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#sorry for chubby fem reader this one was gonna hit on more personal feelings for me
aviradasa · 1 month
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Hi :) ! I hope you're doing well <3 . I was wondering if you could do some Larry Johnson x chubby!fem!reader hdcns, along with some Sal Fisher ones too ? 🖤 Ily !!
Yesss there is not enough chubby reader on here, and as a chubbier girl myself, I couldn't wait to write this!! And Ilyt 🖤🖤 I hope you enjoy these Lil HCs
Larry and sal x Chubby!Fem!reader HCs
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Separately of course
{Fluff} Warnings: some swearing,mentions of creeps but that's it.
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Larry:
Ok, to start, Larry with a Chubby Reader is a match made in heaven
He doesn't care you got a Lil meat on your bones his literal catchphrase is
"Well, there's just more of you to love."
He lives by it.
You will never see him be one of those guys that tells you not to eat something cause 'you gotta lose a few pounds'
Naw he don't give a fuck. It's your body he loves you no matter what.
Also, I've touched on it in the past, but I think Larry is a touchy guy.
Like not even in an inherently sexual way, it's literally just how he shows love
With you, it's all hugs,kisses,cuddles,grabs, and squeezes.
He loves how soft your skin feels even in the spots with bumps or stretchmarks he still loves it.
He would lowkey like to trace your stretchmarks. Or maybe paint them. I could see him turning your stretchmarks into like a cool as lightning piece.
Also, he would love just laying on you. He gets hella comfortable just laying on your thighs.
And if he gets the chance to fall asleep on them. That's it he's out like a light for hours.
But if you move, he will wake up and be like
"Where the fuck are you going?"
He's also your number 1 defender/Protector
cause ain't nobody gonna talk to his girl in a way he don't like.
Someone makes fun of your weight.
Well, now they are insecure about their own.
He's all about treating others how they treat you.
He has and will make a bully insecure the same way they made you insecure, but while he does it, he's talking you up the whole time
Cause you're perfect.
Now, if someone is hitting on you, he's lowkey proud like
"Yeah, my girls, great, and nobody else can have her"
But if they are making you uncomfortable or just downright fetishizing you ( i hate when this happens and if it happens to you to im so sorry)) he's getting you tf outta there, and who knows. He gets feisty he might try to square up with them 😭
He's just really awesome.
He takes care of you and loves you so much
To him, weight doesn't mean shit. He loves you for you. Your personality is what matters to him. And he will always be there for you.
Even if you're feeling insecure, he's pulling you outta that state of mind.
But let's be honest with him, it's almost impossible he never gives you the chance to feel bad about yourself.
He reasures you before you even realize you need it.
Overall, he's just a great boyfriend no matter what size you are
Sal:
Alright, sal is just the sweetest damn thing on earth
You think he gives a FUCK your a Lil Chubby?
Naw
I mean, when he was younger, even he was a little Chubby.
Plus, the guy got his face blown off. He's not the type to judge
He's just happy that he has someone that he loves and that loves him for who he is.
That's what means the most to him
And he does his best to show it.
He's not as touchy as Larry, but he still is big on it, especially farther into your relationship
The more he trusts you, the more it becomes
He lives for your hugs. He finds it really comforting. You're like a little pillow
Like if he wakes up in the night from night terrors or a vision. He will just grab you and pull you into a cuddle
The next morning, you wake up, and you have to poke him to make sure he's just sleeping and not dead
You just have that calming effect on him. idk
He is just always holding you
Your hand,your waist, an arm over your shoulders (if he can reach)
He also does not care about what you eat.
He's just like girl do whatever you want.
If you do wanna lose weight ok just do it responsibly.
Don't hurt yourself in any way.
Honestly, this could go for both him and Larry.
Getting onto the topic of protection
sal is a sassy dude.
especially as an adult. Dude, hit 19 and said fuck it I'm done.
Someone insults you for your weight ok well sal is talking shit on their whole bloodline.
he has a roster of insults he's come up with over the years
And he can be mean as fuck 😭
And the thing is, he doesn't even swear a lot while doing it. He is pulling up with words that even you're just like, "What?"
So just cause they said something to you, he's not only making fun of them but also there intelligence without even trying
Who needs to swing when you have sals attitude.
Now, if someone normally hits on you, he doesn't really care he might wait for them to leave, then chuckle about it with you
But if they are full on like touching you or fetishizing you, he don't let it slide.
He lowkey finds it fun to fuck with creeps.
Like, don't get me wrong, he hates what people do it to you in public, but he just loves the chance to talk his shit
just watching him make fun of them. cheers you up. just cause let's face it
he's 5'8 as an adult, and he's kinda lanky, so watching him make fun of someone bigger than him is hilarious
He has made a dude cry.
It was hilarious. You lowkey forgot the dude had full-on grabbed your ass
But yeah, other than that, Sal just doesn't give a fuck your chubby your a human being and he loves you.
And he always will.
You're also never insecure with him. He lets you know how beautiful and lovely you are and how much he appreciates you.
And you do the same for him
You guys are just the best together 🖤
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miffysrambles · 1 year
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hey, can i request wukong and macaque (sep) comforting a chubby reader (fem if possible) who often remember her past and the bullying she suffered? like a scenario where they find her looking at the mirror with a bitter face
Wukong and Macaque With a Chubby! Fem! S/O
(I'm plus-sized myself so this hit close to home :'3)
You undressed into your bra and underwear as you had gotten home, gripping the chub on your waist as you looked down at your torso. You had always been a bit chubbier than others and being in public today reminded you of that, you hated these days.  You have felt like this for quite some time now, it’s just something you deal with. But that doesn’t mean the thoughts banging in your head didn’t bother you. They would say things belittling you and your body, saying what you could do to make yourself thinner. You knew these thoughts were caused by real voices from your past, the things they would say to you were deafening as they boomed in your ears. You sighed as you finally looked up to meet your face, a look of pure bitterness and hatred reflected off the glass. You were so focused on your self-loathing that you didn’t notice your monkey boyfriend standing the the doorway of your bedroom.
Wukong:
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Wukong had walked into the room with a smile on his face to greet you after being out all day, he was about to walk up to you to give you hugs and kisses when he stopped in his tracks to see you grimacing at your reflection.
His eyebrows furrowed upwards as he slightly parted his lips, “You ok sunshine?”
You jumped as you turned your head to see your partner, putting up a fake smile as you nodded.
“Yep, just getting changed for bed Wukong!”
He knew this was a fake response, he knew your genuine smile like the back of his hand.
The way you practically lit up with a twinkle in your eye, oh it’s something he strived to see daily.
He walked up to you and caressed your face with his thumb, a look of loving concern made your stomach do flips.
“Hey, it’s okay if you’re not. I’m not gonna force you to talk to me, that won’t do any good, but I want to help any way I can.”
You leaned your cheek into his grasp as you sighed, “It’s one of those days… You know, the one’s where my head won’t shut up about my body… Some of the voices are things I’ve heard from old peers and those hurt the most…”
As you described what people have said to you in the past, his heart broke.
How could anybody say such awful things to you, his peaches?
His eyes softened more, smiling slightly to comfort you as he kissed your temple.
