#so i'll be fine
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Like I said, I was stuck in a "functional part" for weeks and weeks and weeks. And experience taught me that it backfires because being in that part means suppressing my emotions and struggles. So I asked our Big Boss Part if he can "open the gates" again to prevent us from collapsing from suppressing. Good side is, I'm more in touch with myself again. The downside is the memories. So much I forgot, and it's coming up again. Big Boss asked me if I can take it. Idk. We have to if we don't want to dissociate from ourselves. Plus, once my surgery is done, my therapist and I want to try EMDR. I'm looking forward to this. He is the only one who ever heard my story this raw. And he made me realize how many people looked away. Like, our Main Abuser had a room specific for the abuse. A whole damn abuse room. This couldn't go unnoticed. His wife just looked away but she had to know. So many people knew 🙃
#personal posts#tw abuse#this fucks with my brain#i need to go on a walk for my mental health rb#*rn#i'm in the safest place you can be in order to remember#my support system is 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻#so i'll be fine
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#yeah not even bothering to go to coworking today...#i have thearpy. and then dog walking. and then am viewing an ampartment. and then writer's group#so i'll be fine#and i'll go next week#miscellaneous#want to go sit on my deck soon too. hm it's probably warm enough by now
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#Thinking how hard it would be to break up with him and then remembering i had to withstand my father's 2 days long funeral#So I'll be fine#Yeah
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the upcoming CC nearly convinced me to get Nymph but now that there's another reaper coming my inner Enmity Lover has reemerged and subsumed control
#arknights#getting Nymph would make borrowing Weedy for that CC easier but I think I can make do with Enforcer and Cliffheart#I've even seen a puller stall strat with Gladiia thanks to Kokokbeluk#so I'll be fine#I am fairly excited for Entelechia and Nowell#tho Nowell didn't seem to do anything unique?#will need to see kits tonight
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being a therapist to two people simultaneously is fucking exhausting
#its just like my parents all over again!#and my siblings#and most of my irl friend group#its fine#i signed up for this#i opened this can of horses#and i'll piss in it#heterohomo.txt#vent post#i guess#its okay#the two people i'm vague posting about#dont have tumblr#so i'll be fine
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Merry Christmas!!!
In case you didn't feel the Christmas spirit yet, I'll provide it myself.


Since it's christmas, I put in my own photos. So you better enjoy!
And after this I would like to see everyone in the same mood as this silly man.
#merry christmas#christmas#christmas feelings#christmas tree#candles#advent candles#doctor who#wilfred mott#own photos#hope you enjoy#I've never uploaded my own pictures before#so I'm a little worried#but it's fine#it's christmas#so I'll be fine
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I couldn't find the original post so I redrew it from memory for myself and anyone who needs to hear this
Very important message for LGBTQIA+ Americans today:
We gonna get through the next 4 years out of spite if nothing else ❤️
#I tried searching tumblr and le google and neither would give me that hilarious art post so FINE I'LL DO IT MYSELF#bat bat bat bat
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#kunsel is in this one because he's gonna be a party member in part 3. my uncle who works at squeenix told me so#<- coping :')#ffvii#my art <3#uuaaghhh ok fine i'll tag all these dweebs lol#cait sith#barret wallace#cid highwind#kunsel#cloud strife#aerith gainsborough#vincent valentine#tifa lockhart#yuffie kisaragi#red xiii#nanaki#(the w caption is intentional btw just to be clear)
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Saw someone on twt say they wanted to see Percy drawn like Yusuf Dikec and I couldn't help myself
#My art#Critical Role#Critical Role fanart#Vox Machina#Percy de Rolo#I have not drawn CR fanart in a hot minute but that tweet activated me like a sleeper agent#Also I think I got the little lore stuff right? I almost put Whitestone on the shirt but I looked and Whitestone becomes part of Tal'Dorei#So I think this is technically more right#Someone correct me if I'm wrong and I'll change it. because it WILL bother me if I'm wrong#Edit: I decided it's fine as is#Unless god himself (Matthew Mercer) comes down and tells me how the Olympics would work in Exandria I'm leaving it like this
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It's a DAMN good fucking thing that I don't give a shit if people read my fic or not because I'm genuinely starting to wonder if there's any mfer out here who Would be assed to read 300k+ of somebody's Essentially original rewrite with familiar faces
#Like#Yeah#probably#But yknow it's really funny to me#And either way I'm gonna force my friends to read it#So I'll be fine
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Yearning from the nothing dimension [rambling in tags ^^]
#i really couldn't make a version with a bunch of eyes that i was happy with on the bottom part#and then i realized thats fine and not everthing is going to look cool and awsome all the time. kinda emphasizes the space though.#anywho do you ever think about how lonely it must be in the tree or dark side of the moon. like all you can do is watch and wait#imagine falling in love with someone you can only see glimpses of#someone who you just found your mind wandering closer and closer to untill you realize just how happy they make you and how they make#the vast emptiness of a prison feel because your so far from someone whom doesn't even know you exist#Anyway!! had some thoughts about sm I'll probably draw more laterrrrr bc I just cant draw today ^“^#cookie run kingdom x reader#shadow milk x reader#shadow milk cookie x reader#i hope my rambling made sence to someone. im not very good at articulating myself
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fanart of [REDACTED] because who doesn't love a good bord
#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#m.png#there is so little context in this one theres no reason i cant post now right. right. right. right.#right.#one day i'll learn how to do blood better but this is fine for now#DONT WORRYYYYYYYY its his own blood
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Number 1 way to get etho to make never before heard noises is to present him with the prospect of reading a book
#nics art#not suuuper happy with that comic I'll probably clean it up later#but its fine i dont have to be proud of literally any of this i havent drawn properly in a week#this felt so good. i finally got time to sit down and draw for hours. god i love drawing did you guys know i love drawing its great#ethoslab#ethoslab fanart#tangotek#tangotek fanart#skizzleman#skizzleman fanart#slabtek#not tagging hermitshipping bc literally all these lines were taken directly from them#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart
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Goodnight :)
Good morning :)
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#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age veilguard#da4#quick rant because i've annoyed myself because last night i was making mods and testing them which took lots of trial and error#finally got it working when it was VERY late and did a quick shoot with a cutscene on low quality mode but with reshade on#and there were these 3 photos that made me go 'man i need to reshoot these tomorrow in 4K if my laptop will allow me'#but APPARENTLY i didn't save my ReShade preset and do you THINK i could remember what i did??? i spent HOURS tonight trying to recreate it#and ended up just giving up and had a quick play with other shots so it didn't feel like a waste#and here i am posting shots that i barely spent a minute on but liked more than the rest#maybe i'll just post the other ones anyway. *ANYWAY* rant over i'm fine lol it's just that entire nights go into these
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A Christmas offering✨
I really wanted to post this one since i thought it was endearing and i just needed something happy to ponder, just happy lads
#sleep token#vessel#ii#iii#iv#vessel sleep token#sleep token vessel#ii sleep token#sleep token ii#iv sleep token#sleep token iv#sleep token iii#iii sleep token#sleep token worship#sleep token band#sleep token fanart#sleep token art#teeth of god tour#take me back to eden#tmbte#merry christmas#artists on tumblr#art#illustration#digital art#fanart#my art#ik i said i wans't going to post more st fanart BUT i just can't stop what i love doing and ig i'll be as careful as possible#i ain't selling prints so IT SHOULD be fine to keep that label chill smh
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