensations your body is feeling for the first time, “I love how you feel inside me. I love the feeling of your cock buried in my tiny walls. Just like that, Please don’t stop. I need you to make me cum so bad.” Your legs seem to have a mind of their own as they come up and wrap tightly around Hongjoong’s waist. 

“Ohh shitt, you’re clamping down on me so much. So tight, so warm, so wet, and all for me, yeah? What did I do to deserve a beauty like you, darling? I’m glad I can make you feel good. From now on, I’m always going to try and make sure you always feel this good with me.” Hongjoong groans out, feeling himself getting high off the feeling of your hot, wet pussy clenching tightly on the girth of his cock. “I’m going to make sure you get used to this feeling, to the feeling of my cock stretching your tight little pussy out, get your little pussy used to the feeling of me buried snug within your core. You feel so tight and wet around me, angel. Ohh god, it feels so good being inside you…” 

“Hongjoong…. Ohh… Oh my god, oh my god. I love you. Thank you for being my first, thank you for being my everything. I’m yours, all yours, forever, babe.” You cry, feeling all the feelings of one’s first time. You lean up, lips gently intertwining with Hongjoong’s lips. “Mhmm. It feels so fucking good. You feel so fucking big and deep inside my little pussy. Just like that, babe. Oh fuck, just like that. Don’t stop, Oh godddd, yes, yes, Yes! don’t stop, Hongieee. Make love to me. Keep making love to me, baby!” 

“You look so pretty underneath me, angel. My beautiful princess, my butterfly. Just as you’re mine, I’m yours. I’m yours, and only yours, forever and beyond, I belong to you, darling. I love you so much, baby. Mine. I love you, I love you, I love you.” 

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[oraclekleo]

No but in my opinion all Ateez members could have villain potential… based primarily on their stage persona bc we don’t really know them ofc. Also I’m not a writer so don’t come at me if my tropes are cliché 😂

HJ: idealist activist who is so convinced his idea of a “perfect” world is right he ends up turning into some authoritarian leader doing the same things he was rebelling against but “for the good reasons”

SH: idk why but he kinda gives me “jealous villain” vibes? “If I can’t have it/them, then no one can” energy… or, alternatively, overprotective partner/parent who goes overboard trying to protect his loved ones and ends up hurting them

YH: I’m so sorry but narcissistic/jealous partner kinda villain 😭 He just seems TOO good to be true…

YS: philosophical chaos maker? Kinda like Makishima Shogo from the anime Psycho Pass… or some kind of sadistic villain who looks innocent and cute maybe? I love him so much but the fact that he might be the smartest member of Ateez and doesn’t look/act like it is definitely a villain trait for me lmao

SN: definitely poor boy who becomes Mafia boss to avenge the loss of his loved ones but loses himself in the process and destructs himself and everyone around him

MG: the one who was screwed over too much in life so he just goes “if being good gets me nowhere, well fuck it, I’ll be bad”

WY: chaos maker but… for fun? arson, fake news spreading, “Loki watching the world burn” kind of vibe…

JH: corporate evil, like the ones from k-dramas except he can’t be defeated bc he’s smart AF and just good at it

Also this makes me wonder what kind of villain I would be… I wonder if it’s possible to do a tarot reading on that? Since it’s a dark theme I guess the energy would be too heavy for a reading but I’m a noob so I don’t know lol

Definitely piques my curiosity though 🤔

Wow! We have surprisingly guessed very similar for many of the members 😂

Also this makes me wonder what kind of villain I would be… I wonder if it’s possible to do a tarot reading on that? Since it’s a dark theme I guess the energy would be too heavy for a reading but I’m a noob so I don’t know lol

I do a lot of dark readings so I think it wouldn't be a problem for me to ask about a hypothetical scenario where you would become a villain. 😁 I can even think of like 5 or 6 decks which would be perfect to use for this type of reading. There's nothing like a too heavy energy for me. Sometimes it's difficult to word things I see in the cards but I can surely do this type of a reading to test it. If you want me to use you as a lab rat for I, Villain reading, feel free to drop that request in my inbox. No anons! And please state your Sun, Moon, Ascendant sign if you know them or your Chinese zodiac sign or your Life Path Number. Any of these will do for me. 😊

Be ready to wait for long potentially, though as I'm still only slowly getting back to my tarot loop here. 🤧

That applies to everyone. If you I, Villain reading, you can ask for it following the instructions above but the waiting time is long with me.

Thank you for your fantastic input to the discussion!

Kleo 🦄

[ateez-amanda]

Showterview w/ Jessi

disclaimers: bolded italic words are in english

a/n: i finished this in the beginning of the year and forgot to post it. whoopsies. sorry😳😬 anyways.....i’ll post this now and then post their lastest showterview later this week. enjoy!!!😝

Masterlist

taglist: @skzfairies, @3nhyp3nn [send an ask if you want to be on/off the taglist! :) ]

first off let me just say our girl was over the moon when she found out they were going to meet her

she had met jessi a bunch of times previously since she mc’s on music bank (more on this later) and immortal songs 

there are so many complications of jessi being whipped for amanda

they have each other numbers

amanda absolutely idolize her so much b/c not only is she seriously talented but jessi literally says whatever she wants with no filter and amanda loves it

anyway lets began

Night at the Museum Section

so she chose the worse possible pose to begin with

she was just going to do a cute pose but the members were encouraging *cough* pressuring *cough* her to “show off your flexibility!!”

and she somehow fell for it🙃🙃

i swear she is usually smarter than this

she basically balance herself on one leg while the other leg curved back touching her head

worst decision of her life

jessi: ohhhh you’re really flexible. let’s see how long you can stay that way 😏

amanda: pls dont (•̩̥̀‿•̩̥̀✿)

she lost it when they had to repetitively repeat their greeting and eventually jumbling their intro

ateez: asdfghjkl%^*$&/

and the fact that she had to keep going back into that same position EVERYTIME

poor girl

seonghwa: i’m seonghwa. i’m charge of visual in ateez

amanda: huhhh???? since when?

