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[superbadassnatural]

The One With The Morning After

Summary: Y/N has to deal with the aftermath of a night filled with booze, sex, and questionable choices. Pairing: Dean x Reader Word count: 3,143 Warnings: mostly fluff, tiny bit of angst, a bit of smut, hangover A/N: this was written for @smol-and-grumpy​’s awesome challenge “SuperFriends Tittle Challenge”. The prompt is the title of this story of course. Hope you all enjoy it!

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Few rays of sunshine struggled to get past the blinds and illuminate the room. As the warm light ghosted over your face, your eyes fluttered open. You blinked a few times before taking in your surroundings. A thin white sheet covered your body. You lifted it only to notice you were naked. You felt disgusting as if you had sweated the whole night.

Turning on your back, you noticed the guy you spent the night with was still there. He was on his side, his back to you. The sheet only covered his lower half. Fresh scratches covered his back. You didn’t have to put your tired mind through much thinking to know you were the one who caused them. As much as you wanted to see his face to at least have an idea if you had picked it right, you didn’t want to wake him and deal with the whole morning after thing. One night stands are good. You have fun and most of the time you get off. The problem was the morning after itself. Unlike most people, you thank god when you wake up and the guy has already left or when you wake up first and leave without explanation. The whole ‘it was good, I had fun’ was annoying. Every time you had to put an extra effort to not roll your eyes.

It was frustrating, to say the least when you didn’t even remember the guy’s appearance. You could only hope a glimpse of his face would come back to you. You took one last glance at him before getting up. You nearly choked when your eyes landed on the small scar on the side of his hip. There was no way in hell you wouldn’t recognize that scar. You were the one who stitched him up back then. Clothes formed a trail on the floor, you scooped them up and dressed as fast and as quiet as you could. Your heart was almost leaping out of your chest by the time you walked out of the room.

Outside of the motel, you allowed your breath to even and your heart to calm down in your chest. His car was parked only a few feet away. You ignored the shining impala and made your way back to the bunker. It wasn’t the first time you came to this particular motel so you knew the way.

It was early. Dean never wakes up before noon after a night at a bar. You had enough time to get home, shower, and take a nap before he came back. You could only hope he’d remember as much as you did. Nothing. The thought of ruining your friendship with Dean had your palms sweating. It was undeniable that you felt something for him. Those feelings were buried way too deep and throughout the years you learned how to live with them. He didn’t make it any easier on you though. Dean was constantly flirting with you. In the beginning, it was tough to be around him. Dean’s a flirt. Every now and then he’d give you his signature smirk and wink followed by a flirty comment. Although it caused a weak in your knees, you figured it was best to keep your feelings to yourself rather than risk losing him.

Arriving at the bunker, you made your way to the war room, hoping to find one of your best friends. There was no sign of Sam. You figured he’d either be on his morning run or making breakfast. It wasn’t even eight yet, so he must be home.

“Hey you,” you smiled, leaning on the fridge.

“Hey,” he greeted as he finished making his sandwich. “I didn’t expect you to be back already.”

“Yeah, I know. Just missed my bed I guess.”

“Dean’s not home yet. Did you hear from him?”

“Nope,” you were grateful he had his back to you and wouldn’t catch you lying.

“Do you want me to make you something?” He turned to you, hazel eyes widening as they roamed over your entire body. “You okay? You've been crying?”

“What? No, of course not. Why?”

“Your mascara or eyeliner, I don’t know, is a little smudged.”

“Oh,” your fingertips touched the skin under your eyes softly. You left in such a hurry that you didn’t even look in the mirror. “Guess that’s what happens when you sleep with makeup on,” you shrugged. “Alright, I’m gonna take a shower then take a nap. Trust me, I need it.”

“Okay, you do you.”

You headed straight to the shower. The need to wash off the guilt and fear of ruining your thirteen-year friendship grew stronger by the second. You could only hope those feelings would be dispelled down the drain along with the stink of alcohol and sex. The water felt good on your tired body. You didn’t take long in there though. Every cell in your body claimed to be in bed again. You needed at least two more hours of sleep to survive the rest of the day. That and being away from Dean for twenty-four hours both physically and psychologically. Mission impossible.

Your eyes fell closed the second your body hit the soft mattress. Memory foam hugged your limbs, lulling you to sleep.

The headboard banged against the wall. Your mind was in a haze of alcohol and pleasure. Dean’s groans sounded distant. His hands were all over your body. His thrusts were erratic as he searched for the final push. You arched against him, breasts pressed to his firm chest. He whispered soft praises against your skin as a wave of pleasure consumed you.

Your eyes shot open as you sat in bed abruptly. Beads of sweat covered your forehead. Pulling the covers off, you got up, making a beeline to the bathroom. You washed your face in an attempt to get rid of the images of last night. It was in vain. The mirror only reflected how screwed you were. As if the images and the sounds running wild in your mind weren’t enough, your cleavage was covered in hickeys. You closed your eyes and suddenly you were back in that cheap motel room.

Dean’s lips kissed and sucked every patch of skin they could. Your hand shot to his head, fingers tugging at his hair. He groaned against the curve of your neck. His lips descended to your collarbone. Dean marked your skin as his hand squeezed your breast softly. He drunkenly mumbled “mine” against you.

Shaking the memory away, you turned off the tap and headed to your room. It was early which meant you had high chances of not seeing Dean. You just needed to eat and take a pill for the pounding headache. Then you could come back and hide in your room for the rest of the day. Pulling on a hoodie, you made your way to the kitchen.

“You’re awake,” Sam greeted. “Thought you were gonna sleep for the rest of the morning.”

“Yeah, me too,” you sighed, turning on the coffee maker before grabbing some bacon in the fridge for you to cook. “I wanted to, but I had a bad dream.”

“Wanna talk about it?”

“Not really,” you shrugged.

“I found us a case,” he announced as you sat in front of him with a plate and a mug in your hands. “Omaha, Nebraska. I think it’s a spirit. A quick salt and burn will do it.”

“Good. When do we leave?” you asked, munching the crispy bacon.

“Tomorrow?”

“Okay.”

“And, uh, do you mind if it’s just you and Dean on this one? Eileen and I have a date tomorrow and uh-“

“Yeah, s-sure. I don’t mind going alone with Dean. I mean… Why would I mind? It’s not like we haven’t been on hunts just the two of us.”

“Y/N? Is everything okay?”

“Sure,” you tried to keep your voice as normal as you could, but failed miserably. “Why wouldn’t it be?”

“I don’t know,” he shrugged. “You’re the one acting weird.”

“Okay,” you sighed. “I need to tell you something, but you can’t tell anyone. Last night I didn’t come home because I was with Dean. After you left the bar, we had a few more drinks. A lot more. And we slept together.”

“Finally,” he breathed out and you gasped at his reaction. “I just don’t understand why you guys went to a motel instead of coming home.”

“The motel was closer and we were kinda in a hurry.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah,” you said as you finished your breakfast.

“Why didn’t he come home with you?”

“I panicked when I saw him sleeping next to me. I practically ran out of the room. I think he won’t remember a thing. At least I hope he doesn’t.”

“Why? You’ve known each other for thirteen years. You have feelings for each other for at least ten. I’m surprised it took this long for something to happen.”

“You don’t understand, Sam,” you shook your head. “I can’t ruin my friendship with him. I can’t risk that.”

“Of course you can. You’re just afraid.”

“Afraid of what?” Dean asked as he walked into the room. You nearly gasped. He shouldn’t be back already.

Dean was sporting a hickey on the right side of his neck. You felt your cheeks heat up at the sight of it.

“I’m afraid of spiders and I can’t kill them,” you said fast before Sam could say anything.

Dean only hummed, opening the fridge and grabbing a pot with overdue food. He put some in his mouth but spat most of it, grimacing. A chuckle left your lips at the scene.

“What you got?” he mumbled, turning on the coffee machine.

“Salt and burn. Omaha, Nebraska. Should be easy for you and Y/N.”

“You not tagging along?”

“Nah, got a date with Eileen,” Sam smiled.

“You’re finally getting some,” the older Winchester teased. “Y/N and I can cover it. We are a great team, right sweetheart?”

He gave you a wink. You wondered if he remembered anything of your activities the previous night.

“Right,” you clicked your tongue.

Dean grabbed his coffee and sat beside you. He stank of alcohol and sex. He should’ve gone straight to the shower but he didn’t. He was still in the same clothes as last night for crying out loud.

“Dude, you smell terrible,” Sam grimaced.

“That, Sammy, is the smell of a man who had a crazy night of hot sex. You should try it sometime.”

Fuck, he remembers, you cursed.

“You’re disgusting.”

“No, I’m not. It’s a shame I had what was probably the best night of my life and I don’t remember shit. Not even her face. She left without a note. She could at least have left her phone number somewhere. But she did leave this bad boy here,” he pointed to the purple mark in his neck.

You could only hope neither of them would notice your flaming cheeks. He was so close. You were afraid he’d take one look at your face and all the memories would come back to him. You were afraid he’d still be able to smell his scent ingrained in your skin.

“I do remember some things though. Hmmm, some really good things,” Dean nearly moaned as he closed his eyes and bit his lower lip. Sam quickly glanced at you, hazel eyes wide before staring back at his brother. “Whoever she was she surely knew what she was doing to me. Her body was trapped under mine as if she belonged there. Her hands all over my body, exploring it. Oh, and her skin felt so good under my touch. That I remember damn well.”

You fought hard to repress a moan. The words rolled out his tongue in a sensual song. Your thighs clenched unwittingly. Though you were as much aroused as you were embarrassed. He was saying all that in front of his brother after all. Sam didn’t want to know anything about Dean’s activities, but the look in his eyes told you he was having fun seeing you suffer.

“And she smelled good too. So fucking good. I swear that if I close my eyes, I can feel her touch. I can even hear her soft moans. What wouldn’t I give just to know her name.”

“Maybe you should try asking the bartender if he remembers her face or even her name,” Sam suggested and you kicked his foot under the table. “I’m sure he might remember something.”

“She felt absolutely perfect,” Dean completely ignored his brother. “The way her fingers tugged at my hair, making it hurt just a little. Then her legs wrapped around me and… fuck,” he growled. “That was mind-blowing. She clenched around me so tight-”

“Dude, too much information. You should keep that to yourself,” Sam interrupted his brother while you prayed neither of them had listened to the small groan that left your lips.

“All I’m saying is she was too fucking hot. I wished she could’ve had the decency of leaving me her number,” he sighed. “If you guys think this hickey is the only thing she left for me, you’re wrong. She might not have left a note, but she did leave some real sexy marks all over me. Hmm, I love it when they mark me up. So damn hot.”

“Dude-“

“And if I concentrate hard enough I can still taste her in my tongue,” Dean smirked.

“That’s enough, man. I’m gonna have nightmares for the rest of my life.”

Dean chuckled at his brother’s reaction and took one last gulp of his now lukewarm coffee.

“Excuse me, but I, uh, I’m gonna take a nap. I’m tired,” you hurriedly stood from your seat. “I’ll catch with you guys later.”

As you disappeared in the hall, Dean’s grin got even wider as he shook his head. Sam scoffed, realization dawned on him.

“You remember, don’t you?” Sam asked his brother, a smile on his lips.

“Every single detail,” Dean nodded with a smirk.

“Dude, you aren’t worth a penny.”

“What can I say? I love seeing her squirm.”

“You should go after her.”

“I am,” Dean said. “I’m just gonna give her some time to pull herself together.”

Sam nodded. Silence fell between the brothers. Each of them lost in their own world. Dean tried to come up with a way to approach you without making it weird. Sam tried to erase the images his brother put in his mind. The younger Winchester was sure he threw up in his mouth a little. Dean had given him a share of traumas concerning sex when they were teenagers and now this?

Dean got up from his seat and before he headed to your bedroom, he placed his mug on the dishwasher. He was about to leave the kitchen but stopped and glanced at his brother.

“You were the only one who didn’t score last night, Samuel,” he teased and Sam rolled his eyes.

Three soft knocks on the door startled you, dragging you out of your trance. Mumbling a “c’mon in”, you straightened yourself at the edge of the bed.

“Hey,” Dean smiled, peeking his head through the door.

“Hi,” you smiled, a thumping beat of your heart in your chest.

Dean made his way to your bed and sat just a few inches from you. His thigh brushing against yours.

“How’re you feeling?” He glanced at you but your eyes were fixated on the closed door.

“Really tired. You?”

“Exhausted. Don’t know if I should take a shower or a nap.”

“I think you need both,” you smiled as a chuckle reverberated in his throat.

“Yeah, you’re right,” he clicked his tongue, green eyes falling in his hands as he rubbed them together. “You know, I must confess that you did rock my world last night.”

“You remember?” You stared at him wide eyed only to meet a crooked grin on his lips. “Of course you do,” groaning, you buried your face in your hands.

“How could I ever forget?”

“We had a lot of drinks. A whole lot.”

“Yeah, guess I just needed to get my ass drunk to finally go after something I wanted.”

“Don’t do this, Dean,” you pleaded, staring into his forest green eyes.

“I thought last night meant something, you know? I thought it would change things between us for the best. I couldn’t believe I was the only one feeling something. Not with the way we look at each other and the constant flirting and the way we hold each other. Now imagine my disappointment when I woke up and you weren’t there.”

“Dean, I-“

“I thought you were gonna be there. I thought we were gonna talk and figure things out between us, but you didn’t even give me a chance. It felt as if you regretted it, as if what happened between us was a mistake,” his voice was low, barely upon a whisper.

“No, Dean, I don’t regret it,” you shook your head. “It wasn’t a mistake but we shouldn’t have done it.”

“Why? Why shouldn't we have done it? Give me one good reason why.”

“Because we are friends and I don’t want to ruin that.”

“We were never friends, Y/N. I feel something for you from day one. And I know you feel something for me too. Now you either-“

You captured his plump lips in yours. His eyes widened and it took him a second before kissing you back. His hand cupped your face, thumb caressing your cheek. The gentle press of his lips almost made your heart leap out of your chest. He pulled away a little too soon for your liking. Dean placed a small peck to your lips before resting his forehead against yours.

“Now I either what?” You giggled, opening your eyes and finding his still closed.

“I don’t know,” Dean chuckled. “Guess this changes things, right?”

“Mmhmm,” your hands were on each side of his neck as you pecked his lips.

“Good.”

“I hate to tell you but you need a shower.”

“Yeah, I do,” he said sheepishly, his hands were on your waist as he moved you to straddle his lips. “But I think you should come with me. You know, that whole save water, shower together thing.”

“Hmmm, I’ve kinda already showered.”

“Do it again. I promise you won’t regret it,” he smirked.

“I thought you said you hated shower sex. You said it was too complicated.”

“I don’t hate it. It is complicated though, but I’m sure we can work things out,” he grinned, standing up with you in his arms as you wrapped your legs around his waist. “‘Sides, you ought to see all the damage you caused last night.”

“You’re gonna be the death of me, Winchester.”

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[justagirlinafandomworld]

The One at The Beach

Main pairing: Dean x fem!Reader

Other pairings: established Jo x Charlie, established Ellen x Bobby, mentions of past Castiel x Anna

Summary: A friends’ weekend at the beach churns up drama as Dean wants to know why exactly you won’t consider him to be your fake-boyfriend for an upcoming office party. Enter a well-meaning Charlie and loads of alcohol.

Word Count: 2,775

Warnings: None.

A/N: Written for @smol-and-grumpy‘s  Super Friends Title Challenge. It’s super late, I apologize and hope you’ll still accept it. I had fun writing and filling it with nods to Friends.

I had such great help from talented and kind people. @amanda-teaches thank you for being my beta in a time when the supernatural fandom is in mourning. Your suggestions and support provided the courage I needed to post this. Thank you @whitestarbucky-main​ for listening to my spiraling thoughts, without which this plot would not have had room to form. 

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“Are you serious right now?”

Your voice carried from the patio into the kitchen, where Jo and Charlie worked on chopping vegetables and making a salad. Jo hastily swallowed her beer before looking over at Charlie, who shook her head and continued chopping bell peppers for the veggie kabobs.

Jo bit her lip, keeping her comments to herself as the sliding door pulled open and you squeezed through into the kitchen. Dean followed, hot on your heels. Digging into the fridge, you loaded your arms with cans of lime beer. Meanwhile, Dean pressed against the island beside Jo, looping her and Charlie into the conversation.

“Come on! Why not? Is there something about me that screams not-boyfriend-material?”

Charlie’s eyes widened, the knife in her hand stilling. Jo, unable to hold it in, flipped her hair over her shoulder and stared up at Dean with a wicked grin to ask: “You mean other than the emotionally-stunted, dumbass energy you project to potential girlfriends?”

You and Charlie snickered. Dean made a face back at Jo.

“Anyways, shouldn’t you be watching the meat?” She turned back to tossing cherry tomatoes into the salad bowl and sent you a wink to let you know she had your back.

He waved his hand out to the patio in dismissal.

“It’s grilling.”

Arm loaded, you moved to head back out to the patio where Castiel was waiting, but Dean stepped in your path and took some cans from you.

“I can be nice,” he said with a sweet smile, leaning into your space so that he was all you could see.

You took a breath to respond but found all coherent thought had left your head at the beauty of his face. Thankfully, Charlie piping in saved you from any embarrassment.

