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#so ummmm. i guess thats that. then.
skenpiel · 2 years
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ummmmmmmm............ im not sure if i should cosplay madotsuki at närcon vinter or just reuse my muffet 😬
#i guess alternatively i could replace monster kid (pending cosplay) with mado but Im Not Sure#THING IS. OOOGH. I JUST LOVE COSPLAYING UNDERTALE SO MUCH.#of course having full facepaint 2 days at 1 con would be. oooooooooogh#but then again i used to do that all the time in my homestuck cosplay days lol............#GOD I JUST DONT KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck i wish tumblr had polls#ok so. pros and cons for mado vs muffet vs monster kid.#mado pros: warm cozy simple very easily recognizable shows off my love for japanese rpgmaker horror wont need much makeup overall#mado cons: hard to find good shoes wont be undertale might not get asked for many pictures will likely have to wear backpack#overall: 5 pros 4 cons#muffet pros: undertale very pretty fancy outfit has pockets looks really good if theres an undertale meetup ill slay so hard#muffet cons: facepaint annoying shoes hurt a LOT tedious preparation will have to wear armsocks all day#overall: 6 pros 4 + 1 cons on account of ive already worn it before#monster kid pros: comfy never cosplayed them before wont need much makeup warm probably short wig lil sis will be frisk with me#monster kid cons: will probably not be recognized at all sort of hard to construct will likely have to spend time on floor a lot no arms#overall: 6 pros 4 + 1 cons on account of So Hard To Recognize#so ummmm. i guess thats that. then.#another alternative is to switch toriel for muffet but keep mado and monster kid......... ARGGHHH I DONT KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!#hate this shit bro </3
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paradimeart · 2 years
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s4 blackarachnia based on the transmetal2 design from bw
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old-stoneface · 10 months
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i alwaaaaays notice something new when relistening or rereading any discworld novel and gg is no exception even tho thats the one ive consumed the most. we all know that the back and forth between the elucidated brethren at the beginning about prophecies and kings is all about carrot but i did JUST notice that they make fun of the idea of a king riding in with law and truth but carrot literally does that. hes got his sword and his birthmark, and then he has the laws and ordinances of the cities of ankh and morpork, a defunct book on the city laws, and finally he carries his own honest mind within his thick skull
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fagdykebassboy · 6 months
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bro if you missed your period for five months and its still not regular you should DEFINITELY get that checked out, that could indicate so many health problems
bro i was fineeeeee it was when i was at the peak of my depression and i had only been getting my period for like a year so like it wasn’t thattt badddddd
but yeahhhhhh yr probably right i should get it checked out its still not the most regular thing and hasnt ever been (the most consistent its ever gone on is like. Maybe 5 or 6 months in a row) but uhhhh i dont wanna fix it. which isnt good either. so.
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mrpldiddles · 4 months
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secret’s out | t.blyth
a/n: the first fic featuring my oc remi is here! i'll hopefully be able to post more about her and tom soon and i hope y'all love them as much as i do :)
if you want to know more about remi here's an intro to her :)
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remi.alaric life lately🥰
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user4 the second picture HELLO??!!?!?
-> remi.alaric hi!😁
-> user4 GIRL😭😭
rachelzegler the second picture i'm going INSANE
-> remi.alaric soft launch oops🤭
-> user5 MISS GIRL WDYM OOPS IM SPIRALLING
-> user9 i don't think remi knows that she just changed the trajectory of so many peoples lives
joshandresrivera does this mean what i think it means
-> remi.alaric yes sir!
-> user3 JOSH WHAT DOES IT MEAN
-> tomblyth oh no one's gonna be ready for this
-> user7 HUH
-> user1 WHAT DO THEY ALL KNOW
-> user6 watch it be a music announcement or smtg and not a boo reveal
-> user8 DONT GIVE HER IDEAS
user10 i 10000% believe it's tom
-> user4 OMG WAIT IT TOTALLY COULD BE
-> user7 THEYRE ALWAYS TOGETHER ITS TOTALLY HIM
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tomblyth a photo dump as the kids would say
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remi.alaric the caption please😭😭
-> tomblyth what about it🤔
-> rachelzegler not the emoji😭
user3 IS THAT NOT REMIS DOG???!!!?!?!?!??!
