#someone fucking school me pls
Text
As a collective in general I have always been a little freaked by genetic memory and evolution and the knowledge that caterpillars turn into like DNA goo in the chrysalis and literally become butterflies in the goo is not helping me. And then they can REMEMBER shit from when they were caterpillars? After turning into goo?
Or how like tigers have white spots on their ears to mimic eyes or how stick bugs look like sticks for camouflage. How did the cells know to do that. HOW. I KNOW ITS OVER MILLIONS OF YEARS I DONT CARE HOW WOULD THEY EVER KNOW.
#im losing my mind#someone who understands biology is gonna probs think this is hilarious#but it legit#freaks me out#what are we made of#how does it know to change#someone explain#evolution is an eldtric horror that needs more creative attention honestly#idk what im saying but im having a moment#butterflies#caterpillars#evolution#scares me#not in a oh it isnt real way#in a it is very real and i dont undertsand it and im frightened way#biology#someone fucking school me pls#personal#personal rant
69 notes
·
View notes
Text
i bring you: my casual clothes tankman design (and steve too)
i am so normal about found family tankdad
happy pride month lol
#pico's school#tankmen#fnf fanart#fnf#fnf pico#moon art#feel free to roast me for my weird design decisions#or ask me questions abt my design decisions! pls talk to me about my art it would make me happy. my askbox is always open#tankdad#friday night funkin#pico newgrounds#pico fnf#friday night funkin'#tankman#sergeant john captain#tankmen captain#tankmen steve#steve tankmen#daddy dearest#fnf daddy dearest#newgrounds#i posted sketches of him to ng last year but he looks so much better in these that the old pics make me cringe lol#this was a lot of time and effort for what amounts to glorified doodle sheets but. listen.#had to introduce him to y'all properly before i potentially go stupid go crazy with him#cw smoking#cw alcohol#edit: yall goin nutty damn. someone on ng called him a dilf too its fucking over#1k
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
Me in 5th grade going around our schoolyard hugging trees bc i was lonely af and had no friends be like:
I kid you not they had names too😭😭
#I'm such a mess#everyone thought i was fucking stupid back then#i was known as the tree hugger in our school#why am i such a lonely mess#trees ARE your best friends i guess#someone pls tell me i'm not the only one like this#god this is cringe
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
"Henry cares for Faran. The Liars normally have to be the ones caring for others. It just makes me melt!" - Zaria on Twitter about Henry(x)
#pretty little liars: original sin#pll: original sin#henry nelson#ben tyler cook#look i know people don't like him but ME do#i know he wasn't the best boyfriend in summer school but he was trying!!!#he does have an issue with boundaries/oversharing/nosiness but i feel like that's a fairly normal issue(he needs to work on it)#maybe i just like ben tyler cook...#i don't even post many gifsets for male characters yet here i am defending him#also could be because he gives me strong lucas beattie/lucas gottesman vibes and i remember really liking him with hanna(until some point)#him getting upset at her for being mean to kelly kinda reminded me of lucas with hanna about kate in the books iirc? but i'd need to reread#pllosedit#henrynelsonedit#bentylercookedit#bencookedit#i honestly would be happy to have him back next season as faran's friend but idk how likely that is tbh#just a dorky romantic sorta dude with a strong moral compass and a heart of gold :p#i would LOVE to know who they were gonna cast if they kept henry as asian-american#i think he also reminds me a little of holden? i also liked him too#pretty little liars: summer school#pll summer school#pllssedit#honestly wish they would stop straightening ben's hair i love his little waves/curls and the messiness... i mean gif 9? what a cutie#if ben himself ever talks about henry i will replace the quote#honestly henry probably gave faran issues by saying ''i love you'' but then wouldn't leave the c*lt for her...#but also she didn't say it back? she honestly didn't have to if she wasn't feeling it but idk maybe it hurt him and that's why he wouldn't?#if i'm being honest though FUCk that c*lt storyline... that was just for shock value and not even GOOD shock value#i truly believe he acts impulsively when he feels like someone will be hurt or is hurting#i wonder if he was working on illinoise and that's why he wasn't upped to a series regular?#sir don't join a c*lt... go to therapy!!! pls i BEg
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
is it just me, or did simon’s weird jealousies over maddie’s relationships with other men rub anyone else the wrong way
#i found him a bit too gale-coded for my taste#if u know what i mean😒#anyways he annoys me#and i won’t lie it pisses me off that he’s a potential love interest and not just her friend#like why do guy friend characters have to be so fucking insecure#also they made wally so sweet and wonderful it’s practically impossible for me to not want him to be with maddie#honestly idk if i like the show’s twist (which was spoiled for me but that’s my own fault)#(spoilers are kind of bad luck for me when it comes to my ships ending well😞)#just want to clarify that i absolutely love the show otherwise#i’m just mad that i spoiled myself and now wally and maddie might not be together#(someone pls convince me otherwise)#school spirits#wally x maddie#wally my beloved#maddie nears#maddie x wally#wally clark#milo manheim#peyton list
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
very very very tense tonight. need a hot trans person to beat me up about it.
