#sorry if I haven't replied to your asks or dms yet!! I need some time

[holybibly]

Bunnies, please spend a little time with this message, because there are things I want to talk to you about.

First of all, I'm fine. I'm so sorry for worrying so many people yesterday. Sorry if I haven't replied to your DMs yet, there are a lot of them and I need time to reply to all the bunnies.

Please do not worry. Your experiences are not worth me (don't even think about arguing about it), nothing in your life can be more important than you and your family.

Now let's talk about serious matters. I did a lot of thinking last night and it was a hard night, I won't lie. I am a very sensitive person and most of the time I accumulate emotions until they just drown me. The last few weeks have been stressful for me with work and I haven't had much time to relax or get inspired, but when things finally started to pick up, this message was the last straw. It really hurt me.

I hope situations like this don't happen again

Now, I want to talk about comfort and other things on the blog.

1. Nicknames. For all the followers of my blog there is a special nickname "bunny". This is a special nickname associated with one of my works - Pretty Flushed. This is my first popular piece, it is a unique idea and this is what makes my blog my own. From the moment I posted this, it became natural to call my followers 'bunny', as everyone who asked me questions or wrote to me personally signed themselves as 'bunny'.

Now I want to ask you - are you comfortable with this nickname? Did you feel anxious or uncomfortable when I called you that? I don't want you to feel that way, so if it bothers you, let me know and I'll stop.

2. The question of trust. As I wrote earlier, unfortunately I cannot be sure whether I am communicating with minors or not.Because the issue of age deception is very acute.

Neither Tumblr, nor Wattpad, nor YouTube, nor even Gmail can verify your age on a reliable, documented basis when you create a personal account. The only way we can find out is if the user reports it to us. And this is where the question of trust comes in. Can I trust you? Should I keep doing this? These questions are constantly on my mind. It makes me anxious and panicky. But also, how can we live in a society where you are afraid every day? My blog is a safe place for adults and conscious people, but I can't guarantee that somewhere among my 2.8k followers there aren't underage teenagers. Because I just don't know who's telling me the truth and who's not.

If any of my bunnies find out about underage accounts, please let me know so that we can make the issue public.

There is also the issue of anonymity. You can call me shameless, but I am not ashamed of my desires or thoughts, you all literally live in my head, but I know that there are people who are not ready to talk publicly about their desires and dreams, here are also people who are simply afraid to do so because someone might find out and use it against them. We all have different lives and we all have different life and social circumstances, so I understand all the people who are not ready, who are afraid or who are ashamed of their thoughts and dreams.

I will not block the possibility to talk to me anonymously and I leave it up to you. You can also DM me with your request if you don't feel comfortable with me posting the answer for everyone to see.

3. Communication. Bunnies, communication is important to me; it's true. I always want to know how you feel, if you are comfortable, and what you think of my work and of me. But unfortunately, sometimes my questions remain unanswered, and I begin to doubt if everything is going well. There is no greater fear for me than that you do not feel comfortable with me.

I don't know why, but it seems to me that many people avoid communicating with me. Some people think I'm rude or abrupt, and I don't seem to fit in with the general happy atmosphere. I am most comfortable with my bunnies. I enjoy playing with them, flirting with them, or just talking to them, and I'm very lucky to have made great friends, but I still feel isolated in a way.

It's weird; people always tell me that they've heard of me or that I have some kind of bunny fandom of my own, but I'm nothing more than a normal person. I will never lie to you and try to be better than I am. I am who I am, and I have no intention of creating a false persona in order to be loved. If I'm not right for you, don't waste your time.

I always tell you that you can come to me with all the questions in the world. I will never refuse to help you. Communication is the key to success, don't you think? I know I can be intense, and the way I communicate on the blog is unique, but that is how I see this space—without templates, labels, bias, shaming, judgement, and other things. This is a place where you can be yourself.

So let's communicate more and get to know each other better to make our lives a little easier.

I may decide to add a few more things here later, but these are the issues that concern me most at the moment.

Also, in terms of updates, the planned update for this weekend for full-length work will be postponed until next week.

Unholy hours have been on the air since the weekend. 

I love and appreciate you very much, my bunnies, and I hope I have been able to share some of my thoughts with you. We will work on improving the atmosphere in our little naughty house.

[h0ttestgrlinm0urgu3]

PORN ☆

Dominic Fike x Reader

porn star reader!

[warnings: smut, p in v, drug usage(both), reader might be a lil brat, like one use of (y/n), 'recording' sex, dom Dominic, degrading but with love, daddy kink]

[modern day Dominic I just want yall to know that.... bc he is so fine 😋]

[not proof read sorry in advance for any mistakes]

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To say you were proud of yourself would be an understatement.

you've always known you wanted to be in the entertainment industry, so as soon as you turned eighteen, you started stripping. you worked all the time, never spending the money you made because you lived at home with your mom. you focused on learning, if anything.

learning what men liked to hear so they'll spend money, but mostly learning about yourself. and what did you learn? that you were in love with entertaining, you loved shaking your ass and having people throw money on you, being the center of attention. having eyes on you.

When you turned nineteen, you took all the money you saved up and moved out. still dancing you started exploring more, finally losing your virginity and finding out you loved sex. cumming was literally the best thing you ever experienced.

you decided to start a twitter for fun, just posting videos of you shacking your ass at first.

you built a following over the year when you decided to move to California. you weren't really in the middle of the city, but you were close enough to still get action. you made some friends and on your 20th birthday they took you out to a club, were you had the best idea to start an only fans.

that night when you got home you ran to your bed and opened your laptop made an account and uploaded a video by the next morning. cumming at least three times before you tapped out.

this lead you to where you are now.

you've made a name for yourself in the porn industry while mostly making solo content. sometimes you'll connect with other porn stars and make videos, but you tend to stick to making videos by yourself.

you've completely stopped dancing and live as a full time porn star, even moving to other platforms. you love it.

it wasn't even about the money, honesty you were just a slut. you fucking loved cummming all the time. you loved it even more when you knew people were paying just to get off to you cumming. you especially loved the way people fucked you when the cameras where on.

you just haven't found the person to fuck you the way you needed when they were off, which is why you tend to stick to solo content.

but enough about that lets talk about where you are now.

