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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 6 months

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so I've decided that maybe I shouldn't try to work through mental emotional and spiritual issues while on my period

#feelings get all whacky and also I'm vaguely lightheaded and crampy so like #maybe not the best time to try and work through things #also I'm having such a time today I'm genuinely considering buying a root beer for the sugar and caffeine to soothe The Horrors #and I like NEVER drink pop #EVER #I don't like it. root beer is the only kind I can really stand and I'm like. seriously considering it #my shift is only halfway done AND I have to go to someone's house immediately after work augh pray for me please #Lu rambles #adulthood woes

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coquelicoq · 11 months

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just got a biopsy to see if my [checks notes] 15-week period is because of cancer. however then my friends drove me to get chocolate and the new martha wells novel so, you know, there are pros and cons here.

#the epic highs and lows of having a uterus #highs: people buy you chocolate!!#lows: all the other stuff :(#anyway i am. a lil stressed out lol #also pretty lightheaded! i'm not really even sure why because ok so yeah i was already anemic from the 15 weeks of bleeding #plus i was anemic before that also #plus there was a lot of blood during the biopsy. but i feel like that blood was just the stuff in my uterus that'd be coming out anyway #as opposed to new blood from within my veins or something #and i'm still sick lolllll #so it's a fun time. BUT! martha wells novel! and i lent all systems red to a friend who will hopefully become obsessed with murderbot #and talk to me about it constantly! (<-my endgame at all times)#it's so funny every time i've been to the doctor they're like 'date of your last period?' and i'm like april 9th. and it is ongoing.#and then we just 😬 at each other #anyway cross your fingers for me. apparently if the biopsy comes back negative they don't have other ideas for what could be going on #not sure how to feel about that. obviously i don't want to have cancer but it's very stressful not knowing what is going on #do i just bleed forever indefinitely??? i'll be real with you lads that doesn't seem great :/#she was like next step would be to put in a hormonal iud and i was like that is absolutely not an option that i will consider #i would sooner get a hysterectomy #so idk maybe i will get a hysterectomy! biopsy results in a week. okay. ending the tags now #if anybody wants me to trigger tag for cancer mentions let me know and i can definitely do that going forward <3

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daz4i · 5 months

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one of the things i got in the recovery program thingie is like. smth that lets you hang out with people and meet friends. and there's a regular version, where most of the hangouts are "going to a cafe together ^_^" or "picnic at the park :)" and such, BUT there is also a version for queer people, where the hangouts are like. "meeting with a drag queen and getting a tutorial from her" or "discussion about gender in the current political landscape" and i highkey love that

#as soon as i'm able to make a phone call without crying for 3 days. i am SO on it #...and as soon as i'm able to hang out with strangers without freezing. or taking a bus without panicking so hard i'm lightheaded for days.#the drag queen thingie looks really cool but afaik it's a one time thing next week 🥺 so i'll probably miss that #still! there are also like. art stuff i might try. to meet people and get out of the house. maybe. eventually #......but not yet.#i need to make it through this month first 🥲 and it's a rough one

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polygondotcomvideoproducer · 8 months

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my life is naught but a cycle of *hopes that's nothing* *hopes that's nothing* *hopes that'll go away on its own* *hopes that's nothing* *hopes that nothing will come of that for a long time* *hopes that's n

#personal #like one of my ongoing concerns is some tooth stuff I should probably see a dentist about #some back and hand stuff that would probably be improved by less time in the desk chair and more time doin stretches #but the one of the past half hour is uh #slightly gross so feel free not to read. like this is just a vent post really #but I felt a lump in uhhhh a sensitive area #one that I don't think is a standard area of acne for most people? not that I've discussed it w people but #it is an area I've gotten acne in for sure #but it felt. uh. a lil different ig #it burst kinda like a pimple. but I'm paranoid #not only bc it was big and in a weird area #but also bc now I'm feeling lightheaded on and off #could be unrelated. just seems weird that i only started feeling faint after bursting that thang and like #even if they're unrelated and being faint will pass. I still feel a mass under there #god I hope it's just acne brewing #I'm already behind on work just on account of being fucking incapable of doing anything but Fuck All #can't really afford a medical issue rn #I mean in a financial sense I can afford it it's fine we got the nhs #it's just that I do not know how to book doctor's appointment and I'm living w my parents #so I'd have to tell them about it and aaaaaaaahhhhhh #so it had damn well better go away #be nothing. or else 👊#my body shouldn't play these games of chicken with me I'll let us die to avoid being an inconvenience motherfucker #update from like an hour or two later: it's already starting to go away. the power of Not Worrying About It

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bibiana112 · 5 months

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fuck waiting until friday to get my cardio appointment actually