seonghwa: since now

jessi: since i know her well already i’ll have her wait to introduce herself *walks over to the other members*

amanda:😦...unnie😭😭

she finally went after yunho and got to have two on the ground🤧

jessi: are you ready? I’m expecting a lot from u

amanda: 😳

THE PRESSURE

amanda: *flips hair sexily* i’m the member in charge of adding some flavor 😘 hello I’m amanda 🥰

the switch from sultry to being a precious cutie pie

MY GOSH WOMAN

the best part is that she didn’t intentionally try to be sexy it just ended up like that

she got jessi’s stamp of approval

amanda:😪

didn't think it was possible for jessi to be anymore whipped than she already is but here we r

when mingi said they should press jessi’s button even though she didn’t have one

jessi: click on what?!!

amanda playfully smacked the back of mingi’s head

amanda: mingi....🤦🏾‍♀️ *backing away to let the other boys beat him* i don’t know them🧍🏽‍♀️

literally questioning why she’s friends with these boys

listen she loves mingi with all her heart like he’s probably the only member she will openly be nice with w/o sarcasm getting in the way but that was the one time their friendship was put on a halt

anyways she sat between mingi and seonghwa during the interview

when jessi was trying to figure out who the second youngest is

jessi: amanda does have a baby face so she might be

amanda: i do :) 

jessi: AH! i remember she’s told me everyone always guess she younger than she actually is 

amanda: correct. i’ve told you my age before

jessi: i don’t remember 

amanda: 💀💀

anyways she picked hongjoong was second youngest bc she didn’t want to be tricked

amanda: pftttt

minman:  hongjoong-ah!

hongjoong: do you both wanna die?😒

amanda: you can try (งᓀ‸ᓂ)ง

jessi: they r making fun of me

ateez: noooo

amanda: i’m the second youngest. i was born in 2000

jessi: YOU WERE BORN IN 2000! YOU'RE 12 YEARS YOUNGER THAN ME!🤯🤯

amanda: i've told you this unnie!😞

jessi: sorry🥺 you really do have a baby face

jessi is soft for amanda

honestly who isn't

when jessi suggested speaking casually, amanda and wooyoung didn’t hesitant for a second

awoo: sure!

amanda likes speaking casually because she likes to treat people equally but mostly because she still struggles with formal language

amanda: jessi-ah! you are drop dead gorgeous😉

this girl doesn't even realize she just causes so many atinys to have nosebleeds bc of that wink

ATEEZ Interview

alright start of the interview, the host were explaining the rules of the interview

jessi: SHORT AND SIMPLE

amanda: GOT IT 👍🏽

during amanda's turn

amanda: hello i’m amanda aka jessi's daughter. please support ateez's comeback

look if yeosang can say he's her son, she definitely going to take the opportunity to do it too

when jessi talked about how they defeated her on immortal song

jessi: happy?

hwada: we’re sorry *politely bows*

Real Close Up Interview

hongjoong starting off saying his strength is is hair

jessi: there’s no dandruffs either

amanda: that’s because he told our hair stylist to take special care of it for today. there was a lot this morning

who needs dispatch when they have amanda here to expose her members

she joking ofc, hongjoong scalp is very strong, don't worry

absolutely LOST IT when jessi asked yeosang if he has a girlfriend after his tongue trick

after mingi said wooyoung’s talent was being handsome 

jessi: mingi you’re handsome too!

mingi: thank you :D

amanda: you played into his trap unnie

seonghwa confidently looking into the camera with sexy poses during his close up, amanda's iconic disgusted face was seen in the background

amanda: how can he do that so confidentially????

jessi: okay now amanda! amanda is really pretty! how can you be this beautiful? her hair feel so nice and silky too! your skin looks so clear too.

amanda: 😅🥰😇

jessi just spitting out facts

jessi: do you use a lot of skincare products?

amanda: i don’t use much

jessi: NO WAY

amanda: i really don’t

seonghwa: she hardly ever gets skin problems

amanda: it's all thanks to my parents. i just got their good genes

jessi: you're so lucky. okay. now what’s your strength?

amanda: my legs *dramatically flipped one of her leg over the other but accidental hits mingi’s knee with her foot* i’m sorry! 

jessi: let’s try that again! what’s your strength?

hongjoong: aegyo

amanda: 🙃

payback is a bitch

look ofc she is naturally adorable but intently acting cute is not her thing

but she did it and jessi loved it so that's all that matters

who cares if the boys will make fun of her constantly after this💀

the second hand embarrassment she felt when mingi tried showing off his talent

amanda loved when jessi start swearing

Game Interview

when they were playing the facial impression game she was between seonghwa and wooyoung

when seonghwa shows her the thrilled expression, amanda’s disgusted face comes out again with a mixed of confusion 🤨

amanda: i don’t want to do that

wooyoung: u have to

amanda to the staff: is this really okay to do? will this still be able to air??

ends up showing it to wooyoung and she just wanted to die after that

wooyoung: b-bravado??

amanda: how the heck did you get bravado from that???

and then when yunho shows his impression

amanda: what the?? that looks nothing like what i had to do???

Copy and Paste Show Game 

during the first pose amanda taking the lead and guiding them on positioning properly

jessi: the one with strongest thighs should go on the bottom.

awoo: *slaps their thigh*

it's amazing how in sync these two are

cue the two bickering over who has the strongest leg

seonghwa: enough arguing and help! 

awoo: yes…

momma hwa mode on

wooyoung ends up on the bottom

the third pose where they had to lift someone in the air

ateez: *staring at amanda*

amanda:😪 let’s get it over with😣

she really hates height but she trust the boys

amanda: please don’t let me fall

okay she trust them most of the time

they put her down carefully on mingi back

amanda: yayy!!😁🥳

loves piggyback rides especially from mingi

her and seonghwa guiding the members in the last position before standing around with hongjoong and yeosang

jessi: you three didn’t do anything

amanda: i did! i helped them *looks at the members for support*

members: did you all hear something??

amanda: 😒

after the count down of the pose she did some peace signs✌🏽😚✌🏽

overall amanda had so much fun and now everyone is whipped for her

as they should

© ateez-amanda — all rights reserved. do not copy, translate, or repost my work.