☆

which is running late as you scramble to get your heels on before searching for the bag you took out for this outfit.

finally done running to grab your keys off of the hook as you walk out the door. as you lock it your phone rings making you groan. 'hello' you breath out walking to your car. 'don't hello me where are you' your friend Dominic asks.

you and Dominic's relationship was special to say the least. you guys meet through Instagram about a year ago. he was heavily active in your comment section before moving to your dm's. he was cute so you entertained it. you guys hit it off quite well and became friends quickly moving to irl .

you've been cool ever since and your currently heading to one of his shows as we speak.

'im heading out the door right now' you answer locking your front door. 'you gonna be here in time?' he questions making you chuckle as you sit, getting comfortable and buckling, letting your phone connect to your car. 'yes I am, I'll be speeding so you'll see me earlier.' you reply as you back out of your driveway.

☆

speed walking to his dressing room not knocking as usual you see Dominic at his mirror smoking a blunt, he looks over to you. 'so I wasn't here earlier' you laugh as you put your bag down giving him a hug while he sat. 'at least you haven't gone on yet' you say giving him a kiss on the cheek taking the blunt from his hand before going to sit on his couch 'you good baby' he said.

re lighting his blunt, takin a pull 'stop calling me baby Dominic' you tell him. tilting his head as he smiled 'you really gon keep playing wit me-' he questioned just before someone knocked on the door, letting him know he needed to go on.

letting out a laugh before telling you ''you better pay attention to his performance'' before he left.

☆

after his concert yall went back to your place to roll up and chill. your in your pajamas sitting on the love seat that's on your porch. taking the blunt from his fingers as he handed it to you. 'when you think you making another video wit someone?' he asked sitting across from you. taking a hit of the blunt and inhaling before answering 'I don't know I gotta find someone to film with' talking another hit of the blunt before handing it back.

watching his lips as he inhales the smoke, licking his lips after exhales. letting your eye drop to his adams apple as he speaks 'why you keep doing this?' he aks with a smile, bringing your eyes back to his face 'doing what?' you question licking your lips. rising from his chair taking another hit as he walks to stand infront of you.

blowing the smoke into your face before asking 'why won't you fuck me' taking his free hand and tucking your hair behind your ear before gripping your chin and titling your head up. bringing the blunt to your lips as you inhale. you bring your legs down and squeeze your thighs together as you feel your pussy getting wet. 'keep going' he speaks encouraging you to take a big hit before stepping back and putting the blunt out in the ashtray.

your eyes low and slightly teary from the hit you just took you watch him as him moves. following him like a lost puppy as he walks into your house on a mission. 'what are you doing?'you question your a little dazed trying not to focus on your need to cum. like the strongest need youve ever felt, all from a touch and some words.

he walks into your room as you sit on the couch. you can hear him moving around, but you stay put until there's silence. he finally exits your room before speaking 'can I fuck you?' he bluntly asks making your jaw drop. standing in front of you '(y/n) I'm so serious I've wanted to fuck you since I se-' he starts before you cut him off 'yes'.

a beat of silence passes before your in his arms lips on his. one of his hands hosting you up while the other grips your hair. one of yours rests on the back of his neck while the other cupped his face.

grinding your pussy into him to get and friction he makes his way to your bed room.

tossing you onto the bed making you whine at the loss of contact he turns his back to you grabbing something.

'Dominic what ar-' you get cut of by him shushing you as he turned around revealing your camera. 'smile baby' he says. to which you happily comply. you absolutely adored being on camera whether it was posted or not. 'aw look at that the cameras on and the slut is comming out' he says laughing.

'get undressed for the camera' he tells you getting closer as you pull your tank top over your head letting your tits out. squeezing them as you made eye contact with Dominic 'aw that's so pretty baby'. you can feel your pussy dripping as you let go of your tits and sit on your knees pulling your shorts down and off leaving you in your underwear.

Dominic's finally infront lf you getting a good shot of your boobs as he gropes them with his free hand. 'fuck baby you make me so hard' he says moving the camera up to your face. you haven't even been fucked yet and you look like your sex drunk already 'fuck me daddy' you say as you take his hand off your boob and pulling it down to underwear letting him feel just got wet you are.

Dominic lets out a groan and a 'fuck' before taking his hand out and walking into your closet.

he comes back with the tripod and sets up the camera facing your bed.

coming over to you he takes his shirt off throwing it somewhere before stepping out of his jeans you lay on your back raising your legs to take off your underwear Dominic following suit.

he was hard as fuck and he has such a pretty cock. gripping the base as he lazyly strocked his cock looking into your eyes 'how you want me to fuck your first baby?' he asked grinning widely as you let out a whimper.

flipping yourself over to lay on your stomach and pushing your ass up and towards him before looking back 'is this okay?' you questioned...

gripping your ass with one hand looking down at you. he thought you looked so beautiful ass up, one arm stretched gripping the sheet your other lazyly played with your clit as he rand the tip or his dick between your folds.

tapping your hand on your clit with the tip of his dick. 'ask me to fuck you' he demanded.

'fuck me Dominic' you moan out.

stepping back, grabbing the camera. recording you laid out for him before re taking his position.

getting shots of him dragging his fingers through your pussy collecting your juices before turning the camera to face him and sucking you off of his fingers.

facing the camera back to you before he spoke 'put me in you baby' he said making you whimper grasping his cock from under you and guiding him to your entrance desperatly trying you put him in 'so big daddy' you whine.

Dominic puts the camera on his shoulder and pushs your hand out the way. your about to say something he grips the base of his cock and rams into you.

