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[beansprean]

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ID: Full body of Endverse Castiel sitting on a red bench on a mottled greenish brown background, wearing ripped jeans and a loose teal henley. Straddling his lap is Dean, wearing black tee shirt, boots, and a short blue plaid skirt. Cas is grinning lazily up at him, one hand on Dean's hip and the other holding a joint to his mouth, smoke winding around Dean's shoulders. Dean, one hand braced on Cas's shoulder, looks flustered and confused, sweating nervously with pink cheeks and a furrowed brow. A thought bubble appears above his head with a screenshotted tweet from cisjender that says "The guy I get my weed from told me he was excited for me to try some new stuff today and now I'm sitting in his lap with a skirt on?" /end ID

[sammygender]

supernatural does this really fascinating/strange thing where they write a metaphor for something, but then also directly show the something at the same time. so you have john winchester raising his kids to be hunters (metaphor for abusive childhood) but also, aside from that, being flat out abusive. you have sam winchester repeatedly being possessed by things without his consent (metaphor for sexual assault) but also, aside from that, being sexually assaulted. you have dean winchester becoming more and more violent as result of a mark that makes him addicted to something (sort-of a metaphor for alcoholism? they’re clumsy about this one) but also, aside from that, being an alcoholic. it’s such a Choice. i don’t have anything else to say it’s just something i’ve noticed

[thewanderingdelusion]

[scoobydoodean]

The scene where Dean wakes up from a nightmare a little before his alarm in 6.01 is such a specific thing, and the way Lisa immediately shifts over and checks on him (along with Dean's dialogue later in the episode about persistent nightmares over the whole year) gives us these tiny little insights into their dynamic and how Dean's been managing... and despite Dean putting himself down about it later, it's clear that he's improved a lot over the course of a year.

Ever since coming back from hell in season 4, Dean has dealt with nightmares. We see Dean startle awake from a nightmare about hell in 4.03. In 4.08, it's specifically pointed out to us that Dean has been drinking more heavily to cope with his nightmares specifically.

This is further addressed in 5.11 "Sam, Interrupted", when Dean "tells" Dr. Cartwright (really talking to himself since she's a figment of his imagination) the following:

DR. CARTWRIGHT: How many drinks do you have a week? DEAN: Well, I gotta sleep sometime. So, uh, what's seven days times--somewhere in the mid fifties. 

Dean drinking large amounts of alcohol as a sleeping aid is shown to us again (visually only) in 5.16, when the episode opens on Dean asleep in a motel, with several empty beer bottles littered around his bed.

In 6.01 though, we see Dean's drinking has cut back. Dean's still having nightmares, but he's sleeping through the night, waking just a little before his alarm, and with only a nightcap—not chain-drinking beers (5.16) or drinking hard liquor straight from the bottle to rid his mind of the remnants of a nightmare (5.08). Under his bed, instead of a liquor bottle, there's a gun and a jar of holy water.

[spiritmunie]

Sam Winchester // Free (Florence + The Machine)

[ifgodwillsendhisangels]

hi quick question. this you?

[klayr-de-gall]

Day 1391 - Falling

Over and over again.

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[plasteredcastiel]

Hey guys what are the historical impacts of us being so devoted to this show? I'm really curious how people years from now will perceive this

Will they think it was a cult at first? A religion? A way of life? There’s almost biblical-level devotion to this show or parts from a majority of fans and I wanna know why that happened psychologically

After i get my psychology degree i might do a research study on fandoms, i wanna know the full affect it has on the brain

It’s going to be a while before I can even think of starting this, I don't know what questions ask but if anyone would be genuinely interested in participating or helping me on this I think it could be a fun little project tbh

[castielsparkle]

this is how i like to imagine their catch-up conversations in s1 or so

[gracelyns]

11x17 Red Meat truly insane episode. saved person of the week chokes sam because he's understood that the brothers' codependency will kill his wife. dean overdoses to talk to billie but sam wasn't actually dead, just shot and losing blood. after many hours of just being left there on the floor with no food or a bandage on his wound or anything he kills two werewolves in thirty seconds then drives to the hospital where he shoots another werewolf. dean tells sam he's always known he was alive. DID HE EVER TELL HIM? DID HE EVER TELL HIM THAT HE KILLED HIMSELF???

[blacknidstang]

Save me creepy somno weecest save me

[sensitivehandsomeactionman]

[threefuckencrowsinatrenchcoat]

In todays episode

[coca-colas-truck-driver]

i cant get over s 1 dean what was he even trying to do when he’d show up at their latest place to interview the roommate or parents?? like they’d pop up, as FBI agents, priests, state or regular police, or sometimes just… show up??? then somehow they got let in like every time, even if whoever they’re interviewing is like in the trenches of grief because they just lost their best friend or kid or whatever, just for dean to then sit whoever they’re trying to interview down and be like “so… have you ever… seen something… out of the ordinary….? 😀” “felt any cold spots lately? does the air feel different, perhaps?” “any electrical issues? loud noises at night? things being moved around when no ones been in the room? maybe a figure? lurking around the halls at night and groaning? maybe a ghost- have you seen a ghost?”

[scoobydoodean]

[acesammy]

Listen, when Dean locks Sam in the panic room for the first time sams worst crimes are being a drug addict and being vaguely dicky for like 4 episodes