#sorry i know i harp abt this a lot

[dandeyrain]

we GOTTA stop repackaging outright gender essentialism and misogyny as cute '''''''''feminist'''''''''' jokes!

[toastsnaffler]

I dont wanna do anything today its too hotttt

[weaselbeaselpants]

kind of related but not- I'm genuinely sorry to be posting so much or about Lily Orchard, guys. Prior to Courtney coming on and telling us her story I was mostly just taken aback and angry with Lily as "one of those critic types" in my circle of vision.

It sucks -and yeah I know other critics don't want to hear this+Lily will use this fact as an excuse to discredit ppl's complaints abt her. but I think a lot of us were initially exposed to Lily because they knew of andor were fans of her cartoon criticism content. In my case I knew Lily from her days of Bronydom and have watched her make more and more meanMEAN material even w it's not about internal fandom dramacallouts. Back in those days and up to last year I could say of Lilly the same thing I'd say for a lot of people who annoy me online: I think she's a bully. Which is still bad, it's just not 'criminal', inherent. Comparing her to Rebecca Sugar, Lindsay Ellis, Contrapoints or VivziePop would be stupid as she really doesn't have even half the portfolio or wherewithall as any of those people -or even Zena and Poppy, not that they're angels. Lily was/is annoying because she'd use other people's genuine concerns and talking points. There's a certain takenupbyaltlight-term that I begrudginly would love to use for Lily that REALLY hits the nail on the head with her, be it as a fan, a critic or an activist. But I won't use it. Not because it's untrue, but because it's used by the same people who write her kiwifarm pages and misgender her and clearly couldn't give a crap about her if she didn't make them "lol"

But then, I actually looked at some of Britt's receipts and skimmed bits and pieces of what remains of Stockholm (I think you all already know this but @britts-galaxy-brain the links are missing now). For years, I'd known and listened to others honestly harp on Lily as some kind of counter-initiative for her going after their fav foalcon people. I assumed it was more of the same. It's not. Lily 100% wrote cp and is trying to hide it. No not fiction abt young adults that delves into erotic and sexisms; not stuff with aged-up child characters being big boobied of themselves thru the gaze or r34 artists. She wrote cp.

Essense of Thought's and that one hour long video talking about Stockholm were the first real horrifying revelation. Then I read through Brittney's saved messages from Lily and 'Tara'. Then I saw Patch's video.

THEN, Courtney came out and told everyone on here and her server everything we needed to know. I don't abide by everything Courtney says, especially about her abusers but I mean they're her abusers and please stop asking her to like the children who're valued more than her in the lives of her abusers, or at least maybe vent openly not to Courtney directly about your fear for those kids Cameron has. Yeah, I'm also concerned but idk there's got to be a better way to handle this. Anyway, as previously stated, I believe Courtney, Britt, and Patch. There's no way that those people have faked that stuff. I've heard kind of stretched explanations being true, but there's no way Stockholm was "edited by pedos" like Lily's saying it was I know I'm missing a few folks in there but I believe a lot of people have been genuinely victimized by LO and aren't just acting out of transphobia, bigotry.

Of what I can attest based on what I've seen, I KNOW that Lily Orchard wrote 'fluffy' foalcon and is saying she didn't, and also that the woman hates the word "queer".

Of what has been shown to me, I fully BELIEVE Lily Orchard is an abusive, sockpuppeting predator. Not only that, she's hiding behind other predator's existence to lie to her audience of other abused people to convince both them and herself that she couldn't possibly be a predator.

In 2013, what was 10 years from now, there was a controversy in the MLP fandom where a minor rose a (not undeserved) stink abt the askblog Princess Molestia and how it was making light of r*pe, intentionally or not. To counter this, a bunch of mouthbreathing bronies took it upon themselves to prove they weren't creeps by threatening the underrage sa victim, making r*pe porn of her while other mouthbreathers basically said "yeah put she's [the minor] annoying so it's the same kind of evil we're doing, really". Centrists.

Why this matters to me is (CW. CW. CW) you can find a post from Tara Callie, who was almost certainly one of Lily's alts at the time, admitting she found the r*pe art of Pinkiepony "hot", all the while Lily herself was publicly denouncing Pinkie's treatment by the fandom.

Lily Orchard is an awful human being. She does not have intrusive thoughts or fears of acting on those intrusive thoughts sometimes, like me and other people do. She has sexual and violent urges that she hides enough form the public to not make her followers suspect anything. She's twofaced and takes out her probable self-hate by attacking other predators. She's all deflection and lies. I can not believe a thing that vile woman says. Neither should you.

The biggest means of fighting her I think we all can do of is refusing to use her critical tag w we talk about her. Spam her "own tag". Enough hiding and denying who this terrible bigoted abusive woman really is.

Because really, her thoughts on glubshitto or whoever from Owl House are HARDLY the worst of it. Not even.

[thebleedingeffect]

oh i am so about to become an unskippable cutscene. ok so

my zeldaverse concept is that they all get stuck in the time AFTER the golden goddesses made hyrule but BEFORE hylias creation. each zelda has a varying amount of time since their adventure ended (i.e. totk zelda has been back home for a little less than a month. st zelda is in the MIDDLE of her adventure. sheik only sent link back to her time a week ago. its been 9 months since midna left tp zelda. zelda i zel's adventure ended 5 years ago and her great aunt from zelda ii ended one year ago. etc etc). the idea is that they all wanna get home, so they decide to try and use the triforce, but none of them know which one would be Worthy of it (as in having power wisdom courage). they go to termina [sksw zeldas idea. shes reaaaally trying not to let on shes hylia but still wants to be helpful] bc the fierce deity is their best shot at knowing which one can do it. FD (who appears as their links to each one of them respectively as to "present as something theyre more familiar with." ie botw zelda sees botw link, tp zel sees tp link, etc etc. they end up changing into malon for sheik bc hes still got baggage over link and impa and anyone else so FD chooses someone he barely knows instead.)

anyways FD tells them that all of them are capable of it if they focus in but their best bets are sheik, botw zelda, tetra, and hilda + albw zelda if they do it together (one from each branch of the timeline. kind of). so the gang splits off to find the triforce and erm yeah 🕺💃

also theres two oot zeldas. one for the adult timeline (sheik) and one for the child timeline, who never knew the horrors of war and got to know oot link unlike sheik. oops.

anyways herez my names wooooo (also they all chose them themselves hehe)

BOTW/TOTK - Coreulea (part of the scientific name of wild blueheart tulips which are the closest visually to silent princesses irl, so. shes named after her fav flower...)

OOT (ADULT) - Sheik (later Sage. this zelda awoke as the leader of the sages while the other oot zelda did not have to.)

OOT (CHILD) - Coda (the part of a song where you go back and repeat a portion you've already played before. get it. Coda says she wants something music related and Sheik is the one to suggest the name to her.)

MINISH CAP - Stonie/Quartzie (what her link calls her! used to think it was mean but shes rlly missing him so ..)

TP - Archer (bow of light. prefers to be called 'the archer' specifically if possible, lol)

ALBW - Hilda and Hue (like color. like painting. Hue liked the alliteration of their names hehe)

ALTTP - Maiden (describes herself as a maiden in game. theres more to it but ohhgh thatd require a lot of analysis and this is already so looong)

ZELDA I - Ura (in the og game u had another mode called ura zeruda after u beat the game which literally translated to "other zelda." its a little joke abt how many zeldas there are! she chose it bc its her real first name; zeldas only her middle name!)

ZELDA II - Somnia (from "insomnia." also the name her family uses to differentiate her from her great great niece. she thinks its pretty, if a little on the nose, but she cant blame her relatives for being that uncreative when shes been dead for 100 years, took the money they gave her to not claim the throne, and ran off with her boytoy lmaooo)

WW/PH - Tetra. she wanted a silly nickname too though so they will also respond to Captain

SPIRIT TRACKS - Spectra (like spectral! shes still a ghost here and has a good sense of humor abt it!)

