#tatsumi x reader

[natsuphoria]

hello my little friend :) i'll start nice. can i request some fluff with alkaloid? platonic or romantic, up to you <3

hello gayass :) i hope you read these and explode (affectionate) :3 i would say these lean towards romantic but aira’s and mayoi’s could be seen as platonic <3

alkaloid + fluff

reader : gender neutral, no pronouns used, reader bakes in tatsumi's scenario type : scenarios warnings : none word count : 1024... yeah i kinda got carried away

a pleasant shiver runs from the back of your head to the base of your spine as you rouse from your slumber. you yawn softly, nuzzling into the warmth pressed against your cheek, and stilling in surprise when the warmth hugs you back. 

“you’re awake?” you feel the rumble of hiiro’s voice in his chest before you hear it. you make a noncommittal sound – not really saying something or the other, just letting him know you’re awake – and readjust your head, your ear pressed to his chest. hiiro hums and moves a hand to your shoulder, squeezing softly. the two of you fall into a comfortable silence. 

the strong, steady thump of his heart makes you smile, and you close your eyes in an attempt to hear it better. “are you trying to fall asleep again?” hiiro asks, an audible smile in the lilt of his voice. your answering silence has him chuckling, and strong arms pull you to a sitting position beside him. “it’s a new day! you can’t go back to sleep now – we’ve got so much to do!” the sweet smile hiiro gives you makes something burst in your chest, filling it with warmth. maybe waking up isn’t so bad if you get to see that smile. 

maybe waking up isn’t so bad if he’ll be here with you again as you drift off tonight. aira, mayoi and tatsumi below the cut!

“waa~ that was so cool!” you can practically see the sparkles around aira as he wears a content, closed-eye smile. 

he’d been looking forward to this live for weeks, and gushing about it for even longer. it was held by a fairly new unit – he had rambled to you about it once over lunch – but it had become somewhat of an overnight sensation. the day he had gotten the tickets, aira had come running to you, holding out a ticket and asking with wide eyes if you’d like to go with him. you had accepted, so now here you are, linking arms with the boy as you amble along the pavement.

“did you enjoy it?” 

you don’t think it’s possible for him to look any happier, but your assurance that yes, you did enjoy it very much has him clapping his hands and bouncing in glee. the scene makes something soft blossom in your chest, expanding to fill your ribs and escaping you as an amused laugh. 

“you know, i’m glad you don’t comment much on how much i like idols,” he starts, fiddling with the keychains on his bag. “most people are surprised that an idol likes idols so much, and say some weird things about it. but you just accept it as a part of me, a-and let me talk about them… uh, did i say something wrong?” he blinks at your wide-eyed expression as you try not to burst into tears at his admission. or grab him and shake him like a maraca.

the best you can do is aggressively reassure him that you’ll always listen to him talk about his interests. his resulting laugh has your face lighting up as well. “does that mean you’ll come with me to more lives?”

“wh-what are you doing!?” 

mayoi, after much coaxing, has finally agreed to put his head in your lap. even so, he refuses to put his full weight on you – my sins may be too much for you to bear! – choosing instead to hold himself above you, muscles tensed. you had just ghosted your fingers over his hair when he had gasped, pulling his shoulders up to his ears as if trying to hide in his shell. 

i’m playing with your hair, you say matter-of-factly, and he whimpers at the thought of your hand on his scalp. “you can’t!” he protests weakly. “i – you’ll be tainted!” 

by what, mayoi, you ask, before switching tactics. you assure him that it’s alright, that you want to do this. nothing’s gonna happen to you. nothing’s gonna happen to anyone. your determination is rewarded when he eventually relents, his face hidden in his hands as you undo the ribbon holding his braid. 

the first contact of your fingertips against his scalp sends a shudder down his spine, a soft sob escaping him. you smile softly as you continue your ministrations, carding your fingers through his long strands. you admire how well-maintained his hair is… the colour, the texture... and before you know it, he’s completely relaxed, fully resting his head in your lap.

he sighs contentedly, almost nuzzling his head into your hand like a cat. soon enough, his breathing evens out and you know he’s fallen asleep. be sure to savour every moment now – you’d want to be able to assure him that this was nice when he wakes up apologetic, right? 

you feel a warm pair of arms wrap around your waist from behind. the sudden contact makes you stiffen a little, but the gentle press of tatsumi’s lips against your cheek has you almost melting in his arms. 

“they look delicious," he says, referring to the sheet of cookies you're about to put in the oven. you laugh – that's uncooked dough, tatsumi, you'll get sick – and he chuckles in response. "my point still stands," he remarks. "i can hardly wait until they're ready to eat."

you feel tatsumi's soft gaze on you as you place the tray in the oven. growing flustered, you buy time by fussing over the temperature, hoping that he'll look away...

...which does not work. when you stand up and turn to face him, tatsumi's right in front of you, his smile so filled with adoration that it makes something twist in your chest. he takes your hands in his, and you slowly begin to dance to a silent song – a song composed just for the two of you, heard only by the two of you.

the aroma of your baked goods wafts through the air. you let out a flustered laugh and for a second he feels as if he’s reverted to a grinning, blushing, lovestruck boy. the lights in the kitchen are far from flattering, but to tatsumi? he swears you have never looked more beautiful than in this moment, right between his arms.

tags : @tokusaatsus @avigenshin @sleepypengwin @cxffeelings

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[frickingnerd]

kanji crushing on you

pairing: kanji tatsumi x gn!reader

tags: wholesome fluff, (forehead)kisses

everyone knows that kanji has a crush on you – except you! 

you don't realize how much of a soft side he has for you, since you're just so used to this side of him, that you assume that he's like this with everyone

kanji always offers you his umbrella on rainy days, though he's too flustered to actually share it with you, always walking next to you in the rain instead

whenever you get cold, kanji offers you his jacket as well, always getting flustered when he sees you wearing his clothes

and when you fall asleep during study sessions with the investigation team, he can't help but gently stroke the hair out of your face and kiss your forehead

everyone else notices this, of course, but while they use it to blackmail kanji into doing their work sometimes, they don't actually tell you about it

after all, they know how kanji can get when he's angry, even if he wouldn't hurt his friends

though he doesn't shy away from threatening anyone that dares to hurt you – or flirt with you! 

