Love At Last Sight
What if the last time we see each other is when it hits?
But what if that moment is when we call it quits?
Maybe not even by choice, but just think about it.
I'd never forgive myself. The fire in me you lit...
If you realize it's love that last time, it'll finally die.
It's what's keeping me alive, god I don't wanna cry.
That fucking thought burns more, but that may be reality.
I hope not god... please don't let that be.
I never wanna leave you, hopefully you don't too.
I wish, oh how I wish I could tell you, if only you knew.
Somewhere deep inside I think it's purely greed,
But this feeling is better than any story I'll ever read.
If staying friends is just pain for me, that's fine.
Forever in my mind I will still call you mine.
No one could prepare me for this feeling.
In such a weird, almost painful way it's healing.
This fire burns me inside and out every day,
But, truly, it heals me, it's my reason to live, that's okay.
You're my reason to still be here trying to survive,
I never had one before, not for a while, with you I thrive.
I don't want the pain I once gave myself to cope,
You wanna know why? You give me so much hope.
If everything else does finally whither away,
I know, it'll be with you I stay. Because now life isn't grey.
Thank you, you saved me more times than I even know.
I don't know if I can ever really pay you back though.
How can I? For something so special as a life?
But I need to, you saved me from my mental strife.
The best way now is trying to do the exact same,
Hopefully, for you, make life just a little less lame.
God, I truly love you more than I can say,
For you I'd leave everything behind, runaway,
It sounds stupid, it does, but if it'll make you happy...
Fuck now I really am just getting sappy.
Some day it'll be fine for this to all play out,
I know that it will happen, I really have no doubt.
That day, whenever it comes, I'll take my chance.
Even if you don't accept, it'll feel better offering that dance.
At least then I know I truly did get to try.
That day will truly feel insane, but I won't pry.
Four... maybe five years and I can finally ask.
That's all, then I can finally let down the mask.
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