#so precious oml i cannot

[scp-tiggles]

Scp 073

40% ler | 60% lee

As a ler:

Okay so, surprisingly he’s very merciful as a ler, makes sure the lee is okay with tickles, offers aftercare, etc.

Rarely ever uses his own hands to tickle lees, he prefers using plants! As per this au, his withering effect is replaced with chlorokinesis!

While he’s more gentle with tickles, he WILL tease a lee to the hells and back, he cant help it!

“My, is something wrong? You’re awfully giggly!” “Is something funny? Is there something on my face? It’s quite rude to laugh someone, you know..” “Oh, don’t touch this is a spot? Right here? Are you sure? I mean, you’re laughing so much, it seems perfect!” Being his favorite ones.

During breaches, it’s best to stay clear of the garden area where cain resides. As the second those alarms go off, cain will drop whatever He’s doing to join the fun!

Staff wise, his hands are rated E for everyone. Nobody is safe. But anomaly wise, his favorite target is Abel. (Or, scp 076-2!)

As a lee

Firstly, absolutely adores being tickled, and pretty much everyone on site knows this. He’s touch starved damnit!

His laugh too..its the most precious thing, speaking of, if someone ever calls it cute he gets all flustered and starts hiding his face in his hands <3

His worst spots are his belly, ribs, and back. Mainly his belly though.

Now, the feather material on his shirt around his neck isn’t just for show, it’s his own way of tickling himself .

Speaking of, his plants can and WILL wreck him.

Cannot STAND light tickles, folds immediately at the slightest graze over one of his spots.

Feathers are insta death for him oml

The longer he’s been tickled, the squeakier his laugh gets. Almost like a squeaky toy!

Scp 073-2 instances

100% ler | 0% lee

(By the way, the image is only SOME instances. Theres multiple of various entities, including fruits, vegetables, etc)

As lers:

Okay, so as a collective, you’re screwed. Period. These little guys FEED of laughter and show no mercy till they get their fill

Azalea’s, Like to group up and flutter against any skin visible. Mainly necks in an attempt to make a person fall, and then usually let the other plants nearby do the rest of the work.

Snapdragons are a bit more mischievous, will wrap vines around a persons ankles and then pull them into shrubbery, nipping, licking, and nuzzling wherever! Their teeth, of course, don’t hurt. And their ‘heads’ are fuzzy to where its pretty ticklish with nuzzles. And, fun fact, are the only plants that can be distracted by chin scratches!

Lily of the valleys aren’t attached to vines like most of the plants, rather they hop off their vine and run around in search of a victim, hence why they travel in a pair of two or more. Once they do, they climb up the persons legs and get under their shirt, scribbling their tiny hands against the belly and sides, occasionally moving to avoid any attempts at stopping them!

Spider lilies, are a special kind. They’ll entrap a victim in their webs, vines with a sticky sap, and then proceed to crawl over the victim, tickling with the four large feathery petals on its body!

Extra! (For both 073 and 073-2)

The plants adore cain, and more often then not will tickle him if he generally just seems sad and in need of a pick me up.

Cain is classified as a ‘creator’ entity, this is a au feature (that i’d love to explain more if asked!).

Cain and Abel USED to share the cell, but got separated for two reasons, one, abel and him loved teaming up when wrecking staff, and two, the plants loved to wreck abel. (The first reason is the main one, but since they kept targetting abel, d-class experiments rarely worked.)

The plants, while laughter is their main source of food, can also photosynthesize and “eat” sugar water!

Cain, much like 035, doesn’t need laughter to eat. Rather its just a better energy boost for him that sleep cannot always provide.

Some of the plants move their heads rapidly to signify excitement, a move they learned from cain while seeing him stim!

Speaking of, he’s on the spectrum..and is super knowledgeable about literally any plant

You can ask him about the most uncommon, unknown plant in the world and he’ll give you all the information you could ever need.

Cain, has a small crop bed for fruits and vegetables, which he gladly gives to the cafeteria in exchange for flower seeds!

Speaking of flowers, he loves making flower crowns, which he loves to give to staff (and other anomalies)!

[tadpolesonalgae]

Ive been gone so long 😩😩😩

Also.

IM SICK AND TIRED OF AZRIEL. at this point he should have died oml. Reader should hook up with Helion or Eris and ditch his ass. She goes to him for help, what does he tell her? "Your sissy gwuna wunna help you too 😣" OKAY??? AND??? SHE WANTS YOUR HELP BITCH. HOW DO YOU SEE THIS CUTE LITTLE FEMALE AND BE LIKE "whoopsies, you're depressed now. Im gonna blackmail you about your powers and push you to the brink of insanity BUT IM STILL GONNA PLAY THE HERO" Im sick and tired. SICK. and. DAMN TIRED.

Hoe like or no life on this bitch. LEAVE THE NIGHT COURT AND DIDDLE HELION. IM SURE HES INTO THAT. This man better grovel. Beg. Buy her a house. After all the shit he put her through.

AND IM STILL MAD ABOUT THE EARRINGS. LIKE EVERYONE ELSE WHO ALSO BARELY KNOW HER WERE GETTING HER COOL THINGS THAT THEY KNEW SHE WOULD LIKE??? I bet he eenie meenie minee moed it.

Anywho, Im getting all in my feels. Just wanted to say, you are creating the ATYD of the Azriel x Reader tag. Keep at it 😋

From a very distraught but proud,

-☀

‘IM SICK AND TIRED OF AZRIEL. at this point he should have died oml. Reader should hook up with Helion or Eris and ditch his ass.’

That is quite the whirlwind of emotions contained to just three sentences! Wow, okay I don’t even know where to begin with that 😭

I feel like having him pass away might be a bit of a harsh sentence, but I’ll leave that up for debate… The hooking up with either Helion or Eris…I dread to think what sort of drama that would land her in if she actually did either of them, but hey, it’s all fictional, why not theorise?

I think between the two of them (theoretically) Helion would be the better choice, since I don’t think Eris has allowed reader close enough that he’d be openly affectionate with her—which I think is some of what she needs, most of all 👀

Helion though, I think they would bond well, both with the scholar aspect and with Helion probably being much more open—I imagine it wouldn’t be too dissimilar from how her relationship was with Bas when they were still intimately sleeping together? And plus I think just reader getting to visit elsewhere is something she’d love to do after her trip to autumn and getting to see the different things 👀

‘BUT IM STILL GONNA PLAY THE HERO" Im sick and tired. SICK. and. DAMN TIRED.’

This entire paragraph made me laugh—your impression of Azriel is spot on, I must say 😭

‘This man better grovel. Beg. Buy her a house. After all the shit he put her through.’

Babes you’re making me sad ☹️ poor Azzie 😢

‘I bet he eenie meenie minee moed it.’

