#so when I expressed my fears to him..
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one of the best things in detco: conan and shinichi appearing side by side in frames/panels
another note: shinichi literally forgetting he's kudou shinichi bc he got used to being conan. iconic. it slipped his mind. oops.
#detective conan#manga#anime#edogawa conan#kudou shinichi#the detective gremlin#detco posting#detco watching#god i freaking love him#bonus points for all the times this happens 1) in important moments#and 2) when he gets a mini heart attack or when shocked#the one in ep 129 is so good too his expression is so SHOCKED in that one the true fear#but i need to gif that one#also 2 of these are from ep 32 and the case files and gosh IT'S SUCH A GREAT CASE#so many great gremlin expressions. bless kisaki eri for bringing it out of him#i'm obsessed with him. but i guess you got that part already#i love my menace of a son. dear walking encyclopedia child. a true gremlin. yes i'm saying all these very lovingly.
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(AU)
What if you died and something divine loved you so much it couldn't cope with that fact? What if they tried bringing you back but the result was wrong?
More doodles + rambles below:
Now What if what came back was just off. Looks at the divine without the memories that went back decades. It looks, behaves and works in a way just off enough in a way to make the god unable to look at it. it's not you. it's not. it can't be.
.... but what if what got pulled back was still you, but its- YOU'RE wrong and broken in ways you cant understand anymore.
The apocalypse draws closer and closer and you don't know why every day that passes you seem to be falling more and more apart too. The god is gone. You are alone.
....Anyway yeah i fucked up a perfectly normal Lovestory Au. i gave it anxiety is what i did. sorry for horrid typing in 2nd person trying to explain stuff im bad at explaining <3 i draw, not write for a reason lol.
#great god grove#ggg click clack#ggg thespius#ggg lovestory#dont have a name for this au but its haunted me for a week and i finally relented when i saw the fact gods CAN create sentient things#thanks huzzle for letting me be evil [thumbs up]#ANYWAY I PROMISE THERES A HAPPY ENDING IN MY HEAD IM JUST CRUEL AND EVIL#AND ALSO INCREDIBLY CRINGE. APOLOGIES. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IM ALONE W MY THOUGHTS W NO ONE TO BOUNCE IDEAS OFF OF.#lovestory except everything went wrong at the last second and now everything sucks. Clicky's alone away from everyone. thespius is JUST GON#Huzzle is absolutely losing it's shit in the corner because it's the one that found out first.#Bauhauzzo is trying to not have the world end#and Missy M is absolutely distraught about how everything's gone sideways so fast and is about to start accidentally flooding the grove#cobi isnt even a god yet. (SAD. I MISS HER ALREADY)#sorry this is probably incomprehensible. oops#i think in images and concepts not words so translating a bunch of those hard.#fun part about this was absoultely drawing faces just ever so off from how i draw click clacks expressions to try and nail it aint right#what being off usually being the mouth#if u have questions feel free to ask. ill just stare at them in fear like a deer in headlights /silly#This is Clicky hes just.... a bit messed up. that *is* him; not a copy to be absolutely clear#...even if thespius doesnt think it is#anyway yeah. purple hyacinths right?#sniles#shrivels up and dies#ggg love and loss au
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I know i like to joke around that haha tsukasa scared of bugs haha funny loser, but please do remember and be mindful of people irl with fears that might seem silly or petty to you, because you never know how it truly makes them feel
#not meant to be a tks angst post necessarily i just relate to his fear a bit so hes a good outlet#its just something i think about sometimes#bc ive had ppl esp family laugh at me for being scared of bugs#and sometimes i laugh too! especially if i made the joke first#but sometimes its frustrating because it really can make you Feel Bad and Scared and Filthy. and they laugh like those feelings dont matter#so this is moreso just me kind of. setting a reminder to be respectful and kind of any kind of fear someone expresses#no matter if you understand it or not or if it feels stupid to you or not#its Their feelings#this doesnt mean im mad at anyone for any jokes and in fact i do like to joke about it too sometimes!! so its not a sign to stop#im just moreso saying. if someone says its not funny at the given moment then its not. period#bc i alsohave moments when it rly isnt funny. and then laughing at it just. yeah. isnt fun#anyway this is just a ramble bc its just been on my mind for a while#and maybe at times i feel annoyed at how tsukasa's fear is played off for jokes in the game more often than not#esp since akito's fear of dogs is not as much. and even got a whole event abt it. yk#like theyre Different but also Not Really#so i wish someone other than toya was more kind about it instead of. throwing bugs at him more. yk. at least sometimes#im mostly saying this in reference to real people though of course. please dont take this too seriously as a tks post 😭 do keep making fun#its not that serious and im probbaly just projecting onto him lmao#anyway ramble over peace off#tw bugs#cw bug#its not super graphic but yk#prsk#tenma tsukasa#akito shinonome#kerizart#project sekai#prsk fa
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doodles and stuff. struggled with painting until i gave up