“What is this about?”

Dean released you from his stare and straightened to address Charlie. You used the opportunity to steal a can back and slide past him to the door.

“I offered to be her boyfriend for the holidays, and she laughed me off!” He whirled around to call after you. “I’m just trying to do you a favor!”

“Thanks, really, I appreciate it!” And, you were back outside, sliding the door between you with a distinct click.

Dean stared through the glass at you, his shoulders falling in resignation. Charlie raised her eyebrows to Jo, who shook her head against the idea. But, Charlie had a knack for toeing the line between defiance and play. 

“You want to be her boyfriend for the holidays?”

At her question, Dean blinked, and his entire demeanor changed.

“No! But, she was saying how this time of year made her lonely, missing her family and stuff. I offered to go with her to her office party and when she asked how she would explain having me on her arm, I said to tell them I was her boyfriend. And, then she laughed.” His eyes widened, his eyebrows lifting high on his forehead to convey the severity. “Really hard.”

When Charlie’s smile grew to reveal teeth, Jo rolled her eyes and rounded the island to take over the job of slicing the bell peppers. It was her way of telling her girlfriend to go do her thing, matchmake.

You were sprawled across the sun chairs by the pool, soaking in the warm vitamin D with Castiel, and listening to his messy love life.

“I don’t understand it and I probably never will,” Castiel said, his eyes squinting through the sunlight as he watched his son, Jack, wrestle with Sam in the pool. “She tells me repeatedly that what we had is through. But, she finds a way to sabotage even the slightest possibility of a romantic attachment for me.”

You shook your head, gulping down your beer to loosen your lips.

“Cas, she’s jealous! She won’t let you move on until she does. And, even if she were to find a man, I bet money she will try to turn it into a competition with you.” You reached over to place your sunglasses over Castiel’s eyes so he could stop squinting.

His face immediately relaxed and, when he turned to you with his mouth slightly ajar, you couldn’t blame Anna for trying to keep Castiel on a tether. He was a hot single father. The salty air had swept his dark hair free of its usual rigid hold, and the blue shirt had been unbuttoned down the middle to reveal his nicely tanned chest.

You dropped your head back against the chair, staring at his face and wishing for a moment that it was him you were even a little bit attracted to. He was kind and gentle but…

“You are saying that I have to quit then to avoid further entanglement.”

…but maybe just a tad too dramatic.

“Hopefully not. You’re just going to have to be patient for a while. Get that promotion and get as far away from her as you can.”

“Avoid her,” he trailed off, letting the idea sink in as you lifted your drink back to your lips. “Like you just tried to do with Dean.”

You spat up your beer.

The sunglasses shielded Castiel’s eyes perfectly so that you could only stare back at the firm lines of his mouth and eyebrows. Boy, had that backfired.

Jack called out to you both to play a game of volleyball with him and Sam in the pool. You didn’t wait to be asked twice, vaulting out of your chair before Castiel could decline.

A moment later, Jo followed Dean back out onto the patio. His eyes found you immediately as you splashed water at Jack to keep him from accurately hitting the ball back over the net. Sam shouted cheating, but you laughed back claiming it as an opportunity.

When Dean didn’t say anything and turned to lift the hood of the grill, Jo asked if he wanted to talk. He wiped at the sweat over his lip and shook his head. If what Charlie said was true, he had handled this all wrong. He just needed a minute to wrap his mind around it.

Jo was the one to call everyone back inside to fill their plates with kabobs and fajitas. Charlie pushed the veggies and salad, which Sam happily obliged in scooping onto his plate. You loaded down your plate and made yourself another drink before sitting around the table with everyone.

“Have you all been to the beach yet?” Charlie kicked you under the table to get your attention, but you already had a mouthful of food.

“Not yet,” Jack said around a strip of fajita. Castiel signaled his son not to talk with his mouth full, so Jack was quick to swallow. “I want to go tomorrow though and dig a hole.”

Jo looked around the table, but when no one responded, she caved and asked.

“A hole for what?”

“Just a hole.”

“He likes to dig holes at the beach,” Castiel paused in his eating to explain. “The last beach trip we were on, he dug a hole four feet deep and five feet wide.”

“Only took about two hours,” Jack beamed.

Sam wordlessly offered you the tomatoes from his plate. You accepted with an eager grin. Seeing the exchange, Dean cleared his throat and reached across the table for the salt.

“If you want, I can take you out there tomorrow,” he offered to Jack. “I could go for a day laying on the beach.”

“It does sound nice,” Charlie said, her shoulders slumping. She shot Jo puppy-dog eyes. “We promised Ellen we would stop by while in the area. We’re going to need the whole day to walk there, visit and walk back.”

“Oh,” Sam piped up. “There’s a bike rental just down the street. I could go with you, it’s been awhile since I’ve seen Bobby.”

“And, who would you be to pass up a bike ride,” Jo teased.

You caught Charlie’s eye and something made you slow in your chewing. Your eyes flashed around the table, and you realized too late what was about to happen.

Charlie turned to loop Castiel back into the conversation.

“Would you like to join us tomorrow? I happen to know for a fact that Ellen’s cute neighbor is single and looking to mingle.”

Jo’s face scrunched. “Only you could make that sound even remotely tempting.”

The others were laughing as you silently panicked. There was no way you could jump across the table to tell Castiel not to go. There was nothing you could do. This was going to happen.

You wondered if everyone was working together to plot against you when –

“Wait, so it’s just me watching the kid at the beach?” Dean’s indignation cut through your panic. Only for a moment, because soon everyone was looking down the table at you. Dean followed their gazes and did a double take before rolling his eyes and sighing. “Let me guess…”

“Yeah,” you finally piped up, hating how high your voice went. “I was planning on going before everyone decided to bail, for some reason.”

“We’re not bailing,” Jo defended. “The whole reason we’re here is so I can go see my mom.”

“It does appear a little suspicious,” Castiel murmured. He smiled across the table at you. “I can go to the beach with you.”

“And pass up flirting with the neighbor?” Dean grunted. He looked apologetic as soon as the words left his mouth. “Whatever, go or stay. It’ll be fine. I’m here to relax, not make things complicated.”

“Right yeah,” you joined. “Cas, if you want to go, go. Dean and I can look after Jack tomorrow, it’s fine.”

Dean hesitated before catching your eye. You timidly met his gaze and nodded in assurance. If he was okay, you were okay.

“Why does everyone think I need someone to watch me? I am seventeen you know,” Jack spoke to the table.

“Mark the time, babe,” Charlie said, lifting her glass of white wine in the air. “We’ve become our parents.”

 Everyone around the table lifted their glasses to toast with self-deprecating cheers, except for Dean.

“I’m not toasting to that,” he said.

You stayed inside to clean the kitchen, letting Jo and Charlie go out and enjoy the firepit in the yard that Sam had started. Setting a playlist on your phone, you passed the plates and utensils through the sink before fitting them into the dishwasher, saving the larger dishes for last. Humming and doing a light twist, you did not hear Dean step in through the sliding door behind you.

As the rock beats faded, you turned to grab the bowls, jumping a little at finding Dean standing behind the island. He held a beer to his chest, his other hand slipped into the pocket of his jeans. His smile was slow but radiant the longer he stared.

You bit back the questions of how long he had been standing there and if he saw you dance, because of course he had. So, you skipped all of that and pointed at the bowls you had turned for.

“Hand me those, will you?”

“Sure,” he said and placed his beer on the table. Instead of handing them to you, he picked them up and walked around the island to stand next to you. “How can I help?”

Trying to figure out his angle, you stepped aside to grant him access to the cupboard under the sink.

“You can wipe down the countertops. Supplies are under the sink.”

For a while, you worked in silence, the playlist continuing to play.

“Maybe I was wrong,” Dean spoke up as you rinsed the last bowl. Carefully placing it in a rack to dry, you slowly turned to face him.

“Wrong about what?”

“Maybe I’m not the problem.”

“Problem – what – you,” you stuttered through the firing thoughts in your head. “I never said you were a problem! Can I just remind you that my big crime here was laughing at a joke that you made?”

“It wasn’t a joke! I was offering to help you out, to be your boyfriend on standby or whatever. But, you didn’t take me seriously. Because you don’t think you can be my girlfriend.”

You wished that hadn’t struck you right through the chest, but it did, knocking the breath right from your lungs. Your fingers anxiously tapped the counter behind you. It was most unfortunate you had finished your task, because you had nothing to distract you from this moment. Nothing to distract you from him and the truth of his words.

He raised his eyebrows at your continued silence. When you couldn’t look him in the face anymore, he sighed and leaned over the island to rest his forearms on it.

“Can we talk about that?”

“You aren’t going to turn this around and laugh in my face, are you?” It was sixty percent an attempt at humor and forty percent insecurity.

His fingers tapped the counter to get your attention, then curled upwards to get you to look him in the face. He smiled when you did, which made you immediately scoff and roll your eyes away.

“It’s not that I don’t think I can be your girlfriend,” you explained with a bit of an edge. “You’ve seen my exes, I know what I’m doing.”

“They were all losers except for Richard,” he countered slowly. “And, I know for a fact you one hundred percent did not know what you were doing.”

“Yes, because this is how you get me to agree to fake date, you question my ability to make decisions.” As his hands raised in surrender, you stepped forward to collapse against the island across from him. “I don’t want to fake date you, Dean. Because, I know that it would only make me want to date you down the line and that’s…”

At the sight of panic on his face, you laughed and tried to brush it off.

“That would be bad for our friendship. I love how things are now, I don’t want to mess it up or make things complicated. So can we please just drop this?”

You shared a shy smile and he reached for your clasped hands. His hand ran over the top of yours before squeezing gently.

“That’s fair. Consider the idea dropped.”

“Great, thanks.”

You both pulled away from each other. You made an excuse to go up to your room for a shower to wash the chlorine from your skin.

“We’re still on for tomorrow,” he called out to you before you could disappear up the stairs.

You gave him a thumbs up.

“Still on.”

He returned the thumbs up then exited through the sliding door to join the others.

You made it all the way to your room without a second thought, but the moment you shut the door, doubt began to creep in.

Had you shared too much? Should you have told him more? It was how you truly felt, but you deliberately said it in a way that wouldn’t have him thinking you wanted him right now in this moment. It was all preventative. This protected your friendship and your heart.

You rummaged through your suitcase for clothes to wear after the shower, but you were so distracted with your thoughts, you forgot you had already set aside an outfit on the dresser by the adjoining bathroom.

A knock at your door had you dropping everything anyway. You crossed the room, your heartbeat pounding in your ears, and opened the door to reveal Dean standing on the other side. He braced himself in the door frame, staring at you with a thinly veiled hunger.

“I don’t want to drop it.”

Before you could ask the inane ‘drop what’, he stepped into your space, cradled your face in his hands and pulled you into a kiss. Your legs went weak, you fell against him, gripping his forearms for dear life as your head spun and fire ignited your entire body. It felt like you should have been kissing Dean Winchester your entire life.

You shivered against each other and slowly parted. Through hazy vision, you looked at each other.

“Real dating. You and me. What do you say?”

Your hands traveled up and down his arms. Breathing in his exhales, you were intoxicated.

“Get in here before I change my mind.”

His lips pressed against yours and the intensity made you dizzy. His hands splayed across your back holding you to him as he stepped further into your room and shut the door behind him.

And that was how Dean became your real boyfriend.

A/N: Thanks for reading!

-xoxo

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The One With Dean’s New Girlfriend

Pairing: Dean x reader

Warnings: angst, unrequited love, fluff

Word Count: 2, 528

A/N: This was written for @smol-and-grumpy​ SuperFriends Title Challenge. I chose title number 31, The One With xxx’s New Girlfriend. ;) And the beautiful divider was made by @firefly-graphics​. 

“Morning Y/N,” you turned at the sound of your name, your neighbor stepping out of his apartment.

“Morning Dean. Heading out?”

“Yup, got some errands to run. You?”

“Work.”

“Hey what are you doing this weekend?” he asked as you stepped onto the elevator.

“Uh not much. Grading, catching up on some laundry.”

“Sam’s having a get together at his house Saturday. It’s been a while since we’ve done that with the other guys and we were wondering if you would be able to join us.”

“Uh yeah of course. It’s been a while since everyone’s been together,” you smiled up at him and when it felt too long you looked away. Dammit. You hadn’t been too obvious, had you?

You had had a crush on Dean Winchester since you first moved in. At first, you tried to ignore those feelings. Telling yourself he was just a handsome guy. A very handsome guy. However, as you got to know him and you started to become friends those feelings became stronger. A simple crush had developed into something more complicated but there was nothing you could do. Dean had never shown any indication he felt something more for you than a simple friendship. Despite your simple flirting at times you didn’t want things to get awkward between you two.

“Alright well, I’ll let Sam know you’re coming over,” he said as you stepped out of the elevator. “Oh, and it’s at two. Later Y/L/N.”

“Later Winchester.”

The weekend couldn’t come fast enough. The school days seemed slower, but teaching managed to distract you for a while. Saturday morning you managed to finish some very needed chores. When one rolled around you started to overthink things. What were you going to wear? This was a simple get-together with the guys so some jeans and a simple t-shirt right?

But you also couldn’t stop thinking that Dean would be there. Your feelings didn’t seem to be going anywhere and maybe you should do something about them. Or maybe not.

Grabbing a pillow you screamed into it and you would’ve kept going if your phone hadn’t rung.

“Heya Sammy.”

“Hey Y/N. Dean said you were coming over?”

“Oh yeah, I was actually on my way over there.”

“Cool. Uhh…”

“Something wrong Sam?” you could hear that tone in his voice. There was something going on, something he wasn’t telling you.

“No uh. No. Nothing.”

“Right. Well, I’ll be over in a couple of minutes,” deciding to go for some shorts and a cute tee you put on your sneakers before going to the kitchen and picking up the pies you had made.

Sam’s call had left you unsettled, but you couldn’t put your finger on what could possibly be wrong. Aside from your worries, you were just glad to be able to see your friends again. Walking in through the backyard you saw everyone was already here. Castiel, Benny, Garth, Kevin, and even Jo and Meg were here. You saw Kevin, Garth, Benny, and Jo on the porch laughing at something Garth had said. Meg and Cas were sitting down by the pool and you had to smile.

Those two had been walking around each other neither confessing their feelings. Everyone else was probably oblivious to what was going on between those two, but you had known both of them well to know that their snarky comments towards each other were to try and mask their true feelings.  

You saw Sam walking over towards you and laughed as he wrapped you in a hug.

“Long time no see stranger,” you said laughing.

“We were starting to really miss you around here,” he said as he let you go.

“Well, I hope these pies make up for it.”

“Oh, you are awesome.”

“I know,” you said in a nonchalant shrug.

“Alright come on. Everyone wants to say hi.”

Been around everyone reminded you how much you had missed them. It had been weeks since you had come together. Getting back to work had kept you all busy, but everyone acted as if no time had passed. As if it was barely yesterday that you had all been together.

“Y/N!” Jo had stood up from her chair and was making her way over to you as you stepped onto the porch. “It is so good to see you again.”

“It’s good to see everyone. How’ve you been?”

“Busy. The new bar is up and running, but work is never done.”

“No, it is not. By the way, how are you and Benny doing?” you looked around noticing Benny had gone inside, but you still kept your voice low. Jo was never one to talk about her private life to just anyone. The only reason you figured she told you stuff was because she had known you the longest and you weren’t one to discuss your private life either.

Jo tried to look away but it did nothing to conceal the faint blush rising to her cheeks. “We’ve uh, we’ve been doing really good so far.”

“The other guys know?”

“Yeah. We asked they didn’t make a big deal out of it.”

“Well, I can tell he makes you act like a teenage girl with her first crush so he must be good.”

“Oh, he’s really good.”

“We need a girl’s night. I want all the details.”

“Next Saturday?”

“You’re on.”

You went over to the other guys, everyone seeming to be in good spirits Sam’s call almost forgotten. Not seeing him outside you went to go see if he was in the kitchen. You stopped as you stepped in through the back door. Dean. Dean was standing there with another woman. And they were kissing. She was all over him, but could you blame her? I mean look at the man. But did they really need to be going at it here? Ignoring the tight feeling in your chest you turned to leave. Oh god, you had been standing there for too long.

“Y/N.” Great. Turning around you saw Sam coming down the stairs. On one side you were grateful Sam had been the one to call your name, but on the other, you had been wishing to slip away unnoticed.  

“Hey Sam I was uh-I came looking for you,” you were purposefully trying not to look at Dean. You didn’t care if it was noticeable or not. If you looked at him every emotion going through you would be plastered on your face. It would be so obvious.

You noticed Sam shooting a look at Dean, but you didn’t know what that was about. “Yeah sorry I had a work call.”

“Sam it’s the weekend,” you rolled your eyes.

“I know, I know. Let’s-”

“Hi, I don’t think we’ve met. I’m Krystal. Dean’s girlfriend.”

Oh. You tried not to cringe at her frilly voice and ignored the way she looked you up and down.

“Nice to meet you. I’m Y/N,” you gave her a tight smile.  It wasn’t real, but what were you supposed to do? Dean had a girlfriend. Of course, that explained why he never made a move on you. He didn’t like you. You wanted to slap yourself. Why hadn’t you seen it coming?