“Oh peaches, those days suck huh?”
You nodded, “So much it hurts…”
He wrapped his arms around your waist as he held you close, “I’m sorry they hurt, if it makes a difference I love your body just the way it is. I wouldn’t change a thing about ya’.”
You smiled as you kissed him on the lips, finally getting what he came into the room for, ‘It does, thank you.”
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Macaque:
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(I have a personal HC that Macaque loves plus-sized/chubby people hehe)
Macaque was following you through your shadow as you arrived home, looking for an opportunity to give you a light surprise as he told you he was gonna be held up at work tonight. 
(He had done this in the past and you both knew it was all good fun).
He was stopped however when you looked at your reflection with a repulsed look, making him back away as your shadow on the wall with a concerned look, rising from a portal in the doorway.
“M-Macaque? I thought you were gonna be home late tonight!” Your frigid voice asked him, you were clearly on the verge of tears.
A mix of concern and understanding was on his face as he approached you, “They let me go early, the play was rescheduled…” 
He took hold of your hands as he looked down at your interlocked fingers, “This isn’t the first time this has happened huh?”
You nodded slightly as he kissed the back of your hands, “Not even close…”
“Do you wanna talk about it?” He asked, not wanting to overstep your boundaries because he knew exposing your feelings takes a lot of mental strength.
“Just voices from my past booming in my head, y’know like run-of-the-mill bullies in school…” You described what you went through as a child, making his eyebrows furrow and his nose scrunch up in anger.
Just knowing you were in pain from other people, even if it was in the past enraged him.
He sighed as calmed down, helping you feel better even if for a second was his top priority.
He trailed soft kisses up your arm to your cheek, “I love your body because it’s you sweet cheeks. I love everything about you, and I wouldn’t change a thing. I know that won’t change the thoughts going through your head but it’s a start right?” He pulled his lips away from your cheek as he smiled, making your cheeks flush as you smiled and laughed at his displays of affection.
He nuzzled his nose into your neck, making you laugh again from the ticklish sensation.
“There she is, that’s my girl." He chuckled as he kissed your cheek once again. 
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wooahaes · 2 years
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i cant sleep so
i had plans for a multi part vernon fic w a chubby reader set in the same universe as enouement/lhc that would have dealt more w like. online harassment, fatphobia, self image in general, etc. idk if ill ever write it tbh but its something i did have plans for so
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slutdery · 4 years
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Swimming in the money like royalty.
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make a wish series.
A series (for each member of the unit) about their lines in make a wish (english version).
pairing | jaehyun x fem!reader
genre | smut, fluff (ig)
words | 2.2k
warning | exhibitionism, fingering, mature content, sex without protection (use condom pls!), degradation (just a little bit), dom!jaehyun.
author’s not | my native language isn’t english, so if there’s something wrong with anything i wrote tell me and i’ll edit it...
You had a pretty busy life, running all over campus everyday. It was actually really boring until the weekend arrived. Every weekend you traveled to Itaewon with your best friend, after all you needed to escape from your reality sometimes. Always the same routine: You get in Itaewon, meet a new girl/boy and tell them lies about yourself. You know it wasn't something nice to do but you couldn't stop doing it, after all it was pretty fun being someone you weren't.
Walking through the streets of the 'City that never dies.' trying to find a good club to go with your friend. After finding one you got on the line waiting for your time to enter. It was several minutes waiting with lots people behind and in front of  you, but finally it was your turn.
🌟
It was so crowded and the music was so loud that you could feel in your heartbeat, making you wanna just get out of there, but you didn't. You wanted to at least try to enjoy the night, but god there was so much people bumping into you.
"Drink. It'll make you feel better."
Your friend told you while giving you a cocktail, you took it from her hand and drank all of it in seconds.
"Like hell it would."
A song that you really liked started playing 'Finally something to enjoy.'. You walked through the club stopping next to the bar so you wouldn't have to walk to get the drinks, and it was a lot easier to dance since there weren't many people around. Dancing to your favorite song with your friend, your hips moving to the sides while passing your hands through your waist 'Tonight i'm a bitch.' you thought and made your moves even sexier. Maybe it was the drink going to your brain already or just you wanting to escape your 'Good girl' life. Your eyes met a interesting guy propped against the wall. He had a sharp face and thick cheekbones, his cupid bow's were the definition of perfection. He was looking at you as you moved, all of his attention on your body motions. Your moves stopped as the music changed, it was a really bad one that you didn't even wanted to hear it. You ordered a drink on the bar and drank a little bit as soon as the bartender gave the order to you. You didn't find the pretty guy when you looked at the place he was, he simply disappeared in the middle of the club. 'He was cute.' you thought and kept drinking the cocktail.
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It got way more crowded than before and people started bumping into you again, it was so uncomfortable to the point that made you just leave the place. Your friend was still inside enjoying with some girl she met, of course you didn't wanted to disturb her so you just left. You stayed in the front of the club and closed your eyes as you felt the cold wind kiss your supple skin, it was so good the way that you felt free. You heard someone cleaning their throat and opened your eyes to look at the person, for your surprise it was the good looking guy from before. His face lighten by the streetlights made him even prettier than inside of the club. His face proportions was amazing, you were speechless. "Godlike" was the only thing that left your mouth while your eyes studied all of his face.
"Sorry, what?"
You got your hands to your mouth as soon as you realized that you said it out loud, but he just giggled making you feel comfortable with the situation. He had a cigarette on his nice lips. The smoke reached your face when he let it out, making you cough a little.
"You think i'm Godlike?"
"I wanna kiss you."
His eyes widened when he heard what you said. He wasn't expecting hearing such a thing from you, cause you didn't seem like a shameless girl. You didn't know if he was thinking about what you said or not, cause his face carried no emotions at all.
"Then be about it if you gonna say that shit."
"I mean it."
You took a step ahead and held his wrist bringing him closer to you. Your face was close to his that you could smell the mint of his menthol cigarette, it was such a nice scent.
"Oh, slow down there. I don't think this is the perfect place for this."
"Yeah?"
You smirked at him making his ears turn red by the sexy action. You placed a kiss in the tip of his pretty nose and stepped back to the place you were before.
"There's a park next to where we're, we could talk more comfortable there, if you want. Of course. My name is Y/N."
"Oh, i didn't know there was a park near. Yes, we can go there. My name is Jaehyun."
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You were sitting on a bench with a awkward silence that made you feel like he didn't wanted to be there, but he surprised you getting closer to the spot you were sitting, suddenly putting his hand on your thigh. You gasped from the sudden touch, making him regret what he just did. But he didn't moved his hands, cause he was too afraid it would make the whole situation even more awkward than already was.
"I don't think this is something i need to tell you, cause i don't like bragging about myself. But i need to break the silence in some way. I'm a prince."
"Oh, seriously? How didn't i recognized you? I'm so dumb, oh my God."
He caressed your thigh, passing his thumbs slowly in the skin. He had soft hands and a lovely touch, besides his hands were pretty too. Veins jumping through his skin, making you think of what would it feels like having his fingers inside. 'No! You just met him, come on.' you washed your thoughts away and got back to paying attention to what the prince was saying.
"So every weekend i run away from the big house and come to Itaewon."