'FUCKKK' you moan out. feeling him so deep in you as you grind your hips back. 'God baby' tossing the camera onto the bed Dominic grabs your arms bring your back to his cheast.

slowly grinding into you 'dom the.. camera' you breath out as he slowly fucks into you. 'what about it?' he questions bringing one hand to your neck. 'it..fuck.' you moan out as he brings his other hand to your clit. 'i-it cant-t see us' you barley get out as he speeds up his thrusting.

'it was never recording' he says before heavily picking up his pace fucking deep into you. reaching places you've never been touched before.

you can hear Dominic's moans and even him whimpering behind you.

'fuckkkkkk' you moan out.

feeling the pressure building in you about to snap 'dom- fuck.. im gonna cum' you manage to whisper as he pounds into you from behind.

ypu doubt he heard you. with how loud the sounds from how hard he's thrusting combined woth the sloshing sound from how wet ypur pussy is. not even to mention Dominic's moaning.

'can I cum in you baby?'he questions picking up his pace. 'yes daddy please' you scream feeling the cord in you snap.

vision going white you come to, hearing Dominic talk.

opening up your eyes you see the camera in his hands.

'we gotta film the next one baby'

[svt-chanel]

hiii!! sorry for the random ask (and you could totally private reply to this too), i found your blog from a friend, and i noticed that the fc of chanel is mina (lover her btw), but you listed her nationality as australian-korean-vietnamese. No hate or anything, but since mina is japanese and not of korean blood, and while you also listed her as chan's half sister (which chan is full korean ethnicity wise and korean-aussie nationality wise), it comes off as a little weird. Having her as hanni's (who is 100% viet ethnicity wise and aus-viet nationality) half sister also comes off as a little confusing too. This is kind of like ethnobending, so I just wanted to let you know. You can totally keep her fc as mina, but it would be nice to change up the nationality or to not have her as chan's half sister and hanni's half sister. I hope this doesn't come off as rude or hate, I just want to help a fellow addition out!! I do love the little antics and posts you make about chanel, but I wanted to bring this up. Hope this finds you well <3 If you have any other questions feel free to shoot me a dm and I can clarify/explain more if needed!

hihi!! I decided to private reply to this but I'll unprivate it if anyone else will need clarification about this! Yes I understand that Mina is Japanese but I made Chanel Viet-Aussie-Kor. I did do this intentionally because I

Couldnt find any viet idols that were older (like older than hanni or were popular)

I wanted something unique!

Chanel is a very unique character with her personality and her family! At first she was only gonna be Viet-Aussie but I kept on changing Chanel wether it was from her fc to her nationality/ethnicity. I made her Korean even though mina has no Korean blood because Chan however does have Korean blood and was also born there but raised in Australia. Idk if I've said this one her profile or anywhere else before but she's Korean because she has Korean blood and was born there (the Korean blood comes from her/chan's mother) and the thing is her backstory is rhat her mother and father met in Korea (before her + chan's birth) in high-school and even had a relationship with each other until in college they broke up cuz she cheated on him with Jack (Chan's father). Years later during 1997 Jessica (Chan's/Chanel's mother) is already pregnant with Chan (and she doesn't know) but Jessica and Her Father meet again in Korea while he was on vacation there and then they...yk (I heard u can actually get pregnant with twins by different fathers if u have...yk while ur pregnant) and then after that Chan + Chanel were born and yeah! And then ofc later Hanni was born by her mother bur Chanel's father which makes all 3 of them Half siblings.

I chose Mina as her fc because at first I didn't know what I wanted for Chanel and didn't plan anything out for her yet at the time but I saw Mina and was like "She's an underrated faceclaim plus she's pretty and gives off a elegant vibe." (The vibe I kinda wanted Chanel to give off at the time) I knew Mina is Japanese but just ignored it at the time and hoped nobody gave me problems with it!! (Whoch btw u haven't its just a question!) And I knew this question would come some day but didn't expect it to come this quickly. But yeah! I'll probably either change her fc (sigh again) or change her nationality cuz I PERSONALLY think the Hanni, Chan, and Chanel as half-siblings is really cool or ill just have one of them as her full sibling (which will most likely be chan). Or I'll just save it for a different oc or just delete her entirely and make a different Svt addition.

But either way I really appreciate that you like the antics of Chanel that I post about! (More ade coming from the drafts soon!!) And ofcourse I will and maybe in the future we can become friends!

-xx love Akuma/Woo

[jellyluchi]

i hope you don’t mind me dropping an ask, my reply was too long for the post 😭 hsjsjsk

but anyway, i know how you’re feeling and i’m sorry you feel like this ;; the thing that sucks about art is that it’s a journey; i forget the post exactly but your taste (what you WANT to draw) develops faster than your skills (what you CAN draw) , so it can be incredibly frustrating when you get stuck in a spot where you can visualize what you want to draw, but you can’t ‘translate’ it to the canvas. i’ve been there many times, and the best advice i have is to practice by tracing stock photos and those free to use art bases if there’s something in particular you’re struggling with. i’ve found that it’s really helped me when i felt stuck on something; the reason i can competently draw muscles is because i practiced tracing stock images of body builders to get used to the way the lines move and to gain that ‘muscle memory’ for drawing them. the jojo’s style is the same way i’ve found; it’s incredibly frustrating to copy, but tracing screencaps and settai sheets is the best way to get used to copying it.

i know it can be frustrating when you’re surrounded by other artists, but it will come to you!! it sounds cliche, but practice really is the most important thing ;w;

i’ve said it before but i love seeing how your art has progressed, and i’m excited to see where your skills will be in the future ♡ i’m always around if you ever need pointers on things too ;w;

Oh my gosh I'm so sorry for the late reply but thank you so much for reaching out to me through the asks Kat !!! 🥺💗