-> user2 WAIT YOURE ONTO SMTG
-> user4 NO WAY
-> user9 IT HAS TO BE
-> user7 @rachelzegler PLS CONFIRM
user8 IM GOING INSANE THATS TOTALLY REMIS DOG ARE THEY TOGETHER
-> user1 ID BET MONEY THAT THEY ARE
-> user2 PLS THATS TOTALLY HER IN THE THIRD SLIDE
user2 WE ARE NOT FOCUSED ENOUGH ON THE THIRD SLIDE THAT IS TOTALLY REMI
-> user5 AND WHATS THE COINCIDENCE THAT THEY BOTH JUST POSTED SOFT LAUNCHES
-> user8 AFSVSDJKNSJV PLEASE I NEED SOMEONE TO CONFIRM IT
user12 the third slide's actually me guys!!
-> user5 girl please aid in the cause of finding out who it is😭😭
user5 i fully believe in the tom and remi conspiracy theories!!
-> stevie_alaric definitely!!
-> user4 remi's sister literally just confirmed tom x remi OH MY GOD???!?!?!?!?!!!
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remi.alaric secret's out i guess🤭
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user6 I KNEW IT WAS REMIS DOG
-> tomblyth remi’s AND my dog
-> user13 OMG THEY HAVE A CHILD TOGETHER
-> user7 😭IM😭SO😭HAPPY😭FOR😭THEM😭
rachelzegler FINALLY IVE BEEN KEEPING THIS FOR SO LONG😩
-> remi.alaric best secret keeper fr🥰love and appreciate you so much girly MWAH😘🫶
-> joshandresrivera ahem
-> remi.alaric love and appreciate you too best secret keeper #2!!!
-> stevie_alaric ummmm
-> remi.alaric you too ig even tho you spilled the beans
-> remi.alaric JK LOVE YOUUU😘😘😘
rachelzegler the amount of double date pictures i've been storing this whole time...
-> user4 RACHEL PLEASE RELEASE THEM
-> user2 you know you want to release the double date pictures rachel...😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫
-> remi.alaric the karaoke night pictures👀👀
-> joshandresrivera PLEASE NO
tomblyth i wouldn't want to keep a secret with anyone else💙
-> remi.alaric love you more than the world will ever know🩵
-> remi.alaric imagine we broke up right after posting this
-> rachelzegler REM PLEASE😭😭
-> tomblyth you're so twisted i love you so much
-> user8 THEYRE SO CUTE I LOVE THEM
-> user3 THEYRE SAYING I LOVE YOU ALREADY HOW LONG HAVE THEY BEEN TOGETHER😀😀
-> remi.alaric @tomblyth 3 years???
-> tomblyth i thought 4...
-> remi.alaric well shit may as well get married then!
-> user7 WHAT IS HAPPENING
-> stevie_alaric I CALL MAID OF HONOUR
-> rachelzegler I CALL BEST MAN
-> joshandresrivera I CALL FLOWER GIRL
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mgc02 · 3 months
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Incorrect Quotes about Vox hitting on Alastor who thinks that he's being a really really really good friend
Vox: Hi Alastor I got you these
Vox presents him with flowers*
Alastor: Oh thats too kind of you!
Vox: I also got you these!
Presents Alastor with chocolates*
Alastor: while I'm not a fan of sweets I do appreciate the gesture thank you
Vox: so I was wondering if you'd let me take you out to dinner?
Alastor: well you know I'm not one to turn down free food. Ha ha! I'd love that!
Later at dinner
Alastor: I really appreciate your company old pal. You are quite a good friend
Vox visible glitches
Alastor noticing it: Oh no. You're right I suppose we are more than that
Vox's face glows with glee
Alastor: we're BEST friends
Vox trying to remain calm: ummmm... I guess I need to make things more clear... I'm interested in pursuing you... romantically
Alastor freezes up with heavy static*
Alastor: Ahem if you'll excuse me. I have to go the bathroom
Alastor leaves for seven years*
Literally seven years later*
Vox: Hey Val... I don't think he went to the bathroom
Valentino: FUCKING FINALLY!!!
