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I thiiiink I'll have my fic posted today (Sunday)! I wanted to post it yesterday but I was having too much fun reading it out loud to myself and I ran out of time XD not to mention I spent a while trying to translate phrases to Italian. But I think I'll be all set to post it in the afternoon, yay! 🥳
#finally i can kick this fic out of my fucking house (my wip folder)#fun fact i came up with a little spinoff alternate pov thing to write#so i might do that next. or take a break#who knows?#mlv.txt#bowuigi egg fic project#also reading your fic aloud is fun 10/10 would recommend
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I commissioned @tikklil from Twitter/Instagram again to draw 42 Miles/42 Gwen based off @bloody-writing's fic Tonight You Belong To Me. This fic is the reason why I ship them so hard, so I think it's only fitting that I commission fanart inspired by this fic as a thank you. Hopefully, I can do some more commissions based on this fic because there are scenes that I really think is worth seeing illustrated. So fingers crossed. (As a disclaimer, I did get permission to post the commission here.)
#miles x gwen#gwiles#ghostprowler#tempted to tag ghostflower too...but i'm going to hold off from doing so#also...this isn't 100% strictly faithful to the fic...#some of this was due to my fault for not being more prepared to present the details to the artist#some of this I just thought it would be better to change some minor details...#anyways if anyone saw my post where i said i was going to take a break from commissions#depending on how my personal life goes that break might be a lot smaller than i thought it would be...#but yeah...I'm just waiting to see how that goes and if things go the way i hope it will be#then for sure you'll see some more commissions a lot sooner than i had expected :)#i will give a hint though that the next commission idea is going back to 1610 miles and 65 gwen...there's been an idea that's been stuck in#my head for a few months and i really want to see that come to life#it makes me happy thinking about so i hope it will be the same for others too
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It took me like 2 minutes to be like "well, okay then" finding out MHA is ending in August, but I think it's really going to hit me then.
#still not ready but it's easy to accept#it's been nearly ten years since bnha started and truth be told with everything that has happened#horikoshi take that break#whatever project he wants to do next i hope he doesn't dive immediately into it#in the meantime oh yeah I'm definitely rereading the manga and rewatching the anime#i feel like there's a lot i could say and with it ending i might have an overall opinion on mha#oh! also vigilantes should be getting animated so that means i get more miruko aaaayyyyyeeeee!!!#just kiya's thoughts#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha manga spoilers#bnha spoilers
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#ay. tomorrow might b the day i face the music#which is to say. i tell my advisor how fucked i am. i mean. ill spin it so it doesn't sound so bad#its just that ive told him like 2 weeks in a row that id send him my edited preproposal and i have not bc im too afraid to start reading#papers related to my project. which is frustrating. and like the thing is. and i kno ive said it before and i kno im not a fucking idiot#i can read papers and i can even understand what theyre broadly saying. but thats it.#zero critical thinking. zero insight. i use all my tiny fucking brain space to try to understand the words on the pages#and even then it only forms this broken fucking image of whats being said. like u dont understand. i used to struggle with writing papers bc#i couldnt fucking connect what i was saying from one paragraph to the next when i was the one doing the fucking writing.#what the fuck am i doing here? and again. im not stupid. i can follow the information if its fucking said out loud but thats not how this#works. and it just feels like sometimes there's a limit to what you're capable of and im at that fucking limit. the undergrads in my lab#have more ability to comment on papers than i do. its so fucking frustrating and i just have to live with knowing itll never get any easier#so what the fuck can i do other than drop out? theres no god damn way im gonna pass a comprehensive exam. not unless i buckel down and break#myself in half to try to retain all the information i need to. which requires that i read so many god damn papers that i cant fucking read.#just. why tf did i pick a career path where my suffering is inherent to a huge part of my job? i feel like ive consistently chosen to take#the hard path in life and ive finally stumbled too far from what is possible for me#so well see what comes out of my mouth tomorrow when i have my weekly meeting. i just feel like its my last semester#i feel like this is it. i just need someone to fucking hire me. bc everytime my lab mate mentions something abt#my project down the line or talks abt future conferences i should attend. im just like. its a nice idea but that's not happening. im just#at the end of the line and it sucks#unrelated
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Okay I need my comfort character back so Grell headcannons!