SKSW - Lyre (another name for harp and sounds like "liar" because shes got a bit of a track record for not being entirely truthful about who she is ,,,,)

bonus zeldas who dont appear but i love them anyway:

80S CARTOON - Fresh/Freshie (MY DESIGN GIVES HER SCRUNCHIES AND LEGWARMERS💥) (AND SHE TALKS WITH 80S SLANG OK SORRY)

CDI GAMES - Gamelon

Mario Kart - Chassis [pronounced chass- ee] (Link's pitstop captain! no thats not how mk works. no i do not care <3)

SSBU - Hitbox

ok cutscene over. thank u 👍

YOOOOOOOOO your zeldaverse concept sounds so cool!! I've never even thought of the idea of time travelling to after the golden goddesses created everything but before Hylia's creation! :O that's such an interesting time period, I've never really thought about all that.....

Also them going to the fierce deity is so cool cause I have so many questions!! How does sksw Zelda know of the fierce deity? Does she have memories of him during her time as Hylia? Does fierce deity recognize her? If he does, does he willingly keep her secret from the rest of the Zelda's as he's correctly guessed that she's hiding it? How does the fierce deity correcting know of just who would be the most familiar to present as and does he know of all the Link's?

There's just so many questions and it's so funnnnnn to think about!! Also I like how he says that all of them are capable but Sheik, botw Zelda, Tetra, and Hilda are the most capable of wielding the full triforce... while sksw Zelda is right there... HMMMMMMMM........ sksw Zelda I have questions for you but I fear if I speak any of them out loud you'll combust <3333 love her though <333

The choices for all the Zelda's is so fun and cool to! I've never really thought about including both oot child and adult! I can most definitely see that being a major source of pain and angst for Sheik and I'm just super curious about Coda would react to that :o also I'm just a fan of such Zelda incarnations such as MARIO KART and SUPER SMASH BROS being involved in the middle of this.

idk that's just great to me, peak vibes, ideal even, CDi is also here SJSJJSJS

also?? These names are so so damn cute?? Genuine question, would you be okay with me using some of them? They're just that damn good but I totally understand if you would rather me not! I'm particularly in love with Coreulea for botw Zelda and Lyre for sksw Zelda <333 that's so so good and fits them so well, what da Hell.......

Also just to respond to your other ask here- I'd love to hear you talk about their personalities!! Lowkey I'm so happy that you decided to include spirit tracks Zelda, she's so underrated and amazing I love her a lot :((( and Spectra as her name?? That's so, so, I'm having a moment that's so damn CUTE

[commaclear]

Hi comma

I'm not a minor, but I know there's a lot of minors in tntblr and I've been on the internet long enough to realize way farther down the line that I've been in very unsafe online environments before.

I guess I'm saying this because of the new information that came out about that cc called kwite. I just keep on thinking about how uncomfortable it sometimes makes me to be in the fandom of such a homoerotic ship and know so many fans are probably only 15 years old. It seems to be really safe so far despite that, and the soap opera you have going on in your inbox is hilarious, but I guess I'm just worried that this could change.

I absolutely wouldn't be surprised if you delete this ask, it's pretty uncalled for. I'm sorry. But I guess I'm sending this ask because I'm still a bit younger than you, and wanted to know if you had advice for staying safe in online communities.

Only if you're okay with answering, of course. I really hope this wasn't too upsetting to read. I love your work, and I really hope you get that surgery you've been waiting on soon. Get well <3

I really do worry abt younger ppl in this fandom bc the internet safety things that were common when I was fifteen are becoming less and less common, so I would actually love to list a few

Do not share personal info, especially in your bio or pinned post and especially if it could be used to track you down irl (e.g. which city you live in, where you go to school, pictures of a local library/coffee shop/restaurant, your birthday, pictures of your face)

Tumblr is different from places like Facebook or Instagram because you are under no obligation to tell anyone your real name or show anyone your real face, you can and should embrace internet anonymity here because it's one of the last major websites where you can do so

Just saying you are a minor is enough (and you don't even have to do that, no one is entitled to know how old you are), you don't have to go out and tell everyone exactly how old you are because that opens the door for weirdos

You will know if something makes you uncomfortable, trust yourself and listen to that instinct. Even if you can't explain why a certain person/fic/art made you feel uncomfortable, listen to that feeling. Trust your gut feelings because they will figure out something is bad long before you figure out if goes against your boundaries in some way. Children are taught to ignore gut feelings like that, "Oh, it's not a big deal, go give your creepy uncle a hug or you're gonna hurt his feelings". But especially on the internet, where you can end up in dangerous or traumatizing territory without even realizing it until it's too late, you need to listen to your first instinct.

Just to harp on the above point a bit, if talking to someone makes you feel anxious, if you ever have to hype yourself up before you go to message a certain friend because sometimes the things they say make you feel weird, if talking to someone ever makes you feel weird about yourself or second guess things, if they ever ask you to do something you're not comfortable with (even if it's not at all sexual!! If you're talking to a mutual, and you mention you broke your foot and they ask to see the cast, if that makes you uncomfortable this still applies) If any of that happens, take a step back. Distance yourself from the person who made you uncomfortable for about a week and reassess how you feel. If there have been other times they've made you feel weird or uncomfortable, block them. It is totally okay and even expected to block people on Tumblr for literally any reason. It is always better safe than sorry. If this is the first time they've made you feel weird, explain the situation to them and establish a boundary. If they break that boundary, then it's blocking time. It might seem harsh, but to cultivate a safe online experience, you have to have safe people around you, and safe people respect boundaries 100% of the time.

tl;dr don't share unnecessary personal information with strangers on the internet, and if anyone makes you uncomfortable for any reason, do not hesitate to block them. You don't owe anyone anything.

And as tntblr's appa, I've gotta put this out there. If you feel unsafe in our online space or you're not sure what to do about something making you uncomfortable, then my dms are an open, judgement-free zone. I will do my best to help you out, and at the very least, I'm a pretty good listener. Sometimes all you need is a sanity sounding board.

[save-the-villainous-cat]

Okay, so sorry ahead in advance for the essay. I don't know if ur audience is really interested in this topic, or if you yourself are but i am tired and my filter is off. So I'm just gonna ramble Abt pas de deux.

Anyways, this is mainly coming off from the fact that I find classical music CRIMINALLY underrated. However, I'm so happy to see Pas Des Deux get appreciated the way it is. There's something ethereal about the song. I firmly believe that music isn't only to be used in entertainment but also to envoke feels that may be otherwise hard to express. Music feels like a universal language, whether or not you know how to play instruments or understand the lyrics. Imo, pas de deux is one song that HITS it on the nail.

There's something about the song which touches on intimate feelings, of yearning and wanting and comfort. The lower string instruments bringing a warmth, where as flutes and the harp bring in an innocence. The way Tchaikovsky layered the instruments to not only build upon eachother but let the story stay woven thru the transferring melodies. Admittedly, I'm very emotional myself, but over music? It's difficult.

Like i said before, music is there to envoke feelings to the audience, to bring joy or comfort. A lot of lyrical songs and pieces do it easily so, and they could be powerful. There's nothing more heartbreaking than to listen to a lover sing about her gray days without her spouse or of children singing about their innocent world. Even with some instrumental pieces, some specific feelings are easy to bring out, and that's honestly my favorite part about music.

What stood out to me for a song like pas Des Deux is the way it brings in so many feelings. Yes, there's a main story the ballet follows. However, even outside of the ballet plot, there's something so unique about the song, in the way that it feels as if it's touching innocence, yearning, the way someone might seek comfort of to their close ones. The listener just doesn't have to interpret it one way. Between the climax, to me, it sounds like separation of family, of heartbreak and loneliness and despair. And as soon as the music gets the angst with the brass instruments, the strings and the woodwinds lift it, like hope or comfort.