[euphor1a]

heyyyy, ive been meaning to ask you this but idk why i didn't until now🙃, lol anw since you posted that anon hour thingie im just gonna ask: which kpop idol is *actually* your type?? fr who would you date irl👁️👄👁️

your stan list is hefty(lol i check your carrd randomly sometimes it's so pretty)so im v curious

Ahhhh interesting question 😳!! I have never really thought about it, but y’know, sometimes (more than sometimes tbh) I’m watching a video and someone does something and internally I’m just going “hmm I think I’d actually date this guy” or “damn I think I’m in love is he maybe looking for a wife or something” 🧍🏽‍♀️

Skshksjk anyway, I made a whole ass list. Because yes. You might find it suprising at some points but not really... idk 🤡

bts: hobi (... he’s so hubby material it huRTS 😭! have you ever noticed how fucking caring and understanding this man is? and the way he’s so passionate? he’s so attractive 😔 also his vibe is top tier I LOVE IT SM GAHHHH >.< it’s like an instant mood lifter) + jk (pretty sure no one is surprised that i’m picking him, but 🥺 he’s so boyfriend shaped 🥺, and god, i can’t explain in short but i adore everything about him to bits ☹️, you can go through my tag for him and see the embarrassing ass posts i make about him if you wanna know more. PLS DON’T ACTUALLY, DO YOURSELF A FAVOR)

txt: binnie (i’m aware that i rarely scream about him so let me just— OH MY GOD CHOI SOOBIN IS LITERALLY MY IDEAL TYPE 😭?? i love quiet and shy people who are actually unhinged once they get comfortable, because guess what i’m exactly the same 🤠! we can be introverted clowns together and i’d love him so bad 🤧! i’ll probably be whiny and pouty all the time and i just know that he’s the type of boyfriend who pouts back and then kisses you. KICKING MY FEET WHY DID I IMAGINE THAT FUCJNSSS)

svt: gyu (the male-wife agenda is real you guys 😔!!! he’s a soft giant™ type of guy :( also his vibe??? idk bro something about enfjs 🥲, i feel so drawn to whatever he does. and he’s really fucking tall and buff, which are such a BONUS, because for some reason i really like the thought of being carried around in the house, especially if i’m tired or sleepy. so yeah. would climb 10/10. cuddles for life. size kink go brrrr. big boobs so i can hide from all the scary things in his chest. also i love him so very much and it hurts. ok that is enough simping) + dino (ah... love me a guy who can make me laugh to the point i feel like i’m gonna die because i haven’t breathed in the past 40 seconds. another enfj too :') i just know i’d be the happiest girl on earth with him. he’s so attractive??? and his personality??? and when he laughs???? and he’s so honest about how he feels :( *falls in love and breaks a limb*) + cheol (look me in the eye and tell me that he isn’t TOP TIER HUSBAND MATERIAL. i. dare. you. if he cares about you, you’re gonna be his top priority and i stan that shit so hard. he actually makes me feel like a 14 y/o who has developed a crush on someone for the first time 😭)

enha: park jongseong (🛐🛐🛐 he regularly makes my expectations for a partner reach new heights and i’m not exactly a fan of it. LIKE??? DUDE DON’T DO THAT I’M GONNA DIE SINGLE🧍🏽‍♀️??? ugh god he’s so :((( totally the type to hug you from the back as a surprise and then kiss any bare skin he can find in your shoulder/neck area. also, the type to bury his nose there and inhale your scent because he associates you with home— NOW TELL ME WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF 😭😭😭😭)

&team: kei (the irl disney prince i deserve!!! 🥺 throughout &audition he tightened his grip around my heart so badly... i legit get heart flutters whenever he appears on screen. he’s so exceptionally thoughtful and caring 😭, and his energy is so intoxicating! i love it, it makes me smile all the time! can’t wait for his debut 🥺)

skz: chan (do i really need to explain?? this man makes me feel such a wide range of emotions. a big heart with a big... nose and so goddamn boyfriend??? i love him. and ngl, it feels like he walked straight out of a romance webtoon. chan is very supportive of everyone too, it’s kinda crazy? i adore him 😞)

atz: yunho (this guy... i’d commit arson for him. he’s my honeybun, sugarplum, cuppycake, gumdrop etc. etc. you get it 🥺🤧😭!! i love him so much fuck i know i’m repeating the same shit over and over for everyone but yunho is so precious oh my god 😭!! soft boyfie :(( my heart aches for him, and!! yes i do the cooking, yes i do the cleaning 🤠👏🏼 *is that enough for a ring?*)

— “ anon hour ☁️ ” + send me an ask!

[killuaisaprincess]

😐,🤔,👨‍👧‍👧 and 🍰 for the ask game?

Thank uuuu 🥺🤲🙏 sometimes I wish I knew who anons were so I could aggressively give them love, but I know that’s the point, and people can be shy, etc. ask game 

😐 What embarrasses you most about your own writing?

Nothing, really! It wasn't always that way, butttt, when there really isn't anyone writing what you wanna read (minus Wifey blows kisses)... when I started rereading my stuff after I posted it, had an epiphany. This is a certified amazing, whattttt? I actually love this. Wow, I know, amazing me; I like what I write for me. Astonishing, me.

