thought i could eat at maintenance for one day but i genuinely can’t do it xD
gnna be pacing tonight to burn off some cals
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things i do [[ instead of eating ]]
🪦 chew gum
🪦 look at thinspo and stuff
🪦 binge… analog horror youtube videos
🪦 jam out to some tunes
🪦 draw
🪦 watch danny phantom [[ absolute comfort show ]]
🪦 drink water !!
🪦 text my friends // my gf
🪦 check tumblr // endlessly doomscroll 😵💫
🪦 butterfly stretch
🪦 play animal crossing
🪦 paint nails
🪦 write scenarios abt how i’ll be when i’m at my ugw
🪦 go to the mall
🪦 light a candle or some incense
🪦 try out a low-cal recipe
🪦 study japanese
🪦 look online for cool clothes or room decor to buy
🪦 try to apply for a job at hot topic or spencer’s
🪦 watch jake webber’s mukbangs
🪦 listen to asmr
🪦 work out
🪦 watch ed-related videos // wieiad vlogs on youtube
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Happy Wednesday everyone! 💖
Just keep in mind ~
✨️You won't care tomorrow how hungry you were today✨️
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NOVEMBER IS GOING TO BE MY MONTH FR.
i’m so sick and tired of binging and gaining and losing the same kilos over and over again, so i’m deciding that November is gonna be my month, i will get back on track i will lose all the disgusting fat and i’ll try to be more active here
Wish me luck
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i wish my parents did not care about me, so I can actually st@rv3 myself, they just be shoving food down my throat, I get they care about me but I just wish they did not
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the way he feels me after I’ve lost weight makes me feel so beautiful
I long for the feeling of his hands trailing over my flat stomach, my small waist, and my skinny limbs…
I WILL lose weight
I WILL be skinny
I WILL be beautiful
I WILL feel truly attractive and sexy…
please @na give me the strength and self control to reach my ugw🙏💕
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Happy Tuesday everybody! We've got this! 💜
Remember ~
If you eat what you've always eaten, you'll weigh what you've always weighed! ✨️
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i love going to school bc its an easy way out of eating at lunch i can just sit and talk instead of being a fat pig and stuffing my face
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