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wasyago · 10 months
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how did u get so good at composition:3 did u like to draw background all the time or it came to be after practice how long does one piece usually take:333
hehe well, thank you first of all. second of all... um both? practice yes, no one gets it on the first time. and just. i dont know? doing it over and over again and trying new things and experimenting, seeing what works, what doesn't, where the background is needed and not.
i remember i heard a lot of artists around me saying that they didn't like or couldn't draw backgrounds, and for some reason i decided that im not gonna be like other girls and learn to do it. and i uhhh.... just started? drawing backgrounds? i was trying, and watching tutorials on youtube, and seeing how other people did it and eventually it got easier? i can say that i definitely enjoyed figuring out how to do it, struggling to get the perspective and composition right. like, it was hard but i had a lot of fun doing it, so it felt natural and just like, normal art progression? it didn't feel like i was going out of my way to draw backgrounds, i just did it when i felt like it?
at some point i joined a character ask, you know, when people ask questions and you draw the character answering. and i decided that im gonna draw a background for each answer instead of it being a character on a blank background. and doing this, like, specifically trying to draw backgrounds and tell a story with them, and doing it regularly and coherently, it helped me progress a lot. like, i started with a character sitting on a couch in a room, and then it got better and better, multiple rooms, multiple angles of the same room, different locations and images. it helped me a ton. just, figuring out when you need a background, when its rather i did something simple for one frame and focused on the other instead, where the character needs to be positioned, etc.
i can say i didn't do a lot of proper studies, and if i did maybe it would've been helpful... i only drew things that were in my head, with characters that i liked, with imaginary locations and stuff. never really drew from photos... we did go on plein-airs, or whatever they're called, when i was in art school, so drawing backgrounds from real life probably also helped a little, but i can't remember anything about it so it didn't do as much.
i looked at a lot of art from cool artists and expanded my visual library, i analyzed their art trying to figure out why i like it and how to make my art have the same kind of feeling. and i still do! sometimes something just takes over me and i scroll pinterest for 3 hours looking at pretty art and going to artists' profiles and saving art and using it as inspiration later. and it helps! a lot!
i dont know where this post is going ummm. i guess if you want to learn to draw something, just like, start. scrap it if you don't like it and try again, have fun, don't get attached. and uhh, i felt a little nostalgic so here are some of my pieces that i did throughout the years. definitely feels like i got better at it recently, but there's still a lot of room for improvement
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oh and for your second question. one piece takes about ummmm... more than a thousand episodes, thats 20 minutes times 1000 devided by 60 devided by 24... we're looking at about 14+ days of non stop watching?
no but for real. i dont really keep track of time when im drawing, uhh. plus depending on the complexity... my recent jrwi drawings are sketches, so they took maybe one or two hours max. something rendered uhhh, maybe 5 hours? if i don't finish it in one day the chances of this drawing ever getting done are super low, soo yeah
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natade-art · 7 months
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Hey do you have any tips when it comes to amv's? I'm a big fan of your stuff so i'd love to hear any suggestions you might have! also if you have any tips on software as well
hmm well i guess first of all re: software i don't have any particular suggestions because ill be honest i use a cracked version of some like $300 program and tbh its not worth it i just don't want to change my ways LOL it freezes and crashes a looot and the autosave is only sort of helpful. i used imovie on my phone before that and i figure thats probably totally acceptable. i don't do any really fancy transitions or anything else, so.