But 'till I remade and had to edit and repost everything, I was like... why didn't I reread this stuff sooner? Insecurity, really, but! That was the biggest confidence booster; I just kinda stopped caring that, yes, objectively speaking, my writing could be or maybe is ass, but I no longer saw it. Instead, I saw damm can't wait to read this later; ooooh, excited! I've always had fun writing, but until like a year and a half ago, I didn't really re-read my stuff? I was missing outtt. I mean I wrote them for me!

So I guess I used to get too anxious and embarrassed to re-read my stuff, so everything about my writing in a way. I was insecure, thought if I re-read this, what if it's trash writing, and I no longer love it cuz it's badly written, even if its my niches I love? But jokes on me; I love my stuff, esp. the newer stuff, even more now, haha.

🤔 What is the hardest part of writing fic?

Not the writing, lol. But, really. The writing is fun; it’s everything that surrounds it. My ADD brain wanting to write at the worse times when I’m busy. My ADD brain giving me too many wips, which, I don’t mind, but I’m sure my one or two readers are sick of, like, boo, you whore xd. Editing. The best part of editing is being able to reread my stuff; then, the worse is everything else. And writer's block…. that brings my mood down so much, my mortal enemy. YEAH, I DON'T SEE WHY I CAN'T WRITE EVERYDAY, BRAIN?! What’s the issue, brain?!

👨‍👧‍👧 Do you tell people in real life that you write fic? 

Not explicitly! My sister knows, and she’ll even drop a comment on my stuff when I’m feeling down without even reading the fic 😂. But it’s okay, I appreciate you, Pink 🥺🤧🙏 I probably wouldn’t tell my coworkers, but yeah, I have no problems offhandedly mentioning fic. 

🍰 Name one of your fave comfort fics (doesn’t have to be your all time fave).

As much as I actually, really, really wish I could shell another writer that isn’t myself or Wifey <3 @primrosekisse, There aren’t many Gonkillu writers, and I’m super picky with my interpretations on top of it. I rarely risk reading fic (I will try every 5 months and cry) unless Wifey posts; we are connected same/similar headcanons! So my comfort fics are hers and my own. B-but if anyone ever finds a GK fic and then on top of it, it’s got similarities to my headcanons b-bwease. 🥺🙏😭😭😭😭

My comfort fic of hers is Beauty and the Beast AU! Although I read all of Prim’s things again (esp when I really just wanna cry about lack of GK) and need that good shit.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/28904382 As for my ownnnn, kinda hard to pick since I got a personal connection with them all, I love love all my more recent works as I feel I finally have a style I love and I just stopped giving a fuck what anyone thinks, so I’m really even more so going in and writing what I want, but my old stuff will always hold a place in my heart. I’ll cheat lol. Here’s a new one that’s a comfort:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/37499644

And an old one: https://archiveofourown.org/works/31349027/chapters/78127517

WAS MY FIRST KI IS A PRINCESS, SO HOW COULD I NOT 🥺😭🙏🤧🤲

[kpophubb]

Hi baby 💕 ✉️ 🌝

Ahhh those Sunghoon gifs you reposted 🔥

I hope you had / are having an amazing day ! I kinda love your routine rn :) exercises are def good for the health I hope you are eating good and balanced meals ? Plus water ? ( ah I’m struggling heavily with all of those 😅🙈)

I can be literally so silly sometimes, I was checking your blog yesterday and I saw your reply and “I guess I replied in my head” till now , it’s literally next day 9pm here I was checking your blog literally 10 times looking for your message for me💀 but I think lmao just now I remembered I didn’t write anything 😭 I was waiting and checking your blog between the breaks and ah all my fault 🤦🏻‍♀️🤧😅🥲🥲

I happy for you again *^^^ uwu^^^ studying abroad is always an interesting experience & I hope everything goes smoothly and really happily :) medicine is hard tho too! I think even harder than law school 🏫.. I hope you still have time for your blog 😭🤧

Pat* pat* thanks for sweet messages 💕❤️💖 you are so adorable and I’m so happy I got a new friend:)

Also I got new medicine, my sickness (?) ah is kinda progressing .. I hope it’s not covid😭 that’s why I’m so slow on replies , I liter. would love to chat with u 27/4 and I am usually like this 😭🤧

Todays song recommendation that I can’t get enough is aespa— illusion , do you listen to GG? Maybe you have a bias in aespa? Also is your skz bias Felix ?:)

Thank you for 🍊 SUNOO 😽🥰🥰🥰🥰

Hugs and kisses baby , remember you are the best❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Also what do you think about my ideas for fic ? :) any you could work on ?🙈🙈😅😅🥰🥲

~ 🐁 nonie:)

🐁 anonie 🥺❤️ enjoy a little, fluffy sunsun edit first ( ♥︎ )

and about finding my asks ah you don’t have to go through so much trouble! Just go to “about my blog” portion in my pinned post and when you scroll down there’s a whole organised section for asks. “Anon list” over there click your emoji and tada! All your replies will show up🥰 I just opened my eyes from my sleep and I had such a romantic dream about taehyun ( from txt) 😳 my cheeks are blazing 😳👉🏻👈🏻 it’s always him I see romantic dreams about, today’s the second time! *gets shy and blushes uwu*🙈 he looked SO good AND SO MUCH TALLER THAN ME I could’ve passed out..*heavy breathing* 😮‍💨 and yeah ikr? Medicine is harder than law..and it takes up almost 24 hours of your time bc there’s so much study material and things to cover..I’m not sure if I can keep up w my writing speed and post fanfics as frequently, but I’m never leaving tumblr. 🫶🏻 I’ll always reblog gifs and answer asks and interact with the people here cause this is my safe haven.🥺🫶🏻💓 and I DID check out your fic ideas! I liked all of them tbh they are so cute T.T I wanna do a y/n’s best friend who is jealous over hyunnie and all, who also has feelings for y/n like you mentioned. But I can’t decide if it’s gonna be soobinie or sunoo! I feel like soobin would make a better appearance here since soobin and hyunjin are the same age? Better rivalry🤣 and more interesting love triangle haha. But ofc it’s upto you and who you want!! And naaaaahhh!! I hope it’s not covid :(( don’t worry it isn’t! Bc of rapid weather changes so many people around me (and even I did) face cold, fever, throat ache symptoms. I wish you a speedy recovery <3 I’m also glad I found a new friend T.T you’re so <333 I heard the last song by boa I think? It was pretty cool🤩 actually I’ve never heard songs from girl kpop bands before. I’m into the boyband culture so deeply haha. I only know itzy and heard one of their songs bc I literally simp for yeji!!😍 hugs and kisses back at you 😚 and I will leave this song review in our next ask <3 YEP felix is my skz bias WITHOUT A DOUBT 🌤💛 but my loyalty usually swerves between minho and seungminnie!😆

