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booasaur · 1 year
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Station 19 - 6x17
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phoenixduelist · 11 months
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The only S3 opening I accept is Izzy literally clawing out of the grave, yelling: 'None of you absolute TWATS bothered to check for a pulse??'
In a show where every tiny movement has 26280 meanings and possible interpretations, I refuse to believe that this death has absolutely none.
And I also hope after crawling out, his first half conscious journey is into Ed's and Stede's inn, sending both into a cardiac arrest
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hersterical · 1 year
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Marvel using ai for the intro of secret invasion due to the parallels of ai disguising itself as real art to the skrulls disguising themselves as humans is clever in the same way that it was clever of the MCU to gradually treat Natasha less and less like a prop and more like an actual character as she begins to view herself as more of a person and less of a weapon.
In that it’s not clever. It’s stupid, horrible, and disgusting and it breaks my heart. It’s these people who make just truly awful mistakes and then fans make excuses for them by coming up with these meta commentaries. Usually I love meta commentaries that turns the studio’s stupid decision/plot hole into something that serves the narrative, but not when it’s used to excuse this kind of horrendous behavior. Even if the studio does this intentionally, it’s not necessary (and just isn’t good or enjoyable). We get the idea. You don’t need to cheat people out of jobs and contribute to the decline of art and storytelling in order to hammer home an already obvious point. It just isn’t worth it. The decision to use ai for the intro is at best lazy and at worst greedy and manipulative.
(just to clarify because my thoughts get really jumbled sometimes, I love it when fans fill in the blanks for plot holes and other things that come about due to understandable human mistakes. It’s when studios pull stupid crap like relying on ai or horribly mistreating characters (especially in prejudiced ways) that I have an issue with and no amount of fans filling in the gaps can fix that. It is cool when it happens and we should definitely keep filling in the gaps even during these crappy situations, I just don’t want to let these studios get away with this stuff)
But other than that and the end I really enjoyed the first episode.
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arlana-likes-to-write · 11 months
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We'll Be Alright
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Summary: The life of an Avenger was never easier. The life of being the daughter to Iron Man and loving the Black Widow was harder, especially when the world calls for their sacrifice.
Warning: major character death, angst with no real happy ending, grief, Endgame spoilers
Word Count: 990
Note: This is not the story I had plan to finish and post today but sometimes you finish a story quicker than you think. You can blame the 400 tik toks I saw today for this one. I have some real angst fics coming up so get ready.
You covered your eyes from the blinding light that came from the Infinity stones. When your eyes adjusted, you watched as Thanos and his army turned to dust. Swept away by the wind but you and the other Avengers remained standing. “Dad!” You rushed over to the man as he stumbled to the ground. Rhodey and Peter were already by his side and his best friend pulled the emotionally distrusted teen away from him to give you space. You fell to the ground, ignoring every ache and pain in your body.
“Hi, angel,” he softly spoke. He tried to smile but it turned into a grimace. Half of his body was burnt and his eyes couldn’t stay focused. You saw Pepper fall to her knees next to you. “Pep,”
“FRIDAY?” You asked, placing your hand on his arc reactor. He covered your hand with his.
“Life functions critical,” the AI sadly said.
“Tony, look at me,” he groaned but turned to look at her. “We’re gonna be okay.” Your head snapped to look at her. She was smiling, desperately turning to keep her tears at bay. How could she say that? You were far from okay. His breathing became labored, wheezing as it hurt to get air into his lungs. “You can rest now.” Tony forced his head to look at you as if he was waiting for your permission. It wasn’t fair. Natasha was gone. Vision was gone. Loki, too. Why was everyone leaving? But you forced a smile.
“Yeah,” your voice cracked and Pepper rested her hand on top of his. “I’ll make sure they’re okay,” you wanted to grab him by the shoulders and scream, ‘Get up! Get up! Don’t leave me too.’ “I love you, dad.” There were sounds and smells you associated with everyone, you were sensitive to both. For your dad, he smelt like coffee and oil. There was always a quiet humming around him that came from his arc reactor. Sometimes you would lay in his lab or on the couch to listen to it, it was a nice reminder that he was here. But now you couldn’t hear it and the reactor was cold. Tony’s hand fell to the side and he was gone, another name added to the list. Pepper kissed the side of his head, burrowed her face in the crock of his neck, and sobbed.
It was as if time froze around you, your hand remained on his chest. You looked down and the tears began to run down your cheeks.
*
The funeral was a blur. You barely registered what was happening around you. Some of the Avengers came up to you, offering their condolences for Tony and Natasha but you couldn’t remember if you said anything to them. The only thing that grounded you was the hold Morgan had on your arm or Pepper whispering reassuring into your ear.
But now the funeral was over and Peter took Morgan off your hands. You put one of Natasha’s sweatshirts on over your black dress and sat by the creek edge. Your relationship with the Black Widow started rocky, with both of you dancing around your feelings for one another. She was afraid to make a move because you were Tony’s daughter and you thought the redhead was too far out of your league. You came together after the team’s fight against Ultron. She was shaken by what she saw and you provided the comfort she so desperately needed. Tony questioned her intentions with you but he came to accept it.
Your relationship was put to the test during the Accords, being on the run, and fighting with her other family to bring down the Red Room. During the 5 years of the Blip, you split your time at the cabin with your father and Natasha at the compound. You watched two of the most important people in your life grieve the loss of their family. Now they were both gone. What the hell were you going to do now? “Mind if I join you?” You heard Wanda ask behind you. Wordlessly, you pointed to the spot next to you. The Sokovian sat down with a sigh. You had no energy to talk, there was a numbness washing over you.
‘I’m sorry about Vision,’ you spoke through your thoughts. She smiled, nodding her head.
“And I’m sorry about Nat and Tony,” Was it ever going to get easier to hear their names? To think about them and not feel pain. “What do you need?” You shrugged, looking down at your lap.
‘To hug them one more time. To hear them say they love me,’ you said. ‘To-’ your throat burned as you fought to keep the tears at bay. ‘I want things I can’t have because they are gone.’ Finally, you looked at her. Her eyes mirrored your own, glossy and red from shedding so many tears. ‘What do you need?’
“The same things you want,” she sighed and a single tear rolled down her cheek and she pushed it away. “Sometimes I wonder who I angered to deserve this pain. It’s like I get my footing and the rug gets pulled out from underneath me.” You saw her grieve her brother, her country, and her actions in Lagos. “How do you move on?” You sighed, taking in the scent of Natasha’s hoodie. She smelt like gunpowder, peanut butter, and the brisk autumn air.
‘I don’t know,’ you said. ‘I’m still trying to figure it out. But life and love wouldn’t be beautiful if it was easy, you know?’ You held out your hand for you to take it. “I think,” you spoke out loud, each word you spoke shook. “The love we shared with Vision and Natasha shaped us, gave us the strength to be okay.”
“Do you think so?” She whispered, taking your hand in hers.
“Yeah,” you smiled. “I think we’ll be alright.”
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(She Moves With) Shameless Wonder | 27
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✦ Summary: Your badge clearly said SHIELD consultant, so you weren’t entirely sure where Fury was getting this whole make you an Avenger idea from. But you had a feeling it might have something to do with the recent discovery of an artifact at the bottom of the Arctic Sea.
✦ Pairing: Steve Rogers x Female Reader
✦ Warnings: Canon divergence, dialogue taken directly from Avengers: Age of Ultron, the Eternals being really bad at lying, dealing with their trauma and grief like ADULTS, excessive drinking, insane levels of foreshadowing, language, modern-day Ancient Grecian festivals, Wanda's canonical love of sitcoms.
✦ Word Count: 17.6k
✦ Playlist: Here
✦ Cinematic Soundtrack: Here
✦ Author's Note: Oh. My. God. I can't believe we're here at the final chapter of the Age of Ultron arc, the very biggest chapter of the entire story. This was so much fun to write. There's going to be some translations, and a follow-up Author's Note at the end of the chapter to keep this part spoiler-free. Enjoy!
[Master List]
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The echoing screams are what pull you away from the low-lit comfort of your bedroom. As the highest shriek trembles down into shuddering sobs in the gentle stillness of night. 
Putting your book to the side, you push away from the bed. Almost the second you open your door, the one across the hall from you is creaking open as well. With his ruffled bedhead and a muffled yawn, Steve gives you a familiar nod as you wordlessly move down the stairs to your unofficially assigned duties.
Pietro’s light is already on, his door ajar. While you continue down to the main level, Steve glides his way across the hall to the second door on the right.
Flicking the switch on the wall, the kitchen’s overhead light temporarily blinds your senses.
“Hey,” you give a worn sigh as you make your way over to the stove. “We talked about this. I know you have good intentions here, but - ”
“It is a calming method, is it not?” Vision questions in a slightly stilted tone as he holds the tea kettle above a red-hot burner.
Maybe those shrieking cries hadn’t just been from the traumatized girl upstairs, but from a whistling pot as well.
“Yeah, but it’s only effective if the water isn’t fully evaporated out. Sort of ruins the tea mix.”
“Ah,” he sighs, setting the kettle down on the adjoining burner. “This is still… confusing.”
With a shrug, you gently push him to the side as you move to fill the kettle back up at the sink, “Hey, you’re leagues ahead of most one-month-olds, give yourself some credit.”
He tilts his head, “I am not a human infant, the correlation does not compute.”
Pushing your hair over your shoulder as you return to the stove, you smile up at the man, “It was a joke, Vision. Or at least, an attempt at one. I’m too tired for this, honestly.”
“I was under the impression that deities did not require sleep.”
Placing the kettle down with a little more force than necessary, you fix the creation with a look.
It had been an odd month and a half for all of you.
Your time in Sokovia was still a close memory, as was apparent in the near-nightly nightmares of the youngest twin. Sometimes, when you close your eyes, you find yourself transported back to the battle. You could still hear the terrified screams, smell the decay around you, and worse yet feel the unmovable hand at your throat.
The team had stayed long after the battle to assist in the clean-up process. Which, in all actuality, just meant giving the bodies a dignified place to rest until a temporary morgue could be set up in a structurally stable location.
You all had worked well into the night before Steve began to wane. Gritted teeth and brushes of I’m fine went on for far too long before the multiple broken ribs, punctured spleen, and several large gashes finally took their toll on him. Natasha, Clint, and Sam hadn’t been much better off either.
But even after they were forcibly removed to seek medical treatment, you and Thor remained. To walk amongst the human race was an honor. You weren’t going to leave the scene of battle when such carnage was left behind. 
It wasn’t until morning, when a slow and steady sunrise peaked over the mountains, that you were finally finished in your duties; aided by a handful of SHIELD agents and local residents who had returned in the early morning hours to see what was left of their city.
There wasn’t much of Old Town that remained standing. And, by last estimates, some 17,000 people had been infected and killed by Ultron’s nano-virus. Another 3,000 were killed during the battle, followed by thousands of injured and seriously critical patients in neighboring hospitals.
You didn’t even like thinking of the week’s total now; between Sokovia, New York, Johannesburg, and London. Not to mention Seoul, where Ultron had attacked Cho’s lab while you all had been distracted by other threats.
“Have I said something to upset you?”
The kettle is whistling.
Blinking, you pull the pot off the heat and fill the awaiting mug.
“No, not at all. Just… lost in thought,” you say with a distant voice as you add the herbal mix.
Vision gives you a hesitant nod.
After letting the tea steep for a moment, you give the man a gentle wave before you head up the stairs. He knew better than to follow after you now.
This had been another adjustment for you, in the aftermath of the battle.
As the Tower had been destroyed, the team split off in search of temporary living situations. Tony went to Malibu, Sam back to his place in D.C., and Clint had an apartment in the city somewhere that he and Natasha were crashing out at. Thor had been offered lodging with Tony, at Pepper’s insistence.
Which of course left one particular supersoldier.
 Steve had been living at the tower for well over a year now; never bothering to get a place for himself in Brooklyn, or anywhere else in the city for that matter. It hadn’t even been a question to offer him a room at your house in Vermont after he was cleared from the hospital.
This only left the true question that was the twins and, well, Vision (as Thor soon named him).
They were technically minors and Vision was technically a weapon, but also a sentient being. The legality of it quickly became complicated by international law and Sokovian law and U.S. immigration and temporary refugee laws. You left all that up to Tony to deal with. He had an army of lawyers in hand for things of this nature, thankfully.
You didn’t want to just leave them there to deal with this newfound freedom on their own. You all knew HYDRA would be on the lookout for them, and if that wasn’t bad enough, you personally knew that SHIELD would be looking to take them in if at all possible as well.
And while it had been different for the others, who were all adults who could reasonably consent to things that Nick would offer, you were all too aware of the fragile state the twins were in. It was one thing to willingly join up with SHIELD, it was another to be convinced to join under possibly false pretenses.
You liked Nick, you trusted him to have your six, but there were certain things you would rather keep clear of his grasp.
If the tower had still been intact, perhaps you would have all gone to live there in a strange form of cohabitation. But, instead, you found yourself housing two mutants, a sentient computer, and a supersoldier. There were stranger things out there, you were sure of it.
Pushing the door to Wanda’s room open a little further, you offer the teen a gentle smile.
You had told Tony that you were used to dealing with teenage twins. Thankfully, he didn’t pester you with questions about that and had merely made temporary guardianship signed over to you.
Pietro is sitting next to her on the bed while Steve remains near the foot of the mattress.
Passing the tea along, you rest your weight against the dresser. Sometimes, she would be able to go back to sleep after a few minutes or an hour of talking. But, it looks like tonight is going to be another one of those situations.
After several minutes of the siblings speaking in hushed Sokovian to one another, the girl gathers the black comforter up and around her like a cloak and makes her way down the stairs with her brother at her side.
Steve gives a tired sigh, rubbing his jaw as he moves to stand beside you after flicking off her bedside light.
From here, you can hear the gentle click and hum of the box T.V. humming to life downstairs. You had offered up your vast collection of movies and shows to her on one of those first restless nights. She had an affinity for sitcoms and romantic comedies, oddly enough.
Offering the blonde a slow smile, you ask, “What was it tonight?”
He folds his arms over his chest, rocking back on his heels as he pointedly doesn’t look at you.
“Her, back in the cell… with the Hulk,” comes the terse breath a moment later.
You can’t help but grimace.
During the clean-up efforts, right after the battle, Bruce had transformed back to himself. And while the Hulk might not have noticed or even cared that Wanda was there, Bruce - the man - had very differing opinions on her presence there.
Holding a good amount of anger over her meddling in Johannesburg, he had almost fully transformed back into his green opposite when you and Thor had both tackled him - dragging him far, far away from the terrified girl. You understood, of course. She had gotten into his mind, had twisted it in such a way that he couldn’t regain control over his other self. 
To see her standing there beside all of you was like being sent back to Johannesburg all over again. And to know the damage it has caused to both the city, the people, and Bruce’s own psyche.
While she was apologetic for her actions, you all knew that she was only a child, following the orders of another abusive force in her life. Bruce logically knew that as well, but he couldn’t help that momentary burst of rage that crippled him like venom.
In that sense, you were grateful that the tower was no more. You weren’t sure how they would be able to exist under one roof.
Not that Bruce stuck around long enough after you landed to find out.
Steve reaches out, taking hold of your forearm with his warm hand.
“It’s going to get better.”
With a shrug, you reply, “It’s okay if it doesn’t too. Not everything can be fixed with hope and well-wishing.”
His eye color seems dim in this light, not the usual electric blue you associate with the afternoon sky. Everything about Steve seemed rather dimmed this past month and a half, though. Perhaps, even you were dimmed, a palette of dreary colors that didn’t quite resemble your past self.
It had been a hard victory; one that was soured by so much death and destruction that you weren’t even sure if you could call the battle a victory. It was just finished. That’s all. The finish to a terrible threat.
He gives you a crooked smile, “Still, nothing wrong with hoping for better days.”
“Yeah,” you nod, holding back a yawn of your own.
With Wanda’s regular nightmares shaking the whole house and her screams echoing across the foundations, it was hard for even you to feel energized. Even with your pendant having a permanent position around your neck.
“You going back to bed?” he asks, gently nodding at your second yawn.
“Honestly? I don’t think I could sleep even if I wanted to.”
With a warm chuckle, Steve shakes his head, “Yeah. Me too.”
Together, you make your way downstairs to the living area. The lights are blessedly low, while the program on the TV is a little hard to look at. Pietro is curled up next to his sister, already snoring at the end of the couch. Wanda gives you a thankful nod as she continues to sip from her tea, pulling the comforter closer around her shoulders.
You and Steve find a spot on the loveseat opposite the couch, just under the window. Vision is hovering in the corner of the room, glancing through a book, though his eyes keep looking up at the TV whenever the laugh track plays.
He had been an entirely different addition to your household. Tony had offered to keep him down in Malibu until there was an adjustment period, but Pepper had been more hesitant. It was only after he picked up Thor’s hammer in the rubble of the market square that anyone on the team even felt comfortable having him around. There was so much of Ultron that could have been left in there.
But Tony had sacrificed JARVIS to the net, wiping every last trace of the rogue bot out. He would chase him to the deepest corners of the web to ensure it. That included Vision’s programming.
And, well, since you had a brief moment of clarity on the rooftop together, you volunteered to house him as well.
Steve’s arm wraps around the back of the sofa, his fingers brushing up against your left shoulder as you lean into him. He didn’t really care for these shows, but he didn’t like staying upstairs while the rest of you convened down here either.
“Oh, look. When it started, I was just trying to be nice to her because she was my brother’s girlfriend. And then, oh, one thing led to another and before I knew it we were… shopping.”
“Oh! Oh my god.”
“Honey, wait, we only did it once! It didn’t mean anything to me.”
“Yeah, right. Sure.”
“Really, Rachel, I was thinking of you the whole time!”