- Likes spicy food
- Naturally has brown hair
- I think she and Barbie would be friends
- She and Will are Ex's
- I think she'd run a food blog. She'd absolutely abandon all her dreams to be a good critic. I'm so certain about this.
- I think she makes her own dolls or stuffies
- She actually doesn't hate dogs
- I think she wants a hairless cat
- She's really really good at video games and likes fucking with people on VC "❤️✨🩷 Hi guys! I'm Grell!" "Ugh a girl. We're gonna lose" "(noticeably deeper voice) Say that again bitch fuck "
- She's German
- Her fashion sense is just aggressively alternating between Fem fatal and hello kitty girl
- I have this feeling that the second she gets home and takes off all her pretty clothes she's just full morphs into a sweaty gamer girl. Shes not like cute gamer girl. She just plays video games on a 10 year old computer in the dark while laying on a completely bear mattress and drinking mt dew and completely cocooned in like 7 blankets.
- She has freckles
- She also experienced that universal trans thing of it taking like a few months to a year to figure out how to actually dress like the gender you identify with so there's like a year of shame where she just had absolutely terrible outfits.
- She has at least 1 other female reaper friend. Toboso just won't show us that friend.
#ill get back to that comic I really will I'm just taking a tiny break#I've already started on the next few pages#I've just been working on my portfolio and then something bad happened personally so other than portfolio work I'm doing personal art#just silly stuff that makes me happy ya know#but i will get back to it!#i should have time for it this week but no promises#i might upload some illustrations relating to my au later if i have time#black butler#kuroshitsuji#grell sutcliff#black butler grell#black butler headcanons#headcannons#headcanon#i hope you can't tell that i don't play video games
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ALSO when im re reading fics i wrote i explode when i notice i repeated the same phrase over and over and over again kfdlsjfklsd. why did i say a variation of "left as quickly as it came" three times in this one fic that im not even halfway through rereading.... #girl get new words
#oughghghgghghhghg#taking a break from python to transfer my fic notes from my sketchbook onto google doc in one spot and to just plan the next parts out#rereading some of my older jamiazu fics for brain assist but. skfjdsklfjks#meet me in the middle has some similar story elements that i was maybe going to borrow from#and overall i like that fic but god why do i repeat myself so much LOL AUGHHH#i also started that trey/cater fic a lil bit ago but that might take me a while to write bc#oughh i care them so much i NEED it to come out decently#anyway um. brainstorming a lil to get it out of my system then back to studying python and ougghgh applying 4 jobbies#i almost had a new portfolio piece ready#but then when my partner went to pull my changes to implement with his new code#uhhh he did some mistakes and he lost a ton of his recent work.............#so like my stuff is fine. but the code he wrote to implement that was just gonna take a few min is gone#so he has to mourn the loss of his work and then rewrite it and i dont wanna pressure him#but houghhghgh i was ready to record and upload it#actually i kinda can cheat it since im just demoing the effects#but it would probs look better with what he made specifically for it?#idk we'll see
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man.
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#gonna say I'm venting a bit (kinda of a lot)#but I may seem selfish from this and let me say now ik everyone was putting themselves first (which is a very good thing)#but having three mutuals deactivate their accounts within I think two months or so??#I rlly don't like to be negative and I might also take a break from Tumblr (as much as I love posting here#so I'm still unsure if I'll even stick to that) bc of how negative I've been lately#I just don't want to keep venting and putting that on everyone so#but yeah I just. It makes me sad to see old/new mutuals go#I never thought I'd have to like#witness it#Idk#I've cried over losing them all and it feels rlly silly but I mean idk#I (try to — my feelings with crying are iffy and I hate admitting I do cry) not cry over everything but I just can't word stuff rn#might be posting less/not posting at all for the next few days or so#I'm gonna be busy in July anyways so it's probably better to just say that now#sorry guys I'm just dealing with some stuff mentally lately (an example being gender dysphoria but I can't even word the stuff going on#not to sound like I'm overexaggerating bc I rlly don't wanna seem like I am. It's nothing too serious so don't#be worried at all pls I'm ok enough I won't just disappear)#I just wish I could have alone time in my room with my cats without my family bugging me for a few days#It's tiring atp#I wanna lock myself up just to recooperate and figure out how to deal with certain things the best I can#anyways yap fest over I'm gonna go play wuwa and build Jinshi more#sorry for venting again 🫡🫡