I completely understand the psychology behind that feeling bc that's EXACTLY how it feels! 😭 I put off so many projects and ideas bc my skill level didn't catch up yet and that's what gets me down to not be able to do them immediately. It fr is a terrible feeling and I can imagine how much frustration you had to go through 🫂but thank you so much for the advice!!! Honestly I thought of tracing stock images before but I was afraid of committing theft??? IDK AKSJDB like esp with the free bases tho I did end up using them for some artowrks I'm doing now ! I'll do that again to better my understanding of some anatomy I even got a pdf of an anatomy study book for it kajbsd I did try making a jojo style Foca using that method it didn't turn out good but I'll try again ! ;w; I haven't used the settei sheets before tho I think I'll check out some of the female characters ones! I really hope so !!! it's the reason I keep practicing honestly plus it's not a bad thing like other artists like you and my peers inspire me a lot !!!! I guess it's sometimes discouraging bc my social anxiety keeps me from getting into like jojo oc communities like the one on IG even if I really badly wish some day Foca would be accepted into it 😔

Thank you so much !!! 😭💗💗that's so kind of you omg I'll def hit you up if I need help with one thing or another I know I'm a bit scared to bother ppl in the DMs but I'll be brave about it KBAJSBD

[ladycibia]

Ngl sometimes your chibis feel like a Traumatize Geralt Speedrun. The chibis are winning

"death march" more like chibi march

[bstu]

Hello! I'm a semi-experienced modder now trying to work on a more ambitious project, but I am having major trouble understanding parameters and vairables. I've read all the tutorials I can find and it's just not clicking for me. For example, the object I'm looking at now, the first node in the BHAV is Expression (Param 0x0000 == Literal 0x0002) and I don't understand what that's checking for? (Hope this makes sense, thanks for any suggestions you have)

Hi! Sorry for the late reply - always happy to help!

Right off the bat, here are a couple of key pieces of info that may elucidate things:

If the given Parameter is a subfunction, or a BHAV within a BHAV, it is worth checking any BHAVs it is in to see if Param 0 is being passed when that function is called. You can do this using @picknmixsims BHAVfinder - it works not just with Primitives, which is actually a livesaver.

Param 0x0000 in any TEST function will generally have the autonomy of the Sim in the ME variable passed (0 for non-autonomous, 1 for autonomous). This is helpful for example if you want an interaction to be autonomous, but don't want the option to appear for the user, for instance.

If an interaction is run such that Primitive 0x0032 Make/Change Action String is used, Param 0 will be whatever the Stack Object was at that time, and Param 1 will contain whatever Temp 0 was at that time. One can get a lot of utility here if one is clever.

If you pass me on the group number and id of the BHAV, I'd be happy to take a look at it also :)

Some more variable theory below the cut.

I tend to view variables as 'pockets' which can be used to store values. Some variables need to be 'declared' - imagine you are trying to put a number in the pocket of your clothing, but that piece of clothing has no pockets! You need to sew on (declare) a few first.

'Local' variables are confined only to one specific BHAV, hence their name. Fairly self explanatory. They need to be declared in the Local Var Count.

'Param' variables are also confined to one BHAV, but are generally passed from a root function - however, as seen above, that is not always the case! It is also possible to use Parameters without them being passed from anywhere. They need to be declared in the Arg Count. This image describes some Parameter behaviour:

'Temp' variables are temporary variables, typically used for, well, temporary storage. They have the property of staying the same between BHAVs. They do not need to be declared. There exist Expression flavours such as Const[Temp] which can be used for some very slick enumeration. Error logs suggest that both Me and the Stack Object have their own Temps, and both can be manipulated on a stack level, but I haven't found much reason to mess around with that yet. Changing another object's Temp variables unrelated to the current stack sounds like a fun utility to find use for, if mildly irresponsible.

Please feel free to follow up any time with asks or DMs!

[akookminsupporter]

Read some of your asks in which you talked about anxiety issues I am also going through some actually which are yet undiagnosed, Idk if they are svt episodes or anxiety episode. But whatever it is a had a presentation today and I somehow knew I would get that episode where why heartbeat would super high and all but I faced it and I am okay and happyy now. Sending you virtual hugs hope you keep loving yourself and be happy in life💜

Idk why I wrote this here I actually haven't talked about these episodes with anyone because I guess it's not that common you know and people don't understand you on that level but I thought you would understand it.

Take care

Anon I am very sorry for not answering your ask yesterday, sorry. How did your presentation go? I'm sure it went very well so I just want your confirmation.

It would be good for you to visit your doctor or a psychologist so that they can correctly identify your symptoms. Anxiety attacks are unfortunately easy to confuse with other things, at least that's what happened to me.

One day at a time, one episode at a time. Anxiety attacks can be stressful, physically and mentally. It's good that you've faced it, running away from an episode is impossible and trying to reject it? deny it? only makes it worse.

I'm glad you sent me this ask and I'm sorry I didn't reply immediately. Thank you for trusting me. Talking about your mental health is important. We need to end this taboo once and for all. Whenever you need it anon, my ask box and my DMs are open for you.

I send you the biggest hug in the world. 💜💜💜💜

[ailowvyu]

okk so, this is the person from your dms who asked you if your asks were open. can i request a fanfic, specifically an oikawa x reader ! this may sound very specific but i'm an airgun rifle shooter (paper targets only, 10M distance), a state competition is about to come which i'm participating in, and i wanted some encouragement. and i thought, what better than my favourite character ? if you'd write it, thank you !

FanFic ->

Oikawa x Reader (y/n)

It's no secret at school that y/n and Oikawa are a very cute couple and both are talented in their respective fields. Oikawa is talented at playing volleyball while Y/n is talented as an air gun rifle shooter. Y/n's face is no stranger to Oikawa's friends, because if Oikawa is participating in a volleyball competition, Y/n will always come and always support Oikawa and his team. Even though there are many girls waiting in line in front of Oikawa, he will definitely ignore it because Oikawa already has you. 'if I already have y/n, I don't need anything else. because y/n is my world' thought Oikawa.