#trying very desperately to work on school stuff but the audhd is making it genuinely impossible tonight#anyway someone pls come tie me up and do fucked up shit to me until i disassociate#jrambles!
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
tomorrow-me's gonna hate tonight-me, part 3522
(an incoherent work-related rant in the tags, read if you will but it's boring lol)
#due to bus schedules i go to work every morning almost two hours before my actual work starts#and i always use this time to plan the day's lessons etc.#(in case someone's somehow missed this i'm a language teacher 👩🏫)#which is convenient but often i underestimate how much time i'm gonna need#and so i end up in a race against time to finish everything before i actually need to be ready (=my classes start)#so far i am yet to go to class without having prepared all the stuff. more or less at least lol#but it really sucks to have this rushed feeling to everything 😩#and so every single fucking day i'm like ''when i get home i'll do this and this so that i can for once be ahead of myself''#but the second i actually get home i'm like ''...nah 🙂''#because goddammit i'm HOME pls don't make me work there 😭#but some stuff i just don't have the time to do at work. such as marking student essays 😟#at least that i COULD do at home if i wasn't so protective of my free time 🤧#but lesson planning? lots of the materials are at the school anyway#so that's sort of my excuse to NOT do any of that at home but. sometimes i know i should 🤡#because tomorrow-me would appreciate it#however tonight-me tends to be a lazy fucker who wants to just imagine blorbo nonsense or stare at a wall doing nothing 😭#i have regrets about this career choice lol don't become a teacher kids istg
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
Does anyone have recs for any books that are similar vibes to The Secret History/Black Chalk/Dead Poets Society/Saltburn…………..
#PLEASE#i need my fucked up school cult vibe fix#i can only reread tsh so many times yknow#someone get me OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!#anyways pls reccomend books if you have any😊😊#the secret history#black chalk#dead poets society#saltburn#man has anyone on tumblr even fuckin READ black chalk??#is that just a me thing????#fuck man. idk#i think about it a lot tho#justice for my babe dee. i couldve written her better#dark academia
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
at the end of every summer i think i know exactly how exhausting school is. and then. at the end of every summer. I Remember.
#me in my 14th year of school like#maybe it won’t be so tiring this time! LMAO EVEN#someone pls call the hospital for me i’m worn out from carrying the weight of my FUCKING BACKPACK on my shoulders#anyways. fun! 😁👍 i am having fun!#sid speaks
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
sobbing because you have to go to school is so real
#i dont wanna go to school#i hate school#someone#save#me#pls#ihateschoolsm#fuck school#i dont wanna go
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
apparently there's a community of people who claim squirrelflight was abusive to brambleclaw????
#i guarantee you they're entirely brambleclaw defenders#it's mostly on tiktok#of course it is#these people argue that people only thought that bramble was abusive because moonkitti made a video about it#and yeah i think the idea became more prevalent for that reason but also... isn't moon an abuse survivor?#i'm gonna believe them over some 14 year old with a superiority complex#if moon hadn't talked about it someone would have#i highly doubt they were the first person to talk about it#they just popularised the idea because they're well known in the fandom (which isn't inherently a bad thing)#these people don't even provide evidence either#one of them made a post that was like 'people say bramble is the abusive one but that's not true'#and the only rebuttal provided was that squilf speaks out against him at gatherings#you know#the reason he chose her as deputy in the first place#at least moonkitti used textual fucking evidence#didn't even disprove the very valid points about bramble being abusive#are these people too young to have learned that? aka too young to have taken a middle school english class?#so in conclusion if you don't think brambleclaw was/is abusive unfollow and block me pls <3#don't bring that discourse here though#ik i'm talking about it but i'm just sharing my thoughts not trying to start a discussion#warriors#warrior cats#wc#squirrelflight#squirrelstar#bramblestar#brambleclaw#shipping discourse
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
...
#waiting ever so patiently for ppl to fall asleep so that I can microwave some mashed potatoes...#in the past two days I have not had enough food#yeah that's all the time and yes the calorie deficit is kicking my ass#but fuck I am so hungry rn and have been since early this morning#once ppl are in bed I'm going to warm up potatoes and peas#pls godoka let there be a little more for me#in my own place I'll be able to use the bathroom and eat food whenever I want#I won't even have to expect shame#I won't worry about earning my food by working my ass off for someone else#I'll just get to eat when I want and in peace not in the dark and as quiet as a mouse#I'll light myself a candle because why not and help myself to homemade soups#i really want to cook for some reason but using the kitchen pisses ppl off bc they can hear the sounds of my existence#i hate that if i don't do enough to them that they think i just lose the right to eat bc they perceive me as a waste of resources#i stood up all night and wandered around crying over the same old same old... came home at like 5am#i let myself sleep in and ik they think i haven't contributed enough to earn any food today#“what good is a man if he only eats and sleeps?”#that's all they see#trying not to smoke and trying to cope in other ways like writing about it#at least school is tomorrow and I'll get to see my dear profs again#i cried reading their happy thanksgiving messages over email last night
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
so stressed i got a stomach ache an hour and a half before we have to film OKAY SURE
#avery.txt#once again. my body betrays me#im so fed up abt this stupid thing we all met on saturday and had four days to finish shit up for recording today and i hdlad#*had a few very simple requests that NOBODY DID#god i wish i could do smth about it but i can't control what other pl#*ppl do. and if something came up for someone just fucking tell us so we can handle it!!!!!#i am not the best student by any means. i do not always do my best. but i do Finish Things. and when other ppl are relying on me i handle it#so im just AAAAAGHHFHG#its fucking GRAD SCHOOL I AM YOUNGER THAN YOU PPL AND I WOULDNT EVEN BE HERE IF I COULD GET HIRED!!!!!#WHY DO I HAVE TO BE CARRYING SHIT /AGAIN/#why is this just undergrad all over again. hhfhdhdhfhjfhfj!!!!