[chuluoyi]

Pity 60?! ALMOST THERE! You can do it! 🥳 2 ?! Goodness how even 😭😭 The lowest I got was 6... Not any better but 2 is so close to being flat broke...

Yeahhh her dad is such an ass Maxi is the sweetest! And she's got a super hot husband now so I guess she DID benefit from being married off 😚 Oh I've read that too! Edna is such a girlboss I love her! It's different from the normal damsel in distress kind of Female lead, and it's really refreshing. What else have you read?

I hope so! But I'm still 18 and I wanna enjoy being single hahaha! I've seen my friends cry and weep over guys and I feel like I want to stay unburdened by the weight of a relationship till I'm like 19-20-ish? Thanks Chu! haha it's getting super rainy where I'm from... It's so cold istg...

Ahaha! I'm not THAT young. But I do agree that my watchlist is soul-sucking dhdhdh. Though, there's something about sad animes, don't you think?

HAHAHA you're young too! And you finished Naruto during your summer break?! Omg just how much did you watch per day you're amazing.

Right?! We deserve to know, Gege! Have mercy please was killing off our 3 JJK daddies not enough-

Hmm I honestly preferred the old art, even if the animation wasn't on par with Mappa's. I did pick it up after awhile, but Instagram spoiled me so I lost motivation after 2-3 episodes of season 4... I should really delete all social media accounts before watching a new anime...

Oh no is he okay HAHAHA was the ending that sad I'm slightly tempted to binge the rest of AOT after my exams are over hmm... How could he?!?! Gojo dying is one of the few anime deaths that shook the world 😭😭Or is he just jealous 🤭

Omg a fellow monkey! Sugu's monkey cult is expanding- Ngl I would gladly be a monkey if it means I can get slightly closer to Suguru-

Also I've received your TOT req!! The bakerlon card is legit so cute ahhh 😫😫

-🪩

i… gave up🥲 seems like there’s no hope for me 😩 i’ll wait until next year then and save the s chips i get from the monthly pass for the upcoming events🤧

HAHAHAH the benefit is right there!!🤭 i love maxi’s progress though and YES I LOVE EDNA SO MUCH omg she’s so badass, takes care of her own shits and the plot twist is soooo omg i finished that manhwa on one night and was left sooo full😩 it was one of the best manhwas for me

hmm i think i’ve read quite many arranged marriage stories but suddenly i can’t think of any of them🥲 but another great manhwa i read is unholy blood! i love hayan sm she’s also badass and her romance with euntae drives me almost insane bcs of the slow burn🤧 but it’s so so great by the ending i was sad to let it go. have you read it?? and do you have any other recs?

so true! i honestly don’t think there’s any benefit for us to force ourselves to have a boyfriend/girlfriend that early (especially if they say it’s for the status—a classmate of mine once told me that she was dating this guy just to know how being in a relationship was like💀 she’s messed up) because in the end, we are looking for the real thing. the real thing doesn’t come easily, it takes time. fyi my current boyfriend is my first bf, we started dating just last year, which means i have my first bf at 23🥹 and i’m so glad i heed my mom then, that it’s no use to have boyfriends when you were still in high school or college as chances are they are still immature themselves.

but if you do find someone who is good in school, then it’s okay to try! just don’t be discouraged if you don’t because nah we need the true ones😉

(aw sorry to come off as lecturing i can’t stop myself but my mom’s advice is what saves me🥹 and i really do think it’s so good)

me too!! it’s rainy and cold nowadays *sigh* but at least it’s not as hot?🥹

THERES 🗣️ SOMETHING 🗣️ ABOUT 🗣️ ANGST 🗣️ that made me feel like i want to jump out of the window yet satisfied my inner soul at the same time🤧🤧🤧

HAHAHA i felt old bcs now i’m paying for my own bills and impulse buying😭 JSJSJS nono i watched naruto from eps 300 onwards actually🥹 still, that’s quite a lot 😭 but yeah, i could watch at least 5-10 eps per day back then 🥲

PFFT DADDIES so true 😔😔 *sigh* my life has never been the same ever since that gojo sukuna fight. i started looking for spoilers (i didn’t follow the manga before), installed twitter and reading theories. my heart used to be thumping so hard each time i went over the spoilers you know? like i know gojo was going to lose somehow but i hope so much he didn’t and then when chapter 235 dropped and gege took a break i was like “!!!!” only to 236 to reverse it in the most brutal way💀

ahh i see… i’m starting to think that aot is for boys😭 like most of my guy friends are like “this is the best anime of my life” while my girl friends are just bamboozled with everything🥹

he’s mourning and coping the way we do for our jjk daddies🤭🤭 save to say that karma gets him bcs he doesn’t follow the manga HAHAHA maybe both i don’t know but he gets 🙄🙄 when i swoon over gojo ahahhaha

oh? good luck on your exam disco anon!! i know you’ll do well!!🫶🏻

HAHAHAHAH OMG that’s the term he used too!!🤣 like he’s okay being suguru’s monkey just because🥹

waah! that’s good then!! the card is so CHIC but i haven’t gotten the chance to read it yet along with the side story card🥲🥲🥲 i will after this weekend i think bcs work has been so tiring *sigh*