"Oh, i do almost the same, but without the 'Run away' part. I live alone actually so i don't have to ask for anyone's permission."
"I wish i had your life."
"And i wish i had yours."
His fingers moved for the first time, getting slowly closer to your groin, his hand spread your legs a bit, making you feel the cold wind in your clothed pussy. That sent shivers down your spine, his soft touch made you realize how wet you already were. His hands tracing your inner thigh, until he stopped next to your panty. His fingers palmed your clit at a slow pace through the fabric, as you felt the sensation of the touch you let out a moan in protest. He wasn't rushing to do anything, calmly stopping his motions and pulling your lingerie to the side. Now, the chilly breeze directly into your cunt, making you close your eyes and sight. Back again with his thumbs caressing your sensitive skin, but now without anything on the way, you felt a moan leaving your mouth as he started moving faster. His fingers sometimes teasing your entrance, until he finally entered his middle finger inside. He made it harder for you to hold back the moans when he pulled another finger, curling the two of them into you, touching the tip of it on your spot. One moment the two of you were making eye contact and the another one you were kissing. The kiss wasn't awkward at all like all the first ones should be. His perfect lips against yours while his fingers were inside of you, you let out heavy breaths into the kiss. Your hands moving until it reached his face, pulling him closer, holding each sides of his chubby cheeks. It was warm and perfectly matched, like his lips were meant to kiss yours. He pulled away after minutes kissing, chasing for air. But his hands didn't stopped moving down there, still making you groan every time he curled his fingers more.
"You look so good with my fingers inside you, princess."
His fastened his moved inside, hitting your G-spot so well. Your moans were so loud that he put his other hand on your mouth, making you just shut up. You felt a knot being made on your stomach, you were so close to get what you wanted but he stopped. Leaving you there without your orgasm, you sighed as you felt the feeling disappear.
"If you want to cum you better beg."
"Can you please just fuck me?"
"Here?" He widened his eyes thinking about the offer in such a place. The place you choose hadn't many people around, making just the two of you on that side of the park. But still it was something to be afraid of, but that aroused you even more.
"Yes, here."
"So needy, angel."
He got his fingers out of your hole, making you gasp from the sudden move, cause all of his motions were slow and calm. He unbuttoned his pants, pulling it just a bit down, he did the same with his underwear, revealing his hardened cock. His dick wasn't big, nor small. He had a pretty pink tip and lots of veins jumping through the skin, just like his hands. You got up from where you were sitting and stood in front of him, waiting for courage to do this on a public place. You quickly knelt on the bench, putting your legs on each sides of his body. After finding an comfortable position, you grabbed the basis of his dick and slowly sat on it, finally feeling the head of his cock entering you. His length invading your hole, making you form moans every time his dick entered more, finally all of it was inside.
"Move your hips like you did when you were dancing, baby."
You waited until if felt comfortable enough to move, resting your arms on his shoulders. You started wiggling on his lap, his dick was so deep inside of you that lots of moans left your mouth, it was so hot doing it on a public place. Your moves were calm, feeling all of his length on you, making you so vocal.
"You'd better be quiet or everyone's going to know what a naughty little slut you are."
His hands reached your waist helping you move better. Yours otherwise traveled from his shoulders to his hair, forming a little ponytail with his medium hair, then pulling his head closer. Face so close that you could smell the scent of his perfume, a sweet fragrance. In response of his piercing gaze on your lips you bit it in a teasingly way, making him eagerly put his lips together with yours. Groans from each side into the sloppy kiss. Your heart was beating so fast, the fear of being caught made you more wet. Always you heard an noise in the middle of the trees you moved faster, thinking of the sensation of someone looking you like this. He pulled his mouth away from yours, getting closer to your neck, with one of his hands he brushed your hair out of your neck and tilted it. His breath against your skin made your whole body shivers. He wet kissed all over it, leaving hickeys too.
"Cum for me, angel" He whispered in your ear biting your lobe and letting out a low moan.
"Can i?" You asked and got your moves faster as you saw that he nodded at you. His lips back to your neck sending you more pleasure. You found a move that the head of his dick started hitting your g-spot, you couldn't hold back anymore, feeling the knot being built again, but now you could let it out. You closed your eyes as you felt the orgasm finally arriving, your walls clenched around his dick, making both let out loud moans. His dick twisted inside of you, seconds later feeling his load fill you, it was so hot being like this. You rested your head on his and left a peck on his lips.
"You look so pretty like this." He told you while caressing your hair.
After some minutes like this you finally recomposed yourself and got out of his lap, letting a groan leave your throat as his length left you. He buttoned his pants and sat beside you again, resting his head on your shoulder and rubbing it like a little kitten.
"Can i get your number? Or princes shouldn't gave this to commoners?" You joked, making him chuckle and shake his head to the sides.
"No, but you're special." He picked his phone from his pocket and gave it to you after unlocking it, you wrote your number and saved as "Princess" giggling at your stupidity.
"I have to go, but my wish is to see you again. Can you fulfill it, prince?"
"Of course, my princess." Both of you laughed and got up from the bench. Leaving one last peck on his lips and walking back to the club to find your friend.
Maybe he was really different, since he were the only one you didn’t lied about yourself.
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slytherinbangchan · 5 years
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Tattoo Artist! Felix x Fem chubby reader.
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-Tattoo!Artist Changbin
-Tattoo artist!Hyunjin
-Tattoo artist!Bangchan
Tattoo Artist!Jisung -Tattoo artist!Woojin
-Fuckboy!Minho
Warnings: Mature (dry humping)
-'You idiot, your client is waiting for you'. You shout looking at the staff room on the back of the store. 'Excuse him, he's pooping'. You tell the girl waiting at the counter.
-'I'm not'. He says as he rushes over there. 'Stop telling my clients that'. He laughs.
-A half smile on your face as you keep drawing not minding him.
-He hits your arm softly and scoffs with a smile on before guiding his client to the tattoo chair.
-'Ok, would you stop flirting?'
-You look up to see Seungmin's face as he leans over the counter.
-You scoff as you smile. 'I'm not flirting with Felix'.
-'Sure'.
-That devilish smile.
-'You know you're more my type than he is, right?'
-'Should I kiss you then?' He asks still with that smile on.
-You chuckle. 'Ew, just go work on your designs'. You say as you push him away.
-He chuckles as he leaves to his work table.
-Your eyes drift meeting Felix's and you chuckle as he makes some faces at you. 'Idiot' you mumble and he just smiles before going back to work.
-He's cute when he does that.
-It's a quiet morning in the shop.
-You cleaned your schedule up so you could spend some time on new designs so you're just kinda chilling.
-You see a hand stealing your coffee and you look up to see Felix taking a sip.
-'Again?' You ask.
-'What? I was working so hard just now'. He smiles.
-'I asked earlier if you wanted me to bring you something when I went for mine'. You chuckle.
-'Well, yeah but it tastes better this way'. He winks at you and you roll your eyes.
-'It's mine'. You say as you steal your cup back from his hands.
-He chuckles and ruffles your hair. 'Yeeah, understood'.
-Stupid Felix. Always messing with you like that.
-You can see your bestie Seungmin looking at you from the distance.
