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alluralater · 4 months

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hey everyone, i won’t be as active for a while. got home last night super late after being on the road for 20 some odd hours. dealing with some family things and as an older sister, my priority of taking care of my siblings comes first before anything else. being on here is amazing for me but i don’t think i’ll have much time for it. reminder to please treat those in your life who are battling addiction with patience and care. i lost my older brother (sweetest person i’ve ever known and he remained that way up until his last night) to suicide and alcoholism, trauma and ptsd, depression and his feelings of hopelessness. talk with the people you care about. another of my siblings is dealing with the same and i refuse to let it escalate to such a terrifying end twice in less than a fucking year. remind the people you care about that there are beautiful things to live for. show them kindness and love. there is all kinds of misinformation out there but know this, you can make a difference for someone. don’t let them suffer in silence.

#if you have me on snap then you saw the super gorgeous views and such on my way to idaho but what you did not see was me picking #up my little sister. propping her body up with pillows in a hotel room to make sure she didn’t aspirate on her own vomit in her sleep.#pouring out her water bottle of white claw and talking to her about drug use.#i never make her feel as though she has disappointed me or that she should feel ashamed. shame helps nothing. love helps everything.#i’m going to get her back into treatment soon- i just need her to know she has a home when she’s out. detoxing here first and being #positively reinforced for every single step of the process is so fucking important. it was terrifying to learn that if i had not gone to ge #her when i did that she probably would have died there in the next few weeks.#my fear of death for her is not what guides me though and there’s a huge difference between that and doing something out of love. being #there in dire moments is important yes- but being there through the mundanity of recovery is JUST as vital. it’s a process and it’s hard.#she’s moving in with me for awhile so i can help her through this sensitive time in her recovery.#she’s trying so hard and being recognized for that has literally been making her sob. knowing she has people who truly care for her is #everything. now that my stepdad is away from her like across the country i can actually finally help her. she’s starting to understand and #without me saying anything- she is starting to see what he’s done to her and our family. she needs love and support and stability. she need #reasons to live. sorry im kinda rambling a lot in these tags but i just… i can’t lose another one. the love i carry for my siblings is #unlike any other. i’ve treated them like my children since i was a child and those are my own issues but our mother is gone now too so it i #up to me.#losing my brother last september and my mom the year before that- grief has just been back to back.#in the hotel room i couldn’t sleep. she fell asleep so quickly and all i could do was watch her and think about all of the things i want to #do to make her feel like her life has value and worth enough to stay here and not go. my little sister is forever four years old in my mind #yes she’s an adult of 23 but she is a baby to me. she’s so young and she has so much ahead of her. she deserves a happy and fulfilled life.#our lives have been… very hard. 4 out of 5 of us are still standing and i plan on keeping it that way.#this is not the pain olympics or whatever but listen- if i put an adult in any of the situations we were in as children they would not #survive. we only did because there was no other choice. now there are escapes and we are old enough to try them all- every single one of us #has searched for some escape. it spirals and escalates and it doesn’t help but it is an escape. giving her love and affection and getting #her the help she needs and doing it the RIGHT way- it lessens the need for escape. there is nothing wrong with being an addict.#addiction ends one of two ways. life or death. unfortunately there is no in between. she’s going to feel everything- bad and good. i want #her to know there is so much good. that she is good. every move i make right now matters so i don’t think i’ll have time for tumblr or #much socializing.#just a heads up yk. thank you for your patience in advance <3

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rosicheeks · 1 year

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bestie we just might need some Murphy selfies … for mental health ☺️

#hope this is ok bestie 🥰#it’s from the last time I dog sat #cause I was going through the ones from this weekend and I have a few with me and the baby #but I look gross in all of them #it is sooooo hard to take pictures with Murphy - he just can’t sit long enough 😂#he’s like ‘ugh ok you want another picture???? fiiiiiine….. I’ll sit here for a secon- wait wait wait I have to kiss you all over your face’#I do have some PRECIOUS pictures of just him that I might show soon 🥺#I really can’t decide which one my favorite picture is - I have two that are neck and neck #one is when we were cuddling in the morning - his head is on my pillow and he’s a sleepy baby #the other one is he kept stealing my socks and at one point he just grabbed all of them and stuffed them in his mouth #I took a picture and he’s looking up at me like ‘what???? socks???? I didn’t steal any socks 🥺’#he cuddled with my socks and shoes multiple times #so so so cute #whoopsies I saved this as a draft and never posted it #sorry bestieee #enjoy some Murphy and a little peep of me 😇#I miss Murphy so much already it’s crazy #he was out for a walk yesterday and his owner sent me a pic cause he was sniffing around my car looking for me 🥺🥺🥺#me #mine #rosicheeks #Murphy #🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#ask #lovely mutuals

