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psqqa · 1 year

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mahler 5 dude. he was so real for that.

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lazylittledragon · 6 months

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what do you mean youre technically a detransitioner cause of terf bullshit?

it's a v long story but i detransitioned for a couple of years when i was 16/17, for multiple reasons but mostly because i fell into the blaire white/kalvin garrah chamber of "you have to be This way to be trans otherwise you're not real".

i was already Deeply insecure about myself and my 'passing' and i was led to believe that i couldn't want to wear makeup or skirts, and i couldn't choose not to have bottom surgery, and i couldn't do anything but bind for 12+ hours a day to the point that my ribcage is still misshapen. basically i thought that if i wasn't suffering enough doing 'feminine' things, i couldn't really be trans, so i should just go back to being a girl and suck it up.

the terf bullshit is because i'd seen a lot of terfs/detransitioners talking about the 'dangers' of testosterone and how it would turn me into a horrible ugly evil monster and how there was nothing worse than wanting to be a man. which combined with 'you need to fully medically transition to be valid at all' creates some very dangerous and upsetting feelings to cope with.

it also came from trying really hard to put myself in a little box before i realised that my sexuality/gender are very fluid and it's FINE for me not to have a label and just do whatever i want. when i was 19 or so i went back to using they/them (and eventually he/him) and changed my name again because even though i like doing 'feminine' things, i don't want to be seen as a woman.

tldr: i was conditioned by transphobic/terf rhetorics to think that i was being trans the 'wrong' way so i couldn't be trans at all, so i believed i must actually be a girl if i still wanted to do 'feminine' things. nowadays i am a transmasc who does feminine things because i don't give two shits about what any transmed prick thinks of me anymore.

#ramble #ok to reblog btw i'm fine with this being shared #this was meant to be a short version but this is just the whole story whoops #sorry i realised the way i phrased it sounded like i'm the detrans you see in the news #i'm Technically a detransitioner because a lot of detrans stats are people who go on to RETRANSITION #because detransition is often because of social stigma and not because you realised you weren't trans #so anyway. terfs are cancer and if you don't think their bs is harming children you're wrong #i know it's easy to say 'you should've used your brain and realised those people were wrong'#but like. when you're 16 you're SO impressionable. even if you think you aren't #especially when you're watching people who have been transitioning longer than you and you assume they know everything #i was in my mid-late teens when 'transtrender' videos were MASSIVE and i believed it!!! and i was Not nice about those people #all they made me believe was that being trans couldn't be colourful and comfy and fun. it just had to be Pain #i hope everyone who contributed to the 'you need to be this way to be trans' mindset knows how much hurt they've caused #nowadays i don't care. go and be stargender. we have actual problems to deal with not debates about neopronouns #anyway this was long. that's the story

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fairyhaos · 9 months

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svt really need to bring back songs where they just throw a bunch of members into the recording studio to create impromptu units again, bc like. it's so funny. like, 'hello' has dk, mingyu and junhui, and what unit is that? the 97 line but they replaced minghao with jun? and 'fronting' is cheol, wonwoo, mingyu, vernon, hoshi, and woozi. leader line + the rest of the hhu anyone?? and 'space', which is hhu + dk?? do they just like adding one vocalist to the hhu and going ok cool guys have fun now? and 'still lonely', 'drift away', 'flower'.... which all have the most random members and are absolute bangers, btw. unit songs r great, age line songs r underappreciated, but nothing tops the random grouping of members tbh

#ramble post #yena talks #ive been thinking about this. a Lot #hello is especially funny to me bc i love that song so much and their voices go????? so well together?????#like crazily well. who thoucht of that #they need to explore the absolute masterpiece that is pairing up diff coloured voices togeyher actually #bc you know what. i need to hear wonwoo joshua and chan singing togeyjer bc in my head it sounds beautiful #seventeen #svt