Not sure if this will help or hinder your feelings on the earring subject, but I strongly headcanon that out of everyone who gave her a give, Azriel put the most thought into his 😶

Because he knew that reader was fond of him so didn’t want to get her something bespoke or precious in case that caused her to latch onto him more, but also couldn’t give her nothing because that would have been cruel, so spent ages just thinking about what would be a polite, cursory gift he could give that would suffice without being extreme 🫣

That’s just a headcanon though, feel free to think of it however you like 👀

‘Anywho, Im getting all in my feels. Just wanted to say, you are creating the ATYD of the Azriel x Reader tag. Keep at it 😋’

UM? I’m so sorry, I treasure you dearly but I actually physically cannot accept that compliment. I’m not a Harry potter girl—I had to look up what atyd stands for—but the fact it has pages written about it?? That feels like an iconic piece of fandom history and as much as I love cbmthy, and even if I haven’t personally read All The Young Dudes, I cannot allow them to be compared 😭 atyd sounds like it is miles and miles above anything I’ve written or ever will write, but I’m so incredibly flattered that it even crossed your mind to form a compliment like that ☹️🫂🫂

[giggle-bee]

Hihi, may I request Solomon & Barbatos hcs for if you tell them you’re part of the tk community? (preferably as a lee but up to you ^^ ) I love your hcs dhshjsbssksm

If you’re not interested though I totally get it ^^ have a nice day :DD

YESSSSS OF COURSE

and you might be aware of this but I also did hcs for the seven brothers for this on my previous blog (linked here and here)

I’m going to expand your request to do the rest of the dateables :3

How the Dateables would React to you Being in the Community

Solomon

you already know he is going to be so smug

I have a fic planned out for this sorcerer along the lines of this heheheeee

Now that he knows he can test potions out on you? He will add more tickle ones to the mix

And of course, he has to teach you tickle spells as his apprentice in nightbringer

He will totally embarrass you in front of the brothers and during class

Loves to hold it over your head

“I’ll tickle you if you don’t. Oh wait! You wouldn’t mind that, would you? Treat it as an incentive, hm?”

will make you ask

Hes not one to give gentle or soft tickles unless you ask for them

Prefers to wreck you

I can see him being a lee? But not for long

if you want to tickle him you have to catch him in a good mood

You’re getting got either way but he will be less mean

Barbatos

ohohoho

now this one is interesting :)

you see barbatos has an interesting little power that allows him to see and transport himself into different timelines

Which I think is very interesting hmmm yes

And through extensive talking with a certain someone I love to bully (you know who you are)

I think he would use this to his advantage

you see

He sees many outcomes of situations

One day when diavolo and you get in a tickle fight at the castle and he is quietly observing

he sees avenues of the future, many of which include you not telling him to stop, and one where you tell him that you don’t mind the tickles, you actually like them

this puts a smile on his face, the sweet human just got even sweeter

but he’ll keep this to himself for now

Until you two are alone, perhaps strolling through the gardens or having afternoon tea

he won’t talk to you about it, just teasingly poke you or run his tail up your spine while you’re sitting next to him

And when you finally tell him

“I already know, MC, no need to be embarrased”

also there is definitely some freaking dungeon in the castle, if ever you are in the mood for intense tks (but you won’t have to tell him, he’ll just know :3)

and so the rest of the devildom won’t hear you cackling

because barbatos loves to keep you all to himself, his precious little human <3

Diavolo

“Oh my god, you too?”

listen

he’s so touch starved okay

like

Everyone is always either intimidated, afraid, or think they aren’t on the same level as him

And he didn’t have the most caring childhood

his closest friends are barbatos and lucifer, and he practically has to force lucifer to call him by his first name

so when you come around? All smiles and hugs and affection

He can’t get enough

And one day you are having a sleepover and a tickle fight turns one sided and you aren’t fighting back

he’s just tickling your favorite spot with one hand and you’re dying and melting on the floor

and he lets up, but you don’t exactly want him to

and his heart breaks because you are just the cutest little thing in the universe and he’s so lucky you were the one that he picked for the exchange program and-

he gives you the biggest hug and gives you gentle tickles, right before you pinch his hips and get him back

and he loves it just as much as you do

Simeon

SWITCH CODED

OML

personally I see lee leaning switch

But he is a surprisingly good ler

Has had lots of practice with his brothers

and you cannot tell me

His little outfit

with his hips exposed

solomon and luke take advantage of that so much

also writing a fic ab him because he’s so CUTE

he is LITERALLY an angel his laugh is so pretty

when you get ler moods

and he sees that little look in your eye and your fingers twitch

he gets the dumbest grin on his face and bolts

he is so fun to tickle you cannot change my mind and he lets you do it because you love it so much

sorry brainrot ahem

as a ler he finds it absolutely adorable that you love being tickled

so teasy

but in the kindest way possible

sooooooooooo many compliments

“You’re doing so good! Can you handle it if I get youuuuuu here? What sweet sounds! You must be having so much fun, Angel!”

and also he gives you lots of cuddles and hugs after of course

[ageless-soul-au]

flicker is so adorable oml wdym he drew a dragon on a pumpkin T.T he’s the cutest most precious little guy ever

HE'S SUCH A LITTLE GUY!!! 10/10 cutest hero

he's such a juxtaposition of a lil guy. adorable and childlike, and also a kid that had to grow up way too fast and experienced immense trauma with, y'know, dying and everything in the way he did

can't WAIT to include him in the main story, tho it's gonna be a while. he's so precious.

-Kio

He is my precious little murder bby and i love him sm

I cannot wait to get into his story and trauma and his anger at how unfair things were but more importantly i am desperate to get to the point where a certain someone procures him Crayolas

-Mizu

[itoshi-s]

I was reading through your stepcest/incest tag again bc oml it's all so good. Anyways I'm not sure why but I got thinking about the idea of Ness who has a thing for Kaiser's precious baby sister accidentally catching them in the act and blackmailing Kaiser into letting him join. Idk I haven't really thought it out further than that but it makes me feel tingly and I really wanted to share.

o- oOhHH my mY MYY anon this is .. this is sUCH A GOOD THOUGHT ADSHLDK something abt sweet bby ness just flipping their entire dynamic around < / 3

even better if it happens after the vERY possible kaiser/ness breakup we might be getting soon .. like yeah baby boy get him ruin this mans life!! little does he know kaiser literally just.. doesn't give a shit lol. he wouldn't get all up in your pants if he did in the first place - and you cannot shame someone for something they don't feel bad about, right? bUT! ness might just be lucky enough to experience kaiser being generous for once, and earn a piece of you for being so bold, threatening the king himself. c'mon, it just had to cost him a fair share of stress! what better way to unwind than with you, kaiser's prettiest little sister, all doe eyed and eager to please? </3

[positiveglitchexists]

I wanna hear you rant about tubbo please! 🥺

Oml thank you so much- I swear to god I will propose- now heres tickle stuff! May add some just cute hcs in between! (I'm gonna keep things happy on this post)

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- One spot cc!Tubbo and c!Tubbo share is their back! The difference being cc!Tubbo Will only feel ticklish there if he's in a lee mood (Also if you trace shapes on his back but shhh) C!Tubbo just feels it tickle all the time, he has to wear a certain texture for shirts cause if he doesn't any other will make him let out giggles when he feels it against his skin!

