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sillyfroggremlin · 10 months

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the issue with me and having ocs is I will say things along the lines of "idk I think my characters are all pieces of myself" then I stop for .03 seconds and think about their issues and The Horrors™ I've put them through...

#not sure i want to think about what that says about me #some of them... hit too close to home #yk?#its like #wow #the projection there was STRONG #or other times its just like #oh #alright then

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somegrumpynerd · 1 year

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Wonder why boss hates pokemon so much...

#UTDR #UTMV #Nightmare Sans #Dust Sans #Killer Sans #Horror Sans #Dadmare #Listening to this song on my way home and I realised how much it made me think of Dream and Nightmare #It hits a little too close to home for Nightmare #The boys have to wait until he's out to try and finish the movie #They probably all assume he hates pokemon for some reason #Also he definitely calls it pocket men and it annoys them all so much #Even once he learns the proper name it's great to get payback with #Anyway now I have to go be in work hell have a good weekend everyone!#My Art

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aziraphalalala · 1 year

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We screech and we laugh and we make gifs. But have you considered how utterly excruciating it is to realise that the one person you trusted to have your back, doesn't? That in the end, for whatever reason, they did not choose you?

If they ever want to be together, an apology dance is so far from being enough it's heartbreaking. Somehow, they need to process their emotions. They need to re-establish a trust that's been broken. They need to convince one another that, given another choice, they would put Us first.

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dungeons-and-dragon-age · 5 months

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oughh......

#laya plays dragon age #da2 #oc: liam hawke #this happened a bit ago already & i wanted to draw sth for it but idk if i will finish that #but i gotta yell abt them anyway because OGH.#i have a lot of emotions about this quest ok #bartrand was the perfect scapegoat he was perfect to direct all the rage and pain at all these years #years of imagining gleeful revenge while bartrand is gloating and laughing like an evil soulless bastard #and then you meet him and he is just. a pathetic husk of a man with barely any own will left #and whats worse. varric is so so torn up about it #varric. the guy who never makes anything about him and who will always handwave and joke when something hits too close to home #drops all efforts to be smart and is just. desperate. begs hawke to not kill his brother #and liam wants to want bartrand dead so bad. he wishes he could look him in the eye and enjoy taking his life #and he knows varric will listen to him if he insisted. he knows when it comes down it it varric will yield to his decision #but he sees this broken guy who is barely the villain he kept projecting onto him and he sees varric and he sees two doomed siblings #and knows what its like to lose your sibling to your own blade #and he cant do it #and he hates it so much. but he wont do it.#and its the reason why i cant decide who dealt the killing blow for bethany bc it makes this scene juicy in different ways #if varric kills bethy its equally wanting to spare each other their siblings blood on their hands #as it is taking some form of revenge (on liams part). we both killed each others siblings. now we are even #the revenge part would still be there if liam did the blow on bethany himself. you made me do that and now i will take bartrand for it #but its also much more i know what its like. i wont make go through that too #if varric killed bethy and then also bartrand it would be more #''its my fault she is dead. i will take the revenge she/you deserves if you tell me to even though it will hurt me #dunno. all good variations i will. have to rotate them in my head more #or maybe just never decide idk they can be in canon limbo forever #anyways thats it for shouting into the void about them for now it Will happen again

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thedrotter · 5 months

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sweet sweet re:kinder community... I would like to ask y'all how you came upon the game and your experiences with it because i wanna know. im genuinely so curious to hear about other people's experiences and little opinions about this game because of how wild the game is (/pos) I'd love to hear it. do ramble to me about it

