#sodramatic

[neotrances]

pepper is sodramatic i have to space out his feedings bc he’ll eat to fast and throw up occasionally so rn he’s laying by his empty food bowl with his head resting on it with a sad expression and keeps looking over at me and meowing . man

[kusundei]

i likely wont forget about what happened today and i dont tbink i’ll ever let myself forget this ? i’ll probably force myself to let this linger and stay with me forever or at least a long while bcuz as bad as that sounds truly i needed this icthink . knew i could lie forever and the longer it wasnt acknowledged it just got worse truly .? i have this. bad achijg feeling. perchance a sort of grief and regret and remorse ? everytime he says something kind it makes me. odd. keep jusr feeling my throat close up again and then my heart just hurts. badly. it wont stop aching i feel sodramatic its crazy i havw to keep telling myself i cant start crying again because my head already hurts sobad and i cant be doingthis anyway. i just feel. guilty still. im not rwally lashing myself ajymore or anyrhjng i just still feel bad and j feel awful when he says things like rhat bcuz. i have no idea? is it that i dont beleive him? is it that i feel guilty that hes being kind despite it all??? that i feel suddenly undeserving???? im not redeemed yet so i cant accept this anymore??? made too big of a mistake? ? im trying not to rlly acknowledge it but oh god forbid i . feel **it**. but im not avoidant and i wont do that judt because im scared again? And its also on me . truly i am just glad he was honest and talked to me and ill just choose to bask in this a little longer so i can truly feel the weight of my mistakes. he keeps telling me he misses me and i feel so overwhelmingly guilty. because god forbid who am i to miss you as well after that? whooo am i to hold your hoodie and wish it was you? let alone the smell is making me. emotional. scared i’ll be evil tomorrow if i see him but i will orobabky live?? im normal i am a man or something aling those lines. i wouldnt cry. im just. still. feeling bad. not like im upset i have no reason to be upset. just again feeling bad. theres a difference between the two im just trying not to lash myself anymore . moving on and its okay? even though it isnt truly okay really? it’ll be okay. i feel guilty wanting to move on from it but i know i need to but i also cant w peace of mind till i truly grasp how hes feeling ithink. a part of me wont accept whatever silliness hesputtiny downcright now bcuz im doibting it. but hopefully the ache will leave me eventually bcuz an evil part of me is festering because of it. ifeel it in my bones but i wont. ive caused too much already i cant maybe ill feelcbetter tomorrow bcuz i feelclike irl i might be able to grasp it better

the least i can do at this point is to live. let it consume me (maybe) but not let it show. to be okay enough to function? to be normal to the closest degree i know how to. to be everything again and just be better. not redeem myself because theres nothing i can do to redeem that but to the extent in which i’ll feel even a little bit more fulfilled. oh hut truly none of it is for the sake of me i just. need to do something. to fix this somehow but i know there isnt rlly any fixing i can do. it’ll probabkyfollow him the same way it’ll follow me but i can only pray it doesnt plague him like how i know it will for me . this is just evil sam though i’ll be okay. im always okay. i AM okay.? im not crying anymore. i had no reason to be crying in the first place he has every reason to be upset with me. inqasnt even upswt i just felt bad. kept having to reassure myself and reread everything and be. reasonable. fuck that 40 minute audio recording it ws just alot of back and forth. but oh god am i glad my mom spared me warlier maybe it was worth the lashings. because if she did take my phone like how she was yelling st me earlier as she attenpted to break down the door it wouldve been over . but im okau and im normal? fake it till we make jt . thug it out. lock in. just do something? lessen the pain in any way possiblr and make it up some how. oh but everytime he does somethijg to be silly and normal like we r normally it just makes me feel like hes also lying to me and j dont want him tooo. oh bht god forbid im the one being eivl now so. icant idk. imjust. doubting everything again slightly. ive taken a few steps backwards but its okay ill be fine (im still guilty)

[theindyreview]

Check This: Fake Dad - So Dramatic!

Check This: @fakedadtheband - So Dramatic! A bilingual indie synth-pop ear worm that teases melodrama and gives you a soundtrack for all seasons #newmusic #indierock #synthpop #fakedad #sodramatic #duo #losangeles #YerbaMala

Artist: Fake Dad Song: “So Dramatic!” Album: Yerba Mala EP (Oct 19, 2023) Label: Father Figure Music Genre: Synth Pop, Indie Rock Ever since meeting at a college party, the duo of Andrea de Varona (she/her) and Josh Ford (he/him) have been inseparable, and have led their mutual desire to create music that understands you to be the foundation of Fake Dad. Melding a number of musical styles,…

[zack-creeper]

This is so beautiful I'm in tears.

