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reallybadblackoutpoems · 15 days

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a self-esteem guidebook: learning to embrace your imperfect self (1992) - kenneth a. beavers

"exploding you with my mind"

#i say this a lot #sorry i havent been active like #AT ALL #ive been dealing with some health issues #and also school stuff #writing a research paper about the renaissance #love the renaissance am normal about it #hmu if you love henrician england or hans holbein #anyway #blackout poem #blackout poetry #author #book #poetry

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wuntrum · 4 months

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"meanwhile" by sachin teng, gouache on cold press paper, 2018

#sachin teng #twin peaks #sorry. i just Need everyone to look at this right now #theyve been one of my inspirations foreverrr and ever. ive never seen this one 😭#the link leads to their portfolio. DAAAALE #the fact this is gouache also is insane. so beautifully done #their blog is sachinteng but they havent been active since like 2017 i think

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 6 months

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I've always wondered if you happened to have a discord? If not have you ever considered making one?

i do have one! however i use it very sparingly because 1) new people (especially groups) scare me & 2) brain's been fucking weird for a hot minute and i barely talk to people i'm already friends with let alone strangers

#so i say this So Neutrally and Impersonally #please don't ask me to join your group chat lmao #i promise you i will appear Once and then ill never open it again bc ill get nervous and awkward and guilty #its too much stress!#Also dont ask to chat there same rules apply Sorry Sorry #like... the Only exception is if we've already been chatting but that very rarely happens bc #again! my brain's fucked and i have the mental constitution of a wet cat!#rambles from the bog #i havent opened discord in. a while #when life gets stressful enough i just Shut Down and huddle into a proverbial corner with a blanket over my head #there are like. two people on discord i have / want to actively talk to #and one of em is an irl friend ahaha #so if you were thinking of sending me an invite or something: Thank You For Thinking Of Me! Please Don't.#i think... i think this generally extends to dms too #abrupt dms frighten me. so do random @s. apologies im a Very nervous person <3 #and then even when i Do chat over dms or somethin with someone i can see myself befriending #i often forget to reply for a while and then it gets to the point where its been so long and i feel so guilty #that i Cant Bring Myself To #sigh. anyway. long story short Yes i have a discord

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skrrtscree · 10 months

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Canvas drawing dump! Happy bday p3! (can u tell I'm hopelessly obessed with ryomina still)

#persona 3 #persona #p3 #minato arisato #ryoji mochizuki #ryomina #hamuko arisato #aigis p3 #hamuaigis #ngl i havent drawn anything for p3s bday💀 i dont even have any ideas rn #but i feel like i need to post more to stay on top of being active and stuff😭😭#ive mainly been more active on twitter rn and ive been finishing comms as well #BUT NOW ITS THE SUMMER HOLIDAY IM NOW HALFWAY DONE WITH COLLEGE #its kinddd of scary to think abt that ngl #also also I GOT A MINATO NENDO LES GOOO he arrived a week ago and i LOVE HIMM #uuh i hope whoever has read all these tags has a great week #sorry ill try to post more😭🩵

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sillemojis · 1 year

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emoji for surreal emotion

sorry for not posting here for like a year i am kind of done with this blog unfortunately. this is my final gift to the emoji fandom. Gootbye

#sorry to all the dms i kind of ignored i just havent had the time to make these anymore #let alone the energy to answer dms #but yeah. final emoji im posting on here Its Been Fun. probably. i dont really remember i haven't been active in a year #emojis #cursed emojis #use with credit #oh btw i still kind of post art on my other blog its u9dogs #just like casually u know #anyway Thank You Emoji Fandom 👍🎉

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officialsollux · 5 months

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I have a really long erisol focused fic that has SA and violence in it based on Sollux being forced to be a helmsman that I wrote like 50k of in 2020. Like are there still erisol people out there. That also like dark fiction like.

#erisol #xz #the thing is. i just reread it. and its GOOD. to me.#and I was close to being finished like #homestuck #sorry i havent been active in the fandom for years and it was pretty dead even then 😭😭

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bobmckenzie · 2 months

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look i'm ngl i might need to make like a modern-day oc loosely based off this character bc like. good lord. my god. OH my GODDD. what the hell .

#LIKE IM SORRY IT'S FR SO EMBARRASSING BUT. CAN YOU BLAME ME...???#THE LONG HAIR THE MUSTACHE THE SCARF HEADBAND........#ALSO sorry i feel like i havent been very active lately ! 🫣#i like mentioning it from time to time: mutuals if you have a tag list i would LOVE 2 BE ON IT!!! pls add me!!#caitiechat #caitiedits

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donnyclaws · 6 months

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I was gonan make a post apologizing for lack of regular art but I feel like jts already clear im sporadic and in and out of it bc chronic pain and circumstances. So for now I'm gonna hibernate, get my health steady again, deal with money issues, and art will happen when it happens.