[kzmeru]

hai ei!!! since your requests r open and you have a new account, may i request tatsumi (Since i know you’re crazy about tatsumi) and eichi confession hcs? they can be scenarios too if you wanna go overboard. thank you!

your lips, my lips

🦋 tatsumi kazehaya & eichi tenshouin

warning(s) — insecurities in both </3, light angst, they are touch starved, ALSO KINDA CHEESY but who cares!!!😡 slight ooc

author’s note — my pathetic little creatures (affectionately) :3 thank u 4 requesting this anon i am well fed.!!!! i will for sure go overboard bc theyre my little meow meows :>

tatsumi kazehaya

At first, Tatsumi attempted to ignore the way his heart would tighten and beat rapidly when you're around. The thought of getting into a relationship, or falling in love in general was something that he wouldn’t expect to happen so abruptly.

"Just follow your heart!" Is what his unit mate, Aira would often say to him. But, Tatsumi wasn't quite sure. To him, you're someone who is way out of his league, someone who is perfect and someone who will never reciprocate his feelings. In his mind, he is no one to you. And to him, you're better off with someone better.

So why was he so eager to meet up with you? Why can't he pry away from you even though he's made it clear to himself that he wasn't going to get too attached? Why did he invite you as his date for the festival that was happening tonight?

Tatsumi felt like crying.

"Kazehaya! Hah… sorry… did I keep you waiting?" You suddenly yelled out, causing him to snap out of his thoughts. He lightly chuckled at your panting figure and smiled softly in response.

"Not at all. I just got here, actually." He says, reassuring you by placing his hand on your head. He got to the meeting spot an hour ago. "Are you okay? You didn't get hurt or anything, did you?" Tatsumi moved his hand to your back and started rubbing circles in attempt of calming you down.

Shaking your head, you let out an embarrassed laugh. "N-no! I was just panicking thinking I was late. I thought I'd miss the train so I ran and started panicking even more so—"

Tatsumi's giggle interrupted your explanation. "Please, don't worry about it, [Name]. What's important is that you arrived safe. Let's go enjoy the festival now, shall we?" He had no idea where the boost of confidence came from. Just a few minutes earlier, he was contemplating his life decisions and letting his insecurities get to him. Now, he held his hand out for you to freely hold onto.

He felt his heart jump out of his chest the moment your hands met. At this very moment, Tatsumi finally got a good look. And once again, confidence was all over his body.

"You look gorgeous."

Your face flushed red and you instantly turned away from the man. "You don't look too bad yourself…"

That night, Tatsumi was able to accept it. That he was in love, that he was head over heels. He barely said a word and let you drag him around with your hands intertwined the whole entire time. Neither of you wanted to let go.

"Would it be selfish of me to say that I don't want this night to end? That I want us to spend more time with each other?"

Your sudden question caught Tatsumi off guard. What… what is this feeling? Was it relief? Happiness? Guilt? Nervousness? Perhaps, fear? But, what was there to fear?

You never pressured him for an answer. Though, your eyes never left his figure and stayed. No matter how long it takes for him to respond to your question, Tatsumi knows that you'd stay. So again, what was there to fear?

"I love you." Tatsumi blurted out— more like, came out as a whisper that was barely audible.

"S-sorry?" Blinking in confusion, you leaned in to lock your eyes with his. As his gaze was focused on the ground and refused to look at you in the eye.

Tatsumi took a deep breath. "I love you. I'm in love with you, [Name]." Finally, he confessed. The heavy feeling in his chest finally disappeared, and it felt… amazing. He was ready for rejection, maybe even a slap in the face. If anything, he expected you to just straight up leave and never speak to him ever again.

But, what he didn’t expect was for you place your lips against his cheek with your hands still holding his.

"Let's go on another date after this one, Tatsumi."

eichi tenshouin

Eichi never expected for anyone to actually fall in love with him. He could never forget the damage he caused in Yumenosaki during the events that happened in the war, his revolution.

Despite his image and popularity, was there really anyone out there who loved him for the way he is and not just because of his place in the idol industry? Doubt it, he thought. Nevertheless, Eichi was far way too busy for romantic relationships.

"Eichi! I'm coming in." He heard your voice on the other side of the door before inviting yourself in. With a tray holding a cup of tea and a plate of biscuits, Eichi found a smile forming and happily greeted you.

"Hi. What brings you here today, [Name]? Did ALKALOID kick you out of their practice room?" He joked, inviting you to sit on the couch while he followed, leaving all the paperwork he had to finish for tomorrow. "Did you need anything? Is anything bothering you at all, or?" He subtly eyed the tray that you had given him.

Eichi wasn't used to people doing something nice for him without wanting anything in return. Surely, you need him for something, correct?

You whistled, getting comfortable on the couch. "Nope. I simply just wanted to see you and have a chat. That's all, I promise." Grabbing a biscuit, you held it up to him, waiting for the man to take a bite.

"Come on, Eichi! I heard from Wataru that you haven't left your office since the morning. So, eat up! I don't take "no" for an answer." Playfully pouting, and eventually was replaced with a bright smile as soon as he gave in and took the biscuit with his mouth, directly from your hand.

"Thank you. But, you didn't have to. I'm afraid I got too carried away with paperwork that I forgot to eat…" He huffed, taking a sip out of the warm tea. A comfortable silence taking over as he continued to snack on the biscuits before completely finishing them, with no crumbs left.

"You know, maybe I do need you for something."

He froze. Right… that's what people used me for, after all. Eichi looks up, raising an eyebrow to cover the barely noticeable hurt expression on his face.

"I need you to take the day off for the day and go on a proper lunch date with me. The last time we ate together, we were still in high school, and that wasn't even a date." You chirped, animated sparkes were all around you while Eichi was dumbfounded.

Date..?

"H-Hold on just s second, [Name]! I can't just ditch work! I'd love to go on a date— wait, did you just ask me out on a date? Ah.. this is too sudden." Eichi panics. Out of everything, he certainly did not expect this. Then he remembered.

You have never used Eichi for anything other than making him do your homework in exchange for paying for his meals during lunch.

"And I don't mean it in a friendly date way." Clearing your throat, Eichi noticed the way your body was fidgeting, and how you had a very, very visible blush on your face.

Oh. You were serious.

His heart started beating loudly, and he was sure you could hear it. Eichi gulped. Why was he always so nervous when he's around you? Sure, he had a silly little crush when you two were still in high school, and he thought he was over that. Soon, that little crush turned into him falling in love with you. And it slipped his mind until you made him remember why he even started liking you in the first place.

"[Name]. I will go on that date with you. In one condition." Your face lit up, anticipating what he had to say next.

"Please let me court you."