-You can practically read his mind. Is like there's a billboard over his head saying 'FLIRTING AGAIN?'
-But you're not flirting with Felix.
-You've been friends like that for a while now.
-He just likes to mess with you and you don't mind messing with him back.
-Some of his art covers part of your body and some of your art covers part of his.
-But the same thing goes for Seungmin.
-After all you're all tattooists.
-And anyway even if you two were flirting is not like it was romantically, right?
-Right?
-'So, wanna go grab some lunch?' Felix asks. 'I didn't bring anything'.
-'Oh, sure. I'll tell Seungmin too'.
-'Ah, okay. Sure... Then go get him and we can leave'. He smiles as you collect your drawings and keep them in a folder.
-You check your schedule as you all wait for the food.
-'Are we still playing later?' Seungmin asks Felix.
-'Of course. We should play LoL tonight though so this idiot can join us'. He says poking your arm.
-'Don't worry about me. I don't feel like playing tonight. I think I'll watch a movie or something'. You distractedly say as you keep looking at your appointments.
-'Party pooper'. Seungmin says as he chuckles.
-'What? I'm so tired and once we start playing we won't stop. I need sleep'. You chuckle.
-'Ok then it's just us two'. Seungmin says and Felix just nods.
-The rest of the day just go by as normally as ever.
-You got a couple appointments in the afternoon for big and complicated tattoos so you end up even more tired.
-Your phone buzzes as you get out the shower.
-'You idiot, Seungmin ditched me too. Now I have to play alone'.
-'How is that my fault?😂' You text Felix back.
-'Idk but it is'.
-'Ok then lol'.
-'Just log in and join my teaaam🥺'.
-'I can't I'm meeting my friends after all'.
-'Oh, so you can go out but you can't join me on the summoner's rift cause you're so tired'.
-You chuckle as you look at your phone. '😂 Yep, sorry. Have fun tho😜'.
-'Sure... Don't drink too much huh? You owe me a game tomorrow'.
-'Yeeah~'.
-It's been a while since you last went out.
-Felix goes out a lot though.
-A bunch of his clients ask him out or invite him to parties.
-He's really popular even if he's kinda shy at first.
-But lately he's been staying home playing games with you and Seungmin.
-And it's fun but sometimes you'd spend almost all night playing.
-Normally when Seungmin goes to bed you leave too.
-You think it'd be kinda awkward staying in game just with Felix.
-He doesn't talk a lot while playing and you like to joke around and comment on everything so yeah.
-Anyway he has other friends to play with. He doesn't actually need you.
-Your friends pick you up when you're ready.
-'So whose party is this?' You ask them as you get in the car.
-'I don't know, some guy from work'. One of them says.
-'Huh... Some cute guy that I should know of?'
-'Nah. I hope he invited some friends from out of work though'.
-You sigh and honestly expect for the worst.
-It's not the first time your friends drag you into one of their coworker's party.
-And parties like that are never that fun.
-When you get there it doesn't seem bad.
-Music is nice and there's a bunch of people.
-'Hey y/n look at that guy, he's kinda cute huh?' Your friend says.
-You try to find the person she's pointing at.
-Then you see the guy but he's not facing you.
-You squeeze your eyes in a stupid attempt to see him better. 'He does look good... I think'.
-'See? I knew you'd like him. Also his friend is cute too. Let's go say hi'.
-As she drags you towards the guy you start recognizing him.
-But your brain seems unable to link concepts.
-Only when you have him right in front of you, you fully realize he's actually there.
-Your friend pokes his shoulder and he turns around.
-'Hey'. She says. 'Are you guys friends with Donhyuck?'
-He chuckles as he sees you and you do the same but neither of you say anything about it yet.
-'Nah, I'm just his tattooist and this is a friend of mine'. He says pointing at the guy next to him.
-'Hi, I'm Jeongin'. The other guy says.
-'Oh, you're tattooists? My friend is a tattooist too'. She says pointing at you.
-You chuckle again. 'I think they know'. You tell your friend.
-'Ah really? Is that a tattooist thing? You all know eachother?' She asks.
-You all chuckle. 'Seriously? You don't know who this is? You've been to my shop right?'
-She looks at them for a moment and then opens her mouth. 'Felix??' She asks. 'Omg you fucking changed a lot since last time I saw you'.
-He chuckles. 'It can't be that much'.
-'It is. What the fuck you're super hot now'.
-You laugh and hit her softly. 'Don't tell him that. He has enough people drooling over him already'.
-She kinda ignores you and keeps talking to the guys. 'We totally thought you were just two hot guys and we came here to-' But you stop her.
-'Yeah well why don't we go for a drink now?' You ask her.
-'It's ok, I'll go. You stay here' She says.
-'What? Why?' You ask but she's already gone.
-'I'm going for another drink too'. Jeongin says, leaving you alone with Felix.
-'What are you doing here?' You ask directly. 'Thought you were playing tonight'.
-'Yeah all my friends were busy so...'
-'Can't play alone huh?'
-'I can. I just rather not'.
-'You miss me that bad?' You joke.
-'Well, you're the one who appeared in a party where I already was. So who was missing who?' He chuckles.
-'I didn't even know you were here. I thought you were at home playing'. You laugh.
-'Hey Felix, you like fat chicks now?' Some guy says as he walks by.
-Felix turns around to see who said that. 'Fuck off'. He says then he looks back at you to keep chatting.
-'Ah... I'm gonna go check on my friend. She always forget what drink I like'. You say, kinda awkwardly and leave before he can say anything.
-It's funny how sometimes someone can ruin your night just like that.
-Normally you would have shout something back at that rude guy or whatever.
-But for some reason tonight that guy caught you with your guard down.
-Maybe cause he said it right in front of Felix.
-Like it shouldn't be a problem but it is.
-Cause it's not the first time someone has looked at you weirdly or laughed after seeing you with Felix.
-And you can pretend it didn't happen only a limited amount of times before starting feeling like shit about it.
-You know Felix is cute and handsome and hot. You know.
-And maybe for certain people you're not.
-You also know some people is just mean sometimes.
-But could they stop reminding you that even if you don't like him you wouldn't stand a chance if you did anyway?
-You find your friend at the drinks table.
-'I'm sorry I forgot what you like'. She says.
-'Yeah I thought so. It's ok. I think I'm leaving'.
-'What? No way! You live too far away'.
-'It's fine. I'll just take the bus'.
-'Whyy? Just stay pleasee. For a bit? It'll be fun. I promise'.
-You sigh and pour a drink for yourself. 'Ok, just a bit'.
-'Did you know Felix is super popular? I heard so many people talking about him in so little time just now'. She says.
-'Yeah, even guys like him so much'. You say.
-'Yeah? Why don't you ask him out on a date or something?'
-You chuckle. 'Are you crazy?'
-'You don't like him?'
-'What do you mean? He's my coworker'.
-'Yeah and he's fucking hot?'
-'So? I haven't even think about it. There's no way he'll waste his time in someone like me anyway'.
-'Why not? You're amazing'.
-'And fat'.
-Your friend stares at you with a suspicious look. 'Where is this coming from? I thought you weren't insecure like that anymore'.
-You sigh loudly. 'Yeah, but sometimes is hard'.
