#sostrange

[tmwcs]

@rinbowaman

Hello ? Heeler ?

Wt is with the bedroom eyes u giving us 😭😭

I'd like to bite his collarbones-

Oh giiiiiiirllll…... Check out the reblog I posted earlier…I just realized I thought I tagged you in it but sometimes when I press on the names that pop up after typing in letters it won’t actually auto link profiles. 😑 so I’ll need to renter you and @moonmoongi

It’s heeler…100000000000% and I might even take screenshots of this love so I can use it in one of the chapters I already started drafting bc bro….I had drafted him with the purple hair, wearing black tee with straight jeans and some chain necklaces and a bracelet. These images literally fit the bill (for the most part) and it is ON! Lol.

[3ndlessp0ssbilites]

estelle and siffrin are wonderful together because estelle holds quite a fair bit of compassion for the traveler and their party. I mean. they came from the same country, so she knows what its LIKE to have fragmented memories. she knows. she knows that pain.

if they ever met? estelle is probably quite friendly. but in the same way as is siffrin. but deep down inside girlie is just ‘stars I recognize this savior sostrangely this is so awkward’

eventually they’d get along i’m sure…

estelle and loop do not merge well. that is all i’ll say i’m not ready to hyperanalyze a character I made a day and 3 hours ago

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[possibly-pasta]

i feel sostrange. this feels like a dream. like, kind of an okay dream, since i’m at work and i didn’t have too many orders, but i really feel like i’m dreaming.

[starfeatherderg]

Vent? Kinda? Or rambling to myself idk lol

It's sostrange to think that it's been like 7-8 years since a certainthing happened and while I accepted it, I'm still not fully over it. It kinda sucks that I fear following people posting things for my fav fandom of all time. It's such a small space that I keep fearing the reach of pepople I don't want to see anymore is everywhere and I can't trust absolutely anybody. I keep fearing blogs I've never seen before might be a new blog of soneone from that group. Or I fear they will turn out to be friends with those people.

I'm doing better than ever before about it, but damn, the scar is big and gnarly. Trust isses everlasting, yaaay! lol

At least being on meds for over a ywar now helped with depressiin and creativw burnout, at least to an extent. It feels so good to be able to rp with my friend again. Our friendship started through it and it sucked so bad having that be gone after I sank so low I couldn't get myself to write anymore. Now we're doing it regularly and brainstorming ideas every other day.

Anyway yeah, just random thoughts about how my alredy shitty social skills I had as a 19-20 year old got just completely crushed and 8 years later they didn't get better one bit, but the friendships I already have are going pretty well.

Life feels good enough lately and I'm pretty happy. Would never thought this would be the case just two years ago lol against all odds I made it and am now slowly on my way to being 30 despite being kind of a disaster lol

[xkyoko-samax]

Wow. It’s been almost FIVE YEARS since I logged into this blog. Man...scrolling through my old posts...I was so angsty ^^; 

Hm...not much has changed. Oh! I’m more broke than I was before. That’s about it. 

[architectofsuffering]

Love this exept for the fact that Caesar being straight was historically one of the points Cassius used to justify killing him.

"This guy doesn't fuck men and women, he just fucks women, sostrange tbh, are we sure he isn't evil?"

Disclaimer: this is what I learnt in school. I have no idea if what we read was abridged or not but it seemed pretty legit. also I love English Literature so this is based on both my character sketches and the analysis provided by the school. If you got a problem, tell me respectfully and I will listen. If you want to complain, get the hell out of my life. Also this is my opinion.

Okay this is probably off-topic but I need to say this.

BRUTUS AND CASSIUS' FIGHT IN ACT 4 SCENE 3 WAS NOT A LOVER'S QUARREL. SMH.

Okay, look at it this way.

Imagine there's a hero who's a product of a flawed system. He, too, is the most arrogant, flawed, imperfect character ever (he's human) but he's more good than bad and actually has the right ideals to correct it. He's strong and true and just.

In fact, he's so kind that he saves a man from the tyrannical rule (I know Pompey wasn't tyrannical, this is just a figure of speech) of his rival, takes him as a war prisoner or something and literally falls in love with him and gives him the highest position in the new government - except his own, of course.

THEY ARE IN LOVE. AS IN THE MUSHY ROMANTIC LOVE THAT HISTORIANS WILL CALL "BEST FRIENDS" (they actually did) AND WILL CLAIM THEY ARE JUST "ROOMMATES". THEY ARE GAY FOR EACH OTHER. THEY ARE HAPPILY IN LOVE.

