still cannot get over how much of a toxic sweat joel is. like if you watched his pov for mcc you would have no idea that his main schtick is that he's literally a builder on a fantasy roleplay server he is one of the most unnecessarily competitive players ive ever seen. the guy taught himself to speed bridge for tgttos and he occasionally does it on empires just to show off. he posted a clip on twitter of him playing tgttos on mcc island and the only words he says in the whole clip are "fuck off" four times. he camps the subreddit and viciously attacks anyone who places his team lower than top 5. someone so much as looks at him funny on stream in empires and he goes back to his base, grabs a chestplate and 5 golden apples, and hunts them down in complete silence until they're dead. you just know that man spends hours of his free time grinding competitive minecraft and for WHAT. to build a floating island???? to babysit his armor stand son????? NOBODY does it like him
I recently learned that butterflies do not only eat nectar, but also feed on cadavers, dung, sweat and tears to get salt. So I wanted to draw some tear drinking butterflies
okay after years of the 'i cant use techniques or resources meant for ppl with adhd or autism bc they dont apply to me and therefore im stealing resources' [not how that works, i have a guilt complex]
ive started using them and may i say??? holy shit??? the showing up for yourself impulse riding pre planning adhd stuff is like??? i feel so on top of my personal life? and every single sensory meltdown tip or tone/communication thing for autistics??? HELLO???
I have spent SOOOO long putting all my effort to Function Normally into academics and career, but having the ability to (somewhat) manage both professionally AND personally???
i chopped strawberries for my breakfast tomorrow because i know i wont do it in the morning and ive been having trouble concentrating and hungry lately and i almost cried???
i understand part of it is shaking off the voice of my mother in my head who says im 'cheating' by paying the adhd tax up front and who insists i just roll up my sleeves and do everything the hard way
but for a few extra dollars (well within my budget) i can improve my quality of life so much??? my HEALTH too?? eating well???