“Hey, where’s-” Jo’s voice stopped mid-sentence and you could feel her behind you probably scrutinizing the scene in front of her. “There you are. Sam, there is a problem with your grill. Y/N, Meg was asking for you.”

She wrapped her arm around your shoulders Sam and her bickering about something as the three of you made your way outside. Sam said your name and you knew there was a question involved but your mind was still in that scene back there.

“Sorry what?” you saw him and Jo share a look, but you didn’t have it in you to question them about it.

“I asked if you wanted a beer,” you knew there was something else he wanted to say but you just said yeah and went to go talk with the others. The whole afternoon felt like you were in overdrive. You didn’t want to see Dean. Those times when your eyes did find him, he was there with her always by his side. Now you knew where Dean’s feelings were at, but yours were all over the place. The feelings that had been developing for him were strong and real, but now that he was with somebody else your feelings were scattered and you were left to pick them up.

For the next few weeks, you avoided him to prevent the pain from becoming intolerable. If he wasn’t even yours why did it hurt so much? Sam and Jo had tried calling you a few times, but you avoided the topic. What was the point of expressing your undying love for Dean now when he clearly didn’t feel the same way?

A knock on your door pulled you away from your thoughts and you went to open it. “Sam, hey what are you doing here?” you asked.

“Well,” he shrugged, “since you didn’t want to meet for lunch yesterday and you didn’t pick up the phone the day before that and you have also avoided Jo I decided to pay a visit,” he smiled. That charming smile of his that you knew you couldn’t resist. And he also knew.

“Fine. You can come in.”

He stepped into your apartment making his way to your kitchen. He took a seat in one of your stools at the counter as you moved around your kitchen trying to figure out what to cook for dinner. And also avoiding him.

“So what’s going on?” Right to the point. Of course, you knew you couldn’t avoid him forever, but you had also hoped not to have this conversation.

“What do you mean? I’ve just been busy with school.”

“Right. And this behavior has nothing to do with Dean’s new girlfriend,” welp there it was. Sam was smart, but you had hoped your attitude had come out as indifferent and not that you were hurt Dean was seeing someone else.

“Hey, I have nothing against your brother seeing someone,” you said.

“I think you do,” he just wouldn’t drop it.

You heaved a sigh. “Sam-”

“Y/N. I know you have feelings for Dean. Hell everyone knows. Except maybe his dumbass,” you snorted a laugh. “But he’s completely clueless and I know that you’re feelings towards him are true so maybe you should talk with him.”

“Sam I’m not going to come in between him and his girlfriend. If he hasn’t made a move he’s clearly not interested,” you turned rummaging through your fridge,

“Maybe you should ask him,” you nearly dropped what you were holding upon hearing Dean’s voice.  

You turned glaring at Sam first. He held his hands up in surrender. “I didn’t know you were stopping by.”

“The door was open.”

“Right,” you cleared your throat. Oh god, things were going to be awkward.

“Anyway I should go,” said Sam. Trying to make a run from the tension in the room. Standing up he clapped his brother in the back before giving you an encouraging smile which you did not find encouraging at all.

“So-” you began.

“Listen I didn’t know you felt that way about me,” you could hear your heart breaking right there and then. You knew what his next words were going to be and you couldn’t bear to hear them.

“It doesn’t matter,” you rushed to say. “It was just a simple crush and I’m glad you found someone. You guys are good together.”

He nodded. “You’re a great person and you deserve someone good.”

You wished he hadn’t said that. It hurt more than seeing him with somebody else. You wanted to scream into the void. Unrequited love was a bitch.

The next few weeks were spent avoiding Dean at any cost. You had just wanted to erase that whole encounter in your apartment. With winter break around the corner, you were so excited to have found an apartment not far from the school you worked. Thankfully packing took your mind off of Dean. At first you had a tough debate with yourself about whether moving was the best option. Was it because of Dean? Yes. Was this being too dramatic? Also yes but you couldn’t live right in front of the man you loved knowing he didn’t love you back. But the bigger reason was for yourself. You needed a change.

Deciding to take a break from packing you decided to order some takeout and put on a movie. Thirty minutes later you went to answer the knock at your door. You were met with familiar green eyes when you opened the door, your food in his hands and you couldn’t help but notice that his hair was a little damp and so was his jacket. He had probably been outside.

You had no idea what to say. He was there, but you had no words.

“What are you - uh - what are you doing here?” you managed to ask.

“Brought your takeout,” he said holding the bag up.

“Right. Come in,” it was awkward and you couldn’t stand it anymore, thus one of the reasons you were moving.  

“You’re moving?” something in his voice made you look up at him, his green eyes scanning your apartment full of moving boxes.

“Oh...yeah. I found an apartment closer to school. Makes things simpler,” he set down the food at your counter but didn’t move.

“This is because of what happened isn’t it?” he wasn’t looking at you, he was visibly shaking. From the cold, you thought.

“Here. You should take off your wet clothes.”

“No, no Y/N I- I need to talk to you. I’m probably too late, but I wanted to apologize.”

“Dean for what?”

“For hurting you.”

“Dean-”

“No, listen. I lied ok. I lied to you and I lied to myself. That day after I heard you and Sam I couldn’t stop thinking about you. And I realized that maybe your feelings weren’t one-sided.”

Your heart was beating a mile a minute. Was this real? Never in your wildest dreams would Dean be confessing his love for you. Ok, maybe you had dreamed about it.

His eyes still wouldn’t meet you. His hands were resting at his sides and when you went over to take hold of one you could feel him shaking. He didn’t pull away, but his eyes finally found your face.

“Let’s get you out of these wet clothes first,” you went to move when his hands were suddenly cradling your face and his lips were on yours. His nose was cold and so were his cheeks, but his lips were soft and warm. Those lips that you had dreamed of kissing were on yours now.

He pulled away, his lips brushing against your when he spoke. “Please don’t say it’s too late.”

“I can never stop loving you,” he kissed you again and you could feel the smile on his lips.

“Be my new girlfriend?” he asked when he pulled away again.

You laughed. “Yes.”

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The One with the Baby in the Impala

Pairing: Dean x Reader, Sam x Eileen

Word Count: 900+

Summary: The Winchesters bring home their newest addition.

Warnings: Fluff (it’s gross), like one cuss word?

A/N: I do not know sign language, or anyone who is Deaf/Hard of Hearing, please do not take offense if I’m interpreting anything incorrectly.

A/N 2: written for @smol-and-grumpy​‘s SuperFriends Challenge

No beta, all mistakes are my own. 

"Y'know, you can go the speed limit," you laugh sleepily from the back seat, hand gently resting on the baby carrier. Your husband grumbles from the driver's seat, you hear your best friend and brother-in-law let out a snicker.  

You can feel the green eyes playfully glaring at you through the rearview mirror. Sam remarking that an old lady on a scooter just passed you, and you have to stifle your own laugh. Eileen is sitting on the other side of the car seat, cooing at your newborn, her hand splayed on her own growing bump. She catches you mid-laugh sending you a questioning look, and you do your best to explain Sam’s joke, hating that she was unintentionally being left out. ‘Extra slow,’ you sign to the best of your ability, ‘turtle moves faster.’ Eileen giggles causing Sam to turn around, you swear you can actually see him falling even more in love with her.

“Oh, and you think Sammy’s gonna be any better?” Dean huffs, and you roll your eyes at him. “At least our kid won’t be living on rabbit food his whole life.” You do your best to interpret, knowing that Eileen doesn’t have a clear view of Dean’s face. 

“Y’know a healthier diet–” Sam tries, but you all know Dean isn’t gonna have it.

“It's bad enough you got the girls eating that health food crap, you ain’t gonna get me too. All Y/N’s wanted for the last month is a double bacon cheeseburger, Eileen too, and all they have to do is say the word and I’m gettin’ them both the greasiest burgers I can find.”

There’s a look of absolute betrayal written on Sam’s face as he turns around to eye you and Eileen. You smile shyly, and shrug your shoulders. 

“A girl can only take so much broccoli and kale, Sam,” you offer. “It was for the baby, but now that he’s here…” You promised Eileen solidarity over a half-gallon of Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough ice cream a week ago, knowing that Sam wouldn’t let either of you off of his ever-growing health food kick. You had dealt with it your whole pregnancy, and Eileen still had a few more weeks to go, as much as you hated it, it was only fair. “Make you a deal, if you cook it, I’ll eat it, same goes for Dean. But you gotta let us have some junk food every once in a while.” 

Eileen looks relieved at your compromise. Sam could in no way force her to do anything, but all he had to do was give her his signature puppy dog eyes, and she would cave. You turn your attention back to baby Bobby, hoping that the rumble of the Impala would keep him asleep until you got back to the Bunker. No such luck. You’d read that car rides were supposed to calm babies, lull them to sleep, but you’d already been in the car far too long. It should’ve only taken thirty minutes to get back home from the hospital, but with the way Dean was currently driving, ten miles under the speed limit, stopping at every yellow light, it’s already approaching forty-five minutes. Bobby’s eyes opened first, they were still mostly gray with small specs of green taking in his surroundings.

You lean forward, smiling widely at you son, sandy blonde hair sticking out from the blue beanie. You couldn’t believe how much hair he already had, and the image of Sam and Eileen’s daughter's head being covered in chestnut locks made you laugh to yourself. Bobby squirms in the carrier, letting out a small huff, and smacking his lips. You can see that it’s only a matter of a few minutes before little Bobby’s screams will be filling the small space. He’s hungry or maybe he needs a diaper change? Either way, it’s not something you can do in the back seat off the Impala. 

“Uh, De?” You keep your voice as light as you can, and he responds with a grunt. “You should step on it already.” 

“No way, kid,” he shakes his head. “I ain’t going any faster. We got precious cargo in the back seat.” 

Your heart flutters at Dean’s words. Neither of you ever thought kids were in the cards for you, a hunter’s life was no way for a kid to grow up. You know Sam and Eileen had felt the same way, and when Billie’s plan succeeded, you weren’t surprised when they announced not even a month after you that they were also expecting. With Chuck and Amara both gone, Jack was running Heaven with Cas at his side, all of you had semi-retired. Sam and Dean were still working the occasional hunt, Eileen joining them, but you were done, opting to help with research and training the next generation of hunters. 

Eileen continued to hunt throughout the first few months of her pregnancy, none of you could’ve stopped her even if you wanted to. It wasn’t until she was almost hurt that she decided to temporarily stop hunting, though you expect once baby Deanna is born, she and Sam will fully retire. 

Bobby stirs again, and you can see the tears welling in his eyes, you’re running out of time and fast. You lean forward as Eileen makes her own attempt to stop the waterworks before they happen. 

“Well, your son is gonna have a break down soon if we don’t get him outta this damn car seat.”

Dean doesn’t have a chance to respond as Bobby’s high-pitched cries fill the space of the Impala.

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The One With The Letter

Square(s) Filled: Breakup for @spngenrebingo, Free Space for BTZ Bingo

Warnings: breakups, angst, tears, angst, confessions, love, fluff, implied future smut

Summary: After another break up, Dean can’t just sit back anymore. Will he be the man of action like we know him to be, or will he surprise us all?

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 1585

Written for: @supernatural-jackles Bi-Weekly Writing Challenge (prompts in bold) and @smol-and-grumpy Nat’s SuperFriends Title Challenge

Beta’d by: @amanda-teaches

A/N: Thank you to my cheerleader and friend @waywardbeanie, for always saying the things I need to hear. Inspired by Billy Joel’s An Innocent Man, lyrics have been worked into the fic throughout. 

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From the curved entry of her front door, Dean watches as his best friend, his rock, weeps. Another failed relationship that she no doubt blames herself for. But the truth was, she was attracted to a certain type of guy. A clean shiny penny on the outside, but on the inside, worth less than that. Not a single man she had dated in the last few years had treated her even close to how she deserves to be treated. How he could treat her. How he wants to treat her. No matter what, Dean is always there to hold her, to pick up her pieces and hold them together until she finds the strength to move forward.  

Y/N had been there for him when he hit rock bottom, too. A string of terrible relationships with women who would never hold a candle to her. That is why they failed. He knew that going in and yet, he kept going. For the last few years, she has been the only woman for him. He tries to make her see it, between douchebags, but he can never get through to her. He has been biding his time. Maybe, just maybe, tonight she’ll listen to him.

Because, he is an innocent man in this situation. He has never hurt her, has never lied to her. He hates seeing her like this. If she opens that door, lets someone in, fearful of a touch, living with the anger of having been a fool. She will not listen to anyone so nobody tells her a lie. For three weeks, he stops over each night after work to find her in this state of pain and anguish. With measured movements, he lowers himself to the sofa beside her, pulling her blanket a little tighter around her. Y/N involuntarily flinches at the soft touch. 

Sniffling and wiping at her eyes, Y/N pushes him away. “I don’t want to talk to you right now.”

“I know you don’t, sweetheart, and you don’t have to. I wasn’t sure if you wanted to see me either, but I wanted to see you. See how you’re holding up,” Dean’s soft voice rumbles through her small living room. 

Dean murmurs gently, his words encroaching further on her space. “I’m not going to talk to you if that’s not what you want. Please call me later, Y/N. You can’t ignore me forever. Let me know you’re okay.” 

“I don’t owe you an explanation, Dean,” she snaps, immediately regretting her words, her tone. Dean is always here. Each and every time she fails, he is right here to mend her broken pieces. “I’m sorry.” 

“No, you don’t owe me anything, Y/N/N. I just want you to feel better, and I’ll do anything to see you smile again,” he whispers, pressing a kiss to her temple. “I’ll be back tomorrow.” 

With that, Dean rises from the worn sofa, dropping an envelope from his jacket pocket before turning and leaving, the door clicking loudly behind him. He uses the spare key she gave him to secure the lock, a heavy sigh leaving his lips. “I love you, Y/N.”

~*~

The daily alarm wakes her from a fitful slumber. Y/N blinks slowly, trying to clear the cobwebs of sorrow and tears from her heavy eyes. The first rays of sunlight dance across flecks of dust floating in the air, landing on the cluttered coffee table, illuminating the plain white envelope, her name written across the front in Dean’s simple block lettering. 

A small hand snakes out from the beneath the warm blanket, snatching the envelope from its resting place. With shaking fingers, Y/N opens it and scans the letters scrawled across the page. She takes a deep breath and starts at the beginning. 

Y/N, 

I know you’ve been through some shit, none of which you deserve. None of it was your fault, so stop blaming yourself. You’ve been my rock so long, I don’t know what I’d do without you by my side. I’ll be here for you through anything, good or bad, come Hell or highwater. 

I know you don't want to hear what I say. I know you're gonna keep turning away. But, I've been there and if I can survive, then I know you can, too. I can keep you alive. I'm not above going through it again, for you. I’ll do anything for you. 

I know you’re only protecting yourself. I know you’re thinking of somebody else. Someone who hurt you, but I’m not above making up for the love you’ve been denying you could ever feel. I'm not above doing anything to restore your faith if I can. Faith in humanity, in men, in me. 

I’ve held on to these feelings for you so long, too afraid to open my big mouth and lose the best thing that ever happened to me. But I can’t keep it to myself any more. I don’t just want to be the one to comfort you when you’re hurting, I want to be the one to protect you and keep you safe, so you don’t hurt anymore. I want to be the reason you smile, because you’ve been mine since the moment we met. 

Some people say they will never believe another promise they hear in the dark, because they only remember too well they heard somebody tell them before. I know you’ve heard them before, but this is my first promise to you, I will never make you a promise I don’t intend to keep. 

I don’t want to sleep alone every night. I want you by my side, to curl into you, create a safe space for you to just be, to feel, to be loved. 

But, I've been there and if I can survive, I can keep you alive. I'm not above going through it again. I'm not above being cool for a while, so if you're cruel to me I'll understand. That's your decision, but I'm not below anybody I know if there's a chance of resurrecting a love. I'm not above going back to the start to find out where the heartache began. To hold you until you believe the promises I whisper. To hold you until you believe that I’ll never hurt you. To hold you until you believe in you, in me...in us. 

I’d never do anything to ruin what we have. I guess some people hope for a miracle cure, or some people just accept the world as it is. But, I'm not willing to lay down and die without you, not without a fight. I’ll fight for us, but more importantly, I’ll fight for you. 

All my love always, 

Dean

Through the tears, Y/N reads his letter over and over until she can no longer see. Wiping her eyes, she unlocks her phone and shoots him a text. With new found resolve, she jumps in the shower. When she emerges from the steam, feeling better than she has in months, she finds her best friend sitting on her sofa. 

“Thank you for coming, Dean. After I pushed you away last night, I didn’t know if you would,” she whispers, taking a seat next to him. 

“I’ll always be here when you need me, or want me. You know that, Y/N,” Dean assures her, taking her hands in his. “I see you read my letter.” 

“It’s always been you, I was just too scared and selfish, and foolish to see it,” she replies, shaking her thoughts loose. “I never thought my feelings would be reciprocated. Nobody’s ever written me a love letter before.”

“I knew I couldn’t say all of that out loud, I was so scared to say anything, I didn’t want to lose you. I guess we’re a couple of idiots, huh?” Dean chuckles. 

“We found each other. That’s all that matters,” Y/N smiles, resting her head on his shoulder. 

“I don’t know about you, but I could use a nap,” Dean yawns, running his fingers through her hair. 