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I think I'm going to have to drop one of my classes :(
#Robin processes emotions on main#I LOVE this class. fantasy writing: worldbuilding. it's only 1 credit and I WANT to take it. but it's unnecessary#and I'm already at my breaking point y'know. stressed 24/7#which should NOT be happening this early in the semester#I need a little down time#so.... sigh.#I honestly could enjoy all of my classes this semester—EXCEPT that I'm having to RUSH all the work for ALL OF THEM#if I had more time I could do better in all of the classes#I'm hoping!!!#and maybe—just maybe—this class might be offered again next semester ! we'll see. I'll ask
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#it went!!! idk lately my pain treshhold has been so low bc im in pain all the time#so i just dont wnna be in pain anymore... he said that now it'll still hurt for a few days T-T#but he wasnt exactly sure what it was but i had.. a cavity??#im not rlly sure abt the english terms for all of this but the tooth is dying lol#but instead of immediately killing it nd getting a root fill he said that we should give the tooth a chance#so he fixed what he could fix#i hate dentist treatments bc of all the air nd water nd my anxiety i need to swallow constantly#but this time i actually told them abt it nd he was very helpful sksks#he even said 'ok now take a break nd swallow' so i didnt need to be so anxious#nd it was a relief bc he wasnt bad at all. he was actually rlly nice nd easy to talk to phewww#it cost abt $80 so i can manage to be without that until next week!!!!#so yeah it went much better than i had anticipated so im happy abt that#but yeah the problem still isnt 100% fixed yet so im still not relieved#he said i had a cavity in my other tooth as well but that we needed to check that at another time#im so frustrated bc i brush my teeth 2/day i use mouthwash i floss....#and for the last 7 months i havent even had any sugar!!!!! like why did this still happen.. o.o#oh nd he also said that i probably clench my teeth nd yeah i do that a lot more than i've realized#your teeth arent supposed to be touching!! never!! only when u eat#my teeth.... are touching pretty much all day omg. bc im so tense nd anxious#he said that he couldnt be sure bc he didnt have enough info to go on but that could have contributed to this#well well... i did it nd went even if i didnt want to#hopefully my tooth will be better now. nd i have another appt in may to see what i could get done further#if financial aid for it gets approved tho it might not#but yeah.. god dental pain nd issues is my no. 1 fear bc im poor nd i cant afford it
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What I got so far
Using Danny as a reference (10 points if you know which video) but idk whether I'll keep it as jim when I do the lineart or if I'll change it to Louis.
#gonna take a break before my wrists snap#this is 22 frames rn#but if i wanna make it loop I'm gonna have to copy the previous ones you know how it is#if i ever finish it#i'll do a 10mph request for next post#there's so many it's hard to decide#but hopefully now I have a more established style for Dan and Arin it'll be easier#animation wip#definitely the smoothest one I've done so far and it's not even done#but i feel like it might look a little rickety when I do the lines#because it's hard to make them consistent#who knows! maybe I'll cry about it how about that!
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literally nothing worse than waiting for bad news to hit. like i don't know how i'm supposed to go to class with this particular sword hanging over my head
#especially since this particular Bad News could change So Much ..#i don't think my dad is ready to be shouldering the entire household by himself. i really dont.#with 3 kids still at home and his job i just. i dont think he can do it alone.#and both of my older siblings have lives already !! they have spouses and jobs and kids !!#they cant just pack up their lives and move across the state !!#but im not settled i dont have a job i dont have kids or a spouse and hell i was gonna leave school anyway !!#just. not this soon.#but fuck i guess i might have to move up the timetable a bit.#but the THING IS that I DONT KNOW YET. like i Know but i dont actually know officially. yet.#and idk. maybe im hoping it'll not turn out the way i know it will so im holding off on making a decision#or maybe im just trying really really hard not to think about the future for the next few days.#but either way by tuesday i'll know for sure and that'll be that.#ill need to talk to my landlord to see if they'll let me move out early. and my counselor to see if i can take a break from school for a bi#and probably my dad just to let him know that im moving back home. idk. i dont fucking know#winter speaks#personal#grief tag#<- gonna be a Whole Thing btw if u wanna blacklist
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hello! i'm getting surgery tomorrow (or in a couple hours, i guess, when this posts) so i will probably not be drawing for the next few days!