-'Ok, I get that but honestly I don't think Felix would care about something like your weight at all'.
-You chuckle. 'You barely know him'.
-She chuckles too. 'Ok, but am I wrong? Do you think otherwise?'
-'I don't know. I'm pretty much confused now'.
-'Well, ok. Let's focus on another thing for tonight then'. She says as she grabs your hand. 'Let's find something fun to do'.
-You follow her around and keep drinking.
-It doesn't get fun at all at that party but you're kinda drunk now so it's not that bad.
-The guy who said that thing to Felix left the party at some point.
-That fact and the alcohol makes you feel more relaxed.
-You can see Jeongin and Felix from there talking to some girls.
-Well, it seems more like the girls are doing all the talking.
-Not like you care.
-You sigh slightly annoyed and look away.
-There's a bunch of people sitting on the floor and your friends want to go check what the hell they're doing.
-'Ah! You entered the circle you must stay'. Some guy says.
-'What?' You ask.
-'It's the rule'. He says.
-'Uh... Okay? What is this about though?'
-'We're playing 7 minutes in heaven'.
-'Really?? Are we in high school or?'
-Your friend chuckles at your reaction and makes you sit.
-'What is this?' Felix asks as he's pushed into the circle by some of the girls who were talking to him earlier.
-'Ok, you all can sit but that's it. Let's start the game'. The guy says.
-Felix looks as confused as you were a minute ago but he sits down.
-He also looks kinda drunk.
-You don't know almost anybody else in that circle. It's going to be awkward if the bottle points at you at some point.
-So you're kinda praying that's not the case.
-And it works at first.
-You just keep drinking and laughing about other people being put together in a tiny room for 7 minutes.
-And how some of them are pissed about their partner and others have not enought time for kissing or whatever.
-So you forget about the bottle for a minute.
-Then realize everyone is looking at you.
-'What?' You ask.
-'It's your turn y/n. He's waiting for you, c'mon'. Your friend whispers to you.
-You look up and Felix is offering his hand to help you up.
-So nice of him to help you like that.
-You hold it without thinking about it too much.
-So dizzy you almost fall.
-You hear someone mumble. 'So lucky'.
-'Who am I getting in this room with? I wasn't really paying attention'. You whisper to Felix and he chuckles.
-'Me'.
-You feel some butterflies in your stomach but just keep walking to the room.
-Some guy opens the door for you and you get in.
-It's a very tiny guest room with a bed and not much more.
-'I'm sorry you got stuck with me'. You say. 'Don't worry. I'll tell everyone nothing happened when we are out of here'.
-He scoffs. 'So you're just rejecting me like that?'
-What is he talking about?
-'Not funny'. You say as you sit on the bed.
-He sits right besides you. 'Why are you mad at me?'
-'I'm not. Actually this is the less mad I've been in this party'.
-He laughs. 'Glad I make you feel good then'.
-'Yeah, you do'. You say looking at him. He's looking down at the bed.
-Then you feel the warmth of his hands over yours.
-'What are you doing?' You ask and he chuckles.
-'I don't know. I'm kinda drunk and your hands looked so soft. I wanted to touch them'.
-You smile. 'Weirdo'.
-'Shut up, I'm not'. He pushes you with his shoulder but doesn't let your hands go.
-His smile is so precious. Wonder how you didn't notice before.
-'You know you owe me a game right?' He says. His fingers laced with yours now.
-'Yeeah I know...' You chuckle. 'We need Seungmin though I can't play with you alone. You're so quiet'.
-'What? Really?'
-'Yeah I think it'd be awkward just the two of us. Oh god... I'm sorry I'm drunk confessing about my awkward feelings when we are in a call alone'. You can't stop your words but he's chuckling so it's ok.
-'I knew it was weird you always leave when Seungmin does'. He laughs.
-'I'm so sorry Felix'. You laugh.
-'It's fine. We'll play alone next time. So you'll see it doesn’t have to be awkward'.
-'Oh god it'll totally be'.
-'It won't you idiot. We can be in a call alone. We're alone now'.
-As soon as he says that something moves inside of you.
-You look at him in the eyes then look at his lips.
-He smiles and leans a bit over you.
-Your heart racing all of a sudden.
-What is happening??
-He's so fucking close now.
-He's stopped just 2cm away from your lips.
-You're blushing.
-'Can I kiss you?' He asks almost in a whisper.
-You blush even harder. 'W-wha..?'
-'Ok, guys time's up'. The guy controlling the game says as he opens the door startling you a bit.
-Felix closes his eyes and scrunches his nose silently annoyed at the guy's timing.
-'Oh... Okay'. You tell the guy as you stand to walk out.
-Felix follows you to the living room and you both sit down in the circle again.
-Luckily that spinning bottle forgets about you two for the rest of the party.
-You practically pass out when you get home.
-And when you wake up next day you hardly remember anything at first.
-Then you see the texts on your phone.
-'Girl, you better tell me what happened last night with you and Felix as soon as you wake up you hear me??'
-That's one of your friends.
-'What are you talking about?' You text her back.
-'You fell asleep in my car and never told us what happened when you were alone with him'.
-'Yeah, probably nothing happened. I don't remember much anyway'.
-You look at the time in your phone. 'Shit. I'm late, bye'. You text her before running to the shower.
-When you get to the studio only Seungmin is there with a client.
-And your morning client just re-scheduled their appointment when you were on your way to the shop so now you can relax a bit.
-After some minutes a guy appears asking for Felix but he's not around yet.
-'Can you call him?' Seungmin asks you. 'He must have fallen asleep or something'.
-'Oh... Ok...' You take a deep breath before dialing.
-You feel nervous but you can't remember why.
-He asnwers the phone after a while. 'y/n?'
-Wow, that husky sleepy voice.
-Heart beating so fast.
-'Felix, are you okay? There's a client here waiting for you'.
-You hear some noise like stuff falling. 'Fuck'. He says. Sounds like he hit himself.
-'Felix...?'
-'Yeah, sorry I'll be there in a minute'. He says then he hangs up.
-You apologize to the client and ask him to wait for a bit.
-Sooner than later Felix appears in the studio.
-Your heart skips a beat as you see him in the same clothes as last night. He must've slept in them.
-His hair all messy.
-'Hi, sorry'. He apologizes and runs to his client not giving you any time to say hi back.
-You're working on your desings again but this time your eyes drift to Felix more often.
-Feeling your heart beating faster just at the sight of him.
-He's too focused to look back at you though. He really must feel bad for making his client wait for him.
-He has dark circles under his eyes. You wonder how much sleep he actually got.
-You don't talk a lot during the day.
-You both just focus on your work.
-Personally you just want the day to end so you can go back home and get some sleep.
-After your last client Felix finally aproaches you.
-'Hey...' He looks really tired too. 'I know you must be exhausted but this friend is coming home to watch a movie. Would you join us?'
-'Why?' You ask without thinking. 'I mean, aren't you tired too?'
-'Yeah...' He says as he scratches his neck. 'Would you still come though?'
-You feel butterflies as you hear the softer tone in his voice. Triggering some memories from last night.
-Your cheeks getting pink as you remember.
-He almost kissed you while you were in that room.