“Didn’t sleep well?” she questions, looking up at him. 

“Not when I slept on the floor outside your door.” 

“You did not!” Y/N smacks his shoulder playfully. 

“I bet the neighbors know my name,” he grins sheepishly, pointing at his work shirt, his name clearly on display. 

“Not how you hoped that would happen, is it?” Y/N giggles, teasing him.

“It made you laugh, though. I missed it; your laugh, your smile,” Dean says, cupping her cheek. “I missed you.” 

“I’m sorry,” she mumbles. 

“Don’t be. Where there is no struggle, there is no strength. We will be strong together,” Dean vows. 

“Did you just quote Oprah Winfrey?” she laughs.

“I did. You’re a bad influence on me, what can I say?” he shrugs.

“Let’s get some rest. We can be bad together later,” she winks, rising from her seat and reaching out her hand for him. 

“Can we fight so we can have some angry make-up sex later?” Dean smirks, wiggling his eyebrows. 

“Slow down, Winchester. Nap first. We’re only about ten minutes in, I don’t know if I’m ready to have our first fight yet,” she scoffs. 

“Well, if it helps, it will probably be my fault and I’ll spend hours apologizing,” Dean offers. 

“So the neighbors really know your name?” she giggles. 

“As long as you keep laughing and smiling, I don’t care what they call me, as long as you call me yours.”

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[msmarvelouswinchester]

The One Where Love Hurts

Summary - The reader used to date Dean but then he broke her heart and Sam was there to help her get her back on her feet and along the way they fell in love and at your best friend's wedding, Sam finally takes a step forward.

Pairing - Past!Dean x Reader, Dean x Lisa, Sam x Reader (eventual)

Characters - Lisa Braeden, Sam Winchester

Warning - Implied smut, angst, a happy-ish ending, Dean being a douche, allusions to cheating, heartbreak, kissing

Word Count - 1535

Square Filled - Free ( @anyfandomgoesbingo )

A/N - This is based on the song "August" by Taylor Swift (hope I did it justice).

Written for @herstarburststories' 1541 followers celebration, hope you like it! This is also a submission to @smol-and-grumpy's Superfriends title challenge.

This is an AU where the Winchesters are not hunters and monsters don't exist.

Spn dividers by @firefly-graphics

Unbeta'd. All mistakes are mine.

Salt air

And the rust on your door

I never needed anything more

Whispers

Of "Are you sure?"

"Never have I ever before"

Your eyes scanned the crowd in the room waiting for the bride and groom to take the stage. With a drink in hand, you tried to distance yourself from the awfully jolly group of people.

“You don't need to stay. The wedding’s over.” You looked and saw Sam Winchester standing beside you. You didn't know how glad you were for him to be there with you that day or all those days before that you had spent in your bed crying over Dean. Sam had been your rock on those days.

“She's my best friend. It's a big day for her. I have to be here.” You replied.

“You're hurting.” He said and wrapped an arm around your shoulder. You leaned into his warm body, placing your head on his shoulder. Your cheeks flushed a bright pink at the intimacy. You had always thought of Sam as just a friend but maybe you felt something for him only your vision was clouded by the feelings you had for his brother but now that chapter is closed you could finally see clearly.

“I thought I meant somethin’ to him. I was there for him when he needed me the most. Maybe I was really just a rebound girl for him.” You sniffled, as soft music started playing. The stage got illuminated as the newly wed took the stage, hand in hand. You suppressed a sob when the man you used to love entangled his fingers with your best friend. He whispered into his bride’s ear, making her laugh. Maybe you weren't in love with him anymore but it still hurt.

“Come on. Let's go home. He is my brother but what he did is unforgivable. You deserve better than him.” Sam tugged at your hands.

“No. I'll stay and you have to stay too. You're the best man in the wedding.”

“Okay but I won't leave your side.” He said.

But I can see us

Lost in the memory

August slipped away into a moment in time

'Cause it was never mine

And I can see us twisted in bedsheets

August sipped away

Like a bottle of wine

'Cause you were never mine

Lying in your bed, your bodies slick with sweat, you lingered in the afterglow, lost in the heat and silk of his skin. Your chest heaved as you panted, trying to come down from the high. Face turned towards the man you loved, you let out a sigh of content with a small smile tugging at the corners of the lips. He pulled you closer to him. Goosebumps erupted on your body as he drew imperfect, little circles on the bare skin of your back.

“Are you okay?” Dean softly asked.

“I'm more than okay.” You said and traced his jawline with your fingertips. He leaned into your touch as his emerald eyes looked into yours.

“De-” your mouth fell open in an inaudible moan, when his hands slid down your back, his touch igniting a million fire on your body. “You're insatiable.”

“I can't help it, not with you lying naked next to me.” Dean said before leaning in to claim your lips with his. Your hands move up to his neck, your fingers entangling in his hair. He let go of your lips and stared at you with a look of adoration.

“Stay.” The word slipped out before you could have stopped yourself. You closed your eyes to brace yourself for the impact and also to hide the tears that were starting to pool in your eyes, as you felt his hand go limp.

“You know I can't do that.” The guilt in Dean’s voice surprised you. You had expected a much more harsh answer but instead you heard those words dripping with guilt.

“You can't be with both of us. You have to choose.” You said.

“I-”

“Lisa is my best friend. I can't do that to her. Please.” You pleaded.

Back when we were still changing for the better

Wanting was enough

For me, it was enough

To live for the hope of it all

Cancel plans just in case you'd call

And say "Meet me behind the mall"

So much for summer love, and saying "Us"

'Cause you weren't mine to lose

“I told him to choose between us and he did.” You told the younger Winchester.

“My brother was miserable when he was with her. I thought he had finally come to his senses when you told me about you two but then two months later I got a call from him saying that he is marrying Lisa. I'm so sorry, Y/N.” You could hear the sorrow in his voice but you didn't feel anything. You were numb. Sam wanted nothing more than to beat his brother into a pulp for his wrong doing. He was always in love with you but he never uttered a single word because of his brother.

You still remembered that day - the day when you had received a call from Lisa saying that she was engaged after for a whole month all your phone calls to Dean had gone straight to voicemail because he had left you abruptly one morning. You had barely ended the phone call before breaking down in tears on the floor. If it wasn't for Sam, you wouldn't have been back on your feet. He had been a tremendous support.

“Loving him was painful. I never thought love hurts so bad.” You sniffled when you saw the first dance come to a heartbreakingly beautiful end.

“Then it isn't true love. Being in love shouldn't hurt. Let him go.” Sam said.

“I have but the memories of those days still keep haunting me. Why does it hurt so bad to let him go when he wasn't even mine in the first place?” You sniffled. Sam took the drink from your hand placing it on the counter top before hugging you tight.

“Come on, let's get out of here.” Sam coaxed you, making you nod. You needed to get away from him even if it meant ending things with Lisa because you wouldn't be able to see Dean play house with your best friend. Sam gently guided you out of the room. Once outside when the cool air hit your face, you broke down like never before.

Remember when I pulled up

And said "Get in the car"

And then canceled my plans

Just in case you'd call

Back when I was living for the hope of it all

“Let it out.” He whispered, his heart breaking for you. You turned around in his arms and clung onto his biceps tightly, burying your face into his chest, your tears and smeared makeup messing up his white shirt underneath his tux.

“Maybe I wasn't enough for him.” You hiccuped through your tears.

“No.” Sam’s stern voice made you look up. “Don't blame yourself.”

“He didn't think about us for once if there was even an us to begin with. He just left, chose her. I should have known. I should've never hoped.” You said.

“You deserve a better man who would have you as his first priority. Someone who would put your name at the top of their list.” Sam said.

“Those men are only in Hallmark movies and Jane Austen books-” before you could even complete your sentence, you felt Sam’s lips on yours. Even though you were taken aback at first but then you melted into his touch.

“Tell me to stop and I will. Just say the word.” He spoke against your lips, his hot breath still fanning your face.

“Don't stop.” And that's all it took before he captured your lips for the second time. There wasn't any urgency or lust in his kiss instead it was filled with love and adoration. Your hands travelled up to the nape of his neck, pulling him closer. His hands grasp your waist.

“I know it's a little awkward and weird-” you didn't know who ended the kiss first but you heard Sam speak first, “I always liked you from the very beginning when you came into the barbecue party with a crate of beer in that purple floral dress.” You laughed at his description. “But you were my brother's girlfriend-”

“Hardly his girlfriend, more like an easy lay for him.” You spit out.

“I'm sorry you feel that way but if you'll allow me I would gladly show you how a proper Winchester man treats his girl,” Sam smirked.

“What about Dean?”

“What about him? He let go of you. He is now married and you're not his property. I love my brother but I will deal with him if he has any problem with us being together.” Sam assured you.

“Okay. Then let's give us a chance but I need some time before I am ready to date another man.”

“Take all the time you need. I'll be waiting for you patiently.” He smiled. “Loving me won't hurt you because I will always be there to catch you when you fall.”

[iwantthedean]

Whiskey-ness: The One With the T-Shirt

Summary: A night of bad weather has Y/N and Dean stuck in the bunker together ... alone.  Pairing: Dean x Reader Word Count: 1535 Warnings: Drinking, implied smut, Winchester charm ...  Challenge: @winchesterxfamilybusiness​‘s Make Me Swoon challenge. My prompt is bolded in the fic -- I’m so sorry this is late! Thanks for the extension! Challenge: @smol-and-grumpy​‘s SuperFriends Title Challenge; my prompt is The One with the T-Shirt. Request: A while back when I did drabbles, @amanda-teaches​ requested Dean encountering a Roomba for the first time. I kept it because I love the prompt and wanted to use it, but couldn’t come up with anything on its own. So, I incorporated it into this fic! 

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“What the hell is that thing?!”

Your brow perked up when you heard Dean yelling from the other room. There generally wasn’t much in the bunker that he couldn’t identify, so his question had your interest piqued; you closed the book you had been reading and went in search of the elder Winchester brother. 

You sighed as you got closer to the kitchen, where Dean was still cursing. You rolled your eyes. 

“Did Sam make some weird green smoothie and leave the extra in the fridge again?” 

Dean shook his head and pointed. “I was eating a sandwich and made a little bit of a mess and that — that thing came rushing in here. The possessed, oversized frisbee won’t stop following me!”

You glanced around the counter and immediately laughed. “Calm down, Dean, it’s a Roomba.”

He frowned. “A what-a?”

Pressing the appropriate button, you sent the little cleaning machine back to its dock. “A Roomba. It’s a cleaning thing. Sam must have gotten one and didn’t tell you or something. Since he’s spending the weekend with Eileen, I’m not surprised he left someone to clean up after you.”

“I’m perfectly capable of cleaning up after myself.”

“Sure you are,” you snorted. “Listen, I’m gonna pack up and go — let you and your new roomie get acquainted. Thanks for letting me make a pit stop.”

Dean nodded, still watching the doorway for the Roomba to come back and attack him. “Yeah, of course, Y/N/N. Anytime.”

You put a couple books in your backpack, yelling to Dean you were taking them for research purposes but would be back through to return them before too long. After donning your jacket, you hugged Dean tight, told him to be nice to the Roomba, and made way for the door. 

Before you could open the door all the way, the wind blew it all the way open and knocked you back a couple of steps. The green sky was blurred by hard raindrops falling in thick sheets over the open Kansas land. Three steps out the door and you were turned around, pounding on the door, begging Dean to let you back in, out of the rain. 

“Dang, kid, you were gone for like thirty seconds,” Dean noted, helping you out of your jacket after you dropped your backpack by the closed door. 

Shivering already, you hugged your arms around your chest to give you some sort of warmth. “Yeah, it’s really coming down out there. We should check the radar.”

“Let’s get you in dry clothes and warmed up first.”

He led you to his room, tossed you a towel and a t-shirt, and showed you how the shower worked. He encouraged you to get warmed up and comfortable, and he would check the weather. 

The water warmed your body quickly; you made a mental note to give Dean shit about keeping the bunker so cold. You weren’t soaked through, but thanks to the temperature inside, you had felt nearly frozen. 

“Maybe if he wouldn’t wear so many layers,” you mumbled to yourself as you dried off. You slipped your mostly dry underpants over your legs, pulled Dean’s shirt over your head, then went to figure out where in the bunker he had landed. 

You found him drinking from a tumbler of whiskey while wrapping up a phone call with Sam. 

“He called to check on us because there’s a bad storm system coming in. Told him we were well aware,” Dean chuckled. “Apparently there’s a tornado warning. Sirens went off while you were in the shower.”

You leaned against the table next to him. “Thank goodness we’re in a fortress, essentially. Want me to whip up some dinner? I know you just had that sandwich.”

Dean gave you a look. “I could still eat. As long as you can do so without making a messing and bringing out the freaky little cleaning monster.”

You laughed and headed for the kitchen. In a little under an hour, you had put together a salad, cooked some chicken, and had cookies baking for after dinner. Once you were finished mashing potatoes, you’d be set. 

Dinner was mostly quiet, with the two of you eating your fill, and Dean getting into the cookies almost as soon as they were out of the oven. He was nice enough to do the dishes on his own so you could go check on your clothes in the dryer. 

“Shit,” you mumbled under your breath. “Helps to actually start the dryer, Y/N.”

Rolling your eyes at yourself, you shut the door again and pressed the button extra hard, waiting to hear the machine start rolling before you left the laundry room. 

“Where’d you go?” you called when you returned to the kitchen to find no Dean around. He had washed the dishes the two of you ate off of, but hadn’t put any of the leftovers away. Sighing, you took care of that, scrubbed the pots and pans and set them to dry before going in search of Dean. 

He was in the Dean Cave, a fresh bottle of whiskey and two tumblers on the table beside his chair. You dropped into the other recliner, snagging the throw blanket from Dean’s chair to keep your legs warm. 

“Is there anyway you could pretend to be a human who doesn’t need to be wrapped in a minimum of three layers of clothing at all times so the rest of us don’t have to freeze our asses off when we’re here?”

“Pansy.”

He got up to go change the temperature, and you used the opportunity to grab the remote and change the channel to something you could both enjoy watching. Dean gave you a little shit over it but poured you a glass of whiskey just the same. 

Watching that movie turned into a drinking game which turned into the both of you getting plastered. The bottle of whiskey was nearly empty by the time you called it a night. 

“If the weather’s clear in the morning, I’ll be out of your hair not long after I’m up,” you promised, yawning at the end of the sentence. 

Dean put his arms around your shoulders. “You don’t have to rush off, you know. Sammy’s gone till Monday, that storm system is moving through …”

“You’ve been here without Sam before, and I’ll be that storm system will be through after tonight.”

“Whatever. It’s just been, ya know, nice to have you around for more than two seconds and without all the monster guts.”

You giggled. “You could have ruined that monster guts part if you had attacked the Roomba. Thank goodness I was here to protect you.”

You went up on tiptoe to kiss his cheek, whispered a Good night, Dean, then headed to find an empty room to crash in for the night. The whiskey had nearly lulled you to sleep, and far be it from you to deny yourself a good, drunk sleep. 

“Y/N, wait!” Dean called, jogging after you down the hallway. 

You turned too fast to face him, so you backed up against the nearest wall, mentally thanking it for holding you up. You raised your brow at Dean, silently asking after his request for you to wait. He leaned against the opposite wall and smirked. 

“I mean to tell you earlier, but then there was tornadoes and food … you look real good in my t-shirt.”

You smirked, too. “Oh, this old thing? It is pretty comfortable. Can’t say I was entirely upset about my clothes not getting dried.”

“Me neither.”

He stepped away from the wall, stopping in the middle of the hallway. “Maybe, for safety, we should bunk together tonight. You know, like … like …”

“The buddy system?” you supplied.  

Dean snapped his fingers. “The buddy system, yes, exactly! Whadda ya say?”

“I say …” You licked your lips and did your best to stand up a little straighter. “If you take another step, I won’t be responsible for my actions at this point in time, with this level of whiskey-ness in my system.”

“Whiskey-ness,” Dean chuckled, indeed taking another long step and closing the gap between the two of you. He leaned against one hand on the wall behind you and caressed your jaw with the thumb of his other hand. “So, these actions you won’t be responsible for — you gonna blame them on the ‘whiskey-ness’ in the morning?”

“Maybe,” you whispered, pushing yourself up to place a soft kiss against his lips, “maybe not. One way to find out. You game?”

Dean pretended to think it over for a few seconds before taking your face in both of his hands and kissing you with an eagerness you had missed in your most recent lovers … which, honestly, hadn’t been all that recent. 

Outside the bunker, tornado sirens wailed over the plains. You tensed up, breaking the kiss and huddling into Dean’s chest. 

“It’s really bad out there,” you commented, eyes wide. 

“Don’t worry, sweetheart,” Dean said, sliding his hands over your ass before tugging you up so your legs were wrapped around him and he could carry you to his bed. “I’ve got you.”

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[whatareyousearchingfordean]

The One With The Merry Little Christmas

Summary: The chill at this year’s Lawrence City Fire Department’s Christmas party has nothing to do with the snow falling outside and everything to do with the Dean and Y/n. 