Wanda snorts as Monica chases Rachel across their apartment. Steve lulls his head downward, glancing at you with his soft sleep-deprived eyes. You smile back at him, moving in closer to his side, resting your head upon his shoulder as you tuck in for the rest of the night.
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The team had been actively avoiding the public eye in the aftermath of Ultron. It was for the best - that’s what Tony’s PR team told you anyway. That’s another reason your house had been the perfect location to place the twins and Vision. It wasn’t public knowledge, the location of your home, and it was a good distance away from any major city. Unlike Tony down in Malibu, who frequently had paps outside of his mansion - waiting for a picture.
That’s why they decide to keep Steve’s birthday a smaller affair - aside from Steve’s own insistence on not making a big deal out of it. Somewhere upstate where they’re less likely to be recognized; questioned, ridiculed.
Well, the plan was to celebrate the supersoldier’s birthday on his actual birthday, but in the realm of superheroes, plans have a way of falling by the wayside. The team is sent to Atlanta to deal with a threat - you stay behind, for obvious reasons.
You’re in the middle of preparing a lunch for the teens, the next day, when you get a text from Tony.
Change of plans. Meet us in Albany round 7 for Capsicle’s shindig? x.
It would give you time to come up with arrangements for the three others in your house. No one felt particularly comfortable with leaving them to their own devices just yet. Not with HYDRA still being an active threat in the world. 
And, since they were in the public image now, more than just the likes of an old military organization might want to get their hands on two enhanced kids. And a sentient being like Vision.
You make a call to an old friend and manage to arrive at the restaurant just an hour after the team does.
They’re all in an array of outfits - since they only had what was available in their go-bags to change into. Natasha has on a black cocktail dress, while Tony’s in a faded Metallica shirt and jeans. Thor has not changed from his armor, though his cape is absent. Clint has a baggy purple hoodie and grey sweatpants on. Only Steve and Sam look to be wearing their typical style of clothing, in all honesty.
“Hey, there she is!” Barton calls out, making everyone turn their head to see you.
“Who’s watching the Wonder Twins?” Tony questions, peering down from behind his sunglasses. Seriously, only that man would wear sunglasses indoors. 
You smile at the belated birthday boy as you take a seat opposite him at the table. Squished between Clint and the resident billionaire, you answer lightly, “A friend.”
“Ooh, like a godly friend, or - ”
“Tony,” Steve sighs with a gentle shake of his head. “Just for one night.”
Stark gives an exaggerated groan, “Oh, for our resident centenarian…”
“He’s only ninety-seven,” Natasha reminds him behind the rim of her drink.
“Thirty, actually. Thank you,” Steve clarifies with another unruly sigh.
Your eyes meet his from across the white-clothed table, a smirk toying at your lips. Leave it to Tony to find the fanciest steak restaurant around.
“What, are we not counting your years in the ice anymore? Cause if that’s the case, man. You really gotta up the game on modern speaking and tech,” Clint rolls his eyes as he lazily folds his napkin into a swan beside you.
“I believe the Captain looks quite healthy for his advanced age,” Thor goads from the end of the table. “A healthy ninety, for sure.”
Steve just buries his head in his hands, a smile tugging at his lips, “This is why I never go to team dinners.”
Your laugh makes him look up. The glimmer of life in his eyes makes your heart swell.
It would take time for all of you to recover from Ultron’s terror, but you would get there… in time.
“So,” Tony sighs, leaning back in his chair, his hand upon his stomach. “I have a schedule out for everyone’s birthdays. Where do I put you two?”
You had just finished a very expensive meal of prime-cut steak selections, fresh-catch baked fish, too many countless appetizers and sides to count, and a very decadent birthday cake with glowing sparklers - because ninety-seven candles on top of a cake are apparently considered a fire risk.
Glancing down the table at your fellow God, you just laugh, throwing your balled-up white napkin at Tony.
“We do not abide by such… mortal things.”
“Well, you gotta have a birthdate, right?” Sam speaks up, one arm on the table as his other hand points between the two of you. “Didn’t just pop into existence one day and forget about it, you know?”
“Well…” you lull your head to the side.
“I knew it!” Clint cheers, “Fucking, what did I say? From the head of Zeus comes the goddess ATHENA.”
Pushing at his shoulder, Barton goes cackling to the side, unable to help himself after a drink too many.
“While I appreciate the sentiment, I’m afraid it’s just not a done thing for us,” you apologize. “If you want, however. Pick a random Thursday, and call it Thor’s Day.”
“You’re kidding me.”
Thor chuckles, “No, it is quite literally my day amongst the practitioners of Norse beliefs in this realm.”
“And you,” Tony contemplates, words playing on his tongue. “Athena… Thena… Thur - no, Tue… no. Okay, help a guy out here.”
You laugh, catching sight of the content looking supersoldier from across the table. His eyes follow the conversation between you and the billionaire, a soft and equally amused smile on his face.
“Nothing like that for me, sorry, Tony. You’re just going to have to survive without throwing me a party.”
“Like hell, I will!” he sounds almost aghast, clutching a hand to his chest. “If you don’t give me one, I’m gonna go for April 1st or something, you know.”
Casually leaning back in your chair, you place your used utensils upon your empty plate. That cake had been delicious.
“Personally, I wouldn’t recommend it. Dionysus gets quite annoyed when people try to take his celebrations away from him.” 
When you catch Steve’s curious look, you return his gaze to explain, “April 1st is the beginning of the Great Dionysia, a celebration created back in the 6th century, BC. He would take it as a great offense that anyone would be trying to celebrate me on that day.”
“Hang on!” Clint remarks, tapping at the table. “Athens. They literally named the place after you. There’s gotta be some kind of thing for you. A party, or a day, a week-long festival, right? I’m right, aren't I?”
“Fellas,” Natasha groans, lifting her glass toward you. “Leave the girl alone. Bad enough we have to suffer through Steve’s dronefest of a party. No offense.”
Steve holds up his hands, “None taken. Wasn’t my idea.”
“I’m sorry,” Tony chimes in. “Was there a thank you, Tony, in there that I didn’t catch? Perhaps a thank you for wining and dining us all on this beautiful evening, Tony?”
There’s a collective groan of Thank you Tony and Many thanks Stark, which seem to satisfy the man’s need for recognition for the night.
When you’re outside, long after the waitstaff usually closed up - but Tony had a very generous tip for the restaurant, so they didn’t mind as much - Clint, Natasha, and Sam say their goodbyes. Wishing Steve a good, belated, birthday before they head out.
Tony lingers around as Thor and Steve converse.
“No word yet on our Strucker double. Just some local guy who went missing about three months before everything went down. And as for the other thing - look. I’m doing my best, but the records from back then are shoddy at best…”
You just nod in return. It had been one of the few requests you had made to the billionaire after taking the teens in. It wasn’t necessarily pressing, but after so many years spent in HYDRA’s captivity, you knew there was a chance that information might help them.
“How are they though?” he asks, voice lowered, sunglasses hooked onto his shirt.
“Good as can be, considering,” you answer honestly. “Wanda has nightmares, Pietro does too, sometimes. But they seem to be adjusting well enough. No… accidental outbursts of, you know, magic. And Vision is… well… he’s Vision.”
At that, Tony lets out a bark of laughter.
“Hey, thanks again for that. Taking one for the team just... yeah. You know? But, good news, groundbreaking on the new location is in a week, so we might be looking at early September, mid-October for move-in?”
You blink, “That fast?”
He fixes you with a look.
“Sweetheart, with the right amount of money, you can afford the best contractors out there. I’m not pinching a dime on these plans.”
Stark had been planning the new Avengers location pretty much since the ride home from Sokovia. The blueprints were good to go by the end of the week. And that was between multiple press conferences, a hospital trip, several angry phone calls from Pepper, and trying to safely and legally get two child refugees into the country.
“Sounds like a plan,” you say lightly.
“Well,” he claps his hands, smiling brightly - drunkenly - as he snags his sunglasses to put back on his face. “Come on, Point Break. Let's leave Mr. and Mrs. Rogers to get back home.”
“Tony - ”
You roll your eyes, “Just because we live together, Tony - ”
“Yeah, but you two? So adorable. Like a little nuclear family. Mom, Dad, the two kids, and your cybernetic… pet. You know what - ”
“Okay,” Thor chuckles as Steve drags a hand down his face, a flush of red doting his cheeks. “I think even you’ve had too much to drink, Stark.”
After the God of Thunder manages to corral Tony into the back of his waiting car, Steve saunters over to you - one hand in his pocket and the other tossing his keys up and down.
“Where have I seen this before?” you laugh.
Steve grins, “Come on, let a guy offer you a ride.”
“Well,” you drawl as you both walk over toward his bike. “It is your birthday, after all, so I guess…”
It’s a two-hour ride back to Vermont.
Your hands remain around Steve’s waist as you travel across the lonely freeways and backcountry roads. The warmth of his leather jacket and the rich smell of his cologne keep you company for the ride. You have his shield on your back while his small go-bag is stored under the seat.
At this time of night, you can make out the distant constellations up above. You point them out as you drive, shouting their names for Steve to hear. At one point, he reaches a hand down to squeeze your right hand that’s held tight across his middle.
As he pulls onto the vacant road that leads up to the house, the engine puttering softly, he tilts his head back to say:
“You know, I don’t even think I asked who’s watching Wanda and Pietro?”
You chuckle, leaning your forehead against his upper back, “Just an old friend. He was free tonight, no big plans.”
There’s a nearly audible arch of his brow, “Old friend?”
You nod, letting him feel the gentle up and down of your head against his shoulder.
“From college,” you add.
You know he wants to ask more of you, but he waits until you’re back at the house. A handful of lights are on when you pull up - through the illusion. Downstairs is aglow in yellow tones, while a single bedroom on the second floor has a flashing melody of colorful lights. Wanda was definitely a fan of the mood lights Tony had purchased for her.
Steve parks the motorcycle near the porch. Holding out a hand to help you off the bike, you eagerly stretch your arms.
“Two hours on that might be too much,” you chuckle.
The supersoldier shakes his head, “It was like… an hour-forty, at most.”
“Oh, so you were speeding.”
Cracking a smile in your direction, Steve pulls the keys from the ignition and pockets them in his jacket. Handing over his shield, the supersoldier takes it in his right hand. Wrapping his left arm around your shoulders, the two of you walk up the creaking steps of the porch.
The house, in all honesty, is usually pretty quiet. Even with two teenagers living there. But Wanda and Pietro definitely weren’t your average teens. So, you didn’t question the silence that sometimes overtook your home. After nearly a decade of existing within HYDRA’s grasp, you knew their willingness and ability to make much noise was still limited.
However, you’re slightly surprised to hear a rapturous conversation taking place the minute you enter the central hallway.
Steve’s eyes are immediately locked on the kitchen. A certain change to his posture as he stands straight, shoulders back, chin up, gaze piercing.
Pushing a gentle defusing hand to his chest, you kick off your shoes and move through the archway to your right.
“Is that right?” Vision asks with a sense of excitement in his tone.
“No, it’s quite a fascinating topic if you have the time for it. You know, not many people know this, but - aye! There she is!”
Your smile blossoms into a bright grin as you cross the kitchen to greet the other man.
“Hello, Vision,” you pat the creation’s shoulder politely before you move to hug your friend, “Hi! Thank you again. How was it?”
Releasing you, his hand drifts to rest on your left shoulder.
“Good, really good. Well… quiet, actually. But they’re not too bad. Good kids at heart.”
“Yeah, they are,” Steve stands in the doorway, his arms crossed as he stares at your companion.
“Ah, Captain Rogers,” he says, letting go of you in favor of going over to shake Steve’s hand. “I’ve heard a lot about you.”
Steve glances at you for just a beat before he returns the handshake.
“Huh, good things I hope. Sorry, I didn’t catch your name.”
“Uhm,” you cough, moving to stand beside the two men, “This is… Isaac, friend from college.”
“Isaac?” Ikaris mouths at you.
“Yeah, you mentioned that already,” Steve stares down at you.
Ikaris forces a smile, “Yeah we studied at… college, together.”
You actually want to hit him. Sersi was so much better at this than him. God, it was awful. But at least Steve has a hint of a smile on his face. 
Leaning against the doorway, the supersoldier comments, “Didn’t notice a car in the drive.”
The Eternal looks to you, then, oddly enough, at Vision, before he answers, “Taxi.”
“Right,” Steve nods, biting his tongue. “Well, thank you anyway. It’s… sort of a sensitive situation here, you know.”
“Of course,” Ikaris nods in earnest. “Happy to help, obviously. And,” he looks down at you. “If you ever need anything, just… give me a call, yeah?”
“Will do,” you smile before pushing up on your toes to wrap him into a hug. “And thank you again. Hopefully, I’ll see you soon.”
He hums in return before he bids you all a goodnight.
You count his steps down the porch and into the yard before - yup.
Steve turns to look at you, “Power of flight?”
Offering him a sheepish smile, you shrug, “Amongst… other things?”
“God, sweetheart,” he chuckles, shaking his head. “I think I’ve got the full picture of you and then you just go and surprise me again.”
You push at his shoulder, eyes locked on his as a smile teases at your lips, “You think you know a girl…”
“I'm sorry,” Vision interrupts, as he looks back at the two of you from his seated position. “Were we not supposed to acknowledge his enhanced state?”
Steve looks down at you, and you up at him before you both start laughing.
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Even from out here on the porch steps, you can still smell the lingering scent of onion in the air. Latkes had become a bit of a staple meal around the house as of late. The twins only had vague memories of their life prior to HYDRA and that organization wasn’t exactly well-known for their catering options.
Wanda had newfound aversions to deal with, but Pietro was less particular in his meals. As long as it was filling, he would typically eat it. But the young witch had many opinions about the food you served, and how it was prepared. And you weren’t exactly known for your cooking skills, nor was Steve for that matter.
Potato pancakes were easy enough to make, and opening a can of vegetables or applesauce for a side seemed to do the trick.
It’s just the four of you again. Steve had been called away for a recon mission alongside Clint and Natasha two days ago. Even in a house full of people, his absence was felt by all.
Tony had honestly been right when he said that you had basically created a strange little nuclear family in your home.
“Hey,” you smile gently as you take a seat near Pietro on the steps. From here, you can watch the lightning bugs dancing in the tall grass.
The stars are just beginning to peak out from the violet sky as Wanda walks through the swaying flower fields with Pallas on her shoulder.
Your smile wanes as you catch him wiping a quick fist across his running nose, eyes trimmed with red rings.
The urge to ask are you okay is overwhelming, but you know better by now. It had taken some work with Steve to get him to refrain from asking that question too often as well. Ever since Pietro’s fist had gone through the wall beside the staircase.
His desperate no, I am not fucking fine still echoed in your mind.
He’s pointedly avoiding your gaze, just a step down from you, as he rests his arms on his knees, his head is balanced on the crook of his right elbow as he gazes out at the blinking bugs.
His voice cracks as he asks with a sniff, “When will the Captain return?”
Glancing down at Pietro, you turn your eyes to the evening landscape. The wind is warm on this late-July night. It sweeps across the fields and forest canopy, a loving caress against your bare arms and legs.
“I’m not sure.”
Wanda giggles as Pallas takes flight, swooping around her alongside the lightning bugs. She claps her hands together once, holding them to her lips as she watches the owl soar.
“You know,” you begin, leaning toward the boy. “Sometimes, you two remind me of my siblings. A twin pair actually.”
He hums in return, eyes still cast upon the land.
“Wanda reminds me of my sister. Keeping to herself, finding companionship in, well, everything but people,” you smirk as Pallas returns to her, landing upon her right shoulder before he toes his way over to her left.
“And you… an Apollo in the making. Bright, charming, quick-witted. He would have liked you.”
Pietro’s head lifts, a curious arch to his brow.
“I miss them,” you relent. “Almost twenty years since I saw either of them, but the ache doesn’t disappear.”
He nods, lightly jostling his leg up and down.
“I…” he clears his throat, drums his fingers upon his knee, “I don’t remember much before… you know. But sometimes I get these… glimpses of them. Our rodičia. I don’t think she remembers as much. Just that night when the apartment was blown up and that missile was just sitting there - for two days, two nights. But I…” 
Pietro smiles. “I remember my mama’s hair; long, curling brown, blowing in the wind. White sheets hanging on a laundry line, shadows, a laugh. It all seems so far away at times.”
“You were young when you were taken.”
“Seven,” he nods. “We had been on the streets for two years when we were picked up. I can’t even remember my otec now. They… wiped it all away with their words, their machines, bastardi!”
You let the silence between you simmer for a moment, letting him ease his woes in the safety of your presence.
“I can’t even remember my own mother,” you admit in a broken whisper.
Pietro turns his head to look up at you.
“I thought people like you just… burst into existence.”
You give a hollow chuckle, “Not quite. She… she sacrificed herself to save me when I was very young.”
He blinks, lowering his gaze, “And… your father?”
Wrapping your hands into an enclosed fist, you let out a long breath.
“That’s… that’s another story entirely, Pietro. Me and the All-Father have a… complicated history in regards to certain things. At some moments, we were as close as can be and others… after Art and ‘Pollo left… well, don’t let me bore you with a Greek tragedy.”
His brow lifts, “Was that a joke?”
You shake your head, offering him a smile in return, “A hint of a pun, yes.”
He hums in return, leaning against the steps - his weight causing the old wood to creak - as he tilts his head back and closes his eyes. The warm evening wind rustles his stark white hair.
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Steve returns on the 12th, several days past when he wants to be home. Things had gotten so tied up between the original mission and the HYDRA agent who ended up being an opening into an even bigger operation near the Mexican border.
He had heard mentions of Rumlow’s name on the wires and it felt like he had been running for nearly a week, chasing after another ghost.
The new compound along the Hudson was coming along. Tony was pleased to announce, when they landed the jet late last night, that the main housing unit for the team was completed - they were just waiting on the interior designer to drive up on Friday to finalize that last part of the process.