Otherwise ummmm well this is advice i myself am bad at consistently following but its nice to follow the beat of the song in a clear pattern, like following the pattern and tempo of the music itself. sometimes the instrumentals overpower the lyrics in controlling the flow of the song, sometimes its the other way around, so i usually like to go with whichever element seems most dominant. like my jjba name of love amv i followed the example of the amv with the same song which inspired me and went almost completely off the sounds in the music because it has some pretty prominent ones which guide the pace a lot more than the vocals do. but in my kh against me amv i MOSTLY followed the vocals. if that makes sense. and i think it depends on how u think about the song. like i dont remember an inch of my elementary school music class and cant really focus on instrumentals AND vocals at once so i struggle with that part.
most of all im just fucking around and doing what feels right per song and source material lol. id be cautious with transitions esp like the zoom type because they make ME motion sick. but thats just me. umm personally i try to be conservative with using sounds from the show/game/whatever in the amv like i like this jjba amv but this person looooves using sound effects and dialogue from the show and this ones pushing the line for me. i developed a lot of strong opinions in what i like or dislike in an amv from spending too long watching too many one piece amvs so i go a lot off personal taste. i prefer revolutionary girl utena bet on it and mortal kombat theme amvs to like 100 one piece everybody wants to rule the world or imagine dragons trying to be really cool and dramatic and actiony amvs myself even though i am not immune to well done actiony amvs either. most of all i think u just need a vision and to go for it! hope this helps :]
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chimychoo · 4 months
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STOP WHEN I FINISHED WATCHING III 18 I LITERALLY WALKED UP THE STAIRS SHAKING I C9ULDNT STAND UP MY KNEES GAVE OUT ON ME THATS HOW FUCKED UP THE EPISODE MADE ME WAHT THE HELL WHAT THE HELL WHY DID I GIGGLE WHEN MEPHONE WENT SILENT AND ALL HE COULD DO WAS DO THAT FUCKING, PHONE VIBRATE THIGN HEELEPPPEMEEEEE33
ok but that aside im just gonnw let out some theories or thoughts here cause ummmm why not!!!!!
have this little ramble that turns out to be w rant about lightbulb
mephone wanted to start a season 4 so the show could go on forever, right? what would happen to the season 2 finalists? considering how long its been i can only assume theyve either been invited to stay at hotel oj for the time being or legitimately got left rotting in the forestHELPME. hoenstly im guessing that during episode 19. like yk how wt the end of object show episodes kike after the credits they show a little scene? yeah im guessing one of thoseare gonna be there after the credits and and and its gonna FIRST OF ALL START BU SHOWING THE NIGHT SKY OF THE SEASON 2 GROUNDS OKAY OKAY??? then its gonna like the screen moves down and its the forest, zoom in more and yiu see suitcase and baseball talking, go to the right and its knife like kicking down a tree or whatever, GO EVEN FURTHER AND IT LIGHTBULB SITTING ON A TREESTUMP CHUGGING DR. FIZZ OKAY ITS GON A HAPPEN SHES GONNA HAVE EYEBAGS AND SHES GONNA BE A DEPRESSED LITTLE FUCK ITS CANON IM TELLING YOU. and apparently it was comfirmed that it hurts ligthbulb when she cries like WHAT!!!!!!!!so um shes gonnw cry at some point cause i said so i love angst i need lightbukb angst shes so overlooked like her stereotype is the assumed enthusiast but her story is so much deeper than that guys please im sobbing can you tell how much i miss her I NEED HER ON SCREEN NOW. okay okay look look so um back to the topic im not sure how iii 19 is gonna turn out but maybe mephone is gonnw come back to the season 2 island MAYBE?????
ok i have 3 outcomes for 5his
1. mephone comes back, the cutscene with the final 4 ends with mephones shadow walking in AND ALL THE FINALISTS LOOK UP ST HIM then it hits us with a "TO BE CONTINUED." CAUSEE YEAAH ADAM LOVES TO TORTURE US!!!!
2. mephone gets kidnapped by cobs. thats it
3. mephone never goes back to season 2 so the show gets cancled and the finalists go back to hotel oj and lightbulb sees testy painty and fan and they all kiss right right ZrugtRUGHT
i need lightbrush cintent so bad im so deprived for it i just want them to hug ot something like why do we get Znickloom hugging and not lightbrush ok thats not fair tha5 is NOT fair this is so not fair can they atleast hokd hands or soemthing like hug like maybe even KISS come on adam co e on you jnow you want to /silly
oh yeah and tacos probably gonnw do something stupid as fuck with mepad shes gonna rewire him or something and turn him into like a fucking teleportation device i meann he already is one so uhhhhhhhhhh
um hi!!!
