#so by god am i trying to get this shit done

[myessenceconsistsofdeadmemes]

hnrg. Currently procrastinating on a Halloween costume I've been dreaming about for (2) years and I honestly may end up going as another costume I made to procrastinate on the one I wanted to wear. Unfortunately both costumes would turn out shitty but I will attempt to persevere. Maybe I'll do some over the top cosplay makeup.

[totheidiot]

all i can think about is that i am going as L for halloween. I AM GOING AS L FOR HALLOWEEN EEE.

[suffarustuffaru]

rating some rezero ships by um. how good they could cover up murder together

(feel free to read my tags for some explanations T^T)

[blackvahana]

christ it hits me a lot how shit I was treated by lull and how much I thought that was normal. Lev set up a study room in my house, and... he said I can come in because I was sort of obviously asking the question without even knowing I was asking, like I wanted to ask the question but knew it'd be a no. Why did I know itd be a no? Well a study space is a serious space for actual academic and general people who do work to use, full of books and journals that both aren't my business and will be easily messed up if I touch them, and there's no reason for me to be in there anyway because I don't do work, a study is only a space for normal people and not people who mess everything up and - how do i know this? Oh I mean because lull - yeah

[angelstrawbabie420]

grief will have you saying shit like goddamn and fuck maybe the abuse was worth it

[fuzzyunicorn]

Tryin’ a lil experiment today but I already know my hypothesis is correct

[vilelittlecritter]

You ever sit in a fandom space for so long that now looking at it kind of makes you want to rip your nails off.

Yeah.

[arcaneyouth]

fighting for my fucking life getting these comic pages done

[plantenjoyer]

I SWEAR I KEEP TRYING TO DO ART BUT THEN SOMETHING GETS IN THE WAY AND THEN I PROCRASTINATE AND THEN SIX MONTHS PASS

[junkdyke]

maaaan here i was stressing about the fact that i was promoting my tattoos super late and that i wasn't gonna get clients, instead the issue is i've now got clients and no FUCKING STUDIO TO WORK IN LMAOOOOO nigga what the actual hell 😭 i think i'm just most pissed about the fact that EYE was the one that found the studios for me and my friend, and now she's the one with a nice ass studio and i'm here scrambling sending out last minute emails to get one for myself, oh my god i MUST be more selfish than this 💀

[piplupod]

sometimes i think maybe it's a good thing i'm so traumatized and fucked up mentally and emotionally bc then i never expect ppl to be kind or even just plain old nice to me, so when they ARE kind or nice i feel overwhelming gratitude and almost a sense of awe HFDSJKL like... i dont know if i would have had this appreciation for each little piece of kindness if i wasn't the way that i am. but also i know thats kind of an absolutely wild way of thinking about this LMAO

[twilightarcade]

to do list for my eyes Only

[changguscomet]

so fucking done with school this was a waste of time 😭 I should’ve just kept my $10k and kept working this was so dumb

[juniestar]

Oh my god one last thing my ex took me to outside lands and when we tried to watch lana del rey he laid down on the grass and had a “panic attack” (this was after months of him talking about how he didn’t like her) so we went to see foo fighters after a bit and he was FINE

[jikigo]

you ever just see a post and just

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[our-lady-of-mcr]

everytime i think im done ranting i remember something else LMFAO this one is extra long i hit tag limit god mf damn