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mintypsii · 4 months

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PENlS EXPLOSION SPELLLLLLL

more of them because they won't get out of my head

version without the text

#op #one piece #sanuso #usosan #sogesoba #usopp #sanji #sogeking #sobamask #soba mask #vinsmoke sanji #black leg sanji #art #mintart #my art #fun fact i hate how this turned out and i am never colouring like this ever again in my life EVER #sketching it was fun tho :3 except for when i did this cool pose for soge and then i had to COVER IT WITH HIS CLOAK #RGKHKJFSLD #ive been thinking about them............... over and over and over............. THEYRE SO LAME YET SO SILLY #sogeking talks different obv but eng isnt mmy first language so i hope i conveyed the vibe properly lol bhkfjs #is shant a word . who knows. knowing usopp tho he would make up words to sound cool hes just like me fr #sobbbbing it's criminal that there isn't more sogesoba content or at least content of them together omg #the strawhat superheroes....... theyre literally the sun and moon too (sobas crescent hair and soges sun mask)#also for the angst another ship name could be mask king which sounds like masking because theyre maassskkingggggg themselves yayyyy #masking to become a 'better' version of themselves ough #ok i might do something with that sometime hehe

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kongatom · 3 months

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“Thap, why didn't you tell me you were close? I could've invited him over for food. We're not that close. We're just classmates." MY LOVE MIX-UP! (2024) ep. 03.

#my love mix up #my love mix up th #my love mix up thailand #mlmuedit #geminifourth #gemini norawit #fourth nattawat #bledit #thaidrama #thaidramaedit #boyslovesource #asianlgbtqdramas #dailyasiandramas #*#i know i sound mentally insane but i love colouring this show …

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raptorrobot · 6 months

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do you ever land a parry so utterly filthy that it feels like you set off a hydrogen bomb

#ultrakill #gabriel #you know its good when like 5 sounds clip into each other and peak the audio #i fucking exploded him with my fist dude #and yes my hud is icarus colours. sue me

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isbergillustration · 11 months

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Very considerate of the Mountain Goats to wait until the day after I handed in my degree to release their new album so I can dedicate all my time to going insane about it. Quick painting while listening through for the first time.

#the mountain goats #some mountains no goats #illustration #artists on tumblr #acrylic painting #colour pencil #painting #my art #it absolutely fucks by the way buy jenny from thebes immediately if you haven’t #john darnielle said he liked it on twitter so i can die happy now #i know its a little cringe to tag your faves in fanart but because it’s just the vibes of the albums sound and not like a drawing of jd #i feel okay about it #org sold

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kiivg · 5 months

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.So, anyway, I played Vampyr 🦷🩸.

#vampyr #jonathan reid #geoffrey mccullum #mcreid #vampyr 2018 #sketch #coloured sketch #mxm #jonathan x Geoffrey #Geoffrey x jonathan #.ngl I do not like the dynamic between John and elisabeth.#.also I made the wrong decision and Seany boy died and so I had to tank the whole playthrough and just embrace everyone.#.very fun game though low-key reminded me of dishonoured.#.also spent the whole game trying to figure out why Jonny boy sounded so familiar and he’s gaspard so yeah.#.sorry I know the fandom for this is probably dead but it’s vampires my dude.