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gnarlyimp · 5 months
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intro post btw. if you even gaf
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general
toby (short for october)
16
any prns besides she/her
gender is everything and nothing. sexuality is the same. i dont fucking care anymore
autistic + adhd + probably other undiagnosed problems
author and digital artist. working on the rough draft of my first novel and sorta kinda developing my second. idc about order. also number 1 character creator
furry. fursona is a panda ferret with white mitts and a pastel tie-dye pattern body named sweetart
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special interests
donna tartt
the secret history
the goldfinch
character creation
my oc lav
general interests
smiling friends
bugsnax
clone high
my little pony
regular show
UNHhhh
peach pit (band)
ferrets
creative writing
the skeleton twins
etc!!
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ummmm i guess thats it. i also really like making friends and am in desperate need of more so ….. shoot me a dm …….. add me on discord ……. ill be there INDUBITABLY.
theres also more stuff about me in my carrd. Be my mutual please byeeeeee ^-^
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supernaturalgirl31 · 1 year
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Do you honestly think thats why i married you?
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Y/n was in hers and Tyrions room it was the wedding night and y/n was in the room waiting for her husband. She was Nervous. Because she was told what was to be expected on the wedding night by her sister sansa who was already married and prgeant. But y/n also knew that she would have to sleep with tyrion because his father wanted him to have a hair as soon as possible. She heard the door and sighs.
"My lord you have returned " tyrion sighs. "Y/n you dont have to call me my lord just call me tyrion thats what pepole whonare married do." He turned and saw y/n was in bed . "Y/n why are you in bed like that?" "Will i know that what is be expected at this part of the wedding night and i know that your father wants a heir as soon as possible " tyrion put his hand up . "Just hold on a moment y/n " he walks over to her and sits on the bed . "Y/n did you honestly think thats why i married ? you so we can have a child right away?" "Ummmm will i guess not . But i heard you and your father talking " tyrion squeeze her hand . "Y/n you dont have to worry about that ok we will have a child when we are ready for it . Just like we will Consummate are marriage when both of us are ready" y/n holds his hand. "I am ready for that tyrion " "are you sure?" "Yes i am " the next day y/n wakes up to the sun in her face she turns in bed seeing her husband. She smiled knowing that her marriage could work
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volaile · 6 months
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tagged by my brother @beesnutz :P
last song you listened to: descent by fear factory
last movie you watched: the new hunger games!! went to see it at the cinema with two friends :) it was good, unsettling exactly where it needed to be (which was. most of the time LOL) and its managed to pull off the 'act as a standalone but still have room for a sequel if someone wanted to' balance v well. and id watch a sequel! but overall i cant lie i prefer the original trilogy...
currently watching: house md on my own, im on season 7 rn and [spoilers] have finally left huddy hell. i love masters btw my friend masters ❤️she just had her first main pov ep and it was a good un. im also watching doctor who when mine gustes and peris schedules line up, and also taskmaster with guste :)
other things you’ve watched this year: ummmm lots but some of my faves are still across the spiderverse, also limitless and alien, and also american psycho but thats sort of from last year, i watched it nye with nami and it hit 2023 like halfway through for me LOL
currently reading: money by martin amis!! its good ive read time's arrow by him before too. he's got a fun way of writing but idk how i feel about him putting himself as a character in this one lol???!!! also i guess i technically have a few other books on the go too but tbh im not actively reading them... btw if anyone wants my goodreads send me a dm !!! i would love more friends on there
currently listening to: my albums 2023 playlist which is um. 1500 songs strong still. i swear ive listened to plenty its just that i keep adding more oopsy doopsy
currently working on: editing my longish nrmts fic so that i can finally start the last three out of ten chappys.... problem is is that im doing this mostly at work when the bars quiet LOL. im also trying to draw more frequently!! ive made it as easy and low stakes as possible for myself (using a biro in some small lined notebook, means i dont get fixated on making things look perfect and also means i dont need to fill up too much space to finish a full page) but its still a habit in progress ....
