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[daisybell-on-a-carousel]

I imagine Jason didn't fully really see Dick as his brother, that was more like a distant figure. Nightwing who's a hero and very cool and sometimes tells him he's doing a good job. Like? Augh. Putting this into words

He never truly yearned or hoped for Dick to hang out more, to be his brother, to take him on trips in and out of uniform. Like he thought about it, but it just. Didn't seem the realm of possibility. Dick was cool, he liked him, he would've loved to hang out with him more. But the idea having an actual proper relationship never really fully crossed him. He didn't agonise over Dick not being a brother because it just. Didn't come to mind, it didn't seem a possibility, it just wasn't a thing. Why would he expect Dick to be a brother to him, why would he ever expect Dick to hang out with him more

[sadisticfervor]

when the AV tech support girl who went to Thailand for bottom surgery hits you with that neogrip as you bottom out 🥴🥵

[taters-for-tots]

diversity win!! the person you’re dating likes you and compliments you!!!! this will happen again!!!! and you will still be surprised!!!!!!!!!

[throes-of-warm-tornadoes]

if i can get quite vulnerable and real again i feel like i am making no impact on the world + people around me. which would be fine if i didn’t really care about doing that, but i do. i haven’t done volunteer work since high school. i haven’t given back to the community in any way since i started college. and there’s not even any excuse for it. there are so many on campus resources and so many opportunities to take advantage of and i’m just. not doing anything about it. and every time im like that changes NOW it only lasts a couple days and then i slip back into being an absolute bum

also, i just feel so lost!! i’ve known from a very young age that i wanted to be financially independent and now that i have a Big Girl Job opportunity im so scared!! bc on paper it should be everything i want but with any profession its so flawed and i feel like im just gonna be so bogged down by the reality of it all! even though i know i dont have to do it for the rest of my life and even though i know it could be a good stepping stone for ACTUALLY doing what i want, its so terrifying to confront the reality of it all. like this is it. this is the thing you’re gonna spend your 20s doing. and if you decide to do something else then. well. good luck, babe!

[twig-gy]

https://www.tumblr.com/lemonxlimee/761016024518836225 ik this is a joke but if it wasnt WOULD IT INCLUDE ME OR NOTTTT

[drop--pop--candy]

i need her sort of crazy with it

[sparky-is-spiders]

Look if I ever complain about other people whining about inconsequential bullshit on the internet I WILL be put down like a dog for criminal levels of hypocrisy but maybe people can make their own individual post about it. Like I don't think it's necessary to go on a lengthy 3-paragraph screed about how you hate a thing on a post that's about how someone Likes a Thing. It's a joke post. There's a cute little comic where they make a :3 face. Make your own post.

[nightcrawlerblood]

why am i sad <- voice of girl whose entire personality is being sad

[lilascribbles]

Mass choir? More like sensory overload induced panic attack

[bedforddanes75]

EXCUSE ME

fake idgafer i saw you vagueposting about it on tumblr

[teawiththespleen]

sometimes if youre lucky you will see a scrawny 40something very masc woman and they’ll be the most beautiful person youve ever seen in your life

[auras-reblog-acc]

If I have to clean up another puddle of dog vomit I'm gonna kms

[digital-meat]

I kinda feel like we were born to hate each other and die pissing each other off but we were born on opposite sides of the world you and I, antipodes john, I know you're there upside-down

[nuts-but-as-a-treat]

Yall ever just not remember any person's face but instead remember a vague sillouette where their face should go, their typical hairstyle, and clothes you associate them with, which makes you feel even more inhuman and like a racoon in an ill-fitting skin suit? Or is that just me?

[katie-the-bug]

I was going to vaguepost about listening to the same part of a song over and over again, but you know what, fuck it. Today, we specificpost. 3:19 to 4:00 of "Land That Plane" from the Bee Movie soundtrack (as it appears on Spotify) is far more epic than it has any right to be.

[scopophobia-polaris]

Hello, it's the new year and I haven't been...talking much for a long time.

As I've stated, I've had multiple health scares this year, and I -goddamn this is too formal, I dont like to talk about myself much, I'd rather keep things to myself, but I'm currently taking multiple meds for a formal diagnosis, right now I'm being treated for Bipolar. Turns out there was something up. I aint really afraid to talk about it, I mean lots of people get treated for many things and it's normal.

This was uh.....scary for me, I figured something was up and I mean I'm fine now but DAMN first 15 minutes of hearing that? Nasty. Lot of things that are super personal tied to just a lot of shit yada Yada I feel like shit for just being nonchalant about this but I don't know what else to do, I'm taking care of myself and trying to fix my life up.

But now that I'm getting to a point where I'm more stable, I'm starting to feel more ....me? Genuinely, it's gonna take me a long time to make myself get into a solid schedule, I dont think I'll ever have one, maybe the slight one i have now, but atleast I don't feel like I have 0 control over my life at this point.

Idk man I had some kind of control but I don't know...who am I kidding. I feel like a new person. I feel better, my body doesn't hurt as much.

I don't know if being a new person is a good or a bad thing for me but uh...idk idk idk maybe I kept reading through my scripts and realized something.

Anyways, now that I know when to take the meds so I can draw, I've been back to just? Drawing and having fun?

Really living by this its why I'm not online much, if I aint having fun what's the point.

BUT now I get to the uh...other shit.

So because of the meds stuff and all kinds of shit mostly......IM ABOUT TO LOSE INSURANCE...... and I've done a few things.

For starters. I'm setting up a patreon, I'm going to do it so that it would only charge when I make a post of 5-10 pages of the comic, I'm gonna get through my first half of chapter 4 before I ever even think if taking anything from ANYONE, so no monthly just for specificposts. Quite ffrankly, I do not like money, like in a way of it makes me nervous and I want people to get a bang out of their buck because I'd I don't make it good is it worth it????

tWO......I don't like advertising, I never did, I probably should of said I have them last few plushes during December (like everyone around me was saying to do and YET....there is less then 10😭) but I wanted people to be spending money on something worthwhile. Hell I mean, it's guilt, its massive guilt, there are people more in need and NOW MORE THAN EVER.....so to not feel like a thief, anyone who gets this critter here, I will donate a solid 30USD out of each purchase to a family in Gaza in need, of your choice of course. I need to pay for shipping but whatever else is left I will donate the rest. That should leave me around $40 on each plush and that's fine, I'm gonna save it for meds because when I go uninsured idk how long it's gonna be, maybe a bit maybe a while, I dont know yet but I wanna provide aid in some way. Like ceasefire don't mean shit until it's permanent, and I don't trust Israelis to hold true to any promise. So I want some of that money to atleast help SOMEONE. Because in the end I know I can get by but.

But my wife is the only person with a job.......😬😬😬😬😬

Besides all of that I'm sorry I haven't uploaded pages or drawings or anything, I wanna have a better relationship online, like I did when I was younger, when it was just fun and I had my own corner, maybe that'd nostalgia but I'm getting sick of social media, and maybe I don't wanna be walking on eggshells because of fandom whatever. So I will be trying to do more in the future, I hope yall have a good day.

And thank you again for all the patience with my slow ass 😭