[eichikissed]

FIFTEEN ! ( k. tatsumi )

notes — some of these mfs are goofy, mentions of religion/religious themes, slight obbligato spoilers, tatsumi is hopeless romantic!!

author’s note — i am not sorry for making another smau. enjoy :3

synopsis — "you gave me fifteen roses. why?" [name] asked, curiousty sparking their interest as they looked at tatsumi with that one specific look that he longed to see. — "because i fell in love with you when i was fifteen."

tatsumi kazehaya refused to get involved in anything that relates to the topic of love. he wasn’t interested in getting into a relationship, nor did he have the time to commit. after all, being an idol sure is busy and time consuming. however, he can’t help but bury the remaining memories he had left with someone that he had loved back when he was fifteen.

﹆ profiles

— gambling reference / the sillies

﹆ table of content

prologue.

prologue 2.

chapter one.

chapter two.

chapter three.

chapter four.

chapter five.

chapter six.

chapter seven.

chapter eight.

chapter nine.

chapten ten.

chapter eleven.

chapter twelve.

chapter thirteen.

chapter fourteen.

chapter fifteen.

﹆ TAGLIST is open ! please send an ask to be added. comments will be ignored.

@kunikame

﹆ updates every 1-3 days.

disclaimer — this will not completely follow the enstars!! timeline, but it’ll still be pretty much the same. (in terms of obbligato & alkaloid lore)

[kazemiya]

hi silly.. heard ur reqs are now open.. *rubs hands together and cackles* may i req tatsumi with a s/o who spends too much money him :3 thank u kaze and take ur time <33

★彡Tatsumi with a s/o that spends too much money on him

a/n: HI EI firstly, I had no idea if u meant Tatsumi who spends too much money in general or spends too much money on him. But I still hope you enjoy!!

To say the least, Tatsumi is worried about your inability to control the amount of money you spend. Specifically on him.

“How am I going to repay you for the amount of things you buy for me?” Tatsumi sighs, clearly at a loss what to do.

“Just repay me with kisses and your company!!” You reply. Only for him to eye you sceptically, he already spends every bit of free time he has with you. To him, this is hardly any repayment.

However, he does think it is rather endearing whenever you take a photo of a small little keychain or trinkets you found and send it to him with a little message saying “reminded me of u <3” (which you gift to him later on)

Utterly afraid to let you go to the mall yourself though. And whenever the dates are arranged there, most of the conversations go like

“Tatsumi! This outfit would look good on you wouldn’t it-” Tatsumi directs your attention to him instead, “darling, I just saw your favourite bubble tea store around the corner, do you want to get some?”

Because of your money spending tendencies, he brings you to parks to have picnics. Freshly baked pastries laid on the checkered picnic mat, you laying your head on his lap as he feeds you small bites of the pie he has prepared.

“You could have let me pay for the pastries” you mumbled between bites of the pie that Tatsumi was feeding you.

Swiping off a crumb on the edge of your mouth, he chuckled “it wouldn’t be a surprise would it, darling?”

You definitely agreed with his words but it just became second nature for you to spoil him endlessly.

He continued “it’s alright, think of this as a way to thank you for everything you’ve done, after all, the best gift you have ever given me, was the gift of your love”

[sweetlilmelodies]

tatsumi as a bf headcanons!

GENTLEMANLY AF will lit do anything for you after a long day. he cooks! he runs baths! he brews tea! he WANTS to drive u home after a hard day's work, but that is up to your discretion! (do you enjoy near death experiences with good intentions behind them?)

he's good at hiding it but a little insecure, surprisingly. pls provide him plenty of words of affirmation

actually rather passive in terms of instigating intimacy, but if u want something ur wish is his command

on the other hand he is a VERY good flatterer and will compliment you VIGOROUSLY if you're into that sort of thing

observant, remembers everything. occasions, your preferences in foods, colours, weather, every one of your friends.

he siiiiings to himself quietly when he thinks nobody is around. eventually he gets used to your eavesdropping and sings even you're right there. in fact, especially when you're there. it's another little thing you guys share.

committed af, WILL put a ring on it sooner rather than later

[kohakun]

title » 'fragile ! handle with care'

pairing » tatsumi kazehaya x gn!reader

sypnosis » tatsumi thinks you're the most precious thing he has ever laid his eyes on and for that reason, he has always treated you with the utmost care, showcasing it through his subtle yet so incredibly loving actions towards you. it seems like today is no different as he tends to the injury you've incurred while being clumsy.

requested? yes

genre » fluff

warnings » mentions of reader getting a cut whilst cooking

a/n » i hope you enjoy this, sora <3

tatsumi never failed to pay attention to you and your wellbeing, even in the most simple ways; always making sure that he was the one walking on the side closest to the road, drowning you in layers upon layers of clothing when it was cold in fear of you getting sick and even driving more carefully when you were in the car with him.

this time he was fussing over the fact that you had hurt yourself while cooking, or at least attempting to cook. although it was a mere cut, he was acting as if it was a lethal wound, scolding you as he put a bandaid over it and kissed it right after.

"you really should be more careful, my love," he said, sighing as he wrapped his arms around your waist to pull you closer to him. "i don't like it when you get hurt." he added, pressing his lips to your forehead as you hummed in agreement absentmindedly.

"hey, are you even listening to me?," he pouted, pulling away slightly to take a look at you only to find a drowsy expression present on your face. you snapped out of your daze after hearing his words, embarrassed at the fact that you were practically about to fall asleep while standing because of how comfortable his embrace was.

"i am listening, i swear!" you tried to defend yourself, but you weren't very convincing by the way tatsumi chuckled and connected his lips to yours. pulling away for air, he brushed a stray strand of hair out of your face before taking your hand in his to pull you over to the couch.

he sat down first, tugging you onto his lap soon after and circling his arms around your waist once again. "i'm sure this'll be more comfortable than trying to sleep while standing, my dear," he reasoned with a smile as you nodded, sighing contentedly at the warmth he provided.

and with that, you drifted off to sleep.

[shadisnotarealboy]

rest easy.

[gentaro-kinniecom]

Do you think you’ll kill for me one day..?

Characters: Madara Mikejima, Nagisa Ran, Himeru, Tatsumi Kazehaya, Rei Sakuma, Keito Hasumi, Natsume Sakasaki, Sena Izumi Shu Itsuki and Eichi Tenshouin (x gn!reader)

C/w: Yanderish types of themes (no gore related, just mentions of killing people), obssesive behavior and themes, mentions of Nagisa’s childhood, mentions of kidnapping, religious themes/aspects (Tatsumi), Rei is an actual vampire this time, jealousy.