-'y/n?? It's okay if you'd rather go home and rest'.
-'No, I'll go with you'.
-He smiles so big. 'Nice. I'm ready to go whenever you're ready'.
-Huh.
-What is this?
-This is weird right?
-Like, you're both so tired why are you doing this?
-Why is your body just moving and reacting before you can even think.
-Maybe you're so tired you're on automatic mode now.
-You walk alongside him in silence.
-Ah, he looks nice with the red hair and that beanie.
-He looks at you and smiles as he catches you staring.
-You blush lightly but smile back.
-Ah, his nose so cute with the freckles...
-Wish you could gently bite his nose.
-Or hold him to fight the cold as he sweetely leaves a kiss on the top of your head.
-Huh... That’s weird.
-Why would you think about stuff like that?
-Your heart skipping a beat as you think about it.
-Ahh... So you like Felix now...
-You sigh.
-You blame your friend for getting into your head.
-You were so convinced you wouldn't fall for this guy.
-And it was hard to resist cause he's so sweet.
-But he almost kissed you last night.
-Does he even like you?
-For all you know he'd did it cause of the game and nothing else.
-He's so popular...
-Not that you're not nice and cool but why would he like you instead of just another person?
-You just don't think you'll ever be that lucky to have someone liking you back.
-'Hey, should we grab some snacks for the movie?' He suddenly asks bringing you back from your train of thoughts.
-'Yeah, sure'.
-You go into the next store you see and grab some popcorn etc...
-You leave the store laughing about the reaction of the person working there.
-They got so surprised when they heard Felix's voice.
-It's happened a lot of times before in the tattoo shop but it's always kinda fun.
-Cause after all this time working with him you're used to it but when people see that face and then hear his deep voice they all get surprised.
-And it makes you feel some kind of way.
-Like every time it happens makes you aware again of the fact that his angelic face hides a demonic voice.
-Guess you weren't sure before of what that feeling was but now you know... It kinda turns you on.
-You shake your head trying to think of something else instead.
-When you get at Felix's apartment there's a guy waiting at his door.
-He's tall and very handsome.
-His name is Jaemin.
-Apparently you've played with him and Felix online before but you don't remember him.
-'So cruel. How could you forget me? We've played so many times in the same team!'
-You chuckle. 'I'm sorry I don't really pay much attention to people I don't personally know'.
-'That's mean'. He pouts. 'You remind me of one of my friends. So mean...'.
-'Sorry'. You chuckle again and sit on the couch.
-'Jaemin help me out with the popcorn'. Felix says.
-'Can't you do it alone?'
-'Oh, I'll help you if you want'. You offer.
-'Don't worry y/n just get some rest and if you don't mind you could pick a movie in the meantime'. Felix says.
-They close the kitchen's door but you can still hear them.
-'What?' Jaemin asks.
-'What do you mean what? Just help me with the snacks'.
-'Cause you don't know how your own microwave works?'
-'Just get the cups and the drinks'. Felix laughs.
-Are they dating or something? You ask yourself.
-'What is with you? You don't want to leave me alone with this girl? Do you like her?'
-You wait for Felix's answer but he doesn't say anything.
-'Okay then'. Jaemin says.
-The kitchen's door opens and he appears with some glasses and drinks.
-'How can you carry all that at the same time?' You ask him chuckling.
-'I don't know. Skill?' He smiles at you as he leaves the stuff on the tea table and sits by your side.
-'I see'.
-Felix appears a bit later with the popcorn.
-He takes a quick look at the couch and sits at your other side.
-So yeah you're in the middle of those two.
-You chose a horror movie and Felix is clearly terrified.
-Jaemin is yawning, almost falling asleep.
-You chuckle and poke him lightly. 'Hey! No sleeping'.
-He smiles without taking his eyes off the screen. 'Sorry'.
-Felix clears his throat and sits up a bit.
-'Are you okay?' You ask him.
-'Yeah'. He says rubbing his eyes a little.
-'We could drink so we won't fall asleep' Jaemin suggests.
-'Are you sure that'll work just like that?' You ask.
-'We can try'. He says.
-So yeah now you're drinking as the horror movie finishes.
-You all end up drunk-laughin at the overacting in the movie and the lame CGI.
-Also at some point you started cuddling Felix cause your drunk self fucking wanted to and nobody stopped you.
-Your legs on Jaemin's lap.
-He gives his cup a last sip and looks at the clock. 'Fuck I should go'. He says. 'I had fun though. You're a tattooist too right?' He asks you.
-'Yeah'.
-'I'll go visit you someday to get an appointment. Is that okay?' He asks as he carefully takes your legs off his lap to stand up.
-'Sure'. You say.
-'Great. See you guys then'. He says with a big smile on his face. He stumbles a bit to get out of the house but it's okay.
-'Ah... Guess I should leave too'. You say sitting up a bit.
-'Oh, okay. I'll walk you home'.
-You try and stand up but you're so drunk you just fall right back on the couch. 'Ok. I think I can't go right now'. You chuckle and he laughs too.
-'Yeah, maybe come back here for a bit'. He says.
-You chuckle softly and go back cuddling him.
-His hand stroking your hair as you look at him in the eyes.
-Ah... You really want to kiss him.
-'You're so cute y/n'. He says making your heart flutter. 'Your cheeks are red cause the alcohol. So cute'. He repeats then leans over to leave a peck on your forehead.
-But you hold his face softly so he would stay close then kiss him after a second.
-His hands over yours now.
-A muffled moan leaving his mouth without breaking the kiss.
-And your heart is beating so fast.
-You're kissing Felix.
-Like for real.
-It's not a dream right? Not a drunk dream.
-He's really just there refusing to stop kissing you even for a second as you move to sit astride him.
-He's not sure where to put his hands now and it's kinda funny so you're not telling him where.
-He ends up leaving them there in the air at your waist lenght so you lace your fingers with his.
-It all started kinda passionate but as the alcohol effects fade a bit your kisses get sweeter.
-Till you're so sleepy.
-Your heart beating strongly but calmly as you watch Felix putting on a jacket over his hoodie to walk you home.
-He smiles shyly at your look but doesn't say anything.
-Is he shy after spending the last hour kissing you?
-You chuckle and walk towards him helping him to fix his clothes before leaving.
-'Thanks'. He says and you kiss him again.
-You hold hands all the way to your apartment.
-Just talking nonsense and laughing.
-Still a bit dizzy cause you drank a lot in a short amount of time earlier.
-But it's fine.
-'Do you think Seungmin will nag at us tomorrow for not getting enough sleep again?' He asks as you both stand in front of your door.
-'Yeah, maybe. It's not that late though. Just go straight to bed when you get home'.
-'Well, let's see if I can get any sleep'. He chuckles.
-'Why wouldn't you? The horror movie?'
-He chuckles softly and shakes his head. 'I'll be too nervous thinking about this girl I like'. He says as he takes a lock of hair out of your face.
-You blush at his words. 'Shut up'. You say as you hit him lightly making him laugh again.
-'Yeah, that was kinda cheesy'.
-'Kinda?'
-'Shut up you too'. He says as he leans over to kiss you good bye. 'See you tomorrow'. He says in a soft tone.