In the meantime, Tony had a folding camping table and deck chairs set up in the room he deemed their ‘war station… or whatever.’ So, Steve, Nat, and Clint spent three hours going through every last excruciating detail, followed up by marking known locations for both bases of operations and HYDRA agents for SHIELD to deal with.
By the time the sun was clipping the horizon, the supersoldier was in desperate need of a shower and a change of clothes. Luckily, the showers were set up and Tony had stocked the bathroom with exactly three towels. But that was more than Steve had been hoping for anyway, so he spent a long time soaking his aching muscles under the welcomed heat of the shower’s spray.
As he’s about to exit, he spots the billionaire with his feet kicked up on the folding table, a hand held to his forehead.
Tony peeks between his spread fingers as Steve draws near.
“The convenience of modern-day technology,” he sighs as a call comes through on his cell phone. He almost immediately swipes it over to the reject call button.
Steve lifts his brow in question.
“Well, ever since our little fuck up, I’ve had no less than seventeen daily calls between myself and Secretary Thaddeus Ross. If it’s not about dragging me in for a meeting or threatening to lock our asses up, he’s asking about Bruce’s location. Which, yeah, the man can go fuck himself in that sense.”
Resting his hands on his hips, the supersoldier shakes his head.
Things hadn’t eased up after Sokovia. He was starting to wonder if they ever would.
“But, that’s for me to deal with,” Tony shoves his feet onto the ground and stands with a groan before stretching his arms. “While you run and save the day, I’ll make sure the fridge stays stocked and your uniform doesn’t burst into flames or whatever it is I do exactly.”
“Thank you, Tony,” Steve looks down at the man with a genuine smile.
“Yeah, well,” he gabs, smacking the blonde on the arm as he passes him. “Say hi to the Missus for me, won’t you? And the kids. Those two adorable, rambunctious little tikes.”
Steve sighs, glancing up at the other man, “You’re never going to lay off that, are you?”
“Not until you plan on doing something about it. I’m all for the long game, but the betting pool is getting high, Rogers and Pep’s not gonna let me throw much more into that pot.”
Tony watches him as he goes through the doors to the recently paved driveway and parking lot. His bike remains under a protected shelter, clear of the elements with some fancy Stark Inudstries-branded cover over the motorcycle itself.
Throwing his go-bag under the seat and his shield over his shoulder, Steve mounts the seat and turns the ignition. The bike purrs under his hands.
The billionaire offers him a two-fingered salute as he pulls out onto the main road.
He just knew that he wanted to get home, back to you, in Vermont.
It still felt strange, to call that place home. Steve hadn’t had a proper place to call home since he was a kid in the 40s. He had a house in the Lower East Side, before the Battle of New York. And an apartment in D.C. during his time at SHIELD. But neither of those places felt like home.
They were adorned with his things; trinkets and items, that could remind him of a time and place far away from the 21st century. He had pictures of his friends, the Commandos. But even then, it was not a home.
But this, this strange cohabitation with the twins and Vision, and most importantly you? This is where Steve could truly say he felt at peace. It had been awkward at first, figuring out schedules and dealing with personal preferences, and hell, just being around two teenagers who were fresh out of HYDRA’s grasp.
And it wasn’t that his room on the third floor felt particularly like something he would style - though he had been able to switch out the lilac bedding and frills for things that were more his taste - the house just felt more homey than anything he had lived in after being recovered from the ice.
That was, in all honesty, probably due to you.
God, he was an idiot. Stark was right, he should be telling you or trying to tell you what he feels in his heart. But now it’s more of a challenge to get you alone as Wanda is usually glued to his side and Pietro to yours and it seems like there’s always a chance of Vision just floating through the walls to see what he’s up to.
But regardless of where he’s at in regards to admitting his deeply-held feelings, he’s anxious to get back to the house. To the place he’s easily calling home now, to anyone who asks.
And sure, Nat’s smirking when he says it and shooting glances at Barton, but he doesn’t care. This feels right. Deep in his bones, he knows it’s right.
And… maybe it's because he can forget about the world around him for a little while. Hidden off the grid, in an unmarked location. He can tune out the neverending news reports that call the Avengers the enemy, that demand retribution for their actions or inactions. 
The endless journalistic segments that detail over each member of the team and their past failings. Histories that had once been buried under government security software. They call into question their integrity, their ability to handle situations, to aid in peace-keeping.
When he’s at the house, he can just push that all away.
He can just… sit on the porch, close his eyes, and breathe.
Steve’s not exactly expecting a welcome party when he pulls up the drive, two hours later. So, it’s a bit surprising when Wanda is running up to him.
Her hair’s tied back in a large puffy bun and she’s got a black sheer duster on that billows up behind her as she rushes down the stairs. And Steve’s got a quick remark on the tip of his tongue as he kills the engine on the bike, but there’s a look in her eyes that makes him pull it back.
“What is it? What’s wrong?”
“I don’t - they, they just came. And they took her and - ” her voice quivers as she points helplessly at the neighboring line of trees, just beyond the pasture. “And you said to stay at the house if any- if anyone came and I - ”
“Whoa,” he eases, standing up from the bike, his hands coming down upon her forearms in a gentle hold. “Who took her?”
“I don’t, I don’t know! We were in the kitchen and we were talking about Strucker and there was a knock and I didn’t even think! She just, gah, bodaj ho!”
Steve’s eyes are immediately intense, scoping the lay of the land, looking for a sign of struggle.
And then, from the forest, he hears the distant cry of:
“No! I swear to - STOP IT, right now!”
He’s not even thinking as he takes off running. 
Your voice is clear as day even from such a great distance. Wanda is just behind him, several yards back. But from the porch, he can hear the confused voice of Pietro calling out to them both. And then the boy is right beside him -
“What? What is it?” he asks, keeping pace a little too easily with Steve.
But then you’re yelling again and the boy is gone in an instant and the supersoldier knows that he shouldn’t have let him go. Sure, you faced Ultron a few months back, but he was still a kid. And he was Steve’s responsibility.
“I swear to the All-Father if you even think for a second that I’m going to - ”
Steve’s pace slows as he enters a clearing. You glance up from the center of a group of women - one of them has a linen measuring tape held to your waist. The cross look upon your face immediately melts when you see him.
“Uh… hi,” you force a tight smile. “Uhm, Steve. You really shouldn’t - ”
But he’s already in front of you, keeping a wary eye on the women around you, “Are you okay? Wanda said - ”
“About that, I’m sorry. Uh… this is awkward.”
Turning to face the others, you ask, “Do you mind? You kind of dragged me off before I could really explain.”
A woman with rich brown skin shrugs. Her dark curls are haloed by a crown of pink and purple hyacinths.
“Just be back by dusk. You know how Di gets.”
And it’s really only now, as the two of you briefly converse, that Steve takes a second to look around at his surroundings.
The forest clearing has been swept clear of leaves and debris. Women are hanging lanterns from nearly every branch around this massive open space. And… yes, that tree is physically moving away from the center of the clearing.
Vision’s nearby, conversing with a man who has… goat legs. Apparently, the sentient being had been with you the entire time. Pietro’s standing off to the side, chatting with a blonde girl in a flowing white tunic when Wanda comes over the crest. Her eyes are just as wide as she takes in the scene.
“She’s fine,” Steve clarifies as she draws near.
“What is… this?”
The supersoldier shakes his head, “I honestly have no idea.”
There’s a canopy being set up by a handful of women now, with wooden tables placed underneath it. Almost immediately, items start appearing upon them; apples, breads and other baked goods, olives. So many olives.
Pallas lands on his shoulder just a second later, obviously sensing his confusion and slight distress from afar. He shoves his beak into Steve’s hair and the supersoldier’s quick to place a hand upon the owl’s head.
“Yeah, I hear you, buddy,” he breathes out.
When you finally break free, you saunter over to him with such a sense of awkward tension that Steve almost doesn’t recognize you beneath it.
“So…”
He blinks, looking out at the women before his gaze drops back to your face.
“What is happening right now?”
“Do you remember, last month, at your birthday dinner?”
He nods.
“When I told Tony that they don’t really… do that for me and Thor. And I said that I don’t have any real celebration associated with me?”
Steve nods again. Pallas pecks at the shell of his ear.
“Okay, well… that might have been a bit of a lie. This is… well, it’s uhm. It’s the last day of the Panathenaia. And my very unofficial birthday.”
He’s gawking, he knows he is, but he can’t seem to close his mouth.
“You’re shitting me.”
“I know,” you scrub a hand down your face. “It’s just… I’m not a fan of the pomp and circumstance anymore.”
“You…” he stumbles over his words as he helplessly blinks down at you, a new revelation bursting like a firework in his mind. “Are you telling me you actually have a birthday and that you’ve been keeping it a secret?”
“Well,” you shrug, crossing your arms as you both watch another three oak trees uproot themselves and begin walking further into the forest. 
“Not so much a lie as it was an omission of truth, right? I mean, last year? I was in France when it came around, no one to tell, no one to celebrate it with. The year before that? I was on Olympus. And before that, I was on Axariun III with my father. And well, before that we didn’t even know each other yet. So, all in all… not really me lying.”
“It feels like lying,” he clips, but a smile is playing at the corner of his lips.
“Fair enough,” you sigh.
Steve drums his fingers along the seam of his jeans as he turns, slowly, to take in all the preparations - if that was even the right word.
“So… the Panathea - ”
“Panathenaia,” you correct gently.
“That. What exactly does it entail?”
You grit your teeth, rubbing at your arms for a moment as you look over at the ever-growing table of food that seemed to be materializing out of nowhere.
“Uhm, drinking, dancing, general merry-making. The occasional athletic competition. They throw me in a peplos and offerings are made in my honor, and someone inevitably starts an orgy before the night’s over.”
Steve’s head whips around to look at you, but you’re not even phased by the words that have just left your mouth.
Right, he tries to remind himself. Greek mythology was literally your personal history.
“And this is the… set-up for it?”
“Yeah. Usually, I’m back home when the day comes around, but… well, extenuating circumstances this year kind of kept me Earth-bound.”
“Right,” he nods. “Yeah, that… that makes sense.”
You’re staring at him with slightly concerned eyes, so Steve forces a smile while his mind is honestly still reeling from the new bombshell.
“Want me to introduce you to everyone?”
Noticing the twins off to the side, now conversing with a handful of women - one of them is placing a white floral wreath on Wanda’s head, Steve merely nods.
“Lead the way,”  he holds out his hand in earnest. Pallas ruffles his feathers.
First, you introduce him to the Dryads. A group of women with varying shades of rust-colored hair and bark-like skin, who saunter out of the oak trees.
“They were just moving them to clear the area,” you explain.
Steve just responds with a polite nod, because yes, of course, that was completely normal and didn't phase him one bit. He had witnessed aliens from space. Wood nymphs shouldn’t be all that surprising to him.
This is followed by the Anthousai, a group of flower nymphs who are shorter than even Wanda, all of which are decorated with intricate crowns of blooms and blossoms. 
The woman you had been speaking to earlier is Euphrosyne. She offers the owl on Steve’s shoulder a polite pat on the head.
“My half-sister. Goddess of joy, mirth, and merriment.”
Followed by a doe-eyed red-head who is named Pannychis who you explain is the Goddess of all-night festivity. And Thalia, who is also your half-sister, and the one in charge of the festive celebration and the provision of a luxurious banquet.
“Uhm, this is my nephew, Comus.”
A young teen with strawberry-blonde curls blinks up at him from behind the edge of a golden cup.
“Son of Dionysus, quite infamous for his revelries, festivities, and general merry-making. Which, weren’t you supposed to be helping Euphrosyne plan?”
“Don’t tell her where I am,” The boy smirks before he dips away, grabbing another goblet from a table as he goes.
“And there’s still a few around here who are too busy to introduce just yet. But… yeah, that’s the beginning of this madness, really,” you pause, looking around with your hands upon your hips. And then you turn to look back at him, “I’m honestly so sorry to be dragging you into this. If you want to just hang back at the house tonight and try to ignore the noise, I completely understand.”
Steve leans against one of the posts keeping the canopy aloft. Pallas gnaws at his hair.
“Are you kidding me? Like I’m going to miss out on this?”
Your brows lift in surprise, “Seriously?”
“Yeah, of course. You’re one of the most important people in my life, Athena. If you want me here, I’m going to be here.”
“Ooh, taking one for the team, I see. Well, even if I can’t have everyone else here tonight, at least I’ll have one Avenger on my side.”
He laughs, “I mean, it’s not every day you get to experience an otherworldly festival steeped in antiquity.”
You stare at him for a long silent moment before you shove at his left arm. Steve lets you move him, a laugh startling out from his chest.
“Hey, you’re making me sound old!”
“Aren’t you a little, considering?” he gestures at the flowing tunics of your companions and relatives.
“Yeah, but… you don’t have to say it like that.”
Steve wraps his free arm around your shoulders, gently jostling you.
“Oh, I’m sorry. Are you a little sensitive about the age thing? Cause, take it from someone who frequently gets the grandpa jokes. I just want you to know, that I’m never dropping this.”
“Come on, Rogers! It’s funny when we say it.”
He snorts, “No trouble dealing it out my way, but not as fun when it’s returned, is that it?”
“Well,” you pull away from his grasp, wrapping your hands around your arms as you turn away, an indignant clip to your voice. “You know what they say about ladies and their ages.”
Steve laughs, trailing after you before he can wrap his arms around your torso. A furious blush graces his face as you lean back into him, your head against his sternum.
“Don’t be like that. It’ll be fun, I promise,” he speaks into your hair.
Your right hand comes up and pats at his arm that’s resting across your chest.
“You say that now. Wait till you see the dress they put me in.”
A twitch of arousal sparks through his body and he quickly releases you from his hold, but he plays it off with a laugh.
“Honestly, I can’t wait.”
You smack his chest with your hand, “You’re the worst, Rogers. Please remember that. The worst.”
As you walk away to go and converse with your relatives, Steve shyly scratches the back of his head. 
He makes the unfortunate mistake of glancing over at the twins, who are both looking back at him with nearly identical smirks on their faces. Fantastic, as if he needed two teenagers on his case now as well.
Turning in the opposite direction, he makes it up the hill - back toward the house - when he extends his arm out for Pallas to move down on.
The tawny brown owl blinks up at Steve with his dark eyes and a curious tilt of his head.
“Hey, pal. If I gave you a message, do you think you could deliver it to a few friends for me?”
He squawks in return, almost as if sensing what the supersoldier has planned.
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The fading orange hues of sunset are just barely visible through the gaps in the forest’s lush canopy. Steve smiles at your loyal companion as he swoops across the established party area before landing in a tree along the outskirts of the circle. Keeping watch like always.
People in flowing robes and tunics move through the space with such ease that Steve feels even more like an outlier than usual. The twins, and even Vision, are in attendance - at your insistence. Wanda’s hair is loose, adorned by that white floral wreath still. Her eyes are alight as she watches the strangers with unbridled excitement.
Even Pietro has a leaf-woven crown on as he tries to chat up another girl with long dark hair and amethyst eyes.
“Guys, this is my sister, Hebe,” you interrupt with a tight smile as you loop your arm through the girl’s - effectively pulling her away from the boy. “Hedylogos was looking for you.”
The girl’s cheeks blush into a full blossom of red as she quickly darts off toward the other end of the party.
You look down at Pietro before slapping his shoulder with a light hand, “Seriously? If I’m told you’re hitting on another one of my relatives, I swear I’m going to throw those shoes you like out.”
He balks, “You wouldn’t.”
Steve smirks, lowering his stance to speak to the teen, “I wouldn’t risk it, personally.”
Wanda snorts, looping her arm through her brother’s, “Come. I see food and drink.”
“Guys, don’t take anything in a gold goblet!” Steve calls out.
“Especially if a man in purple robes hands it to you!” You add with a laugh.
With a sigh, you turn back to look at the supersoldier. Steve’s already looking down at you with warmth in his gaze. It’s like witnessing a different side to you, free from the heaviness of battle. Right now, you were removed from the usual expectations put upon you and it was beautiful to see. How you moved between the party-goers, an easy smile on your face, and a laugh on your lips.
“This is nice,” he comments, looking around at the simple gathering.
You blink.
“You know it hasn’t actually started yet, right?”
And then you’re sipping red wine from a goblet encrusted with jewels and you’ve got a playful look on your face and Steve, for as out of place as he feels, just wants to kiss you right here and now.
He shoves his hands into his jean pockets instead.
“Is that right?”
“Come on!” you exclaim, “We’re Olympians, this is barely a family gathering. Wait till the man of the hour appears.”
Shaking his head with mirth, he asks, “I thought you were the one being celebrated here?”
“Oh, I am,” you reassure as you take another drink. “But, well, you’ve met my brother but you haven’t really seen him yet. You’ll… you’ll understand what I mean.”
Accepting that as answer enough, Steve gives a nod and takes a sip of his own wine as more and more people begin to appear in the clearing.
It would surprise him if SHIELD or some other government agency wasn’t picking up on all of the energy signatures materializing in this forest in the middle of Vermont. Slowly but surely, the dance floor and surrounding tables and benches are filled up by more and more patrons.
You introduce him to a four-armed woman with a golden crown. Her dark hair is adorned with a large white lotus blossom. She smiles sweetly at him as she converses with you in another language entirely. Steve watches the two of you as her companion, a swan, pokes around at his shoes.
When she leaves, you turn back to him with an apologetic smile.
“I’m sorry, I keep abandoning you to go talk to everyone.”
Steve’s brow scrunches in confusion, “It’s your party, you shouldn’t expect to have me glued to your side the entire night. Go, I can hang out with the kids and Vision. I’m sure you haven’t seen some of your friends in a while.”
“No,” you sigh, encircling his wrist with your palm. “Having you beside me is the only thing keeping me from running off right now.”