[tyonfs]

third times a charm 🥲

hi hi my lovely alice it’s another .. *drumroll* 🎀 life update! i tried to be a little silly and creative did it work! 🤗 (pls say yes or i’ll cry)

it’s currently 9:50 pm cst as i type this out and i have my last final as a freshman tmrw 💔 it’s coding too like i’m so nervy. mainly bc my first year of college is already ending and bc of my final. like i’m good at coding and shit but i just get test taking anxiety. anyways! i’m in the psa (pakistani student alliance 🤓) and us freshmen get an upperclassman who is kinda like our helping hand yk? saur my upperclassman is sending me a care package for finals week and i’m so excited 💔 she said there’s gonna be a ton of stuff i like/enjoy doing so i’m VERY excited. also this week is gonna go crazy with unboxings bc i ordered a ton of korean skincare from yesstyle and makeup from sephora WHICH IS GETTING HERE TMRW AND ILL OPEN IT AFTER MY FINAL AND ITLL BE LIKE A LITTLE REWARD VERY EXCITED.

update on gas station boy bc i just KNOW ur curious 🤭 we hung out AGAINNN on sunday! i feel like i should tell u his name is cameron i’ve known his name is cameron it’s just fun calling him gas station boy. anyways i was running errands and i had to make a pit stop to my local asian market for my ramen stash and guess who was there! cameron! it was very very 🤭 i was wearing such a nice outfit and honestly i looked so cute and he was like oh my god you look so pretty like stop before i take my pants off oh my god! (kidding 🫣!) but yeah it’s going very VERYYY smooth with him

how are you my lovely alice? u excited for summer?? 🤭 give me an update too i miss u !!!! - 🎀

the drumroll was creative i applaud 👏

WHOAAA (i am so late to this btw i’m sorry) but i hope your finals went amazing !!! i am sure you passed with flying colors 🥳 omg coding is rough :’( and i get test anxiety too it’s a pain in the ass 🤧 it’s our brown genes fr

aww that’s so sweet !! is that sort of like a big little system ?? i had a big in the indian student association at my school but covid happened the very next year and then she studied abroad after that so i didn’t see her again except for like . one occasion LOL but i hope you got a lot of treats in your care package :’) my sorority big also got me a care package which was also sort of a grad present ?? WHAT MAKEUP AND SKINCARE DID YOU GETTT i literally do not know how to create a proper skincare routine but i’ve been using the beauty of joseon sunscreen

no way his names cameron LMFAOOOOO i had a thing(??) with a dude also named cameron literally this semester 😭😭 but omg yours is BOLD bold :’) i hope things keep progressing as they are 🤭

i’m super excited for summer !! i think i’ll go on some trips with my friends but i also need to start working on grad apps and looking for jobs 😵‍💫 so it’ll be hectic! but i hope i can relax for a bit once i’m done with school 🥰 i’m also annoyed bc i was supposed to publish my research this year but my research prof has been soooo inconsistent and inconsiderate of our time that she submitted our irb so late and now i’ll have to wait longer and work on it post grad too ☹️ but oh well!!!

[kithtaehyung]

Hey Ryen!! It's been so long since I've left anything for you🤧 Hope you are doing good💜

I missed talking to you here and I don't know whether you've got any of my previous messages 😅 Guess Tumblr doesn't wanna share my boring rants to you😪

I'm so excited and can't wait to read 3tanW!!!

-kimchi jiggae 💜

Kimchi omg hello, love!! I’ve missed you and hoped you were doing ok😭 I didn’t get literally anything from you in a long time so I was wondering if you were ok or enjoying time off.

Please I am totally fine with ramblings or rants! I may not answer them but I’ll see them and have thoughts/may respond at a later time.

See you on the other side once you get to read the window🫠🫠🫠

[key201303]

Alright. It’s time for my boy doyoung 🤧 I don’t have a specific number..I just want soft dom smut, lots of pet names, hot, hanging out at the apartment after a show, and youre in short short pajama shorts and one of his shirts, and hes just turned on by you waiting on him at the early morning in bed reading a book. I just need this 😭

HEYYYY🤧 I’m sooooooo sorry for taking so damn long for writing this but here it is finally ❤❤ Birthday smut, huh? 😏 You wish and I write ❤ Here you have it ❤❤ I hope you enjoy it even though I took ages to write it 🤪❤

Warnings: SMUT, fingering, pet names, slight mention of a blowjob at the end, slight pleading kink

Pairing: softdom!doyoung x fem!reader

Plot: Just some birthday sex and lots of pet names

Word count: 1161 words (okay this turned out much longer than I expected but I guess I needed this to be written 🙂)

Doyoung has spent the night in his dorm with the rest of the boys after a tiring yet amazing show. You told him he could stay at your apartment but he insisted he didn’t want to disturb his favorite sleeping beauty bunny rest time. His words, not yours. Doyoung has always been the kind of person to LOVE giving cute pet names to his significant others, not only in innocent situations but in intimate situations as well. Even though he could seem to be a fluff ball full of cotton candy and stuff that could give you diabetes, when you were alone with him you were able to see that soft dominant side he had and that you secretly loved.

Last night, even though you promised him you would go to sleep early so you could wake up early the next morning and spend his whole birthday by his side, you were unable to fall asleep until you received his message saying he was safe and sound in the comfort and warmth of the dorms. And now, sleeping at 3am and having to wake up at 8am wasn’t a good combination.

“(Y/N) what the hell?? I’ve been ringing on your doorbell-.” Doyoung said as he entered your bedroom and was cut off as soon as he entered and spotted your sweet yet sexy figure soundless sleeping, hugging the little bunny he gave you tightly. You were fast asleep, you didn’t even notice your alarm went off 3 times already and that he had to enter your apartment with his emergency keys because you weren’t answering. “I’m sorry, I overslept.” You said half asleep, your heart beating like crazy after he scared the hell out of you with his loud scoldings. “At what time did you sleep?” He asked, perfectly knowing you were about to tell him a lie about your sleeping time.