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader

Word Count: 3.5K+

Warnings: Language, implied smut, angst (with a happy ending, no pun intended)

Author’s Note: Ah, can you smell Christmas in the air already? Cause I can! Anyway, this fic was written for @smol-and-grumpy​ ‘s SuperFriends Title Challenge, The One With The Friends With Benefits, and @janicho88​ 100 Followers Supernatural Christmas Celebration with, of course, Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas. These both kind of morphed into the same idea so I decided to combine them. I hope you guys enjoy xoxo and a very Merry Christmas -Alex

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Have yourself a merry little Christmas

Let your heart be light

From now on

Our troubles will be out of sight

Across the small town, snow covered the streets of Lawrence, Kansas, the massive, fluffy flakes continuing to fall as the street lights came on that evening. The town was quiet, the blanket of snow muffling the ambient sound in the winter evening. Just south of downtown sat the city’s one modest fire station. The golden brick building was glittering with red and white twinkle lights, the glow lighting up the street for a few feet in either direction. Music could be heard bumping on the sidewalk from inside the building, its inhabitants sure to be enjoying their company Christmas party. 

Inside, the common room was filled to the brim with the entirety of the company and their loved ones. The kids were chasing each other around the bases of the fire poles. A few of the older ones knew enough to jump full force on the metal to pull open the chute at the top, entertaining the younger ones each time the plastic split open, their giggles chiming in with the festive holiday music the Captain had found in his playlists earlier that day. 

Food and drink littered the expanse of the countertops. Anything one could have been craving was set out for the group to enjoy. Dean was pouring himself a soda since this was his year to be on shift during the party and he had to behave. The fireman had grumbled about it when he stopped by his best friend’s apartment to drop off the ingredients for her taco dip. The taco dip she had only agreed to make for him if he purchased the product. After all, the woman had already made a few dozen sugar cookies for the festivities as her own contribution this year. She politely reminded him then that he could get as pissed as he wanted next year. Not that her words much appeased the Winchester. 

The first responder turned to his buddy and coworker, who was filling another bowl with his famous chili, and held up the red plastic cup with a mock look of disgust, “What is the point of Coke if it doesn’t come with any Jack?” 

“A suga’ rush?” The Cajun drawled in his signature accent. Dean snorted, bringing the cup to his lips when the object was snatched from his hand before the two could meet. 

“Hey--” he spun on his heel, coming to face to face with his best friend. Her eyes were narrowed as she looked over the rim of the cup at him. “Come on, you don’t want that, there’s no rum.”

“Sure,” the woman wet her lower lip before taking a sip of the soda that Dean had poured for himself. 

“Satisfied?” He quirked an eyebrow at her, holding out his hand for his drink back. 

“For now,” she admonished. “But I’m watching you, Winchester.” 

“That’s hurtful, Y/n/n.” Dean placed his hand over his heart, giving his friend the puppy dog look that he had learned from his little brother. A peak of a smile tugged on the corners of her lips as she looked at him before it faltered once again. Finally, she relented and gave the drink back to its rightful owner. 

“I’d say more like rightfully cautious,” the other firefighter chimed in on their conversation, earning an elated grin from the woman standing across from him. Y/n clapped her hands together like a child, her tongue peeking between her teeth as she bounced on her toes. Placing his arm over Dean’s shoulder, Benny added, “Right, Dean-o?”

“You two are incorrigible,” Dean lamented, shrugging his friend’s arm away from him. The pair laughed at Dean’s irritation as Y/n scooted her way in between Dean and the drink table. 

Dean internally cringed as Benny chose then to walk away, leaving the two friends alone for the first time that evening. The thing was, the air between the two friends was actually colder than the snow that blanketed the town outside the fire station. He knew that Y/n was putting on a show for everyone in the station since she couldn’t get out of going to the party last minute, which he also knows she would have preferred. The woman was as much a part of their work-family as she was her own family. That was what happened when best friends were joined at the hip for over fifteen years. There was no way she was getting out of going without raising suspicion, and Y/n was too private of a person to deal with answering questions that her absence would have surely raised. 

As much as people like to think they know the real woman, she only has ever fully opened up to two people in her life, her mother and Dean. No one else has ever stuck around long enough to try and break down that wall that she had put up around herself. If Dean wasn’t just as stubborn as her he might have stopped trying a long time ago, but he was determined to get to know the real woman no matter how hard she seemed to try to stop him. 

In the grand scheme of things, he supposes that’s is why it was so easy for them to fall into their friends with benefits relationship. One post-breakup, alcohol-fueled night in bed together two years ago had begun the whole thing. It didn’t take them long after they woke the next morning to realize the cliche arrangement could be just what both of them needed. Even still, Dean could count on his hands how many times in total they had spent in the other’s bed. 

The most recent of which just happened to be last night. Dean had stopped by with dinner for his friend and the ingredients for the dip he had conned her into making. A few glasses of wine later, as it usually did go, and the two of them enjoyed their time together. But it wasn’t the sex that was the problem, it was the conversation after. 

Have yourself a merry little Christmas

Make the yuletide gay

From now on

Our troubles will be miles away

Dean ran a hand through his sweaty hair as Y/n climbed from the bed in search of her strewn articles of clothing. She picked up the various garments, throwing them in her hamper as she passed by it and into her ensuite bathroom. 

“Why are you so quiet?” Dean’s voice carried across the room and over the sound of the shower starting. He pulled himself out of the bed and slipped on his boxer briefs as he followed after her. 

The woman bit her tongue as she tested the temperature of the water. It was only a matter of time before Dean caught on to her charade. Some days she hates how well he knows her. It’s not that she wants to keep secrets from her best friend but it can be downright creepy when he basically reads her mind. “I’ve been thinking.”

“About?” he questioned, stepping into the bathroom as she climbed into the shower. 

“How to tell you something,”

“Alright, you’re kind of scaring me, Y/n/n,”

Allowing the hot water to cascade down her face and body, Y/n took a deep breath before choosing to answer him, “It’s Sean.”

“As in douchebag Sean?”

“Dean, do you have to call him that?” she sighed, having already expected this reaction from him. 

“Yes, because he is one. You know what, douchebag is the nicest thing I could be calling him right now,” Dean countered, leaning against the bathroom vanity, his arms crossing over his freckled chest at the mention of that prick’s name. 

“He wants to get coffee,” her voice was low, knowing her admission was about to rile up the man on the other side of the curtain. She wasn’t even sure he had heard at first, that was until he whipped the curtain open.

“What?!” 

“Jesus!” Instinctively, her hands flew to protect her modesty as her heart tried to escape from her chest. “Dean, what the hell?”

“I could say the same thing to you! Do you not remember what that jackhole put you through over the last year, because I do. He doesn’t deserve a second of your time.” 

“You think I don’t know that? It’s just coffee, he didn’t ask me to move in with him?” Y/n spit back, her stance relaxing along with her heart. 

“But you and I both know that all it takes is one look at those blue eyes and you’ll be putty in his hands. You can’t go.” The way the last three words came out of his mouth, the definitive tone behind, it them was enough to get her blood boiling underneath her skin. 

“Oh, I can’t? Is that an order, Lieutenant?” The title rolled off her tongue, her eyes hardening as she stared at Dean. “Last time I checked you don’t get to tell me what to do.”

“You know that’s not what this is. Y/n/n, I only want what’s best for you. I don’t want to see him screw up your life again. I was there to pick up the pieces last time and I don’t want to do it again.”

“Well I can guarantee you won’t ever have to do it again,” her voice was low, her words steady even though her eyes were filled with unshed tears. 

“You know that’s --”

“Get out!” she commanded suddenly, stopping him before he could say anything else. Her eyes scrunched closed, willing herself to not look at her closest friend, the one person she was supposed to be able to count on as he let her down. 

“Y/n,”

“I said get out!” 

Here we are as in olden days

Happy golden days of yore

Faithful friends who are dear to us

Gather near to us, once more

That was the last time the two of them said anything to each other until she walked into the fire station a little over two hours ago. He had to give it to her, she was putting on a good show, even messing around with him like usual. But he could see the truth in her eyes when she looked at him. Y/n was pissed, but most of all, she was hurt. 

Dean turned around, leaning against the counter to face her. The woman didn’t acknowledge his presence, instead choose to continue with preparing herself a drink, one with a bit more whiskey than needed, but he wasn’t going to comment on that. “I’m glad you are here,” he tried instead. 

“Well, I haven’t seen Sam and Jessica and the kids in a while, I wasn’t going to miss out on that because you are an ass,” she noted, still choosing to not look at him. 

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you.” 

“No, you never do, do you?” She swallowed thickly, turning on Dean, the flicker of a flame telling the experienced first responder it was best not to stoke the fire. The two of them stared at each other for what felt like minutes to them, when in reality, it was merely a few seconds, the bubble they were in being popped by Dean’s niece running and crashing herself into his legs. 

“Uncle Dean!” She cheered, reaching up with her short arms as he bent down to pick her up. He situated the little girl on his hip as she squealed in delight. “Can I have another cookie?” Her tone dropped, the small child looking up at her only uncle from underneath her insanely long lashes. 

“How many is that now?” He asked her, the glint of a smirk on his face. 

“Uh… two,” she held up two fingers, her argument completely unconvincing. 

“Uhhuh, I bet,” Dean grumbled, but he knew in his heart he couldn’t say no to that face. “Okay, one more cookie, but you can’t tell on me to you Daddy. He thinks sugar is for suckers.” 

“Promise.” The little girl held up her pinky to her uncle, one of the first things he ever taught the kid because he knew he was a sucker from day one and he was not trying to get into trouble with his little brother over it. Even if it never worked to his advantage.

Dean held up his pinky and wrapped it around hers. He shrugged to Y/n before taking his niece over to the sweets table. In reality, Dean knew the conversation needed to be over, it wasn’t the time or place, but if there was one thing he hated more than anything it was fighting with Y/n. It felt like a piece of him was missing when he couldn’t talk to her or see her, and if he was being honest with himself that kind of scared him. When he became so codependent on her he couldn’t be sure. It just felt like she had always been there, and always should be, right by his side. 

Clara tried to steal a second cookie as Dean helped her pick out the first, but he knew he would be in it if he let her get away with that one, so he made sure it got put back. When he turned around to set the five-year-old down, he noticed Y/n was gone. He scanned the whole room and couldn’t find her anywhere in the mix of people. 

As suspected, the little girl rushed right to her Daddy, who scowled at his brother. Dean offered a shrug and a smirk as he made his way over to Sam. “Don’t you start with me too.”

“Oh, it’s not me you have to answer to, it’s Jess because she’s the one that has to put her down tonight.” 

“Eh, she’ll forgive me, I’m her favorite brother-in-law,” Dean waved off his brother. 

“You’re her only brother-in-law.” 

“Whatever. Did you see where Y/n went?” 

Sam crossed his arms, his brows rising on his forehead, “Looked like she was headed outside.” Dean pursed his lips, two small dimples forming at the corners. “Did you two fight?” 

“Is it that obvious?” 

“No, but you are all brooding and pensive right now,” Sam moved his hand in a flourish in front of Dean as he spoke. 

“Really?” 

“Yeah, what’s going on with you two?” The taller brother pushed for Dean to talk, and he pondered his pros and cons of answering. 

“Sean wants to have coffee with her?” Dean said, nonchalant. 

“And?” 

“And the guy is a dick, she deserves better.” 

“Better? Like you?” Sam tried to hide the amusement from his features as Dean whipped his head from where he was staring at the door to his little brother. 

“What?” Dean’s voice rose an octave at his brother’s question. 

“Oh come on, I know you guys have been sleeping together for a while now.” 

“Sam, it’s not what you think,” Dean sighed before running his tongue over his bottom lip. “It’s only happened a handful of times.” 

“And?” Sam shook his head, trying to convey his meaning to his brother. “Listen, you guys have known each other for longer than I’ve known Jessica. You spend all your free time together. You are basically a couple which I would say without the sex but we all know you are doing that too, so basically a couple. Why can’t you just man up and tell her how you feel?” 

“Cause I don’t know how I feel? It’s never felt like a relationship with her. It’s just always been easy.” 

“That’s how it should be, Dean. The two of you are perfect for each other. I think you owe it yourselves to at least try.” Sam urged.

“And what if it all blows up?”

“What if it all works out?” Sam countered. “Every relationship is either going to end in forever or end in a breakup, but that doesn’t mean that you just don’t try. Take the leap, Dean.”

“I hate you, you know that,” Dean grimaced, knowing that his brother was right. While he had never thought of Y/n like that before they slept together the first time, he couldn’t ignore the chemistry they had together. She was his other half, he already admits to that, and he would be lying if he said it wasn’t amazing sex. Sam was right, how would admitting anything be different than how they already lived their lives together?

“Yeah, well, I’ll say I told you so at your wedding,” Sam clapped his older brother’s shoulder before running off after his toddler. Dean glared after his brother, he hated when he was right, mostly because Sam loved to say ‘I told you so’. 

Through the years

We all will be together

If the fates allow

Hang a shining star

Upon the highest bough

The firefighter stalked off towards his locker to grab his jacket before following out the doors that lead to the side of the firehouse. If Y/n went out, that’s where she would be, sulking in the shadows. Cold air swirled in to replace the heat from inside as he opened the door, the rush of it sending a chill through his body. He zipped up the coat as he went down the few stairs, finding her sitting there on the stoop. 

“Dean, I don’t want to talk about it,” She sighed when she looked up to see it was him that had followed her. 

“Then just listen?” He quirked one brow at her, waiting for her invitation before taking a seat next to her. “I know that you are hurting and I wanted to start by saying I’m sorry. It was never my intent to hurt you.”

“I know that.”

“I just… I can’t stand seeing you so down. Sean hurt you badly and I didn’t want you to allow him to do it again. You deserve so much more than that.” Dean pulled his arms in closer to his body as the chill of the night set into his bones and the snow continued to fall around them. 

“It was just coffee Dean, not a marriage proposal.”

“Yeah, and I hate that even more,” Y/n looked up then, confusion written all over her features. “Y/n you know that you are the most important thing in my life, next to my brother. Hell, most times you outrank him. When we fight, or you go out of town, it’s like there is a piece of myself missing, I have this hole in my chest that only you can fill. I guess I never really understood what that meant in the grand scheme of things.” 

“Dean,”

“You know I love you right?” He cut her off.

“Of course I do. I love you too,” The word rolled off the tip of her tongue like honey. Like it was the most simple thing in the world. Because she did love him, and she had for as long as she’d known the eldest Winchester. 

“But Y/n/n, I think I’m in love with you,” Dean held her gaze, his amber green eyes searching hers for the words she had yet to utter. The girl across from him could feel her chest filling with emotion, the confession by her favorite firefighter igniting something long dormant inside her. 

“You do?” Tears were threatening to overflow her eyelids, the feeling inside her needing to escape somewhere. She wasn’t in control anymore, her voice cracking with her words. 

“I do,” he nodded, affirming his words to himself as well as her. “And it’s okay if you don’t feel the same way. I just thought that maybe we could give us a chance.” 

“Us?” Dean nodded, at a loss for what she was thinking for the first time in a long time. “I like the sound of that, us.” Y/n repeated the words with a snort,  a coy smile upturning one side of her mouth. Dean’s breath hung in the air as he waited for her to continue. 

“Is that a yes?” 

“Yes, Winchester.” The woman shook her head as he sighed, his body visibly relaxing next to her. Dean took his hand out of his jacket pocket, cupping her cold cheek in its warmth. A bright smile lit up her face as he ran his thumb over her reddened nose and down over her bottom lip. “Just kiss me already.”

“Is that an order?” He threw her words back at her, earning a fist to the chest. Her nose scrunched up as she playfully scowled at him. Dean felt her fingers wrap around the lapels of his jacket before she was pulling him to her, their lips meeting in the middle. Both of them were hesitant, this being their first kiss that wasn’t alcohol-fueled or rushed. Dean opened his mouth to her just as the alarm inside the firehouse sounded sending the two of them apart as if they had been electrocuted. 

“I’ve gotta go,” Dean silently cursed the universe’s timing. 

“Go save lives,” she patted down his jacket against his chest as her fingers unraveled themselves from the material. Dean pecked her chilled nose before getting up and running to the door, pausing as he pulled it open to turn back to her. 

“Wait for me?”

“There’s nowhere else I’d rather be.” 

And have yourself a merry little Christmas now

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[supraveng]

The One with the Slumber Party

Pairing: Dean Winchester x reader

AN: this is my entry for  @smol-and-grumpy   #superfriendstitlechallenge

When you realized you were reading the same page for the 4th time you decided it was time to turn in. Closing the book you looked over at the boys "I'm sorry guys, but I'm gonna have to turn in, my brain can't take any more Latin" you told them as you rubbed your temples.  You weren't sure how long the three of you had been researching but you were sore and needed to stretch as you stood up from the chair.  You could feel Dean's eyes on you as you twisted from side to side trying to remove the strain on your muscles for sitting so long.  Glancing at him, you see him licking his bottom lip before pulling it between his teeth.  A sight you know you will be dreaming about shortly after your head hits the pillow, but you do your best to pretend to ignore it and act as naturally as possible. You mumble a quiet goodnight before heading out of the library, you miss the questioning look on Dean’s face as you walk towards the hall to your room.  

Nearing your room you hear hurried footsteps and turn to find Dean rushing towards you.  “Baby, what’s going on?  Where are you going?” he asks, looking concerned. 