The ending is absolutely beautiful too. The song leaves such an otherworldly feeling. I've literally cried at how beautiful it is, it's just one of those things. No matter if you're in the most comfortable place in your life or struggling. The music just.../feels/ like your heart and your head. There's something about the song that just makes me feel human, makes me feel alive. Sometimes, it feels comforting as if it's calling a feeling deep beneath that i can't describe. Other times, it makes me realize how comfortably I live and even helps bring peace. Idk man, just one of my favorite songs.

Anyways, i don't know much about Tchaikovsky s history nor the song's. I just wanted to rambling about music whilst sleep deprived for anyone interested bc this is a topic that's been following me for weeks of not months, the beauty of music <3 and how i find pas des deux one of the BEST songs in the entire existence for myself. There's something about that song just feels insanely human, insanely close to our feelings.

Sorry for the repetition c

I pretty much grew up with classical music because a lot of famous composers are from Germany/Austria, so it was like part of Kindergarten and school to listen to them here and there and go to concerts where an orchestra played those. (One of my teachers fell asleep during one of those concerts and we’ve made fun of that for ages lmao.)

But I have to say, Russian composers hit different. (I think in general Russian media is insane and I personally blame that on Russian history…)

However, my favourite will always be Erik Satie’s Gymnopédie no. 1.

[springtrappd]

im so sorry ppl are so rabid, u dont deserve like literal harassment over a fanfic. i know u prolly know that just Jesus Christ the fact that a lot of these people can't seem to consider other's feelings for like more than as long as it takes them to jump to conclusions is actually scary. which applies to like both you and also the amount of ppl in the replies who can't stop to think about if someone Is being hurt by the behavior you discussed is. christ. the bar was low. sorry abt all this again king keep your head up

I KNOW IT'S LATE BUT THANK YOU... AND YEAH LMAO. the amount of people seriously treating me as if i wasn't there on my Own Fucking Post was insane, as was the sheer amount of vitriol directed at me for...... pointing out the influence of social prejudices on five night at feddy fanfic. full-on psychoanalysing me to my face trying to figure out my ""secret agenda"" for ""ruining someone's life""" (that one's a real quote). like has tiktok really rotted people's brains that badly?? not everything is a conspiracy, and i don't need your bloody permission to be allowed to post critical content on tumblr dot com?? jesus fucking christ?? sorry for harping on about it but i am still a little effected by being dehumanised on my own post about ableism. like. you could not write this shit if you tried.

[wooahaes]

I just finish of reading the last two parts and omg, I'm in love with the way you write!! 😍😍😍

Wonwoo is falling HARD! Is so cute the way he always have to refrain himself and remind himself that they are only friends, and how his friends support him and want to see him happy, even Seungkwan with his extraness, kept it low so he wouldn't be uncomfy.

And the OC, NGL, as a chubby girl myself I know how it is to not expect to no one to look at us "thar way". But I'm glad that you don't portrait her as a overly insecure, introverted and kind of depressing as I see in A LOT of fics out there, because even when you aren't one hundred percent comfortable with your looks you can dress up in a cute way and have a bubbly and bright personality and be a amazing friends and being a happy person I general. This is what makes me enjoy this story so much, she is such a relatable character.

Kinda hoping to Junghoon see the way Wonwoo look at her and mostly important make her believe that she can be likable and loved just the way she deserves.

aaaAAAA THANK U???? brb gotta cry (my natural response to praise of any kind)

i got kinda rambley so i'll throw everything under a readmore sdkfhds

wonwoo down bad and it is my personal pleasure to write soft, falling-in-love wonwoo. him SOFT and i just like the idea that every single one of his friends would hardcore support him talking to his crush since they've been encouraging it vaguely for a while (even if not all of them know who it is!!). boys supportin boys thank u

yeyeye!!! i get that entirely!! i think its very important to me that mc isn't defined by being a chubby woman? shes insecure sometimes but not entirely because of her body, y'know? like deadass part of it is "i feel inferior bc of my body" but its also "jiyoung is rly smart and a lot more fun and lovely, who wouldn't be in love w her tbh?" since i think insecurity can really come from anywhere. for me it'll always have a little "no ones going to look at me bc of my body type" but i do get tired of reading insecure chubby readers who think no ones going to look twice at them. like, yes it does happen--but it doesnt help to keep reading it over and over, if that makes sense?

ultimately: im a chubby girl. i do not constantly think abt my weight like some fics seem to push, if that makes sense? it's important to me to not constantly harp on "your round stomach" and whatnot because that's not what defines me and it's not how i think about myself. its usually me going "i am squishy and soft hehe >:3" to my friends on my good days hehe so mc/the oc typically tends to not like... focus in on her own body like that.

but im glad sunny is relatable hehe shes honestly the person i wish i could be sometimes tbh! also i wanna dress like her SO bad in general. give ME the pretty dresses n cute clothes... and also the wonwoo but hes optional

without getting to into it, i sort of have plans for another fic where the chubby (fem) reader Does sorta get insecure n a little depressed buts like... directly due to the plot going on lol like i said!!! it happens but it gets kinda tiring to Only read that kind of chubby reader fic :(

without spoiling anything... i think it's important to know that even if junghoon sees it (which, after that study group scene, he definitely does), it's not going to make a difference for whether mc fully acknowledges it. she's got her heart set on setting wonwoo up with jiyoung sooner or later. it's def gonna have to be something she realizes on her own. hoony will be there for her, though. for better and for worse.

also take this line if u want it from the first part that'll get posted sunday:

fhksdjhf sorry i like to share things hehe

[ppersonna]

love like this - pjm | m

never used to get excited to sit here in the silence. holdin' on to something the way im holding you.  didn't used to know how fast time walks and runs and flies by. i never thought i’d feel so deeply, but damn, i do - love like this, ben rector

↳ summary- Jimin wants to make sure this birthday is your favorite one yet.

↳ rating- explicit/18+/nsfw

↳ pairing- park jimin x reader

↳ genre- smut, fluff, good god this is so fluffy because i am going through it right now.  

↳ warnings- shower sex, oral sex (f receiving), praising, fluffy dirty talk, jimin being best boy, cute sex, light breeding kink, unprotected sex (wrap it up babes!), jimin internally waxing poetic about oral sex lolol

↳ a/n - hi babies! i am in my feels right now and whipped this out because 1- its jimin and he’s my actual baby and 2- i lowkey dreamed abt this sort of scenario and im....... emotionally unwell llllloooooollll. i really hope you like this! i super recommend listening to the song in the title/summary because fuck its CUTE and sums up alot of this relationship!  pls feel free to comment, message, talk to me in any way! i love you lots!

“Wake up, my love.”

Jimin’s whispers in your ear is like hearing the harps of heaven.  The way it vibrates and rolls down your spine feels like silk.  It doesn't startle you awake like it should, it simply awakens your consciousness.

Your eyes flutter open and the blinking red light of your alarm clock is the first thing you see.  

11:54 pm.

You must have fallen asleep waiting for your boyfriend to return home from work, like you said you would. You had plans.  Tomorrow is your birthday and Jimin wanted to spend the night beforehand with you.  It was some sort of tradition, dedicating the night before a birthday to each other.   It started out friendly, back when you both denied yourself the feelings you were both falling in.   It lasted through the years, and through the relationship changes.

“Sorry, I fell asleep,” you mutter through a half-awake yawn.  

He smiles at you from where he stands above.  His hair falls in his face slightly, and he reaches his hand out to cup your cheek.

“It’s okay. I’m sorry I’m late.  Hobi kept us at practice until we had the dance down.  You know how that goes…” he sighs.  

You roll to sit up in bed and nod at the boy in front of you.  