#re:kinder #not art #so in my case i once saw someone talk about it in a video and some scenes with the very vague context really struck with me #i was like wow...that is so sad... i wonder what goes on #but the thing is i watch videos talking about games like that ALLL THE TIME while im multi-tasking so i FORGOT FOR A YEAR?!?!?#until one day i was sick in pain on my bed could not move. and then it came to me. yes. “RE:KINDER. I SHOULD PLAY IT.” LIKE OUT OF NOWHERE #i will never understand how i dying of pain remembered a game i saw once BY NAME AT LEAST A YEAR LATER when jve heard of so many games #and you wanna know why it stuck with me. i saw in the video an image of the “as if id be reborn as a princess” line #i did not know the context but it was devastating #AND WHEN I PLAYED THE GAME when that scene game i was shocked to silence😭😭 BECAUSE I BASICALLY WENT COMPLETELY BLIND??#I DID NOT KNOW THE LITTLE KID WOULD BE THE ANTAGONIST???? AND THAT HE WOULD HAVE SUCH A SAD STORY??#like. i saw the sad coming i knew it was bound to happen yet i could have never been prepared for how hard it would hit me #I HAD TONS OF FUN but at first when i finished it i was so confused and so lost i was like welll.....what a game... TOO STUNNED FOR WORDS #then i thoughr of it for 20 minutes and bawled my eyes out and realized it was art #so when i got to my second playthrough i CRIED LIKE CRAZYYY😭😭 I WAS BLOWN AWAY IT REALLY HITS YOU #personally it admittedly hit close to home and while it made me bawl my eyes out it was also very comforting i felt very understood #AND IT WAS CRAZY FUN TOO i was not bored once the first time i played through it i was sleepy but i was so excited to keep playing😭😭#its funnt becayse i was initially apprehensive about playing cuz im sensitive to stories where sad things happen to kids #but i played it regardless because i was like “but what if its one of those scary media that hit close to home and i enjoy”#AND I WAS RIGHT. BUT NOT ENTIRELY BECAUSE I DID NOT THINK IT WOULD HIT AS INTENSELY AS IT DID😭😭 IT WAS MYCH MORE THAN EXPEVTED #many ways in which it impacted me but if i started listing them i would not shut up . so for now it is enough #IN SUMMARY WOW.. WHAY A GOOD GAME!! PLAY RE:KINDER!!!#i rambled more than i intended to i do apologize

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ajdrawshq · 9 months

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using second person pov despite sif very distinctly being their own person really helps the player feel more immersed in the story, characters, and sif's thought process. But Watch Out

#HOLD THE PHONE HE STILL CALLS THEM FAMILY EVEN AFTER THEY LOOP BACK.....#ok back to what i was saying.#the way siffrin stops themself from thinking to avoid. Things. during some parts hits close to home #not enough to be triggering thankfully but its interesting to see that put into actual words. the writing of this game is genuinely so good #in beginning i was hoping that all the dialogue effects wouldnt be too much or take away from the feel #and now that im this far in its like. REALLY good at doing its job #isat #isat spoilers

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vaugarde · 10 months

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"i just dont understand how a sane person could think of this" in response to a perfectly cute little piece based on a silly little image. i am attacking people with hammers

#shit like that sorta hits close to home i literally got called mentally unwell for similar stuff like having anthro cat ocs #bc ''if you were normal you wouldn't think of that stuff you'd think of normal kid stuff''#its soul sucking. i know thats a lot but its genuinely crushing.#its such an anti art attitude. only ever create things that are comfortable to the masses and fit within every single norm #never think outside of the box. even for silly things like a dog ponyo reference. thats Too Much. kill it. no human could do it.#it reminds me of when my aunt sought out my fanfic . net profile when i was in middle school with my pokemon and wc fics #and she made sure to loudly make fun of it at a party and talk about how it ''made her want to vomit'' bc it was so weird #and i needed to be checked out bc no normal kid would act like me. and that indirectly led to me deleting the entire account #bc i felt like a genuine fucking freak. it made me feel so insecure abt my art it made me so anxious to create #to this day i struggle with posting my writing specifically beyond stray ideas bc im worried itll pick up and people will say im a freak #and basically prove them all right #its a mindset im still trying to break down and its something my moms at least apologized for and im STILL affected by it so deeply #so it pisses me off so bad to see it repeated online even as a joke. especially when its used to harass people.#i feel like i need to tone myself down and make palatable art. but to some people that means the tamest shit ever like no anthro dogs #the only art allowed to exist to these people are those fucking eye doodles you make in math class and even thats a stretch