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green-tea-lemonade · 1 year

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omg pls draw johnnep they are so cute together

Ask and ye shall receive, anon! JohnNep is indeed quite adorable and could probably melt even the strongest of hearts. It's pretty easy to imagine John will quite literally pull the dumbest shit just so he can hear the cute kitty-troll laugh. The fact she snorts when she laughs too? Even better. Nep would 100% percent get John in on her silly roleplay interactions because while he does think it's kind of weird and just a little dumb at first, seeing the kinds of adventures she would end up bringing him on would be pretty worth it at the end. These two would be absolutely perfect in a "you're my first matesprit/partner ever so please be patient as i figure out how relationships work" deal. Even the first hand hold is just a little intense for them as they stumble through the first few dates. It doesn't take them long to get the other to open up fully though since they're both really goofy and love one another's company. 10/10 ship and a big thumbs up for such a good suggestion

#art #digital art #procreate #homestuck #johnnep #nepeta leijon #john egbert #literally they'd be so cute together and so nervous around one another in the beginning #they are both aliens to one another so you know they have a bunch of stupid questions for one another #john is very intimidated by his new girlfriend who could literally get hit by an 18 wheeler and still be fine #nep just thinks john is such a cutie and has a thing for people with dorky smiles sorry not sorry i dont make the rules #you cant tell me these two wouldn't be the kind of couple to make silly pillow forts and wrestle one another at any given chance #nep easily overpowers john but this dude is crafty and knows that if he can get her laughing he has a chance to win

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oysterie · 1 month

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My mutuals have such cool jobs and degree programs and I simply fry chicken and slice bologna 👍

#esp since the boars head recall everyones buying kahns because its 5 bucks a pound and the only bologna we got and its rly good #bologna wise i mean but its good. we have a garlic one too #its hell when we rarely run out but i dont blame them its the only deli meat they can get thats five bucks a pound lmfao #anyways one lady who worked mornings quit ig we knew it was coming. another lady is close to being talked too cause she calls off so much #but its cause she has an injured back and now she has covid but genuinely shes out so much. so I was by myself half my shift but twas fine #my coworker stayed very late god bless 👍#i fried two things today and still smell like fried chicken like why. it permiates everything.#i dont wash my hair daily ofc so my hair and my pillow smell like it too #anyways ate some mochi icecream 👍 such a waste of good mochi and ice cream but i cannot deny the novelty of #holding balls of icecream in my hands. the chocolate ones have bits of chocolate in it too thosw are good

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gothamslostboy · 2 years

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Star did full glam makeup on Paul at least once a month so he could feel like the prettiest man on the board walk

I went on a journey I didn’t expect in the tags and I wish I put them in the actual post

#these are some of the days he’d wear skirts btw #he tried heels one day but even the shortest ones Star had made him fall #David walks around the cave in 10 in stilettos to make Paul jealous sometimes #no one can strut like David #he’s fueled by the superiority he feels #Dwayne and Marko chase David around trying to trip him #they wanna cheer up Paul #so then you just have two grown men sprinting after another grown man #who is somehow able to run in those death traps he calls shoes #and Star just throws a pillow to make it all stop #no e of the boys thought to do this and David falls #Star makes Paul custom wedges instead #Paul successfully feels like the prettiest man #the lost boys #tlb #the lost boys 1987 #tlb 1987 #tlb paul #paul tlb #star tlb #I wish Star and Michael turned bc they could’ve had so much fun #star the lost boys #david tlb #the lost boys star #tlb star #paul the lost boys #marko tlb #the lost boys paul #dwayne tlb #glb tlb

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immamapletreekid · 6 months

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instead of grinding for finals i lost hours to a one piece wiki spiral

