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i miss my 4n4 communities :(

[cashmerevan]

Fasting just dosent work for me.

I find myself doing more workouts and moving more when I eat a little than eat nothing at all, and personally I see visible fat reduction with little calories and movement than fasting AND NOT MOVING AT ALL.

So here's my Intake and output today

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the post eating guilt (even if I ate like a child) is getting real I hope I slip back into my honeymoon phase💔

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my friend found out that i have an ed and its embarassing cuz i have the illness not the body

i wanna kms now

GIF by sigynoffidelity

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WAIT

The best snack is your body eating off all the fat that you already have.

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day 3 of being on my knees for ana

in:

Steps:

Walks:

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DAY 2

intake:

Walks:

Steps:

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DAY 1

intake:

steps:

walks:

[cashmerevan]

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

that's it i feel soo guilty for eating yesterday i wanna kms. wanted to take lax but didn't and guess who feel heavy and disgusting today??

i'm gonna take a lax tonight and i'm skipping college tomorrow fvvk this shht. i'm going on a 6 day water fast and i'm gonna exercise like crazy tomorrow

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𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐋 𝐈𝐒 𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐇! 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐊 🎀🍽️

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today morning i ran a 5k fasted (i didnt eat the previous day) and i broke my fast after 1 day and 22 hours (probably binged cuz i have no self control whatsoever :D)

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At it again ....another fast this time an 8 day one

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On my last day of fasting I'm gonna go shopping.

I LOVEEE shopping It's so calming. That's how I'll reward myself and after that I have an exam to give.

I will go home on the same day and eat my favorite dinner. Food has no control over me now I am the one who controls it. I am soo excited to go home!!!!

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Guys, I don't know if it's because of my fasting but my periods are literally not stopping. I've never had them for these many days at a stretch. pls help

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€Ds are so embarrassing because you mean I have nothing else going on in my life as important as having the lowest number possible on the scale.

Like damn bitch maybe get a life or something

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Guysss is this considered a thin forearm?

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6 days in. The longest I've ever fasted!!!

let's see how far can I go.