It's such a beautiful thing of chaos😢.

[lg5]

Banning tiktok would be really stupid; Facebook and Twitter can (and will) sell your data to the Chinese government; Congress doesn't care. But when a Chinese company might do the same thing, congress gets upset because...? It's not American companies selling your data to China? We're going to miss out on guys like Lubalin, who turn silly internet beefs into beautiful music.

[ashenwaves]

Yay! After 2 weeks I finished all the custom patterns I needed to build my Ancient Ruins Plaza :D

It’s based on Hyper Light Drifter and I’m very proud of it! :)

✨Edit: My creator code is MA-2472-2645-3426

[coridallasmultipass]

Shoving your head underwater to drink is the snake equivalent of swirling wine around a glass and going "Fahhhbulous vintage!" 🐉🐉🐉🐉 #snake #snakes #cornsnake #cornsnakes #snowcorn #albino #albinosnakes #snek #snakesofinstagram #reptile #reptiles #pets #petstagram #scalebaby #sodramatic https://www.instagram.com/p/CJpARnTA4U1/?igshid=7t6cva4uim0c

[avalise]

Trevor’s anger with cyclists is a MOOD. Lmao I love how dramatic he is.

[iamnopsycho]

My mom in high school 28 years ago 😮😂😆 #mylife #sodramatic https://www.instagram.com/p/BtpWt33FAPE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1m6pggmamzgsi

[jonathanmarksart]

More from @hollisdunlap ‘s great workshop. Not documented on Instagram: nights leaving the studio in frustration, questioning my abilities as an artist and my identity as a human. #alwayslearning #art #oilpainting #figurepainting #portrait #comicbookartist #sodramatic #sensitiveaboutmyshit https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs2OUofhukx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=m20ml72wrhcl

[runningkitten]

Last weekend exploring Fayetteville. Met up with @pootie_the_spartan and @ahess_spartan at the Fayetteville History Museum, previously known as the Museum of Transportation. Can see how excited Pauline was 😂 💕 #history #museum #fayeteville #northcarolina #exploring #travel #learningjunkie #baseballhistory #sodramatic #currency #firetruck #gas (at Fayetteville History Museum - City Market at the Museum) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cd5hJGbraZv/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[tayloradamswift]

Stormy Kauai. 2018. #kauai #storm #sodramatic https://www.instagram.com/p/BoM-5CKnTS2/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=r3jrep56f57a

[jolenesiana]

Name that Nineties melodrama. 🤣 … OK, So this group of wonderful people was not actually the cast of some hit show in the 90s, but just a bunch of kids working at a restaurant at Universal Studios… Which means it *could* have been a very entertaining show. 🎬 * * * #fbf #nineties #hospitality #hospitalitylife #sodramatic #drama #melodrama #35mm #strikeapose #fromthearchives (at Universal Studios Hollywood) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXB2ubIlldf/?utm_medium=tumblr

[thursdaysjournal]

Behind the scenes footage of my very first movie! It’s called “Windy City Stalker” and premieres this Fall on @lifetimetv. 😅😜 📽: @justinseiser #chicagoland #curiouscalvin #delusional #lifetimemovies #lollapalooza #moviestar #sodramatic #stalkerstatus (at Lollapalooza) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bma_Cr0Be0Z/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=g3ehg0y7g9wk

[theworldaccordingtocha]

Took my little kitten cat in for an emergency exam this morning because she had hardly eaten any breakfast and was flinging herself around and pawing at her face. Turns out she's teething, which is totally normal, and she's just being a bit dramatic. Either way, she was due for her first rabies shot, so we at least got that out of the way. Now we're back home and she really doesn't see what all the fuss was about 😂 #sodramatic #QueenBB #cryingwolf #growingpains #shesluckyshescute #Wanda #StayAtHomeCatMom #fosterfail https://www.instagram.com/p/CFz-p6jpVIq/?igshid=13hey4rvc3zg

[ashenwaves]

🌱🍃Wings of Stone, Heart of Sorrow🍂🍁

Don’t worry, this is only the first part of the story. I want to draw them again and I promise it will be beautiful :)

Oooh how I missed painting illustrations with this green!😌💚