#my sona#scribblins#i've never had a major surgery before so i don't know how i'll react#i might be fine to draw again by the time i'm home the next day#or i might not!#so i figure taking a few days break will do good either way
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Rating: Mature
Archive Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Category: Gen
Relationship: Sister Camila & Sister Lilith (Warrior Nun)
Characters: Sister Camila (Warrior Nun), Sister Lilith (Warrior Nun), Yasmine Amunet, Mother Superion (Warrior Nun), Jillian Salvius, Father Vincent (Warrior Nun)
Additional Tags: Rated for some gore
"To see the friend, not the demon… Camila had both hands atop Lilith’s in trying to yank herself free, but she dared to detach one of them and raise it towards her foe, to her face, aiming to stroke her cheek."
Scarce as it is, all evidence points to the same culprit... Camila is sure she is the only one who can uncover the truth.
#warrior nun#this is another one of the fics that i wrote during three weeks. i've linked it here before but to dreamwidth so now i'm linking to ao3#the thing with this one is that time was running out so you will notice there is room for improvement#respecting the challenge however i will keep it as it is#i'll be taking a break from challenges too. i like them and they inspire me to write things i otherwise wouldn't (like this)#but the commentfic fest is coming and i want to be free in case anyone leaves prompts i might want to write#AND i have longer stories of my own to work on. there are three little canon divergent AUs i've been dying to fiddle with#and in order to do that i need to focus#so this is the first before the last challenge for the time being i think#unless the next one is just too irresistible lol#narratives and similar
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rgg cosplay truly is the pinnacle of an investment i will be The Guy at the office with ninety suits all cause video game make me happy. why do i own a gold studded belt.
#snap chats#on the real tho today i remembered that one ask i got where someone was like#'i wouldve imagined youd do an aoki cosplay first tbh' and i snorted#yeah fuck it why not. ill steal his outfit too cant have too many work outfits ig#plus i also have masato's might as well complete the cringe lord set#not anytime soon prob next year but still LMAO#ok i wanna eat before i finish this comm#the good thing about my wrist still being ugly is that i wear a splint while drawing#and since it's not advised to wear it for longer than two hours im forced to take breaks now ☠️☠️#anyway bye. i wanna do funnyman cosplay so bad it'll be goofy...
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What’s the appropriate way for me to respond to customers handing me religious pamphlets/cards? I’m not worried about getting fired btw.
#sorenhoots#I was considering eating the pamphlet but that isn’t fun in practice. only theory#I considered crumpling it up and throwing it in their face but that might count as like. attacking lol.#like I have so much to say. maybe I should just vent at them about how Christianity left me broken and hopeless and [redacting details].#not for their benefit. just to drag them through my incredibly painful emotions. maybe to make them suffer with me. maybe just to vent#without worrying about how my vent will impact them.#the first one took his card back when I said no. the second left his pamphlet and the TONE he used when he told me to read it. THE TONE.#was like a parent telling a toddler to eat their vegetables. ‘we’ll give it a try. it’s good for you. it’s got good stuff in it’#god I wish I had facial recognition so I could refuse to check him out next time.#the first guy has a memorable appearance so I’ll never check him out again.#but that fucking second one. ohhhhh I was so mad. I went on break and went straight to the warehouse#to break down boxes for the bailer. exercise is very regulating for me! I felt much better afterwards#BUT I WANT TO SAY SOMETHING NEXT TIME. either funny. or scathing. or rude as all hell. or anything.#anything that will let me feel like I have some control over the situation. I can’t make them take back their pamphlet… well I could. lol.#Sir do NOT leave your trash here. I am not a trash can. you can throw it away down there#where our trash can is located.#anyways another guy tipped me $2 so that was real nice
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Whelp I wrote a couple of sentences today… and that’s enough (I hate myself /j)
#just writing things#I’m having trouble writing seal shenanigans so I might take a break from it for a bit#sry for anyone who’s been excited for the next update :/#just to be clear#I am NOT quitting this fic#just taking a small break from it while I get my inspiration back#Ik what I wanna do with it#just gotta figure out how to build up to the next few scenes and how I want to pace the next couple of chapters
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