Looking down at you with an aching expression, Steve slowly slips his hand free from your grasp, only to lock your fingers together.
“Okay,” he says.
Your worried brow softens, a smile teasing at your lips once again.
“I do miss them. I haven’t seen Sarasvati in ages, but… I prefer small gatherings over, well, this.”
He squeezes your hand, “I understand, trust me.”
As a sense of true peace settles around the two of you, you’re swiftly interrupted by the sound of hand drums beating out a melody.
“Ladies! Gentlemen! And gentle beings alike!”
Steve cranes his neck, and you stand upon your toes, as a shrill voice calls out from the center of the party.
“That’s Eupheme,” you whisper.
“I have the sole honor of presenting the Lord of Celebration himself. The Granter of Blessings, the Kind-Hearted Savior, the God of Wine, our dearest Dionysus!”
Several people cheer, others clap, and some even whoop in delight as a processional band from atop the ledge of the forest floor begins to play.
“Τοῦ Διὸς ὁ παῖς ὁ Βάκχος, ὁ λυσίφρων - ”
As the large swaying line of white-robbed people begins making their way down to the party, you lean up - clutching his shoulder - as you begin translating:
“The son of Zeus, Bacchus,” you whisper-sing into his ear. “The liberator of mind, the Lyaeos, the Lyaeos, the Lyaeos.”
“ὅταν εἰς φρένας τὰς ἐμάς εἰσέλθηι - ”
Steve can feel the warmth of your breath against the shell of his ear and the length of his neck. He grips your waist in his right hand as you continue translating.
“When he enters in our mind. By making it drunk, making it drunk, making it drunk - ”
“διδάσκει με, διδάσκει με, διδάσκει με χορεύειν.”
“He teaches me, he teaches me, he teaches me to dance.”
The processional breaks through the space, a line of people and goats and musicians. Aloft a gold and purple cushion, held by four young men, sits your brother. A laurel wreath around his head as he raises his goblet at the many faces he spots in the crowd. He cheers your name as he passes, but you’re still there glued to Steve’s side. The melodic sound of your words against his ear is a heated delight.
“ἔχω δέ τι καὶ τερπνόν o, ὁ τᾶς μέθας ἐραστάς, ὁ τᾶς μέθας ἐραστάς,”
“And I the lover of drunkeness have, desire for satisfaction, desire for satisfaction.”
His fingers dig into the jut of your waist, pulling you impossibly tighter as everyone around you throws flower petals at the God of Wine.
“With beats and songs makes me happily as does Aphrodite, Aphrodite, Aphrodite. He teaches me, he teaches me, he teaches me to dance. He teaches me, he teaches me, he teaches me to dance. Again I want to dance, to dance - Oh!”
You’re pulled from his grasp by two women adored in ivy crowns. Giving a sheepish smile in his direction, Steve watches as you’re tugged into the center of the celebration.
As his heart eases back to a normal beat and the furious heat in his cheeks begins to lessen, the drummers begin beating upon their handheld instruments.
“My most beautiful friends!” Your brother cheers, his sloshing goblet held high above his head. “Tonight, on this blessed last night of Hekatombaiōn, I wish you all to welcome my lovely sister: the Champion of Olympus, the Beloved, the Wise, the Traveler Amongst Mortals, the Goddess Athena!”
Several loud whistles ring out across the forest as Steve joins in with the clapping. You’re shoved into your brother’s side, an unabashed smile on your face as you push back your hair.
“As the unofficial party master - ”
“Unofficial, seriously?” you ask with a laugh.
“I hereby declare that this Greater Panathenaia begins!”
As the crowd cheers in delight, the musicians belting out a jaunty tune, Steve watches as you shove at your brother’s arm before wrapping him up into a quick hug.
“You’re the worst, you know that right?” he can hear you ask.
The man shrugs, completely unbothered, “You’ll thank me later.”
“Wow.”
Steve turns his head, a smile immediately gracing his face as he spots Tony amongst the robe-clad patrons.
“I’m not gonna lie, I feel a little overdressed.”
He claps his hand in the supersoldier’s for a quick shake as the rest of the team slowly appears from behind him.
“Oh,” a sultry voice comes from beside Tony, a soft hand caressing his face. 
Steve’s brows rise.
“We can fix that,” the woman grins, a hand pulling at the billionaire’s arm as she begins to drag him away from Steve.
Tony chokes, “I mean, when I said that, actually, what I meant was - ”
Steve laughs, a deep belly rumble, as Stark helplessly looks back at him before he truly disappears somewhere into the roving group of partiers.
“We’re never letting him live this down,” Nat smirks, arms crossed as she watches the procession swoop you up into a dance number - you stuck in the middle as they circle around you. “Or Seven, for that matter.”
“Thanks for coming,” he says, his eyes never really traveling farther than you.
“Shame she tried to keep us out of the loop with it. Families though, they can be rough from what I’ve heard.”
He shrugs, taking a sip from his goblet. 
“Her’s don’t seem all that bad.”
Nat’s emerald eyes meet his in the lantern light and flickering flames, “You still haven’t met the old man yet, have you Rogers?”
With a twisted grin that seems to say it all, she takes Clint’s hand - he’s wide-eyed and his mouth is fully agape - and blends into the crowd.
Steve lets that thought simmer for just a moment in his head before he gulps down the rest of his wine and successfully pushes it to the back of his mind. Weaving through the other patrons, he spots the twins at a table under the canopy - talking to a group of Olympians who look around their age. But with godlike immortality, they could well be a thousand or so years older than Wanda and Pietro.
He smiles as the girl catches his eye, offering her a nod of reassurance before he moves on past the overflowing tables of what he now understands to be offerings.
You had explained it all rather quickly that afternoon to him. But he takes his time looking down at the array of items. Lots of olives still. But now he also spots wooden owl statues, pomegranates, oranges, feathers, small embroideries, and drawings. Hell, some of them looked like fan art the team regularly received, but with your image upon the crayon-dusted lines.
He accidentally bumps into the arm of a boy as a group of women crowds into the tent. Steve goes to apologize, but when the kid looks up at him, he feels rooted to the spot when he notices the rather large unfurled white wings on the youth’s back.
“Sorry, a bit of bad luck there, right? You must be one of those mortals my aunt’s always going on about. I’m Anteros. And you are… oh, wow. I see. Bit of a heart-on-the-sleeve type, yeah?”
As Steve goes to back away from the boy, the kid merely shakes out his bouncing dark curls and laughs. 
“You’re not used to that are you? Don’t worry,” he smiles as he nabs an apple from your offering table, taking a loud bite out of the fruit; juice dribbling down his chin. “She’ll get there eventually. I might not be part of the Fates, but I can see some things in that regard. Mmm,” he chuckles, chewing the white chunks with a slightly opened mouth. 
“Better stay away from my friend Pothos, or he’ll read you right down to the bone with all that energy going on in there.”
“Right,” is all Steve can say because he honestly has no idea what exactly has just happened, only that he feels very raw and vulnerable being next to this kid whose eyes are far too old for his youthful face and body.
As he exits the tent, he runs right into you. Oh, thank god.
“Hey,” you beam up at him with dazzling dark eyes. “Did I just see Hedona fitting Tony for a chiton? Also, when did they get here? How did they know?”
“Might have had help from Pallas…”
“Steve,” you beam.
But there must be a look on his face because your features fall.
“You okay?”
“Wha - yeah, yeah. I’m fine. Sorry, there’s just a lot of relatives around and I feel a little… weird about meeting literal mythological legends. I think I just met your nephew possibly?”
You make a humming noise in your throat as you look over his shoulder, “Oh, Cronus. The Erotes. No wonder you look frazzled, Rogers. My deepest apologies. Stay away from the young boys with hearts in their eyes, okay? Menaces, all of them.”
And then you’re tugging on his arm, forcing Steve’s head closer to your lips.
“Come on, I’m trying to avoid the Charites for as long as possible.”
Words come to his lips like why and what, but they’re droned out by the raucous sound of music and inebriated party-goers.
Steve lets you lead him by the hand through the madness and joy. Swerving through dance circles and casual drinking groups, offering a word of thanks for attending the celebration and a surprising introduction on his behalf.
“Seshat! Thoth, so glad you could make it.”
You’ve just run into a woman with heavy kohl-lined eyes and a yellow animal print tunic. But beside her stands a man with a bird-like head and a long blue cowl. He’s only wearing a low-hanging robe around his waist. He tilts his head in a very bird-ish fashion as he looks down at the two of you.
“It’s been so long, my friend!” the woman beams, grasping your free hand in hers.
You hadn’t let go of Steve’s right hand yet. He’s trying his best not to feel smug about it.
He’s been introduced to the large and incredibly interesting friend group you had long been keeping to yourself. The supersoldier meets a man with a lion head, an Aztec or possibly Mayan deity (Steve couldn’t actually hear his name over the sound of the musicians striking up another song). As well as so many Olympians, he’s fully lost track.
But above all of the noise and splendor, he hears Clint start roaring with laughter. Trailing his eyes across the crowd, he immediately spots the source of his amusement. Tapping you on the shoulder, he stands back and watches.
You turn, the question of what is on your lips, but you immediately hold a hand to your mouth to keep from outright bursting into laughter.
“Okay, little more breezy than what I was expecting,” Tony admits as he draws closer to them.
“Wow, it’s… quite a look,” Steve attempts to restrain his own laughter.
Stark does a little spin, showcasing the simple red tunic with a single gold clasp at his left shoulder. The arc reactor glows a faint blue light from the center of the cloth, making him look both ancient and alien all at once. The hem of the garment is far above his knees, with the threat of showcasing more than Steve would ever wish to see just a sudden gust of wind away.
A camera clicks, followed by a flash, as Nat tucks away her phone.
“Very dashing. Watch out for breezes.”
“Eegh,” Tony groans, holding his hands to the hem of the fabric.
Steve’s so distracted by the strange display in front of him, that he’s failed to notice the woman you’re now talking with.
“I didn’t realize mortal men could be so dashing.”
“Surely you remember the likes of Perseus or Achilles.”
“Mhmm, but there’s something just... intriguing about these new ones. They don’t need you or the All-Father to be powerful, they just are on their own.”
His ears are burning as he tries not to interrupt your conversation, but then he feels your fingers slipping around his wrist, squeezing lightly against his pulse point.
“Sorry, I don’t think I had the chance to introduce you. Philophrosyne, this is my dearest friend, Steve Rogers.”
“Oh, pleasure’s all mine,” she smiles brightly. “But, I’m afraid I’m here for more nefarious means, apologies, sir.”
And then she’s got a hand on your forearm and she’s calling out, “SHE’S OVER HERE!”
Shooting Steve a helpless look, you whisper, “Save me,” before you’re dragged away by a group of smiling women.
He hears mention of a dress and Steve just chuckles, watching you go.
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“You look divine, my lady,” one of the young girls says as she looks up at you with sheer delight.
“Thank you,” you respond with genuine gratitude.
While you had made a rather large fuss about the party and the dress and, well, everything to do with the celebrations, you did sort of enjoy it. Long ago, the Athenians had worshipped you in grand week-long festivals. It had been a point of pride and amusement for you as your temple was filled with offerings in your name.
Now, several millennia later, you found yourself, at times, nostalgic for those days. The concept of birthdays had never been a tradition amongst your people. But, as the decades drew on, some small mortal festivities became familiar on Olympus.
“It’s a very fine dress, indeed. I can see the love and hours spent upon it,” you remark with a wink.
Gazing before the standing mirror in your room, back at the house, you admire the sky blue peplos. The sleeves and waist are embellished with golden floral trim, with hints of purple thread that seem to shimmer against the soft blue linen. The sleeves are clasped by two golden pins, each of which is decorated with an owl’s head.
The loose fabric sways as you walk back across the pastures with your personal procession of weavers. Only, when you catch the strange silhouette against the moonlight, do you beg your companions for a moment of solitude.
Finding yourself following in the familiar footsteps left from a few months prior, you move to join Thor against the tall grass of the overlook.
“Ah, my Lady Athena,” he greets, beaming down at you. “‘Tis a fine garment.”
“Thank you. I had hoped to see you at the festivities this night, my friend.”
He chuckles. The loose strands of his hair flutter in the evening breeze, a warm stretch of summer night blanketing the sky with splatters of glistening stars.
“I can not intrude on such an event.”
Biting at your lip for just a moment, you nod, “Well, I suppose that would be true if you were not on the arm of the one being honored.”
His dark eyes gaze down at your offered arm for just a beat before his bellowing laugh echoes across the countryside.
When the two of you, and your procession, appear at the top of the hill leading down to the forest clearing, the musicians break off as your sister, of all people, takes the floor.
“My most gentle patrons, I wish for you all to now gaze your eyes upon the Daughter of Zeus, the Goddess… Athena.”
Giving a small giggle of anticipation, your hand grips Thor’s arm as you descend.
“My friends, family, and drunken guests!” you call out, receiving a chorus of laughter. “Tonight, I wish you all to welcome my honored guest with open arms as you would me. The Protector of the Nine Realms, the Wielder of Mjolnir, the Champion of Midgard, the God of Thunder, the Son of Odin, Thor.”
A few people clap, but you’re quick to add on:
“And if you refuse his presence, I’m going to have Dionysus throw out the good wine.”
“DON’T YOU DARE!” Comes the immediate and indignant shout of terror from your brother.
Soon, the partiers begin to laugh and cheer as the musicians pick back up with another song.
Thor leans down, kissing your cheek.
“Thank you for allowing me to grace your… humble celebration. Wait - ” His voice clips as he looks out over the crowd. “Is that… is that Bragi? I can’t be here but he damn well can?”
You give the God of Thunder a shrug, “To be fair, you have tried to kill or badly maim most people here, Odinson. You can’t expect them to not hold a grudge.”
“But… but…” he mutters, eyes shifting between you and his fellow Asgardian.
“And Bragi gets on well with a few of us, he’s always around for poetry readings and the every-other-decade book club meeting.”
His features pale, “You’re kidding me.”
“Wish I was,” you grin in return, lightly smacking his cheek with your hand. “Have fun. Don’t bed too many of my relatives. If they don’t try to slap you first, now that I think of it.”
You watch as he heads over to the bar filled with many of your brother’s finest spirits. With a smile on your face that seems incapable of fading, you make your way through the crowd in search of your other friends.
To your surprise, you find Steve locked into a conversation with both Sersi and Sprite - who remains in her natural form.
“ - yeah, no. We’ve known each other for… a while. Uhm, college roommates actually, in London.”
“Wow, really?” Steve asks, with a voice that clearly says that he’s not buying it, but his smile doesn’t really give him away and Sersi seems oblivious to his suspicion.
But as he goes to take a sip from his goblet, his eyes catch sight of you. And you can’t help it as you wrap your hands over your bare arms as you make your way over, feeling sheepish and strange in the garments of your kind.
“Whoa,” he says as he sets his goblet down. “You look… wow.”
“Hopefully that was a good wow?” you try to joke.
Sprite snorts, face in her goblet, “Obviously.”
“Hey! See you’ve met my friend from college and her… niece?”
Sersi nods quickly in return. Steve just turns his head, hiding his blossoming smile from her.
“Anyway!” she turns back, grabbing hold of your hands. “As is tradition, I have a gift for you!”
“Come on,” you begin to lament. “How many times do I need to say this: Sersi, my love, you do not need to get me anything. Your friendship is more than enough.”
“Just take the frog!” Sprite groans.
You flash the redhead a smile as Sersi shyly hands over a beautiful pale jade frog.
“Wow…” you murmur, cradling the fragile object in your hands. “This must be…”
“From the gift shop, yes,” the Eternal smiles tightly.
So it was very very old then.
The handicraft is exquisite, the jade is smooth and polished. Maybe… third century, around the Eastern Han dynasty, if you had to hazard an immediate guess?
“I don’t know what to say,” you admit, looking up at one of your oldest friends.
“Well,” she shrugs, chuckling. “Just say thanks. I managed to convince Kingo not to send a golden statute your way this year.”
“He almost went for an ice sculpture instead,” the redhead hums, eyes trained on one of the Erotes chatting nearby. Oh, not Himeros. Honestly, Sprite - have some decency.
“I’m sorry,” Tony butts in. “Are we referring to the Kingo? As in, the action movie superstar of the Indian subcontinent?”
You shrug, looking over at the billionaire, “What can I say? He was a friend from college.”
Tony balks for all of ten seconds before he snaps his mouth closed, “Well, since we’re doing gift-giving, which by the way, your royal highness - ” he steps closer to you, looking completely un-intimidating in his high-hem chiton.
“ - do you know how difficult it is to buy someone the perfect gift when they fail to mention that it’s their birthday and you have twenty minutes to be in the air?”
“Sorry?” you reply with a sheepish tone.
He clicks his tongue, “Yeah, well, your perfect gift is back at the house. Try to hold your thanks and just promise to show up for team training every now and then,”
Dipping away, toward the overflowing bar, you all watch him go. 
Sprite smirks, “I like him.”
“Don’t,” Sersi warns with little to no playfulness as she steers the younger-looking of the two of them away.
“No, yeah, I’m with Stark on this,” Clint perks up from his lounging position on one of the benches. Natasha sits beside him with his feet on her lap. “Are we just supposed to ignore your celebrity friend list or what?”
“I know one celebrity, okay?”
“And this? The plethora of pantheons? I’m pretty sure I saw Nike around here because I recognized her from her statue. That’s how insane this is. Speaking of, where’s the old man? Mr. Thunderbolt himself?”
You scoff, leaning back into Steve for invisible support.
“Clint, I’m from Olympus, this is basically a reunion. One in which, the All-Father will not be attending. Not as long as we’re on Earth.”
He lets out a low whistle as Natasha shoves his feet to the ground.
“Ignore him,” she says with a flicker of humor in her dark eyes. “And hey, happy birthday - ” you’re suddenly wrapped into a rare Widow hug, one that you accept all too eagerly as you wrap your arms around her shoulders. “How old are you, by the way?”