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#i GUESS? carmen and ayins face is a whole thing and stuff.#oh wait hello silly first life stuff. yeah that counts. tee hee?#angela and benjamin are technically there but theyre kinda small compaired to the rest of the drawings in inclusion so im not sure..#ill do angela since she isnt covered#angela lobcorp#carmen lobcorp#ayin lobcorp#netzach lobcorp#it mustve been so prominent. the feelings of affection. those memories of ayin smiling so gently and warmly to her. to Carmen. than angela.#for it to be the very first thing brought up. the very first thing to actually recall from the copy of Her brain. a warmth she would never#be able to see upon that face. a warmth she knows and can recall but never for Her. a man who adored carmen to have such a face shown to he#that now cannot even bare to look at what isnt her what could never be her yet depending on a creation he loathes#for its similarities. for being close to him. for not Being Carmen enough. for being a bastardization of what once was. holding#justifications and trying to convince the self in order to continue forward. its just a machine. a machine must behave as a machine#how miserable. how trapping. how stuck and desperate. ever inflicting cycle of pain. anyways PLATONIC GIOCARMEN!! 🔥🔥#i canot speak upon ayin for there isnt enough room. GIOVANNI!! wanted to draw some interactions w them.#there was a scrapped doodle of carmen talking abt pain levels for beaking bones with a smile on her face while pointing to his body#bc day 48 and decidedly factually stating things with a smile as if it wasnt even personal. even if it is distressing#women in stem 🔥 have her bring over diagrams for him to have as reference. gio helping skim and find pages for specific quotes or a section#to bookmark. just happy at her glee and determination. carmen is holding up a clipboard w a diagram from the red book by carl jung but its#really small and hard to tell what it is. tee hee. there is more rambles but nay. i shant. twas for fun in between stuff#ever constant fear of misconstrued words. prithee. accept my offerings.....#spoke abt them before. i think? so content inside her warmth and joy. alive at her pride. feeling a part of him ripped away at her listless#expression. erased vanished faded from the world back to the murky color of gray further when she left the world. its so. ahngbh.#ill make a rb after this comes out and i wake up on the side blog nieranddear of just more rambles on it all that couldnt fit here#lor spoilers#... maybe. maybe on the rambles. if i dont get embarrassed and dip out of fear. whatever. go my queued post
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i know sorrow's quote was in referral to blue but i feel like it could also be applied to leaf/green herself and abandon lonliness: i am's new ending from a meta standpoint if you think abt it hard enough……….
i mean. did we not see OP try to rewrite history in order to prevent the tragedy of lonliness and leaf rotting in hell? do we dare to forget - to erase what she did to lonliness? can she be forgiven now that it never happened in the first place...?
#pokepasta#pokemon creepypasta#abandon lonliness#tbh this fanart was also my way of expressing that while i DID like the new happy ending-#-there's always going to be a part of me that's more fond of the original tragedy abandon lonliness presented-#where an otherwise 'good' girl is tricked into doing something unforgivable by someone she trusted and was forced to suffer for his mistake#it showed how manipulative blue could be by tricking leaf into doing his dirty work so he wouldn't suffer the consequences-#-of killing lonliness himself. as opposed to him just killing lonliness and green himself bc he's the clear 'bad guy' of the story.#i like stories where otherwise 'good' people are driven to do bad things just to save themselves-#-and it seemed like leaf abandoned and killed lonliness bc she felt like he wasn't worth the hauntings she was suffering from.#she's a much more compelling character in the OG for that reason despite never having a line of dialogue in it.#i also just like when girls commit crimes and aren't morally pure n innocent and it's sad to see that aspect of leaf/green be lost in AL:IA#that's not to say i DISLIKE the direction her character took in AL:IA- i just don't believe AL:IA should replace the original.#they're two entirely different stories being told but two sides of the same coin.#leaf is who green would be if green cracked under the pressure and took her fear out on the wrong enemy.#green is who leaf would be if leaf decided to persevere through the hauntings and choose to love lonliness despite it.#to me neither ending is 'better' than the other. it's all a matter of if you like good endings or bad ones in your horror story-#-and unfortunately i lean towards the latter ahaha...
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It's way too hot and I am way too tired to do any more efforts, so excuse the critical lack of quality here.

If you didn't know, Cole is my favourite Power Ranger :D
And while I was binge watching Ninjago I had the pleasant surprise to see him physically and mentally traumatized in season 5 😈
And since I'm a huge sucker for angst, my brain immediately thought of developing that idea in order to hurt my beautiful baby boy some more. That and also the fact that my brain immediately looks for logic in the laws of cartoon physics (I really shouldn't do that...)
So I bring you the "Cole is a Ghost Kind-of-Saga". I still have a few more ideas to exploit, notably adressing the ways the other ninjas will help him cope with his new condition :3
And maaaaybeeeee a small comic too 😇
Anyways, I will let my brain rest a bit for now and sleep.