#IT ALL STARTED...WITH CP9S INDEPENDENT REPORT #in the most predictable fashion. ive yet again fallen for the “dangerous murder bot villains are actually a found family and genuinely care #for one another“#PLSSS THE WAY THEY ALL WORKED SO HARD TO EARN THE MONEY TO TREAT LUCCI #thinking so hard about how they are one collecfive unit. they move together they work travel live thrive together #giggled so hard at kaku giraffe slide #SOEAKING OF WHICH I JUST LEARNED KAKU IS THE YOUNGEST OUT OF CP9 #HE WAS 18 WHEN THEY PLANTED HIM AND THE OTHERS IN WATER 7 #im not ok im ripping my pillow to shreds punchjng the wall screaming shaking good GOD DJFJ #KALIFAS DAD WAS IN THE PREV GEN OF CP9????? SO SHES RRALLY BEEN THERE THROUGH IT ALL #thinking about lucci and jabra and blueno trio...#yes i originally was devastated to discover my favourite shipwrifjts were actually undercover government assassins but like #the found family.....maybe not found family but FORGED FAMILY THEY MADE IT WORK #i still think it's so silly that. kaku is the youngest but hes second ij terms od power and he speaks like an old man #in my ideal world cp9 brutally murders spandam and they live their best lives after doijg whatever #attention span for stats and cs??? nonexistent #but yea sure i can spend 2 hours memorizing the key detaisl from the wiki entries of all cp9 agents and making a chart and timeline #maybe this is a sign...that i need to fix this before it causes bigger issues #rambling about stuff #wait omg no last thought is how when all the cp9 members reunite after 5 years and firsg thing they do is immediately check their doriki #and jabras upset by how both lucci ajd kakus are higher than his now but then u think about how hes the oldest in their group #heck five years ago when they were sent off to water 7 those two were 23 and FUCKIJG 18 YEARS OLD #OF COURSE HES UPSET THESE TWO FUCKING KIDS ARE STRONGEE THAN HIM #who holds seniority over them. im actually devastated and extremely entertained #the last time u see the youngest of your group hes some 18 year old kid you could best in a spar. maybe even leave some words of wisdom for #then he goes and leanrs how to build ships for 5 years and comes back stronger than u #they are a family to me... HE COULD HAVE ABANDONED TJEM?!?! THEM ALL HAD THE CHOICE OF LEAVING THE OTHERS BEHIND TO SAVE THEMSELVES #BUT THEY DIDNT. HE STILL GAVE KALIFA HIS SHIRT AND CARRIED KAKU ON HIS BACK ALL THE WAY TO ST POPLAR #biting my hands hitting the wall scratchijg the floors screaming shakijg not normal about these guys #THE WAY JABRA HAS A PET CHICKEN TO COUJTER HATTORI

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twtakami · 2 years

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as you can see, selfship commissions are a weakness of mine. poly bakukami is the also one of the biggest weaknesses of mine tbh. the amazing @mypillowpaper is one of my favourite artists to commission. she’s very professional, kind, and bursting with great ideas which she’s so willing to share! and just look at the happiness this piece exudes. the vibes!! i can feel it thru the screen. ik bkg looks kinda annoyed but he loves us, really. in certain AUs sometimes i also like my bkg shorter than denki, who i headcanon has a late growth spurt, much to the shock (and annoyance) of his friends.

thank you thank you thank you to @mypillowpaper for the beautiful piece! you know i’ll be back for more ;)

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killerchickadee · 6 months

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He rode the whole way home like that. Just chilling.

Also, when people give me shit for having a twin bed and I'm like, I sleep small, this is what I mean:

I had that whole ass bed and slept on that very far edge (with pillows bracketing me cause I like to be snug) and Oscar slept in that tiny space with me. I used to have a complex about being a grown ass adult who sleeps in a twin bed, but now I'm like. I prefer it? And in a 300 square foot apartment you gotta do whatever you can for floor space anyway.