“Nooo, I’m not falling down that rabbit hole. Rogers already wants to start up Grandma Athena jokes. I’m good.”
The supersoldier chuckles, you can feel the heat of his breath on your shoulder.
“I’m just saying, they’re more fun to direct at someone else for a change.”
Natasha has a curious gaze in her eyes as she glances around at the other patrons, “I’m going to find out tonight no matter what. Might be easier to just tell me yourself.”
“Oh, but where’s the fun in that?” you tease, turning away to grab Steve by the hand as you disappear into the dance circle in the center of the party.
You don’t intend to stay there, in the middle of the dancers, but you’re almost landlocked by them. Unable to break free from their midst. Offering Steve a shrug and a laugh that can’t even be fully heard above the music, you begin to sway along with the others.
He remains still for just a moment, then a moment more, before he leans down to whisper-shout into your ear.
“You want to dance?”
With a nod, you lean up to reply, “I mean, it’s a party after all. Might as well.”
“I’m not really a dancer,” he laments with a flush of pink on his cheeks and the tips of his ears.
You reach up, grabbing hold of the back of his neck to bring him down to your level. Fixing his eyes with a look, you say, “Neither am I.”
His laugh reaches your ears just as the musicians begin to play another number. A loud melody followed by several dancers clapping to the beat. Grabbing hold of both of your hands, Steve spins you around in a dizzying circle before you’re drawn back to him.
With an infectious smile upon your face, you let him lead you in a small space left only to the two of you as the rest of the dancers move and spin around you both.
One of his hands drops down to your waist, while the other dangles over your opposite shoulder as you move in closer - drawn into each other’s orbit like the Earth and the ever-present Moon. Resting a hand on his left shoulder, your fingers tickle the small hairs at the back of his neck as your other hand moves to his waist.
You sway to the beat of the music and ringing laughter and overall drunkenness as the world simmers down to just the two of you, dancing together, moving as one.
Steve looks nearly predatory with his gaze fixed upon your face, his blue eyes a distant memory as the darkness of his pupils takes hold. In his irises, you can see the dancing flames of the lantern lights and the reflection of your own face. Feeling too close, too hot, too much, you pull back.
Tugging on his left hand, you move yourself into a spin - one that Steve finishes with a laugh as you dip away from him before being drawn back in. He seems to take the hint as he leaves your right hands joined together, with his left situated loosely on your hip.
The hand drums batter away as a chorus melody begins. The pace is fast as feet go flying on the ground, hands clapping together in the air.
“Can’t dance, honestly,” Steve snarks as he spins you around once again.
You love the feeling of the sudden rush of summer breeze as it makes the bottom of your dress billow up. Sweat is dripping down your neck from the closeness of the crowd.
With a smile in return, you remark, “Says the man keeping to the beat.”
He shrugs, dipping you nearly backward before dragging you back up to his side, “I mean, I was no dance hall expert.”
“I don’t believe that,” you laugh, as you twist around him, returning on his right side.
“It’s true,” he says with a softened tone. “I would have had to get a girl to dance with me.”
“Oh, Steve,” you pucker, allowing him to pull you in closer than before, your bodies almost touching - the heat between you is electric. “Well, you have one now and she thinks you’re doing a great job.”
“Is that right?” he grins, his hand moving from your hip to your lower back as you’re drawn in flush against him.
Resting a hand on his shoulder, you nod.
“Class act, really.”
You can feel the light graze of his lips on the top of your head, then another press near your temple, and then one to your forehead.
Maybe that Olympian wine was finally affecting him after all.
When you pull back, his face is flushed and his gaze is unbelievably intense. But it’s the sight over his shoulder that has you frozen.
“Oh my god,” you groan, using the human terminology for the first time.
“What?” he questions, still oblivious.
Pushing on his right shoulder, you have him turning just enough to see -
“Oh, wow.”
“You didn’t tell me Sam was here,” you complain.
“He wandered off before I got the chance to,” he chuckles.
“Good thing her husband isn’t here, or we’d be scraping up bits of him for the next month.”
Steve shudders at the imagery.
It wasn’t every day Aphrodite went searching for other companions. Considering she still held a flame for Ares and was married to Hephaestus. But this? This had to be crossing some lines even for a drunken festival.
The man has a hand in her hair - blonde, you note - and their lips haven’t fully disconnected since you first spotted them. She’s got a hand on his chest, as she leans further and further into him.
“Well,” you proclaim. “I’ve officially lost any appetite I might have had. No offense to Sam, of course.”
“I don’t know,” Steve shakes his head. “I think it’s mostly him.”
With a sudden burst of giggles, you grab hold of Steve’s right wrist and proceed to tug him away from the dance circle - far away from the line of sight of an Avenger trying to get it on with your sister.
Pulling your hair back and over your shoulder, you shake your head once again. 
“At my party, of all places. Honestly.”
Steve wanders alongside you, careful of the forest floor as you dip away from the main festivities.
“Give a man enough wine…” 
Looking over your shoulder at him, you remark, “Seems like you might have had a bit yourself, Rogers.”
With a shrug, his eyes flash up to meet your gaze.
“I had two glasses, that’s hardly anything.”
“I wouldn’t be so sure,” you tease. “Dionysus’ spirits are said to be even stronger than Asgardian liquor. I’d be careful if I was you.”
Resting against the cool bark of a tree, you blow upward at the loose strands of your hair that are sticking to your warm forehead. The early August heat was doing nothing for your sweaty skin and rapidly beating heart.
You’re halfway up the hill and you’re able to look upon the entire party from here. With Sam and your sister out of sight, you manage to spot Tony sitting on top of the bar - loudly proclaiming some outrageous story to a group of Olympians. Natasha, one of the few redheads in the crowd, is spotted a moment later, weaving her way through your relatives with disturbing ease. Clint, is in the middle of the dance floor, jumping up and down to the song.
Pietro has cornered another one of the Muses. He’s leaning against the post of the canopy, speaking into her hair. Wanda is surrounded by some of the Anthousai who all seem to be crafting new floral wreaths together. Thor is actively armwrestling Agon and you knew that was likely to go on all night. The god of competition would not be easily swayed by a possible defeat.
Steve is a few feet away from you, a little lower on the hill, as he too watches on. The paper in your pocket tempts your hands once again. 
You had been toying with it back at the tower before Sokovia. Hell, you had been contemplating it since 2014, when SHIELD was falling and you were technically considered dead for almost 48 hours.
A hand taps at your left shoulder and you completely startle.
“Cronus! You ass! You can’t do that!” you shriek as you slap Hermes' shoulder repeatedly.
Steve looks on edge while your brother merely tilts his head back and laughs.
To be fair, the last time the supersoldier had been in the same room with your brother, he hadn’t been an entirely charming force to be held.
“Oh, come on. Too easy,” he beams.
“Those damn sandals,” you grumble - staring down at the winged footwear that allowed him such stealth-like advantages.
“You love them,” he retorts, flashing his ankle as he tilts them for you to see. “I see you’re having fun.” Hermes lifts his gaze, nodding, “Captain Rogers.”
Steve offers a nod in return, his hands situated on his belt.
“I trust that my gift was helpful,” he gestures at the chain of your pendant.
Pulling the locket free from the peplos, you admire the silver jewelry, “I thought it was a gift from the Fates.”
“Deliverer of gifts then. Speaking of - ”
You watch with widened eyes as a golden halo of light appears from the heavens - three packages floating down into his waiting hands.
“Father sends his well wishes, of course.”
Taking the first box from him - a tiny thing, about the size of the palm of your hand - you lift the cover off.
“Oh my gosh,” you murmur as you stare down at the dazzling blue gems.
Hermes snorts, “I’m sure you know the meaning.”
With a nod, you carefully pull the first earring free.
A teardrop lapis lazuli with a golden clutch.
Looking back at him, you remark, “They’re stunning.”
He says nothing as he hands over the second package done up in purple wrapping.
From within, you retrieve an intricately beaded diadem. The peacock colors are entwined with gold latticework. It’s so delicate in your hand, that you barely even want to pull it free. But then you’re looking down at your companion, calling out a simple:
“Steve?”
The supersoldier, with a wary eye, takes a step up, then another. He’s standing directly in front of you as you offer him up the tiara. With a gentle look upon his face, he carefully lifts the diadem, rotating it around, before situating it carefully on the crown of your head.
With a whistle, he steps back.
“Hera always goes overboard with this one,” Hermes comments in Steve’s direction. “Athena’s about the only one she can stand.”
“Not true,” you murmur.
He blinks, “Seriously? We want to walk down that path?”
With a slow shake of your head - no reason to ruin a perfectly nice night - your brother’s smile slips free as he hands over the last package.
It’s a scroll, wrapped in on itself with a simple white ribbon.
“Careful now,” he comments. “That’s an antique.”
With a cautious eye trained upon your brother, you begin to unfurl the paper. The first glance at the contents has you rolling it back up as you snap, “Did you steal this?”
Holding up defensive hands, he grins, “I might be the God of Thieves, dear sister, but this came from a friend of ours. A certain… woman who puts even my speed to shame.”
You gape.
“She didn’t.”
He beams, “I think we both know she did.”
Turning it slightly for Steve to look at, you unfurl the map once again, “This is the Ebstorf Map.”
The paper extends out, further and further to the point that both men have to hold onto a portion of the map.
“It was created in the mid-13th century by a group of nuns living in modern-day Germany. This was said to have been destroyed in 1943, during the bombing of Hanover. This shouldn’t... oh, that clever woman.”
If anyone in your known circle could have gotten this to safety and kept it perfectly preserved, it would have been Makkari.
Steve’s eyes rove across the intricate work, an artist’s soul soaking up a historical artifact. One that probably shouldn’t be held by physical hands, now that you think of it. Carefully folding it back up and rolling it together, you push it over into Steve’s capable hands as you latch yourself around your brother.
“Thank you! And tell her thank you as well. Cronus, I should get her something in return. Wait a minute.”
You vanish from the forest before either man can utter a single word, appearing deep within the basement of the house. Well, it was listed as a basement, it was more like a museum storage facility, in all honesty.
Makkari might have her own collection on the Domo, but yours was equally impressive. Both between your home in Vermont and your temple back on Olympus. It only takes you a moment to find what you’re looking for - the perfect thing for her never-ending collection - before you reappear.
The two men look up, apparently caught in the middle of a conversation. Steve coughs, taking a step away, as you glance over at him. With a shake of your head, you speak to your brother.
“This isn’t much, but my gratitude can not be understated. Her gift was incredible.”
Hermes eyes you as you attempt to hand over the tablet.
“You’re kidding me.”
“Come on,” you groan. “You know it’ll be safe in her hands.”
With a half-hearted sigh, he takes the emerald tablet from your hands. Oh, she would be wild about it, you just knew it.
“I’ll see that it gets to her with signs of thanks.”
“I appreciate it,” you smile.
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Steve helps you get everything back to the house. After rounding up the twins and Vision, the two of you escort your household members back inside. The teens, obviously, were all too willing to stay up late into the morning hours, but you cut them off around 2 AM. And you insisted that he return as well.
Considering the fact that he had just returned from a mission and hadn’t received any proper sleep in nearly 72 hours, he didn’t press too hard about staying back with you to enjoy the festivities.
“Trust me, they’ll only be getting drunker and louder as the night wears on. I can only tolerate so much.”
After Wanda and Pietro head up for the night and Vision disappears to the library down the hall where he had been spending most of his time these past two months, you collapse into a kitchen chair.
Steve lowers himself into the adjoining seat, looking out at the spread of gifts from your closest friends and relatives.
As you pull the diadem from your head, you rub at your tired face - your cheeks puffing up in a slightly adorable fashion.
Laid before him sits a pink bottle with a sea shell emblem, a golden hilt, and a silver dagger. In a very ornate clay vase sits a combination of flowers. You had told him their names, but he can’t recall them now. One has white petals and a yellow center and the others are simple six-petaled white flowers.
From an opened bag on the table, you reach in and begin peeling a mandarin orange for yourself. The sweet citrus scent wafts around him in the hot kitchen - the summer breeze from the open window does nothing to cool the room.
Steve gazes down at the two additional pieces of jewelry you were now adorned with. A golden snake-shaped ring on your left index finger and a dark green jade bracelet on your right wrist.
What’s completely confusing him, however, is the glass in the middle of the table.
Clearing his throat, he finally asks, “What’s with the water?”
You arch a brow as you take another bite of your orange, a dribble of juice sits at the corner of your lips. Your eyes travel to the glass before you swallow your bite.
“My uncle, I’m guessing.”
He nods, but you don’t seem interested in elaborating.
“Is it… special?”
“Steve,” you blink. “It’s water.”
And then you dip your pinky into the glass before bringing the soaked digit up to your lips to suck.
“I’m sorry, salt water.”
“Just… salt water?”
With a snort, you drop the peel on the table and lean back in your seat, arms crossed.
“You’re still not versed on my mythos, after all this time?”
He shrugs, mirroring your position.
“I’d rather hear it from you, honestly. No book can tell me your truth.”
A look settles over your face, one that he thinks is reading as pleased, but he’s a little out of sorts since the third goblet of wine.
“Let’s just say,” you ease. “We don’t get on very well. He was likely required to get me something, but he chose to do so in his own way.”
With a shake of your head, you stand up and pour the glass into the sink.
You stare out the window, at the glowing lights dancing in the center of the forest. Even from a distance, you can both likely make out the continued party down the hill.
After a moment, Steve says, “It’s more than what I got you.”
You turn, fixing him with a gentle look, “Your friendship will be the only thing I ever ask from you. Always, Rogers. No… piece of jewelry or $400 jacket - ” you point at the unwrapped box on the counter; Tony’s gift, “ - will ever be required of you. Just… you. You are enough for me.”
He can’t help it. Standing up and pushing away from the chair, Steve circles your left wrist with his hand as he pulls you in - slowly, gently - to a hug. He can feel the contend sigh you let out against his sternum as you bury your face into his chest. His arms circle your back, fingers tangling into the ends of your hair.
You both stand like that for minutes - though it could be hours with how truly at peace he feels - when, at last, you pull back. There’s a sheepish expression greeting him as you run your palms down the length of your sky-blue dress.
“Bucking tradition, I actually have something for you.”
He groans, closing his eyes, “Now I’m seriously feeling guilty over not giving you a present.”
“Come on,” you beg. “Open.”
When he blinks his eyes back open, he glances down at your extended palms. There in the center of the cupped pair, sits a scrap of paper.
Curiosity getting the better of him, he picks it up and examines the faded brown parchment. Turning it over with his fingers, Steve nearly stumbles.
Because he knows this paper.
He can barely hear your words above the thundering of his beating heart.
“I know, just, okay. So, this has been on my mind for a while now. Basically, this is going to be your link to me now. Whether I’m… across the ocean, or in another dimensional plane. Ever since Russia and honestly, now that we’re going on separate missions with the team, I just… basically - ”
Your fingers smooth over the parchment, landing on the owl constellation marked with ink.
“Long ago, there was a constellation in Pallas’ image. My constellation really. If there ever comes a time when you need me and can not reach me the normal way, I want you to push down on this, like - ” your fingers press into what would be the stomach of the bird, “ - and you’ll get Pallas, who will get me.”
As if on command, the owl swoops up to the window sill, pecking at the glass before you move to let him in. He lands on Steve’s shoulder, gnawing at his hair.
But the supersoldier can’t move, can’t even speak as he stares down at that imagery.
“Hey, I know it’s kind of - ”
He just shakes his head.
“I know this. I’ve seen it before… in my compass.”
You tilt your head, a curious pinch to your brows, “What are you talking about?”
Letting out a breath as he lowers his hands, the paper clenched with his right fist, he explains, “That day that we thought Loki might have been… with the scepter? After New York?”
You nod, after a beat, in understanding.
“You’re saying… you saw this, in the compass? The compass that wasn’t yours.”
“Yeah,” he breathes out, feeling the weight of something he can’t even process expel from his chest. “I don’t know how. I just… I remember this being in there.”
Your hands encircle his forearms as you stare up at him.
“There are some things in this universe, that even I can’t explain. Maybe… one day it will make sense. But, I think I’d like to believe that you should hold onto this for maybe more reasons than I originally intended.”
Steve gives a sharp nod, a weird catch in his throat as he says, “Yeah.”
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“You’re not going to be far, are you?”
Turning back around, a box in your hands, you shake your head. Pietro looks back at you from the open doorway to his room.
“No, I promised you both that we’d be close by while you get adjusted. I’m two down on the right, and Steve’s one past that. You guys are going to be just fine. Hell, even Vision has a place set up at the end of the hall.”
It had been a strange two weeks, moving everything over to the newly minted Compound.
The twins had their own fears over the move. Pietro had come to enjoy the space at the house in Vermont, the freedom he felt he had with just four other occupants. Now, this place felt a little more… official, and scientific. Tony had a whole section set up for research and development outside of his own personal labs. There were people coming and going nearly all day and night.
Though the private apartments were away from those areas, just looking out the windows would allow you see to the endless flow of people.
Luckily, you managed to lock down a separate corridor near the back of the building, on a lower floor too.
Wanda didn’t like windows. Well, she liked having some windows. But floor-to-ceiling ones made her anxious, and jumpy. She didn’t feel fully protected with them. Tony was all too understanding at your request.
That’s how you found yourselves occupying a hall mostly to yourselves.
Clint and Natasha were in the west wing of the building. Thor and Bruce had designated rooms on the north side of the apartments - though neither room was currently occupied.
Dropping the box off at Wanda’s room, you wipe your hands clean.
You knew it was going to take time for them both to feel comfortable and to adjust to their new living arrangements. But they seemed to understand that this was going to be the safest place for them to be for now.
Even though Tony never went into detail, you understood that the situation outside of the Compound was still… tense, to put it lightly.