current obsession: honestly probably the gym. im following what i guess based on exercises and number of sets and reps would be considered a powerbuilding program?? october saw me doing proper strength building work for the first time Ever rather than just hypertrophy/muscle building and ive finally started doing bench press using an actual barbell rack set up!!! and i really like it :P
ok thats it thank u. all the crans my lovely crans have been tagged i believe so i'll also tag @sevenyeargap @bardicspiration and @adultfiendfinder ❤️ and anyone else who wants to do it go hog wild ok byeeee
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werebutch · 2 months
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@eucyon Oh my god tumblr ate your ask I’m so lucky I screenshotted. So mad I have to type again . Thank you so much for dis question it’s so fun and made me really think to be honest ^__^ ILYSMMMM this is long but it’s too fun
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This is Lynx’s most popular album, Conspiracy Theories. I couldn’t pass up the opportunity to have a pic of lynx as the cover even if it’s silly. I really like rabbit imagery in music anyways though so I think it’s nice. I was inspired by Alice In Chains album covers and also fleshwater’s ‘we’re not here to be loved’. I tried to find a way to make it more 'gritty' but I couldn’t unfortunately 😭 I like how the title looks, like they just got a label maker and smacked it on..heheh
I imagine that this album is about relationship anxiety, betrayal, resentment, anti social tendencies, infidelity, and aliens. Probably not little green men, maybe more like the thing kind of fleshy imagery. Definitely appealing to atlas and scotch in different ways. Tool’s Undertow is a good example (off the top of my head..) of the sound I’m thinking of, so… prog? Or at least heavily inspired. I’m bad with genres heheh
im currently trying to either become okay with roadkill's name, or decide on a new one.. so im not making any album covers for them yet lol but i will post when i do..
I think roadkill would take a lot of inspo from their fave band so their style is probably heavily influenced by Lynx. Scotch adds a lot of sampling, distortion, whatever..idk I don’t make music.. and atlas is a big fan of slow tempo and bass. think its important to note that atlas doesnt play bass like a bassist in this album, he plays it more like a guitarist. kind of. hope that makes sense. I’ve always been really torn about roadkill’s genre, it’s been everywhere and tends to change. scotch and atlas’ styles would be vastly different if they were solo, so I think that’s why i am so indecisive . I think I just have to keep reminding myself that they’re in a band together, so styles would be mixed.
A part of me is like.. I think roadkill’s first album would be reminiscent of faith no more’s ‘the real thing’, or even some of Primus' stuff in some sense, plus similarities to Lynx and influences of industrial. i know thats a lot of random descriptions. I kinda think of (here’s a goofy genre for ya) sludge metal bands’ instrumental style, not necessarily vocal style... its hard to describe a band that doesnt exist. LMFAO
right now im thinking about 'the pot' by tool as a close example of roadkill.. im having a hard time finding artists that match scotch's vocal range even remotely. also doesnt help that the bands im basing this off of like tool and FNM dont exactly...fit into genres very neatly. roadkill and lynx wouldnt either. HAH. i just know it wouldnt be that high quality but definitely obvious theres a lot of passion in it. i mean this is just an album made by guys who dontknow what theyre doing. like at all. lol
Roadkill’s sound changes quite a bit their next album when seraph is involved. It becomes a lot more ummmm I guess palatable to more people? I don’t exactly know what I mean by that. Ok. LOL. I’ll think about it.. but this is around when Scotch realizes he wants this to be his job. Having Seraph helps A LOT with building a more dedicated and bigger audience, since they’re the one most willing to make changes. Plus they’re in art school, I feel like they’d have connections. So I guess roadkill would sell out in a way.
if you asked me this question a year ago i would have had a completely different answer. i wouldve probably said roadkill is pop punk or garage rock or something. i have trouble fitting scotch and atlas into a genre together. it fits scotch just fine and i think he would enjoy it, but its not roadkill.. also ive been thinking of stylizing roadkill as rdkill.. lmk wat u think.. im unsure about the name is generalHAHA. i know this is a lot so dont feel pressured to reply to everything LMAO im just thinking out loud. and drawing connections between genres that completely do not make sense. peace and LOVE<3
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pinkmoondoll9shihtzu · 4 months
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do u believe in the 27 forever curse? and how did u survive being 27?