A/n: I’m back..and out of the (small ish..) hiatus I’ve been for one month <3 recently I’ve liked this new game called the kid at the back, so I might begin making new works for that game <33 enjoy !

Madara Mikejima

He chuckled, staring at the many photos on the wall of them. He was happy, nothing could ever separate them, at least he made it so. Their question didn’t catch him off guard, as far as Madara knew, no one resided within the 50 mile radius from their lovely home, the one Y/n wanted for so long with him. The coffee that sat on the table turned cold as his hands took hold of their waist, kissing them passionately while smiling

“Of course, my darling. I can’t bear the sight of anyone taking you away from me..”

Nagisa Ran

Nagisa’s eyes widened slightly upon hearing their words. Being held captive for an entire childhood was something he lived with to this day: a burden. One of being a talented idol, hence, why that situation had begun in the first place. However, everytime someone would get too close to his liking, Nagisa began cultivating thoughts: the same ones in which he wanted to wisk them away for good, closing y/n in an environment that only surrounded him.

“…would killing someone be of satisfactory for you, my beloved? If so, perhaps Ibara could take care of that for me..”

Himeru

A soft smile graced his features, looking into their eyes while parting a strand of hair away from their face. (E/c) eyes reflecting a sense of curiosity that seeked to know what was truly behind their loved one. A sudden breeze made Himeru close his eyes, hands intertwined while enjoying the sudden wind that was a perk of being on the school’s roof at the moment

“Is someone bothering you? Himeru..no, I, would do anything to keep you safe, even if it involves getting my hands dirty

Tatsumi Kazehaya

Glaring at the figure that sat on their knees in front of the altar, Tatsumi knew his true nature was already exposed. Soft chuckles bounced off from the church’s walls, ringing in their ear as he approached Y/n’s form, placing a hand on their shoulder, almost reassuring them. After all, he’s hurt many people in the past, what’s one more soul to him that could beg for forgiveness but never truly meant it?

“People come and go, even if I had to plead for forgiveness a million times, I’d do whatever you’d ask me to, my one and only.”

Rei Sakuma

Hands craddled their hair softly, enjoying the feeling and taste of his beloved’s blood, groaning in pleasure at the thought of killing someone for them. A bloody mess, all for them; he’s killed before, countless of times. Mostly for blood but, now that he has them, what more could he ask for? Maybe he could do something about the pesky guys who have tried to touch y/n…After all, the world is better off without them.

“Yes I will, my darling. You needn’t ask for that, I’m willing to do anything to keep you safe by my side..”

Keito Hasumi

A sigh escaped his lips, all he could think about was of all the guys that tried to approach Y/n the other day. His pen now sat neatly on top of his notebook, turning to look at his dearest, Keito’s reason of living and breathing. Keito looked out the window, noticing small droplets of water fall down, gracing the surfaces of where they would land. Pondering for a while, Keito grabbed their hand, thumb brushung against y/n’s chuckles followed by a kiss against the top of their hand

“I’ve…never thought about it in that aspect, you don’t know what lenghts I’d go for you, as long as you’re mine, nothing else matters”

Natsume Sakasaki

Another failed attempt at one of his best potions might be caused by the question y/n had asked him hours ago. His eyes trailed towards the sleeping figure resting on his couch, the same one he’s spent making potions or studying, pulling all nighters just, for, them. Natsume held gently a strand of their hair, caressing it with his face as he sighed, kissing their cheek as he spoke

“Do you doubt it my darling? Rest assured that I’ll always, always protect you, no one will ever get between us.”

Sena Izumi

A scoff could be heard across the room as Sena turned towards them. The practice room was quiet, apart from Izumi and Y/n who’s voices could be heard, along with some casual chirps from birds and rusting of leaves outside. His light blue eyes scanned the room, following their gaze towards the world outside, instead of him. Izumi was jealous of the men who would try to court Y/n, trap them in a loveless relationship..he can’t let that happen, no matter what he has to do to earn their attention. Approaching Y/n, a hand wrapped around their waist, grabbinv their chin and bringing them close.

“In a heartbeat. Anything you desire is my duty to fulfill my love”

Shu Itsuki

His sewing machine stopped suddenly, a new dress had been crafted in the spawn of 8 hours, a work of art, made for his partner. A fitting was held that same night, deft fingers tracing along their body, a sweet gesture behind the obssesive behavior towards them. It’s almost as if, Shu wanted to make them depend on him, which..wouldn’t be such a bad idea, perhaps he could…

“I’ll make sure you hace everything, killing people is..inconvenient at the moment, but if that’s what you wish for, then, I’ll do as you please”

Eichi Tenshouin

The council room was silent, the small tapping of the computer Eichi was writing on had briefly come to a halt. His eyes bored into their own as he smiled, but something about it didn’t feel..quite right. As if, there was another deep meaning behind that smile, perhaps true happiness upon hearing the question? Who knows? All that Eichi cared about was the power he had in his hands to manipulate and change stories into whatever he wanted them to be.

“My contracts will do as I please with a flick of my finger, anything at no cost, so don’t hesitate to open up with me about your desires my love..”

[instexcamera]

Use Me as Your Alter

Priest!Tatsumi x GN!reader

Warnings: blasphemy kink, small corruption kink, rough oral sex (male receiving), choking on cock, biting, very small blood mention

Authors note: holy shit I'm finished with my finals so I can finally get back on that grind!! That's crazy. Anyways I forgot where I got the idea for this and I'm hella tired and actually zoned out while writing this but yk what, I'm too lazy to go and fix it, yay! So it's just gonna be stuck how it is

Word count: 3k

18+ under the cut

"Bless me Father, for I have sinned. It has been four days since my last confession." The reply was immediate, "Yes my child, confess your sins and may the lord help you find peace." It had been difficult to do this. Finding time outside of idol activities and side jobs was basically impossible. But the opportunity arose when a fan meet was canceled at the last minute, so with the free time you finally decided to make the trip to the church. Except the man you'd come here to confess immoral desires about was the priest.

It was common knowledge that Tatsumi Kazehaya was a priest. Except you hadn't known this particular church was his or else you wouldn't have come. Not to mention his unit, Alkaloid, was quite popular so he should have mountains of work. Yet, here he was, standing silently before you in his pure white robes kindly gazing down at you. Struggling to form the words of your confession since the man before you was both the listener and recipient of your loving feelings.