Steve glances back at you. He’s on a ladder, helping Wanda arrange her mood lights above her bed.
Sometimes, you wonder exactly where you had been heading all those years ago. The anti-team mindset and your avoidance of people in general. Yet, here you are.
Leaning against the open doorframe, you watch as the pair interact together in hushed tones and soft laughs.
No, you could have never imagined this life for yourself. Not only were you going to have a room here, but you made up your mind that you would in fact be living here, on a semi-permanent basis. No more running back to Olympus at every chance.
You were part of a team now. These were your people, your friends, your pseudo-family.
At the vibration in your pocket, you pull your phone free.
Scoffing at the message - grannie, seriously - you call out, “Hey! Tony says he’s got a free hour if you two wanna head down to do a consult on those uniforms he mentioned.”
Wanda whips around, a look of equal trepidation and excitement mixing together on her face.
“Really?”
“Yeah, I recommend going. Otherwise, he might try and put some armor in there in red and gold tones.”
She makes a face, causing you to chuckle as she waves goodbye to Steve. Running off in search of her brother.
“Kids these days,” you comment for the supersoldier to hear as they both zip past you a moment later. “They grow up so fast.”
He just laughs in return as he folds up the ladder and places it along the wall. She still wanted some kind of canopy hung up above her bed, so you imagined he might have his hands full later.
“So, how are we looking?” he asks as you both head down the hallway toward the main living space.
“Well, it’s not the ���27 Yankees, but I think we have some hitters.”
Steve snorts as you push through the next set of doors, side by side, striding together through the halls.
“They’re good. We’ll make them into a team.”
You share a smirk with the supersoldier as you make it to the newly finished gym, pausing at the doors as you say, “Let’s beat them into shape.”
With two of your biggest allies out of the picture - hopefully, temporarily - you were faced with the joint decision to mold the newest members into a proper fighting force. Ultron may have had doubts about your ability to come together and work as one, the media might still be feeding those very same doubts to the public, but you were dedicated to proving them all wrong.
Steve enters the gym with an assured look gracing his face. With a nod, the two of you get to work.
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Author's Note: Oh my god, not Stethena pseudo-adopting the twins, am I right?
Anyway, here's some importantish notes from this particular chapter that might be of interest to a few people.
Translations: - rodičia: parents - otec: father - bastardi: bastards - bodaj ho: damn it
Clothing: - Chiton (image) - Peplos (image)
Gifts: - Lapis Lazuli earrings from Zeus - A peacock beaded diadem from Hera - A map from Hermes - Perfume from Aphrodite - A dagger and golden hilt from Hephaestus - A clay vase from Hestia - Narcissus flowers from Persephone - Asphodel flowers from Hades - Mandarin oranges from Demeter - A gold snake ring from Asclepius - A jade bracelet from Dionysus - A glass of salt water from Poseidon
The Guest List:
Fauns: half-human, half-goat creatures
Euphrosyne: goddess of good cheer, joy, mirth, and merriment
Dryades: tree and forest nymphs
Anthousai: flower nymphs
Pannychis: goddess of all-night festivity
Thalia: goddess of festive celebrations and luxurious banquets
Comus: god of revelry, merrymaking, and festivity; Athena’s nephew through Dionysus
Hebe: cupbearer of the Olympians; Athena’s half-sister through Zeus and Hera
Hedylogos: one of the Erotes, god of sweet talk and flattery
Sarasvati: Hindu goddess of art, knowledge, music, speech, and learning
Eupheme: goddess of words of good omen, acclamation, praise, applause, and shouts of triumph
Dionysus
Hedone: goddess of pleasure, enjoyment, and delight
Anteros: one of the Erotes, god of requited love; Athena’s nephew through Aphrodite and Ares
Pothos: one of the Erotes, god of sexual longing, yearning, and desire
Seshat: Egyptian goddess of wisdom, knowledge, inventory of writing, consort of Thoth
Thoth: Egyptian god of wisdom, knowledge, writing, magic, science, art
Apedemak: African lion-headed god of war
Mixcoatl: Aztec god of battle, hunting, civilization, and stars
Philophrosyne: goddess of friendliness, kindness, and welcome
Aphrodite
Bragi: Norse god of poetry
Sersi
Sprite
Himeros: one of the Erotes, god of sexual desire
Agon: god of contest
Hermes
Other guests in attendance:
Adephagia: goddess of satiety and gluttony
Agele: goddess of radiant good health
Aglaea: one of the Charites, goddess of beauty, adornment, splendor, and joy
Aike: goddess of prowess and courage
Ame-no-Uzume: Japanese goddess of dawn, meditation, and the arts
Angelia: goddess of messages, tidings, and proclamations
Antheia: one of the Charites, goddess of flowers and wreaths 
Apollonis: a muse; Athena’s niece through Apollo
Arete: goddess of virtue, excellence, goodness, and valor
Aristaeus: god of bee-keeping, cheese-making, and olive-growing; Athena’s nephew through Apollo
Bait Pandi: Filipino (Bagobo) goddess of weaving
Borysthenis: a muse; Athena’s niece through Apollo
Caerus: god of opportunity
Calliope: muse of epic poetry
Cathubodua: Celtic goddess of war and battle
Cephisso: a muse; Athena’s niece through Apollo
Clio: muse of history
Dikaiosyne: goddess of justice and righteousness; Athena’s half-sister through Zeus
Eirene: goddess of peace; half-sister through Zeus
Ekecheiria: goddess of truce, armistice, and cessation of hostilities
Eleos: goddess of mercy, pity, and compassion
Eleutheria: goddess of liberty
Elpis: goddess of hope and expectation
Eros: one of the Erotes, god of love and sex; Athena’s nephew through Aphrodite and Ares
Erato: muse of lyric poetry
Eucleia: goddess of good repute and glory
Eupraxia: goddess of well-being
Euterpe: muse of musical poetry
Gamayun: Slavic goddess of knowledge and wisdom
Gelos: god of laughter
Harmonia: goddess of harmony and concord; Athena’s niece through Ares and Aphrodite
Heimarmene: goddess of shared fate/destiny
Helios: god of the Sun and guardian of oaths
Hermaphroditus: one of the Erotes, god of unions, androgyny, marriage, and sex; Athena’s nephew through Hermes and Aphrodite
Himeros: one of the Erotes, god of sexual desire
Horme: goddess of impulse or effort, eagerness, starting an action
Iris: goddess of the rainbow and divine messenger
Nike: goddess of victory
Pasithea: one of the Charites, goddess of rest and relaxation
Philotes: goddess of friendship, affection, and sex
Polyhymnia: muse of sacred poetry
Polymatheia: muse of knowledge
Tekhne: goddess of art, craft, and technical skill
Terpsichore: muse of dance and choral poetry
Theros: youth god of summer
Okay, so while I have had so much fun writing the last few chapters in this arc and connecting lots of moments together into this big finale, I'm gonna need a bit of time before I move on to tackle the Civil War arc. I need to perfect the plot just so and make sure I have all of my loose ends wrapped up before we delve into that realm just yet.
So thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for those of you who have kept up with the story and have been reblogging and commenting on it. It's honestly keeping my passion for this story going. So, thank you again, and hopefully I'll see you soon with the next installment :)
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hi! i've been reading some of your older fics and was wondering if there's any merit in watching buffy for the first time in the year 2024
This may not be obvious, but this is actually an extremely complicated and highly subjective question. I'll try to go on for too long.
As background: my mother loved Buffy and its spin-off Angel growing up. It was our Bible (besides the actual Bible). Not kidding, she was on the forums and fan groups and wrote fanfiction for it and everything (These days, she's really into kdramas and Asian dramas, and calls me about how the Thai seem like big fans of gay people). So I'm quite biased.
BTVS is both a product of its times and ahead of its times. It was a show about feminism and the struggle of living in this world as a woman, when very few shows were doing that. It was the first show to have a long-lasting lesbian couple, and the first show to depict a kiss between them. For better or for worse, it was one of the codifiers of broody vampire boyfriend. It was pretty unafraid to be experimental in a lot of what it did. It had incredibly complex and nuanced character work and growth that I still aspire to. Spike's arc is still matched in quality only by Avatar's Zuko. Angel's long term arc, from Buffy to his spin-off series, still makes him one of the most complex characters on TV. It had the most complex depiction of depression on TV at the time and I still think it's one of the best. I think the show had very high highs.
It also had very low lows. Some of the feminism is problematic in retrospect. The sapphic couple has a rather famous element that was severely problematic. There are, overall, some deeply atrocious arcs that I can appreciate objectively but not in practice. Xander: a whole-ass character aged awfully. On a meta level, the workplace conditions were bad (thanks, Whedon.) There are no people of color. The spoiler's sake I won't go into detail on this, but in general the good stuff was so influential and the bad stuff was just awful.
I think these days people tend to brush off the entire thing because it's Whedon. That is more than fair. But I'd also say that Whedon & Buffy is extremely similar to Brian Michael Bendis & Ultimate Spider-Man. Bendis was fantastic at writing sassy, bouncy, permanently stressed-out teens - issue was, he wrote entirely different serious adult characters the way he wrote these sassy teens. Same with Whedon: the annoyingly constant quips are perfect for Buffy, because that's who the characters are. They're awful in Marvel, because Steve Rogers is not Xander. Kinda similarly, Buffy was genuinely feminist for 90s TV - issue is, Whedon has not grown or developed his views, and now his works feel so sexist (oh my fucking god why did you treat Natasha like that). After a certain point it's egotistical: you're writing like that because you're Joss Whedon and it's how you write, not because it's what's best for the characters and story. But it was really important to me to get the character voices right, and it's freaking difficult to endlessly write dialogue that distinct, full of voice, witty, and clever.
I think BTVS & Angel TV's greatest influence on my writing is how intensely character-driven both of those shows were, and how intricate the characters were. What every character did was something they would do, if that made sense. Even the stuff I hated to watch, that made me uncomfortable, was the culmination of so much (usually). I think I also picked up the constant wit and humor lol. On a personal level, the conversations I would have with my mother where she broke down the character motivations and composition of the story was my first exposure to looking at storytelling from an analytical perspective and a framework of critical analysis, which was an approach I carried into the rest of the media I consumed and that was the primary reason I was able to become a decent writer. Thanks, Mom. Have fun with your kdramas.
TL:DR: There is merit, especially if you care about good character work. There are things about it that may make you want to drop it, which is extremely valid. Season 1 is rough but interesting, Season 2 and 5 are the best, Season 3 is pretty good, Season 4 and 7 skippable, and Season 6 is........epic highs, epic lows......
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For @hedgee777
Who asked: Hi, for the request, can I please have a fic with Natasha x gn reader? Basically, the reader takes Natasha to a secret surprise date, so the Belebog Doctor is able to relax.
Pairing: Natasha x gender neutral!reader
Trope: Fluff
Note: There are mentioned spoilers for the ending of the belabog arc.
“[Name], I can’t believe you managed to this without me finding out. How did you do it?”
You couldn’t help the smile underneath the warm, afternoon sun, enjoying the picnic date that you had surprised Natasha with. “Hook and the moles were more than happy to help out, so you could take some time off for yourself.”
“Those kids.” The smile Natasha wore spoke of how touched she was. “I’ll have to thank them when we go back.”
A light breeze brought the smell of grass and flowers, making Natasha and you sigh in content. “I always dreamed that the eternal freeze would finally subside and all of belabog would get to experience something like this again.”
“Now it’s a reality that we can experience any time we want.”
That made her smile grow. “Yes, you’re right. But for now, let’s enjoy this picnic.”
“I’m up for that.”
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exactlyzealouslady · 1 month
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My old fic that's I wrote on ao3, thought didn't finish it. But maybe I will continue...
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Cw: general yandere, manipulation, stalking, blackmail, ooc, obsessive/possessive behavior, kidnapping, drugging, Age Gap.
It had been a while since Stelle had visited Belebog. Serval and Natasha missed her so much that they couldn't stop thinking about her. Of course, they won't allow the raccoon girl to get away from them. Together they will find a way to possess their princess heart.
Chapter 1 The Heroe's Last Trip: Serval tries to wait for Stelle patiently, but she gets anxious and worried that the trailblazer might not return. It wasn't until the hero of Belebog came to visit once again. This time Serval will make sure she won't let the raccoon girl escape from her grasp.
P.S. : The story is an au, so the story will not include a Lynx companion quest story. However, it does include spoilers for the Belebog and Xianzhou arcs story.
Serval waits for Stelle for so long. How much has it been since she left Belebog? The mechanic can't count anymore, but she tries to wait as patiently as possible. Yet, Serval feels regret for not stopping a silver girl from traveling so far.
Of course, she realizes that saving people is part of the nameless duty and that she can protect herself. So why does the guitarist feel so bitter that she can't embrace the raccoon girl tightly...
Stelle helped her deal with Cocolia's past. Sure, she still has trauma issues and Gepard is always by her side, but if it was not for the female trailblazer, Serval would not be able to defeat the echo of the former tyrant. Stelle is not just a hero for Jarilo-VI, but for Serval as well. 
But one day, Stelle comes to visit Jarilo-IV. Hearing the news, Serval gets so happy that the excitement crows inside her chest to reunite with Stelle. As she sees a raccoon girl walking around the overworld, Serval rushes to her and is about to call her name when a group of crowds surrounds the hero.
They ask Stelle for her autograph, telling her how much she inspires them, and some of them even invite her on a date. Not only that, but a tall black-haired woman in a yellow dress comes to Stelle. The raccoon girl begins flirting with her, as she holds the young lady's left palm and kisses it.
“You must be a pretty princess who came from a far planet. Why don't I take you to the universe with me? I will always be by your side.”
The black-haired woman blushes as a tomato as she stumbles with a response. 
“W-well…a-as y-you w-wished m-my h-hero." 
“You're the most adorable lady that I ever met~” The black-haired lady was out of line and fainted.
For some reason, Serval feels her heart shrink inside her chest. Seeing people approaching Trailblazer, touching her palm, and blushing from the shower of compliments, makes a mechanic envious. But, she has to be happy for Stelle, right? So why does the blonde feel so negative towards crowds? Why does she want to drug the raccoon girl from them? 
As soon as the crowd walks away from Trailblazer, Serval's smile returns. She walks close to Stelle and is about to touch her arm when a tall blue-haired man blocks the former rock star's view from the raccoon girl.
Serval grumbles in frustration. What is he doing here? Did that idiot forget that he is not allowed to be in Overworld? Serval watches how Sampo chats with her darling... Showing the same smug face, laughing, touches her shoulder, and...flirts with her?
Serval's clenches her fist. How dare he? Stelle is uncomfortable and tries to get away from him, but Sampo never leaves her alone. What a creep. But that's okay, Stelle does not have to play the hero role...
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During the night, Serval finds Sampo walking and whistling around the dark area. She comes closer to him and grips his shoulder. The tall, blue-haired man twitches and turns around. Once he sees Serval, he sighs in relief.
“Whew, you scared me. I thought it was your little brother or one of the silver man guards.”
“We need to talk.”
“Listen, I didn't steal anything, I just came to chit-chat with my old friend Stelle."
“And that's what I want to talk about. I want you to stop speaking to her, no, don't even look at her. Stay away, or else you'll regret it, and I will tell my brother that you're here.” Sampo chuckles and lightly pets Serval's left shoulder.
“You have such a great sense of humor. Sometimes I even wonder if you're Gepard's older sis-" 
"-If you won't listen to my request, I will BBQ you with my guitar." There is a short pause between the two. Sampo analyses Serval's facial expression and the way she handles her instrument. He gulps before letting his hand go from her shoulder and escapes without saying a word.
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Serval rushes to Gepard who sees her panting heavily. “Serval, has something happened?”
“G-gepard…t-this is an emergency, Sampo is here! I-I j-just s-saw him trying to s-steal one of the relics in the museum."
Gepard clenches his fist. “That brat!” He demands the soldiers to follow him and rushes to catch Sampo. Little, does he notice a sly smile on Serval's face.
Stealing a relic was a ton of hard work. The mechanic has to make sure not to get caught by security and cameras, stay quiet, and most importantly, take an essential item carefully without dropping it. Then, she has to escape from the museum with the same first steps.
Luckily, Sampo didn't leave Overworld. Serval suspects he might have told her a white lie and probably did some shady business… But that is not relevant. She carefully and quietly hands him a relic in his palm when he swings behind and doesn't even notice her. Perfect. 
Now, he cannot run away from her brother. Part of the mechanic's mind reminds her how wrong it is to manipulate her little brother to catch Sampo, but at the same time, she feels that one threat wasn't enough as a warning. That is what he gets for trying to steal her precious treasure.
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The next day, Serval sees Stelle walking all over the street. *Now you won't get away from me.* The guitarist says to herself in mind as the smirk appears on her face. The guitarist rushes to the raccoon girl and waves her hand.
“Hey, Stelle, it's been a while since we saw each other!" Stelle gasps and turns her head as her silver hair swings to her side. *Such a pretty girl you are.* Serval hides her face from the blush.
"Oh, hi there Serval. You surprised me, and yeah, it has been so long. Especially since we had a long journey to Xianzhou."
The mechanic smirks at her precious hero. "Let me guess, you got in trouble again?” Serval asks Stelle teasingly. The raccoon girl scratches her neck. “Yeah, we even encouraged and fought against the most dangerous criminals, the 'Stellaron Hunters.' 
*Stellaron hunters, huh?* Serval's face hides in the shadow. The guitarist promises herself that she will never let Stelle go. Serval won't allow some filthy criminals to touch what is hers.
“Um, Serval, are you all right?" Stelle's worried voice returns Serval to reality, who gives a trailblazer a quick smile. “Yup, I'm cool. Hey, how about you visit my workshop, and we will continue chit-chat? Does that sound cool?”
“Sure. Besides, I'm so bored."