#I really want to rant about the things I wrote but my brain is melting#but basically ghosts are part of another plane of existence or smt#which explains for me why they can't really interact with anything from the living world#and also why Cole has visions#and why he has a different perception of time and can randomly space out#and I thought Cole was a bit different from other ghosts because he left the temple at the same second the sun arrived#and it is the reason why he isn't forced to stay in the temple#but also why he can interact with objects more easily#again these are just conjectures and headcanons from me#don't take this seriously#and also YES I'm gonna LOVE to write about his friends reactions#and how they can help him go through this#Because I still think that it is a lot#And Cole must suffer about it#But I also think that he is not the kind to express his feelings so he would suffer in silence#so his friends will have to be supportive without being too invasive#I think that there will also be a phase where they will prevent him from fighting/going out at all to protect him#because he would risk his life when they fight against other ghosts and he can't touch water and still has problem controlling his abilities#so even more angst because he would feel useless and the others would fear for him nonstop#my art#ninjago fanart#ninjago season 5#ninjago cole#ninjago#cole is a ghost
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pairing: akatsuki hyoga x gn!reader (no prns)
request: i wanted to request something of hyoga with a s/o that's reserved just like him, and that even though they were always together, everyone assumed that they were just close friends and nothing more. however it turns out they're married! and everyone is surprised by this; especially moz and homura who thought they knew hyoga to an extent at least lol
warnings: hyoga is very sweet, that's truly about it he's just insanely sweet.
wc: 1100
The two of you were deeply in love. You knew he loved you and he knew you loved him back— and that was enough for both of you. After all these years, there was of course still lots to talk about, but hardly a need to talk about anything. As long as you were together, you couldn’t ask for any more. You had originally met each other at the same dojo, so often people found you training together and naturally as you did things together, you were close to similar people.
The two of you did share a living space and sleep together so while originally you assumed people would catch on that you were a couple rather quickly, considering the lack of affection you display in public the two of you soon realized they probably thought you were just roommates. However, there wasn’t a true need to bring it up all of a sudden, not to mention it would be slightly awkward after all this time— so you figured you’d just wait until someone asked.
Now, behind closed doors he would kiss you first thing in the morning and you would tell him you loved him before you slept each night and there was no doubt that the two of you were terribly in love. And that was perfectly fine.
Yet, if there was one thing that saddened you from time to time, it would be the missing ring on your left hand.
Hyoga wasn’t one to wear his ring often, all the way back from 3700 years ago, but you were. You had it on all the time— to the point where you could hardly get it off your finger. Although you loved that it showed you were his and he was yours, you truly just loved the way it made you feel safe. It was nothing extravagant, and you asked for it that way. You wanted something that you could keep on while training, that wouldn’t get in the way, so it was just a band with a small diamond engraved in it. To many it truly wasn’t much, but to you, it meant absolutely the world. To you, that little ring made you feel like Hyoga was with you wherever you went and in danger, he would come flying. You absolutely trusted he still would, but your hand did feel empty without the ring.
It was as if he read your mind. It was early in the morning when the two of you were taking a break while training alone. He carefully took off his gloves and took your left hand and the gentle touch made your heart flutter.
“What’s wrong?” you asked.
He didn’t reply, but he took out a ring and slipped it right onto your ring finger. It was just a band, no diamond, no gem. Just a band that was exactly the size of your left-hand ring finger.
“Sorry it’s nothing more,” Hyoga said softly, then laughed a little. The look on his face was soft and gentle, one that he would only show you. “Perhaps this is worse than it was without.”
You were in love with him, you had always been and yet you had fallen all over again. He was the one for you and he will always be.
“No, I absolutely adore it!” you said, immediately pulling your hand back just in case he took it away. He chuckled again and you slowly brought your hand back out to look at it on your hand. You loved it so much you couldn’t have the words to express it. The largest diamond in the world couldn’t possibly compare to this simple hoop of metal on your ring finger. “How… did you?”
“I asked Senkuu and Kaseki helped make it,” he said. “It was a slight hassle trying to get your ring size again.”
“When did you get it? While I was asleep?” you asked, absolutely impressed.
“Yes,” he said. “I was afraid to wake you up a couple of times. Also it didn’t help that you sleep on your side a lot.”
“Okay, but aren’t you going to tell?” Senkuu suddenly said.
“Tell what?” you asked, ignoring the fact that you didn’t know he was listening in.
“No.” Hyoga said firmly, purely out of embarrassment.
“He made the ring himself,” Senkuu said. “Late at night, after you were asleep, for multiple nights he was working on it.”
Your head spun back to look at him. “No way,” you said.
In all of your years of being married, you had not seen him look so flustered ever.
“He got it perfect in a few tries though. Considering the tools we have to work with that itself was an insane feat,” Senkuu said, and started walking away. “Okay, sorry to bother, I’ll leave you be.”
“I love you so much,” you said to Hyoga, looking directly into his eyes.
“It’s just a piece of metal really, so I thought it’d make me feel a little more part of it if I made it,” he said, avoiding eye contact.
“Why weren’t you going to tell me?” you asked.
“It’s embarrassing,” he said. “Also, it was just for my self-satisfaction… it doesn’t change the fact that it’s just a band.”
You didn’t even bother to reply because you knew that he knew you didn’t think that for a second. You knew that he knew that made you love the ring a million times more now. Perhaps that was why— perhaps he felt bad if that made you feel like you had to keep it on. How terribly silly— he could have found it on the ground some random day and you would still have it on for the rest of your life if he had given it to you.
“Thank you,” you said, giving him a kiss. “I’ll protect it with my life.”
“Please do not,” he said, returning the kiss. “It’s supposed to protect you.”
