July 30th 2024: SHE’S BACK AND I’M HAPPY AGAIN!
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- Soooo itchy (head, shoulders, back of right thigh <from mosquito bite tho>) (2:24 AM)
- Gonna try to sleep (3:00 AM)
- Up for work (7:14)
- Not gonna smoke today.
- Trying to be better
- Felt scattered brained and anxious at work doing till <i stepped on sidewalk cracks on purpose too prove nothing will happen at work>
- Couldn’t count money quickly or remember what people said
- On lunch and still feel anxious
- Really weird feelings at work
- Came home from work and saw a really cool spider in my garden that was eating something in the centre of its web
- I stayed in my work clothes and sat in the rain for 2 songs
- It felt refreshing <i collected a bird feather>
- Picked my body for 25 minutes after taking my wet shirt off in the laundry room
- Thinking fuck it! I have free will. Can do whatever the fuck i want as long as i’m not hurting anyone
- Okay… i shower now done feeling gross
- Maybe i’ll colour after
- SHOWER WAS WONDERFUL! <Shaved and cleaned so i don’t look like a troll for my love☺️>
- Opened a kitty savings account (for me to save for my own cat) ((Loki is family cat))
- Heavy hit the pen (4:45)
- Been laying on my bed on tiktok (6:09)
- Heard nia’s voice outside my door
- She said “sainely?” then just hummed for a few seconds
- She’s not outside my door
- “Hey google! Play Tonight Tonight on Spotify”
- “Volume 6”
- Took another heavy hit of the pen (6:37)
- Energy’s up
- Nostalgia music
- I sound like my sister (not the one from last post) (( will call this one… mara)
- I’m gonna look back at these and laugh one day
- Holy shit i can’t sing but i don’t care!!!
- Took a sick ass photo
- See enoris (sister mentioned in last post) this is why i never text you… anyways
- I’m gonna say everything that’s on my mind now even if it’s uncomfortable
- Fuck mood dropped after thinking about how to say uncomfortable things
- MORE WEED Party On <pfffff>
- Another Heavy Hit (7:12)
- Another Heavy Hit (8:07)
- been killing it at mariocart <not really it’s actually been very very bad>
- NIA’S COMING HOME
- MY BABY ☺️
- thinking of ideal society: every non creative job is done by robots however if people would like to do these jobs too they can in the regulated way or suggest better ethical and logical ways to run the operations at hand to a governing body (cause we still need one of these)
- everyone can just live how they want cost free:… screw money
- NIA IS HEREEEEEE: she said “it looks like a depression room in here”
- Heavy Hit (9:09)
-Nia’s dad was texting her since she came home for something and waited 20 minutes for her to come out… Very Angry Dad
- Heavy feelings hit until I crack a joke
- Rest of the night I switch from feeling great to getting really sad
- Think i might’ve taken one last hit sometime when nia left the room (or that might’ve happened already)
- Went to bed around 11:30 <i think>
Hope to see you another day <3
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Ahem…
Fascism is dictatorship. It is authoritarian, totalitarian, tyrannical
Communism is just rebranded fascism with a committee rather than a dictator
Socialism is just communism-lite
*but it will go full force communism in a very short time
The Nazi party is just rebranded fascism with a socialist take
None of the above are economic systems, or any sort of systems of government. They are simply the very, very few ruling the very, very, very many… and with tech on their side this time, if they are not stopped NOW, there will be no stopping them later
Anarcho-literally-anything will descend very quickly into authoritarianism, totalitarianism… tyranny… and you will not be able to organize quick enough nor effectively enough to stop it
Change my mind…
… and quit playing cute little childish fucking games with our freedom
Angie/Maddie🦇❥✝︎🇺🇸
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July 27th 2024: Partner left me for a week
(Archived from my notes)
(btw i promise these will be better, i just need to post what i’ve already written even though i missed quite a few days)
- Went to work fine and completed my shift with no problems (8:30-2:30)
- Wanted to use my afternoon to get fucked up
- Before I did so: I made dinner (thai lettuce wraps <i made em way to spicy>), baked muffins from a bag, cleaned some dishes and took out the garbage, had two showers (not consecutively <one right after work and one once i was ready to put pjs on>
- It was 11:00 PM before I actually did anything in my getting fucked up plans
- Got super high on a blunt and drank some of an alcohol concoction that i made earlier (2 large sips) ((it was poison))
Hope to see you another day <3
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January Anime Releases 2024
Classroom of the Elite S3 - January 3rd via Crunchyroll
Chained Soldier - January 4th via HiDive
Delicious in Dungeon - January 4th via Crunchyroll
Demon Prince of Momochi House - January 5th via Crunchyroll
The Unwanted Undead Adventurer - January 5th via Crunchyroll
A Sign of Affection - January 6th via Crunchyroll
Blue Exorcist: Shimane Illuminati Saga -January 6th via Crunchyroll
Kingdom S5 - January 6th via Crunchyroll
MASHLE Season 2 - January 6th via Crunchyroll
Solo Leveling - January 6th via Crunchyroll
The Apothecary Diaries Cour 2 - January 6th via Crunchyroll
Tales of Wedding Rings - January 6th via Crunchyroll
Banished from the hero's party - January 7th via Crunchyroll
Mr. Villain's Day Off - January 7th via Crunchyroll
One Piece Egghead Arc - January 7th via Crunchyroll
High Card S2 - January 8th via Crunchyroll
Tis Time for "Torture" - January 8th via Crunchyroll
Tsukimichi - Moonlit Fantasy Season 2 - January 8th via Crunchyroll
Metallic Rouge - January 10th via Crunchyroll
Delusional Monthly Magazine - January 11th via Crunchyroll
The Witch and the Beast - January 11th via Crunchyroll
The Weakest Tamer began a journey to pick up trash - January 12th via Crunchyroll
Bucchigiri - January 13th via Crunchyroll
Let us know what you guys think of the shows and be sure to share what animes you're looking forward to this season. We will keep you updated on any others that may drop after the 15th!
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