#like even when I'm alone i have a side of the bed cause i don't need all that space lol #when I've road tripped and when i was living in my car i had a tiny space carved out in the back #between the wall and my luggage or whatever #about two feet for me to cram into #i don't like weighted blankets but i do like to be snug #so in bed at home i have a pillow on one side against the wall and another on the other side that i cuddle with #and i just squeeze in there #comfy cozy

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quiveringdeer · 10 months

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me thinkin the cats are wary but at least doing fine with both being out while I'm gone.

me being a fool -- one of em peed on my bed, soaking into 2 pillows (lucky the rest were elsewhere), my fave stuffed animal and luckily only 1 (ONE) sock when I had random clean laundry on the bed I hadn't put away since the other day

also luckily I had a whole zip on mattress protector and another new one I got a few months ago that just goes on like a fitted sheet. AND YET ,that shit still got through with the smell on my mattress 😩😩😩😩

#nat talks #just went to toss the mattress protectors and pillows cause cant immediately wash them #have some left over enzyme spray that i drenched the mattress sock and toy in #gotta go wash those tomorrow i guess and buy two new mattress covers #just one thing after another with me #i got autoinsurance renewal the next couple weeks ans need to get all new tires #i really aint got money for this 😭#and im pretty sure it was maze cause brook was in the living room qith me the past few hours and it was still damp #and i dunno how to keep it from happening again so i put her back in the guest room for now but #shes meowing so i feel like shes gonna stress and maybe not use the litter again #and both boxes are clean!#like what is the reason?!?!?!#nat rants

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bumblingbabooshka · 2 years

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Sometimes when I start getting too down about life I picture Tuvok dozing in a patch of sunlight and I think you should all try the same with your favorite guy

#Me: -lying on the floor under the weight of it all-#Brain: What if Tuvok was warm and cozy? Maybe in a sundress? Maybe taking a little nap? Would that help you miserable bastard?#Me: Yeah.....~ <- still being crushed but it /did/ help #I also sometimes think about B'Elanna getting tired and napping near Seven #then she wakes up and finds that Seven has put pillows and blankets all over/around her...perhaps put her head in her lap #Tuvok falls asleep and immediately migrates to the warmest thing he can. Usually this leads to him buried under the blankets #but if another person is nearby....well ~#last but NEVER least: Tuvok dozing while cuddling with his children #I'm picturing his body wrapped around at least two or three of them....like kittens #If I could draw people sleeping I'd be so powerful

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girlspecimen · 10 months

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i don’t find furry characters particularly attractive so i doubt i’m the target audience for such products but i would vibe the fuck out with owning one of the inflatable furry dolls. home decor

#thoughts #honestly just another brand of fetishism that earns my respect for the commitment. producing those things has to be expensive and take a lot #of work #i rb a picture of two earlier. i think i just love oversized toys and toy like things #i am entranced by the life size mlp hugging pillows ppl sell even tho i’m not attracted to the ponies. like it’s just so big

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bugsinthebayou · 2 years

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WHERE IS IT

#i sleep with two pillows #one firmer pillow that i use for my head #and another flatter n softer one i use to wrap my arms around #well #i dont really wrap them around? one is just under and the other is resting on it #its to make my shoulder more comfortable because i like sleeping with my arms above my head or level with it #and i sleep on my side #so without the pillow to keep my arm up my shoulder is uncomfortable #i also sometimes rest my head on both pillows if the position is comfortable enough #but that pillow is MISSING !!!!!#its GONE !!!#it disappeared two? days ago. where is it #(my mom probably took it for some reason but i Want It Back #)#captains orders

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hadaad · 1 year

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i think one of the biggest strengths of adam and zaf's relationship is the foundation of epic friendship that it's built upon. zaf is adam's boyfriend, yes. but he's his best friend before that and it's a role that doesn't get diminished just because of the eventual change in their relationship status. there is a love there that is beyond both platonic and romantic, that has been woven into their hearts like water wearing grooves into rock. zaf doesn't shy away from telling adam that he has his head remarkably far up his own ass when he feels its warranted. he doesn't shy away from the responsibility of disagreeing when it comes to choices that push against what he believes in, he's not afraid to draw firm lines in the sand in the chance the other man might cross them.... and that's what best friends should be. adam and zaf can bicker and fight with the best of them, but their relationship deepens because of the way both of them strive to help the other become their best self. they don't support at all costs bc i love you when it comes to each other. they will absolutely say "this is the dumbest idea you have ever had" and i think there's a whole other depth of love and trust in that.

#* headcanon. how is there glory in taking life? we die so easily.#dynamic. i am glad you are here with me. here at the end of all things // dodgedabullet. adam carter #just thinking about these two idiots and the way they love one another.#but will also beat each other with pillows.#i love that they are secure enough in each other to not be afraid of being angry/upset #that's goals.

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thelonelynindroid · 1 year

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Pillows and blankets fucking me all the way up