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simptasia · 5 days

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LOST: Season One

#lost #abc lost #lost one cap per ep #this was a project i was gonna do anyways but the timing worked out that i could post the first one on the 20th anniversary!#this is one cap per ep every season. from left to right. and this is important: its not a cap that sums up each ep #its a cap that REPRESENTS each ep. the way i choose them varies every episode #sometimes its an utterly iconic moment. sometimes it reps the theme of the ep. or it hits with a theme of the character themselves #sometimes the cap i use won't even involve the character whose centric episode it is. trust me. this makes sense #anyways i'll give a good example: for outlaws i was so tempted to use a shot of the judgemental soulful gaze of the boar #or perhaps sawyer in the rain after he shot that man #but! i used that shot of sawyer's dads legs as sawyer is hiding under the bed. i feel it worthy because this moment. this scene #is literally a core part of sawyer. it's a defining moment of his backstory. of his character. so yeah. makes sense yeah?#anyways some eps had Too Much going on (lord i could make one of these for exodus part 1 alone) and some not enough #or well they DID but like lacked in caps that Hit in the way im thinking. thank heavens charlie shot ethan cuz i was worried about that ep #i was like ''aw shit what am i gonna use'' and then an iconic lost moment happened kjhfdsjkhfd #anyways. there are 25 eps in season one. so im really glad that the last ep contains one of the moment iconic visuals/moments in all of los #oh i should add that these caps are unedited. i did not fuck with the colours or saturation in any way #i found 'em and i pieced them together. this is harder than it sounds. i browsed through all the screencaps of every ep of season one #and i will do so the remaining five seasons #some of these were super easy like i knew what cap i'd be using before i even started (eg. do no harm. the moth. in translation)#but some took some real Thinking. and some eps even had several caps that would have worked. this has all been quite interesting #also yeah. y'all already know damn well what cap i'm using for the very last episode

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nymphaforesta · 2 months

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the world is such a scary place right now

#i know this may sound very hippie and peace&love #but i do just wish everyone only cared about what is going on in their lives #with no hate and just absolutely minding their business #i know loving everyone and accepting everyone is a fucking utopian wish #but at least if you HATE someone just fucking keep it to yourself like maybe just accept that you're not gonna like everyone #just maybe think that these people who have different skin colour and different beliefs MAYBE they do deserve to live peacefully like you #just go touch some grass enjoy the sunshine listen to some music #just live and let live

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arthursfuckinghat · 5 months

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John Marston and Sombra 𑁦𓃥𑁦 RDR1

#this game is so good #I bought this game second hand and it was in japanese but it's fine now #bonnie gave me this sick horse #I don't know if it's a mare or stallion but I named him sombra del sol because of his beautiful coat colour #john sounds permanently exhausted and I understand him #man just wants to get his life back but he's stuck helping weird people find maps and sell health tonics #bless him #rdr1 #red dead redemption #john marston #mick squeaks #red dead redemption community #sombra del sol my horse #he has one white foot I think that's so cute

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 1 year

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arctic monkeys with MTV, 2011 (x)

#listen i know i sound deeply weird but this haircut on alex accentuates his nose in a way that is simply delightful to me #also i'm loving the cool shades/fidgety hands contrast #however #matt’s ‘there are a lot of banjos going around these days’ is simply my favourite thing to come out of this interview #i feel like i need to make a compilation of all the wonderful things matt comes out with in interviews #he's an actual gift #the colour palette in this is also inexplicably pleasing to me #anyway #that's quite enough procrastinating via the means of giffing am interviews #arctic monkeys #sias era #matt helders #alex turner #lulu posts #my gifs

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ranchthoughts · 7 months

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Hi! I'm working on a large stats project about the colour coding of superheros in a/b/o fics, and someone pointed me in the direction of BL as a possible similarity. You've written a Iot of cool stuff about BL symbolisms before, so I thought I'd reach out in case you have any insight.

I admit, I know next to nothing about BL, and while I do know the terms seme/uke have gone out of fashion, have you noticed any particular colour coding of characters in similar dynamics? In superhero a/b/o, for example, those in yellow, orange, or metalics are more likely to be alphas, where as those in brown, purple, and pink, are more likely to be omegas.

No pressure to reply, but if you have any thoughts (or know where to find some), I'd love to hear it!

Hi!

While I love data and analysis, I am not the person to come to for colour coding dynamics. You want @respectthepetty, BL Tumblr's premier colour coding expert and the true master when it comes to anything colour related.

What a fascinating question!

#tagging in the colour sensei petty...#and any of the other colour analysis folks on here - I know there are many much better versed than I am #bl meta #asks #thank you for your nice words about my writing! your project sounds really interesting

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can-of-slorgs · 6 months

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