The hard wood of the floor begins to cause an uncomfortable dull pain in your knees from the bow you were in. It was quite an unusual position to be in, yet Tatsumi, for some unknown reason, had requested this. Instead of the normal confessional most use he had wanted you to bow before him when you confessed, claiming the connection with god was stronger. With slight reluctance you agreed not wanting to hurt him.

Now it was awkward. Tatsumi, standing right in front of you, only his waist and below in your vision causing you to keep your head down on the floor. You could feel the sweat forming on your brow the more you bowed there. At first when you realized Tatsumi was the priest you figured you could hurry and get it over with. The unplanned for a new position makes you rethink that decision but you couldn't just get up and leave. Not only would your pride be damaged but Tatsumi's view of you may warp into something horrible.

Staying silent isn't doing anything to help your situation. The longer you withheld the more Tatsumi would think you were confessing something gravely immoral. "I confess to having lustful desires about a man." Speaking it quickly, too quickly you hoped he wouldn't fully understand what you spoke. You didn't dare test a glance up at Tatsumi's face. Afraid it would show an expression of revulsion at your words. Focusing on the dark wood of the floor beneath you, focusing on the pain in your knees while you listen for his response. Tatsumi was taking longer than you wanted, perhaps thinking over what you confessed or repaying in kind from when you were silent.

Instead of a response Tatsumi steps closer to you, light brown leather shoes coming into your vision. You could feel your body starting to subconsciously shake, hands gripping into the hard floor. He was close enough that if you lifted your head even an inch your face would be right in front of his thighs. "Forgive me. This question may seem out of place but could you indulge me? I would like to inquire more about these... desires."

You had expected a reprimand, not questions about explaining further. From your inadequate knowledge about church you thought priests weren't allowed to question confessions further, but maybe you were wrong. It had caught you off guard anyhow, whether it was allowed or not. Tatsumi must be asking since he wants to learn just how depraved you are. Once you explain further you'd have absolutely no chance to form a relationship with him.

Gripping into the wood under you, feeling your nails almost break from the pressure as you question him. "I'm sorry, but do I need to? It's kinda awkward to get into my desires in a place as holy as this." Instead of responding a pale hand slides under your chin. There's no time to process it as Tatsumi forces your chin up, concerned eyes boring into yours. Your immediate response is an attempt to jerk away however you quickly stop, you didn't particularly mind his touch.

"I would prefer it if you told me, getting it out will help soothe your mind. Saying it out loud also puts it out before god too, yes? Confessing everything will help your soul feel more at ease. If you're worried I will find you disgusting I won't, this is something between you and god, I am merely a listener." His words made sense of course. Tatsumi wasn't someone who would go against the rules set out for a priest, right?

It wouldn't hurt to tell your thoughts, no matter how depraved they are he has promised no judgment. The way his purple eyes held no disgust or hate in them certainly helped his claims. You didn't need to confess these thoughts were about him either. The way his thumb was ever so slowly starting to move to the corner of your lips and caress was soothing too. Your shaking had stopped too, the feeling of finally being able to fully relax was overwhelming now that you realized it. Tatsumi was like a soothing balm, something you didn't know you needed.

"Yes Father, I'll confess these damnable thoughts. I dream of touching this man where I shouldn't. I want to become one with this man, I wish to find pleasure from him and for him to find pleasure from me." Your voice echoed throughout the vast space, too holy for these wicked thoughts to be cast aloud in. The nervousness which had consumed you earlier had all but disappeared under Tatsumi's gaze, if you didn't know better you would say it had turned loving. Something akin to a shepherd finding his lost sheep after searching for a long while.

His hand had moved from your chin to your cheek, stroking it gently. You hadn't realized but your other cheek was pressed against his thigh, the silky white robes the only layer preventing you from direct contact with his skin. You wished to feel his skin, to kiss and mark it, claim him as yours but he would never allow that. His eyes had never left yours throughout the whole confession, never changing to anything resembling disgust either.

In an attempt to get closer to him your hands moved from the floor to his leg, grabbing onto it. Taking care to make sure you weren't gripping too hard, you vaguely remember passing comments about how he had sustained an injured leg which never fully healed and you didn't know if the one in your hold was it.

"That was a beautiful confession dear child. Everything was laid out perfectly, nothing was hidden except one crucial detail. Who is this man you speak of? Neither god or myself can help you unless you tell who he is. I will not judge you, I am not in a position to give out judgment, only god can. " A trickle of dread was creeping up on you. Why must Tatsumi know? Shouldn't god already know if he is as all powerful as it is claimed. But, Tatsumi had asked you, he has kept up his promise of no judgment so far and he was so compassionate and caring to you. He wouldn't berate you if you confessed it was him, surely not.

You would tell him, you had not originally planned to when you had come here today but the way he looked at you, the way he was caressing your cheek. You wanted too. Your eyes slide shut for this, not wanting to watch the moment they turned into hate from what you were about to confess.

"Father Tatsumi, the man I've been having these desires about is you. I've had them since I first saw you, we never speak to each other but you're so kind and stunning. You've pulled me down into sin for someone so holy. I know you must hate me after this, and I apologize. But you asked and so I shall answer." He doesn't say anything, nor does his hand stop its gentle caresses on your cheek.

A moment longer and you can't handle his silence, opening your eyes just to be greeted by that smile, that innocent and pure smile. "I'm glad you were truthful. You will surely find favor in the sight of god, not many could outright admit such a thing as this like you. But you must know you are a wretched being, a creature of sin for thinking of something so dishonorable about a man of god." His words stung, like a harsh slap to the face. You knew he was right though, it was wrong to have these thoughts of someone in his position. Yet he was still being so kind to you.

"I know you will want to redeem yourself. Repentance is normally the advice I give to the lost, but you are a special case. I quite like you too, so, to redeem yourself, worship me like your god. Let my holy body redeem you, treat me as an altar to forgive your sins." His words confused you. You didn't entirely get what he meant, not until the soothing hand on your cheek leaves and he goes to shed his pure robes.

Neither of you say anything, you are too shocked to speak. Tatsumi was bareing himself for you, taking off his priestly robes for a sinner in a place of worship. The more of his body that was revealed the more found him gorgeous. He was anything but perfect now that you saw his body but it made him more human in your eyes. The small moles and blemishes which dotted his body, making an invisible star system but just as beautiful. His small pink nipples, just waiting to be sucked and bit on but that wasn't what he wanted. His toned chest from the days he spent working out, slowly rising and falling with each breath he took. Pale stomach twitching when your gaze ran across it.