 Did Dean just call you baby? Ok, that’s my mind playing tricks on me.  “I’m going to my room, to sleep, that’s why I said goodnight” you respond a bit confused by the question.  

“But why aren’t you coming to our room?  Did I do something?  Are you mad at me?” he asks stepping closer to you and caressing your cheek.  

Ok, what is going on?  I must be dreaming  “Uhm, our room? Wh-What are you talking about?”  you gulp.   

“Sweetheart, what’s going on? You moved into my room months ago.  Why are you going back to your old room?  Are you feeling ok?” 

 “I... I don’t know what you are talking about.... Why would I m-move into your room?”  

“Baby, you are worrying me.  Are you feeling ok?  Did that witch do something to you?” he searches your face. 

“What witch?  We just got back from a werewolf hunt.  I’m really tired Dean, I think I just need some sleep”  

“Sweetheart, the last werewolf hunt was 6 months ago.  We just got back from a witch hunt, but we ganked her, so if she threw a spell on you before that, it should wear off soon….I hope”  He kisses your forehead before grabbing your hand.  “So if you don’t remember the last 6 months, then we need to jog your memory, right?” he says with a sweet smile.  

“Okay, and what does that entail?” you ask following behind him to his your shared room.  

“Well, might I suggest a slumber party? I know you are tired, but I wouldn’t mind reliving the last 6 months, especially when it comes to us” he bends down to leave a chaste kiss to your lips and you freeze. 

 “Wow, you really don’t remember, do you?  So our first kiss, our first time, all over again?  That turns me on a little bit sweetheart” he winks at you as he pulls you into the room.   

Even looking around, seeing your  belongings mixed with Dean’s so seamlessly, you still don’t recognize the room as yours.  “So what now, Dean?  What type of slumber party do you have in mind?” you ask with a giggle anticipating a lewd comment that only Dean could make at this point.  

“Well, sweetheart” he states walking up to you and placing his hands on your hips and pulling you closer.  “I was thinking about going through your journal, I’m hoping you’ve written something about me, and looking at pictures we’ve taken.  But I’d love to show you all over again, how much you mean to me.  How much I care about you” as he leans down and kisses you with more urgency.  

Is this really happening?  He’s a better kisser than I imagined over the past few years.  

“So, I’m going to grab my phone, ask Sam to take a look into what could have caused this, then I’m right back here and we can enjoy our night” he states with a wiggle of his eyebrows.   You can’t help be laugh at him “ok, I’m gonna change into something more comfy”  

Dean winked and left the room, just as he mentioned you found your journal on what you assumed was your night stand.  Flipping through back to the werewolf hunt you began reading to see if there was anything about Dean or this new relationship the two of you had begun.  

You’re not sure how long you were reading through your entries, completely absorbed in the info that you were hoping would jog your memory, only to leave you more confused.  Finally, Dean came back in with a tray of snacks.

 “What’s all that?” you asked with a smirk.   “What’s a slumber party without snacks?  I got popcorn, your favorite gummy bears, some beef jerky and beer!” he states proudly as he sets the tray on the bed and snuggles up next to you.   

“Anything in there helping you remember...us?” he looks at you hopeful.  You shake your head in defeat and keep going through the pages.  “That’s ok, how about we look here” handing you his phone. ”there’s bound to be something in here that will help you remember.  Here this was last month, date night, you looked so sexy in that dress.”  Looking at the picture you hoped it would help but nothing seems familiar.  

After a few hours of looking at pictures and him telling you about funny instances that have happened since you officially became a couple, you felt more happy than you had in years.   This was real, Dean was yours, but you couldn’t remember for whatever reason.  A knock on the door interrupted your laughter when Sam’s head popped in.  

“So, from what Rowena said, the side effects from the spell the witch casted, shouldn’t last more than 24 hours after we killed her.  If it does, she’ll come and see what she can do to get your memories back.  So, hopefully you’ll be back to normal by tomorrow afternoon”   

You gave Sam a grateful smile “thanks Sam, I’m sure it will wear off eventually”, he nods before ducking back out in the hall.   “How about you get some sleep and come morning, if you don’t remember, we’ll try something a bit more physical to help you remember?” Dean tells you with a mischievous grin.  

“Alright Winchester, I’m exhausted, is it ok if I sleep here?  It still feels like I’m invading your space.” you tell him while biting your lip.  

“I won’t be able to sleep without you in my arms, sweetheart.   C’mere”  Dean pulls you close so that your head is resting on his chest and his arms are wrapped around you.  

You’re so comfortable, that you fall asleep almost instantly.  Tomorrow would be even better, remembering everything between you and Dean would make everything better. 

Dean’s POV

“Damn it Sammy!  Why would she go after that djinn alone?! I can’t lose her, she doesn’t know what she really means to me!” I’m so frustrated and just hoping to find her in time to save her. 

[ellewritesfix05]

The One With The New Boss

Characters: Dean Smith x Reader

Word Count: ~3.5k

Warnings: SMUT (18+ only, young’uns!) - light bondage, oral, p in the v, spanking... and, like, a little bit of fluff

A/N: hello! This here is my submission to the lovely @smol-and-grumpy ‘s “Nat’s Superfriends Title Challenge” which is so fun! Hope you like it! 💜💜☺️ Also, quick shoutout to the amazing @downanddirtydean for the support and encouragement while writing this little one shot, seriously, this girl absolutely rocks!

📸 cred: to rightful owners, some gifs by the amazing @downanddirtydean

Elle’s Library/Main Masterlist

Dean Winchester Library

One week. That’s how long it took for you to completely surrender yourself to your new boss.

Dean Smith arrived shortly after the announcement that your old boss, Mr. Jones, would be retiring after 45 years of service to Sandover Bridge and Iron Inc.

He walked in, confidence and swagger through the roof, and demanded all your attention. You weren’t too shy to admit that you did not mind your boss’s replacement at all. Dean Smith was handsome to say the least; tall and broad-shouldered, with perfectly kissable lips, and the most stunning green eyes you’d ever come across. The second your eyes met you knew, this man would be the death of you.

During the entirety of the transition, you’d spent quite a bit of time with the man — practically living in his office as piles of paperwork needing to be read and signed were taken care of. Throughout the week, you shared more than one questionably intimate moment with him; a touch here and there, a smile when you caught him looking up and down your body as you leaned over his desk explaining details on multiple contracts, a fair amount of winks he’d throw your way while he was on the phone with various investors.

Now, seven days to the minute since his introduction to the company, you were staying after hours with him to finish up a presentation. Alone.

To be honest with yourself, you’d never exactly been one to have the hots for your boss, much less insinuate any type of relationship. But even you couldn’t let the chance to be with him completely alone for a night go by without at least trying to see if there was indeed something there. Who knew? Maybe it was just your overactive imagination pretending you were in some sort of Pepper Potts/Tony Stark scenario where the assistant gets the boss.

You simply needed to know.

And so, you were sitting across from Mr. Smith, legs crossed in a way that allowed the already short skirt of the tight dress you wore to ride up even more, cleavage dangerously low, leaving very little to your new boss’s imagination. He pretended to read over reports, but you were very aware of his change in demeanor once the last of your colleagues was out the door. His suit jacket came off along with the light blue tie he wore that day. Gone was the strict boss everyone else was afraid of. In his place sat the relaxed, flirty Dean Smith you’d come to know in your time together.

Every now and then, those piercing green eyes of his would lift from the endless pages in front of him, and scan their way down your figure. You pretended not to notice but truth was, you were squealing like a schoolgirl on the inside. It was a few moments later, when he sighed frustratedly and leaned back in his chair, that you decided to take your chance.

Standing up from your spot, you walked across the way to where he sat, head leaning back, and placed your hands on those wide shoulders of his. He jumped slightly at first, but soon relaxed into your touch and smiled.

“I didn’t know the assistant job description comes with a masseuse requirement,” said Dean, opening his eyes for a moment before closing them again in contentment as your fingers worked their way through his tense shoulders.

You smiled down at him, “it doesn’t, but you seem terribly stressed Mr. Smith. What kind of assistant would I be if I didn’t at least try to help?”

While trying to keep your cool on the outside, the way his muscles felt beneath your fingertips — even through the thin barrier provided by his dress shirt — was enough to make a heat begin to form at your core. Dean chuckled slightly but when you pressed on just the right spot where his shoulders meet his neck, a low growl slipped past those delicious, pink lips and you had to bite your lower lip to stifle the moan threatening to emerge from you.

It was then that Dean opened his eyes and smirked up at you, a devilish glimmer in his eyes.

“I appreciate that, Ms. Y/L/N, but conversely what kind of boss would I be if I didn’t try to help with your stress as well? After all, you’re the one that’s been handling most of the work for me ever since I got here.”

You weren’t sure how to respond to that but when he grabbed your hand and motioned for you to go around him, you followed. He rolled his chair back a foot or so, and grabbed you by the hips. Slowly, he pushed you down until you were sitting on the edge of his desk.

Suddenly, his hands left your hips and traveled down until they were slowly dancing around your thighs. His gaze never once leaving your own, he pulled your legs apart and started a trail of soft, open-mouthed kisses on the inside of your right leg. Speechless, you breathed out the moan you’d been keeping in. You were so completely entranced by his lips on your skin, that you didn’t notice his hand leaving your other leg until you felt thick fingers tracing a line down the centre of your now-soaked panties. Drawing in a breath, your eyes flitted down just in time to see his fingers move the thin fabric to the side, leaving you exposed to your boss.

“Beautiful,” he hummed in appreciation.

A warmth traveled up to your cheeks and, just for a moment, some sort of sanity cleared your mind to the insanity that was you now leaning back on your boss’s desk, legs spread and glistening sex on display. The moment was interrupted, of course, when you felt Dean’s fingers travel through your folds. A loud moan escaped you and Dean smiled proudly, satisfied at his ability to produce such a sweet sound from you with just his fingers.

“Mr. Smith, I-“

“Call me Dean,” he interrupted, “since we’re getting to know each other a little better now.”

“Okay, Dean… I just-“ your words turned to moans as two thick digits entered your dripping core.

Dean chuckled and curled his fingers inside you, “sorry, is this not what you had in mind?”

Overwhelmed by his fingers pumping in and out of you all you could do was nod desperately, “mm-hmm.”

Holding on to the edge of the desk, your hips rolled up slightly, body seeking more friction. He noticed and smiled at your eagerness, leaning down to capture your aching bundle of nerves in his mouth. The sensation added on to the already climbing pleasure and you felt that familiar coil in your belly tighten. Leaning on one arm, you reached down to run your fingers through his soft, light brown hair. As his tongue flicked your clit and his fingers kept pumping in and out of you, your legs began to close involuntarily. Dean growled and grabbed your legs roughly, placing them on his shoulders to keep you fully open to him. Your back arched as your fingers tugged at his short hair, pushing his face closer to your pussy. The sound of various files and desk knick-knacks hitting the floor were nothing compared to your moans as Dean feasted on your body. He added a third finger into you and your eyes rolled back, the tension of the coil heightened, so close to release. Your hips bucked up and the moment his lips enclosed your clit and sucked, the coil snapped and you cried out Dean’s name as waves of pleasure flooded your senses.

Dean stood up, leaning over you as his lips, coated with your slick, captured your own. You could taste yourself on him as you kissed him back, desperately trying to even your breathing as you came down from the powerful orgasm. Breaking the kiss, you pushed Dean off and down onto his chair. He seemed surprised by your sudden use of force but went with it, pupils dilating with lust as you settled yourself down between his legs.

Your fingers fumbled with his belt, removing the item and opening his slacks to reveal the bulge created by his hard cock fighting against his briefs. Your hand reached in to pull his throbbing member free from its confines and your eyes widened as you were met by his impressive size, licking your lips in anticipation.

Dean sucked in a breath as your fingers wrapped around the base. Beads of pre-cum leaked from the tip and you smiled before wrapping your lips around it, moaning as the salty taste coated your tongue. Looking up through thick lashes, you saw Dean admiring the view. His face was flushed, chest heaving and lips slightly parted as you took more of him into your mouth.

It was then that the goddamn phone rang and Dean jumped, the sudden movement forcing more of him into your mouth which caused him to growl at the sensation of the head of his cock touching the back of your throat. You gagged slightly but controlled it as he leaned forward to answer the call.

Putting a finger to his lips in a motion to keep quiet, he placed the receiver on his ear, “yeah, this is Dean Smith.”

Though barely audible, the voice on the other side of the call was familiar to you. That irritating, whiny pitch could only mean that Mr. Adler, Dean’s boss, was calling to check up on the newest addition to his team. As Dean rolled his eyes in annoyance, you looked straight at him and pulled his cock out of your mouth, sucking slightly as you did. Taken by surprise, Dean groaned and quickly faked a cough to mask the sound.

He furrowed his eyebrows at you, which only made you feel challenged and you smiled wickedly up at him as you wrapped your hand around his shaft and began pumping up and down. Widened green eyes scolded you and he grabbed your wrist to stop your movements but by then it was too late, you took his cock into your mouth once more and began sucking.

“Yeah… n-no, sir. I-I understand,” Dean struggled as you continued bobbing your head up and down, hollowing out your cheeks to apply more pressure as you did so. Dean’s hand let go of your wrist only to tangle in your hair, presumably at first in an attempt to pull you off but quickly pushing you further down instead. You gladly let him do so and tried your best to control your gag reflex as you took him further down your throat. The sounds of you choking on his cock and the sight of spit dripping down your chin seemed to egg him on and his hips began to thrust upward.

Perfect teeth biting down on his lip while he simply hummed in agreement to whatever old man Adler was saying on the other side of the line, Dean’s head rolled back, trying his absolute best to not give away the fact that he had his assistant down on her knees, mouth bobbing up and down his cock as he talked to his boss. At the beautiful sight of Dean in ecstasy, you couldn’t help but moan, the vibrations of it sending shocks up Dean’s spine. His cock twitched in your mouth and he tugged on your hair, pulling you completely off of him before grabbing your chin between his thumb and forefinger, staring at you with an intensity that made you shiver on the spot.

“Sorry sir, I’ve got to take care of something here but I can assure you we’re working very hard on the presentation for next week,” he breathed out and barely waited for Adler’s goodbye before slamming the receiver down, ending the call.

Still held in place by his fingers on your chin, you grinned mischievously, an action that made Dean narrow his eyes at you.

“I assume you’ve never been taught a lesson on patience, right?” Dean’s fingers tightened slightly on your chin and the smile on your lips dissipated.

You shook your head and widened your eyes at him, a pout on your lips to feign innocence. You could see a corner of his lips twitch before his expression turned hard and he let go of your chin, leaning back on his chair as he motioned for you to get up.

Standing on shaky legs, you followed his silent direction to turn around. Taking a deep breath, you leaned down against the desk when he placed a hand on your lower back. The warmth of his body behind you alerted you to the fact that he was now standing, then fingers wrapped around the ruined panties you still wore, dragging them down your legs until the fabric fell around your heels. He grabbed the hem of your dress and pulled it over the curve of your ass, once again putting you on display for himself. A large hand caressed the globe off an ass cheek while the other pressed down on your back to keep you down against the desk.

Suddenly, the hand on your ass disappeared and came back down forcefully. You cried out in surprise but could feel your arousal dripping down your leg. Dean chuckled as he spanked you, squeezing the cheek before smacking it again and again. Your cries turned to moans and soon enough your skin stung, tears running down your face as you repeated “I’m sorry” over and over again.

As he rubbed the raw, throbbing spot he leaned over and whispered in your ear, “I know you are.”

The hand on your back moved away and you tried to move up but Dean had other plans for you. He grabbed your hands from beside you and placed them behind you, wrapping a silky material around your wrists. Looking over as best you could, you barely saw the familiar blue of his tie hanging off as he finished up the knot around your wrists. Grabbing your hips, he angled your ass up and told you to stay.

It was a few moments in which you realized he was removing his clothes, every now and then stopping to run a finger or two through your folds, using your own wetness to coat them. Anticipation had you biting down on the inside of your cheek and you moaned every time he touched you.

Suddenly, you felt something tease at your entrance.

Putting one hand on your hip, Dean used the other to guide his cock to your dripping hole. Teasing through the folds with the head as you squirmed and moaned in protest, desperate to feel him inside you.

“Tell me what you want, princess.” His voice seemed to drop, the dangerously low tone heightening your arousal.

“I want you, sir. I want to feel you inside me, please,” you begged, moving your hips back to him.

Dean snickered and you whined as he continued teasing you. Your whines turned to moans as you felt him enter you, stretching you like no one ever had before as he did. He continued until his cock was fully seated inside you and you relished in the painfully pleasurable sensation.

Sensing your eagerness, Dean pulled back, almost completely, and then pushed back in. His thrusts were slow and measured, his hands on your hips to keep you in place. Soon, however, the feeling of your tight walls pulsing around him began to draw groans from him and his speed increased. Pushing his computer monitor off the side of his desk, he grabbed one of your legs and hitched it up on the desk, the new angle allowing him to touch you in places no one ever had before. His other hand traveled up your spine to tangle in your hair, his fingers pulling hard as his thrusts turned brutal and sloppy.

You cried out in pleasure and begged for more. Faster. Harder. All requests to which Dean happily obliged. The desk creaked beneath you, accompanied by the sounds of skin slapping against skin as every inch of the room was impregnated with the scent of sex thick in the air.