“I’m going to go shower, okay princess?” He states as he lowers himself to sit on the bed for a moment. “I’ll be back once I’m not drenched in sweat.”

You wrinkle your nose playfully at the thought, and he touches the tip of it lightly.  There’s no need to exchange any more words.  Jimin leans forward and captures your lips in for a kiss.

It’s sweet, so sweet it makes you nearly slide back down into bed into a puddle.  He tastes like chapstick and sweat.  He holds you there, kissing you like you’re the only person on earth he cares to be around, before he pulls away and smiles.

“Go back to sleep, baby.  I’ll wake you up when I’m back.”

He stands and enters the en-suite bathroom, yellow light from the bathroom flooding into the darkened bedroom.  He closes the door, but not all the way, so you can hear the way the water falls and his humming echoing against the tile walls.

You’re awake now—you stretch and yawn for a moment in bed before you decide to join in the shower with Jimin.

His back is turned to you when you pad into the bathroom and peer through the glass shower door.  He’s humming his own song—it’s probably stuck in his head from practicing through the choreo all day.

He notices your presence by the chill of the air wafting through the open door.

“My baby,” he murmurs as he spots your sleepy smile.  “Come join me.”

The door to the shower swings wide open and he stands in the spray as he watches you undress.

His eyes follow your hands as they tug at the t-shirt covering your frame.  It’s old—from back in your college days, but Jimin finds it more alluring than any lingerie.  It’s so classically you it makes his heart beat fast in his chest.  He’ll forever associate the baggy shirt with the way you look in the mornings, messy hair and wrapped in his blankets in his bed.  It’s domestic and sweet.  

The shirt comes off and Jimin swears his breath hitches in his throat at the sight of your body.  It’s been years now that you’ve been together, and yet it still feels like the first time all the time.  You’re undeniably attractive, of course you are, but it’s more than just that.  It’s the freckles that dot your shoulders, the scar on your stomach from your appendix surgery, the color of your skin tickled gold from the sun.  It all culminates to be more than a seductive body with luscious curves.  It’s you.

The shorts come next.  Jimin is sure they’re an old pair of his boxers and the sentiment of you in his clothing pounds hard in his chest.  He’s hypnotised by your long legs, soft hips, thighs that meet in the middle so softly and gently. He loves your body, every inch and curve and delicate sway.  He watched as you struggled as a teenager to love and accept your body in its state.  You hated the way it seemed too much, not like the others in school.  Jimin thinks your body is the perfect mold. He loves the way his hands fit in the hourglass curve of your waist.  He loves the plushness of your hips and solid strong thighs that hold you up with confidence. 

Jimin loves every single inch of you and hasn’t stopped telling you that since the day he confessed his feelings to you.

“Come to me,” he whispers.  His eyes drag up and down your body, before they settle at your own eyes.  “I need you.”

You’re loathe to deny any request from the man, especially one that sounds so sweet.

The tile floor is heated from the temperature of the water.  Jimin’s always liked the showers to nearly roast the skin off him.  His hair is slicked back and his tanned and toned arms open for you—your favorite spot to slip into is the spot he designates between his arms for you, only you.

Your body presses against his and he’s warm, so warm that you audibly moan and press further into him.  He feels like bliss.  His arms encircle you and pull you tight around the middle while yours circle his neck.  Any stress or discomfort in your body floats away with the steam of the shower as you rest your head on his damp collarbones. Jimin’s comforting grasp, and the way he presses his wet lips into your forehead, your nose, your cheeks, is the balm for all your wounds.

“I think it’s midnight,” he whispers as his hands smooth up and down your back.  “It’s your birthday, baby.”

A smile spreads across your face, and you bury your blushing cheeks into his chest.

“I’m ollllddd,” you whine playfully and he pokes your sides with a laugh.

“Oh shush,” he chides.  “You’re not that old… you’re just older than me.”

“Jimin!”  You lift your head and gasp and Jimin throws his head back in laughter.  You can’t help but join in, but your hands tickle at his sides, regardless.

“Okay, okay! I give!” He chokes through his laughter. “Mercy, please.”

You grant his plea and soon the laughter dies down and you hold each other tight, allowing the water to cascade down your joined bodies.

“I love you,” he whispers as he presses his lips to your neck and shell of your ear.  “I’m so lucky to be the first one to wish you a happy birthday, every year.”

A lump in your throat forms and your eyes mist over.  Jimin’s always been the one.  He would wait up with you all night long every year of your birthday.  He’d sleep over at your house in high school, stay on the phone with you during his idol training days, facetime with you while on tour across the country.  Jimin’s been the one.

“I love you, Jimin.”

Finally, your lips meet where they’re magnetized to most.  His plushy pink lips are turning red from the heat of the shower and they feel like warm pillows against your own.  His hands wrap around you possessively, and he holds you like he doesn’t want to break you and like he can’t get enough all in one grip.

As he kisses you, he guides you down to the granite bench of the shower.  It was an addition Jimin insisted on when building the house.  Initially, you resisted and thought the idea too gaudy and expensive, but now that you’re here, being pressed into the warm rock surface, you’re thankful Jimin didn’t let up.

“Let me give you your first gift,” he whispers as he finally pulls his lips away from yours.

You’re breathless.  You press your back against the wall of the shower and nod dumbly at the man above you.  He adjusts the spray of the shower so it continues to bathe the two of you in warmth—he refuses to make you uncomfortable for even just a second.

Jimin stands before you, and you’re reaching to grasp at his hardened length to take what you think he intends to give you, but he bats your hands away.

“No, my love,” he coos as he lowers himself to his knees. “Today is all about you.”

Shivers erupt down your spine and your nipples prickle at the sensation.  Jimin smiles as he watches the buds wrinkle and harden on your skin and he leans forward to pull one into his mouth.   It feels hot, hotter than the water pouring onto your skin, and soft mewling noises escape you.

Jimin’s always known your hot spots.  He spent the first 6 months of your dating life nearly writing a thesis on what spots you loved most, where you reacted the best when he focused his attention.  He’s learned that worshipping your body with slow and languid kisses and licks has your internal temperature heating to its boiling point.

He sucks gently, nibbles the buds in his mouth as he palms the other with his hand.  He loves the way you feel in his grasp, the weight of your pretty breasts filling his palms. He’s obsessed with every curve that makes the shape of you.  He can’t get enough.  He thinks he’s memorized your body in his sleep.

You gasp his name and arch your back to allow him more room, more access to your chest.  He laves his tongue around the nipple he sucked on, before he switches to the other.  He never lets them remain untouched for long—his tongue works on one while his fingers grasp the other.  

Your legs spread open unconsciously, core dripping with heat comparable to the steamy shower above you.  

“Please, Jimin,” you gasp out as he nibbles a bit and pops a bud out of his mouth.  

His face shows no sign of teasing, no intent on making you beg or earn.  Jimin is dominant with you, through and through, but tonight he has no intention of making you kneel before him or beg for his cock.  He wants to worship you, wants to pour his love out with his tongue against your clit.  And he intends to make it known how deep that love goes.

“Yes, my baby,” he whispers as his lips trail up your collar and neck to kiss at your lips.  

His baby.  You shiver at the sound of the possessiveness in his voice.   It never fails to make you weak, to have you eating out of the palm of his hands.  You’ve always been his, even before you truly knew it.

He doesn’t linger long on your lips.  He cups a cheek and rubs at the gentle skin beneath your eyes as he gazes into you.  Tonight, Jimin’s eyes say more than just raw or carnal desire.  The color and look in Jimin’s eyes could write sonnets that rival the great Shakespeare himself.  He looks as if he could compose symphonies devoted to you and the way you make him feel.  The thought rolls around your head and makes your heart swell so big it feels as if it cuts off the air to your lungs.

Jimin trails his lips down your body, kisses at your reddened nipples one last time.  His lips against your stomach and hips and thighs feel like his exaltation to you, as if he’s praying to you, a goddess, and offering his supplication for what you have given him.  