More of him was revealed as his robes fell into a white crumple at his feet, with his robes off he looked just like a normal human, not any more special than you were. From the robes surrounding his ankles your gaze travels up, stopping at his knees as you see the faint scar on his left knee. It didn't make him look any less appealing than before, if anything it just proved he too, was not perfect. From there you get to his thighs, the skin just as pale and alluring as you imagined. Perhaps he would let you fulfill your sinful desires and mark the skin there.

What really catches your attention is his pale cock, he's already hard, tip a deep red, painful looking as if he had been hard awhile. A large vein ran down the length of it, smaller ones dotting along. He twitches under your gaze and you move up towards the small patch of mint colored hair which sat just above. However Tatsumi sets a hand in your hair, making you turn your gaze back up to his face. Mint colored hair looked more messy than before, framing his face. He had a faint pink dusting on his cheeks now which seemed to be darkening by the second. "Use me as a way to repent. I wish for you too, and I know you want me in this way as well. If you choose to, however, you must take everything I give you as that is the only way you will be purified."

His confirmation was all you needed before your mouth connected with his thigh. You didn't want to start directly where you wanted, teasing him a little. Eyes closed as one of your hands slides up until it's directly beside his cock, but not touching, rubbing at the sensitive skin on his inner thigh. You could hear him let out a shaky gasp above you at the action. You knew it wasn't fair to tease him after what he was letting you do but you'd leave one mark on him and move to where he wanted most.

Biting into the pale skin, tasting a bit of blood. You hadn't meant to break skin but it just aroused you more and with how the grip in your hair tightened Tatsumi seemed to enjoy it too. Licking over the mark, opening your eyes to watch how the skin quickly bruised over. You hoped he would see this later and remember where it came from, maybe even touching himself to the thought, god you hoped he did. Leaving one last kiss on the sore mark before trailing your tongue up his thigh to meet your hand, quickly switching to where you wanted to most.

You didn't immediately take him in your mouth, choosing instead to still be a tease. He was dripping precum now, most likely due to the bite you had left. Sticking out your tongue to lick it up, hearing a suppressed whimper from above. The taste wasn't horrible, actually quite good. A sort of sweet, just a tad bit salty, more on the watery side. He tasted just as delicious as he looked. Giving more kitten licks to the head, wanting to pull more sounds from the holy man.

When you decided the small licks were enough you pressed a gentle kiss to the slit before dragging a long lick down the side of his cock, along the large vein. He must be quite sensitive there because suddenly a loud whimper echoed out, the hand in your hair yanking. You relished in the sting while you continued your ministrations, far from over. Licking around the entirety of his cock, paying special attention to the veins before dragging your tongue back up to his tip. You had teased him long enough.

Giving another kiss to his slit, feeling the precum gathered there wet your lips before enveloping his cock in your warm mouth. Loud whines escape, the sound soothing to hear. You had only just the tip past your lips that was already making him like this. Slowly you take more of him down your throat, the feeling foreign. The more you take the more small choking sounds start to leave your throat, not used to the large intrusion. Tatsumi's hand was gripping your hair hard enough to hurt and tears were forming in the corners of your eyes from both the pain and how deep you were taking him.

Lapping around his cock with your tongue until your nose was pressed right up against the small patch of teal hair on his pelvis. You were freely choking on him now, spit drooling past your lips and down your chin as you swallowed around him. The feeling is too much for him as he keens and shallowly thrusts, making the choking worse, your airflow cutting off as you breathe through your nose. "How shameful you are, having no issues doing this to a holy man such as myself, in a church no less. You must be even more wicked than I first thought, an evil temptress who convinced me to fall into sin." His words barely make it out before being cut off with a loud whimper when you swallow around him again.

The lack of oxygen was starting to get to you as you slowly took your mouth off, lapping at the veins along the way. His precum was coating your throat, the sweet taste on your tongue. Moving your hand to his cock while you take a moment to catch your breath, listening to the dirty sounds it makes as you move it up and down his spit soaked cock. Tatsumi has stopped talking but his hand was still ever present in your hair, tugging you back towards his cock. It wasn't long before you took him down your throat again, choking one again on his size. Except this time, when you attempt to pull back the hand in your hair keeps you firmly in place, right at the base of his cock forcing you to keep deep throating him.

"You can't pull off, a dirty sinner like you shouldn't need to anyways. I'm helping purify you, you know. I don't have to do this but I want to help make you clean." Tatsumi's other hand reaches and slides under your chin, massaging at your throat where his cock was bulging out, causing you to choke around him more intensely. Loud moans once again escape him as he does it again, the intense feeling too much for him. "I'm gonna cum down your sinful throat and purify you, that's what you want isn't it? To be purified by me?"

If you could nod you would have, but you could barely move your head with the grip he had in your hair, forcing you against him. His cock was twitching your throat and you knew he was getting closer, he just needed one more push to the edge. Swallowing once again around him as the hand on your throat slides to your nose, pinching it. You couldn't breathe at all now, panic starting to set in as you try to pull back but unable too.

"You'll be ok, you need to take all of my seed like this, that way no sinful air can ruin it when I purify you." As he says this you feel a rush of warm liquid flow down your throat, the taste of his cum heavy. Tatsumi lets out louder moans as spots start to form at the edges of your vision the longer your oxygen is depraved but when you think you'll finally black out the grip on your hair leaves and the cock in your throat gets pulled out.

Falling back as you cough, Tatsumi's release coating your throat as he pants above you, spent from his orgasm. You feel some of his spend drip down your chin and you know you probably looked like a total mess. Coming to church to confess your filthy desires about a man just to get defiled by that same man.

Tatsumi looks at you, face red and purple eyes kindly staring at you. "You've been purified by me, how do you feel? I promised my body would purify you and it did."