BONUS
From that moment on, you realized you did want people to know you were married to him after all. You were so insanely proud to have him as your husband, not to mention you didn’t need anyone else falling for him either. He was in love with you, he would spend nights making a ring for you— not anyone else.
So later that day when you were having a meal with Homura and Moz, you made sure to flaunt your brand new ring, surprising them both.
Hyoga stayed silent, but it was obvious he was your partner.
Today, it was absolutely obvious that the two of you were in love.
#hyoga x reader#akatsuki hyoga x reader#hyoga akatsuki x reader#hyoga#akatsuki hyoga#hyoga akatsuki#dr stone x reader#dcst x reader#request#THANK U SO MUCH FOR THE REQUEST#TY SO MUCH FOR READING#im so sorry this deviated from the original ask quite a bit i fear#i had so much fun writing it though so i hope you enjoyed omg#hyoga is even sweeter than i usually make him to be i fear this will not sit right with a lot of people i hope it is ok#i was really worried originally i didn't know what to write about but i think i got it to work#I LOVE HIM SM#also i imagine his expression to be the one in my pfp when he laughs a little or chuckles#truly a sweetheart
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oh im obsessed with this actually… who ever wrote this one i am kissing u on the forehead and hugging you real tight… inigo is such a loverboy im kkkhhhhhhijnsdnfng
#ann plays awakening#EDITING TO SAY I STARTED TAG VENTING HIT READMORE AT YOUR OWN RISK#anyways#LAST LINE IS A KILLERRRR WOW#‘ann werent you just pairing olivia with thar—‘ OLIVIA IS A BUSY WOMAN OKAY#but also i just had this old save file from when i wanted to see pink inigo and decided to get some more supports#im obsessed actually like#ok tag venting time maybe this should be its own post but u guys know who i am#not only does this support in my very educated opinion do a good job at emulating inigo’s way of speaking#but i think theres also a very underrated characteristic he has that not a lot of people talk about and its that hes honestly quite morbid#him spending hours talking to and dancing with his mother’s grave is very beautiful and moving but it is also not a normal way to grieve#which makes sense because duh nothing about his life is normal but its j like. you know#if robin is his father (and maybe j the normal convo i dont remember) in the hot springs scramble he’ll insist upon bringing—#severed risen limbs home as a way to remember the peacefulness (lol) of the springs#and he thinks absolutely nothing of it!!#i think he gets attached to things just a little too intensely and because his life is surrounded by death how he expresses that can be#very interesting. and he talks about death all time more than the other kids#bc while a lot of their coping mechanisms are based in fear and the need to instill confidence in themselves (think cyn or gerome or owain#or sev or yarne or noire)#and how their SCARED of death and of loss and adapt different behaviors to act like theyre not (to varying degrees of success)#i think inigo is much more accepting of the fact that death follows him and has made it a normal presence in his life#which is not a good thing it means that he hasnt let himself grieve. he lets death hang over him and follow him instead of pushing back#also guess which one of the awakening trio in fates has the canonical story death. just by the way lmao#anyways bc im writing this in the tags on my phone i cant actually see what the hell ive been saying im j stream of consciousnessing this#but my point is that inigo has a weird fixation on death and dying that stems from his inability to make peace with death and grieve#and i think him idolizing death in this support (this BRILLIANT fan support that made me ill) is so in character and so lovely#i miss him so bad (hes literally in the photos im posting) grghhhrgah#i wuv him :(
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fellas we're once again wrestling with imperfect vs. perfect contrition and why imperfect contrition with a firm resolution to not sin again and promptly receive the Sacrament of Reconciliation doesn't save
#I get that it doesn't but !!!! I don't like it and I think its bad and I'm mad at God#it's definitely not because I only have imperfect contrition and get afraid to die#but like if its a gift from God#so much more of a gift perfect contrition is#but if cooperating with grace only results in imperfect contrition#why is it still damnable#his ways higher than my ways i know the line#this didnt save my other tags ahh!!!#but take this example from movie recently#man is a lapsed catholic#hes murdered people etc. very many grave sins#he has a terrifying near death experience and in the hospital asks to have a Priest come#because he wants to confess his sins#he ends up being denied one and murdered himself#to me (vibes) hes motivated by genuine belief and fear (imperfect) but hes also made#TANGIBLE STEPS to try and receive the Sacrament#he clearly wants to be reconciled and is trying#and the most we can hope for him is the same extraordinary salvation we hope a muslim has or an atheist?#intuitively that seems wrong idk#also moots i just realized this might be scandalous etc. I'm trying to religious submission of mind and will#pls tell me if i ought to delete and i will#also tbf on some level I would get the extraordinary salvation is all we can hope for bc of the efficacy of the Sacraments#EXCEPT for baptism by desire#and specifically the fact that motivation to be baptized does not come into consideration#you die before you can be baptized when you've expressed a desire and are trying to be baptized?#saved. no questions asked.#thats what makes this tough for me
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pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease start posting x6 meta the people yearn for it
you got it 🫡 the people shall have x6 meta and their yearning shall be fulfilled
#ask#anon#fallout#x6-88#fallout 4#LISTEN. all im saying is that holy shit. there is so much to think about with him.#especially when it comes to the railroad and how they do not see coursers as being “savable”/capable of change#and how even the railroad dehumanizes them and referrs to coursers as “it”– something they dont do with other synths#but we KNOW thats wrong because we've seen coursers break away from the institute!#and then x6-88 being a walking contradiction of “no im not a person” but he also expresses emotions and thoughts and fears so openly#idk!! idk!! i care him. im holding him on my hip alongside cait. my best friends#i need to replay fallout 4 i havent touched it in like a year but i just remembered x6 and was like whoahhh. my friend x6
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Arranged marriage au. First kiss between them. It starts of sweet and gentle and then 5 mins later they are *heavily* making out. It doesn’t really go further for now, bc Thena is still working through her fear of men I think, but yeah. Please make this so fluffy that I could use it as a pillow. I hope you enjoy your day, you are a wonderful writer and I love reading your work ❤️
Thena liked coffee. Maybe he had always just assumed she preferred tea being a Brit and all. But Thena actually preferred to start her morning with a good amount of caffeine.