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
sometimes i look at things i write and i go "huh. my mental illness is showing"
#vent in tags#<- just to be safe idk what counts tbh lmao#GIRL WHY DID I CRY ABOUT SOMEONE CALLING A SONG FROM TWEWY MID FOR AN ENTIRE DAY??????#why do i keep comparing myself to a houseplant that dies when things go A Little Wrong??????????#hm. maybe i do need to get myself evaluated...#i need to get my eyes checked and go see a psych but i! am incapable! yay! <- knows getting a diagnosis can and probably will make my life#much harder#pls at least let me see if my eyes r fucked or if i am. pls.#optometrists aren't that expensive but it's bad to go alone i think :(#im glad people worry about me but at the same time it makes me wanna die bc like...... no.....#i should not be burdening others with my issues... ya'll have your own lives and issues....#bleh. subjecting myself to the mortifying ordeal of being known sucks#i think its kinda funny that my internet friends always know more about me than my own parents...#but it's not like my parents ever take an interest in me anyway lmao#when i said i wanted to study jp i only got a very sarcastic 'good luck' like... i was at least hoping they might offer to buy me something#to study off of... but they like never take an interest in me anyway lmao#they weren't even here for my birthday. and made plans over new years without me knowing#i only learned when i asked to go see my family for new years bc they hold a celebration and this might be the last time i can go#for like... 4 years. and i don't think i can take myself bc the route is over very windy mountain roads :(#and i... do not trust myself that much in the car... and it hurts me to drive even the 10 mins to and from school sometimes...#my knee and ankle get stiff and my hip starts to hurt... its bad :(#it sucks tho i miss my family i'm lucky if i see them once a year... but its not like the adults give a shit.#sighhhhhhhhhhh. ugh. my life isn't even that bad by a lot of standards so i feel shitty for whining about it#like yeah my parents don't really care about me but at least they feed me and haven't hit me since i was little?#idk man. i should stop talking i think.
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
very big large feelings and emotioning... blech!
#the heavy guilt that comes with existing! the mortifying ordeal of being known! the Horrors!#my commencement is next week and i don't know if this is the last time i'll be in school#so i don't even know whether to feel sad or not#but i'm also going back for a quarter in the fall bc of an adhd fuck up that i don't know how to navigate#everything is so new to me bc i haven't been here on earth for very long it's all so scary#i don't know i don't knowwww!!! also on top of everything i need a full time job!! i don't have a job ahhh#someone hire me pls.... please... 🥹 i said please isn't that enough? 😭🤲🏻#for the void
2 notes
·
View notes
Photo
She’s literally SO PRETTY YOUR HONOUR I’m gonna call the police (pun intended)
#sin huellas#catalina pardo#shitty screencap posts (TM)#delayed but my computer crashed and I'm only just now regaining access to it#'if you want something done right you have to do it yourself' is apparently my fandom motto laughcry#I am single-handedly going to populate the catalina pardo tag if it's the last thing I do#anyway siri how do I deal with having a crush-adjacent situation with someone I used to see around the patio at recess???#this is new territory for me lmao#also she looks EXACTLY THE SAME it's freaking me the fuck out#from telenovelas to lead on an amazon show sharing screentime with the likes of silvia alonso and álex gadea you're doing amazing sweetie!!#also fun (and kinda weird) fact: when I was a kid I used to dream of having a cat named camila one day#I literally hadn't thought about that in AGES but it popped into my head recently and I realized something#that's a weirdly specific name to want to give your cat... and I think it's bc I always thought she was the prettiest girl in the school#and had such a pretty name#you could even say she was the first girl my age I ever had a crush on although I'd need a bit more introspection to corroborate that#and now I get to blog about her (respectfully) here on tumblr dot com#life is weird and wonderful sometimes#anyway pls go watch this show so it gets a season 2#I need camila to stay employed on something that's right up my alley so that I can continue to fully enjoy her
5 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
maliburup-photography
Mariann Libach Burup Photography
midlandkitchen
Untitled
way5577
继续飞行
questtocreate
The Quest to Create Games
hawyeahjinx
Ekkkk