And on this beautiful night, you told Oikawa through your phone that tomorrow you will be taking part in the air gun rifle state competition. You are very excited, and hope that Oikawa will also come and support you tomorrow. You've been waiting for Oikawa's chat reply for a long time, but he hasn't answered yet until now. there is a bad feeling inside you, but you try to think positive. maybe Oikawa had already slept because he was tired from volleyball practice this afternoon. You smiled, looking at Oikawa's profile photo. how proud you are of your boyfriend

then you closed your phone, and pulled the thick blanket that was near your feet. You lay your head on the soft pillow. Your eyes look up at the ceiling and smile again when you imagine Oikawa's smiling face. It's what you usually do when you go to sleep.

The next day you wake up and check Oikawa's chat, whether he has replied or not. You are a little disappointed when Oikawa only reads your chat without replying. but there's no time to be sad, because you have to quickly go to the air gun competition. You bring your equipments and rush out of the house and off to the competition.

when you arrived, you put on the equipment. You look at the audience behind you, outside, beside you. slowly you look for a tall figure with brown hair. Yes, you are looking for Oikawa. You squint and then you widen your eyes. You've managed to find Oikawa, but instead of your heart being happy, it's like your heart is breaking into pieces. you found oikawa while oikawa was leaving that place. but you haven't had time to see it longer, the competition is about to start. You have to stabilize your focus first. you calm yourself and ready to be in position. once the competition starts you try to win. Your focus is only on the competition, nothing else.

time after time, your efforts so far have not disappointed you. you won in that competition. You are happy, but not completely. you are already very very sad. as if you were about to burst into tears. but suddenly a voice called your name.

"Y/N!! THAT'S MY GIRL/BOY"

you were shocked, your tears that you had been holding back, fell from your beautiful eyes. You ran to Oikawa who was in the front row. oikawa was seen waving his hand, while holding a banner with y/n's name.

"Why didn't you answer me from yesterday? I've been waiting all this time" said y/n.

"Sorry, I've been busy taking care of a surprise for you. I only read your chat because I was taking a shower earlier" oikawa smiled.

"Then why do you want to go out right before the competition?"

"Hahaha I don't want to leave, it's just that I want to move to the front so i can look at you better" said oikawa.

You smile, and so does Oikawa.

i really really hope you enjoy this fanfic. thank you for requesting, btw you are very kind so I'm also excited to write it. Once again, thank you <3

[storybookprincess]

LIV. DO YOU KNOW HOW MY HEART FUCKING /LEAPT/ WHEN I HEARD YOU SAY "DAZAI OSAMU" HOLY SHIT I CANT BELIEVE THIS FIRST BANANA FISH AND NOW BSD LIV BESTIE I CANT TAKE IT IM GOING TO PE R I SH- (love, fireflower, 1/?)

okay i might end up rambling but i have SO MANY feelings about this show even after yelling about it to the friends i've gotten into it and mblaksdnasdsaknfadfakfhwneiaundlsdfjksadfasd look. look the writing may be scuffed at times but l o o k. dazai PHYSICALLY hurts me okay. god(wont spoil anything dw)... its only been 2 eps but i trust that you see the Angst:tm: as well and *melts* (-ff 2/3)

ANYWAy im so so so ecstatic to see you interested in him and bsd and i really sincerely hope you enjoy!!! obligated warning for some skewed writing but bsd is one of those anime where canon is a chocolate box and we're the picky eaters. and by that i mean GENEROUS AUDIENCES STAY WINNING BABY. the characters and dynamic potential make it all the worthwhile :DDD again, i LITERALLY CANNOT WAIT for you to continue this anime and i hope you have fun!!! (-love, fireflower)

(hi fireflower here again) SKADHASKDFJS RANDOM NOTE NO NEED TO REPLY TO THIS BUT I MISSREAD YOUR POST IN MY EXCITEMENT AND THOUGHT YOU SAID EPISODE TWO INSTEAD OF TWO DAYS WHOOPS ANYWAY IGNORE THAT LOVE YOU

(yes hi hello fireflower again im doing that thing where i send an ask and then remember ANOTHER thing i wanted to say sorry for the spam) ON THE TOPIC OF SONGS- there is one song is particular called I'll Be Good by Jaymes Young that just- fits dazai to a tee. i will Cry 🥺. if you haven't gotten the full picture of his backstory yet it might not mean as much/anything to you but please please give it a listen once you do <3 it singlehandedly murdered me (there are amvs to it too bkasdnaslkdfsl)

akjdflkasjfkajdsfoiaejw fireflower i need you to know that when i opened tumblr & saw that i suddenly had five asks i was like “oh my god, what did i do wrong & who’s mad at me???” so seeing it was instead fangirling about bsd was quite a relief lol!!!!!!  for context, i just finished s2 (yes, i watched 24 episodes in the span of approx 3 days i am INHALING this show) but GOD i love dazai i love atsushi i love kyouka i love kenji i love alll of them i am going INSANE.  i know what you mean about parts of canon being iffy but i agree--i’ll carefully select the bits i like & disregard the rest bc the parts that are good are SO GOOD.  also YES i know that song and YES given dazai’s backstory it fits PERFECTLY i have so many emotions XD  i think i’m gonna do one more ep before bed tonight & try to finish the series tomorrow bc i am in turbo content consumption mode lol!!!!  feel free to dm me if you want to talk about the show (esp given that we are both found family aficionados the armed detective agency found family potential is SO GOOD) bc i’m going insane & would welcome the chance to scream about it with someone!!!!!!  thank you for sharing this excitement with me it really made me happy!!!!!! xo

[ghoulxbaekhyun]

I have a new header now :D and I think these few new dedicated days will mark the beginning of more positivity in this community 🖤

𝓢𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 𝓢𝓪𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓭𝓪𝔂: @incubuswooyoung

𝓢𝓾𝓹𝓹𝓸𝓻𝓽 𝓢𝓪𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓭𝓪𝔂: @pianist-jihyo @biker-minghao

1. @yourmom-jieun

Ji-chan, I can't stress enough just how much you mean to me. You've always been the heaviest rock in my life, you've helped me through so much and you've always been there for me. My dearest little sister, you're such a strong person. The amount of pain you've gone through was unbelievable, yet you still held on for the sake and happiness of your children and your friends.