She did the whole thing, too--clasped the mug with both hands and sipped it gently still in her robe. It seemed to really bring her some peace to start the day that way. It was cute.
Gil lingered in the doorway leading out to the living room, which would put him in direct sight of the kitchen. He didn't want to disturb her morning routine yet. She didn't have any classes today, so she was probably enjoying the start to a day off for her. And she just looked so pretty, morning softness in her skin, bleary eyes, blonde hair all wavy around her shoulders.
"Hm," Thena sighed aloud after getting her first deep sip. She hadn't even emerged from her room for coffee in her first weeks living here. Either she had restrained herself or she secretly had a coffee maker in her room that he didn't know about. "Gil?"
Caught. He chuckled, coming out of his hiding place and ruffling his bed head. "Why do you look like that when you first wake up and I look like I just got out of the ring?"
Thena puffed through her nose at his joke. Even her sense of humour needed to be warmed up slowly, but she didn't tell him to shut up, either. "Sleep well?"
"Not bad," he acknowledged, although it wasn't a restful sleep and more sheer exhaustion. He looked down at his hands, making sure they weren't showing too much signs of use after his late work day yesterday. "You?"
"Hm," she purred, smiling into her coffee again. "Quite."
Gil accepted the brief answer. He moved around the kitchen island. "Any left for me?"
Thena moved out of the way of her precious coffee to allow him some.
"Thanks." He had been surprised initially, assuming she would prefer a coffee pod machine, maybe a fancy espresso machine that could make cappuccinos and lattes at home.
But Thena, being Thena, didn't know how to work them. She'd had a simple, old coffee maker at home, so that was all she wanted here, too. He at least sprang for the finest beans, but if it had more than four buttons, Thena would end up asking him how to use the damn thing anyway.
She still hadn't figured out the blender.
"Work?"
"Unfortunately," he chuckled as he poured and then immediately took a swig of the steaming hot liquid. "That an invitation to stay home?"
Thena feigned a shrug. "You do whatever you want, I'll be enjoying my day off. I would have thought as a crime boss if you wanted a day off you simply...could."
Unfortunately Gil thought of it as being the other way around. Crime waited for no man, and such. And most of all, half of what he really did was putting out fire after fire. Goons could handle administration, even turf wars. But the Boss handled emergencies.
"I wish, sweetheart," he sighed a little into his cup too. He looked over at her, leaning over the island, cradling her coffee like it was part of her dragon's hoard. "You enjoy--want me to bring back something for dinner?"
Thena visibly considered it. His eyes travelled down to her bare feet on the smooth tiles of the floor (with in-floor heating so she wouldn't get cold, of course). "That could be nice."
"Done," he nodded, finishing his cup. "Text me anything you're craving, or I'll just bring home something I know you like."
Thena said nothing, tilting her head at him with this funny grin on those lips of hers. She had no idea how alluring she looked as her hair slipping off her shoulder and swayed for a second. It found a home against the slope of her cleavage.
Gil looked down into his empty cup so as not to admire his wife's beauty a little too much.
"You like all this domesticity," Thena surmised, maybe even accused, grin and all. "Is that why you purchased a wife?"
He scowled; he didn't like it when she referred to their arrangement as a transaction. But she corrected, standing up to her full height and sliding closer to him against the edge of the counter.
"You know what I mean," she allowed.
But he had to admit, she had a point. He did like someone to come home to, and someone to see him off in the mornings like this was doubly nice. "I guess it's kind of nice to not just be me and the birds in the morning."
Thena laughed gently, but all he could see was the way her hair got a little caught against her earring. He reached out and she didn't move away, allowing him to loosen it for her. This particular lock joined its comrade resting against her shoulder.
He kissed her cheek first. It was affection she had been receptive to before, and he didn't want to push her too hard. But she turned her cheek toward him, maybe even leaned into it. Call him a romantic at heart, but there was something nice about kissing his wife in the morning.
"You'll-"
Thena turned her head as he leaned in again. He managed to avoid accidental contact, but they were completely nose to nose, eyes darting around each other's faces. Her lips were faintly pursed, held open mid-sentence.