- Tubbo Definitely has a secret tickle blog- Ranboo ending up finding out about it and he started teasing the crap out of him for it, now there's two different ways i imagine this ending 1. Tubbo goes for Ranboo's knees (literally) and watches him crumble OR Ranboo tickles the crap out of Tubbo while teasing him about it, "Man I have to tell Tommy about this- He'll be so excited to know our precious bee boy is soooo ticklish that he had to make a blog for it!"

- Tubbo feels.. Weird about aftercare and will literally not accept it unless its from Tommy or Ranboo, sometimes Wilbur. His idea of aftercare is curling into the side of somebody and watching south park, he gets really flustered if somebody does more (Get him food, Check in with him.)

- I see Tubbo as more of not into the lee or ler labels?? When people ask he just says, "I will tickle and will be tickled." It's.. Sorta ominous the way he says it.

- but he also CANNOT stand lee teases, "Aww! Man your such a ticklish lee!" "Such a cute little tublee i have here!"

- Both c!Tubbo and cc!Tubbo are really embarrassed about tickling, they need reassurance once in awhile. Whether that's telling them how adorable their laughter is or just making sure your attention is focused on him.

- Ler Tubbo isn't something I'll probably write cuz I love lee Tubbo but... This man gets so happy when he finds a new or melt spot on a lee. Man does a little dance when it happens-

- Tubbo prefers to focus on tickling his lee, so he doesn't tease alot. But when he does its usually unintentional, "Dude your actually so ticklish, I should tickle this spot all the time when you get annoying- What? Why are you blushing?"

- This man will only tease if he's not the one tickling the lee, him and Ranboo make a good team. Ranboo focuses on tickling and Tubbo throws in a few teases. "Be careful big man or else the tickle monster might get hungry if you squirm too much!"

- Tubbo also love hates when Ranboo tickles him because Ranboo always goes into a monologue or talks about what he's doing and it makes Tubbo feel flustered as heck!

- Tubbo doesn't get much sleep, no matter how comfy he is. But as soon as he cuddles up next to Tommy he passes out- Ranboo finds it adorable and ends up cuddling with them, his tail wrapping around Tommy's hand.

- In a tickle fight between cc!Tubbo and c!Tubbo, Weirdly enough cc!Tubbo would probably win. (He boast about it so much that c!Ranboo might have to join cc!Ranboo in tickling him.) C!Tubbo has the strength but also so many tickle spots while cc!Tubbo is good at hiding where he's ticklish, he's also strong but C!Tubbo carries nukes so-

- cc!Tubbo feels flustered by cc!Ranboo character because of how much ler energy c!Ranboo has- I mean super tall so he can pick you up? A fluffy tail long enough to rub against tummies?

- Tubbo, Ranboo and Tommy all have movie nights, whether it's watching dumb shows or actually kinda of good ones. They always add new snacks in, even if it's weird. (Popcorn with ketchup, M&ms and Swedish fish.)

- Tubbo feels nervous around his friends because they all know how to turn him into a melting giggly goat/bee boy! Wilbur will chase Tubbo with his arms outstretched waiting to catch him, Tommy gets right into tickling, he tickles every spot he can find not staying on one for too long.

- And the teases that are the worse for him? Well that's a Story for another time.

[rozcdust]

BABES I GOTTA TELL YOU THIS LMAO

SO MY FRIEND SHES SO WERIDD COMFORTIN

I SAID IMMA KMS CAUSE I WAS STRESSED FROM COLLEGE AND CHEERLEADIN GIRL DONE TOLD ME I HAVE DECENT TITS DONT LET IT GO TO SHAMBLES I CANT DEAL WITH THIS GIRL SMOENE HELP ME AND I SAID IM TIRED OF YOU AND SHE TOLD EM TO GO TO BED LIKE WHAT

SOMEONE CALL 911

LMFAOOO PLS I CANNOT- YOUR FRIEND SOUNDS PRECIOUS FUCKING KEEP HER OML- 💀💀😭

also you do cheerleading??? that is so fucking cool omg 😭

[kpophubb]

Hi baby ❣️💞❤️🌹I'm sorry I did not send anything yesterday I actually made a board for us it's all our memories and I was reading like our last conversation & messages and I literally cannot remember those messages I don't remember like when I was saying that and it's just like I know I've been alone so long and then I've been here and then for me just like I don't know just like some memory it's through all of this time you just show me such a great support and I've always be like grateful for that✉️👼🏻🌟🌹❣️ love you my sunshine ☀️

*🐁*

Hi my sweet love 🥺🫶🏻🤍 Good evening~ ❣️

I’ve received all your precious letters and asks and I’m currently waiting for my spare time when I can pour love and reply to all of em~🥰 reading your letters and words have become my favourite part of the day now !! 🫶🏻 a board for us where you keep all our messages sounds so precious oml 🤧 my words and me must really mean to you a lot 🥹 indeed we’ve been talking for so many months,, and I’m glad you changed and healed even if it’s by a little throughout the whole process. I’ll be here to talk to you and watch more of your growth <3

let us stay together for a long time anonie ~ 🫂 😘

[lix-ables]

Wheneve I see or think of color Yellow, your name just pops up in my mind (loving way)

bby im :(( nawwww,, c'mere lemme give you a hug :(( this is so wholesome AND FOR WHAT

[flanklurker]

I'm not sure what characters you write for ahhh!! BUT HERE'S MY FAV 3! Could I ask for Chamber, Phoenix and Sova with a chubby, affectionate and touch starved reader? Maybe some fluffy hc on how they'd treat them, cuddle, etc. Y'know some fluffy stuff! (Sorry if it's only one character per ask ;A; )

Fhsfhjdksfhsdjk I friggin love physical affection you have no iDEA. This was so fun to write!! And no need to apologise lol, I write for everyone and am super happy w multiple characters. Delighted that I finally have an excuse to write for Phoenix tbh

Valorant Agents x Chubby, Affectionate, Touch-starved Reader

Chamber

Chamber is a compliment machine. Like he’s always noticing something new and delightful about you and literally cannot wait to tell you about it.

“Mon tresor, that new outfit looks so good on you, I would have thought we were going to a soiree this evening rather than a combat zone."

Also loves shopping sprees, so be prepared to be dragged out and dressed up for hours. This man will miss no opportunity to admire you and flirt pretty shamelessly. He bankrolls the whole affair, of course.