He presses your legs open wider and stares with heat and desire at your center.  It’s slicked up with arousal and colored a pretty pink that makes him dizzy with love.  Jimin thinks his favorite color is the shade of fuschia of your clit.  

You’re whimpering as he spreads your folds apart with his fingers.  You can feel the heat of the shower, the solid breath escaping his plush lips that you’re desperate to have on you.  Your legs tremble and Jimin smiles as he watches your big eyes plead for him to give you something—anything.

“My beautiful, perfect baby,” he invokes like a prayer.  “So pretty and laid out for me.  I love you.  I love this sweet little pussy and how wet you get for me.”

Another desperate whimper leaves your lips and he can feel the desire rolling off you in waves.  

“Let me hear you, baby.  Let me hear those pretty little sighs as I drink you up.”

He leaves you no chance to agree to his gentle command and instead buries himself into the apex of your thighs.  You gasp as his tongue makes contact with your clit and begins a languid vertical motion from your dripping hole back to the nub of nerves.

You whine out his name graciously, desperately, as his tongue dives into you and laps at the juices coming out of you.  He drinks it like its wine, the finest and most expensive vintage.  The way your body tightens and trembles at his touch makes him groan against your pussy.  He feels so powerful with you, so loved and adored.  He finds it incredible that even amid him pleasuring you, your response to his ministrations pleasures him as much as your mouth would.

His tongue and lips against your nub feel like stinging, delicious fire.  It feels like the shower heats to a simmer by his actions alone, and it leaves scorching marks on your skin that make you gasp.  His fingers grip at the thickness of your thighs and leave prints where they hold you tight.  He likes the way the plush skin feels beneath him—the way his fingers leave bruises on your delicate skin.

“Jimin,” you cry.  “Please, more.” You’re desperate for more but you’re quickly losing the ability to coherently ask for it.  

Jimin normally would make you verbalize it, make you tell him exactly what you want him to do. But he feels merciful tonight.  Maybe it’s the sweet gasps and moans you make that go straight to his cock and to his heart.  He’ll give in tonight, make you feel in control of the events tonight.

“You want my fingers, baby?” He asks sweetly while his tongue spells his name out on your clit.  He wants your body to recognize just who gets you going, who works your body to the brink every single time.  You’re his, and he wants every atom, every strand of DNA inside you to know that.

You’re nodding quickly, hands trembling as you try to grip at something and come short.  The slippery granite does nothing more for you than add to the desperation you feel and you’re nearly keening for him.

“Yes, my love,” he agrees.  

Jimin slowly inserts his middle and pointer finger into your core.  It’s a stretch for now, but he’ll slowly work you open until you can take every inch of his thick cock later.  He wants to take you all night, have your body pressed up against his as he makes love to you on every surface of your shared bedroom and adjoining bathroom.  He wants to give you a birthday present of filling you up as much as you want and can take it.  

Once you feel his fingers breach you, your moans turn from breathy and needy to loud and wanton.  It feels incredible to feel him inside you, filling an emptiness that lingers anytime he’s not within you.  Once Jimin first slid into you so long ago, you knew he was the missing piece to your body and your soul.

“Fuck!” You shout as he flicks his tongue against your clit and sets a pace with his fingers.  

He smirks against your cunt as you shout, knowing he’s got you now wrapped around his fingers.  He coaxes more out of you by curling his fingers, pressing against the spongy spot within you that stops your breathing for a moment and makes your legs jerk.  He coos his revelry into you and increases the speed.  He wants to see your undoing, wants to watch the way your body lets go around his fingers and against his tongue.

Jimin’s tongue continues its barrage on your clit and you’re winding higher and higher and you can feel the way your stomach tightens to prepare for your end.  He can feel your channel tightening and it eggs him on to continue, to pump faster and slip in a third finger while he suckles at your sensitive clit. You’re gasping out his name, pleading and begging and warning him as the end comes closer and closer.

In an instant, you snap and your cunt convulses around his fingers.  He can feel it pulsating around him and your clit throbs against his tongue.  He smiles, closes his eyes as he listens to you cry out your bliss and tug at his wet hair.  He wishes he could record the way you scream his name at your end, always unable to hold back whimpering and whining his full name instead of whatever honorific he makes you call him the rest of the time.

He loves that you know it’s always him, always Jimin, making you reach your high.

Jimin’s tongue laps at the wetness escaping you as you settle down.  Your breathing remains harsh but you’re able to inhale deeper and open your eyes.  You peer down at him as he pulls his fingers from within you.  Your gaze melts his soul.  It speaks more than your words ever could.  It tells him just how in love with him you are, just how devoted you are to him for the rest of your life.

Jimin doesn’t give you time to speak.  He pulls your weak legs to standing and guides you out of the shower.  He rubs you with soft, warm towels and dries your entire body before drying himself.  He dries your hair with a smile as you peek at him through the white towel, before you lean forward and kiss him.  He holds the kiss, moves his lips against yours deeply and passionately as he lifts you and walks you towards the king-sized bed.  The blankets are messy from where you slept, but neither of you care to fix it.  He tucks you into the sheets and follows suit.

His fingers trail hot on your skin as he kisses at your face, your chin, your neck.

There’s no speaking as he hovers over you, lines his thick length with your aching core and slides into you.

“Jimin,” you whisper as he sheathes himself fully.

The way you say his name sounds like a grateful prayer, a thankful benediction to him.  It sends him reeling.

He starts the pace slowly, watches the way your eyes bore into his as the sound of skin slapping skin fills the room.  It feels like white, hot bliss to be buried inside you.  The slickness of your first orgasm coats him and he slides in and out of you easily.  

Jimin never felt what home was until the first time he slipped between you. He never understood that home wasn’t a place, a brick and mortar building with belongings.  Home is buried within you, taking two beings and joining them as one.   He thinks wherever he goes, home will always be the way you cling to him, whisper your adoration to him as he makes love to you.

He can’t help himself from kissing your face, pressing his lips against your eyelids and your cheeks as he ruts into you.  Your hips are matching his speed and time, egging him on and desperate for his own end.  You want to treat him as well as he treated you.  

It’s not just your body that feels deliciously stretched and full of Jimin—it’s your entire soul and being that feels as if you’ve finally found a piece of you that wasn’t quite complete.  Jimin fits himself into that slot so easily, without fail.

“I love you,” he groans into your ear as he licks and kisses it gently. “I love you, so much.”

His words make you whimper, make your pussy tighten impossibly around his thickness and it makes him moan.

“Want to fill you,” he whispers as he sucks a mark into your neck.  “Want to give us a baby.”

It makes your heart burst.  You’re desperate for a family, want a child with the idol above you so badly you dream of it nightly.   Jimin wants it too, wants to see you swollen with his baby, wants to start and raise a family with you, you, only you.

“Please!”  

It’s all you're capable of asking, only capable of begging for what he offers you.  Your heart rate speeds incredibly at the thought of finally establishing more than just you and him and bringing a life that is proof of your devotion and love.

He keeps at it, moving his hips faster and faster.  He lifts his head up to throw it back at how good you feel, how close he is. You can tell he’s close to the edge by how desperate his breathy moans and sweet words come out.  He drops a hand to circle at your clit—he wants to come with you, wants to make this moment about both of you, about the culmination of you.

The added pressure along with the look on his face that reads as if he’s memorizing every moment of this love-making sends you over your edge unexpectedly.  The turbulent waves crash over you and send you soaring high, higher than you think you’ve ever been before.  The passion in the love-making makes your end so much more overwhelming—it’s the physical manifestation of how much he loves you, and you love him.