“Just go get a shower, I’ll go buy some breakfast.” He said once you were, more or less, awake. As soon as you got out of bed, his eyes unconsciously landed on your but, which was a bit revealed due to your pyjama shorts. “My wallet is on the tea table.” You said, leaning on the door frame. The moment you turned around and caught him looking at you with his eyes full of lust you couldn’t help the heat growing in your cheeks and the desire growing in your chest and core. 

You just let it go, deeply in your heart wishing you could have convinced him to get in the shower with you but you didn’t want to give him the satisfaction of giving you his favorite pet names. You took a warm shower that felt more relaxing than you expected it to be, making you think about cuddling your boyfriend throughout the day even though it was his birthday and he wanted to take you out on a date. Once you finished your shower, you went back to wearing your pyjamas and decided it was a good idea to lay down for a bit and read the book you’ve been bingeing for the last few days while you waited for Doyoung to come back with breakfast.

A few more minutes passed and when you were all immersed in your book, you heard Doyoung’s voice as you felt his hands wrapping around your waist. “Such a nice view for coming back home.” He said. Even though you couldn’t see his face, you could hear his wide smirk through his voice tone. You’ve laid back in your bed so lazily that you didn’t even notice your shorts were a bit too revealing. This view and the one he got before going to the convenience store making a perfect mixture to intensify his dirty thoughts on you and his desire to make you his, like he did everytime he stayed in your apartment.

You dropped your book and turned around to face him. His lips were slightly parted, the air hitching on the back of his throat and his gleaming eyes stuck on your lips. He tried his best to avert from his strong desire to rip your clothes and kiss you roughly but the way you were looking at him and the way you bit your lower lip perfectly knowing how crazy it drove him wasn’t helping at all. “You’re going to be a good girl today and give me a special birthday gift won’t you?” He whispered, your lips brushing against each other but you tried your best to keep your lips away enough for him to tease him. “Stop teasing me babygirl, you know what can happen.” He said. The way he pronounced that sentence sent you chills down your spine. His eyes got darker and with more and more lust reflected on them as he said those words. There wasn’t any doubt he knew how to treat you and how to turn you on. 

“That’s my good bunny, now lay on your back. If you’re good maybe I’ll let you cum.” He said, pulling you into a rough and hungry kiss. It felt like you’ve been walking on a desert and finally found an oasis. It felt like you were trapped in a basement and you were finally seeing the sunlight. So good, so intense, so healing, so vivid. It felt like you were drinking from each other’s soul, filling yourself up with his essence as he did the same. 

Your short shorts and his shirt that you were wearing were thrown to random spots of your room at this point and his hand was messingly rubbing your clit making you a moaning mess. “You really want me that bad baby girl?” He asked, waiting for you to beg him. “Y-yes.” You whispered with a shaky voice thread. “I can’t hear you doll.” He said, pressing a bit harder on your clit and making you moan louder. “You can’t get louder, can you?” He said, a wide smirk appearing on his face once again as he finally introduced his digits on your aching core. “Tell me, what do you want, baby?” He added as he slowly moved his fingers teasing you, perfectly knowing you wanted him to go harder. “I want you…” You said, unconsciously moving your hips against his hand as you tried your best to get a harder friction. “Who told you to move?” He said, grabbing your waist so you couldn’t move. His grip was firm and strong. “Please… Please Doyoung…” You finally begged him to go faster and deeper. “Good baby girl.” He said, finally giving you what you wanted. 

“Time for me to receive my birthday gift, don’t you think doll?” He said, making you whine at the loss of contact in your wet core. “Get on your knees bunny.” He said, cupping your cheek and placing a rough kiss on your lips and biting your lower lip. Definitely this was the best birthday gift you could give him.

[jiminpitys]

Well, it's beyond sadistic starting to read a basically 8 parts story starring JK, just to observe at the end of part 4 that isn't a finished series as I thought initially! 🤯

Stupid, Ik! *face palm* Guess what I'm asking you now is wtf do I do with my life for God knows how long till you'll conclude the fic?🤔🤧 Hmmm, can you tell me, pls? 😈 Bc I badly need the rest of the story just this minute!

Hey, you ruined me, be happy! 😝 And don't laugh, it's not funny to crave something you already are so into it's taking the air from your lungs! Idgaf about style and other fancy writing technical stuff (I'm a writer myself, so imagine! 😁), I just want to read further the fic, you can't leave me with the image of a wet JK and just making me wait! Pls be kind and find a solution for a broken ARMY 💜😭

P. S. Idk if tagging is something you do but, if it is, pls tag me for the rest of this ff. 😘

first off, thank you so much for liking my story :(( i quite honestly didn’t expect prod. jk to get a single read when i posted it here, so seeing people enjoy it makes me so glad!

more than half of the story had already been written, i’m currently writing chapter 6 (and it is kicking me in the ass, writing this scene is so hard)! chapter 5 will be out tmrw, fingers crossed, and i think the entirety of the story will be done before april ends. i was aiming for end of march but i doubt it lol

(p.s. i literally joined tumblr last week so i don’t have a tag list yet, BUT if there enough people who want to be added, i think i’ll make it! so if you wanna be added, pls comment)

[lyranova]

OH NOOOO! YOU'RE SICK?? HAVE ANOTHER CUTE YUNO!! MY FAVORITE SJDJJSJHD

Get well soon twin 💕💕 im doing great! And take your time replying 🙈 i flooded you with love ajfjdjsjsjjdjs

Hm not really sick 🤔, just kinda under the weather I guess (i think its stress and allergies tbh) but don’t worry I’m feeling better today then I was Saturday so it’s all good 🥰! Yay I’m glad to hear you’re feeling better dear 🥺 *shoo’s away flu and tells it to never come back!*.

kakwisjwj Loook how Cute Yuno is with glasses omg he looks adorable I can’t ajwkwiis 😭❤️❤️!