You helped and cared for many of us, but I don't think you've ever had equal amounts of love for yourself. I know today will be the day of your departure and I am saddened by that. But if it means you'll be happier, you'll be healthier, you'll be better, then go for it.

Just because the person is gone doesn't mean the memories will be too. I'll always remember you. And you know exactly where to find me 🖤

2. @/spy-jaehyunx ° @time-for-confession

To dearest Admin Kai, I can't thank you enough for always looking out for me. Yoonoh was my first everything. My first kiss, my first crush and my first love. I hope you know that even if you're gone, I'll always remember you.

Just as I've remembered my fallen comrades, my past friends, I'll definitely remember you. Thank you for giving me the love and affection, for the late night talks, that time you said you'd deal with my angsty ass.

Thank you. For being there for me, both you and admin. I'll be here for you anytime, Kai. Don't forget to take care of yourself, yeah? 🖤

3. @m00n-purplerose-chatbot

This is directed to both admin Moon and the boys. To the wonderful, legend of a person Admin Moon! I respect you and your writing skills very very much. You never fail to touch my heart, wether it be a depressing angst scene or an action-packed fight scene or a soft heartfelt scene. You manage to hit me with so many different emotions that I didn't know we're possible. I've known you and the rest for quite some time now, and I'll have you know you're one of my closest friends here.

To the boys, (yes I'm giving them all a paragraph)

Jeonghannie, I hope you keep on staying strong. You've been through a lot, dearest leader. You've suffered plenty and you've seen way too much heartache for the average person. Although it gets tough, I know your past shaped you into the person you are today. And I couldn't be any prouder.

Shuashua, I haven't gotten to know you well enough to say too much, but I want you to know that you still have my support and affection. Take care of Jeonghan like you always do, you both are made for each other. Try not to stress out because of the kids, I know how frustrated and helpless you can feel from their ruthlessness hhh-

Hao, you're the definition of that one best friend that loves exposing and teasing the shit out of you but cares and loves you just as much as they do their bullying. I haven't gotten close to you, just like Shua either, but I'll have you know I'm here for you too. Stay the way you are, sunshine. You've never failed at making me and other people smile.

Wonnie and the gang, you're a tol bean. You're seriously one of the squishiest people ever you know that? I'm glad that you're also staying strong despite the past that you probably have. I haven't gotten to know you better as well, but I'm looking forward to learning more and more about you all! Hope you forgive Seokmin for the argument too :')

Jihoonie, I know we don't really talk, and by don't really talk I mean we barely talk at all. You're the logical person in the team and you do your job very well. You're reserved and cold and mysterious. But I know you're more than that stone face. I'm looking forward to learning more about you too, so take care yeah?

Junnie, we may not talk a lot but I want you to know that I care for you too okay? It may just be a few skirt pics that are simply unforgettable but I want you to know that I'll be your hyung just as much as I'll be a hyung to the others. You and Wonwoo are freaking adorable, so stay cute together okay?

Mingyuuuu, I remember the longest conversation we had was because of the engagement ring mishap kshsjsjsk. You got your ass whooped, and I was worried tbh- but you've probably been through a lot already. I want you to know I'm here for you too okay? So keep staying strong!

Last but not least, dearest Seokminnie. Oh, where do I start with you? I can vaguely recall the first ever interaction we both had, when you and Hao pointed out the fact that yes, I do eat humans. Cannibalism never striked me as a way to start a friendship but hey, it worked~

Over the course of a few weeks we've only gotten closer and closer. I can't help but be protective of you, and just feel like keeping you in my pocket most of the time. I know your past, and you know mine. It may not be alterable but let's keep staying strong together okay?

I know your secrets too, and after what went on in private i think it's time for me to be honest and come clean. I think I'm starting to fall for you too, Seokmin. I've never felt something like this with anyone else before but I like you too.

I won't pressure you into choosing me, it won't be fair for you to face such pressuring. But I want you to know that it's mutual. Even if you're too good for me. But thank you, okay?

Thank you for always staying by my side. 🖤

4. @vampiresanha

Sanha and Aleister, thank you for caring for me. Thank you for all the fun times and showing me how to live life. Thank you for calling me out on my boringness and swooping me away to that cliff. You two are such amazingly people that deserve way more friends and love.

I'll always be ready to donate my blood whenever Sanha needs it, you'll always be my favourite vampire. Aleister will always be my favourite dragon. You two will always be my favourite person with two souls.

Thank you for being here for me, you both. I'll let you know that I'll do the same. 🖤

5. @moonlightchn

Admin, I can't express just how much love I want to shower you in ;-; you're such an amazing person, and i want to thank you for all the affection and care you've given me. I wouldn't mind staying up late to talk to you through asks again, twas fun~

To Channie Chan and Chris, you three are the most chaotic pack of wolves I've ever had the pleasure of knowing. Channie you fucking cutie, stay soft and stay loveable okay? You're the sweetest fluff ball ever, I can't handle the uwus you shower me with >-<

Chan, the big scary alpha that I let the chance to dom slip away dumbly, you're a really great person. Taking care of your pack while being so nice to others. I'm here for you anytime yeah?

Finally, the one that I must've wounded. Chris, I'd like to start it off with an apology. I'm sorry that i hurt you after answering about who my favourites were, I really didn't mean to. You're on rut now and I know you'll be all passive aggressive and as long as you are I'm never replying to our DMs but even so. I want you to know just how much I care for you. Because i do.

No matter how much we trash talk each other and no matter how much angst we end up accumulating, I'll still care for you. All three of you.

And that's a promise I'm willing to keep. 🖤

Now, I'm sure there's more people that I need to talk about, more people that have been there for me and helped me through various different things. But for now, I'll end it here. Admin's fingers are starting to hurt from typing all of this at once, but we both have no regrets because these are all the things that we've always wanted to say.

Call it appreciation if you may.

I think I'll do my Support Saturday in a different post, so for now, that's all for Sentimental Saturday.