Your walls contracts around him and Jimin whimpers a ‘fuck!’ as he feels himself unravel and pump his seed into you, as deep as he can make it go.  The feeing is unparalleled, the highest point of bliss you think you’ve ever felt.  You’re gasping out as it feels your entire body is sucking him in, milking him and wanting to keep him buried inside you for as long as you can.  Jimin doesn’t think he’d ever leave if he had the choice.

The come-down from the high is just as blissful as the orgasm itself.  Jimin is sure he’s never met someone who makes post-coital cuddling as intense and orgasmic as the sex itself.  You hold him so sweetly, whisper your praise into his ear, tell him how much you love him and how you hope to be his forever and ever.  You tell him you can’t wait to have his baby, to start a family with him.

Jimin holds you close, pulls the blankets tight around your still damp bodies.

As your breathing slows and evens out and he whispers a soft ‘happy birthday’ to your ears, Jimin knows he’s never felt a love quite like this.

© ppersonna - 2020 - do not repost on any site, or translate without express permission from author.

[meyhew]

Lol, it's not that I don't like that you don't like everything he does. It's that you are a hypocrite and if you truly meant everything you said about tour, masks etc then those views would not change depending on the person doing it. People on tumblr that are pointing out the hypocrisy in the larry fandom are doing it for reasons, not because it's fun. But you don't care that people are pointing it out because I know you know that are you doing it too. I know you are way to smart to not see the hypocrisy and that's why you don't care when people point it out. Because you yourself know your criticism of Harry doesn't come from the right place. Like why just not admit that you are a hypocrite and that you treat them differently? Why not just admit that you clearly don't like him and that is clearly influencing how you treat him and what he does. It's ok. You wouldn't be the first or last person that does that. I would respect you more if you could be honest about it instead of acting like you are the moral compass around here, only for you to then turn around when it's someone you like doing something you were previously so mad about. That's all lol.

i have literally said many times i don’t like how harry’s doing certain things. i have also said that about louis. idk how to make that more obvious. i’m not going to say the same thing again and again and again and again. sorry to you but i actually like it when my blog focuses on things that make me happy. i said my piece when louis did that festival in the UK and i said my piece when it was obvious that tour wouldn’t be cancelled. i’m not gonna keep harping on it, esp since i can’t even go. since you obviously care a lot abt my opinions about harry, i’ll remind u that i did enjoy moments of his tour. i fucking blogged about it. i’m not gonna make a post every day to remind ppl what my stance is on smth. yes i like louis better than harry, i’m pretty sure i’ve said that several times before, but that doesn’t mean i hate him lol. i literally defended harry against solo louies like two weeks ago. it just bothers you that he didn’t hang up the stars for me but that’s not a me problem and it’d probably suit u better to just…. fucking not go on my blog lmao

[dwter]

I fully agree about twitter and activism. imo the mindset ppl on twitter have harms social justice causes more than it helps it. Everyone on there is jumping to make or share threads that have barely any substance to them. I see so many threads along the lines of “im so sorry to my [x minority group] moots. can’t imagine what you’re going through rn. Here’s a thread on what just happened.” And the thread links to other threads that link to carrds that have no sources and barely any information?? And there’s 100s of identical threads that just say the same exact thing over and over. Now when you search key terms related to certain social issues, a lot of what shows up is insubstantial threads made by stan accounts who probably got most of their information off their twitter timeline rather than actual activists or people who are educated on the topic and it annoys me so much. One of my mutuals on Twitter rted dozens of tweets today but 90% of the tweets harped on useless mcyttwt infighting about how its immoral to tweet about MCC today and the rest of the tweets were just repeatedly saying how bad what just happened is without including any solutions or ways to help. I’m glad that they’re trying to help but I feel like most of it comes off as them just trying to look good in front of their friends and circling back to the same old issues that have no bearing on the real world, like whether some 14 year old tweets about Ranboo instead of social issues -_-

ANON YOU ARE SPITTING!!! ppl on stan twt focus so much time on putting light onto their mutuals rather than actual activist who know what they’re talking about which continues the trend of emotional but baseless conversations that happen on there that lead to nothing at best, and at worst, backlash and stressful in and outfighting. you are so right abt those carrds and threads too bc what can a 16 year old say more than an actual activist. and it’s rly clear that those threads, even if it’s from a good place, are often rted out of obligation rather than actual understanding or “care” bc people will guilt them and call them a bad person otherwise. they just don’t want to be one of “those guys” who seemingly don’t care abt minorities bc they talked abt their interest rather than stopping everything to talk about an issue they don’t know about and spreading information that other people can much better iterate. also the way so many of those threads focus on making people feel bad and infighting rather than the information itself is so weird 😭 it makes me so irritated bc you are guilting mostly kids!!!! teenagers!!!! young adults!!!! focus this energy on the people actually inflicting harm on minorities, no to some 16 year old mcyt stans who want to tweet about their fav cc. and youre right that it rly is at the end of the day to look good in front of their followers. the literal definition of performative, even if it’s from a genuine place

[bitter-sweet-coffee]

Honey, Bark and *looking at the wiki for more obscure characters* Heavy Magician!

HONEY!!! MY BELOVED OKOK HER FIRST AND I GOTTA DRAW HER MORE BECAUSE I DIDNT THINK PEOPLE KNEW SHE EXISTED

1. my transbian best girl 💕

2. ok i'll whisper it but like... i always shipped her with Mina 🤭 but also her and Rouge DEF dated. and Wave. mmdmdkddkk when women 🥰

3. Her and Amy FOR SURE!!! Amy is like her little sister AND I'm quite sure she made Amy's dress sooooooooo BESTIES FOR LIFE

4. n/a i guess? she's not super popular in the fandom, so there's not much to hate. do people ship her with anyone i'm missing out on?

5. she's highschool friends with Rouge, and was neighbours with Amy... but neither girl knew Honey connected them so it's hilarious to think about. But specific to her, I always imagined she smells like liquorice and likes chilli peppers

6. gay. KIDDING!!! forgotten...? 😔 not kidding (only a little)

7. nothing at all because i'm in love with her i want to kiss her head mwah mwah mwah

8. CINNAMON ROLL THAT KICKS ASS! not sure how the fandom writes her but she's a sweetie in my eyes

BARK, MY BELOVED WHO I ALSO IGNORE BC I DONT THINK PEOPLE KNOW HIM

1. gay. oh so very homosexual but also ace. he/him pronouns and agab is up for interpretation!!! can i make a bear joke?

2. him and Storm dated they were gymbro lovers

3. him and Bean are bros I don't care they are. This is canon in Archie, but they're loud twink meets quiet bear himbo and i'll kill for their found family dynamic bc they're brothers <3

4. based on the above, him and Bean! not sure if people ship it but i prefer not to

5. he plays harp 🥰 he seems like he'd be good at it too and whenever i hear Shannon Falls I think of him

6. rbf!!! people think he's a dick and he probably has a dark past depending on the canon, but is actually adorable. ok not calling myself adorable there bc i'm a Wave kinnie I'm not cute please don't talk abt me like that, but he has gentle giant energy and it makes me :")

7. not secondhand: i genuinely wish there was more about him because i'm embarrassed by how niche he is. my entire life i've had sonic as a special interest (even if i only got diagnosed as autistic like a month ago i still had the special brain juice from birth dkslslsl) but my memory makes it hard to like, address everyone? this applies to Honey and HM too but idk i want more content of him without me having to push for it like I do with all my fucking faves

8. cinnamon roll <3

HEAVY MAGICIAN

1. m..... milf 🤪

2. can i like, legally answer this? ethically, even???