BUT

BUT

Another antagonist comes in.

This guy, he's jealous of our hero because his promised position on the council was given to the hero's boyfriend and he wants that power. He's ambitious. So obviously, he plans an assassination scheme against the hero.

And who does he target for his stabby-plan first?

That's right.

THE HERO'S LOVER.

And the hero's lover is weak. He is kind and just and perfect and stoic and sexy and the greatest Roman of all time but he is weak and he is easily swayed by other people's opinions. He is a people pleaser and wants the best for them, not realizing the price he has to pay (which is himself, his relationships, his sense of justice).

This guy, the antagonist manipulates the hero's lover (who is our new protagonist from now on) and plays on his civic sense and strong sense of duty (his ancestors stopped tyrannical rule and he feels that he too must do the same; the antagonist manipulates him into believing that his hero, his lover is a fool trying to establish a dictatorship WHEN HE IS JUST FLAWED. AND THE PROTAGONIST LOVED HIS BOYFRIEND FOR THOSE FLAWS. HE ACCEPTED HIM. AND THEY'RE BEING USED AGAINST HIM NOW. HE'S A WEAK, WEAK MAN WITH A WEIRD-ASS SENSE OF JUSTICE OR KARMA. THAT'S HIS FLAW.)

Okay, I feel like I don't need to stress more on their flaws, surely the people reading this realize this and understand what I am saying... right? Right?

Anyway, this guy gets caught up in the stabby festivities (makes a bunch of mistakes too because he's an idealist but we're not getting into that) and ends up killing his lover for "the good of Rome".

AND YOU TELL ME THAT THIS ISN'T A POETIC TRAGEDY???? YOU TELL ME THAT THE NOW-PROTAGONIST'S LOVER KEPT HOLDING ON AFTER 22 STABS WITH A KNIFE AND ONLY GAVE UP WITH HIS LOVERS NAME ON HIS LIPS, STILL KNOWING THAT HE LOVES HIM AND WOULD LOVE HIM WHATEVER HE DOES, BUT HE COULDN'T HANDLE TO LIVE IN A WORLD WHERE HIS LOVER IS WEAK AND A TRAITOR.

YOU TELL ME THIS.

AND EXPECT ME TO SOMEHOW BELIEVE THAT THE PROTAGONIST FELL IN LOVE WITH THE ANTAGONIST.

WHEN THE LOVER HELD ON FOR HIS PROTAGONIST. WHEN THEY WERE GAY. WHEN THEIR LOVE WAS SO FIERY LIKE SUPERNOVAS THAT THEY COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT EACH OTHER??????????

Anyway, the protagonist is reeling with guilt now. He's killed his lover. He did it for the good of Rome but maybe, just maybe... he thinks he would have accepted his lover being tyrannical if only it meant that he could be with him.

But he's the protagonist, he's just and good and perfect. He needs to deal with his actions, and he takes complete responsibility of them. If you read the text properly, you realize that even after the death of his lover, when he should be happy that he saved Rome and made his ancestors proud, even when his fellow conspirators are out and about yelling, "Peace! Freedom! Liberty!" and other weird slogans, he's trying to calm the crowd down. He did this for the mob, not to make them run away.

He's guilty and he knows it.

Anyway now he has to give a speech explaining why the hell he killed his lover. In the speech, he gives factual reasons as to why he did that thing. Sure, yes, he loved the guy but he needed to kill him. In the speech, we see him faltering. He's trying to convince himself, he's still guilty and he's scared. He's in mourning. He gives factual reasons and he expects that his mind will listen and this is why he did that deed but obviously he can't get over it.

And when the other guy gives the speech, his lover's precious friend or something, he's rightfully angry on behalf of the guy's lover. He appeals to the mob's emotions while the protag appeal's to the mob's facts.

Obviously the mob likes the emotional speech. This isn't an important part in what I'm trying to explain, it's just that this guy's still not able to convince himself. This is where the war starts.

We skip the ruthlessness bit all the way to Act 4 Scene 3.

Our antagonist (antag) is a realist. He knows shit about war. He's turned into some sort of bribing corrupt idiot and he's also somehow fallen in love the the protag.

The protag doesn't care. He's still reeling under the shock and guilt of killing his lover, he's on edge because his best friend (let's just say Portia is his best friend, she did not play a farther role in Brutus' life and honestly he just didn't even care about her) killed herself because of his lover's other best friend (Antony) who's now started killing everyone on his side. He has a lot on his mind and by nitpicking at the antag's corrupted side, he's trying to hid behind what he knows best - justice. He wants something in life to go correct and he can't deal. He's still guilty.