The few times you’ve been able to slink into the room without him noticing, your ears would be burning because this man is literally just telling anyone who’ll listen how cute you are. If you do finally clear your throat, the man goes absolutely pink before doubling down

Oml this man can get handsy. He’s obsessed with tracing your dimples and curves and just literally cannot get enough of you

He loves it when you do the same to him too. If you go to cup his cheek or trace his collarbone, he goes completely still and lowkey short circuits. It’s like he wants to focus on nothing but your hand and where it meets his skin

One of his favourite things to do is to have you sit on his lap facing him, maximising that physical contact and being able to see your startling eyes. He could stay that way for hours, just having someone so beautiful and precious so close to him, with such a warm smile

When he’s feeling a little low, he really loves to lay his head in your lap and just have you hold him. He’ll murmur conversation when he can, or maybe just fall asleep if you’re okay with it, but he’s realised that it’s the one thing that can calm him down

He’s someone who struggles to verbalise his insecurities, but having you there and being so close to you really helps him unwind and talk things through

Phoenix

Phoenix doesn’t give two flying fucks about what the rest of the protocol thinks when it comes to you. He reasons that if they wanted in, they should have tried to romance you sooner

Massive on the PDA. He’s a tall mofo, and so he absolutely loves coming up from behind when you’re in the middle of talking to someone, draping his arms over you and resting his chin on your head

Makes no move to address whatever the other person might be doing, he just grins and relishes the fact that he managed to score you and you’re right there in front of him

If Phoenix has had a good day, like clutched a mission for the protocol or hit the high score on the range, one of his favourite things to do is sidle up to you, wrap his arm around your waist and bring you in for a massive snog. He can’t help but make a beeline for you whenever he’s feeling great

Same if you’ve had a big win tbh, he just loves being able to celebrate things with you and get kisses

Legit, he’s been chastised by Brim for crowding the intercom on missions together, because he takes the opportunity to flirt shamelessly with you, crowing about how damn good you look on site. “Eyo, not to alarm the squad but we got a looka’ in hookah”

As serious as the disciplinary meeting afterwards is supposed to be, you’re definitely struggling to hide a grin. The winks your boyfriend keeps shooting you whenever Brim isn’t looking don’t exactly help either.

Loves to bury his head in your chest and wrap his arms around your midsection. Like he’ll hit you with the full puppy eyes from across the room, or spam your datapad if he can’t find you in person, because you’re his recharge point and he’s down bad.

Loves loves LOVES it when you snuggle up on his lap. He’ll run his hands through your hair and absent-mindedly trace these flame patterns across your forehead while he chats away about the recent mission

Phoenix also adores being big spoon—one of his favourite things on a lazy afternoon is to slink off to your room, press up real close against you and shape his body around yours. Bonus points when he does this in winter—the protocol can get bloody cold, and having his chest against your back is so nice and warm

Sova

Sova is such a beautiful and honest person that the entire protocol know exactly how smitten he is with you

He literally cannot keep his eyes off you when you’re in the room. Like he watches you with the warmest, softest smile and is always quietly padding over to you to put a gentle hand on the small of your back

He tries to be considerate of the protocol and will temper his PDA in public, but that doesn’t stop him from constantly finding his way close to you and just having one point of contact, whether it’s a hand holding yours or his chest brushing yours as he leans over you

When you’re alone or have a more secluded area, he’s a total cuddle bug. He’ll pad up to you and wrap his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder and huffing a contented sigh

Insane cuddle stamina too, like if you switch around to face him and go in for a hug he will take it in and hold you for maaaany minutes. You’ll often feel his arms lock in around yours and his heartbeat start to stabilise against chest. Occasionally you catch him mutter something softly in Russian

Loves it when you cup his face in your hands, and will just drink in the eye contact with a goofy smile. He doesn’t usually get giggly, but if you start peppering kisses on his nose and forehead he can’t help but let out a little chuckle (he definitely returns the favour)

Sova’s not the neediest person, but sometimes he genuinely needs to hold you after a particularly tough mission.

After the Fade mission, in fact, he turns up at your room looking gaunt and the frightened look in his eye almost breaks your heart right there and then.

You tug him into the room and just press your chest against his, arms wrapping around him. As you whisper ‘it’s okay, I’ve got you, you’re okay now’, he finally lets himself start shivering as he returns your affections, burying his head into your shoulder and squeezing you like he’s afraid you’ll disappear. He leans into every movement you make, and you can tell then and there just how much he loves having you close. You’re not going anywhere.

[koishua]

|!| 𝐎𝐎𝐏𝐒, 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐈𝐍𝐕𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐃 |!| ENHYPEN.

hyung line reacting to you acting like you hate their kisses.

themes: fluff. vv light angst. and a shit ton of disgustingly cute kisses.

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[ 𖧧 𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠 ]

is 200% offended and maybe a teensy tiny bit hurt when you mockingly make a disgusted face after he places a peck on the corner of your lips

poor baby plz don't make him doubt himself he is the most precious ;-;

pls his large doe eyes would blink and his brows would raise and he'd look so puzzled

did you really not like it when he kisses you? did he do something to make you mad at him? WHAT WAS THE REASON

poor guy ;-; you were just teasing him but- ugh forget about this he is one of those people I cannot stand the thought of being emotionally hurt in some way fml

"what's wrong? are you mad at me?" he asks in the most genuine and wholesome way possible OML my heart-

and you break lmao you can't hold the act any longer

"omg ofc not i was just pulling your leg im so sorry i really love you and your kithes" ;-;-;-; and then you proceed to give him big smooch on his lips and he'd be so relieved xnkkdmsnd

mi corazon.

rest of the hyung line under the cut... !

[ 𖧧 𝐣𝐚𝐲 ]

you done did mess up with this one besties bc you did NOT just pull that on him. oh no you did not. no no no.

he strikes me as the type to get all pouty oml how cute

he is absolutely not going to let you get away scotch free and will make you feel so sorry for making his heart sink like that like?? what was your reason??

it's not intentionally tho lmao that's the entire point. like, he takes the joke well but then goes off to brood about it in his own corner around the house without even realising he is overthinking awwww 😭

mans wants you to think that he is all cool and suave and totally not shaken up by you rejecting his choice of physical affection, forehead kithes.

please go get him and kiss the crown of his head and make him know that you lub him so so much and it was all really just a joke and a shitty one at that ;-;

somehow is the man child #1 in this situation

[ 𖧧 𝐣𝐚𝐤𝐞 ]

manhandles. just manhandles.

don't even try making him panic. he will absolutely turn the tables around and attack you with even more bc wdym you hate his lips 😩

don't lie to yourself, he will say. he can see right through you bahaha

bc he knows that you can never get enough of him and neither can he but we don't mention that hah

will raise a brow, challenging you and you'll fall silent most probably because he just has that... that look on his face ya know?

grabs you and makes sure you are contained so that he can cup your face with his large hands and then the rest is history lmfao good luck breathing for the next half an hour 💀

[ 𖧧 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐧 ]

petty af i just know it he will make you regret it in his own petty petty petty way hmph.

he's a cute kind of petty tho, so ig it's okay

really, the moment you wipe away your cheek, he'd be like

hold tf up something is fishy

no but my boy knows that you are addicted to his lips why would you push him away now? 🤨 that's weird.... that's suspicious.

and after that, he steps back and gives you a look that basically means that he knows that you know that he somehow knows about your plan and he is going to give you the petty silent treatment for the rest of the evening

good luck btw lmfao

he will expect some make-up kisses. only after you pepper his entire face with kithes will he break his silence smh

man child #2

[sirthisisa-wendys]

how do u think time skip takuya yamamoto would be as a boyf? He’s so finnnneeee oml

Sir, I am barking respectfully.