-You nod and he pecks your lips one last time. 'Bye'. You say as you walk away.
-He watches you till you get inside then leaves.
-Your heart beating so fast every time you think of him and all that happened tonight.
-You wonder if he really is thinking of you too.
-You lie in bed and raise your arms to see the tattoos Felix personally designed for you some time ago.
-His smile as you both joked around while he was tattooing you back then comes to mind.
-And how he pretended you were hurting him so bad while you tattoed him.
-Those clients waiting got so scared at first till he finally told them he was just joking.
-That you are the best tattooist he knows.
-Your heart flutters as you remember all those moments so clearly.
-Still feels kinda hard to take in what have happened between you two in a matter of days? Hours?
-But maybe Seungmin was right and you've been flirting for the longest time without being aware of it.
-Probably he was. He always notices everything.
-You sigh looking at the ceiling and fall asleep at some point.
-Next day Felix is already at the shop when you arrive.
-'Hey'. He says with a sweet tone.
-'Hi'. You say same way.
-You both look at eachother as you don't really know how to act but as you leave your stuff and walk towards him he moves closer too.
-Seungmin watching you two with a suspicious stare.
-It feels a bit awkward cause none of you are sure if you should kiss but the truth is you two are getting closer and closer.
-You blush as soon as he's in front of you and end up leaving a quick peck on his cheek.
-'What is happening?' Seungmin asks from the other side of the shop still with his suspicious look.
-'N-Nothing'. You say.
-His eyes getting bigger as he looks at Felix's red face. 'Felix? Can you come here for a minute?'
-'I don't really want to...'
-'Come here you idiot'. He says, then waits for Felix to walk there.
-You can't hear what they're saying now but Seungmin is smiling and Felix's still red as ever.
-It feels kinda warm seeing them like that.
-'Huh, you must be happy we open only mornings on Fridays'. He tells you and you chuckle.
-'Ah, shut up'. You say, more relaxed now. You thought Seungmin would mess much more with you but he's a good guy after all.
-Morning practically flies as you work and soon is time to leave.
-Felix approaches you slightly shy. 'Do you want to go out or something... With... Me?' He asks and you chuckle.
-Him being shy makes you feel less shy yourself if that makes sense somehow.
-'Yes, Felix. I want to'. You chuckle again.'Where should we go?'
-'Why are you laughing at me?' He asks as he chuckles too.
-'I don't know. You're cute'.
-He scrunches his nose as if he were mad and you scoff as you smile.
-He's indeed just too cute.
-'I'm gonna kiss you'. You say and he chuckles.
-'Ok'.
-You tip-toe a bit and he leans over to finish with the distance left.
-Seungmin walks by after a minute and hits you with a magazine on your heads. 'Ew, just go home'.
-But you just keep kissing as you show Seungmin the middle finger.
-He chuckles and keeps on cleaning his equipment.
-Felix holds your hand as you walk down the street.
-It's so cold outside but it's alright.
-You just walk for a while till you find a food stall you like.
-Felix stands behind you as you order.
-His chin resting on the top of your head and his arms hanging on your shoulders.
-You turn around after ordering and hug him getting inside his coat.
-'So cold'. You say as he just wraps his arms around you.
-He chuckles and kisses you on your forehead. 'We can go home after getting the food if you want'.
-You happily nod and he smiles.
-'Hey, guys?' A male voice says making you two turn a bit to see him. It's Jaemin. 'I fucking knew you liked her dude'. He says as he laughs.
-Felix chuckles too. 'Well, yeah. It was pretty obvious'.
-'Was it??' You ask and they laugh.
-'Yeah babe, it kinda was'. Felix says and you blush.
-'Oh wow, babe huh?' Jaemin says. 'It seems like you guys are doing good'. He chuckles a bit. 'Anyway I gotta go. Glad to see you two and I’ll see you again soon for my tattoo'. He says as he winks at you.
-You nod still blushing and then the guy from the stall calls you to you pick up your food.
-'I got it'. Felix says.
-He hands you your food carefully and you start walking.
-There's not so much talk in your way to his apartment cause you're both just focusing on eating.
-But it feels so nice. It's not awkward at all.
-You grab some ice cream just before getting to his apartment.
-'You were freezing a minute ago'. He chuckles.
-'Yeah but it's not going to be cold inside your apartment so...'
-He chuckles again. 'I see. Will you give me some?'
-'We'll see'. You say and he scoffs.
-'Really?'
-You get under the blanket as soon as you're inside his apartment.
-He sits right next to you and you offer him to get under the blanket too.
-'Should we watch a movie or something?' He asks as you unwrap your ice cream
-'Sure!'
-'Let me guess. A horror one'.
-'Yes pleaasee'.
-'Fine but I'll bother you eternally if I'm scared for life after this'.
-'Just close your eyes when the jump-scare is coming'. You chuckle.
-'I'll just keep my eyes closed then'.
-'We can watch other stuff too, idiot'. You lighly poke him with your ice cream leaving some cream on his nose.
-He scrunches his nose once and waits for you to take the cream off it but you just smile.
-'C'mon'. He chuckles.
-But you only get more cream on him.
-His lips, part of his jaw all covered.
-You're smiling as he looks at you biting his lips trying not to curse.
-'What are you gonna do now, huh?' You ask as you lick the ice cream running down your hand.
-He holds your hand and bites the ice cream. Eating almost all of it.
-'Nooo' You pout as a satisfyed smile is drawn on his face. ‘My ice cream’. You pout again.
-'You deserve it. Maybe you should clean this mess you made now'. He says as he leans back on the couch.
-His deep voice making you shiver with excitement.
-You slowly climb onto his lap sitting astride him.
-He just watches you in silence as you lean over him.
-You look at his eyes for a moment and he nods.
-Then you start licking the ice cream off his jaw stopping right before getting to his lips.
-Your faces so close still.
-He naughtily smiles and kisses you.
-His hands on your waist as he pulls you closer.
-Is no long before you can feel him getting hard beneath you.
-And it's just in the right place.
-You stop to look at him. A hand in the neck of his hoodie, the other one combing his hair back lightly.
-His hands on your butt now as you slowly rock your hips.
-He chuckles softly. 'Are you shy?' He asks as he caresses your burning red cheek.
-You turn your face trying to bite his thumb and he chuckles again.
-'Cute'.
-You lean over him to kiss just to make him stop laughing.
-But then you go down his neck, leaving some kisses and love bites over there.
-His hand climbing up under your clothes to your boobs.
-You moan softly in his ear as he squeezes them.
-The sound of your voice making him harder.
-The intensity of your movements increasing.
-He takes off your top then kisses you.
-You hug him lightly. His head at your boobs lenght.
-You pull him closer and he kisses your chest then bites softly on your tits.
-You bite your lips as you feel your orgasm building just with the friction. Letting out a muffled moan.
-Felix grunts softly as he releases. His hands grasping at your butt. His head still buried between your boobs.
-And you just let go.
-A bunch of cute moans scaping your mouth as you come.
-You hold Felix's face between your hands softly and kiss him for a while.
-'You still owe me an ice cream though'. You say.
-And he just smiles as he lies you down to start all over again.
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The Trail We Blaze
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Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader
Summary: Bucky takes a trip down memory lane through his old home and no one is quite sure how he’s taking it.