in a way i believe it, but i dont see it as a curse, i find it to b more mathematical, as, you see: in astrology there is something called the progressed chart it'd take too iong to explain here but. when you're 27/28 u experience a transit called the "progressed lunar return". Having to do w the moon, it brings up unresolved pains from childhood, it's also seen as a precursor to ur saturn return that happens when ur 28-30. Like that wound u become overwhelmingly aware of at 27 is the set-up for what saturn's about to obliterate in order to redirect your life in alignment w your highest self. its all just math xD
No but it is sad how age 27 has bcome synonymous w /the curse/ as many ppl cant cope w their pain so they end up taking drastic measures. Thats why i like learning abt systems such as astrology cus when i was 27 it was an absolute nightmare but i kept reminding myself its temporary & this difficulty is just what the forecast called for. 27 rly was the grand culmination of all my fuck ups & childhood sadness especially revisiting death + immigration pains.
i survived it by ummmm having a huge embarrassing unrequited crush on slimbo that i fantasized about all day long xD and taking a lot of sedatives. i barely made any art or posts that year. it was complete hell! towards the end of it my friend saint died which catapulted me back into action. idk if i wouldve started using tumblr or getting serious abt art again if it wasnt for saints passing. cus i was in such a defeated place, but i rly wanted b the person they once saw me as. so i pulled myself up i guess and tried to do some saturn shit..And thats how i got thru it
Now 3 yrs later my life completely different. And way better! but still hard. it never gona b perfect. just keep going even if u have to b a shell for a while. Fight! On! Fight! On! -PMD9
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koi0boi · 28 days
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i dont have anything to talk abt so i'll just go to my default random question
if u could commit any crime, with zero repercussions, what crime would you commit? (and you only get one crime)
hmmm thats an interesting question ummmm i guess id just steal a lot of money? Idk how think id google it first
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surpriserose · 2 months
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So like i get that adaptations are hard especially from a video game thats got a history and fanbase like fallouts i get it i do that said i hated pretty much everything about episode one and im just putting some stray thoughts (including perhaps things i like) under the cut in a list and im not even trying to come at this from a lore guy perspective but ummmm....for some of these things i have to but its okay because im a lesbian and not a redditor
-> nonbinary character 😁👍 in the brotherhood of steel???? 😰 THE BROTHERHOOD OF STEEL???? THE FASCISTS???? and also 90% chance theyre not fucking relevant passed episode one so like why....why not have nonbinary ghoul cowboy gender neutral dilf?
-> hey why does the brotherhood brand people now hey why did we do that to the major black character hey i really didnt like that guys hey what the fuck
-> so our protagonists are ghoul cowboy dilf whos a ghoul and a dilf if not for me than for someone because hes walter goggins, brotherhood squire having an awful time in the brotherhood but its okay because they were just testing him, and vault lady who is...getting married and has to find her dad hey didnt we do this one without the arranged marriage bit?
-> also vaults arent linked to each other that doesnt make any sense why arent they just all vault 33? Also theyre all control vaults with no experiments thats lame as fuck
-> didnt mind the arranged marriage between vaults logically it makes some sense i guess? But why does our EXCUSE ME THE ENCLAVE? WE'RE DOING THE ENCLAVE AGAIN? if you cant tell im still watching as im writing anyways...why is this our introduction to our female protagonist? And we have to see her in a wedding dress and fuck and get strangled twice and treated as a bargaining chip and also shes fucking annoying as fuck im sorry i hate her im sorry women
-> also sorry everyone in the vault has a geiger counter on their arms that only goes off when its convenient i guess not when you know you have a huge group of surface dwellers in one place clumped together....like when they first got in the vault and were obvious raiders???????
-> if you saw a fallout 1 ghoul you would piss yourselves
-> whats the final licensed song count i swear its in the double digits it pissed me off
-> dungeon meshi was good this week btw watched that too
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