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batemanofficial · 2 months

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reaching the "pit of despair" portion of the emotional rollercoaster that is today

#speak friend and enter #like i just have to cry it out rq bc i know realistically itll all be fine #and even if its not i can go home.#but i walked to get pizza and cut the walk sign too close and almost got hit by a car and then immediately got shat on by a seagull #and my blood sugar is low and im afraid im spending my money all wrong and i miss my family and my pets and my friends :(#but on the flip side ive been here for a grand total of seven hours and everyone ive talked to has been super nice.#and its not like i was seeing my friends in person at home either. none of them live near my parents #so realistically is this different from being in like my junior year of college when i didnt have any irl friends? no not really #and did i have fun then? yeah i did #so im definitely excited to see what all this will bring and i know ill meet people and get to see way more of the country #and the positives outweigh the negatives but admitting that doesnt get me off the emotional roller coaster.#so i gotta thug it out while i use these tags as a journal and then eat my dinner ans watch some tv and take a shower and go to sleep.#see the bad thing about being medicated is that now im self aware. being unaware was worse dgmw #but now its like cmonnnnn i should be able to test out of this i know the answersssss

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smhalltheurlsaretaken · 1 year

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i was looking up a band's discography because i thought for sure i used to have exactly one of their songs in my phone (couldn't find any that rang a bell tho :/) and I got my heart broken a little bit by how their albums showed a very painful downward spiral of faith across the last two decades

#it's kind of in coded language if you weren't raised among practicing christians #(which i was surprised to find because i had no idea the band had christian connections)#but yeah that turned out to be 'struggling to believe' trauma to a t #like it sounds like love songs at first but i KNOW the lingo and it's not - it's somebody crying out for a sign #and then feeling more and more distant from god because of what they feel they are/have done #and then it's a full rejection + bitterness and hostility because it hurts too much and the language is no longer coded #it could have been me #damn it hits close to home #i just knew. i KNEW there was something christian about the way they sang and then some of the lyrics made me go 'oh shit'#'that's 100% christian jargon'#'and it's not sounding good'#'noooooo this is from 10 years ago and now they're singing about how it's too late for them'

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dany36 · 4 months

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yooooo i started watching the tokusatsu gagaga j-drama because of that one post making fun of the main character for being a nerd and not knowing any popular songs and omggg it's actually so good?? 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️ like i went in with zero expectations maybe some laughs here and there but wow, not only is it hilarious, it's sooo relatable and sweet and so well-written! i just watched the beach episode and omggg i didn't think it could get any better but wow i think it's been my favorite episode yet!!! just four adult women supporting each other's hobbies and helping each other achieve their goals!! and aldkfjlasjdflasjkdflj the part where nakamura gives the little girl the meal toy meant for boys....GEEZ that was so good, considering i also grew up with my mom enforcing all these girlie things on me when i wanted to do things that were considered for boys only....wowowowoow. and it looks like the next episode is going to deal with her finally standing up to her mom!!! aaaaaahh!!!

the only bad thing about this j-drama is that it's so short! only 7 episodes :( this has only been my second j-drama ever and i can't recommend it enough, i hope the last episode delivers!