Gil closed his eyes. Whatever was about to happen, it had to be up to Thena.
Mercifully, she leaned in first. Their lips pressed together in a brief and almost innocent way. It wasn't necessarily their first kiss, but it felt like it was. Gil moved his hands to her cheeks, tilting her head just so.
Thena moved closer to him, her hands finding a home on his chest. He slept in minimal clothing but he had mustered the effort to put a shirt on before coming downstairs. Her fingers pressed into the organic cotton fabric.
He pulled back, hovering closer to her lips. "Is this okay?"
He heard her swallow, and the idea of her having some butterflies charmed him. He peeked down between them, although her breasts obstructed some of the view. He saw her toes curl faintly and smiled.
"Hm."
Thena leaned in again. Their lips moved together more and more naturally, and she really wasn't a half bad kisser, all things considered. Their lips kept meeting like waves against a shore, and soon her hands were sliding up his shoulders to lock behind his neck.
His hands slid down to her waist, leaning forward. She was so soft, and she fit against him like he had sculpted her and wished her to life. And what a work of art she was.
Thena moaned.
It was soft and quiet, like the rest of their morning so far. But the cute, sexy little sound did something to him. It made him want more. He leaned in even more, pinning her between the counter and him. He put his hand against the edge so it wouldn't dig into her back, which arched naturally.
It brought her further away and yet she pulled him with her, just as eager to keep going. Their tongues met tentatively at first, but then more and more eagerly. Soon she was taking in breath sharply between each stroke of her tongue seeking his.
Gil groaned. It wasn't quite as melodic as hers. He sounded like a desperate man finally graced with the softness of touch, in his opinion. His brain shut out the rest of his day--and everything else around them for that matter. He was just a man trying to kiss his wife.
"Gil."
Fuck, if she knew what she did to him. Well, he didn't want her to know. But her breasts pushed against his chest, letting him feel how full and soft they were. Her knee bent against his and in reply his bent, landing between her legs until he realised it was the muscle of her inner thigh against it.
Thena pulled back, eyes wide. The softness of the slow morning had left her, her eyes sharp and her breathing heavy. Her skin had an enticing flush to it, even extending into her pillar of a neck. Her hands left him as if she had been too close to putting her hands on a hot pan. "S-Sorry... "
Gil swallowed down the desire raging inside of him. He moved carefully, extracting himself from her. This wasn't for the sake of a horned up old mob boss like him finally getting some ass. "No--no, don't be sorry. I'm sorry."
Thena's jaw bobbed but no sound came out. She was rooted to the spot, although something dawned on her and she darted her eyes away. Her robe had parted, but she tugged the hem of her nightdress down over those legs of hers.
Those legs of hers would be the death of him.
Gil pushed his mug away from the edge and turned. "I'll get ready for work. Think about what you want for dinner. Just text me if you wan anything."
He just barely peeked over his shoulder at her. She was still wrapping her head around what had just happened. He would find it cute if his brain weren't so aggressively consumed with what had just happened. He didn't want to be a man desperate and howling for his wife after one kiss, and yet here he was. But he was still looking forward to coming home to her later.
#Thenamesh Marriage Contract AU#thank you so much for the ask!!!!#I'm so glad you like this au#and also I am obsessed with the expression 'so fluffy I could use it as a pillow'#that is my specialty#it's what I wanna write it's what I wanna read#I hope you like it!#I like the bit you included about Thena's fear of men#because you're right she's been through a lot in her life and she's nowhere near ready for anything too heavy right now#she and Gil are still figuring out what they are#enemies to friends to lovers I'll die on that hill#kissing? check#making out? love it#Thena is there like holy shit when was the last time I kissed someone like that?#the answer is maybe never#she let instincts guide her#and then was mortified because in her mind#she's not supposed to develop feelings for Gil he's like...her boss or something#in Gil's mind he just doesn't want her to feel pressured to do anything#and also the man lives with an ethereal beauty he can only do so much#for the rest of the day he's spacing out at work thinking about making out like teenagers#and Thena never does text him because she's embarrassed#but he comes home with sushi and bibimbap and she falls further
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fellas the book 7 update…. *crying*
(refer to the tags for my rambling, just to minimize ppl accidentally spoiling themselves)