SIR, I AM BARKING RESPECTFULLY.

Boyfriend Headcanons: Takuya Yamamoto x GN!Reader

wc: 298

tw: none

masterlist

song recommendation: Bloom by The Paper Kites

Takuya would be timid; I have a feeling he would be nervous to even ask you out. But let's say he did. Because he's such a babe.

So we all know that he's a bad fighter, which is totally fine. Baby boy doesn't need to fight when he has killer looks. Right? (Please, God, don't ever let him get into a fight.)

Long hair, don't care: Takuya will always let you play with his hair when you want - I definitely see his partner using his head for things like braiding and whatnot.

He would say things like: "Have you ever been in love before?" or "I bought some cinnamon granola at the store because I thought about you" and EVEN "Y/n, you always smell so good".

His love language is obviously Acts of Service and/or Quality Time.

Dishes? Done.

Buying personal hygiene products? Sure. Need a Plan B? FUCK YES, SEND THIS MAN TO THE DAMN STORE ALREADY!

Can't cook. He cannot cook. But Takuya will most certainly stand beside you and watch while you cook so he can try to learn.

Also, he can be very private about your relationship, but not because he wants to hide it. He is just very protective of things he loves.

He'll be the first to say "I love you". And it'll be like one of those movie moments where you're standing outside in the dark (or the rain, idk) when you have your first kiss. Because Takuya is a romantic at heart.

The first time having sex is soooooo romantic. He's really kind and attentive; even if you flinch, he'll ask if anything is wrong. Rose petals, nice candles lit. Music! UGH. He's so precious.

He's just a super sweetie and deserves to be treated like a delicate flower.

[icequeenbae]

Desert Flower (m) Ch. 1 | BBH

Pairing: Baekhyun x Reader x Baëkhyun

Characters: EXO and X-EXO (not all of them mentioned)

EXO vs X-EXO dynamics, complicated relationships, angsty, action, smut (as usual)

Warnings: sorta mingling with your ex’s ‘evil twin’, mentions of blood/ violence (nothing too graphic… I suppose), Y/N gets teary a lot(?), explicit content, rough sex, unprotected sex

Word Count: ~13.5k (full), ~3.7k (Chapter 1)

Summary: Baekhyun, your beloved boyfriend of three years, suddenly breaks up with you and disappears from the city in an attempt to protect you. But leaving you alone and clueless means trouble will surely find you. For it is easy to spot a flower in the desert.

Masterlist   >> One >> Two (m) >> Three (m) >> Four (fin)

Author’s Note: Yay, this is happening!!! My first BaekBaёk, oml I’m gonna-

Ok. I’ll admit right off the bat that I wouldn’t be posting this any time soon without my lovely beta @baekshoney​ 🖤 She’s the person I turn to when I think there’s a million little things I could’ve done better, because that’s what I always think. I had to give myself a cut-off date to finally give up editing this 😅 So, I’d really appreciate it if you guys could share your thoughts and opinions on this too. My asks, dms and comments are places where you’re always welcome! Now, let’s get into this!

Tags: @blahblahblah-boo @baeklightsx @wooya1224 @baekklove

Chapter 1. The beginning of the end 

It was all too sudden.

The words he’d said deafened you. Refusing to believe what you were hearing, you shook your head and took a step back, as if doing so could start the conversation you’d just had over. Or rewind the time and allow you to prevent the words from coming out of his mouth in the first place. But he was firm, unyielding in his stance.

‘I’m sorry,’ he repeated. ‘It’s my fault. I should’ve known better.’

Than to start this relationship, was what he meant. That he should have avoided getting in a relationship with you altogether, and breaking up with you would’ve never become an issue.

‘Why?’ You tried to speak, but your lower lip started to tremble, silencing you at once.

This was all wrong. It couldn’t have been true, what he was saying.

He licked his lips, looking away, hands forming tight fists at his sides as he tried to recollect himself and urge his body to stay frozen on the spot.

That did not work for long – the sight of you, so small, so stunned and defeated, with tears welling in your eyes while you tried to stifle them… He couldn’t. It was stupid of him to break his act so easily, but you were too precious to him to just leave you like this.

Sighing and cursing himself out in his mind, he took a stride towards you and gathered you tightly in his arms.

‘I am sorry, Y/N,’ he continued softly, hearing you hiccup in his unexpected embrace. ‘But I have to leave. We- I should’ve stayed away from you from the start. Forgive me for being so weak.’

You sobbed at his words, shaking your head stubbornly and clinging to his broad chest as an act of desperation.

‘I can come with you!’

‘No,’ he interrupted your crazy idea. ‘I’m leaving you behind. To keep you safe.’

‘Safe from what?’ You questioned, half-annoyed now.

He kept insisting that he wished to protect you, but how was leaving you all alone ensuring your security? And why would you even consider it, when you only felt safe while with him?

‘I cannot tell you. The more you know, the more dangerous it is.’

‘Baekhyunie, please,’ you wiped the tears and grabbed onto his vest as he moved to pull away. ‘You can’t just decide this on your own!’

‘Y/N,’ he took hold of your wrists, not removing them just yet. ‘I know it’s hard, and I never wanted to hurt you like this. But there’s nothing you can say that’ll change my mind. I’d rather break your heart than risk your life, so it’s not really a choice.’

He looked around as if to make sure you were not being watched, and then leaned in to place a farewell kiss on your temple – his favorite spot. You sniffled, realization of the inevitable setting in.

‘Just let me go, flower,’ his voice lowered to a whisper, and you sobbed at the pet name. ‘You’ll be better off without me, I promise.’

‘No,’ you protested as he freed himself from your grasp, and took a step back. ‘No, Baekhyun, don’t leave,’ you clawed at his forearm, trying to stop him. ‘We can deal with it together, we can think of something! I don’t want to be without you,’ you whimpered sorrowfully.

He shook his head, shying away from your touch, while you desperately tried to hold him back.

But you couldn’t. He gently peeled your hands off to walk away, and you missed the pained crease between his eyebrows when he turned his back on you to escape your apartment.

‘Please, don’t do this…’ You whispered, voice breaking in anguish. Just as your heart was.