Warnings: angst, mostly fluff, dad!bucky because thats a warning in and of itself
Word Count: 1.4K
A/N: This is for @this-kitten-is-smitten ‘s writing challenge! I’m so sorry its so late but thank you so much for letting me take part hun! Love you lots and lots!! My prompt was The Trail We Blaze from The Road to El Dorado!
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‘Best friends since childhood, Bucky Barnes and Steven Rogers were inseparable on both schoolyard and battlefield. Barnes is the only Howling Commando to give his life in service of his country.’
“You always end up here,” her arm linked through his, her hand finding his as they stood and looked at the exhibition, the cut out of Bucky, the poster of the Howling Commandos. “It’s nice to know you’ve gotten prettier with age.” Bucky chuckles and his head dips as he squeezes her hand and pulls her closer to him, kissing her temple.
“You saying I wasn’t pretty darlin’?” His eyes flick to the little girl playing with the puzzle to the side laughing. 
“Would have you in any lifetime James.” He blushes at her, his smile shy, not yet quite used to her complimenting him no matter how long it's been. “Come on, we still have the wildlife section.”
Memories played around Bucky as he stood in the foyer of the home. It filled with furniture, dinner parties and happiness. With dancing in the kitchen at 2am and flour thrown across the dining table while they made homemade pizza. It faded in and out, the kitchen now bare and the dining table carried out by Steve and Sam. Bucky watched it all disappear before him, he held a box of plates in his hands, carrying it out to the truck and walking back in to make sure there was nothing left.
“Most of the intelligence communities doesn’t believe he exists, the ones who do call him the Winter Soldier. He is credited with over two dozen assassinations in the last 50 years.”
“So he’s a ghost story.” 
Steve and Natasha stood outside the home waiting for Bucky to come out. The car packed, the truck full, all they needed was him. She spun around the lawn, laughing along with Wanda until she saw Steve’s worried face. 
“He’s fine Steve, give him a few minutes to take it all in, make sure we didn’t forget anything.” It’d been ten or so minutes and he hadn’t come out yet. Bucky had made his way upstairs by this point. His fingers trailed over the walls as he stepped down the hallway where the pictures used to hang. He stopped in the doorway of the master bedroom and looked in, not quite able to step inside because he didn’t want to disturb what was happening. 
He saw himself, scrubbing his hands in the sink in the connected bathroom. His body rocking with sobs as he scrubbed at the metal of his fingers in his underwear. The curtains were drawn and he looked back to the bed to see her sleeping figure getting out of the bed and walking towards the bathroom.
“Don’t do it,” he whispered watching her say his name. He watched her reach out for his hand and he flinched as the image of his soapy hand grabbed her throat and she yelped out. Bucky jumped forward to the middle of the room, watching himself lurch back and tumble into the wall of the shower. She crouched down to him and softly talked to him, Bucky watched her bring him back to the sink and finish washing his hands. He watches her pull him back to bed, stepping out of their way as they made their way and got in. She pulled him into her and pulled the covers right up to his chin, tucking him in causing him to chuckle slightly against her. 
Bucky smiled to himself, stepping back into the hallway and walking towards the end rooms.
“This doesn’t have to end in a fight, Buck.” Steve glanced up at Bucky from the stencils he held in his hand. 
“It always ends in a fight.” Bucky replied with a smile. “The decision isn’t up to us.”
“She’s wrong though!” 
“She’s the boss!” He yelled back. “We’re just going back and forth pal we gotta get this done, I promised I’d do it two days ago.” He knelt down and popped open the paint can.
“That’s on you jerk.” Steve laughed at his friend.
“Shut it punk.”
Bucky skipped down the steps slightly ready for the adventure that awaited him. So far, this house and the memories he held inside it were some of the happiest he’d had since everything had happened. The growth that he experienced in this house are steps that he’ll always be thankful for. This place made him happy. Even all the fights, the yelling, the crying that occurred in it still made him happy. It reminded him of how far they’d come. 
He was excited for the new step. Excited for the new house, more rooms for his family to stay, more room to play. A bigger backyard for Alpine to explore. A part of him was scared and nervous. He didn’t like leaving it all behind, didn’t like the feeling that he might forget the memories that this house held. He had to remind himself that he’d written all the best ones down. That he still had his family to make more memories with. 
As he stepped off the last step and stood in the foyer Bucky did a 360 of his surroundings, ending at the front door which flew open.
“DADDY HURRY UP!”
“DAAAAAAD!!” Small arms wrap around Bucky’s legs and his hips. The small boy, only just turned seven, in blue with a brown mop of hair scowls up at him. “Uncle Stevie is getting grumpy at you!” 
“Yea he says if you don’t hurry up we’re gonna leave you here,” the girl, who reminds Bucky too much of his sister in looks and his wife in personality pulls at his shirt as he lets out a groan.
“Oh yea? What’d your Ma say?” he asks, letting them drag him to the door.
“She told us to get your ass!” 
“Oi George none of that language.” Bucky reaches down and lifts George up and onto his hip.
“No Dad that’s what she said.” Callie deadpans and walks back out the front door that’s still wide open. 
“Oh, well she’s gotta put a dollar in the jar then doesn’t she?” He yells after her and George perks up in his arms.
“That’s what I said!” He pipes up.
“Right you two stop talking smack and hurry up. The sooner we get to the house the sooner we can eat!” She stands in the doorway with her arms crossed but a smile on her face that Bucky immediately gives back. 
“Thought you said we were getting take out babe!” He gives her a cheeky wink and she steps towards him, running her fingers through his hair that has become disheveled after the hard day’s work. 
“We still gotta leave to get it,” she smirks.
“Hmm guess you’re right,” and Bucky leans forward to kiss her softly, they both smile in it, short and sweet and rudely interrupted by George squirming in Bucky’s arms.
“Ew let me down before you kiss!”
“How am I gonna kiss you though!” Bucky shouts as George continues to try and get out of his arms and then runs off as soon as his feet hit the ground leaving Bucky’s arms free to hold her close. 
“You alright?” She whispers, her fingers back in his hair and scraping against his scalp like he loves so much. 
“Yea just reminiscing, you know how I get,” Bucky shrugs off the question, the aching of fear and sadness from leaving everything this house has given him inches into his gut with the bad thoughts that it all might fall apart without it.
“Bucky,” she presses him, knowing how he gets. 
“I know, I’m good I promise. I love you. I love this house. I love what we built inside it. I’m gonna miss it.” But there’s that underlying fear in his voice that’s just for her and no one else. It’s his way of telling her he’s a little scared but all in all he’s okay, he knows it’s going to be okay. And of course, he loves her. 
“Me too, it’s not being taken away from us though. It’s still here and we still have what we built in it.” She kisses his cheek and he holds her close against him, tightening his grip in a way that lets her know that he’s happy, he’s grateful for everything she’s done and given him. 
“I know, I’m so happy,” Bucky whispers in her hair, “you make me so happy.” She smiles back and slowly pulls away, holding his hands out between them.
“Come on daddy we gotta go before Steve blows his top.” She laughs and Bucky groans but follows nonetheless.
“Please don’t call me that.”
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