3. well, she morphs into bean fang and bark, so i imagine they're all close, but i honestly didnt like mania i'm sorry i don't engage with it a lot don't cancel me

4. same as 2... don't wanna unpack the tumblr sexyman discourse

5. i feel like she likes flowers, a lot. a part of her wishes for organic life and that's noticeable if she's around nature without anyone judging her. I get like, Ophelia vibes from her! Insane, but something sentient and dark is within her and it can be expresses through nature because it's what she can't be even if she wanted to... don't make me sad over this djdkdkdkdk

6. unstable...? these characters are getting tricky to relate to but i really vibe with unhinged characters, as you can see from my list of faves 🥴

7. same as bark: i don't do enough with her. this time it's admittedly because i don't like her game but y'know, i could do better i'm sorry girlie

8. problematic fave i'll kill for her tho

[nightwingmyboi]

Tim is the fandoms sad white boi fav, which is why there's so many ppl rushing to defend him over every other character😂. Like idk if you read fic but I can't look thru any batfam character tag w/out tripping over 500+ ~uwu sad boy tim~ fic's abt how the entire family is SO mean to him, everyone ABANDONED him, +a weird focus on how insecure he is, how much he ~doubts his place~ when like. . . He was pretty full of himself in Canon??? Idk but Tim stans r wild 😖

lmao...i really don’t want this blog turning into a tim drake hate blog i promise! Because there are things that I like about his original character, like how he wasn’t really naturally athletically gifted so he had to train a ton and work really hard and use trickery/cunning to even out the battlefield for himself, and he really holds his own. (Not that I’m trying to say he is incompetent, just compared to the superhuman level of the batfam and the hero community, he doesn’t really have a natural aptitude and I like how his hardwork has paid off). 

But. I’ve seen so many posts talking about Dick, Jason, and Damian’s flaws (people are constantly harping on Dick’s temper, etc. and everyone acknowledges that Damian was/is a brat and that Jason goes around killing people sometimes and isn’t exactly stable, but we all love these characters anyway) but I have seen like. Practically no one criticizing Tim, and even on the posts that I see taking Tim down a peg or two, the majority of the notes are just people explaining his flaws away (there are of course exceptions to this I assume, I’m just talking about what I’ve seen in my little corner of tumblr dot com). 

So yeah, what I’m saying is that Tim is very condescending (and with that condescension pretty sexist [x]) and sometimes, he sees people more as chess pieces for him to use and disregards the fact that they are people with feelings and emotions (like Bruce in this way). He spends a lot of his time as Robin trashing Jason in his head for being reckless as Robin (to be fair, DC really had an agenda to try to take the blame for Jason’s death off Bruce and put it onto the victim for some reason and Tim was a convenient mouthpiece, but still. Tim was very consistent in his thoughts towards Jason) and saying that he’ll do better. Which doesn’t exactly scream insecurity. He goes around having a girlfriend while also kissing Spoiler/Stephanie multiple times, which is a pretty freakin messy situation that no one talks about huh? (yet neither of these girls find out so once again Tim escapes any actual canon punishment). 

And with the Damian stuff, people like to act like Tim is totally in the right, but I can’t get over the initial stuff with them. Like, Bruce tells Tim that Damian was brutalized and brainwashed in the League and deserves compassion and love and Tim flat out says ‘he should earn it’. (This is just meeting Damian, before any physical confrontation). Damian is like 10 in his first appearances and I just can’t get over how much Tim lacked any sense of empathy for Damian here. A lot of their rivalry is Damian instigating, true. But he is a ten year old who doesn’t know any other way of life. Tim is freaking college age and he always seems to scoff at Damian’s progress and disregard his feelings (like with the whole putting him on a contingency list in Red Robin). 

Look, sorry to really go into Tim like this, I know he has good qualities and his own traumas too. You could make a list of bad choices/decisions for any character (and people have for all the other people in the Batfam). But it is frustrating how fanon and even canon don’t hold Tim accountable for any of his mistakes or flaws. Like, Dick acts like Batman and everyone is calling him out for it. The Titans, Batfam, and even Tim explicitly tell Dick to stop acting like Bruce/Batman a ton. But Tim acts like Batman and everyone gives him a pat on the back. Why. I think that Tim is and would be a much more interesting character if we took his flaws into account and let him struggle with them, like we do with Damian’s superiority complex. Like, the reason that Tim can sometimes come off as a bland Gary Stu is because they don’t let him have any flaws or let him make any mistakes. So yeah anon, those are my two cents on the situation. 

[intrepid-lens]

Tag game!!!

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 10 blogs! 
tagged by @nomadicnuisance​


Nicknames: banana, eli, space cadet. 

Gender/pronouns: he/him 
or they/them 

Star sign: Libra
 Height: 5’7 ?
 

Time: 10:14pm
 (this was like 2 days ago sorry it took this long) 

Birthday: I have one.
 

Favorite bands: 1D, ACDC,Yes, SHINee, Little Mix (though I lost track of them after their 2nd album). I tend not to follow ‘bands’ due to being cut off from society for like all of my teen years. I missed all the angst bands of the 2000′s. Gotta love poverty. Ay.

Song stuck in your head : Crystal (fucking) Kingdom. It’s been in my head for weeks at this point I don’t even bother. Good song tho. Kudos to you Griffin. 


Last movie you watched?: Lion (2016) 

Last show?: Yu-Gi-Oh (judge all u want I’ll fight thy asses) 

Why did you create your blog?: I don’t remember. Something to do with my friend having one. 

What do you post?: just lots of good, solid crap

Last thing you googled?: overseas phone adapter 


Other blogs: aesthetic, photography, fashion, 1d blog, journal, film blog. 


AO3: err...

  
Do you get asks?: sometimes. 
I just suck at answering mail.  

How did you get the idea for your URL?: I was dreaming of traveling and filming. 


I follow: 
too many dead blogs actually I gotta clean that out. But I have a handful of friends and faves. You know who you are. 

 
Average hours of sleep: I’ve been working hard on getting a set one. Average abt 6. Working towards a full adult 8. 

Lucky number: I don’t have luck like that. 


Instruments: Guitar, Piano, Viola/Cello, Mandolin, Banjo, Ocarina, Ukulele, Violin. I’ve always wanted to learn Shamisen, taiko drumming, Oud, Quanun, Tar, and harp. Someday I’ll know them all. 

Currently Wearing: MTV tee, silk red shorts, 1D socks. 


Dream job : Film Documentary Director and Activist / Spokesperson. If I can’t do these my secondary goals are (still activism, always) podcast (is there a name for that??), Radio DJ or ADR director. 

Dream Trip: Literally anywhere at this point bc I need to travel before I die for fucks saaaake. Still. I’ve always wanted to visit India, Norway, Japan, and China most. Secondary places like Paris, Czech Republic, Egypt, Ireland, and London.  

Favorite food: Japanese, 
Vietnamese, Fresh meals. Spaghetti and sushi. 

Significant other : Soft Science ( @nomadicnuisance) 

Last book I read: The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde (I was cracking through it again for funsies but didn’t go for the full-read).

Top 3 fictional universes: Harry Potter, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Star Wars?