Yet, Baekhyun kept walking. Leaving you to weep in the unwelcoming emptiness of your home.

Leaving you for good.

***

Your relationship with Baekhyun started almost three years ago.

Still new to university life, you found yourself in the midst of a soap opera worth of drama when a bunch of transfer students joined all at once, some even in the same year as you. All highly attractive, they usually hung out together and spent less time than needed socializing with the outside world.

Not that you cared too much – sure, the excitement going around was making you curious, but they looked too handsome, almost to the extent that you found it intimidating. Ironically, the most intimidating you found Baekhyun. His then long dark hair with strands of red and a mullet hairstyle, the sharp green eyes, the pierced eyebrow, and the lip ring that made him look like a very attractive hooligan... The piercings turned out to be just as fake as the eye color, which did not disappoint you at all.

Funny enough, you only got to know this bad boy because he took a liking to retreating to the campus library. Hiding from all of the attention, of course. While some members of his clique actually basked in it, he preferred to disappear to the remote aisles of the quiet space and read a book, or, more likely, sleep with one on his chest. You saw him like that often, since you were stuck in there yourself – essays for different classes were piling up rapidly. As a diligent student, you were determined to do well in your first year of university, so dragging yourself to the library to stay glued to your laptop was the best option.

Coincidentally, you also preferred to stay in the less lively spaces, as you tended to seek peace and quiet to focus on your assignments. Your attention span… wasn’t impressive, to say the least, so you did your best to avoid any distractions. However, you didn’t count on a certain sleep lover to be one of them.

It was not the first day you spent close enough to notice the tranquil expression he wore on his face as he was snoozing. It was, however, the first time he caught you staring mindlessly in his direction. Burning the deepest shade of red in your cheeks, you grabbed your books and quickly made yourself scarce, thanking heavens for the multiple aisles of books around. You walked around for ten minutes or so, actually placing your books back where they belonged and finding a secluded corner to check out what else was on the shelves. Squinting, you tried to read the name of the tome that had gotten your attention, and raised your arm to get it from the level that was clearly too high for you. Thankfully, someone reached over your head and helped you obtain the book. You turned around to say thank you but instead were suddenly pushed back into the shelf by the taller figure with neat red strands. Speechless, you only held your book close and gaped at him, as he leaned forward.

‘Ever heard about the cat killed by curiosity?’ He hummed, eyes piercing you from above.

You swallowed, knees getting weaker as you registered the fresh musky smell coming off of his brightly colored shirt.

To push your buttons, he decided to get even more scandalously close to you, arm holding onto the rack behind you to keep balance.

‘Nothing wrong with being curious!’ You jabbered. ‘In fact, if people preserved the curiosity they have as kids they would’ve had a much bigger learning capacity as adults.’

He huffed. You weren’t sure if he was shocked or amused, because your eyes looked anywhere but his face. In fact, they lowered enough to fix on your forearm, resting across his rib cage, and your fist pressing slightly into his pec to keep him at least at a minimal distance.

At this you gasped, eyes widening and returning to his face, only to catch an inquisitive spark in his retinas as he nudged the lip ring with his tongue. Sighing, he took a step back, finally allowing some space between you.

‘Can’t write a philosophy essay with this, little flower,’ he chuckled. ‘Or if you can… I’d be impressed.’

You looked down in confusion, understanding that the book you were holding was from a Botanics section. ‘The Oxford Book of Wild Flowers’, read the title.

But… How did he know about your philosophy assignment?

***

Only later had Baekhyun confessed that he had had an eye on you for a while by the time this incident took place, but the moment of your outburst was what got to him. When he looked down at your cornered form, holding a book to your chest so innocently, and keeping him away instinctively with one arm. He had to bite his tongue to prevent a smile from making its way onto his face. That was it for him, and even though he wanted to avoid you and keep interactions with you to an absolute minimum, he couldn’t help but find ways to draw your attention. Like that one time, when you walked out of the library because the loud noises from the outside made your concentration for the night crumble.

The source of that noise was, in fact, a certain convertible, blasting the music for the entire campus to hear. You would have come up to complain that your studying was cut short if you didn’t have perfect eyesight. It allowed you to see that there was a red-haired problem sat in the car, with a bare foot resting lazily against the panel. Ready to run the other way, you turned around, meeting a solid chest with your forehead. You discovered that it was a rather cheerful guy in the same year as you, Jongin, and the other one with him was Sehun. And those two stalled you long enough for Baekhyun to make an entrance.

It was the first time he tried asking you out. And got rejected.

However, as much as you wanted to take ownership of that and say that you were playing hard to get when you walked off and left him stunned by your refusal, that was not the case. This guy made your throat go dry at the mere sight of him! He was way too handsome, and he also looked kind of… well, he looked like he’d break your heart without thinking twice about it. And that you couldn’t allow.

But then again, good girls do tend to fall for bad boys. Or was he only pretending to be bad? You’d never heard anything that discredited him, except for the way he stared people down sometimes. That once happened to a fellow student in your class. After he sat next to you during lunch.

Actually, almost the entire week following that incident you had lunch alone because everyone kept making excuses to sit elsewhere. That was how you became friends with Jongin and Sehun. Having had a few classes together, you were more or less acquainted with each other, so you didn’t mind when Jongin suddenly appeared out of nowhere with a tray and asked you if they could join. He even had lunch with you when Sehun wasn’t around – you figured that it made Jongin even more chatty. So much so, that one day he leaned across the table to get slightly closer, and used his most clandestine voice on you.

‘You know, hyung could burn a hole in anyone next to you with his glare, but I’m immune to his ‘charms’, thankfully,’ he giggled and added, ‘Still, I think you should give him a chance. Baekhyun’s a good guy, and he’s kinda torn as it is. Asking you out was a pretty big step for him.’

Honestly, you had a hard time believing that. Baekhyun… was probably the kind of guy, who never even had to ask. You could look around and easily spot a dozen eyes that were fixed on him at this very moment. Why in the world would he want to date you, clearly not the ‘easy-going’ party type? He probably wanted to get into your pants just for sport, like the rest of the pretty boys.

‘Whatever you’re thinking, it’s far from the truth. Ugh, Junmyeon will kill me for this!’ Jongin cursed himself and continued, before you could ask. ‘Hyung looks rough around the edges, but he’s really a softie. Trust me on this.’

‘Are you his wingman or something?’ You snorted dubiously, getting a little timid from this discussion.

‘Ha, are you kidding? He’s gonna strangle me if he finds out. Like I said, he’s torn between staying away from you and persisting in his efforts to take you out. Just think about it,’ he ended with an attempted (but failed) wink.

As if to take away your chance to process the unexpected input, Jongin shoved Baekhyun in your direction the very next day. Disappearing from the cafeteria right after, of course. Envy his subtlety. But, apparently, what he said earlier had an effect, so you only nodded when a flustered figure asked for permission to sit with you. He looked quite different from the previous times you saw him up close – much less confident and intimidating. But he seemed sincere when he said he just wanted one chance.