#i do feel kind of worn down by it. i wish patreon and commissions didn't feel so taxing even with accommodations ive made for myself #maybe it'll feel better in the future when less is going on but rn it #places this barrier of management in front of art that makes it less relieving to do #cause there's always a part of my brain reminding me it needs to serve a purpose and needs to pay off in some way #which isn’t a new feeling for artists obviously. maybe doing it all since hs js also why it's tiring. and patreon changjng the way it does #working part time now too. idk if maybe id like to step back from it #it's abnormal that i worked taht hard and it did help me get out from my parents and stay out. but im also tired ect #idw let people down by not being able to keep up with a self imposed expectation or #be irresponsible and remove sources of income for myself. redbubble inprnt and patreon all suck in ways that bother me hugely #i only really enjoy itch.io at the minute #not to say anything bad abt patrons or commission clients you've all been excessively kind and patient and understanding always #i wish i could make them better i feel like there's no way how it is at the minute is of value compared to my output as an older teen #but yknow. self imposed worry. im just worn out and id like to just make things without the management and the fretting and the #i havent made a comic post for patreon in ages or this or this i havent made a speedpaint or a song or #yadda yadda lmao #sorry for the impromptu ramble #this isnt to say id never do commissions or a store or anything again or i want to not make money off art #god knows i will need to be grinding out comms once im well again but ex #i feel like im getting less and less able to manage it and then putting out less and less #and hoping ill somehow get very healthy and active again one day and make it worth the wait yknow.#it's not a feeling i want my art to carry in me.#part of me and the parent in my brain is saying it'd be selfish to give up income but the rest is like #that's cruel. i want to feel good and healthy

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lilvampirepet · 4 months

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3 cute little Neuvillette crochet otter plushies just in time for the new year!!

they were supposed to be 4 inches long only according to the pattern ( https://www.ravelry.com/patterns/library/pocket-otter ) and welp 😆

#sorry i havent been active ive been too busy playing genshin and crocheting #neuvillette #genshin impact #toledokillart #crochet #amigurumi #genshin otters #this was my first time crocheting anything in like 10-15 years so oh god #hoping to make a neuvi shrimp next!!

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under-the-willows · 2 months

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I got all dressed up for a serious date and had the free time to take some fun photos.

#trans dom #safe/selfies #girls like us #vampire willow #super late valentines day post #sorry I havent been active lately the serotonin dried up

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lucxien · 2 months

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rewatching ccs and i had a vision

#lucien’s thoughts™️#its the autism at work #i havent gotten to any of the yue scenes yet so i might just be insane but #idk its just the vibes yk? woulda said yukito but soren is the complete opposite of that guy #also ummmmmm #sorry for not being so active #i’ve been super focused on cos making #but i feel like death rn so i am doing something else

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reallybadblackoutpoems · 10 months

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meditations on first philosophy (1641) - rene descartes

"who give a shit"

#rene descartes #ok #so this is a reference to that post #bc i cant stop saying it #sorry i havent been active #ive been working on an opera #and have been having like p bad health issues #but its ok #learning to crochet a minecraft frog #idk if itll be like any good #whatever life is love anyway #blackout poem #blackout poetry #author #book #poetry

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vaniliens · 22 days

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I keep forgetting about how people actually use pronouns for me instead of just referring to me by name. Like sometimes id get she/her'd or they/them'd and it always feels so trippy because i have never been called that in my head!!!! Its always just been 'Dude' 'You' 'Man' 'Me' 'Girl' and 'He' but idk. I feel like id get tripped out if i start going by he/him too.

#If you're wondering what pronouns to use for me; Um. I unno. Do whatever.#this isn't a huge deal or anything im just not used to being noticed #Unless its by maprron hi maprron <333 Sorry i havent been active much 😭#nillas #i feel like id be DOUBLY confused if i get he/himd because ive only seen someone do it once but that was years ago 💔#Like with She/Her id understand because i am a girl. thing . and my profile picture and stuff are usually girls (See: My Blog.)#and with they/them id also get it because youre probably just not sure about my pronouns or smth #he/him... yeah.... but id be flattered depending on the mood and if i remember I have pronouns that day #Idk!!! Why is this so confusing !!! I NEED IRON IN MY BLOOD!!!#ok wait honestly. I get weirded out about my name too. But again i think its just because im not used to attention.#i used to let people call me my real name online but the Nia and Vanillas was more popular also it feels weird now #you dont know me irl!!!#thats a name exclusively used for irl contexts!!!! Not online!!!!!#also someone called me 'Menzu' once back when i was still masquerading as Menzu_kosui on Insta shsvhsvjs #IT CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD LIKE I KNOWWW I DIDN'T HAVE ANY OTHER NAMES THERE BUT ITS JUST A FANCIER WAY #OF SAYING ''MENS'' AND I GOT SO CONFUSED!! I love that person though I get it 😭 ty for that it stunned me but i Laugh #about it everytime it crosses my mind

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dalkyeom · 9 months

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Literally drowning in wips rn but a small squishy potential charm/sticker shua

#delete later #Follow Tour D1 Shua has me on a grip so tightly #ITS HIS FOREHEAD HE LOOKS SO GOOD WITH HIS HAIR STYLED LIKE THAT #was thinking if I ever make stickers I’d start with hyung line or 95z first #or charms tbh I just want svt charms to accessorize my bags #and then switch them out for whoever fits the theme/bias of the day lol #also Im so sorry I havent been active I think I hit an energy wall?

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obwjam · 3 months

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I absolutely love all of your little fics especially the Star Wars ones! You’re so talented!

🥺🥺🥺🥺 thank you oh my gosh 💕 that means so much, i personally also love my star wars stuff, i missed when i was super into it bc there is just ENDLESS g/t potential there. i’m going to manifest a resurgence when the final TBB season comes out next month i think

#seriously i have such a soft spot for the star wars era #since it was like a pandemic thing for me #sorry i havent been posting or active lately!#i ran out of gas kinda but maybe i’ll b back soon #thank u again anon ahh #asks

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prettyuglybfore · 4 months

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rewatched fire walk with me last night laura palmer you will always be famous

#havent been active here like at all im sorry #but dont worry i still love and adore laura palmer

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