Thank you, to everyone. Thank you for being here🖤

EXO 🖤: @werewolf-sehun @werewolfkai @j-0ngdae @serialkillerkris @softdomtao @y-ix1ng @captain-kyungsoo @college-baekhyun @serialkillerkris

🖤: @ghoulxjeongyeon @vampiresanha @barista-san @bunjihyo @dalsooobeanie @madmanwoodam @m00n-purplerose-chatbot @your-jaemin @moonlightchn @mafiabossxjunmyeon @xash-axx @time-for-confession @yourmom-jieun (🥺) @vamp-jjk @yourchaechae @kpop-shelter

[a-wearwolf-futinari]

((Hello everyone! This is op, and this is my first blogpost!!! I wanted to do some raunchy rp for a while now and thought this might be a good start! I'm 19, and my oc is called Adrianna! She's a futinari who is also a weawolf, a runaway from her former clan. Now she wanders place to place, trying to find friends... and mates~. I really like rping, and I enjoy talking to people also! I belive that people should be nice to each other, and should treat each other kindly. I think I'm pretty chill! If you couldn't tell, this is an 18+ blog, of which they'll be sexual roleplay. However, I'm open to fluff, angst, you name it!!! If ya want me to plan some stuff with some characters, please shoot me a DM. Or if you think I'm being rude, or impolite, let me know. I don't think that you should be rude to people in general, so I would like to know. I'm pretty open to criticism too, but if the 'criticism' is you insulting me/my character on how YOU think it should be done? Fuck off. Other than that, like I said earlier, I'm chill with just about anything.exept vote and mutilation in a sexual way. Thats just gross.

Some rules for rping with me.

1:no minors. Yall need to be 18+to interact with me, and if your insistent about it, ill block you. sorry.

2.no pedophile, nazis, TERFS, etc. If you have to ask why, feel free to fuck off.

3. I'm not gonna be able to reply all of the time, so please be patient. Unless otherwise, I'm not gonna be constantly checking the blog. However, if you need to use my blog as a place to vent, use the ask box! I won't awnser them, so feel free to use it as you will!

4. Annon rp is okay. I like M!A annons, and ill do the annon rp at times, but if you guys are gonna be an ass about it, ill just turn it off for a while.

Those are all my rules!! Its good to have boundrys, and these are mine.

Now, ill go a little in depth about my OC! bare in mind that this character is still new, so more details will be added as time goes on.

1.like alot of wearwolves, she turns into her beast form when there is a full moon out. However, when there isn't a full moon out, she can use a bit of her beastly powers, such as high strength, being to go REALLY fast, having great smell, great sexual endurance, annnd a... well, big penis.

2. She's usually pretty nice, but if your a dick to her or her friends, she'll fuck you up.

3. Yes, the penis is red, but only in her beastform. Her penis length usually is 9.8 inches, but In her beast forms.. it doubles. And speaking of dog form, she's half German short hair pointer. If you don't know what that is, here's a link

4. She's rather short for a wearwolf, only 5.9 feet, and she only grows to 6.7 feet. So... she short in wearwolf standards.

5. Shes bi, and she's really down for any position. She's just wanting a good fuckin. But she's very sweet. Shes not usually very rough, but when she's REALLY horny, well... you know how dogs get.

6. Shes lightly dark-skinned, almost as if it looks like a tan, but darker. Shes also 200 pounds, and she's kinda buff.

7. She has amber eyes, and she also have ears and tails. And yes, if you can scratcher her ears, she'll love you. Also, as the moon phases from night to night, she'll get more furry.

Thats about it! I haven't found a good backstoey for her yet besides "she gets YEETED out of her clan" and I haven't found a good location on her yet, but I'll figure it out. Sorry if this post is so long, I really can get overly excited about this kind of stuff. But I hope you enjoy my blog!!!!-

OP.))

[duino]

Hi ate Dee! It's been a while. univ life is almost taking over me XD and I barely find enjoyment lurking here because of academic responsibilities and some annoying people irl dhjsahdsjkd. How are you faring? I hope every thing is going well to you. Can't believe January ends tomorrow! Time flies really fast hehe

If you don't mind, may I ask how do you say no or politely confront a person who's been using almost all your belongings and has been really, really confident using them even without permission? I've been experiencing that lately and I'm afraid to confront them because the last time I did, that person talked about me with other people saying that I was selfish. 😢

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My sweet sweet Elle!!! <3 <3 <3 Oh man, I've been so unexpectedly busy as well (hence me posting less)!!! I hope you're finding time to take care of yourself <3 But everything with me is going great! I have a job doing writing so I haven't been able to tackle my to-write fic pile lately, but I'm doing some hq writing today xoxo I don't mind at all! I'm so flattered you would come to me! I'm no professional, but I AM a boundary QUEEN. Reply/advice under cut...