“Perfect!” Serval grabs her hand and leads her raccoon girl to the workshop. 
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Stelle sits on the chair nonchalantly while waiting for a Serval to get a drink. “Well, here is the soda you ordered, my lady.” 
Stelle chuckles in response and takes a class from the mechanic. “Thanks, Serval. I finally get to drink something sweet.” Himeko always persuades me to drink coffee, but it is honestly too bitter for me.”
“Haha. When I visited Astral Express, she convinced me to try a bitter coffee and told me that the more bitter, the better. She's a hard-core coffee fan, huh?”
Stelle nods her head and giggles at the joke. *How cute* 
Stelle takes a sip and feels a weird taste in her mouth. It still has that sugary texture, but something different… Suddenly, her hand drops a cup, and she almost falls to the ground until Serval catches her.
The mechanic analyses her soon-to-be captive's terrified and red facial expression, as the trailblazer breathes heavily.
*So adorable when you get scared.* That increases Serval's wish to protect Stelle even more.
“S-s-serval… W-what….” But, Stelle cannot finish her line. Serval puts an index finger on her lips while petting the raccoon's girl's head with her left hand. "Shhh… you must be tired of all the adventures. So why won't you rest?” Stelle's eyelids become heavy as she slowly falls asleep.
Serval kisses her right palm, lifts her, and carries her princess style. Her mouth leans closer to the ear and whispers: “Sweet dreams. Now you don't have to fight, my princess. I will be your guard and by your side forever and ever.”
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pulling out bits from recent cast interviews re: s3
Several sets of interviews came out today! wotseries.com has six (!); looper.com, decider.com, & collider.com all have one each.
(speculation and spoilers for s3 and for the books through TFoH)
In Ceara's wotseries interview, we get this little hint:
WotSeries: How far along in the books are you? Ceara: I wouldn’t want to say because I read up to where we are in the scripts, and I think that would give away too much.
This implies to me that s3 is going to go a bit beyond The Shadow Rising, at least in places, because it's no secret that TSR is going to be the spine of the season.
We get more from Daniel:
WotSeries: How about any movement towards developing the relationship between Lan and Nynaeve in season three? Daniel: Season three, yes, it’s more of a build season for those two. There are some really great scenes, some stuff we’re really happy with. We do get to see some intimate stuff, not sexual stuff necessarily. So, some moments with them. But with Lan and Nynaeve, it’s this working toward what the book readers know it’s going to be. It all depends on how much time we get, how many seasons we get to do this thing. That’s a relationship that I’m really excited about and I love working with Zoë.
So, again, yeah, that really does make me feel like we're going to get one or two episodes at the start of the season where the whole crew is together and bonding. In the books, Lan and Nynaeve basically don't see each other at all between splitting up at the beginning of TSR and then eight million years later in ACoS. I do think that we might also get a reunion of at least some of the characters at the end of s3, though.
In Donal's interview:
Dónal: Well, I have big faith in Mat. I’m pretty confident in him. Regarding chatting to women.
This makes me wonder if we're getting Melindhra introduced next season. Because, uh, Mat has not really had a lot of success so far. I mean, apart from the very first episode.
Dónal: Well, there’s loads that you can look forward to in season 3. I mean, we’ve got much of it. I feel like I’ve filmed a good stretch of it, and I’ve really enjoyed the material and the new arc. This arc that I go on this season. And I think you can just expect things to be… there’s more moments with the characters to kind of learn about them in more quiet, subtle ways, more revealing ways. And I think it’s probably common knowledge that Mat does change his clothes between 2 and 3. You know, like really, we would have to ask questions and get concerned if he didn’t. I feel like I could tell you that. And I’m excited, man. I’m very happy to be wearing what I’m wearing.
Not that this should be shocking to anyone, lol, but Mat will have an arc next season! Dónal does a good job of not saying anything here though, lol. We WOULD have to be concerned if he hadn't changed clothes, yes, lol. I am excited to hear that Mat is getting some good character moments next season.
Ceara also shared this with us in the collider interview:
My script is always annotated with little quotes from the books, which I really love.
That's amazing! I think this is the first time anyone has mentioned it? That's a really neat way of giving the actors context for their lines.
We all knew that Elayne & Nynaeve would get a big story together in s3 but we get that confirmed:
We see Elayne bump into certain characters this season, but obviously, this cast is huge and growing all the time. I'm sure you cannot go into too many spoilers about Season 3, but for Ceara the actor, which characters are you really excited for Elayne to get to have more screen time with? COVENEY: I'm really excited to continue the journey that Zoë and I have started with Nynaeve and Elayne. I'm really excited to see where that goes because they've had such a rough start and were thrown into such extreme situations. So yeah, if the fans lovingly call it the Detective Agency, I'm excited to see if the business is thriving.
Natasha had two interviews that I've seen, one with decider and one with looper.
There's nothing for s3 in the decider interview that I could see, but from looper we get:
But it's not just about the evil deeds; it's also about the politics. When you come into Season 3 — without giving anything away — it opens up the mind to this more vulnerable side of Lanfear and where she's coming from. The relationship with Rand — there are scenes in Series 2 [where] you get little glimpses and nuggets of that, that there is a vulnerability there, or more reasons rather than just being dark and evil. Circling back to a previous comment, you said Lanfear knows what she wants. As Natasha, what do you think Lanfear wants? The goal in the whole realm of the world is, if I put it like … Beyoncé and Jay-Z. She wants to be the king and queen. What she wants is the Dragon and her to be together, have their kingdom, make some good choices. That's her main goal, and to shoo away anybody else that gets in the way of that.
So it sounds like we might be getting Lanfear's Big Offer (we could challenge the Creator) to Rand in s3, which would make sense.
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books read in 2023
hi, hello! inspired by a few mutuals, i decided to do a reading thread of 2023! you can find my goodreads here, and my bookstagram here! as always, askbox + dms are open if have any questions or would like to chat about books!
january
book lovers by emily henry (reread; ★★★★★)
convenience store woman by sayaka murata + translated by ginny tapley takemori (★★★☆☆)
a wish in the dark by christina soontornvat (★★★★★)
so you want to talk about race by ijeoma oluo (audiobook; ★★★★★)
highly suspicious and unfairly cute by talia hibbert (★★★★☆)
the seven husbands of evelyn hugo by taylor jenkins reid (reread; (★★★★☆)
if not, winter by sappho + translated by anne carson (★★★★★)
when you wish upon a lantern by gloria chao (ARC; ★★★☆☆)
this time it's real by ann liang (ARC; ★★★★★)
love, theoretically by ali hazelwood (ARC; ★★☆☆☆)
hell bent by leigh bardugo (★★★★☆)
everything i know about love by dolly alderton (reread; ★★★★★)
the fraud squad by kyla zhao (★★★☆☆)
masters of death by olivie blake (★★★★☆)
enter the body by joy mccullough (★★★★☆)
the stranger by albert camus (reread; ★★★★★)
you'd be mine by erin hahn (★☆☆☆☆)
a hundred other girls by iman hariri-kia (★☆☆☆☆)
bloodmarked by tracy deonn (audiobook; ★★★☆☆)
fearless by mandy gonazales (★★★★☆)
february
the roommate by rosie danan (★★☆☆☆)
wuthering heights by emily brontë (book club pick; ★★★★☆)
the nanny by lana ferguson (ARC; ★★☆☆☆)
the writing retreat by julia bartz (ARC; ★★☆☆☆)
exes and o's by amy lea (★★★☆☆)
not here to stay friends by kaitlyn hill (ARC; ★★★★☆)
chloe and the kaishao boys by mae coyiuto (ARC; ★★★★☆)
isha, unscripted by sajni patel (gifted; ★★☆☆☆)
conversations on love by natasha lunn (★★★★★)
meet me at the lake by carley fortune (ARC; ★★★★☆)
emily wilde's encyclopedia of faeries by heather fawcett (★★★☆☆)
where echoes die by courtney gould (ARC; ★★★☆☆)
vintage contemporaries by dan kois (gifted; ★★☆☆☆)
how to be perfect: the correct answer to every moral question by michael schur (audiobook; ★★★★★)
half a soul by olivia atwater (★★★★★)
ten thousand stitches by olivia atwater (★★★★☆)
longshadow by olivia atwater (★★★★★)
between the world and me by ta-nehisi coates (audiobook; ★★★★★)
infamous by lex croucher (ARC; ★★☆☆☆)
the lord sorcier by olivia atwater (★★★★☆)
the latch key by olivia atwater (★★★★★)
made of stars by jenna voris (ARC; ★★★★☆)
march
when broadway was black: the triumphant story of the all-black musical that changed the world by caseen gaines (audiobook; ★★★★★)
leave it to the march sisters by annie sereno (ARC; ★★★☆☆)
once more with feeling by elissa sussman (ARC; ★☆☆☆☆)
moorewood family rules by helenkay dimon (ARC; ★★☆☆☆)
fleabag: the scriptures by phoebe waller-bridge (★★★★★)
fake dates and mooncakes by sher lee (ARC; ★☆☆☆☆)
vera wong's unsolicited advice for murderers by jesse q. sutanto (gifted; ★★★★☆)
emma of 83rd street by audrey bellezza and emily harding (ARC; ★★☆☆☆)
how to read now by elaine castillo (★★★★★)
constellations by nick payne (reread; ★★★★☆)
ching chong chinaman by lauren yee
devil in winter by lisa kleypas (★★★★☆)
the passing playbook by isaac fitzsimons ( ★★★★★)
infinite jest by david foster wallace
our wives under the sea by julia armfield (★★★★☆)
mrs. nash's ashes by sarah adler (ARC; ★★★★☆)
study break: 11 college tales from orientation to graduation edited by aashna avachat (★★★☆☆)
the love match by priyanka taslim (★★★★☆)
a lady for a duke by alexis hall (★★★★☆)
love and other consolation prizes by jamie ford (★★★☆☆)
april
spoiler alert by olivia dade (★★☆☆☆)
all the feels by olivia dade (★★☆☆☆)
ship wrecked by olivia dade (★★☆☆☆)
float plan by trish doller (★★★★☆)
yellowface by r.f. kuang
the ex hex by erin sterling (★★☆☆☆)
the kiss curse by erin sterling (★★★☆☆)
siren queen by nghi vo (audiobook; ★★★☆☆)
chloe and the kaishao boys by mae coyiuto (reread; ★★★★★)
wandering souls by cecile pin (gifted; ★★★★★)
heavy vinyl, vol. 1: riot on the radio by nina vakueva & carly usdin (★★★★☆)
heavy vinyl: y2k-o! by nina vakueva & carly usdin (★★★★☆)
never ever getting back together by sophie gonzales (★★☆☆☆)
book lovers by emily henry (reread; ★★★★★)
miss aldridge regrets by louise hare (gifted; ★★★☆☆)
if the shoe fits by julie murphy (★★★☆☆)
blackmail and bibingka by mia p. manansala (★★★★☆)
murder and mamon by mia p. manansala (ARC; ★★★☆☆)
icebreaker by hannah grace (★☆☆☆☆)
alone with you in the ether by olivie blake (reread; ★★★★★)
may
beautiful country: a memoir of an undocumented childhood by qian julie wang (★★★★★)
the other black girl by zakiya dalila harris (audiobook; ★★★★☆)
check & mate by ali hazelwood (ARC; ★★★☆☆)
if i'm being honest by emily wibberley & austin siegemund-broka (reread; ★★★★★)
always never yours by emily wibberley & austin siegemund-broka (reread; ★★★★★)
do i know you? by emily wibberley & austin siegemund-broka (reread; ★★★★★)
romeo and juliet by william shakespeare (audiobook, reread; ★★★★★)
joan is okay by weike wang (★★★★☆)
technically yours by denise williams (ARC; ★★★☆☆)
first position by melanie hamrick (ARC; ★☆☆☆☆)
the boy from kyiv: alexei ratmansky's life in ballet by marina harss (ARC; ★★★★★)
the boy you always wanted by michelle quach (ARC; ★★★★☆)
woman, eating by claire kohda (★★☆☆☆)
immortal longings by chloe gong (ARC; ★★☆☆☆)
heartburn by nora ephron (★★★☆☆)
a merry little meet cute by julie murphy & sierra simone (★★☆☆☆)
the deal by elle kennedy (★☆☆☆☆)
the mistake by elle kennedy (★☆☆☆☆)
the score by elle kennedy (★☆☆☆☆)
the goal by elle kennedy (★☆☆☆☆)
the legacy by elle kennedy (★☆☆☆☆)
open water by caleb azumah nelson (★★★★★)
painted devils by margaret owen (gifted; ★★★★★)
playing for keeps by kendall ryan (★☆☆☆☆)
june
the final revival of opal and nev by dawnie walton (★★★☆☆)
the missing of clairedelune by christelle dabos (audiobook; ★★★★★)
happy place by emily henry (reread; ★★★★★)
iris kelly doesn't date by ashley herring blake (ARC; ★★★★☆)
ghosts by dolly alderton (★★★★★)
you don't have a shot by racquel marie (gifted; ★★★★☆)
thank you for listening by julia whelan (audiobook; ★★★★★)
if you still recognize me by cynthia so (gifted; ★★☆☆☆)
imogen, obviously by becky albertalli (gifted; ★★★★☆)
for never & always by helena greer (ARC; ★☆☆☆☆)
all the dead lie down by kyrie mccauley (gifted; ★★★★☆)
one hundred days by alice pung (ARC; ★★☆☆☆)
much ado about nada by uzma jalaluddin (★★★★☆)
thieves gambit by kayvion lewis (ARC; ★★★☆☆)
deep in providence by riss m. neilson (★★★☆☆)
the burnout by sophie kinsella (ARC; ★★★★☆)
small worlds by caleb azumah nelson (ARC; ★★★★☆)
we ship it by lauren kay (★☆☆☆☆)
foul heart huntsman by chloe gong (ARC; ★★★☆☆)
the memory of babel by christelle dabos (audiobook; ★★★☆☆)
pride and prejudice and pittsburgh by rachael lippincott (ARC; ★★★☆☆)
a british girl's guide to hurricanes and heartbreak by laura taylor namey (ARC; ★★★★☆)
the reunion by kit frick (ARC; ★★★☆☆)
queer by william s. burroughs
when grumpy met sunshine by charlotte stein (ARC; ★☆☆☆☆)
july
the storm of echoes by christelle dabos (audiobook; ★★★☆☆)
will they or won't they by ava wilder (★★★☆☆)
fiona and jane by jean chen ho (audiobook; ★★☆☆☆)
business or pleasure by rachel lynn solomon (★★★☆☆)
teach the torches to burn: a romeo & juliet remix by caleb roehrig (ARC; ★★★☆☆)
a man called ove by fredrik backman (audiobook; ★★★★☆)
exciting times by naoise dolan (audiobook; ★☆☆☆☆)
the hobbit by j.r.r. tolkien (audiobook; ★★★★★)
the year of magical thinking by joan didion (★★★★★)
such a fun age by kiley reid (audiobook; ★★★☆☆)
tis the damn season by kimi freeman (ARC; ★☆☆☆☆)
august
a very nice girl by imogen crimp (audiobook; ★★☆☆☆)
bliss montage by ling ma (audiobook; ★★★☆☆)
the raven boys by maggie stiefvater (reread; ★★★★★)
freshwater by akwaeke emezi (audiobook; ★★☆☆☆)
the dream thieves by maggie stiefvater (reread; ★★★★★)
i'm not done with you yet by jesse q. sutanto (gifted; ★★☆☆☆)
blue lily, lily blue by maggie stiefvater (reread; ★★★★★)
the raven king by maggie stiefvater (reread; ★★★★★)
bellegarde by jamie lilac (gifted; ★★★☆☆)
red, white & royal blue by casey mcquiston (reread; ★★★★★)
some mistakes were made by kristin dwyer (gifted; ★★★☆☆)
september
beta read (★★★★★)
dogs of summer by andrea abreu lópez (audiobook; ★★☆☆☆)
in these hallowed halls: a dark academia anthology edited by maria o'regan and paul kane (ARC; ★★★☆☆)
together we rot by skyla arndt (★★★★☆)
stay with my heart by tashie bhuiyan (ARC; ★★☆☆☆)
before we say goodbye by toshikazu kawaguchi & translated by geoffrey trousselot (ARC; ★★★★★)
the dead romantics by ashley poston (★★★★☆)
the seven year slip by ashley poston( ★★★★★)
you, again by kate goldbeck (★★☆☆☆)
serpent & dove by shelby mahurin (gifted; ★★★☆☆)
harlem after midnight by louise hare (gifted; ★★★☆☆)
witch of wild things by raquel vasquez gilliland (gifted; ★★★☆☆)
the luis ortega survival club by sonora reyes (gifted; ★★★★☆)
blood & honey by shelby mahurin (audiobook; ★★★☆☆)
the picture of dorian gray by oscar wilde (audiobook; ★★★★★)
for the throne by hannah whitten (audiobook; ★★★☆☆)
the wake-up call by beth o'leary (★★★★★)
the book eaters by sunyi dean (audiobook; ★★★☆☆)
october
the moth keeper by kay o'neill (★★★★☆)
a fragile enchantment by allison saft (ARC; ★★★★☆)
just kids by patti smith (audiobook)
cult classic by sloane crosley (audiobook; ★★★★☆)
the atlas paradox by olivie blake (audiobook; ★★★★☆)
the goodbye cat by hiro arikawa (gifted; ★★★★★)
the appeal by janice hallett ( ★★★★☆)
the twyford code by janice hallett ( ★★★★☆)
wildfire by hannah grace (★★☆☆☆)
the roaring by t. katarina tayler (★★☆☆☆)
curious tides by pascale lacelle (audiobook; ★★★★☆)
the tempest by william shakespeare (audiobook; ★★★★☆)
murder on the orient express by agatha christie (audiobook; ★★★★☆)
canadian boyfriend by jenny holiday (ARC; ★★☆☆☆)
november
better than fiction by alexa martin (★★★☆☆)
the christmas appeal by janice hallett(★★★★☆)
kaikeyi by vaishnavi patel (audiobook; ★★★★☆)
finale: late conversations with stephen sondheim by d.t. max (audiobook; ★★★★☆)
cleopatra and frankenstein by coco mellors (★★★★☆)
the undertaking of hart and mercy by megan bannen (audiobook; ★★★☆☆)
december
how to stop time by matt haig (audioboook; ★★★☆☆)
the wake-up call by beth o'leary (reread; ★★★★★)
the break up tour by emily wibberley & austin siegemund-broka (arc; ★★☆☆☆)
bride by ali hazelwood (arc; ★☆☆☆☆)
the getaway list by emma lord (arc; review withheld due to st. martin's press boycott)
same time next year by tessa bailey (★☆☆☆☆)
the mountains sing by nguyễn phan quế mai (★★★★★)
normal people by sally rooney (audiobook, reread; ★★★★★)
the night circus by erin morgenstern (reread;★★★★★)
funny story by emily henry (arc; ★★★★★)
les misérables by victor hugo (★★★★★)
TOTAL BOOKS READ: 202
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kitausuret · 5 months
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So, what's going on in Venom these days?