You were now screaming, completely consumed by the feeling of his cock inside you and his fingers tangled in your hair. His groans turned to growls as a string of profanities left those beautiful lips of his. Sweat covered your bodies as the heat increased and you felt your second orgasm creep up on you. You were so very close now. You pulled at the restraints on your wrist, desperate to touch yourself at the little bundle of nerves that demanded attention. Your breath hitched in your throat as you felt Dean’s hand move from its place on your thigh, closer and closer to your clit.

Right before he reached it, he seemed to change his mind. Letting go of your hair, he pulled out of you and grabbed you by the waist. Pulling you upright he turned you around and sat you back down on the desk. His lips crashed against yours in a bruising kiss, teeth and tongues vying for control. His fingers grabbed at the top of your dress and he pulled roughly, the fabric ripping down the center as he did.

You squealed in surprise and he swallowed your moans as his hands freed your breasts from your bra. Thank whoever came up with front bra clasps.

One of his hands squeezed and pinched at your hard nipple as the other reached down to guide his cock back into you. He entered you quickly, fingers digging into the flesh of your thigh.

He broke the kiss and smiled, “I want to see you cum on my cock.”

He pushed down on you and your chest heaved upward as your hands, still tied behind your back, pressed up on your body. The discomfort urged you to place your legs on the edge of the desk in an effort to lift some weight off your hands. This action, however, seemed to pull you away from Dean, to which he didn’t take kindly. He grabbed your legs and pulled you back down to the edge of the desk, hooking his arms under your knees to bring you up, the new angle relieving pressure off but also allowing him to fuck deeper into you. His pace quickened and the coil tightened immediately. Your walls clenched around him and you could feel a twitching inside you as he neared his own release.

Letting go of one of your legs, Dean’s fingers pressed on your clit and you cried out obscenities as the coil snapped and electricity coursed through your veins. Wave after wave of pleasure caused your body to shake and your pussy to tighten around Dean, pushing him over the edge with you as he came, coating your insides with his hot seed as he groaned.

Gasping for air, you laughed breathlessly as you came down from your high. The action causing your walls to contract around Dean’s softening cock, still inside you, which made him hiss.

He let go of your other leg and leaned down against the desk, trying to catch his breath.

Looking at his flushed face, sweat on his brow and chest, you smiled at him, “will that be all Mr. Smith?”

He laughed and pulled you up, reaching around you to free you of your bindings, “that will be all, Ms. Y/L/N.”

You smiled and your heart skipped a beat when he reached for your wrists, running his fingers on the marks left by the ties, and placing light kisses on the pulse points of your inner wrists.

“You know,” he started, “if you want, I have a great new mattress in my apartment. Memory foam — it remembers me, and I’m sure it’d love to get to know you.”

He winked and you laughed, “I suppose it would be rude not to introduce myself to it.”

With that, Dean walked over to his private bathroom where he kept a change of clothes. Having destroyed your… well, everything, in the process, he handed you a dress shirt that was definitely too big for you but would do to help cover yourself on the way down to the garage. After changing and somewhat re-arranging his desk, you walked down and hurried to your cars in hopes of avoiding the night cleaning crew that were surely on their way to your floor. You agreed to follow him back to his apartment building and smiled awkwardly as the building’s security guard saw you walk into the elevator still only covered by Dean’s shirt and suit jacket. Once inside his home, he grabbed you by the waist and placed a hand on your cheek, pressing his lips to yours in the sweetest kiss you’d ever had. You walked backward as he guided you to his bedroom, thanking your lucky stars for having blessed you with the best boss in the world.

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Nat’s Superfriends Title Challenge Masterlist

I have been blessed with so many entries to my challenge. Here’s the whole list for those who have already submitted their entries. Thank so much to all for participating! 

The One You’ve Been Waiting For - @superwholockmarauder​

The One With Red Sky at Morning - @cajunquandary​

The One Where All Hell Breaks Loose - @baconcheeseburger​

The One with The Letter - @atc74​

The One With The New Boss - @ellewritesfix05​

The One With The Road Trip - @a-winchester-fairytale​

The One With The Magic Fingers - @jensengirl83​

The One With The T-shirt - @iwantthedean​

The One With The Baby In The Impala - @hoboal87​

The One Where It Hurts - @roonyxx​​

The One With Baby - @deanwanddamons​

The One Where Dean Is Fine - @thinkinghardhardlythinking​

The One With All The Kissing - @waywardbaby​

The One With The Merry Little Christmas - @whatareyousearchingfordean​

The One Where Love Hurts -  @msmarvelouswinchester​

The One With The Slumber Party - @supraveng​

The One With The Intervention - @beanie-beebo​

The One At The Bar - @larkiwrites​

The One With The Morning After - @superbadassnatural​

The One With Dean’s New Girlfriend - @sunflowers-n-rocknroll​

The One With The Halloween Party - @crashdevlin​

The One At The Beach - @justagirlinafandomworld​

[a-winchester-fairytale]

The One With The Road Trip

Summary:  Dean wants to go on a road trip with the girl he loves, but you have no idea all of the surprises he has in store for you.

Word Count: 2,078

Warnings:  lots of fluff -- (You may want to see a dentist after this)

A/N:  Written for @smol-and-grumpy​ Friends Title Challenge.  Thank you for hosting a fun challenge with lots of great prompts!  

Please feel free to let me what you think.  I love the feedback!!  <3

“What are you doing?” You groaned, throwing the blanket back over your head as he chuckled.  Dean set the bag down on the floor and jumped onto the bed with you.

“Come on, it will be fun.” He promised, squeezing your sides to tickle you underneath the covers.  You squirmed, playfully pushing him off you and nuzzling your face into his chest.

“Staying in bed on a cold morning can be kind of fun too.”  You suggested and you could feel his body shake with a deep laugh.

“Don’t worry, I’ll keep you warm.”  He said in your ear, kissing your cheek and climbing out of the bed.

You sighed, rolling your eyes as you finally agreed to get up.  “Promises, promises.”  You teased, giving him a sideways smirk as he walked back down to the hall toward the kitchen.

Although you wondered what Dean had up his sleeve, you enjoyed days when he was in a playful mood.  It wasn’t often that he seemed happy and his lighter side came out, and that is the biggest reason you agreed to get up early on a brisk winter morning when there was finally a break between hunts.  

As you dressed, you could hear Dean talking to his brother Sam in the kitchen.  “We should be back by tomorrow night.”  

“Just be careful.  We still haven’t heard anything back from Cas about what is happening in Heaven and the angels.”  Sam told him.  Dean nodded.

“We will be.  If you hear anything, just give me a call and we’ll high tail it back here.”  He promised, his serious voice returning.

“I don’t suppose he is telling you where we are going.”  You hinted to Sam as you came into the kitchen.  

“Don’t you dare.” Dean threatened his little brother as he put a couple of thermoses in the green ice chest and headed out to the garage.

“Maybe, but I am sworn to secrecy.”  Sam told you.

“You’re no help at all.” You told him, squinting your eyes. Sam only shrugged and pretended to zip his lips together, tossing an imaginary key over his shoulder.

“Okay…”  Dean announced as he came back inside. “Duffel bags are in the trunk, provisions in the back seat, all I’m missing is my girl.”

You blushed, grinning from ear to ear at his endearment.  Dean was still the only guy you knew that could make you feel like a lovesick teenager.

“Have fun.”  Sam whispered, giving you a quick side hug.

 You climbed in the passenger seat and glanced in the back seat at a few provisions that Dean had carefully packed.  “Are you going to tell me what we are doing?”

“Just going on a road trip.” He replied with a slight shrug of his shoulders.  He pulled out of the garage and turned down the road, punching the gas and the impala took off.

“A road trip?”

“Yes.”  He confirmed, chuckling lightly at your suspicion.  “What’s wrong with that?”

“Nothing.”  You replied, cautiously dragging out the word. He looked over to see you squinting your eyes and pursing your lips as you watched him drive.  

“What?”  he asked innocently.

“I just….”  You started, shaking your head.  “You literally go on road trips for a ‘living’ and that’s what you want to do when we don’t have any hunts on the radar?”

“Okay, that’s fair.” He admitted.  “I wanted to spend a day or two with you when we didn’t have the whole ‘end of the world’ thing breathing down our neck.  You know, just go somewhere like normal people.”  

“So, is this a ‘Dean Road Trip’ or a ‘Sam Road Trip’?”  You asked, smirking at the way he looked at you.  

“What does that even mean?”

“You know….Sam likes to have everything planned out beforehand.  Every turn and stop marked on that map in the glove box.  You – well, you like to just wing it.”  You explained and he laughed so hard the car swerved for a moment.  “I just want to know what I’m in for.”  You added.

“The destination is set, but otherwise we are winging it.”  He replied, his eyes dancing as he looked back at you.  

“Do I get to know the destination?”  You asked, giving him your best puppy dog eyes.

“Minnesota.”  He replied, obviously enjoying the game he was playing with you.

“What in the world is in Minnesota?”  

“You’ll see.”  He teased and you playfully rolled your eyes. “Now pick out some music and just have some fun.”  

“Now I know you are going crazy.”  You told him, picking up the tape box and putting one of the cassettes into the impala. “You are letting the passenger pick the music.”

“Just don’t tell Sammy.” He laughed.  He rested his arm along the back of the seat and you slid over close to him, leaning your head against his shoulder.

The two of you stopped often along the drive to break up the miles.  A few times at little gas stations filled with junk food, tacky souvenirs, and slushy machines.  Although most were small and didn’t have many options, you had always preferred them to the large chains along the interstates.  You thought they had personality and many times you would find the treats you enjoyed as a kid that were hard to find nowadays.  

As Dean bought a handful of snacks, including a few you knew he hated but you loved, you picked up a small toy souvenir.  Dean watched as you set it on the dashboard of the impala, debating for a moment before he simply sighed and let it stay there - at least for the trip.

The two of you stopped for lunch at a little 50’s style diner and stopped at the World’s Largest Ball of Twine and to take a selfie with Jolly Green Giant Statue before continuing down the road.  Dean found a quiet park next to a lake and stopped so they two of you could eat dinner that evening.  There were some old worn picnic tables and Dean unpacked the sandwiches he had packed in the back of the car.  

“Too bad it’s so cold or we could go swimming in that water.”  You commented, looking out at the lake.  You felt Dean get up from the table and turned to see a mischievous look on his face. “Oh, no….don’t you dare!”  You insisted, pointing a finger at him.

He came around the table and you jumped up, running away from him.  It only took him a few feet to wrap his arms around your waist, lifting you off the ground and you screamed at him.  He threatened to throw you into the water and then laughed as you tried to fight your way free.  Dean set you back on the ground, but held you close to him.

“I wouldn’t do that to you.” He said unconvincingly.  

“You better not, Dean Winchester.”  You threatened.  He leaned down and kissed you a few times before loosening his hold on you.  

“Come on, we still have a little farther to go.”  He said, grabbing your hand and leading you back to the car.

Hours later you felt Dean lightly shake your shoulder to wake you when he pulled the car to a stop. It was pitch black outside but you could see something reflecting off of the water in front of the car.  You didn’t remember falling asleep and stretched a little before climbing out of the car.  As soon as you did, you realized that what you saw reflecting on the water was coming from the sky above.

You stared in amazement at the northern lights spreading out in front of you in all the colors of the rainbow as you made your way to the front of the impala.

“Dean!  This is amazing.”  You exclaimed looking up at the colors dancing in the night sky.  

“Well, it’s not Denali.” He shrugged.  You looked over at him leaning on the grill of the car, stunned that he would remember that you had always wanted to go to Denali to see the Aurora Borealis.  “When I heard that this year was supposed to be a good year for this kind of thing, I figured it was worth a shot.”

“You planned this whole thing just for the northern lights?  I had no idea….”  You shook your head in disbelief, but Dean only shrugged.

“I didn’t want to say anything in case it didn’t work.  Everything I read said there was no guarantee and I didn’t want you to be disappointed if it didn’t happen.” He admitted.  

You turned to stand in front of him, placing your hands on his cheeks and kissing him softly.  “You could never disappoint me.”  You whispered against his lips.  He chuckled as you leaned your forehead against his. “I know that’s not what you meant, but this road trip has been wonderful.  You were right, it was nice to get to spend some time with you outside of hunting.”

“So you had fun?”  he teased.  You laughed and nodded.

“A lot of fun.  And this…”  You said turning around to look at the lights again.  “This is kind of perfect.”

Dean wrapped his arms around your waist and put his chin on your shoulder as you leaned back against his chest.  In spite of the frigid air, you felt warm and smiled, remembering his promise from that morning.

“I’m glad you feel that way cause perfect is kind of what I was going for.”  He said, moving his arm a bit to pull something out of his pocket and hold it out in front of you.

You glanced down at his hand and it took a moment for your eyes to realize what it was.  Suddenly you pushed your body forward and turned to stare at him in disbelief.  Dean was grinning from ear to ear, watching your face as you processed the ring you saw in his outstretched hand.

“Is that….?  Are you serious?”  You asked finally.  Dean nodded.

Sam wandered restlessly around the empty bunker, glancing down at the phone in his hand every few minutes.  He tried updating the hunter’s journals but when he found himself re-reading the same sentence a third time he growled in frustration and pushed the books away.  He tried working out, something that usually allowed him to get out of his own head, but at the end he felt more tense than relaxed.   He grabbed a beer from the kitchen and plopped down in the library tossing the phone down on the table in front of him.

“This is ridiculous.” He mumbled to the empty room.  “You’d think I was the one asking.”

Sam rolled his eyes, taking another drink from the bottle before setting it down on the table.  He glanced at the carved initials next to it, thinking back to the day him and Dean had added their mark.  The corner of his mouth turned upward in a smile at the memory.

That had been only days before Dean met you and six months before you came to live with them at the bunker.  Although Dean and Sam were still the same people that carved their mark that night, the relationship that began between you and Dean had changed both of you, and Sam had enjoyed having a front row seat to see Dean find the hope and joy he had thought he lost.

Sam picked up the cell phone, noticing the time was just after midnight.  He debated, turning the phone over and over in his fingers. Finally, unable to resist any longer, he typed a message to Dean.

S – Well??

He watched the screen, but received no sign that Dean had seen the message or that he was going to get a response.  Sam sighed, setting the phone back on the table and picking up his beer.  As he took a drink, the phone buzzed.  Sam jumped up, spilling beer down his shirt and he cursed under his breath.  Running his hand along his jeans to wipe the beer away, he picked up the phone with the other.

D – She said yes!!

Sam closed his eyes as relief and excitement replaced the nervous feeling he had ever since Dean told him what he was planning to do.  He responded with a smile on his face.

S - Congratulations brother.  See you when you get home.

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The One At The Bar

AU: Supernatural Title: The One At The Bar Characters: Dean Winchester, Reader, Ross Geller, Monica Geller, Rachel Green, Phoebe Buffay, Joey Tribbiani, Chandler Bing Word Count: 765 Pairing: Hinting at DeanxReader Warnings: None A/N: This is for @smol-and-grumpy​ Nat’s SuperFriends Title Challenge. My prompt was The One At The Bar. I haven’t watched friends for a while so bear with me if I didn’t portray the characters perfectly :-/  Feel free to send in some constructive criticism and/or feedback! 

(Divider graphic by the lovely @talesmaniac89​ )

The flurry of icy-cold snowflakes bit against your skin, a gust of wind making it that much worse. You wrapped your coat about you a bit tighter, ducking your face down into your scarf the best that you could, and hurried forward. The lights of the café were just ahead and as if on their own accord, your legs began to move faster in anticipation. A gust of warmth overwhelmed you as you opened the door and darted in, grateful to escape the frosty outside air.

“(Y/N)!” Rachel called from your friends’ usual spot on the soft velvety couch. You grinned and began to shake off as much of the cold wet that had gathered in your hair and on your shoulders. Even without her calling for you, you could easily hear the laughter of your group of friends, practically your family, from the entrance.

Sliding your phone out of your pocket to turn the ringtone volume down, you made your way forward and into the café. Suddenly you collided with a solid form, causing you to drop your phone and lose your balance. Strong hands gripped your upper arms to prevent you from falling as you glanced up to meet the stunning emerald-green eyes of a man you’d never seen before. His light-brown hair was in a messy spike you weren’t sure was from the snowy weather, or if that was just his style. His strong jawline was accentuated by his five o’clock shadow and contrasted sharply with the soft set of his lips. God, his lips.

“Shit, I’m sorry,” you uttered, overwhelmed by his beauty.

“Are you ok?” He spoke at the same time, leaning over and gazing at you through his dark lashes.

You shyly tugged at your bottom lip, glancing down and away before realizing it. You gave yourself a mental shake and met his gaze once more, heat instantly rising to your cheeks.

“Yeah, uh, I’m fine. I’m sorry, I wasn’t watching where I was going,” you sounded slightly more confident than you would have expected. That was good.

The man stooped to pick up your phone and you instantly mourned the loss of his hands on your arms. What the hell, (Y/N)? Get it together.

“I think this is yours….?”

“(Y/N), my name is (Y/N),” you gave a small smile while taking the phone from his hands. Your cold fingers brushed against the warmth of his skin and the feeling of electricity shot through you.

“Dean,” his pink lips lifted into a half-smile in response.