#sandy blabbles#twst#Book 7 spoilers#dude ace loves his friends sm#His happiness including yuu’s own happiness—where they get to go back to their home but also still be able to stay in twst; still get to ha#Hang out and be friends. Never having to say goodbye.#I just…heart shackle my beloved they could never make me hate you#It really shows how much Ace truly loves his friends and how he doesn’t WANT to part with them; say goodbye and sever his ties with them#Its actually rlly similar to Malleus’s whole OB thing; both of them fear the imminent parting of their loved ones#I think it’s really noteworthy that Ace’s happiness gets predicated on Yuu’s happiness FIRST#I think in reality deep down he FOESNT want Yuu to go back home; because it’s likely that their way back home is a one way trip.#It’s not like graduating and going back home. In this case Yuu is gone. Period. They existed in TWST in one moment and the next they cease#However he also knows that them staying in TWST would only be painful; they had a life before NRC and to make them say goodbye to that fore#Is something he also doesn’t want to do; the fact that one of the core false memories the dream is built upon is YUU’S HAPPY EXPRESSION at#Crowley finding a way for them back home is…*chef’s kiss* so ofc the ideal solution for him is to let them travel between world’s; that way#The both of them can be happy; Yuu can go back home but still be with Ace and their friends. Dude I’m just so fucking touched—Ace has#Infamously bad emotional communication yet he cares and loves sm. Yes he’s an ass yes he’s a jerk yes he’s a selfish teen boy; but he’s *ou#Asshole. Who will have our back as we do his; who will be happy with as he is with Heartshackle. When you get down to it Ace is sentimental#Whereas Malleus’ solution has involved him selfishly restraining the ppl he loves in an effort not to lose them; and ending up alone i#Ace’s UM defo coming in Book 7 (or 8; him getting his UM during a confrontation with Malleus would be very fitting)#It’s almost poetic how traitor ace theory is simultaneously torn away but also…not with his dream.#The fact remains that he cares for Yuu and doesn’t want them to go; those feelings which are core to the theory ARE there. But at the same#Time he’s not selfish enough to do that to Yuu…sure there IS the question of how he would treat the situation in reality rather than the#Ideal dream but I think that by the end of book 7 any lingering feelings he might have of keeping Yuu in twst; even to their detriment will#Fall in the face of malleus who is emblematic of such desires. Book 7 will end in Ace wholeheartedly working with us to find Yuu a way back#Home. Because if that’s what will bring them happiness; even if it’s a happiness Ace will not have been a part of for long or much longer#Then he will do it. Even if parting is painful having the people he loves be in pain for the rest of their lives (ie Yuu being trapped) is#Far far FAR more painful then parting ever could be. Because for as much as Ace bullies and pursues being a cool kid#He will never be able to stop caring and loving his dear friend#(Also couldn’t fit this in but the fact that he was able to be so rational while delululu when resisting waking up is SO on point
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Down time...
Just some VERY messy quick doodles. But it's soooo important to me.... bite bite kill kill bite chew gnaw chomp kill maim murder
+ some extra expressions I like enough to post (but please look away this is private........... like you don't really See Anything/it's cropped out, just suggestive LMFAO)


Mostly just bc of Moe tbh. I like how silly it is LMFAO
#man if it weren'f for the moe biting sketch i wouldn't even post these. but that one is just SOOOO GOOD LMFAOO#LIKE. first sketch i didn't even like that much and def wouldn't bother posting. i have a million of these.#really bare minimum too messy moefonses. they're fun in the moment but have no staying power#also v much a warm up. the thing i like most actually is moe again. the way it's resting is just really funny#LIKE. don't get me wrong. idk how even to explain it though. some work just feels not all there though. yet.#i mean i also did redo a lot of that sketch way more than i would have if i wasn't posting it. redid the poses esp#to flow better w the sequence. and VERY last minute decided it needed minimal touch ups#alfonse does look waaay better. he looked janky. not enough care into the nose. the nose is focal. it's loadbearing. ect.#ENOUGH nitpicking though the second reason i'm posting is bc i feel like these have focal moe characterization actually#beyond the actions. but the actions are v funny. but it's SO in the expressions.#WHICH IS WHY. I DID INCLUDE crops of the more suggestive doodles.#these moe expressions in particular feel so... moe. core moe expressions.#i actually really struggle to get sexually intimate moments right. which. may be ironic. considering#broadly gestures to moe's Tendencies. man i feel like i'm fleshing out SOOO much in that regard too though#like moe. how are you gonna be that fucking sexually open when you seem to have a history of being terrified of sex and intimacy as a whole#the answer is right in front of you. the fear. have you SEEN the way it is about lif that thang is NOT well adjusted about it!!!!!#BUT ALSO. AS I'VE BEEN. DEVELOPING MORE. i've actually been drawing kisses more. esp way more intentionally#and i've found that it works best if moe has a funny expression about it. you'll see what i mean eventually#but it seems VERY much like a signature look is developing and that's crazy to me. you see it a little bit when it licks alfonse LMFAO#idk idk big things are happening. here. congrats on whatever is occurring here moe#fe alfonse#moe tag#moe lore#my art#okay special shoutouts to alfonse too though. guy who just lets you do anything to him.#GIVEN. you have the rapport. the Trust. the comradery. the power of friendship. ect ect ect ect#alfonse has his own version of 'okay ❤️ yay ❤️' which probably sounds more like 'hm. compelling.'#summoner oc#I FOGORT
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you know how my display name is straight up local catboy even though im outright terrified of cats. well this week a miracle happened: ive interacted with a cat for once?!?!?!?!