#tokusatsu gagaga #jdrama #like i've been trying to get into j-dramas but most of them haven't really been able to hook me in #like i'll start watching them and then drop them because...idk they're too cliche for me lol #and don't get me wrong this one has some cliches too of course but ugh i guess the part about nakumura and her mom clashing #just hits too close to home lol #but like it's seriously hilarious i'm laughing my ass off every episode hahahahaha #but yeah the main character is so dumb i love her hahaha #junk #apparently this is based off a manga so i mean idk might have to look into it because i am hOOKED and so sad that i'm almost done with it :

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faethfigueroth · 5 months

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#alright these tags are super embarrassing but i needed to rant publicly so uh. you can read this but please don't perceive me too much #it is so fucking exhausting having nobody to share my life with #i have literally zero friends at this point bc ever since my grandpa died i've pretty much stopped trying to keep in touch with my hometown #friends and i cut off my 'friend' group that were racist assholes who treated me like a doormat back in october and haven't really made any #close friends at college since. and i just fucking hate that this is the same way i've felt for so many fucking years like you'd think it #would be bearable at this point and i'd be used to being alone and for a while i honestly was but it just hit me tonight how fucking lonely #i am and how tomorrow i have to keep on just doing the shit i have to do in life without anyone to talk to and share it with #other than my mom who's been pissing me off lately so i've been pushing her away too!#it's so tiring to have to go out and do things and have responsibilities everyday and not being able to share that with anyone idk it makes #it feel almost like i'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders which is SO dramatic i know #like today i wanted to talk about the stupid false alarm gas leak thing with my sort of friends in this club i'm in but i didn't get to talk #to anyone at the meeting bc everyone was just talking amongst themselves in their little groups of best friends and it just reminded me that #i don't have that and i've never fucking had that i've only ever pretended i had that #it's like all these years i've been pretending to be a person that has friends and knows how to live life normally but i never have #more than anything i just miss my friends from home bc they're the closest i've ever felt to having friends that are like family but. i #don't know how to talk to them anymore. i didn't tell any of them when my grandpa died and i think they just assumed that i've moved on so #they've probably moved on and i already know that they have their own lives and friends at their schools that are a lot more full than mine #wanna know the worst part about all of this? i just had therapy and basically told her everything's fine #and i won't meet with her again until 3 weeks from now so literally the only person i can talk to about this right now is my mom #which i am absolutely not gonna do bc she's gonna get so scared and worried for me and i can't have that rn #anyways yeah. this isn't even that big of a deal like i haven't had friends for at least the past 6 months it's not like anything's changed #i just feel extra sad about it right now. i need a distraction stat gonna go watch watch some tv goodnight #shut up hanna

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littlemisstoast · 5 months

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sing them im ur man, my love mine all mine, and last words of a shooting star by mitski in country style

last words of a shooting star is one of my favorites 🥺 do u think the hillbillies can handle it LMAO

#ask littlemisstoast #CRACK BABY WOULD HIT TOO CLOSE TO HOME FOR SOME OF THEM LMAO

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munch-mumbles · 6 months

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ive been a little upset about it all night so i need to write out all the things that happened at work today and are bugging me so i can TRY to get it out of my head and actually RELAX bc i just keep pacing in circles around it instead of just accepting it and moving on

