#stilltryingtofigureitout

[lotsofstuffonmywalls]

"𝕴'𝖉 𝖓𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖇𝖑𝖚𝖋𝖋 𝖙𝖔 𝖞𝖔𝖚!"

I’m just playing around with the brushes. I have honestly no idea what I’m doing. 

(//ω//) Oops~

Shattered dream belongs to @shattereddreamsau

[metalthread]

#yourecrazyman #yourenuts #ithappens #icantstopit #stilltryingtofigureitout #youthinkthisiseasy #thinkingtoomuch #figuringitout https://www.instagram.com/p/BtbTxZfBY7E/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=gpfp0823dyz4

[schmidty9]

Wow, I haven't been on tumblr since I was in highschool. Looking back while I am embarrassed at my poor poor spelling, I am proud that I was able to have an outlet to express my geeky and nerdy side. How I wish my problems now were the same as they were then. #nostalgia #Adult-ish #StillTryingToFigureItOut

[gravelandstories-blog]

A Day . . . . . . . #poetry #poem #poet #poetryofig #poetryofinstagram #writersofinstagram #writing #writers #write #writersofig #day #boredom #mind #relaunch #trying #crisis #crisis #worried #working #stilltryingtofigureitout

[abstraka]

Day 10 - 17 miles on the bicicleta around a lake. And still.. fat. #sawsomethingbeautiful #tookworktogetthere #feltkindofgood #ithinkifyouworkhardyouwin #maybe #stilltryingtofigureitout #gettingalittlebetter #stillfat #fixedgear #lake #northernutah

[samnisha21]

Still trying to figure out 2015 and 2016 is almost here... #timeflies #bye2015hello2016 #stilltryingtofigureitout

[devotedlyoffcenter-blog]

Empathy, Includer, Harmony, Developer, Positivity

I recently purchased the book Strength Finder 2.0. My boyfriend’s work had purchased the book for all their employees and had them take the test. (Which was all for nothing considering they did nothing to harness the information found) But I read the book and loved the idea of finding what I was strong in and developing these features and using them to find my life calling.

“You cannot be anything you want to be - but you can be a lot more of who you already are.” This struck a cord with my heart. I always knew I honestly could not do anything I wanted. But I did know that I wanted to be the best me I could be. Before injury I was a good softball player. Nothing to get me a scholarship or play on any big team but a good one. I could lead my team on the mound. I had confidence in my abilities. I felt like this was what I was supposed to do for that time in my life and I was happy. I have been searching for this same feeling ever since. Something I was confident in my abilities. I could lead, show and teach. I feel like I am not truly good or blessed with talents that I could walk into a business and say “Hire me. You need me. I bring x, y, z to the table and how have you ever ran your business without me?” 

Well I took this test and it described me to a T. I was truly amazed with just how well this 30 minutes test pinned me. EMPATHY: You can feel what they are feeling as though their feelings are your own. You do not necessarily agree with each person’s predicament. You do not necessarily condone the choices each person makes, but you do understand. INCLUDER: Regardless of race or sex or nationality or personality or faith, you cast few judgments. Your accepting nature.. rests on your conviction that fundamentally we are all the same. HARMONY: In your view there is little to be gained from conflict and friction so you seek to hold them to a minimum. You can’t quite believe how much time is wasted by people trying to impose their views on others. DEVELOPER: You see the potential in others. Each individual is a work in progress, alive with possibilities. POSITIVITY: You are generous with praise, quick to smile, and always on the lookout for the positive in the situation. Their world looks better around you because your enthusiasm is contagious. - This is me. I am a good person. I know this and I have always known this. This not me being conceited its is who I am and who I know myself to be. I am proud of the person I am. The person my parents raised. I look to put others up and be helpful. I strive to be humble and make the world around me a little brighter for those  I hold dear to me. 

Awesome. I am good person and this book has confirmed that I am a good person. Its not just this voice in my head or the words of my friends and family. But now what?! What I am I supposed to do with my life? “Hello, I am a good person. I will lift company moral, I will help you harbor people talents, and I can read people and their moods to make sure we have an overall happy and emotionally healthy staff.” Uh ok but what is it I actually do? I am a good friend. I’ll listen to you. Give you objective advice. Help you. But what is it that I can do for a living that I would love and look forward to? I feel just as lost as I did before. 

Anyone seeking a good person to be a good understanding friend for their company?