“Thanks, Dean,” you held the phone up, referencing what you were thanking him for. That, and you know, existing. God, those eyes… You gave yourself another mental shake.

“(Y/N)!” your friend Phoebe’s voice startled you, bringing you back to the present. You hadn’t noticed but for a moment there, there was only you and Dean in the bustling café.

“Uh, sorry, my friends,” you gestured toward the sitting area your friends occupied.

“Right, well, it was nice to meet you, (Y/N),” his deep voice had you hanging onto every word.

You could only smile as the two of you parted ways. Your face was flushed and you were grinning like a schoolgirl from the interaction as you continued toward your friends. Maybe you could blame the icy wind for your pink cheeks.

“Wow,” Chandler spoke up as you took a seat next to Rachel, “Could you be any more in love?”

Rachel laughed while Monica grinned behind her cup of coffee.

“In love? With who?” Ross asked, having missed the entire interaction between you and mystery-Dean.

Phoebe nonchalantly gestured toward the gorgeous and his companion, “That guy, obviously,” she rolled her eyes.

“What guy?” Joey was curious now, too.

“The one at the bar,” Monica chimed in, sitting her coffee down on the table in front of her.

“Did you get his number?” Rachel ­­­­­­­­­­­­­animatedly asked before adding, “Ugh, he’s so pretty I could cry.”

“Guys, stop,” you finally spoke up, biting your bottom lip once more. You had done your best to avoid looking toward Dean while your friends teased you, but you found your gaze drifting his way despite your best efforts. Your (Y/E/C) eyes met the jeweled tone of his green irises from across the room and you realized he had been staring as much as you had wanted to stare.

“I didn’t get his number…. but maybe I will,” you grinned, standing once more and leaving your friends behind. If anything could warm you up on a cold wintery New York night, you were willing to bet it was Dean.

[baconcheeseburger]

Friday - The One Where All Hell Breaks Loose

civilian!AU; everyone is human

Summary: Castiel found an old ouija board on the attic of his house and he wants to use it. When his friends come over for the weekend, he talks them into playing with him. And to everyone’s surprise, they actually make contact! The session ends kind of strange and sudden, and the next day they decide to play again. But this time, it’ll change everything…

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Characters: Sam Winchester, Castiel, Charlie Bradbury; Kevin Tran

Story warnings: angst, supernatural / paranormal events, violence, blood, injuries, possession, hallucinations, death

Chapter warnings: angst, supernatural events

Word count: 3254

A/N: This was written for @smol-and-grumpy​‘s superfriends title challenge. This is the first chapter of the “Ouija - Always close the door” mini series. I’m super excited to share this baby with you. - Enjoy! Banner and divider were made by me.

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„You are damn buzzkills. Come on guys, this will be fun!“

„You gotta be kidding... He must be kidding... He's kidding, right?“ Dean turned his head to look around the room into the faces of his friends, but his question, no matter if he really wanted an answer or not, was ignored. All eyes were on the wooden board in Castiel's hand.

Around the edge of the board, beautiful ornaments had been burned into the wood. In the left upper corner was a sun, on the right a crescent moon and in between them, the words "yes" and "no". Underneath were all the letters of the alphabet alongside with the numbers from 0-9 and underneath that was the word "goodbye". In his other hand he held a triangle shaped wooden piece with a round glass embedded on the wider side that had a light blue stain.

You shifted in Dean’s arms and ran a hand through your messy Y/H/C hair, followed by a deep sigh. „Cas. I thought you don’t believe in this kind of... stuff. And now you wanna play this… game?“ Your mouth twists in disbelief and discomfort.

Before the addressed man could even begin to answer, Charlie shot up and said enthusiastically „I always wanted to try this out. I'm in!“ while she walked around the couch to join him. A triumphant smile spread on Castiel's lips as she stood next to him.

"Guys I don't think we should do this... We could open a portal through the veil to the other side, if this works, which it could. Pretty bad stuff has happened to people who played carelessly with ouija boards. People got hurt. And worse...“, you trailed and nervously bit on the nail of your pinkie while you looked at your two friends.

A small smile appeared on Charlie's lips. „Nothing will happen to any of us“, she reassured you. „We are all with you, right guys? And Dean would never let you get hurt." Castiel nodded his head so fast, it must have made him dizzy. You felt Dean's arms slightly tighten around you, confirming her words. 

Charlie approached you and held out her hand for you to take.  "Come on, let's do this. It's only a game, isn't it?“

You thought about it for a moment, ignoring Castiel's pleading in the background as hard as you could. Castiel didn't even believe in ghosts or any other occult or spiritual things. Despite having a priest as a father, he was the most atheistic and anti-supernatural person you had ever met. And still he wanted to contact the dead? Yeah, great idea. 10/10, would recommend.

Not to speak of the fact that this could end pretty badly. Sure, the possibility of ‘making contact’ wasn't exactly high and there were enough studies that said the planchette only moved because of the ideomotor effect - unconscious, involuntary physical movements from the participants. But on the other side there were a lot of witness reports, that stated that unexplainable and paranormal stuff had happened; from knocking to bad things like injuries: scratches, deep cuts or even broken bones. And you definitely didn't want to be on the receiving end of that.

But Castiel seemed so excited… And it couldn’t hurt, right? Just like Charlie said. It’s just a game...

While rolling your eyes in defeat, you took Charlie’s hand and let her pull you to your feet. „One time!“, you murmured and pointed a finger at Castiel and Charlie who high-fived each other in victory.

Dean and Sam exchanged an annoyed look, but still followed their friends out of the living room. They were sure the planchette wouldn't move and as far as they knew Castiel, he wouldn't want to try it again if it wasn't successful tonight. So, what the hell.

You all sat around the dinner table together, waiting for your dark haired friend, who had told you to give him a second as he searched for some candles.

„It's all about the atmosphere!“, he yelled from the kitchen. He mumbled to himself while he was looking through the cupboards and drawers. After a few minutes he came back, his arm packed full of different candles. Castiel placed them on the table and various surfaces in the dining room. 

"It's good that we are five people, it works better with an odd number of players", Charlie told everyone while she helped him light the candles, then she turned off the electric light so the room was only dimly lit by the dancing flames of the candles.

„Ok“, Castiel started when he sat down and put the board in place so everyone could reach it comfortably, „so, there are some rules we have to follow…

One: be kind! Yes, I'm talking to you Dean.“ Dean's forest green eyes widened at the accusation and he opened his mouth to counter, but Castiel went on talking as if he didn’t notice Dean’s attempt to protest. „If we get rude or vulgar answers, we can't mirror them. We have to stay nice.

Two: No questions about death! Not their death, like how they died – they could get angry and shit or these poor souls could relive their trauma again and again – and especially not your own death or the death of anyone else, no when or how.

Three: Don't play it alone and NEVER play it in a graveyard. Should be obvious, why.

Four: Always say goodbye. Otherwise the door will stay open. Plus, it's part of the 'be kind' thing, so….“

Castiel shifted around on his chair and looked at everyone, waiting for them to give him some sign of agree- or disagreement.

You examined the faces of your friends as well.

There was Castiel, who tried to sound bossy – so not him – and have everything under control. But there was something under this mask. Excitement paired with... A bit of worry, maybe?

Between you two, to your left and to Castiel's right side, sat Dean. He looked kind of bored on the outside, but you knew him well enough to tell that Castiel's words still intrigued him in some way, but he would never let it show.

On Castiel's other side was Charlie. She slightly bounced on the chair, grinning from one ear to the other. She couldn't wait to start.

To her left, Sam had placed his chin in his palm, tapping his fingers over his cheek bone. He looked like he wanted to be everywhere else but here. It was obvious that he thought this was just stupid.

After everyone nodded, Castiel gave the instruction to touch the planchette with two fingers („Right hand!“), then you began to move it in circles over the ouija board. One time for every player. After the fifth circle, when your hands came to halt, a cold breeze blew through the room that no one seemed to notice.

„Is anyone here?“, Castiel asked, his voice deeper than usual. Everyone tensed unwittingly, waiting for something to happen. But the wooden piece under your fingers didn’t move.

Getting impatient, Charlie asked a few moments later again. „Is someone here with us?“ But still got no answer.

Shortly after she asked, you felt a breeze, making you shiver. You looked around and frowned. Was one of the windows open? All of them seemed closed and you couldn't remember that one of the others had opened one up throughout the evening.

You looked back at the board. Well, it couldn't hurt if you tried it as well, right? You took a deep breath and whispered the same words your friends had said before. „Is someone here with us?“

Suddenly the planchette started to vibrate lightly, so faint it was almost not noticeable. It slowly moved, until it stopped over the word 'yes'.

„Oh wow. Go on, Y/N“, Charlie encouraged you with a nod in your direction and sparkling eyes.

You glanced around and found all eyes on you, then cleared your throat. „Who are you? What's your name?“ Your voice was not much louder than the first time you spoke.

The planchette reacted almost immediately. It slid a bit over the board and came to halt at the letter 'K'. It stopped there.

„Hello K. Thank you for talking to us. Er- excuse me for asking this, but...Ehm, are you a… good.. spirit?“ Your lips twisted at the lack and choice of words and shrugged.

It moved back up to 'yes' again. Everyone around the table had held their breaths after you asked the question, which now escaped as relieved sighs.

"How old are you?" The wooden piece moved to the numbers and stopped on '1' and '9'. So they were 19 years old when they died. You wondered what had happened to them that they had to die so young, but you knew better than to ask.

"Do you want to tell us your full name, so we can address you better?"

K - E - V - I - N

„Are you alone, Kevin?“ Charlie wanted to know.

'No'

Dean was the next to speak. One could tell that since the planchette had moved, he was utterly excited. „How many others are there, besides you?“, he wanted to know. His eyes had the same glistening in them as Charlie's.

The wood under their fingers moved again, still slowly, aiming for '3' but jerked unexpectedly to '4'. Before anyone could ask another question, the planchette began to move over the board, rapidly circling in an eight motion. The planchette pulled almost violently on their hands, getting faster and faster, driven by a much stronger force than the one before. You were sure that if everyone would stop touching it, it would keep going.

Suddenly the triangle shaped wood piece stopped and jerked to 'goodbye'. The second it touched the word, another breeze blew through the room and the temperature in the room increased by a few degrees. This time, the breeze had been strong enough for everyone to notice. Even the candle flames had flickered.

„What the fuck was that!?“

„What did just happen?“

„Holy fucking shit!“

Everyone spoke at the same time. The five of you stared at each other in shock, none of you were touching the planchette anymore now. For a moment there was absolute silence in the dining room. Only the different rhythms of breathing and the ticking of -

DONG – DONG – DONG – ..., followed by a high pitched shriek that escaped Charlie’s lips, resounded through the rooms. The big grandfather clock that stood in the hallway beside the dining room reminded them loudly of how late it had gotten. Nervous chuckles filled the air. When the clock striked for the last time Dean got up, while a deep sigh left his lips. „Okay, I need a drink. Beer anyone?“

Everyone followed him into the kitchen and he handed everyone a beer from the fridge. Castiel was the last one to enter the room. „You, ehm- you guys will stay the night. Right?“ His gaze was on the bottle Dean handed him and he started to pick on the label. He didn’t dare to look at anyone.

Charlie looked up from the piece of paper she had snatched from the fridge door and was now holding in her hands. „Er, duh! I mean, that was the plan from the start. A whole weekend of watching dumb movies, eating junk food – which we STILL haven't ordered by the way“, she waved with the menu in her hand, „and if ANYONE suggests a damn horror movie, I'll kill them with my bare hands.“

After the incident with the ouija board, you hadn't really talked with each other, everyone was buried deep in their thoughts. As soon as the doorbell ringed they were back to their old selves.

"YES, FOOD!!" Dean jumped up, almost knocked you from the couch and practically ran to the door. He opened it with so much force that the handle crashed into the wall.

"Sorry Cas!" he yelled while he fished his wallet out of his back pocket. Sam got up and joined his brother by the door to help him carry all the stuff.

“Not cool, assbutt!” Cas yelled back, barely able to contain his amusement about Dean’s enthusiasm for food. It was no secret the man loved to eat.

The food had arrived around thirty minutes into the first movie. You had decided to watch the Cornetto trilogy, starting with Shaun of the Dead. Nothing better to ease your tense minds than a good laugh. 

When Sam and Dean came back, a mouthwatering smell quickly filled the air. The coffee table was soon packed with various delicious items such as pizzas of any kind, a big amount of burgers and french fries, tacos, spicy chicken fingers and onion rings that went along with barbeque sauce. And let’s not forget the pie. Movie night always resembled a big feast. The leftovers always lasted for the rest of the weekend.

Everyone started to dig in and you occasionally talked about the movie.

But your attention was repeatedly drawn away from the tv screen somehow. You kept glancing around the room, looking over your shoulder and examining your surroundings. Your eyes kept being drawn to the dark corner in the back of the room for some reason, right beside the bookshelf where a cross hung on the wall. But there was nothing to see.

Something felt off to you, but if you had to express it in words, you wouldn’t be able to find any to describe what it exactly was that you were feeling, or why. It made no sense to you that you were feeling so uneasy. There was a pressure in your guts and you almost felt nauseous. Maybe you just ate too many different things, or just too much in general. You tended to overeat on these evenings, that was nothing new. But somehow this felt kind of different compared to past movie nights.

You absently fiddled with your fingers, a thing you always did when you were nervous.

“Hey, you okay sweetheart?”, Dean whispered into your ear, his hot breath fanning over the shell, sending a shiver down your spine. 

You turned your head and slightly smiled at him. “Yeah, I’m fine, just feeling a bit off. Shouldn’t have been eating so much pizza I guess.” You giggled and pressed your lips to his cheek and nuzzled closer to him, head buried in the crook of his neck.

"Okay." Dean planted a kiss on your hair and laid his head against yours. His fingers danced over your thigh, following patterns only he saw. The soft movements distracted and soothed you. Laying in his arms always gave you a feeling of safety, he was always able to ease your mind and calm you down.

When the credits of the second movie rolled over the screen, your tired eyes wandered around the room. You noticed that everyone except for you and Dean had fallen asleep. You were pretty tired yourself, so you fully turned to Dean and softly nudged your elbow into his ribs to get his attention.

He groggily looked at you, his eyes were glazed and a little watery and you could see just how tired he was. 

"Let's head upstairs and go to bed."

He nodded, waited until you got up and did the same. After you turned off the tv, the both of you closed the food boxes and carried them into the kitchen, putting the leftovers into the fridge, before you walked upstairs.

You headed for the second room on the left, the one you always stayed in. It was one of the two guest rooms. The bedrooms of Castiel and his father were up here on the second floor as well, alongside the pastor's study. 

Not much time had passed since you and Dean laid down, when there was a rumbling sound heard from downstairs. It sounded like heavy furniture was being moved around, scraping over the floor. The sound stopped after a few seconds. It was silent for a while, until someone walked up the stairs with heavy footsteps. Normally you were able to recognize who it was by the way of their walking, but this one didn’t exactly sound familiar. But it could just be because of the sleepiness. The person stopped at the last step, not going further for a while. The footsteps continued not far from the room you were staying in and then stopped right before your door.

"Occupied!", Dean grumbled loudly and pulled your body closer to him. 

It took a few seconds before the person on the other side moved again, walking further down the hall, but they didn't say a word. Then a door was being slammed shut.

Dean huffed and nuzzled his face against your neck. "God, why do these idiots always have to be so loud?"

You chuckled, searched for his hand and intertwined your fingers with each other. "No idea", you sighed sleepily. “Night, baby.”

“Night, sweetheart.”

You closed your eyes and drifted to sleep.

You jolted awake, unbeknownst to what had pulled you from your deep slumber. While you sat up, you rubbed your eyes and tried to make anything out in the darkness. You had no idea what time it was or how long you had been asleep for.

The faint memory of a door getting closed ringed in your ears, but you weren’t sure if that wasn’t just a remnant of a dream. When you looked to the other side of the bed you saw Dean sprawled out over the mattress, fast asleep, facing the other way. He laid on his stomach with an arm shoved under the pillow, one of his long bow legs bent, the other one stretched out. The rising of his shoulders with every deep breath was mesmerising and you watched him for a while.

Then you heard a sound. Thud - thud - thud.

You couldn't quite make out where it came from. It sounded as if it was coming from next door, out of the pastor's study, but at the same time it sounded like it was in your room. It almost sounded like footsteps, or soft knocking or something like that.

Thud - thud - thud. Thud - thud - thud. 

You decided to get up and take a look at what was going on out there, so you walked to the door, slowley. You twisted the door knob, opened the door slightly and peaked your head into the hallway. There was a light shining from under the door to her right across the hall. The other guest room. It seemed like one of the others was still awake, doing whatever. Right before you pulled back the light went out, just to light up again after a second and immediately going out again. It went on and off for a few times, then it was dark. You frowned and waited for a bit, but the light stayed out. Seemed like they went to bed.

You yawned when you went back into your room and closed the door. You tiptoed over to the bed, climbed in and cuddled up against Dean, throwing your arm around his middle.

The rustling sound of the sheets that covered you filled the otherwise silent room. It slowly dragged down your bodies and fell to the floor at the end of the bed, where it piled up.

You had fallen into a deep sleep a while ago, and neither Dean nor you had moved.