#sorry i haven't been sleeping well

[indiangp]

I wish I had the skills to word this properly but charles is literally the second coming of Christ he has the ability to cure everything wrong with Ferrari if situations allow I need to put a portrait of him in my room and pray over it I need to take a jaapmala/ rosary and pray for him I need to tuck him in bed and speak manifestation affirmations to him as he sleeps

[womantichrist]

on the news this morning they were doing that "ohhh so sad, more girls are going to college than boys 😔 how do we fix this?" thing and like...this isn't even a fully formed thought, but i've noticed in a lot of male-dominated discussion spaces, there's a growing disdain for academia and office workers and an insistence that trade jobs are the only professions worth going into, along with an idea that women only complain about sexism in cushy office jobs and make no effort to get into blue-collar fields. and like, i'm not saying it's necessarily true and i haven't done research into it, but it got me wondering if there could be some correlation there, in either direction? like could the idea that book learnin' is for suckers be linked to women's growing success in education? or (more likely in my opinion) that it's the very fact that more boys are growing up thinking school is for losers that leads to them not trying in school and/or not applying to college? is it not possible that all this worry over boys' academic performance is all over nothing? and if they're right that manual labor is the wiser, more lucrative choice, what's even the problem? aren't they just being Boy Bosses, or whatever?

[lizardkingeliot]

Hello again friends, I desperately need to make some money today so once again I'm here to drop the link to my Etsy shop in the hopes of getting some more eyes on it. I currently have so many ready to ship items listed and everything is 20% off today. Here's a lil example of some of the pieces I currently have up for sale...

Etsy is changing and I'm trying really hard to keep up, but I'm currently experiencing one of the worst slumps in all my many years of selling online. This is simply not going to be sustainable for me for much longer if it keeps up, and I really need to have some sales to help get me through while I continue to try and make changes to my shop to make the ever-changing algorithm like me again.

Anyway, in case you missed it above my shop is here. And I'll also drop the link to my ko-fi. Pls keep your fingers crossed for me that things get better soon. 💖

[moonkhao]

hi.

[zylphiacrowley]

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[yuseirra]

he's smiling..........

[khaire-traveler]

Ok, I'm burnt out, pretty grumpy, and having a really hard time, so I'll be turning asks off for awhile. Posting will be more sporadic. I know I don't have to announce things like this, I figure I'll let people know so they don't think I'm ignoring them or anything. I'm just having a shit time, y'all.

Take care, everyone.

[cherrylight]

do you think he misses me........ ? maybe ..... maybe he's upset with me... i don't know. all i know is that he still means so much to me...

i don't know... i'm so bad at gushing about characters that mean a lot to me on here.... i just say things and go into immediate keysmashing... i also don't really follow ho/me/stu/ck anymore... like i haven't followed canon in such a long time so at this point dave's simply full with my own headcanons and interpretations of his character..... however still going by canon because i'm never normal about ANYTHING

i think he's so wonderful.... i think he deserves a lot of nice things... i'm so unsure how talk about him because i am tired.... but he is lovely. i love him. i wish i can do him justice... or write cute silly drabbles about us... but i am terrified of doing anything ever lately... i'm also too distracted and my brain feels like it's going into overdrive.... just so much happening up in there....

i'm sure dave would somehow in his own way sneakily manage to curate a mixtape for me of sounds to ease my mind because it's always constantly buzzing... he'll like just casually offer it to me and act like it's absolutely nothing but is freaking out over it. or something. actually.

i never liked it how people were like "dave freaks out all the time" "dave would do something nice and freak out" or whatever... like yeah he freaks out and in general is too hyper-aware of his surroundings, but i also don't think he'd consistently freak out on offering something because he wants the person to feel better even if he may or may not have a crush on them.... i have too many thoughts about him maybe i can make a post fully about him if i'm brave enough.

he's aloof but also a complete dork, but to me he's always the "casual down-to-earth" type of guy, mostly from his entire speech of him not wanting to be the knight of time and rather be just some guy. so maybe that's why.

talking too much about him. this is my longest post i think... of like any f/o without me feeling like i'm being too much or too annoying.

i just miss him too much. been kind of thinking about him lately. it's okay. i love him to bits. this also feels strange. but it's okay. i need to get out of my comfort zone. i hope dave knows i will love him forever. or something. i don't know. um. i just hope he knows he is my entire world. yeah. my silly crow boy i love you <3

[doueverwonder]

so anyway diagnosing with google obviously isn't completely reliable but I need to find something that I can pull up to try to convince my dad to let me go to a doctor; and uh, I was reading about fibromyalgia? and it said it mostly diagnosed in adults but the symptoms typically start much earlier so i went "oh, i wonder when"

11-15.

The symptoms of fibromyalgia, all of which I have, typically start the same time all my stuff did.

Hm

Hmmmmmmmmmmm

[sluttylittleslashers]

YALL Im FUCKING DEAD

[capinejghafa]

tbh im so tired and at work (on a sunday!)... i just have to make to wed and then im off for a week and half. a break i didn't ask for (perse), but got any ways lol

[aberooski]

I honestly wish my birthday wasn't in 2 weeks. I always get really depressed around my birthday.

[fridayyy-13th]

siiiiiigh.

[unlikelyjedi]

I know it's such a small thing, but I am so sick of people forgetting women can be gay, too.

I see one more post about the girls, gays, and theys I'll fucking explode.

[wanderingmind867]

I have a big question: will this allow me to filter out things that scare me without giving me the option to see them anyways. If the answer is no, then this is just another useless and upsetting update. Allow me to fully censor out that which scares me, or your stupid filtration systems shall never go far enough!

[phantoids]

ough