#so its almost merel going ‘hey this is my past and i suddenly was beginning to trust again’
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me on my way to make this the most emotionally charged monologue of the play
#listen its good now but i read it in my head and im not sure of it sounds natural to be spoken#i think it only works if the entire thing is a fourth wall break bc there is no one else this character could be speaking to#but like I can’t imagine how one would deliver it and in a play i think yhats a problem#i never said it was an easy monologue#to perform#it would make the evilist of audition material#basically the reason its so important is bc for most of the play merel is pretty closed off#most of what the audience finds out about her is from rosella’s perspective#so its almost merel going ‘hey this is my past and i suddenly was beginning to trust again’#i think i need to actually perform it. like say it and perform it and record it and figure out where it sounds unnatural#and then do that for everything else in that play#i say this bc the whole validity of merel’s character to me rests on how believable that monologue is.#like if i saw this play and I couldn’t believe that monologue it would takeaway from her arc#you finally see her perspective#of like heartbreak and falling in love again to suspected betrayal#im just a shit writer rn#im probably also a shit actor#anyways time to be an extrovert i guess before i yeet off to netherlands#i need a tag where i over share about my ocs#writers of tumblr#writing problems#dutch language found dead
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