Hehe I’ll try and reply because I love reading your comments and interacting with you 🥰! And thank you for flooding me with love i absolutely adore it 🤧💕!

W-WAIT N-NO YOU CAN’T USE A CUTIE TAEMIN GIF AGAINST MEEEE!!! MY HEART LOOK AT HOW CUTE THAT MAN IS LOOK AT HIM 😭🥺💕💕💕💕💕!!! MY HEART *high pitch screaming*! THANK YOU FOR THE CUTE TAEMIN GIF KEEI 😭💕💕💕!! (if it had been both cute and sexy taemin i would probably die tbvh 👀)

[dtownsuga]

Namjoon • Jimin「your last word」

me too, me too😭💞 It was so much fun writing this, thank you for requesting🤧💖💓 im being too emo and not even sure this is what you want

Namjoon

Namjoon knew a feeling worse than losing someone he loves forever. It was losing someone he loves, when he was one continent away from her.

You have a very long debate with him before he started the tour. The relationship was not new, but somehow, both of you decided not to make it public. Namjoon insisted of not going to the tour to take care of you, as you were very sick.

“We can announce it to the public, right?”

“It’s not as easy as that, Kim Namjoon.”

“Why? I just need to tell the media, that I have been dating a very beautiful girl and I wanted to be by her side.”

“You are talking on behalf of the group, captain. What you did will be reflected on the group, and the boys, they need you.”

“Y/n-“

“I’ll be standing in front of the house, waving at you when you come back home 3 months later.”

“Can I keep that promise?”

“I will never make a promise I couldn’t keep.”

——

“Namjoon” It was the manager.

“Yes?”

“Namjoon a.”

“Yess?” Namjoon turned his head and saw the manager walking in the dressing room. It was just a few hours before the show started that he had received such a news.

“Namjoon.”

“Why are you crying, Sejin hyung? Did you ruin the props?”

“The hospital called and they said they lose her.” Namjoon thought his heart stopped beating when he heard the sentence.

“Stop joking around, it’s not funny.”

“I wouldn’t joke about that, Namjoon.”

Namjoon could not believe what he has just heard. He dialed your number and called you. When he thought it went through, he received a voicemail instead.

Kim Namjoon, guess who’s this.

Of course it’s y/n.

It seems like you have to call me today, are you receiving a bad news?

I’m sorry. I’m sorry you need to listen to this.

But are you home now? How’s the boys? Are they okay? Please tell Hobi not to cry so much, after hearing the news.

Are you crying though? Are you okay? I- I am okay here.

Your voice cracked.

Did you perform well? I heard you get your ankle sprained in the concert. Why didn’t you tell me? Please be careful next time.

There was a lot of awkward pauses.

Kim Namjoon. Once again, I’m sorry you are listening to this. I didn’t make it.

Please still perform with all your heart after this. Please still do your best. I know this was selfish but please find someone else, find your happiness once again, find a home once again.

I will still wait for you though. But, take your time and don’t come too fast or I’ll be so mad. I love you, Kim Namjoon. For all that you are, all that you have been and all you are yet to be.

I love you.

“Hyung?”

“Oh, Jungkook”

“Did you cry?”

“Yes.” but he smiled instead, trying to prevent the tears from falling. “and I have something to tell all of you after the performance.”

“Are you really okay?”

“I am not, but time will heal right?”

“Okay then. By the way, we are all ready”

“Shall we go?”

And he still went up the stage, with the same smile he always has, trying to seek happiness in within the crowd, hoping that he might found you again.

Did I perform well, y/n? Did I?

a.n. i have full respect to him. kim namjoon.

Jimin

You were sitting on your favorite chair, eyes set on the scenery in front of you. Next to you, was a seventy years old man, who you have been calling “husband” for the past 40 years.

“Do you remember when your parents didn’t allow us to marry because I don’t have a so called stable career? I hope I have proven them wrong.”

“You did Jimin shi.”

“Y/n?”

“Yes?”

“Do you have any regret in your life?”

“Like currently?”

“Yes. At this moment. At this time.”

“I don’t, but I did have one question.”

“And, what’s that?”

“Do you think, we somehow manage to create a happy ending for each other?”

Jimin frowned his forehead, “I don’t know what you think, but you create my happy ending.”

“I mean, I am not sure about the ending yet, but I’m pretty sure it will be a good one. I lead a good life with you, y/n.”

“You are cheesy at your age.” you said as you closed your eyes to enjoy the afternoon breeze.

“You are silly at your age.” he replied.

“Jimin. I guess you too, do take part in creating my happy ending. I am not sure in what form it will be, but you are.”

“You are sleepy?” you nodded your head.

“Me too.”

“What about Romeo and Juliet, are they happy?” he asked.

“Now, that’s a hard question. You need to define the word ‘happy.’ Happiness comes in so many form.” you took a long deep breath before continuing your speech.

“Van gogh thought yellow paint was happiness, so he swallowed it. I guess happiness is as beautiful as Van gogh’s painting but as tragic as his life too.”

“You get so deep sometimes.”

“We all do when we are old, Jimin.”

“y/n? Are you sleeping?”

“I am going to sleep, okay? But keep on talking, I wanted to hear your voice.”

Jimin started to sing instead. “You know, you do good all this time, very good to be honest.” you complimented him.

“I guess, it is indeed a good ending.” you whispered.

Jimin kept on singing, until the sun set and the moon high. He was left with silence now.

“It really is a good ending, huh? I guess in the end of the day, we all have our yellow paint, don’t we?”

“Well, at least, I did.”

Goodnight, y/n. Goodnight.

“I did.” with one long breath.

a.n. another human being who own my full respect