You know, that's a great question!
No but seriously, I admit I... barely understand what's happening in the current run. It's been a LOT of stuff and I'm just kind of twiddling my thumbs waiting for the next like.. big arc to start..??
But, uh, spoilers for both Venom and Carnage below, because they're in the middle of a crossover event:
So right now, Eddie is dead/not dead, Dylan is recently dead/not dead as of #32 where he seems to be totally alive, Flash is more or less fully alive since he broke out of the Darkness Cube, Natasha Romanoff is in and out of the series, Normie Osborn/Red Goblin and Bren/Toxin are in and out of the series, uhhh... Oh! Flash had a Dad Who Stepped Up moment that was very funny to me in Venom #28.
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Have Eddie and Flash come face to face since King in Black? No. Am I still reading both these series with bated breath? Perhaps unfortunately, yes. I have to hold out hope! Even if. You know. This is what's going to happen next:
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Anyways, IIIIII am curious to see what's going to happen. Lee Price coming back could be very cool! I would love to see him and the Symbiote find common ground in "we need to kill Carnage right now". It would be a way better way to close out his arc, even if he does end up dead again by the end of Blood Hunt.
In any case I do recommend reading Venom #32 for some nice Symbiote POV, even if I think the Symbiote is wrong about itself. Maybe it just needs to, oh I don't know, be bonded to a grown ass man instead of a teenager? That's just me though.
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It would be very funny if it was Lee who made it realize it was wrong.
Overall, I think this series - and even Carnage, despite my gripes with it - has a lot of potential for some great character development. We were getting some in Venom with Eddie, buuuuut the Symbiosis Necrosis event (yeah, seriously) has kind of............put a damper on all that, at least in my opinion.
Anyways. Guess I'm just manifesting Flash and Eddie reunion (with kissing! or without. hug? shoulder touch? handshake? staring at each other in a hallway? come ooonnnn).
Thanks for the ask, and here's hoping for greatness!
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nourrris · 6 months
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STUCKY.
i've previously made a ramble about how 'steves ending' upset me and how i felt like it was just not really fitting to his character, and i've recently (and i mean i literally just paused it midcredits to write this) watched winter soldier for the first time, and i cannot FATHOM how correct i was but also HOW MUCH WORSE it all was and i didnt know.
first off, i did not like the fact that in endgame he ended up getting with peggy, it was upsetting to me because i had watched civil war and felt it was a very confusing decision, because in civil war he decides to discard everything he has so far built with tony and the other people, (and at some point, somewhat also natasha) for the sake of bucky, which is in my opinion was frankly fucking insane, but nevertheless he still did it, everything just for bucky.
another part in civil war that frankly bothered me a bit, was peggys death, now thinking about it i would have thought it was going to be an end of an era for steves character, (but i watched the movies heavily out of order so i am only now thinking about that) peggy dying would have made perfect sense for steve to finally move on, even if he got with the sharon lady (which was peggys niece iirc) which personally i wouldnt particularly count as 'getting over' peggy if he was going for direct family but i mean anything counted at that point
so why is it that after everything that happened, that speech at peggys funeral clearly meaning something to steve which made him decide to go for bucky - literally all go to shit? he decided to risk everything for him, to finally have him back in his life, especially with the fact that the speech and everything happy at PEGGYS funeral, his literal prior(?) love interest, it made like.. complete sense for it to be a form of moving on romantically of all things, and take the risk to go after for the next most important person to him.
end of civil war comes, he defends bucky through and through even though tony (sort of) was rightfully upset, and was almost completely and willing to kill tony stark to save bucky, and he sure as hell did a number on him anyways, knowing that entire fight was definitely going to cause the large fallout between them, without even knowing if bucky was going to stick around, (which spoiler alert, he didnt! .. for his own reasons, that i cannot blame).
infinity war happens, he finally gets back to bucky after their separation and after his life sorta crumbled a bit because he was literally a fugitive, they fight together than, for the billionth time, he loses bucky, but this time to the snap. the past two times they were separated was due to a choice made by bucky, (first time.. was not) so if he was torn out of his hands again just like in captain america's first movie, the most understandable response is that he wanted to get him back, he of course was not happy he lost bucky, or anybody at that matter.
endgame happens, and near the end they finally get their chance to be back together, same with everybody else. see i know steve clearly struggled to get over people, or anything as a whole - knowing how stuck on he was on peggy, so his actions throughout civil war and further on sort of made sense since bucky was finally back in his grasp after losing him brutally originally, so .. why is it, that he managed to get over him so easily suddenly at the end of the endgame and went back to be with peggy?
i can tell now that he seemingly never got over peggy, which really makes still no sense because it felt like a finality of that arc in civil war, but nevertheless.. he still did go back to her, willingly losing absolutely everything he had now, after fighting tooth and nail to get bucky back, after being so willing to let the winter soldier KILL him, saying "cause im with you till the end of the line", and then completely disregarding that writing and making him do exactly the opposite, he was with him in civil war, and after that, so when he finally had his chance to actually exist with him in a form of peace.. he let that all ago.
also i believe the entire idea of steve going back makes no sense, it feels like a very giant plot hole, because i dont understand how him going back had no repercussions on the future? i genuinely cannot even understand why he ended up at the last part in endgame either, because seemingly it meant he was always in their world?? which what???? i dont know but it felt like a very forced ending.
and frankly, shows how just weirdly scared they are of making characters have a queer dynamic, it wouldnt feel like 'forced diversity' when their dynamic was so self sacrificial and clearly a bond that preceded friendship (in my fine ol' opinion), they could have done absolutely anything to make captain america have a fulfilling ending, like simply retiring, but they didn't, which again i just dont get and really think it messed up the timelines on stuff.
anyways... marvel stop being homophobic (/hj)
(currently watching the first avenger movie and NO FUCKIGN WAYYYY HES ABOUT TO MARCH INTO AUSTRIA FOR BUCKY THIS IS SO MUCH GAYER THAN I THOUGHT IT WAS)
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lunarspiral1127 · 9 months
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What If....? season 2, episode 4. Due to the holidays kicking my butt to exhaustion, this is gonna be one post. *SPOILERS*
So, Tony really did end up in Sakaar after he went through the wormhole in the Avengers movie. I'm surprised the Grandmaster became a fan of him when it's been days. I guess it's because it was one human who took down the Chitauri.
Instead of gladiator fights, it's racing. The whole race scenes were cool, and it reminded me of a mix of Speed Racer and Mad Max in space dialed up a few notches.
Was not expecting a dynamic with Tony and Korg, but it works. Plus, them teaming up with Valkyrie was cool too. Speaking of which, I'm glad she's not capturing people to give to the Grandmaster in this universe. They still have her be king of Sakaar, which I guess it makes sense cause she unintentionally melted the Grandmaster and Tony needs to get back home. These three work great as a team and I'm glad they got along in this episode.
Another thing I appreciate about this episode, is that it didn't do Tony dirty. He wasn't humiliated or disrespected, he showed what he was capable of and he was really cool. I mean a big Iron Man suit that can turn into a car and can be boosted with his arc reactor? That's pretty sick. Plus, he stands up against Gamora while convincing her to be her own person, and when he's being framed as being a bad guy, he proves it wrong to the Grandmaster and beats him. This version of Tony Stark is awesome.
And, after all that, Tony still helps Gamora take down Thanos, which I was surprised it was that easy. Just catch him off guard and hit him with the melting stick. The look on his face, though. Like he was like "seriously?" 😆
Speaking of Thanos, this guy's getting killed a lot. Twice in Endgame, killed in the Illuminati universe in Multiverse of Madness, wiped out in Strange Supreme's universe, turned into a zombie, sliced in half by Ultron-Vision, killed by Ronan offscreen, and now melting stick. This guy has now died more times than Tony (6 deaths) and Vision (5 deaths)!
However, this was supposed to show how this Gamora came to be and is the same Gamora that was chosen by Uatu to be the Guardians of the Multiverse. And, she was fine in this, I haven't seen much of why she was picked in the first place. Yeah, she killed Thanos, but Tony accomplished so much in that universe and was the one who helped her even when she was trying to kill him. He was the main character, she was a supporting character, maybe even a side supporting character. So why wasn't he picked by Uatu instead?! He would've been a great help to the team too. That's just the one thing that's been bugging me about this episode. Aside from that, it was good to me.
So, tomorrow will be the continuation of Captain Carter universe. Why? Well, season one finale left a cliffhanger ending of her and Natasha finding the Hydra Stomper which is setting up that universe's version of The Winter Soldier. So, we kinda gotta follow up on that. That and the MCU loves to show more of Captain Carter, cause I heard that she's gonna be more of a main character in this series like last time. I could be wrong though.
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dindjarism · 1 year
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ahsoka finale // spoilers ahead //
so many questions. starting with the first one: what the fuck.
why is sabine force sensitive. i'm sorry but why. i don't want it and i'm not gonna pretend that i like it, so please take it back.
why didn't we get hera and ezra hugging in that reunion. that's a mother and son reunion, they should've hugged! some slightly teary eyes are not enough. i honestly don't think i liked a single reunion in this show and that's making me terribly sad?
why didn't we learn a single thing about morgan elsbeth other than the obvious. she was fucking cool in this episode, but what about a little background information?
why did ahsoka not SEE anakin's force ghost like she should have. why did they make her look at the sky, half-sense something and smile, but not see him. just why?
and most importantly, why did filoni info dumped us the reason for sabine's training and pretty much her entire arc in this show through a 1 minute conversation in which she was not even involved...? that's lazy, and quite frankly unfair for us. how am i supposed to emphatize with sabine's arc if that's all we get. that's just terrible.
all of that aside - which is A LOT to take in - i think huyang and ezra's conversation about kanan was one of my favorite scenes from the finale and it made me cry like a fucking baby. also chopper recognizing ezra before he took his helmet off. and seeing anakin's force ghost at the end despite ahsoka not fully sensing him. i just love them so much! but i really do think we deserved way better than what we got :/
anyways, the best things we got from this show were eman as ezra (i love him so much you don't understand, he's perfect!), natasha as sabine, hayden <3, thrawn <3, and shin and baylan (whom i absolutely loved and it breaks my heart due to ray's passing).
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wolfmage553 · 1 year
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Massive Spoilers for Guardians Of The Galaxy Vol 3.
Okay, I know Tony Stark's sacrifice at the end of Endgame was tragically poignant and befitting of Tony's character arc of turning from war profiteer to hero.
But what if The Infinity Stones, more specifically The Soul Stone that had Natasha's spirit in it, tried to change Tony's fate by using The Time Stone to send Tony back in time before the backfiring of The Infinity Stones could take effect,
Specifically, back to when batch 89 was created by The High Evolutionary?
Imagine him seeing baby Rocket and thinking to himself "I have a son now."
Imagine him holding baby Rocket close and humming Country Roads, Take Me Home as a lullaby to his new adopted raccoon son.
Imagine baby Rocket's first word is some variation of dad (like papa or dada) and Tony is trying not to cry with a combination of pride and joy for his son.
Imagine him also deciding to protect the 89 batch since they are his son's friends.
But this AU has a bittersweet conclusion.
Tony, knowing he's living on borrowed time but not wanting to leave his son in the care of The High Evolutionary, sets The High Evolutionary's base to explode and evacuates every single innocent creature The High Evolutionary was experimenting on, including the batch 89 who are the last to board a ship in the docking bay.
Unfortunately, The High Evolutionary enters the docking bay just as Tony is about to board the ship batch 89 are on.
To buy time for their escape, Tony says "Go fly in the beautiful sky without me." and battles The High Evolutionary in the docking bay while Rocket starts the ship up.
Tony is mortality wounded during the fight and sets off the explosions when the ship carrying the 89 batch is far enough away to not be caught in the blast.
Tony dies from his injury before the explosions reach the docking bay but not before answering The High Evolutionary's question of "What are you doing?" with
"Preventing you from harming my son or his friends ever again."
Meanwhile, Rocket is flying the ship but puts it on autopilot after hearing the explosions and looks out the window to see what remains of the place he grew up in. At first, Rocket has a look of shock on his face but eventually tears begin to pour out from his eyes as he screams out for his dad.
Eventually, he decides to listen to some music and notices one of the folders in the MP3 section is titled "Songs for my son" and he decides to play songs from the folder.
The folder has bunch of songs from the 70s, the 80s and even the 90s with the latest song released being an acoustic cover of You'll Be In My Heart from Tarzan.
He also notices that there is a video in the MP4 files called "Farewell" with his dad in it so he decides to play it.
The video has Tony recounting multiple good memories the two shared as well as reassuring Rocket that he is worth far more than The High Evolutionary saw in him.
He also apologizes for leaving Rocket via dying saying that if he could've stayed a little longer than he would have.
Finally, he ends the video by saying "I know you'll survive whatever happens next. I will be watching over you in the endless sky."
Rocket smiles and says "Thank you, dad."
As for how the AU changes the MCU, Rocket would have his batch 89 friends alongside Groot and they'd be a mercenary group called The Endless Sky.
Rocket would be slightly less cyclical because he has his friends but still hardened by growing up having to be a mercenary in order to make ends meet because when Tony died, J.A.R.V.I.S wasn't online so he couldn't transfer any funds to a new account for Rocket.
Peter discovers that Rocket is carrying a MP3 player and headphones in his bag but Rocket refuses to answer where he got it so Peter assumes he stole them.
(He actually bought them with some money he got from his mercenary work because he didn't want the songs connecting him to the memories of his dad to be subconsciously tainted by the kleptomania he developed as a way to survive)
When Yondu dies in Vol 2, Rocket actually allows Peter to listen to one of his songs and actually talks about his own dad with Peter and says "I wonder if Yondu is talking with my dad in the endless sky."
The only members of The Endless Sky who don't die in the snapture are Rocket and Lylla.
During the five year time period between the snapture and the main plot of Endgame, Rocket notices the physical similarities between Tony Stak and his dad, not realizing that they are technically one in the same, and thinks that Tony Stark is his dad's twin brother and asks Tony if he had a twin brother.
Tony is confused but Rocket pulls up the "Farewell" video on Tony's computer that Rocket had saved on a USB drive. Tony, knowing that Rocket would never believe him if he told him that that was probably another version of him, lies and says that he had a twin brother. Rocket explains his relationship with his dad before asking if it's alright if he called Tony his uncle.
Tony, wanting Rocket to have some family after most of his found family were lost because of Thanos, allows Rocket to call him uncle.
When Tony sacrifices himself in Endgame, Rocket is upset at losing his uncle but decides to be strong for the remaining members of his family.
GOTG Vol 3 goes way differently because The High Evolutionary is no longer in the picture.
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marisverse · 11 months
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What is the Marisverse?
Maris Stella is a Miraculous Ladybug Original Character Alternate Universe, or a MLBOCAU. The Kwamis remain the same, but the humans Holders have all been replaced by OCs.
Originally I was going to use only my own OCs but I borrowed some from friends (and some of their friends joined in.) Oh and a few canon characters from other series ended up in here.
I'll be focusing as my OCs here, and mostly the major ones (being the Holders) though if you have a question for some of the Kwamis, that might be fun too. I'll probably just be answering questions from friends and not interacting much with other posts- maybe.
Spoilers Below
Naota Yamaguchi- Ladybug Holder Maris Stella
Fletcher Aldaine- Black Cat Holder Tenechat
Yuu Akimoto- Temporary Rooster Holder Dawnbringer
Hikaru Reinhardt- Fox Holder Fennekit
Erica Cruz- Bee Holder Ceratina
Sonya Remington- Former Turtle Holder Lavinia
Arc Kingsolver- Turtle Holder Kaihonu
Ham Malderess- Dragon Holder Czar Wyvern
Alicia Thompson- Rabbit Holder Cheshire Rabbit
Justin Rhodes- Monkey Holder Discord
Yukari Akimoto- Butterfly Holder Riodinidae
Aron Vector- Peacock Holder Paravani
Carmen Vector- Eagle Holder Eatos Occasional Peacock Holder Sukima
For Hallie Mathews-Elakha (Tiger Holder Tigris Cantus) Hitomi Elakha (Horse Holder Nightmare) and related characters please visit @elakha-house-cube
For Natasha Alexton (Goat Holder Sylvana) and related characters please visit @facultativeactivity
For Juniper Kempton (Ox Holder Io) and related characters please visit @fluffybunnybadass
The Dog Holder and Current Rooster Holder are not my OCs so I will not roleplay as them, but for reference sake
Eva Talbot- Dog Holder Labros
Loaño Ishida- Rooster Holder Chanticleer
Further Holders will be added as the story proceeds
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