you see i was at campus this week and the college cat started chasing me everywhere and even waited for me as i went to the bathroom and i was so scared😭 as i got out of that bathroom I was cornered girl was already camping outside... I thought i was going to faint to die but then turns out she was running after me because she wanted to rub herself on my legs???😭😭
it struck a soft spot in my heart because she reminded me of my dog because she does the same thing (plus bonus points my dog is black and the cat was a black cat so. double hit) and here's the miracle... I crouch and talk to her🫣🫣 this sounds very simple but i usually keep cats at a distance since they terrify me so this this was a very intense moment for me fr
so yes display name local catboy who also happens to be terrified of cats despite that display name interacts with cat for once in his life
#not art#i talk!!!#it didnt help that the college cat is really well fed like#i didnt know that was the case and i thougjt she was pregnant which was a triple hit to my tint heart#i have a big soft spot for pregnant animals it makes me think of my dog daughter when she was pregnant at some point#it was a really sentimental time of my life 😭😭 so seeing what i thought was a pregnant cat softened my fears briefly#anyway i have no idea why she was so hellbent on chasing me for that like genuinely what did she even find interesting in me#did she think it was funny that my gut reaction once i saw her approaching the desk i was sitting on being an expression of pure fear#i dont know how cats work so i have no idea if they can even percieve those kinds of things but i assume they do like#she really saw that genuine fear and how i moved away as like. “yeahhh i should chase him🔥🔥🔥” i thought i was going to die#shes so silly in retrospective its very cute but i dont know if i woulf relive it because it was so nervewracking www#like. im fine with images videos of cats i think theyre cute but being near or interacting with a cat in real life freaks me out#i dont even know why??😭😭 ive been told that what im trying to describe lines up more with dislike rather than fear#but dislike is a strong word i think cats are neat theyre cute theyre goofy but i want nothing to do with em i will die/lh
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don’t think shri’iia would be comfortable enough to trance fully. even if she knows the companions are her allies and they wouldn’t do anything to harm her, she would still be too paranoid to fully let her guard down so at best she trances for like 30 mins - 1 hr, wake up, do something, try to rest again — old habits die hard and all that. i do like the idea of her eventually resting with astarion hehe especially when they get together after act 2, and i also like the idea of scratch and the owlbear cub sleeping on top of her from time to time, so whenever she’s sharing her bedroll with somebody else i think that’s when she’s forced to trance for longer than she her usual sessions since she doesn’t want to disturb their rest. or maybe she still wakes up periodically but she trances for longer now, and after the graveyard scene when she rests with astarion that’s when she feels the most comfortable and safe and she’s able to trance to actually get a full night’s rest undisturbed.
#and i like the idea that he would notice how restless she gets#like I imagine her awake at night tinkering with her alchemy tools or painting since she woke up again#but it’s bc she’s just not comfortable with resting yet. i think she wants to but she’s always too alert for it#which he didn’t care abt at first. he’s like well. that sounds like a you problem 🥱 but when he started giving a fuck#he would notice she’s restless and I like the idea that he makes a point of just sleeping on top of her#his leg just hiked on her thigh or something so she’s forced to stay and bed and actually rest lmfaooo#but then he acts lowkey about it. he’s like idk what ur talking about im trying to get my beauty sleep here 😒🥱#also him: forces her to stay in bed so she can be well rested bc constantly waking up in the middle of the night isn’t good for u i fear#and i like the idea that he tries to be lowkey about ^ those kind of things hehe. he doesn’t want his affection to be caught#that hc of him having roundabout way of expressing his desire strikes again#but after graveyard scene he would b more comfy with claiming his affections#and he would be particularly happy to know she feels comfortable n safe enough to silence that war in her mind#and actually rest with him. he knows what it feels like to find safety in someone and he’s happy she found it in him too 🥰🥰🥰#shut up about bg3.
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i stand by that the thing that makes jamie and santis relationship weird is the bizarre secrecy. like they just dont talk about shit and thats what makes it weird
#like i have a best friend of 12 years. if she accidentally slammed a door on my head we would be able to talk it out#theres so much shit they just like DONT tell each other#either bc on jamies end he doesnt see the need to bc he assumes (?) permission or consent bc theyre SO close#or on santis end out of anxiety and fear to genuinely assert himself. as we've discussed before likely bc of his weird fear of being alone.#i think. again santi has such a bizarre warped POV of everything but ESPECIALLY of jamie#he thinks so highly of him he thinks everyone loves him hes the life of the party everyone wants to talk to him girls love him guys love him#someone HAS to have seen him. if they say they havent theyre just lying. if they say jamies not all that then theyre liars#theres like this deification mixed with WEIRD fucking. envy? rage? that he just doesnt express.#so i dont think jamie even fucking KNOWS santi thinks hes that cool which is so funny to me its so fucking funnyyyyy#but its like. jamie REALLY likes santi he thinks hes bomb af and isnt shy about it but that doesn't mean he's not weirdly secretive about#weird shit either like its bizarre. theyre both CRAZY THEYRE BOTH BIZARRE#like and as muchas jamie LIKES santi maybe even platonically loves him#he cannot READ his emotions/feelings to save his fucking life oh my god. which helps nothing#i think it hit me on my 40th or 50th reread that like. jamie doesnt get that santi is ALREADY upset when theyre at the door at the party.#he thinks santiagos just. anxious. which is totally fair!! bc he usually is!!!! THATS why he's reassuring and saying oh theyre gonna love u!#he doesnt GET that santis ACTUALLY upset. and he knows that santiago usually appreciates when he pushes him out of his comfort zone#its like. an ESTABLISHED pattern in their friendship atp. like oh my goddddd#i wanna see them kill each other with knives anyway end post#mari.txt
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