[writers-reach]

hellooo! can i request yu, yosuke, and kanji date headcanons?? thank you

persona 4: general date headcanons (yu narukami, yosuke hanamura, kanji tatsumi)

notes: gender-neutral reader, fluff, reader implied to be a part of the investigation team

yu narukami

kind of a classic romantic. starts with going out to a movie. will take you out to dinner and buy dessert. maybe even a quick trip to the hot springs to unwind before going home.

holds open doors for you and stuff (bc he's a GENTLEMAN!!!) and insists on paying when he can. but, if you really insist, he won't put up much of a fuss.

will stop on a walk to pet a cat he sees across the street. you join him (unless you're allergic in which he will carry some hand sanitiser on him at all times to wash his hands before going back to holding yours)

gives you a hug and kiss on the back of your hand before saying goodbye, but doesn't keep up the gentleman act seriously for long before bursting into giggles.

he's just a rlly sweet boy

yosuke hanamura

a bit less formal than yu, but still tries his best.

as much as he'd like to go all-out, taking you to the nicest places and spending the night dancing under the stars...... he's still just a part-time worker.

so he'll have to settle for something a bit more homey. buys all your favourite snacks and candy and invites you over to play video games with him.

does the thing where he sorta-spoons you (sits behind you, wraps his legs around your torso, and rests his chin on your head as you two play games). it makes him feel like The Man in the relationship, irregardless of your gender. you keep telling him he doesn't have to be this macho image of a strong, providing boyfriend, but he feels confident when he's the big spoon so yk, you go along with it

steals kisses whenever he can (usually to distract you from your game (bastard.)), but again, he's just too cute to get really mad at.

kanji tatsumi

cooks for you! he's actually a pretty decent cook (not as good as yu though) and along with cooking dinner, will probably have made something for you beforehand and gives it to you.

i imagine you and kanji would really be into stuff like journalling or colouring books. a date with kanji is Floor Time(tm) with some tv on in the background and doing a colouring date.

sometimes you'd do the thing where you put on a timer and after it goes off, swap drawings and finish what the other has drawn. kanji, despite being amazing at fabric arts, isn't the best artist. he tries his best though!!!!

sooner or later you'd probably end up cuddling with a mountain of plushies or other soft material while talking. such is life at the tatsumi household.

a/n: tysm for requesting!! have a good day!

[sucrows]

Hello!! Can i request Mama and Tatsumi with 3,8, on Dom breeding ask game? :)

can we talk about Tatsumi's fs2 because like.... 👀

3. Promising to pull out but suddenly having legs wrapped around their hips  8. Watching their cum seep out of their s/o’s hole and getting hard again  (GN Reader)

(NSFW UNDER CUT)

Madara is never one to go slow and take things easy with you and now is no exception. You’re pinned underneath his weight as he bears down into your hole over and over again. He may treat you like glass outside of sex but right now, it’s almost dizzying how rough he is. There’s a delicious heat building between your legs, and you want so badly to trap him there... and so you do. 

He doesn’t even falter when you wrap your legs around him. If anything, he just starts to pound harder into you. You feel his face curl into a smile where it’s hidden in the crook of your neck and suddenly you realize that you hadn’t ever talked about pulling out in the first place. Madara is more than happy to fill you up now, and it had probably even been his plan in the first place. 

Before long, he’s groaning in your ear as he fills you up. His shaft twitching and tensing with every pulse of his orgasm, deliciously depositing more and more sperm inside you. He sits with his hips flush to your own until he’s done and then sits there grinding into you for a time after. He finally pulls his head back to smile and kiss you, and you loosen your legs grasp on him. Before you realize what he’s doing, he flips you over onto your stomach before pulling you back by your hips. His cum quickly starts to flow back out of you and he tuts as he sees it. 

He starts to finger it back into you but seeing your drooling, messy hole does something to him. Before long, he’s pulling his fingers back to replace them with his cock. He coos dirty words as you as he smoothly slots himself back into you, ready to fill you up with even more of his essence. 

It’s rare to see even a hint of surprise on Tatsumi’s face but the way his eyes widen as you wrap your legs around him is unforgettable. His eyebrows twitch, his hips falter, and his gaze fits back and forth between your desperate face and the place you two meet. Your actions came immediately on the tail end of him announcing he was close, your actions being more than enough to indicate your own wants.  

He’s typically one to advocate for safe sex, but looking into your large, pleading eyes and your hot, flustered face... well... he supposes just this once... he can make an exception. He smiles and asks if you’re certain and when you nod, he continues right back at his previous pace. It’s an intimate moment when he settles down onto his elbows to be closer to you. He takes one hand up to carefully caress your face while he continues to defile you. You can feel his hot breath on you while he sings your praises, ever the sweet man even when you deserve it. 

He’d already been close, so it doesn’t take long before his eyes are fluttering shut and his moans start pitching upwards. He leans in even closer to kiss at the side of your neck as he finally does release into you. You can’t help but tense your thighs around him as he does even if you already know he’s not going to pull out, some instinct in your brain not wanting to risk the chance of him doing so. The next minute is full of soft praise and gentle caresses as he calms down from his high. Unfortunately, he does eventually have to pull out and begin cleaning up, and so he slowly pulls back, and he slips out of you. 

He glances back and forth between where you were just joined, and the rest of the room. He wants to go get some wipes and water for you but... His cum-coated cock twitches slightly and your eyes home in on the sight. Unsurprisingly, he offers no resistance when you try to pull him back with your legs again. With a gentle smile and a “thank you”, he is soon sliding right back into you, eager to go at it all over again. 

[frickingnerd]

ice cream dates with kanji

pairing: kanji tatsumi x gn!reader

tags: fluff, can be read as platonic or romantic, insecure kanji

kanji likes his ice cream plain and vanilla!

at least, that's what he tells you. he refuses to eat anything with toppings as they “ruin the flavor” as he puts it

though in reality, he's just sick of being called girly for eating his ice cream with toppings, so he gave up on that years ago

however, if you can't finish your ice cream, kanji won't hesitate to finish it for you, as he “doesn't like to waste food”

it's not a complete lie, but he secretly wants to get a taste of your ice cream! and especially those toppings you've got…

still, he continues to act like he's doing you a favor by finishing it for you and like he doesn't enjoy the taste

and yet, the next few times you eat ice cream together, you catch him longingly stare at the toppings in the ice cream parlor

until eventually, you pester him to stop being a coward and eat what he wants to eat, without caring what others think of him!

that was just the push kanji needed, to give in and order his ice cream with some sprinkles and chocolate sauce

and admittedly, it was even better than just plain ice cream…

[yandere-daze]

hey hi! is it okay to request hcs for yandere tatsumi x a reader who loooves drawing him? and how would he react? thank you!

Of course! Tatsumi is a wonderful character ^^ Now, it´s actually been a while since I last wrote something for enstars if I´m not mistaken, so I´m sorry if I´m a bit rusty!

gn reader

tw yandere, obsession, worshipping of reader, religious themes ( talks of god, comparing reader to an angel), brief mention of death and implied burial in the end (it´s not actually important to the story or something that actually happens. )

Yandere! Tatsumi reacting to a darling that loves drawing him

It´s no secret that Tatsumi greatly admires you and everything you do. He treasures every single smile you send his way, every word you speak to him. You are utterly divine in his eyes, an angel sent by god himself to walk this earth.