And that was how your relationship picked up. It took a whirlwind course from the very beginning, and the hot summer before your second year of university was the most torturous time ever for the both of you. Still wary of getting played, you only trusted Baekhyun enough to get intimately close months and months into dating. And he was patient with you, going at a slow pace, letting you pull away whenever you wanted. Until you didn’t want to anymore.

That last leap of faith was a beginning in itself – a true beginning of you and Baekhyun. The final seal was broken, and you entrusted yourself fully to him, which he repaid by showering you in his affection and feelings that he himself had not come to acknowledge just then.

After a year together, you were not simply allowed into the inner circle, but also educated about the special abilities that Baekhyun and his friends had. You were first interrogated by their leader, Junmyeon, who wanted to make sure you had no ulterior motives and were not going to tell a living soul about them. He called it ‘a quick chat’ as he dragged you in a scarcely furnished room where he sat you down at the small metal table across from him. The leader asked you questions and tried reading your verbal and non-verbal cues, so it was clearly an interrogation. Junmyeon was pretty experienced in this, so he could instantly tell that you were harmless. And you also passed the test, answering the most ridiculous questions about Baekhyun – apparently, that was to make sure you were not ‘faking it’ – so, he accepted you into their family.

However, knowing too much was dangerous, so you only learned about their powers and how they came from the so-called EXO Planet when they were young (talk about dating an alien!), and that the organization they called ‘the Red’ amongst themselves wanted to hunt them down. They also used to be held hostage by these people – and that was just about as much you knew about the issue because Baekhyun kept you away from the ‘unnecessary details’. He only told you that they seemed to be hidden well in this town, surrounded by just enough people to blend in and disappear. And you worried, always, because you knew too little about the dangers surrounding the group, and even less about how you could contribute to their safety.

Baekhyun laughed when you once brought it up, finding your concern nothing but cute.

‘You don’t have to worry about it, flower. It’s my job to make sure you’re safe, not the other way around,’ he then said, playing with the curly ends of your hair.

You frowned at that. Why was it not your job to take care of him? If you could help, you wanted to help. But he always brushed you off, saying that the only thing you should do to help is staying out of trouble. Like that was a challenge – you either studied or hung out with him and his friends, not much room to stir trouble. The only other person you talked to regularly was your roommate, and she was also pretty harmless.

As time went by, you got closer to your own graduation, basically, one year left before you had to figure it out for yourself again. Your boyfriend was always supportive, but you couldn’t help but wonder how he imagined your future. He was always up to something but never shared it with you since it was ‘nothing for you to worry about’. Had he not shown you his actual abilities before, you would’ve certainly thought that it was a crazy lie he told you to cover up for some kind of illegal activity. In reality, some illegal activities were going on, especially since hacking and cracking was one of Minseok’s specialties (but mostly because they needed to keep their identities out of sight). Another reason why they didn’t all go to the same school when they arrived, and also why they changed their appearance ever so often. The lucky mullet was long gone by the time you had your first Christmas together, and you had had the pleasure of seeing him in multiple hair colors throughout almost three years of your relationship. Notably, the first dozen or so make-out sessions you had with him took place when he had just cut his hair and dyed it pitch black. And he still wore his fake lip ring at the time, which was an experience in itself. He did know how to use his mouth…

Admittedly, you were kind of used to being the object of the boys’ shameless teasing every time you hung out together. The way Baekhyun kept you close and fussed about everything was, apparently, atypical for their usually chill and humorous hyung. He was their second-in-command, after all, the genius behind the strategic planning of the group, and the mind that kept them hidden for so long in one place.

Because of you.

One of the boys had previously let it slip that they hadn’t lived anywhere for that long before, maybe not even for one full year. But this time Baekhyun was determined to stay for a while, now that he had an anchor.

But the day came. When he found out that they might’ve been compromised, he got scared. The way he’d never feared anything before. And he’d been through a lot, to put it mildly. Baekhyun could maintain a cold and sharp mind at all times, that was his thing, but not when it came to you. Once he figured out that there was a real chance, that they could’ve found the EXO hideout and, thus, could connect you to the boys, he couldn’t think straight. Overwhelmed by a sudden panic, he sought advice from the leader.

‘You know it’s not me who’s supposed to decide,’ Junmyeon sighed, looking at his disheveled second. ‘I told you a relationship wasn’t a good idea. I also think that keeping her close means putting her life in jeopardy.’

His words were cutting through Baekhyun as he paced the room, long fingers grasping his own hair.

‘But it still may be a safer option than leaving her here,’ the leader added, pinching the bridge of his nose. ‘We need to relocate fast, and you have the ‘better of two evils’ situation on your hands.’

‘I know I should leave her,’ Baekhyun stopped in his tracks, turning his head to the leader. ‘But what if they already know, hyung?’

‘Minseok had every trace of her erased, not a single camera in town had a glimpse of her with you. They might have found our footprints in the sand, but those don’t necessarily lead to her. I suppose they should move on as soon as they come here and realize that we’re nowhere around.’

‘Most likely, but what if-’

‘They can very well catch up to us while we run. Like I said, there isn’t a right answer, but a choice. And I think that you’ve already made it when you should give her a voice, too,’ the leader pushed.

‘I-’ Baekhyun turned away to hide the glassy eyes from Junmyeon. ‘I have to give her a chance, hyung. I cannot sentence her to a lifetime of running and danger. And I know she’s silly enough to throw herself into it if she has a say in this.’

‘And if you’re wrong? You’re going to break her heart as a precaution?’

‘She won’t die from a broken heart. Can you imagine what they’d do to her if they find out?’

Junmyeon bit his lip. This time, the choice was completely out of his hands. He thought his second was making a mistake, but it was not his place to decide. Exhaling again, he nodded.

‘Tell her in the morning. We’re moving out as soon as the rain starts.’

>> Chapter 2

A/N: So, what do you think? This is more of an introductory chapter, I know, but it covers quite a lot of their relationship with Baek. You must be excited to see where this goes and when Baёk appears? Or if Baekhyun is coming back? Me too, me too 🙈

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mutual appreciation post <3!! (again this was from memory so sorry if i missed anyone!!)