Ultimately he dies, yada-yada unimportant for my post.

BRUTUS DOESN'T CARE. HE JUST DOESN'T CARE ABOUT CASSIUS OR HIS NONSENSE. HE MIGHT TAKE HIM FOR A REBOUND OR SOMETHING BUT HIS HEART LIES WITH CAESAR.

OKAY, NOW YOU TELL ME.

THAT ABSOLUTE TRAGEDY OF A GAY LOVE STORY, BETWEEN BRUTUS AND CAESAR, WHICH I HAVE CHARTED OUT ABOVE OR THE STUPID REBOUND BETWEEN A GUILTY BRUTUS AND A CASSIUS WHO MANIPULATED HIM AND FORCED HIM BY USING HIS WEAKNESSES AGAINST HIM TO KILL HIS LOVER.

I HOPE I HAVE MADE MYSELF CLEAR ENOUGH.

SO, NO. I WILL NOT AND CANNOT HANDLE ANYONE SAYING THAT BRUTUS AND CASSIUS HAD A "LOVER'S QUARREL". BRUTUS SUBCONSCIOUSLY HATED CASSIUS. ALWAYS CONTRADICTED HIM. THEY WERE TOXIC AS HELL TOGETHER. THIS IS A WEIRD MENTAL KIDNAPPING CASE OF STOCKHOLM SYNDROME.

BRUTUS AND CASSIUS WERE NOT IN LOVE. THEY DID NOT FIGHT AS LOVERS. THEY FOUGHT AS A MANIPULATOR AND MANIPULATED. THAT SCENE WAS PURELY THERE TO SHOW THAT IDEOLOGICAL DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BRUTUS AND CASSIUS, TO FORESHADOW THE ULTIMATE DOWNFALL OF THE CONSPIRATORS.

BRUTUS AND CAESAR LOVED EACH OTHER.

AND I THINK THAT BRUTUS AND CAESAR HAD A MUCH GAYER AND SADDER AND HEART-WRENCHING GAY STORY THAT ANYONE ELSE IN THIS WORLD EVER COULD.

Thank you <3

[grubpugs]

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Mr squeak is so incredibly weird, after every meal she has to give my ankle a bath. I’ve never known any other pug to do this 😂 . . . #weirdo #mybaby #sostrange #butiloveheranyway #pug #pugsofinstagram #pugstagram #dogsofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/B9fxBrtHtlK/?igshid=iy7wugiapio6

[cristiannevola]

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[dustrial-inc]

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They predicted our coming. #getweird #sostrange https://www.instagram.com/p/BsT0NpPAf_9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1neov0ykw88b5

[sassymullet]

Check me out anywhere you stream music. 💗 #sassymullet . . . #jellyfishswim #puke #trashpost #sassymusic #tastytasty #goodstuff #ohwow #nowthatsludicrous #sostrange #keepingitcasual #whatthefuck #getadjusted #someonelikeyou https://www.instagram.com/p/Ce1gBzjupZC/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[luv-assangiebatch]

Hey thanks, my friend!! Long time no see! I hope all is well with you. ❤❤❤

[deaths-accountant]

sostrange made a false assumption about their gende, showing it's not just men who can be like that.

Someone just reblogged my post repeating back to me almost exactly what I said, rephrased slightly, as if they were explaining it to me?????

[bearrepublicnetwork]

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This is just cuteness overload. #catstagram #imacatidiot #howdidthishappen #iwasntacatpersonbutnowiam #sostrange #meow #meowstagram #猫 #にゃん (at 滋賀県 琵琶湖) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQkARoEJeq7/?utm_medium=tumblr

[socialsf]

630pm #firesmoke from #slaterbutte #slaterfire #slaterincident smoke covering #gasquet fire is located 30 miles to our east by #happycamp #smoketoday has been #apocolyptic #sostrange #soscary #sixriversnationalforest (at Six Rivers National Forest) https://www.instagram.com/p/CE6EYUGBsyi/?igshid=12lpm2uqjw7on

[risingsiren-blog]

Weird dreams part 2 #weirddreams #why #lol #sostrange #babies

[hellonoblesky]

Just found out Mick Wingert literally voices Po in Kung Fu Panda to stand in for Jack Black I- what. I literally thought he was just the NoSleep guy