Oh how blessed he feels, being alive at the same time as you and being allowed to breathe the same air. There is no doubt in his mind that you are an angelic being deserving of praise and worship and so much more.

Everything you touch is a masterpiece, so Tatsumi is utterly enchanted when he sees you draw something for the very first time.

He hadn´t intended to walk in on you while you were deep within your creative process, he had simply meant to check up on you to make sure that you were feeling alright. And of course he had already started missing you after a short while of being away from you, but he vowed to restrain that part of himself.

Nevertheless, he had found you hard at work, staring at your work-in-progress in full concentration. He didn´t dare say anything, afraid that he might accidentally break your focus if you did.

No, whatever you were drawing deserved to be brought into this world in all its glory, ready to be admired by every person that happens to look upon it.

So Tatsumi took this rare opportunity to simply admire your form. What he adored most about you was certainly your personality, it´s what made him fall in love with you in the first place, but he would be a heathen to ignore how wonderful you looked as well.

To say he was surprised when he managed to catch a glance of the piece you were working on was an understatement.

You were drawing him.

It was unmistakable. At once, Tatsumi felt as if an arrow had shot right through his heart as he felt it wildly thumping in his chest. Oh how lovely you were, to dedicate this drawing to him of all people! What had he done to receive this great blessing? Your kindness truly knew no bounds!

Stuck in blissful reverie, Tatsumi promptly gathers his thought again and then slowly makes his way over to you with a gentle smile on his face, still utterly awestruck and full of love for you.

He had vowed to not interrupt you but seeing that you were drawing him, he felt obligated to properly praise and thank you for your work. It was truly moving!

Tatsumi really couldn´t believe his luck, he would be very flattered and encouraging if you were to ask him for his permission to keep drawing him. You know he could never deny you but especially not when you would do something so kind for him!

If you were to gift him your drawing, he would be beyond grateful and would make sure to cherish it as it deserves. He stores it somewhere in his room, either keeping it in a secret hidden box or proudly displaying it on his wall. He both wants to keep it safe but also display it for the entire work to see. Everyone should learn how truly divine and awe-inspiring you were!

But he´d still prefer to be your greatest worshipper in the end.

You wouldn´t really notice just what big of an effect your drawing had on Tatsumi, he was acting as he normally would, very level-headed and kind. Tatsumi was very low-key when it came to his yandere tendencies and rather abnormal worshipping of you.

All you see is a gentle and comforting man that´s always there to lend a helping hand should you ever need it. Someone you can rely on.

But to him, you were something so much more. The sole light in his life, the embodiment of all that is good in the world. And he would cherish you forevermore until the day his body would be buried within the earth you walk upon.

[eichikissed]

FIFTEEN ! (k. tatsumi)

author’s note — the second prologue!!! im very motivated rn i am so happy :3 i hope you’re enjoying this so far bcs it’s gonna be a long ride..

🗒️ warnings — slight angst

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[Name] [L/N] never noticed Tatsumi Kazehaya’s lovesick gaze. They were far too busy. Too focused on their own studies and prioritized it multiple times over their health, family and friends. They refused to engage in anything that doesn’t involve studying, or staying at home.

They were sick of this life style. But, they couldn’t stop no matter what they did. 

“[Name], you should rest!” Is what their friends would often tell them. They were so used to hearing that to the point they learned to ignore it and continue working. What was the point of resting if they couldn’t even finish one single assignment? Was that really the right question to ask?

What’s the point of studying so hard when no one else will acknowledge your hard work?

Deep down, they knew that their only purpose in life is to please other people, and not just themselves. Without the approval and validation of their parents, there was no point in living their life to the fullest. 

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TAGLIST !¡ @solaaresque @r4miskss @idiahair @fyushia @solxima @kunikame @mikctp

[kazemiya]

KAZEEE KAZUEJEJESV CONGRATS FOR 100 ❤️❤️❤️ YOU DESERVE IT KISSES YOU!!! for ur event can i req.. 8 withhhhhh tatsumi n himeru :3 THANK YOU 😢 MWAH

★彡Tatsumi and HiMERU + prompt 8

Prompt 8: feeling so much yet having no words to describe all of it

a/n: HI EI TYSM !!! Thanku for requesting and I wrote this on a 6 hr flight I hope it’s ok. Also I hope I did this prompt and ur request justice!! Enjoy!!

♡ Tatsumi

“How much do you love me?”

Tatsumi send you a questioning look “what do you mean by that, darling?”

“It’s not a very deep question, just answer it normally”

Tatsumi stroked his chin, his eye brows slightly scrunched up, thinking hard at your question. Surely he love you, so much that nothing else seems to compare. The little spark that you light up in his heart, it’s unmistakable he loves you. But could his overwhelming feelings be confined to the three simple words of “I love you”?

He doesn’t think so.

“I love you so much that I feel the need to have my arms around your waist, like this” his arms snaking around to pull you towards him.

“I love you so much that I want to take care of you for the rest of our lives” he kisses your forehead softly “I want to forever see your face crack into a smile because of my kisses”

“Tatsu-” your face has heating up quickly due to his words and actions alike.

“One more thing” he presses a kiss on your lips “I love you more than words can ever say”

♡ HiMERU

HiMERU is a quiet lover, you know better than any one else.

“Why doesn’t HiMERU ever seem to say ‘I love you’ to you often?” You are often asked. Well it isn’t quite so easy to understand to the eyes of outsiders.

HiMERU doesn’t understand, how could a “I love you” suffice? It was like the way you said the right words at the right time. Like butterflies fluttering vigorously within him. You help him catch his breath but just a look at you makes him lose it again. “I love you” surely wasn’t enough.

“Don’t you think you aren’t being affectionate enough with y/n?” The question that was asked by his fellow CrazyB members resound in his ears.

Was he? He didn’t exactly think too much about it especially since you didn’t say anything.

“Y/n? Is HiMERU not vocal enough with his affections?” His eyes narrowed in confusion.

Looking at him, you moved towards him “did CrazyB say something again?” You sighed, frustrated. “How would they know anything anyways? The way you walk a longer route just to get me a drink I would like. They don’t know the habits that we’ve developed around each other. The memories that we share. They don’t know any of it, do they?”

Amidst your rambling, HiMERU seems to have intertwined your fingers together as he brings it up to his lips and kisses every one of your knuckles. He leans closer to your ear, his voice barely a whisper “i hope to keep it that way, just between the two of us”.