#for context i was working frying chicken today. ok so i arrive and literally all the chicken out expires within ten minutes of each other #meanwhile to remake everything takes about an hour 20 #tried my best to get everything out and replaced and make sure i have enough of everything and then take my break bc with chicken there are #few narrow windows to take your break in you have very little control over when it is #get back and while im getting ready for my next fry one of the assistant leaders comes back and passive aggressively asks 'everything ok?'#and when i say yeah shes starts saying how shes 'just checking' because apparently i didnt have enough chicken out for her liking and went #on about how we're in a chicken drive (I KNOW. I WORK CHICKEN SHE NEVER HAS.)#etc etc. i just say ok and she leaves #like 20 minutes later she comes fucking back to rag on me again about how i need to choose my break times better and i need to have more #chicken out there as back up (extremely difficult bc there is literally only so much room in the fryers. the batches i usually make already #nearly completely fill them up) blah blah and then when i try to explain how i WAS making pretty big batches people are just snatching them #up fast she keeps trying to walk out the door right away and keeps stopping and looking over her shoulder to just stare at me while i try t #finish my sentence #and she just. doesnt say anything in response when i do finish she just leaves #so clearly she didnt want a conversation she just wanted to rag on me #then later for cleanup the timing of everything just kept lining up inconveniently so i kept having to get in and out of raw cleaning gear #and slowing myself down and i end up having to stay almost 15 minutes late to finish cleaning #during cleaning i have to go grab a key to the back door to take out my trash and this one coworker i have was standing in the way of the #door. i say excuse me and she just stares at me and goes huh?#and i say i need a key and she barely moves out of the way without responding and she has a look like im bothering her #why are you acting like im being douchey. i just need a key. thats something she does a lot she acts like im inconveniencing her by asking #basic favors . ive stopped asking her to help me open the back door (sometimes needed if i also have raw garbage to take out and therefore #cant touch the key myself) for some reason she takes it upon herself to almost completely close the door after i walk out so when i come #back i have to awkwardly use my foot to reach around and pull the door open #ive asked her before not to do it and she just ignored me #GRAH GRAH. and then like i said in my last rb i realized while i was drivign home i forgot to wash a damn pan #im mostly worried about it because ive forgotten a couple times in the past too . in my defense its a pan i personally dont use but it just #gets left behind from first shift sometimes and then second shifters end up having to make sure its clean #im just irritateddd and im mad im worried about it all. its all little things piling up on each other #LOL I WROTE A LOT MORE BUT THE REST GOT CUT OUT IG I HIT A TAG LIMIT. tumblr voice ok dude quit your bitching !!

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lhrry · 2 years

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#gotta say (but not trying to guess or explain even if there are a few theories in my brain)#that everything happening these past weeks really is curious and it’s going to be interesting to see what happens next esp in potentially #looking at why babygate was so terribly ramped up during louis’ promo #because you have that in a quite unparalleled way but then you have Eleanor not being mentioned once like #literally danielled #and then you have the way fitf is queer #and then suddenly it becomes very clear that harry is no longer blacklisted in louis’ interviews and you have a syndicated press release #about louis struggling with fatherhood and few days later there is article upon article about louis on his ‘brother’s’ success #at a time when mp came out and with all the comparisons people are making with larry one would think they’d shun this but apparently not?#and then you have louis saying harry hits too close to home which still was a formulation for the books skmsk #and then you have holivia BUA which we expected around this time but louis’ 1 more day tweet makes it even funnier ngl #and you have gemma and lottie interacting on social media more (although there’s been something here and there before)#and there was even sth about harry on the twins’ igs a few weeks back or sth i dont know i dont follow them #but like no matter whether this is it and they’re just changing up the nemesis narrative or whether there are going to be further #developments #there definitely is some kind of a shift and it may end here or it may not but there definitely is sth happening

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yourstormthlaylirahh · 9 months

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Rewatching A Shoulder to Cry On, and it's intensely upsetting to me that Da Yeol is the first person to tell Tae Hyun that what happened to his mother was not his fault. We can see he went to therapy- not a single therapist thought to tell him this? A traumatized child with intense fears of abandonment? Fuck all the way off it makes me livid

#a shoulder to cry on #tae hyun started off being a character i absolutely hated and slowly drew me in via compassion #not excusing his actions but finding some understanding for them #and also some ways in which he hits a bit too close to home #emilys fandom thoughts #i think people moved past this show too fast just saying

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peach-pot · 1 year

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no matter how many times I’m reminded that my friend has had pretty much the exact same aspec experience as me, I always forget that she will always Get It.

#we had to watch an asexuality related movie for class and then present on it #I was thinking ‘oh god how am I gonna explain to her that this movie hit too close to home and made me feel like shit?’#as soon as we meet up she goes ‘so I have some Thoughts about this movie. called me the fuck out.’#oh yeah. thank god lol.#I was like ‘this part made me feel this but I don’t wanna say all that to our whole class’#and they go ‘I’ll do it I don’t give a shit. I’ll make them listen to me talk about all my bullshit feelings’ my friend ❤️#hannah talks sometimes

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