#that's fucking it tomorrow is exactly a month since I've had this I'm going to the fucking hospital #I didn't know heart attacks aren't all sudden and sometimes have weeks of ongoing signs beforehand fuck that #I can't eat I'm too busy crying not entirely out of physical pain but also I never felt so lightheaded while crying this little #I hate my parents I hate how they believe family is the most important thing in the world but if I'm scared I'm just supposed to deal with #it on my own because they'll never bother to understand me I hate that I'm alone if my roomie was already back #she'd have helped me go the first night I felt something wrong #why do I always have to do everything I'm so tired #i love alexythymia i love so much neglect growing up that I can't understand my needs physical or emocional and just have to endure it #I love you dead is the new alive that started playing on the other room rn really comforting #delete later

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kittlyns · 2 months

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I had yet another long, strenuous day yesterday and didn't finish work until super late and then I couldn't fall asleep until well past 2am cuz I was in so much pain from standing literally all day

#what made it worse was the client I spent most of my day with was a brand new client. and she booked super last minute #so I wasnt mentally prepared for doing a 5 hour color. and her natural hair was already pretty light so I had to foil foil foil. go back.#pull out first couple foils. foil foil foil. go back. pull out the next few.#over and over and over.#and her hair was so fucking long. and so fucking thick.#and after the first hour she wouldn't talk. like I like my silence so I don't fight it much #but every now and then I would try to engage with her. I'd say something and she would straight up ignore me. no acknowledgment.#which makes me feel anxious cuz it's like jesus... does she hate me?? did I piss her off somehow?#even when I finished her hair (it looked fucking amazing no lie. one of my best highlights yet.) she had next to no reaction to it #she was like 'it looks fine. I mean good. it's good.' completely deadpan #I laughed it off and was like yeah it's been a long day girl! but it looks amazinggg on you!!#no response. deep inhale. alright.#whatever tho.#when I did finally get off work I stopped @ bojangles cuz I was lightheaded and hadn't eaten since morning #and when I tell you I almost broke down into tears cuz there were so many people crowding the goddamn pickup area.#and so many bizarre conversations going on. genuinely felt like I was in some form of hell #like my feet hurt. my back hurts. I'm tired. I didn't get the validation I like to have over a 5 hour transformative color.#I'm hungry and there are two elderly women blocking the pickup counter. one is hard of hearing so she keeps yelling HUH???#and the other only speaks in soft baby whispers. that goes as well as you can imagine.#there's a man behind me grilling an employee abt whether or not he goes to church. he starts witnessing to him #and the employee says 'I've never thought about it like that before' no less than 4 times.#there's a child in front of me playing tiktoks @ full volume. and this is all happening simultaneously.#I really considered just leaving without my food but I knew I needed to eat and didnt have anything at home so I stuck it out #was it worth it? no. bojangles honestly sucks these days but what's a girl gonna do.#got home and tried to pass out but nope. tossed and turned all night.#put on hot n cold patches to try to soothe the pain a little. didn't work cuz one pain would be eased a bit and another pain would take over #blahhhhhh #and now. I get to do it all over again! yippeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

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honeyteacakes · 11 months

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#I'm feeling very under the weather but I really want to write :(#i have a massive backlog of WIPs I want to get through #and I'm SO SO excited for all the prompts I've been sent so far #(please keep sending them if you like- i promise I'll get to them eventually)#but right now my head is all stuffed up and i've been a bit lightheaded for the past couple days and :((((((((((#and i have chores and tasks and such #anyways i'm going to have to force myself to pause on writing for a bit to make myself rest and hopefully I'll feel better soon #honey speaks

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la0hu · 6 months

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uterus is very angry. had a body horror pregnancy dream last night that was definitely period-related bc i was waking up every three hours to use the bathroom. took a bunch of advil yesterday so i'm trying to raw dog today but i don't know if i can do it

#p #got really lightheaded at the theater yesterday #either because i was dehydrated from losing so much blood #or bc i'm literally just losing a lot of blood and it's making me feel weak #right now it's a little hard to focus. either bc of the pain & discomfort but also from some lightheadedness too

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tepli-mravenci · 5 months

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Managing my own time is so fun

Watch Hazbin Hotel > go to work > aquire workplace injury that almost makes me faint > rewatch Hazbin Hotel

#i broke my nail is what happened #its not even...long it just broke in half but obv since it's short the half was on the finger so it started bleeding #and it took me along time to notice cause i was really stressed about finishing my work on time #and I unnowingly bled on the broom and an empty bag of corn #and then i noticed it and i cope really badly with nail injuries in particular I cant stand to even look at someone else's broken nail #so i was pretty much running on pure anxiety the last 20 minutes of work #and then I had like 3 separate phone calls #anyway I've watched Hazbin twice at this point #well the 6 episodes that are out anyway #random #hah #if anyone's worried about me the the nail is fine it bled a little it was really okay I'm just a crybaby about nail injuries #like things stuck under nails or nails broken in half and shit it makes me lightheaded

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babybearnini · 5 months

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Coughing up blood wasn't on my 2024 bingo card and yet

#ironic after i was just talking about how the sight of too much blood makes me lightheaded #i get my nebulizer Saturday and i see the specialist on the 9th let's hoppppeeeee this is all over soon #god i can't wait fire my nebulizer the breathing I'm gonna do after is gonna fill my lungs so deliciously #idk how to explain it other then it feels really good