I think there's a lot of layers in someone breaching your personal space and using your belongings. Are they family? A roommate? I'd love to hear more context --if you don't mind sharing, of course! I'd also love to know how your last experience of confronting them went: what did you say, what was their emotional/verbal response, etc...of course, again, only if you're open to sharing! You can also DM details if you want. I'm so sorry this is happening to you! I know it's so difficult to set boundaries with someone at first, I remember I was so concerned with how I would be perceived and what my reputation would be, etc. I think it's helpful to go into any situation with a clear definition/list of what you want your boundaries to be. I often made a mental checklist, like "this is what I'm willing to share/not share." I also think going into the conversation feeling good/well-rested/neutral about the situation is a powerful tool (if you're able). In my experience, the calmer you are in facing conflict, and that ability to remain calm throughout the conversation will really set the tone for them in turn. Not that their reasons for taking your things/calling you selfish after confrontation is your burden, but I personally have found it useful to keep in mind that they're probably doing it because they're hurt/aren't use to having people tell them no, and in that way, you're doing them (and yourself) a long-term service by showing them what a healthy boundary looks like. They probably don't have any themselves! (I'm speculating, of course. Another speculation is they're probably only calling you selfish because they themselves feel selfish for taking your things, and they don't know how to take ownership of that yet so they must project onto you. If they call you selfish face-to-face, I would simply be like "I don't think so! I just respect my own boundaries." If you can say it in an amicable, yet distant way, they really won't have a reply, for the most part.) Anyways, I always begin calm and ask them so sit down in an area that feels neutral. I love a good, "when you have a minute, let's talk." You're setting the tone and being in charge of the conversation. Then I would maybe say something along the lines of "Hey, I noticed that you're still using my belongings, even after we had a talk about it. That's not really cool with me. I don't have a problem sharing, but I need you to ask first." The unfortunate truth is that there is often going to be push-back from a lot of people who aren't used to having boundaries expressed to them. but it's NOT your job to ease them through their discomfort, as they have to be responsible for their difficult feelings during this time. Them calling you selfish is a shitty thing to do, but it's also coming from a hurt response, and this is where I think it's useful to keep in mind that they're trying to be protective (in a shitty way). It feels bad in the moment; I've definitely set boundaries with people who have gone on to spread rumours behind my back, but this is where to be firm. You haven't done anything wrong, you haven't been unkind, and that prevails long after rumours do. I never say anything bad about the person, I don't make a big deal about it, I don't feed into any rumours or start my own. If anyone asks, I tell them what happened calmly. They want a reaction out of you and if you don't give it, it kills a lot of the drama that others create. Again, you didn't do anything wrong so don't need to apologize or act like you did! This is really a long-term investment into yourself. Whoo, this got so long, I'm so sorry! I could really talk about boundaries for hours LOL, and I know I probably couldn't be as nuanced/thorough in my reply here, since I don't know the ins and outs of the relationship! Being firm in yourself is honestly a skill, and conflict does get easier over time. I used to be terrified of it, and now I meet it happily! So know that the uncomfortable part of the skill that you're creating now is only going to become easier and through time you'll have such

strength in yourself <3 If you want to talk more, I'm here, and you're welcome to my DMs any time xoxo

[mentalillnessmouse]

hi idrk what to do atm i've ended up w very few friends bc all of my school friends left for uni and i was left behind to resit a year and like idk most of us haven't spoken in months so like i was left w a very small number of (mostly online) friends but when stuff got worse bc i was lonely i was always having to turn to this small group for help and eventually they got too busy/ too overwhelmed by me to be supporting me every day which is fair enough so they started to ignore my messages and ~

~ tweets which made me feel worse so eventually i deleted my twitter and now i only allow myself to message them once a week and i don’t want to change that bc it was a v difficult decision to make and its taken a lot to get myself to a level where i don’t impulsively message them every day but now i feel like we’re barely friends, we used to be so close and while it’s probably best for them it just keeps making my mental health worse and worse, i had to quit school and i can barely tell whats ~

~ real these days, and at night i get so low and i get horrible thoughts and i have nobody to turn to. I have a therapist and i tell her most of this but there’s not much she can do, friends don’t just materialise out of thin air and since i no longer go anywhere im not exactly meeting anyone, plus my severe anxiety means that even if i do meet anyone i can’t talk to them. My current/past friends are the first i’ve had in my life, i’ve only made friends the once and i honestly can’t make myself~

~ believe that i’ll ever make any again but i don’t think i can last much longer without them, i need people to talk to every day but nobody should have to deal with that, i just don’t know what to do, i guess im messaging you bc ive nobody else left to ask idk sorry i hope you are having a nice day

CW: Suicide mention

hey anon, 

the problem here to me is one of communication. 

a relationship be it platonic, familial, or romantic, can only work if all people involved in the relationship communicate their needs, desires, and expectations of the relationship to one another. 

you need a support system and asking for attention is NEVER wrong. human beings need attention from other human beings. we are social creatures after all, that’s just how we function. social isolation cannot be helping you imo. 

you are NOT a burden, and your message to us makes it sound like these friends made you feel like you were. 

here’s some of my tips for how to have a health relationship with others: 

1) remember that communication is a two way street. conversations should not be solely centered just on one person’s issues and concerns and problems 100% of the time. other people have problems too and a relationship no matter what the type is all about helping support each other. 

2) be open to criticism. however, make sure to know the difference between criticism and emotional/verbal abuse. someone saying ‘you tend to make everything about you’ is a valid concern and you should reconsider how and why you’re approaching people. are you ONLY messaging people when YOU’RE having a crisis? do you message them just to ask how they’ve been? just to check in? just to see how their lives are going? 

3) most importantly remember to be respectful of each other’s needs and wants and space. practice self care and know when to disengage. 

it sounds like you and your friends need to work on establishing boundaries on what is and isn’t appropriate. 

personally, i think...you should be able to have a twitter account however you shouldn’t expect your friends to like/respond to every single tweet you post or to have the emotional strength to deal if you’re the type of person to post up suicidal statements or self harm announcements (i used to follow a few people like this on twitter). people are allowed to care yet stay silent which isn’t the same as ignoring because they aren’t always sure what to say OR if it warrants a response. 

like for me...for example if someone i follow were to post “i want to die” i would be concerned but i wouldn’t rush to their DMs or reply to each tweet like “oh no! please talk to me!!!” because to some people that can be seen as harassing when that person just wants to vent. however in the past i have called services on someone i follow for posting that they were going to kill themselves at a specific time and stating that they had a plan. that’s because i have experience with how to handle crisis situations like that--but not everyone does? i’ve had plenty of people DM ME instead of someone who was posting suicidal statements because they did not know how to respond to the person and wanted me to intervene....iunno, just keep that in mind. 

i’m going to link to some things on creating boundaries: 

10 ways to build emotional boundaries

Creating emotional freedom

Healthy personal boundaries

Emotional boundaries

tl;dr

you and your friends need to sit and talk honestly about what you’re all getting out of your relationship with one another. you need to be able to go back to feeling like you can talk to them more than once a day, and they need to be able to tell you when they’re not able to handle your episodes and you should respect that. 

i hope this helps. 

stay safe, 

kei