I tag: @muiromem @for-the-love-of-larrys-cock, @fangirltothefullest, @honeycombvisions and @peaceful-void

[rain-deer]

I choose both sets of questions!!!!!! >:D

*Shrug* doesn’t bother me amigo keeps me busy GODS: LifeZeus: What’s your name or nickname?•Destiny; DestHera: Where are you from?•AlabamaAthena: How old are you?•SeventeenHephaestus: When is your birthday?•August 30Aphrodite: What’s your relationship status?•Single Poseidon: What are your pronouns?•I am grillDionysus: Are you and extrovert or an introvert?•Heckin introvert Demeter: Do you have any pets?•Two kitties!! Patches and Marzipan Apollo: What kind of music are you into?•Uh really anything. I’m into some rap currently. Artemis: What do you first notice about new people?•FRECKLES or eyes. Hades: What’s a big fear of yours? •Abandonment, dying. Ares: What’s a big pet peeve of yours?•People who show too much public affection. Hestia: Where do you consider home? •When I’m with my friends CREATURES: LastsPegasus: Last movie you watched? •In theatres; I went on a double date with Dylan to watch IT. At home; Twilight Mermaid: Last tv show you finished?•RiverdaleCentaur: Last book you read?•Uhhhh The Shack Siren: Last song you listened to?•I’m Sorry by Joyner Lucas Gorgon: Last thing you ate?•Mashed Potato’s ugh I love them so much Cyclops: Last time you cried?•When Asher’s mom heckin texted me lmfao. Like two Sunday’s age. Minotaur: Last time you were truly happy?•Saturday was pretty amazing because we got all ones and best in classSphynx: Last text you sent?•Please I need it (okay context we’re talking about chocolate and coconut I neeD IT) Chimera: Last call you made?•Hmmmmmm. Eric or Dylan. Griffin: Last thing you did before going to sleep last night?•Told Allen goodddnighttttNymph: Last dream you remember?•Just a nightmare abt a wreck. Satyr: Last time you couldn’t stop laughing?•SATURDAY HEROES: ExperiencesHeracles: Have you ever had a dream come true? •Nah. Just deja vuTheseus: What is your worst regret?•So far? Not offing myself. Perseus: Have you ever been arrested? •NahhhhhCadmus: Have you ever had your heart broken?•Yep but then again who hasn’t. Achilles: Have you ever had to be hospitalized? •I guess yeah Actaeon: Tell about a memory you wish to forget.•Certain interactions with people Bellerophon: Have you ever passed out? •Too many times Agamemnon: What is an achievement you’re proud of?•Uh I don’t really know Oedipus: Have you ever been in love?•Of course my man Jason: Have you ever travelled abroad? Where?•Nah I’m poor Atlanta: Have you ever stood up for someone else?•I mean I do in band but that is like the only place I’m confident Hippolytus: Tell an experience you will never forget.•Hmhmhmhm. Thursday night. Very scary. MAGICAL ITEMS: Favorites Trident: Who are your favorite people?•Kristen, Franky, Allen and Jaden. I’m a lot closer to Allen and Jaden now, we all have a bond,,,Lightning Bolt: What are your top three favorite movies?•Hm. Sun Chariot: What is your favorite mythological creature?•I love elves and gryphons Lyre: What are your top three favorite songs?•1-800-273-8255 by Logic, Young, Dumb, and Broke by Khalid, Exception by Token. Caduceus: What is your favorite color?•Beige! Aegis: What is your favorite book or series? •AshfalllllllllScythe: What is your favorite tv show?•Stranger Things Or Riverdale Bident: What is your favorite way to spend free time?•Naps, readying, or art. Harpe: What are your top 3 favorite places?•The mountain, the band room, or the library Cornucopia: What is your favorite place to eat?•I like McDonalds when I have friends Winged Sandals: What is your favorite thing to do when you hangout with your friends?•Literally Just y’all and listen to music Golden Fleece: What is your favorite animal? •Cats or leopards PLACES: Goals and WishesOlympus: Describe your dream job.•Something where I’m happyTartarus: What’s a short term goal you hope to achieve? •Start turning all my work in for school ha Underworld: Describe your dream vacation.•With someone I love. Styx: How would you like your life to look like in 10 years?•Uh. Maybe married. Done with College. Happy. Athuna: If you could live anywhere in the world for the rest of your life, where would it be?•Canada! Sparta: Do you have a bucket list? If so, what’s on it?•Skydiving, and flying in a plane Elysium: If you could have a superpower, what would it be?•Healing powers or talk to animals. Ogygia: Describe your dream husband/wife/life partner?•hA. Just love me please. Troja: What is the craziest thing you wanna do before you die?•Skydive The Labyrinth: Have you ever died and came back to life as a vampire? •What the hell kinda question is this Delphi: Are you currently doing anything to pursue your dreams?•Applying to collegesssssAUTUMN ASKS lantern - how did you meet your best friend? What were your first impressions of each other?•Well. Kristen and I hated each other in sixth grade. Allen I hated. Jaden I hated lol. Dylan, I was intimidated by him and he thought I was weird. I was infatuated with Eric and he though I was just. Keith’s little sister lol. frost - if you could give some advice to your younger self, what would you say?•Don’t dwell on the past. maple - is there a hobby / skill that you’ve always wanted to try but never did?•Sculpting. harvest - what fictional character do you most identify with? Why?•Uh. Someone with really bad luck. fireside - if you had your dream wardrobe, what would it look like?•Walk in. That’s about it. Really neat and tidy inside cider - a food that you disliked as a child but now enjoy? •I hated asparagusssssamber - share an unpopular opinion that you may have.•I wouldn’t smash Pennywise,,,fog - how well do you think you’d do in a zombie apocalypse scenario?•Okay so I learned I’ve got heckin great survival instincts. I take charge. I’d do okay honestly. jack-o-lantern - if you could look like any celebrity, who would you choose?•Lady Gagaspice - have you ever encountered a house that you believed to be haunted?•M I N E orchard - share one thing that you’d like to happen this autumn.•Oh my goodness I was it to get actually coldddddcrow - which school subject do you wish you had an aptitude for?•SCIENCE bonfire - describe your dream house.•I want a small apartment with someone I love ha cinnamon - if you had to live in a time period different than the present, which would you choose and where?•Nineties. cobweb - (if you’ve graduated) do you miss high school?•I am graduating this year. I’m excited. cranberry - what’s one physical feature that you get complimented on?•My eyes or freckles. maize - share the weirdest encounter you’ve had with a stranger on the street.•This guy complimented my necklace. I though he was complimenting my cleavage so I was very aghast. quilt - how do you take your tea (or coffee)?•Coffee is usually cold. I get sick if it’s hot. pumpkin - do you think that humans are inherently good or bad?•Bad. We destroy everYTHING moonlit - are you a neat or messy person? Is your room / house orderly?•I’m messy lmfao flannel - have you ever gone on a bad date? •Uhhhhhhh Yes. I’m awkward. cocoa - if you could have any type of hair, what colour and cut would you have?•Mermaid cut with platinum hair. ghost - is there someone that you miss having in your life?•Definitely but I’m better without them

[colorisbyshe]

sasuke and naruto should've ended up together imo or at least the fact that they had feelings for each other should've been canon, happy ending or not -nbb

           altho i don't think abt naruto a lot (my phase stopped after mid-high school and i'm way past that now) but every now and then i remember out of the blue that young sasuke rly liked tomatoes and that makes me happy idk why -nbb            

i’m v much of the camp that the only two coherent endings to the manga were naruto and sasuke ending up together OR both of them dying to end the cycle of generations past. narusaku/sasuke alone was i guess a hetero level of “i guess that’s an ending i can accept”

but instead we got the worst possible ending of “fangirl with literally no personality besides stalking the lead and never helping him with any of his emotional problems, literally does she EVER even KNOW about his plot involving sasuke? or akatsuki? or fucking anything like...”/naruto and “abusive relationship where they connect on literally no emotional levels outside of one scene during the chuunin arc which is when they were literally 13 years old” as the canon! just so they could have kids and create a sequel!! FUCK THAT!

i did not spend my entire teenage years reading this fucking series just for hetero nonsense!! or if it had to be hetero nonsense why the fuck was it this hetero nonsense A BITCH WANTS TO KNOW KISHIMOTO

like i know it’s because fans like hinata (because she’s a teenage girl who is meek but still has big boobs which is... creepy for a fanbase to harp on but you know that’s why ppl like her) but also... fuck the fans

also yes young sasuke and tomatoes was a thing, it was very cute but fandom did overdo it. the same way fandom overdid it with bucky and plums. or idk... draco and apples. 

it was just an entry in one of the “databooks” put out that he liked tomatoes, nothing serious, but it did lead to a lot of cute fanart... and then some weird fanart

Because Anime Fandom

also i realize this post is a lot of intense rambling i am sorry i am very tired