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@mikachuchu - because like YES? you are literally so sweet, the good vibes just spill out all over your page. even though we just became mutuals 5 minutes ago, you are so fucking precious I cannot take it. you literally are the best oml please hug me-

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[hwangsify]

IRENE !!!! DO U HAVE ANY BOOK RECS 😯😯

OH MY GOD KANA IM SO GLAD U ASKED ?!? i've recently been reading a lot more bc i've been so free,, i think i've finished abt 20 books alr this summer 😵 here r some of my faves !!!

keep in mind that most of these r adult books so i'd suggest reading warnings first before reading ^^

the invisible life of addie la rue (v.e. schwab): i could honestly go on and on abt how amazing this book is bc i fucking devoured it in like 2 days 😭 honestly the entire concept n everything was so priceless like my jaw literally dropped while reading the book like 14 times /srs if you're into like romance / realistic fiction with a dash of supernaturality then this is ur book !!!

circe (madeline miller): such a good book oml i'm in love with greek mythology so if ur into that stuff that i'd 100% recommend. i think it really gives u a different view abt like greek gods n heroes in the sense that the author wrote them in a different way than they r typically written. currently writing an au inspired by both this book + the first one !!

on earth we're briefly gorgeous (ocean vuong): man this book fucking broke me. like,, i cannot put into words how fucking precious this book is to me. all the descriptions and writings were so fucking real and raw it's a really rare occasion where i can find a book like this one 😭 it's a memoir / letter to the author's mom and honestly it's one of those books u have to read for urself to understand how wonderful it is. also, it's lgbt-themed and i read it during pride month so !!!

the god of small things (arundhati roy): oh my god. this book. i honestly have no words to describe this one, just please give this one a read. it focuses around the indian caste system as well as human rights in general and was just so so good.

the memory police (yoko ogawa): i actually finished this a few days ago and um,, i'm still kind of disturbed lmfao i'm still trying to wrap my mind around the plot n everything bc it was such an interesting concept. still recommending it though bc it was still pretty engaging hesbsdfjsklfjsl

i have like,, a lot more so if ur interested feel free to dm me / send me an ask !! had the time of my life compiling this list tbh

[neo-shitty]

hi i heard it was bias loving hours and even though you know that i bias yoshinori and that i scream about him everyday and whatnot, it's still bias loving hours and so im here to rant about him again </3

gosh where do i even start oml my favourite thing about yoshi is his heart ;-; or soul ;-; he is just so kind and softhearted and so so just so kind have i mentioned how kind he is?? ;-; he has such a safe and comforting aura around him in everything he does ;-; the way he talks, the way he smiles, the way he interacts with the people around him, the way he— MY POINT IS!! he just radiates safety ;-; to me at least he does like?? i have never seen someone who's like him?? he seems like such a wonderful and nice person and ;-;-;-;-;-; he is just so kind oml his kindness is like,, one of my absolute favourite things about him ;-; he is just very precious to me :')

the first time i saw him, i ADORED him ;-; it was his verse in i love you and the talent??? the way he jumped right in after ruto?? legend? things istg i was so mindblown and felt so drawn to him oml then i started to watch t-map and watched treasure box ;-; seeing his character and personality just made me fall so damn in love with his existence?? like, normally i like idk grow tiny crushes on my biases but yoshi just feels entirely different ;-; i just want to see him happy, healthy, loved, and thriving ;-; like i just want him to live a nice life ;-; and like, feel as happy and content as he makes me feel ;-; fr i discovered treasure and yoshi when i was struggling with my mental health and??? i cannot believe he kept me afloat like that oml i just adore him as a person so much ;-;

ok anyways moving onto my favourite looks!!

his silver hair was ICONIC but i also adore him in that short brown mullet but also the legendary strawberry look??? also that mama suit oml also i think about black foldneck/turtleneck yoshi a lot more than i should </3 i just like him in all sorts of styles!! my favourites are however when he is more casual hehe i just can't pick ;-;

MY FAVOURITE VERSE IS A TIE BETWEEN ILY AND MMM 😭😭 i know all of his raps by heart body mind and soul and all of them are xjcjjf BUT.! those two ;-;

i really wish that he'll lead a life where he can be so so proud of himself and his accomplishments and feel satisfied with his work :(( also i hope he knows just how appreciative lots and lots of people are of him and that he is adored for not just his looks or art, but also for him as a person ;-; one day he can do some solo work and create an album entirely of his own making just like bobby does/did!! i want to hear him and see him perform to his heart's content honestly ;-; AND HOLD AN ART EXHIBITION!! AND BE A RENOWN FASHIONISTA!! AND SEE HIS FAMILY A LOT!!

i'd be way too shy and nervous to meet him in person but i also want to desperately tell him that i really really really love him :( maybe one day i'll get to go to one of their concerts or fanmeets or like, get chosen for a fancall and then i can like, pour my heart out for him ;-; until then, i gotta practice my korean smh :')

oml this got a bit long bye i will take my leave i think you got my point🚶🚶

sorry i answered a little late! i forgot i had a worksheet to submit and it was due today e.e anyway AAAA i didn't expect you to send an ask omg BUT YES <33

i do agree! his overall aura or vibe is smth i would associate to marshmallows and just overall a warm comfortable day. and those are just my favorites :(( not to devastate you even more but yoshi gives off first life vibes ;n; the term safety is making me EMO JDLKJLFAJ i'm so glad that you found a safe space in him somehow (especially during such a rough time!!) i can't believe i was there to witness the start of this road to yoshinori ult-ing HAHA you just know you're down bad when you want them to be happy and healthy and loved and thriving. damn vienna !! yoshi despite being the softest looking mallow surely can slay a rather bad boy-ish vibe x.x HIS DUALITY. i have this deal with ppl wearing contacts but he. somehow. slays. it. everytime !! (it's ok with not being able to pick, just shows how whipped you are <33)

HELP I HAD TO LISTEN TO MMM BC I COULDNT RMB HIS VERSE T_T (just me spacing out, i just realized it's the whole 2nd verse BYE) 'i know all of his raps by heart body mind and soul' as i said earlier, whipped. i do agree that he raps well! i feel that it's different from the yg rapping i'm used to (which hyunsuk has) but it's a GREAT addition to their mix. for me its his jikjin rap has me on chokehold e.e i think i mainly listen to it for that, it makes me feel cool B)

awwww :(( this is getting so wholesome for me :(( i'm sure he's vaguely aware of how ppl appreciate him but i feel like he would 10/10 be shy abt the idea of being showered with appreciation (WHICH HE DESERVES 100%) i think treasure being under yg would be given that creative freedom (?) especially when they self-produce. so hopefully, some time in the future, we'll be able to see him have solos!! (and i hope we're still moots by then! wouldn't want to miss out on you screaming abt it in the dash T_T) I KEEP FORGETTING THAT HE'S ALSO AN ARTIST OMG this talented ass man. all of these are within his reach tbh. i'm hoping that the freaking company wouldn't be holding him back!

IFY with feeling shy and nervous OML HJSHDK it's ok!! prepare a script if it ever comes to. i hope you'll get to go to their concerts and/or fanmeets someday! it's still pretty early in their career so possibilities are quite endless. wishing you luck with practicing korean so that you could pour your heart out then!

this whole ask was just so wholesome :(( <33 atp if i ever (somehow) come across yoshi like somewhere the first thing i'm saying is a summary of this. i'm getting this shit across no matter what. >:( <3

bias loving hours!